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always abide by the golden rule of fandom. talk shit in private and ignore things you dont like in public.

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okay tutti frutti friends :333 doing ANOTHER note game since the last one did well :P

15 note limit per person, tag as many ppl as u want :3

green: going to do

blue: in progress

pink: done!

50 notes: i’ll eat 2-3 small meals everyday

100 notes: i’ll work out twice a week and go on more walks

200 notes: i’ll shower every other day (i’m pretty good with this but i get into a habit of forgetting sometimes)

250 notes: i’ll brush my teeth twice everyday (again pretty good but bad habits)

350 notes: i’ll work out everyday

500 notes: i’ll send my homework to my teacher more often

750 notes: i’ll be more open to my family about my anxiety

1000 notes: i’ll go social media free on weekends

1500 notes: i’ll go to bed at 10 every night

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intro post

me:

names: aster/astro

pronouns: he/xe/xey/ve/they

identity: unlabeled/unlabeled gender, genderqueer, transmasc, aromantic, asexual, afamilial, aplspec

random: child of hecate, theatre kid, rock climber, lives in the US, time zone is EST, music lover

links: carrd pronouns page pinterest youtube - @ cha05gr3mlin discord - @ transcryptidloser

interests:

music: lots of musicals, alex g, cavetown, some tv girl

fandoms: epic the musical, hamilton, hadestown, carmen sandiego, hilda, kpop demon hunters, the song of achilles, descendants, osmanverse, riordanverse

hobbies: theatre, reading, writing, drawing (traditional and digital), riding my bike, starting out windows, tumblr

tagging system:

#my zigzag child - for interacting with Ziggy

#my super cool ex wife - for interacting with Andie

#the best herb - for interacting with Sage

#goodnight posting - for goodnight posts

#art posting - for posting art

sideblogs:

@trans-cryptid-loser - alternate personal blog

@stuckhereforeverig - vent blog

@thecharactersgasp - OC blog

@youraverageartblog - art blog

@manifestation-story - story planing blog for one of my stories

@thisishowitshouldhavebeen - yearning for the life I wish I had blog

@books-are-made-of-forest - reading tracking blog

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bleagh not fun

ugh I’m at the pool right now and I do not want to be here

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ugh I’m at the pool right now and I do not want to be here

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shoutout to my mom that one time when she deadass told me that my name change was the first thing she was going to talk to her therapist about

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I feel like something I haven’t seen much discussion of in the KPop DH fandom is how passively suicidal Rumi is. I’ve seen the comparisons between her patterns and SH scars (especially in her methods of hiding them and the shame associated with them). In the beginning it’s clear she doesn’t value her life as a person but more so her role as a hunter and idol. She learned growing up that demons were terrible and should be killed. Celine literally raised her to suppress an entire half of herself which can have drastic effects on children. She over works herself to the point of losing her singing voice (yes we’re led to believe that her patterns are the reason her voice is getting weaker, but as someone who has exhausted their voice to the point of losing it temporarily I’m 90% sure this girl just overworked herself). When her and Jinu start talking more frequently and she remains passive in her attempts, but starts to value herself more as a person. After his betrayal is when she becomes actively suicidal, to the point of asking Celine to kill her (side note: if/when we get a sequel I pray we get to see the repercussions of this scene on their relationship). But I need to see it discussed more how unhealthy Rumi’s behavior was throughout the movie because she has so much depth as a character that people don’t talk about enough. She spends the majority of her time on screen hiding her feelings and intentions from the people she loves most because she doesn’t want to hurt them or destroy what they’ve worked for. While not every case is exactly like this, Rumi exhibits behaviors that are displayed and reported by people who struggle or have struggled with suicidal thoughts and intentions.

If you or a loved one are struggling with thoughts of suicide or self harm, know you are not alone. There are resources and people online to help you. Please reach out and stay another day. You are loved and valued.

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capitalism

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Kpop Demon Hunters is a great movie for a bisexual like me

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me when my appetite is non existent and I can’t remember anything that happened last week and being around literally any people is exhausting and I just want to be in bed and doom scroll and listen to sad music and I literally have to resist the urge to start banging my head against my metal bed frame and hold my arms away from my body so I don’t dig my nails into my arm and literally everything is overwhelming

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concept: i stay snuggled in bed all morning and don’t feel guilty about it. it’s raining. everyone is safe. 

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golf sucks but mini golf is fucking awesome....truly one of life's great paradoxes

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I think I’ve gotten worse

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