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Masterlist

Updated 2/17/25

Criminal Minds

~Spencer Reid~

New Mother

Stranger Things

~Steve Harrington~

Show Me How You Burlesque

Panic Attack

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Panic Attack

Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader

WARNINGS: mentions of a panic attack

Word Count: 1.2k

AN: Feedback would be greatly appreciated ♥️. Takes place after season 2. Repost from my deleted blog :)

Summary: Familiar woods make Steve break down but you’re there to help him through it

You don’t know how you let the party convince you and Steve to go into the woods in the middle of the night after everything that had just happened with the Mind Flayer but here you are investigating some sort of weird animal murders happening on the outer parts of your town. The party had come over to your house so you could have a movie night and the second Mike got there he began to talk about the murders claiming that it was weird and you guys should investigate. You knew going was a bad idea but nothing less it didn’t stop them from begging you and Steve to take them. So here you are, Steve, leading the group holding his bat while you were behind him holding onto a crowbar just in case 

“I’m telling you it’s not normal guys, they don’t just drop dead like that and I heard they are bleeding black, so that’s why I’m saying it’s back”

Mike had not stopped talking since you guys picked them up from his house, but you just blamed it on the fact that he was most likely excited about his new discovery

“I mean yeah but we could just be discovering a new disease or something. We killed it! El closed the gate, Mike, it’s not going to come back that easy”

Dustin and Mike have been arguing about whether it was the upside-down again or not for like two hours and it was beginning to get on everyone’s nerves 

“Can you two just shut up already! It’s been two hours and it’s annoying. Y/N tell them how annoying they’re being”

Max snapped at the two boys who just glared back at her. Before you could reply to her Mike spoke up

“Y/N loves us and would never say that”

“Mike, news flash, that’s a lie”

Max and Mike started to argue again getting louder this time, you were too busy trying to stop them from arguing that you hadn’t noticed Steve walk off until El came back with a worried look on her face 

“Guys, it’s Steve”

“What do you mean?”

“Sick”

“Where is he?”

“There”

You guys quickly ran off to see Steve on the floor with his head resting on his knees and his hands covering the side of his face. When he heard you guys approaching he looked up his eyes were wide and his breathing was rapid and he had tears running down his face. You instantly knew he was having a panic attack, he’s had them before and you knew how to calm him down you just needed to get the kids back so he could have some space 

“Shit”

“Oh my god, what if Dustin was right and we all die right now”

“I’m too young to die”

You went to sit in front of him but Mike grabbed your arm

“If he’s sick we shouldn’t get too close we could get sick too”

“Don’t be an idiot Mike he’s having a panic attack, right Y/N” 

Dustin snapped which prompted the kids to start yelling again. They started to get closer together which meant they were getting closer towards Steve

“Hey! Shut the hell up and give him some space or so help me!”

They mumbled a sorry but backed up nothing less. You sat down in front of him

“I thought you said give him space”

You glared back at Mike making him put his hands up and move behind El. You turned back to Steve 

“Hey, listen to me baby, you’re okay we’re all okay. I need you to focus on me. Can you do that for me?”

He nodded his head and looked at you

“You’re okay, take a deep breath, and exhale. There you go, okay do it one more time. This all gone be over soon okay and once you’re ready we’re gonna leave and have some food and then go back to my house and watch the movies we rented like was originally planned, does that sound okay?”

He nodded his head once again making you smile 

“We’re only like twenty minutes from your car and I was thinking, I mean food-wise, would could go to that diner you were telling me about where you went with your parents and they had the biggest waffles or something like that. I’m sure the kids would love it and I know you said you wanted to take me there on a date but I mean I’m sure the kids would love to come with and if not then we’ll just drop them off at Mikes house and we can go together”

You continued to ramble on about anything and everything until you noticed how his breathing had slowed back to normal. You gently pushed his hair out of his face and smiled at him 

“Are you okay now?”

“Yeah”

He croaked before pulling you into a hug and holding you tightly burying his head into the crook of your neck. You hugged him back just as tight and ran your fingers through his hair to help him calm down

“I’m sorry”

You pulled away and grabbed his face making him look at you

“Don’t ever be sorry okay? Shit, I was scared shitless coming back into these woods so I completely understand baby. Now listen to me, you’ve been through some scary shit and I don’t want you apologizing when you have an attack or a nightmare. Steve, I’m here to help you and I promised you I was going to be by your side no matter what. No matter what I’m here and I don’t ever want you to feel sorry for anything okay?”

