strawbaehwi

[strawbaehwi]

there he was — ong seongwoo bullet au ;; pt. 1

his friends went missing one by one. little did you know he was next. he was the love of your life, the one you wish to be with until death. but all that could be changed by a letter.

requested by @sweetpoisonousmilkshake ! thank you for requesting! I hope you enjoyed what I wrote for you! sorry for taking literally 8 months to write this. and since i took so long i promise to make it up to you with a second part! i gave up on writing for a while because i had no inspiration or confidence whatsoever, but my dear friend recently helped me gain confidence to write again! and no i will not be taking another 8 months to write the second part :’))

cr: @tokyo-coffee 

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“pay attention in class!” you yelled at seongwoo as he ran out the door

you and seongwoo have been dating for about 4 years

you were older than him by one year so you were already done with college

as you were on your way to the bus stop for work, you decided to check the mailbox

there was a letter for seongwoo

because you were almost late for work, you didn’t get a chance to be nosy and open it

the day flew by fast, which you were happy about because that meant you got to be with seongwoo sooner

“i’m home,” you said as you locked the door behind you

“how was work?” he asked

“same old, same old. how were your classes?,” you asked as you threw your purse on the couch

“same old, same old,” he said as he smirked at you

“oh yeah, you got a letter in the mail today,” you said while sitting down

“thanks for getting the mail,” he said as he pinched your nose

you gave him the letter as you started to prepare for dinner

he opened the letter as he was drinking water

as you were boiling some water, you heard a loud noise

“what’s going on?” you asked as you went out into the living room to see the commotion

there was shattered glass on the floor as the water poured over the letter

and there he was, in shock

“is everything okay?” you asked

he didn’t answer

all he did was hug you

very tightly

as if he was scared to lose you

you tried to break away from the hug, but he wouldn’t let go

“hey, what’s wrong?” you asked

he still wouldn’t answer

after a while, he let go of the hug as he sat down on the couch

“why are you acti-” you were saying before you got cut off

“promise me you’d love me regardless of what happens to me?” he asked

“what type of question is that? of course silly,” you said as you ran your fingers through his hair

“if one day, i went missing, what would you do?” he asked

“search the entire world to find you,” you said while bringing your hand down from his hair to cup his cheek

“what if i died,” he asked, looking up at you

“oh my god, do not say that,” you said as your eyes widened

“what if i died,” he repeated

“i’d be very sad,” you answered

“why?” he asked as he pulled your hand down from his cheeks and held it

“you’re the most important thing to me, of course i’d be sad,” you said

“if something bad happens to me one day. whether if i died or went missing, promise me you’d move on. find someone who’s better than me. achieve your dreams and become a successful woman. live your life with no regrets. take care of yourself,” he said

“nothing’s going to happen to you, i’m sure of it. now let’s order takeout, i actually don’t really want to cook today,” you said as you grabbed your phone out of your purse

after dinner, you guys went immediately to sleep

he hugged you tighter than he usually did that night

something was off, you knew that

but you didn’t worry about it much because you were quite tired

the long night that passed by felt like a two hour nap

seongwoo had to leave early because he had to attend his school trip to jeju island for a week

during that week, everything seemed normal

normal, but slow

you missed seongwoo a lot and couldn’t wait for the week to end

after the painfully slow week went by, seongwoo would come home

you prepared all his favorite dishes for him because you just cherished him that much

*ding dong*

“you’re finally ho-” you said as you opened the door

standing there was not seongwoo, but rather was someone you’ve never seen before

“who are you?” you asked

“good evening, my name is kim jaehwan. I’m one of seongwoo’s friends. may i come in?” he asked

“of course,” you said as he dragged seongwoo’s belongings in

“what brings you here today?” you asked

“seongwoo he...well we lost him,” jaehwan said

“what do you mean?” you asked

“he went missing,” he said

“how?!” you questioned

“well you’ll find out all about it soon,” he said

“what do you mean??” you asked

“it’s late. i must leave. i have to cntact his parents as well,” he said as he opened the door

“please explain this to me, i’m begging you,” you said as tears fell down your cheeks

