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Just got jumped by gay bullies and they made me give them my brunch money

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i actually think its incredibly funny that people can just log on to the internet and get in a fight with a guy in another country. what a privileged time we live in. you used to have to go to war to do that

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If i saw an enemy I'd fucking- I'd fucking- Ugh! I don't even know what id do!!!

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lately when i've been going to bed i've been trying to imagine a darker shade of red than i did the night before

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So he pierced the town's heart with a sting? [...] So it's a tomb…

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really wanted for an image like this to exist so i made it

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new phrase i’ll take with me

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When you’re rife with devastation 💥

There’s a simple explanation 💡

You’re a toymaker’s creation 🧸

Trapped inside a crystal ball 🔮

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There's a book that we had in our house growing up that I was obsessed with as a kid. It was just called "PAKISTAN: PAINTINGS BY LIN YONG AND SU HUA" and it was an art book of 100+ paintings/sketches by two Chinese artists who travelled thru Pakistan in 1978 and 1981, a sort of travelogue of their trip, and to little-kid me, it was some of the most beautiful things I'd ever seen. I have no idea why we had that book, but I would stare at it for hours, and it made me wish I could draw/paint/do whatever it was that these artists had managed to do.

Anyway, we've moved house a bunch of times and I lost track of the book and haven't seen it for probably two decades now. But I think about it now and again, and had struggled to find it over the years, but I finally, finally got my hands on a copy of my own and i want to cry haha

I was afraid that maybe the art isn't as good as I remembered, being just a kid and all, but I cracked it open and nope, it hits me just the way it used to. Maybe even more now. It's so fucking pretty. Have some random pages:

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still not over these $100 handmade paperclips i found on etsy that one time

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At least one family member at the cookout: "I'm pretty sure I got attacked by demons because of my special soul"

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the idea of being an evil ogre and squeezing a lovely prince to death in one dirty hand

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I was there, at the raid of noob city. men, women, and children, fragged in the street by gamer. the cries of the pwned fell silent by the third day, but still they echo in my head. there is no creature more gay than the noob, but I can't shake this feeling, this shameful notion that there was no ELO to be gained in this war. it was pubstomping.