“Okay”

You pulled him back into a hug

“Hey we’re feeling kind of left out here, can we join the hug too?”

“Yeah come on”

You felt Steve open his arms and the kids all crowded around you guys. You heard someone’s stomach growl and Max spoke up 

“I hate to ruin this beautiful family moment but I’m starving”

You laughed and everyone broke apart. The kids began to walk off as you helped Steve up. You pulled the sleeves on the sweater you had on, which happened to be his and wiped his face 

“Thank you” 

“You don’t have anything to thank me for like I said before I’m here for you and I’ll always be here for you”

You held his face in your hands as he wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him

“I love you, Y/N”

“I love you too, Steve”

He lowered his face towards yours pulling you in for a kiss. You wrapped one arm around his neck while the other went up to his hair. He pulled away and placed his forehead on yours 

“What would I do without you?”

“I don’t know, but I do know you’d have to take care of those six teenagers all by yourself”

You smiled at him, and he smiled back and in that moment, he truly knew everything was going to be okay and he knew that no matter what he had you and the kids by his side and with you guys by his side he could accomplish anything

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Show Me How You Burlesque

AN: Steve with a bit of Burlesque ... hopefully you like it. REPOST FROM DELETED BLOG :) Word Count: 2834 Summary: Steve finally asks you out, with a little push from Robin and a coworker Warnings: Small make out mention, some swearing and mentions of alcohol 

Steve was walking into the living room, having finished getting ready for work, he saw you sitting there watching tv. His footsteps were what made you look away from the screen 

“Cute vest” you said with a laugh 

He looked down at his outfit, he was wearing a black vest without a shirt under and black jeans to match and laughed as sat down next to you making you lay your head on his shoulder. No matter how many times you played your head on his shoulder he couldn’t seem to get used to it, he knew for a fact that he was in love with you and there was no denying it

“You know Y/N I never got to thank you” Steve said making you look at him 

“For?” You said tilting you head to the side looking very confused and god did he think you looked so cute

“For, letting me move in with you. I know you didn’t have to do it and if I’m being honest, I know you did it because I’m Robins friend and well she’s you sister after all plus you got me a job which you didn’t have to do” Steve said making you smile 

“Well, yeah I didn’t have to but when Robin asked if you could come with her to LA I knew you must be really special to her because she never asked to bring someone. It was always just her when she told me she was moving out here and well the job well its really nothing I work at the club, so I know that we needed people” you said looking at him 

“You know, I’ve always wondered, how did you manage to work at a burlesque club?”

“Ahh well you see I was wondering one night because my friends were really boring, and I found the club I paid to get in and fell in love with it and now here I am and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been” you smiled as the memory came to your mind of that night 

“Yeah, it is actually very fun working there” Steve said with a small smile 

It had been a year since Steve and Robin had left Hawkins to live with you, after the events of the upside down they needed out and since they were of age to leave Robin had suggested going to live with you in LA. You were Robins older sister, being as one day Mr. Buckley decided that he wasn’t happy with his wife and decided to look for love in the arms of another woman, that woman being you mother, never telling her that he was married until little Robin came along. Never once did you two ever hate each other much to the dismay of your father, he never liked the fact that you two were close given as you reminded him of the mistake he wished to forget about and act like never happened. Nevertheless, you and Robin remained in constant contact with each other and when she asked to move in with you had been more than thrilled to have her around and the fact that she brought a cute friend with her well was just a bonus in your book. 

“I wonder what’s taking Robin so long? She never takes forever to get ready” you said looking at the hallway 

“Yeah, I know, normally it’s us waiting on you” Steve said looking at you with a smile

“You’re not even ready yet” you said looking at him 

“What are you taking about I’m dressed and ready to go” Steve said gesturing down to his outfit

“Eyeliner my friend” you said which made him roll his eyes

“Right, I was hoping you would forget about that” Steve said making you laugh 

“Come on, I’ll help you with it” you said as you stood up

He sat there staring at you which made you laugh and grab his arm pulling him up

“Come on Steve, you know Jess would kill you if you don’t have it on” you said pulling him towards your bathroom 

You handed him your pencil and he just looked at it

“I don’t know how to do it” Steve said making you give him a look 

“Steve, I taught you how many times already? But okay one more lesson because I’m so nice” you said and move home, so he was sitting on your toilet 