“good luck,” he said and closed the door

to be continued —

[strawbaehwi]

snowballs — park woojin bullet au

where the two of you start a very embarrassing snowball fight in the middle of the sidewalk, just because you love each other that much

after classes end, you decided to meet up with your boyfriend, park woojin

just as you were about to call him, you spotted him by the gate

you ran up to him and hugged him tightly

“how long have you been waiting here?” you asked

“only for the past 30 minutes,” he said

“I’m sorry for making you wait! it must have been col out here,” you said as you let go of the hug and held his cold hand to ward them up

“don’t worry, it wasn’t that long,” he said as he shoved your hand, along with his, into the pocket of his coat

you guys walked to a nearby cafe and settled down for a warm cup of coffee

after you guys finished, you guys decided to go out on a date

nothing really special

just casually walking around the city and enjoying the view

snowflakes suddenly fell, shocking woojin

“is it raining in december?” he asked as his hands hovered on top of your head, protecting you from the “rain”

“no dummy, it’s snow!” you shouted 

“oh...really?” he asked as his cheeks turned into a rosy pink

you continued to laugh at him as he became more flustered

“I’m going to tease you for that for a long time,” you said as you ruffled his hair

“I was joking...” he lied, letting out an awkward laugh

“it was only a joke. that was to make you laugh only, alright? I’m not that stupid, you should kn...”

woojin kept on trying to explain himself

you payed no attention because you started to form a few snowballs with the snow

“what are you doing? were you listening t-” he said as you threw a snowball, directly hitting his mouth

“shut up loser,” you said as you threw another one, this time aiming at his shoulder

“is this how we're going to play?” he asked

he formed a snowball with his hands as you were preparing to throw the next one

“don’t throw it in my face, I spent a very long time on my mak-” you said as woojin threw one in your face

“ah!” you yelled as you covered your face with your hand, making it seem like you were hurt

“baby are you okay? did I throw it too hard?” woojin asked as he quickly hugged you

to make him feel even more bad, you didn’t say a word and even looked away from him

“are you crying? I’m so sorry love, I didn’t mean to do t-” he said as you threw one in his face again

you laughed so hard to the point tears were about to come out of your eyes

“hey!” he yelled as he threw another one

obviously, it was a very serious game

the person to lose would have to pay for dinner tonight, of course you couldn’t let him win

for the next 30 minutes or so, you guys threw snowballs at each other

by the time the workers in nearby shops made you guys leave, you guys were soaking wet

you ended up going home with him to change and whatnot

for dinner, the both of you settled on ramen

plus, the two of you were pretty broke yikes

you made ramen as he washed up

“I want ramen,” he said as he came out of the shower

“here,” you said, feeding him a bit of your ramen

“go make your own ramen, don’t eat all of mine. I’m going to shower,” you said as you went into the restroom

after changing into one of woojin’s shirts, you came out

“I enjoyed the meal,” woojin said as he ran into the bedroom 

“did you eat all of my ramen?” you asked as he shut the bedroom door

“park woojin! get your fat self into the dining room!” you yelled, literally ready to beat the boy up

[strawbaehwi]

Can u please do a jihoon break up Scenario sad ending thank u love your scenarios:)

Thanks for requesting! Here it is! I hope it didn’t disappoint you hah

[strawbaehwi]

changes — park jihoon bullet au

where your relationship ex-boyfriend was all lovey-dovey until he changes. but little do you know why he changed.

a/n

this was something requested by @markiepooh31  ! super exciting summary, I know lol. it’s better than I summarized it I swear. kinda sloppy but it is what it is. enjoy!

three years

and that was it

that was the end of it

you and jihoon have been very close to each other ever since middle school

it wasn’t until your first year in high school when he finally gathered the courage to tell you how he felt

you guys were basically the power couple in the entire school for the past three years

he would hold your hand all the time

give you pecks for the dumbest and sweetest reasons ever

“y/n it looks like you came to school on time...you deserve a peck!”

send about 129193610273629 texts a day

when his friends ask him to go to the internet cafes

he would reject them no matter how much he liked playing games, just to be with you instead 

you guys were basically the cutest thing ever

but you had a dream

and that was to debut as a successful idol

jihoon didn’t plan out his future like you did

he just wanted to enjoy life without worrying

a year ago you were accepted into ymc entertainment

even then he would sneak into the practice rooms just to see you

he would nag a lot about your health, how much you ate, how much you slept

when there were no practices you would spend every moment to the last with him

but as time passed by he started to pay less attention to you

he didn’t give you the pecks he used to give

he didn’t hold your hand as much anymore

and on the rare days where you guys are on a date, he would always be on that stupid phone of his

sometimes you have the feeling that he’s cheating on you

but he wouldn’t

right?

“hey, I don’t have practice today! we should go to that one restaurant by our school that just opened. y/f/n just went there the other day. she said that the fried kimbap there is godlike,” you said while holding his hand

“nah, I’m going to the internet cafe with woojin,” he said, looking down at his phone

“you guys can go another time. can’t you be with me today?” you asked

“I said I’m going with woojin,” he said as he let go of your hand and walked away

the next day you two didn’t talk at all

you went to practice like you always did

finished it like you always did

but what frustrated you the most was that jihoon didn’t even send a text to check up on you

was he that petty?

you decided to meet up with him

you wanted to ask him why he was acting like this

you texted him your location as you waited for him

10 minutes passed

then 30

then another 30

before you knew it you waited for him for almost two hours before he actually came

“sorry, I was finishing up a game with woojin,” he said

“oh really...” you said, lowering your voice

“you didn’t wait long, did you?” he asked

“nope, I only waited here for two hours,” you said sarcastically

there was a dead silence

“jihoon, let’s talk,” you said

“about?” he asked

“us,” you replied

“what do you mean?” he asked

“is it that hard to send one text? to tell me where you’re at? who you’re with? all I’m asking for is for you to update me,” you said

“sorry, I already told you, I was with woojin,” he said

“you’re always with woojin. am I your girlfriend or is he your girlfriend?” you asked

“I’m sorry, I’ll be better,” he said

“you’ve already said that to me but yet there’s no improvement. how much longer do we have to do this?” you asked

“y/n, we’ll see each other at school tomorrow anyway. why are you acting like this? are you obsessed with me?” he asked as the hot tears fell down your cheeks

“obsessed? does this feel like an obsession to you? you were the one who told me you liked me. you were the one who told me to send texts to you frequently. you were the one who said you would be good to me. but now you’re saying that I’m obsessed?” you said as the tears kept falling

“I said that I was sor-” he said before you cut him off

“I don’t want to hear it anymore,” you said as you left

you went home that day, crying the night away

you didn’t go to school the next day

you didn’t want to see him

he would be at least a little sad right?

based on his personality, he would seem very blue right?

you opened up your phone to check instagram

woojin had posted a video of jihoon somewhat flirting with other girls on his story

you were disappointed

of course you were

but it was at that exact moment, you knew it was over

you gathered up your courage and changed into your school uniform

even though you missed half a day of school, you didn’t care

you were going and that was the last of it

as soon as you reached school, you walked into the lunchroom

jihoon and a bunch of his friends were around girls you’ve never seen before

jealousy?

that didn’t matter anymore

you were going to end it

“park jihoon, let’s talk. can you meet me by the basketball court?” you asked

“what now?” he asked

“can you just do as I asked?” you asked

“fine. let’s talk here then,” he said

everyone’s attention were on you two

you didn’t care anymore

“let’s...let’s break up,” you said, holding back your tears

he stood up and walked in front of you

“why are you saying this all of a sudden?” he asked

“all of a sudden? you think that this is sudden?” you asked

“babe, what’s wrong now? we talked about this last night,” he said

“I’m tired of crying after we fight. holding on to you, waiting for you to change. I’m tired of being the only one who cares in this relationship. I’m tired and done. so let’s just stop this,” you said

there was a long silence before he spoke again

“alright then...I’ll see you,” he said as tears fell down your face 

“jihoon, if you loved her...why did you hurt her like that?” woojin asked

“she has a dream. she’s going to achieve that dream. even though I still love her, I’m glad that I’m not by her side anymore. she needs to train well and have a successful debut. all I’m going to do is become a burden,” I said as a tear rolled down my left cheek

“what makes you think that she’ll do better without you?” he continued

“I’m not like her. I waste my youth by playing all day. she’ll be better without me,” I said 

“I still think you should tell her,” woojin said

“she doesn’t need to know. she’s better off not knowing anyway,” I said as I wiped my tears