You stood between his legs and helped him with the final step in his uniform. If Steve was completely honest, he knew what he was doing he just liked watching you focus on helping him. He knew you were talking and explaining to him what to do, but he wasn’t listening, he was focused on you. He noticed you had moved away from him and tilted your head with a smile 

“All done, now come on its time to go” you said as you began to turn around

He grabbed your arm making you look at him. He pulled you towards him pressing his lips onto yours. He wasn’t sure if you would push him away of kiss him back, but he needed to tell you. You wrapped your arms around his neck as his hands went around your waist. He pressed you up against the counter and without even a second thought you hopped up pulling him towards you. His hands made their way up your thighs pushing your dress higher up as the kiss began to get a bit more intense when you heard Robin

“Hey Y/N, are you in here?” Robin said making the both of you pull away

“Yeah, I’m helping Steve really quick we’ll be out in just a sec” you said as you hopped off the counter 

“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have kissed you, I didn’t mean to do that” Steve said 

He walked out the door leaving you standing there confused. Robin walked into the room and looked at you

“You, okay?” Robin said as she stood in the doorway with her arms crossed

“Ummm Steve just kissed me and then said he didn’t mean it right before you got here” you said, and she looked back towards the room 

“Let me go have a little chat with him” Robin said as she began to walk out the door 

“Dude no, leave it” you said making her roll her eyes as she stood in place

The drive to the club was a bit awkward to say the least. The entire drive Steve was arguing with himself as to why he apologized for kissing you and saying he didn’t mean it, when he did, he really wanted to tell you how he felt but he chickened out and he might have just lost his chance to tell you. You on the other hand were thinking just what had just happened, why had he kissed you? Did he like you? Did he just do it just because? Confused is what you were

Once at the club you went backstage to get ready for the show while Steve and Robin went to the bar area where Sean walked towards them

“Hey Steve, Jess needs to see you” Sean said making Steve drop his rag on the counter and walk off to find his boss 

“How is our whole plan to get them together?” Sean said looking at Robin

“He kissed her this morning and then told her he didn’t mean it” Robin said with an eye roll making the man laugh 

“Oh boy, let me try something” Sean said making Robin look at him 

“What are you gonna try?” Robin said as she leaned towards him 

“Let’s just say that a little friend of mine has a crush on Y/N and I might just accidentally let Steve know” Sean said making Robin nod 

“Good luck with that one” Robin said making the man shrug 

“I mean if anything we can just lock them in the supply closet and not let them out until they confess their feelings for each other, but that’s so beneath us Robby we can do better” Sean said making Robin laugh

“Hey Sean, the zipper on my clothes ripped can you help me” you said walking up to the duo 

“Of course, gorgeous, come on let’s go” Sean said following you towards the back

Steve had returned to the bar as the guest started to pile in and find their places getting ready for the show. Steve loved watching you perform and every night he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you, of course he got his job done but god was it hard while he stared at you on that stage dancing and singing captivating not only him but the entire crowd. Steve stood with his lower back pressed to the counter arms crossed as he stared at you from his place behind the bar. The smile on his face had not left since you got on stage, Sean laughed as he walked towards the man and leaned over the bar and stared at him 

“So, are you ever gonna tell her that you’re in love with her or just stand there and stare at her” Sean said making Steve finally look away 

“I’m not in love with her” Steve said looking at him making Sean laugh 

“Yeah, and I’m straight” Sean said making Steve laugh 

“Besides, even if I did tell her, it’s not like she even likes me back” Steve said looking back at you as you finished your performance 

“Listen, she does like you, didn’t she kiss you in her bathroom today?” Sean said making Steve look at him 

“Yeah, wait how do you know that?” Steve said looking at him

“Well, she told me … listen she tells me a lot while back there … I’m pretty sure the girls know about what happened between the both of you as of right now” Sean making Steve sigh

“I don’t know, I guess I just got scared” Steve said

“Let me give you some friendly advice, that girl is beautiful on the inside as well and she’s not going to be available for ever… see that guy sitting in that corner right over there?” Sean said pointing to the far corner where a man sat

They both saw as he handed Robin a pretty big box

“You mean Jack? Yeah, he’s a regular here” Steve said 

“Yeah, and he’s rich, plus rumor has it he has the hots for Miss Y/N and I’m pretty sure the box is a gift for her as well” Sean said as Robin walked towards them 

“Hey Sean, big shot over there said this was for Y/N” Robin said placing the box on the bar