[strawbaehwi]

wanna one meeting your family — thanksgiving dinner special

where your s/o meets your family on thanksgiving

a/n

I wasn’t going to update today, but since it was thanksgiving I decided to type something up to show thanks. this doesn't have thanksgiving involved in it that much or at all shush, but just imagine it was on thanksgiving lol thanks

jisung

jisung would get a little nervous to begin with. like he would hesitate before even entering the door. “dON’T RING THE DOORBELL YET” “give me a second” “I don’t wanna ring the doorbell, you ring it” “I didn’t mean it pleASE DON’T RING IT YET” it was to the point where your parents just came to open the door because they could legit hear jisung from inside the house. you guys would settle for dinner as you introduced him to your family and whatnot. you’d expect your mom, aunties, and grandma to talk to you about usual girl things. like gossip, recent shows watched, how hot lee jongsuk is, but like the whole night consists of jisung gossiping with your family over and over again. 

sungwoon

sungwoon would pretend to be the calmest person ever, but on the inside, he’s completely freaking out. “pshh I got this, they’re gonna love me. ring the doorbell babe” but then as soon as he steps into the house, yeah uhh, the “manly” side of him goes away “um...baby I lied, I don’t got this”  he would pretend to be okay but you knew how he felt. especially because he was fidgeting A LOT. but as time passed by he got more confident and showed off his true personality with your family. and as soon he goes home he’ll legit pray to the gods that your family actually liked him, which they did.

minhyun

minhyun would look calm and is actually calm. he’s not that worried about meeting your family because he’s pretty sure that they’ll like him. “don’t worry, I’m not nervous. In fact, I’ll ring the doorbell” he would be a complete gentleman and very well mannered. if there were vegetables, he would make you eat it no matter how much you hated eating your greens. after dinner, he would be the sweetest by helping your mom with the dishes, cleaning up, putting things away, doing all the extra chores just so your family doesn’t have to do later on. your family would be so happy that you found someone like minhyun. “Y/N WHERE DID YOU FIND SUCH A PERFECT MAN? YOU MUST HAVE DONE A GOOD DEED TO DESERVE THIS MAN, ALL THESE YEARS OF PRAYING HAS WORKED” –your family on thanksgiving 2k17

seongwoo

seongwoo would make it seem like he’s uncomfortable, but really he’s just joking with you to make you uncomfortable as well.  “I don’t know if I’m nervous, am I? Maybe I am, maybe I’m not. Who knows?” at the dinner table, he would be the wittiest and make everyone laugh. which was good because your family was always in the mood for a good laugh. you and your siblings were never on good terms, so it got quiet often, but seongwoo would always be the first to reach out and break the silence. after dinner, he would play with your baby cousins and take good care of them, which melted your heart because seongwoo with kids...do we need to say more? and he wouldn’t even ask if whether you thought your family liked him or not because he knows for a fact that they did. 

jaehwan

just like sungwoon, jaehwan would bluff about everything being okay even if he was super nervous.  “oh course I’m okay, who do you think I am” “don’t worry about me, I am god jaehwan I have everything controlled in the palm of my hand” but then again he would loosen up more in front of your parents. you would tell your parents how much time he had bluffed as they laughed. jaehwan went along with it even though you weren’t supposed to tell. no matter how messy you knew he was, he would avoid making even the tiniest mess because he wanted a good first impression. but as soon as he went home he would make the biggest mess ever, that eventually you would have to clean up because he always wins rock-paper-scissors, but it was okay because you love him so much.

daniel

daniel would have mood swings. by that I mean he would be like “nervous? wtf is that? is that some type of sauce?” then another second he would be like “would it be acceptable if I just ran away and never come back?” and then 2.7937 seconds later, he would be like “oh no what if they don’t like me” again “insecure? me? kang daniel? never. they won’t like me they’ll love me” maybe he’s on his lady days who knows tbh. he would get along very well with your dad, uncles, and grandpa. after dinner, they would legit take out 20 bottles of soju and play drinking games with daniel. daniel holds his liquor very well so it was like everyone was knocked out and daniel was the only one ready for the next round. 

jihoon

he only came for the food let’s be honest. “I’m nervous, but not that nervous, but the real question is...what’s for dinner?” “is there going to be cheese on everything...please?” “what about dessert, what’s for dessert?” your family thought that he looked like a very shy baby, which he was. what surprised them is how much the skinny boy can eat. the whole time at the dinner table, jihoon ate so much it was scary. thanks to him, there were no leftovers this year. the person who was the most satisfied with him was your grandma. “our jihoonie is eating well, isn’t he. here, eat more, eat up, munchkin” jihoon said that you didn’t feed him enough food so your grandma gave you a whole lecture. which was okay with you because you were going to starve that boy for the next three days for revenge.

woojin

woojin would just be a very, very awkward kid. he looks very charismatic and manly, but on the inside, he’s a dorky, shy, awkward baby. “w-who said that I w-was nervous huh?” this boy was probably having a breakdown right now. your family actually thought that he was going to be very good with words and whatnot. but then again it didn’t take them long to realize how shy he was. woojin knew more than better that he needed to get out of his comfort zone, so he tried his best to adapt to your family. after a while, he naturally let his dorkiness out, which means you could finally stop worrying. he would play video games with your siblings/cousins after dinner, and if they were younger, he’d let them win. but if they were older, it was a war zone.

jinyoung

even worse than woojin, this boy bae jinyoung. he was shy on top of shy on top of shy. “will they think I’m weird if I don’t talk?” “can I just meet them a different day?” “I pray to god kyulkyung that I actually talk thanks ame– I mean, we are pristin, annyeong” surprise surprise he didn’t say a lot. but your family did try their best to make him feel comfortable. your dad legit had to take out his best dad jokes “what’s a burger’s favorite color?” “dad, not this again” “BURGERndy” don’t know what was so funny about that, but Jinyoung laughed so that made everyone loosen up. after dinner, jinyoung hung out with your mom and grandma, you thought that they were just talking but really...they were flipping through your childhood pictures yikes.

daehwi

no matter how cute this boy is, he always had felt insecure. no matter how sassy he could get, he just doesn’t think that he’s enough. “what if I’m not who they expected me to be?” “what if they don’t like me?” “what if they want us to break up because I’m not good enough for you?” like daehwi there is no what if, they’re going to have to deal with you whether they like it or not. at the dinner table, he tried his best to talk and whatnot, but he tried a little too hard. your family was chill so they just went along with it. your aunties loved him because of how cute and tiny he was. but then again who wouldn’t love this precious thing. as soon as you two went home he asked you all these unnecessary questions. “did I do good?” “I didn’t disappoint them right?” lee daehwi, you did your best and that’s all that matters.

guanlin

guanlin would be very chill about it. he wouldn’t even think about the word “nervous” “babe it’s cold, let’s go inside” immediately your family would think of him as their son-in-law. guanlin would be shy for five minutes and then let his guards down and have fun. guanlin would be the type to play soccer with your little cousins and let them win on purpose. even though no one was supposed to run on a full stomach, he did it anyway because your cousins were so excited. before the two of you left, guanlin would take all the leftover just so you two can eat and be fat at 2 am in the morning tbh.

[strawbaehwi]

library — park woojin bullet au

where you lose your textbook and your eye candy, park woojin, runs after a bus just to hand it to you

you would always go to a local library 

just to study and look at that cute boy that always sat at the table next to yours

park woojin was his name

you noticed how he would occasionally take glimpse at you too

but he would look away if you ever caught him

he also went to your school

but you guys were in different majors, so you didn’t see him very often

he had a snaggletooth which completely melts your heart every single time he smiles

as you were admiring him, your phone rang

it was a phone call from one of your classmates

apparently, the professor was giving out an extra lesson for no reason

you quickly packed up and dashed out the library door

as you finally arrived in the classroom and took a seat

you realized that your textbook was missing

it must have been in the library

as soon as class ended, you ran to the library and searched for your textbook

you were going to be dead if that stupid textbook was lost

you looked all over the place for it

you searched in the library for about two hours before the librarian decided to kick you out because you were making “too much noise”

you decided to go home, disappointed

since you didn’t have classes the next day, you went back to the library to look for it

you still didn’t find anything 

woojin wasn’t there today

which kind of made you sad for some reason

you probably won’t find your textbook again, so you just decided to buy a new one

you hopped onto a bus as you heard someone call your name

you turned around, but no one was there

it might just be illusions

as you were almost about to reach the bookstore, you heard someone call your name