“Told you” Sean said as he took the box from Robin and walked off 

The trio knew that you weren’t going to accept the gift and Robin and Sean knew that you had rejected Jack because of your feelings for Steve but they weren’t going to tell him that just yet

“Do you think that if Y/N and Jack get married he’ll let us move in with them or will we have to stay at the apartment while she lives in a mansion?” Robin said as she looked at Steve’s annoyed look 

“I don’t know Robin now get back to work” Steve said walking away from her 

Robin tried to hold in her laugh as she walked away from the bar to attend to the costumers all around her. The fan favorite ‘Good Girl’ started playing throughout the speakers and you appeared wearing a blond wig wearing some white lingerie. You had a part where you were dancing on the bar and which Steve had to help you move from one end towards where the mirrors were behind him. You grabbed the hat off his head, which wasn’t part of the choreography you just did it because you thought it looked good, and winked at him as you continued the song, he laughed but moved out of the way giving the crowd a view of you as you dropped down and then stood back up. 

After, the performance was over you had some time to kill before the next song, so you decided to take the gift back to Jack before you forgot about it. You walked towards his table holding the box

“There she is” Jack said as he smiled at you

“Hey” you said and before you could say anything else he interrupted you 

“Did you like the shoes I got you?” Jack said gesturing to the obviously unopened box

“I didn’t open them, listen I really appreciate the gesture, but I told you that I can’t be accepting these gifts and that I didn’t like the fact that you keep doing this inspire of me telling you to stop” you said sliding the box over

“Well Nicole liked it, so I don’t see the issue” Jack said 

“Well, I’m not her, so please stop and please just leave me alone like I have asked of you several times” you said as you turned to walk away from him 

He grabbed your arm rather roughly and pulled you towards him 

“Listen here, you little bitch you’re not going to disrespect me like that especially in front of so many people take the fucking gift and the benefits that will come with it” Jack said as you tried to pull your arm out of his grasp

You pulled your hand out od his grasp and walked away from him. You knew he was staring at you as you walked off seeing as you could feel him staring and the mirrors in front of you showed he in fact was looking at you

“Are you okay?” Steve said as you stood by the bar

“Yeah, god, I don’t get why he just can’t leave me alone no matter how much I ask and how many times I say I have a boyfriend he doesn’t stop” you said as he stood in front of you 

“Maybe if he saw you with that said boyfriend, he would leave you alone” Steve said making you roll your eyes

“I don’t get it, why does he need to see me with someone to leave me alone and small issue I don’t have a boyfriend” you said 

“I know, he’s a fucking ass but listen” Steve began to say but you cut him off 

“I don’t even know why I’m talking to you right now I’m mad at you” you said 

“What did I do?” Steve said looking at 

“Oh, come on, you kiss me making me feel something and then say that you didn’t mean it like what is that all about” you say pushing his chest a but 

“Wait, you like me?” Steve said and you laughed 

“Um yeah, thought I made that pretty clear I guess not” you said crossing your arms over your chest

“Kiss me” Steve said as he moved closer towards you

“So, you can say that you didn’t mean it again?” you said making him laugh as your hands went to the side of his face

“Shut up” Steve said pressing his lips to yours 

You smiled into the kiss as he pulled you closer towards him. Steve pulled away and kissed your forehead

“You can officially say you have a boyfriend” Steve said making you look around 

“You found me one? Where? I’m kidding” you said with a laugh making him roll his eyes

You look over his shoulder to see Jack being escorted out by some security guards 

“If he comes back in here let me or Jess know, he isn’t allowed back in” Sean said making you jump 

You looked to your right to see him standing next to you and Steve with his arms crossed

“Jess and I saw the whole thing and the next time something like that happens and you don’t tell us we’re gonna have issues” Sean said looking at you 

“But I knew that you were looking at me” you said with a smile 

“Yeah, right, let’s go time to get ready” Sean said motioning you towards the back

You moved out of Steve’s embrace and walked towards the door when a newspaper hit your ass 

“Hey” you said looking back at Sean 

“Come on hurry it up” Sean said as he walked behind you making you laugh as well 

You both walked to the door that led to the stairs up to the dressing room when Sean got close to you 

“So, he finally made his move?” Sean said 

“Yeah, about time” you said making him laugh 

“Baby you could made a move on him too” Sean said 

“Shut up” you said making him laugh

“It would’ve happened eventually. It’s pretty obvious you two are bound to be together” Sean said with a smile as he walked away leaving you standing in front of your vanity with a smile 