“y/n!”

it was woojin

he ran up to you, panting very hard

his sweat soaked up his hair and dropped down his cheek

“are you okay?” you asked

“what do you think? I was chasing a bus,” he said, chopping up his words

you laughed at him

“what’s so funny?” he asked

“you’re so cute,” you said as you handed him a tissue

“thanks” he said as he wiped his sweat

“why were you chasing a bus?” you asked

“for you,” he said, which for some reason made your heart skip a beat

“what?” you asked

“did you not hear me calling out your name?” he asked

“I did...but I thought I was just imagining it,” you said

“anyways, I thought that you might need this,” he said as he pulled out a thick book from his backpack

it was the textbook you were looking for

“how did you know that this was mine?” you asked

“umm, because your name is on the back,” he said, making you flustered

“oh, right,” you said as you laughed at yourself

“how did you know that I was in that bus?” you asked

“I went to the library, but the librarian said that you just now left, so then I looked all over the place for you. then I saw you on the bus and I decided to chase the bus,” he said

“you could have just called my number and I could’ve gotten it from you,” you said as you pointed at the numbers inside of your textbook

“oh...” he said

you must have made him feel stupid, which was cute because he turned tomato-red again

“my name is woojin by the way. park woojin,” he said as he smiled as his cute snaggletooth appeared, making you smile as well

[strawbaehwi]

unexpectedly — lai guanlin bullet au

where your best friend, lai guanlin, unexpectedly confesses to you after a huge argument

you were assigned to work on a film project for the whole school year with a complete stranger, lai guanlin

this wasn’t like high school where you got to pick your partner

this was college

this was real grown-up adult life

both of you guys were foreigners so you guys weren’t the best at korean

but you guys didn’t have a hard time communicating due to the fact you can both speak english

you guys got pretty close over time and he started to catch feelings for you

you guys decided to do a full-on editing session for what you’ve filmed so far

two hours into the session, you realized that you were the only one doing the work while he was on his phone

“can you start working,” you asked in frustration

“hold on, I’m busy,” he said

“this is our grade, can you stop messing around?” you asked as you were on your last nerve

“five minutes,” he said, still not looking up from his phone

you snatched his phone out of his hands and slammed it onto the desk

“what was that for?! it’s just a project, why are you like this?” he asked as he took back his phone, checking to see if there were any scratches

you were done

you packed your stuff up as you left

there were warm tears coming down your cheeks, not because you felt heartbroken or anything, but because of how stressed and frustrated you were

no texts, no calls, no words, nothing for about a whole week

it was kind of expected because guanlin was indeed a little bit stuck up when it comes to arguments and whatnot

you kind of did have to admit that you missed him a little bit

as you were working on homework from other classes, you received a text, from guanlin

you told yourself to not open it, but you ended up opening kakaotalk anyways

gguanlinn: get out

y/un: why

gguanlinn: because I said so

y/un: and who are you to tell me what to do

gguanlinn: I’m in front of your house

you peeped through your window, he was really there

you opened your door and ran to him

“are you that excited to see me or something?” he asked and smirked

“no,” you said

yes you were lol

“is there something you needed?” I asked

“I’m sorry,” he said as he rubbed the back of his neck

“about what?” you asked

“I’m sorry for being a bad friend. I should have helped you on the project instead of messing around. I’m sorry I made you cry and hurt your feelings. I’m sorry I didn’t apologize soon enough. I’m very sorry,” he said while looking at the floor

“you really hated to apologize didn’t you?” you asked

“you know how I am,” he said

“if you knew how this would have ended up, why did you make me frustrated in the first place?” you asked as you looked him in the eye

“because I love you idiot,” he said

you stood there, surprised at the words that came out of his mouth

“what? what’s wrong with liking you?” he asked as he looked away

you laughed

“what’s so funny?” he asked

“that’s cute,” you said as you stepped in closer

you tiptoed and pecked his right cheek

“good night. it’s late,” you said as you ruffled his hair and went inside

“so do you like me back or not?!” he shouted as you waved him goodbye

and after that, you guys started dating

he took the relationship very seriously

he knew how stubborn you were, so he’d agree with you on most topics

you would do the same

he was the sweetest thing ever

which sometimes make you think about what you did to deserve him