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New Mother

AN: This is a bit after Morgan leaves the BAU, just to clear it up. Hope you guys enjoy it REPOST FROM DELETED BLOG  :)

WARNINGS: None

Summary: You go into labor while Spencer was off on a case and a little flashback of when he found out you were pregnant 

Pairing: Spencer Reid x BAU Reader

Word Count: 1289

You remembered the day you going out you were pregnant like it was yesterday. You weren’t really feeling well while on the plane heading to your most recent case, you had blamed it on something you ate but after some time you were starting to think that might now be it. A voice in the back of your head kept nagging you to take a pregnancy test and to shut it up you decided to take one or well more like three, just to be on the safe side. They were all positive which shocked you at first but nothing less you were excited about becoming a mother. You and Spencer had talked about starting a family and wanted to start one soon. You had decided that just to make one hundred percent sure you were pregnant you would go to the doctors before telling Spencer. A week later you had your visit with the doctor and he had confirmed that you were pregnant so you were going to tell Spencer.

*FLASHBACK*

You and Spencer were the first ones in the office like you were almost every morning so you decided now was the time to tell him. Grabbing the gift box from your purse you set it down on his desk making him look at you

“What’s this for?”

“Open it, I got you something”

He looked confused but nothing less opened the box. The first thing he saw was your pregnancy test and the ultrasound picture making him look up with the biggest grin on his face

“Y/N are you serious?”

“Yeah”

He jumped up from his chair and hugged you super tight making you laugh. He pulled back and grabbed your face pulling you into a kiss. You pulled away after a few moments and looked at him

“You still haven’t finished opening it you know”

He pulled away and moved back to the box where he pulled out a shirt that said “baby genius” and a little pair of converse to match the pair that Spencer would wear all the time. He laughed and looked up at you

“I’m actually going to be a father, I’m not dreaming”

“I could pinch you if you’d like”

He shook his head and pulled you closer towards him

“Does anyone know?”

“Just you and Hotch”

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Not that long after did the whole team end up finding out and were extremely happy for the both of you. You and Spencer had decided not to find out the gender of the baby until it was born and the anticipation was killing you.

Now here you are sitting in Garcia’s office, ready to pop out your child at any moment, waiting with her for the team to get back from a case. Spencer had told you several times that he would stop flying with the team and stay back with you but you told him not to worry about you.

You had been feeling your contractions for about an hour but they weren’t exactly close in time so you knew you had time but now they are a bit stronger and closer together. You took a sharp breath in and made a face as your newest contraction hit you making Garcia look at you.

“How long?”

“They are about ten minutes apart maybe a bit less”

“Oh my god let’s go”

“But -“

“No come on I’ll call them from the car ride to the hospital, I’ll get your bag”

She grabbed your hand and walked towards the elevators grabbing your hospital bag in the process.

Spencer was getting off the plane when he got Garcias call. By the look on his face the team knew what was going on. He looked at his team and confirmed what they thought

“Y/N is in labor”

He pretty much ran to the car with the team following behind him.

You were sitting on the bed as comfortable as you could be given that you were about to push out a human. Garcia was sitting in the room with you keeping you occupied until Spencer got into the room. About twenty minutes later Spencer pretty much ran into the room making you smile

“I told you I shoulda taken time off work,”

You laughed as he kissed your forehead. Garcia left the room and Spencer took her place on the chair next to your bed.

“Hey Spence, do you think we’ll have a boy or a girl?”

“I’m thinking a girl”

“Care to bet?”

“Okay”

“If it’s a girl, you name her, but if it’s a boy, like I know it is, I get to name him”

“What if you don’t like the name I choose?”

“Then I’ll secretly change it without you knowing”

He laughed and you smiled but nothing less he agreed. After several hours of pain and pushing, you had in your arms, your baby girl. As the nurse handed her back to you and Spencer the doctor stood at the edge of the bed with a small smile

“I don’t want to bother but do we have a name for her?”

You looked over at Spencer

“You won Spence, you get to choose the name”

“I’m not sure yet”

“That’s okay, for now she’ll just be baby girl Reid”

She walked out of the room. You looked at Spencer and handed him the little girl in your arms and he moved to take her as well at sit next to you. Neither of you could keep your eyes off the little human Spencer was holding, you were exhausted but nothing less you didn’t want to sleep because you couldn’t stop staring at her. She was the perfect mixture of you and Spencer plus she had Spencer’s crazy hair which you knew was going to me hell to tame I’m the future

“We did good don’t we”

“Yeah. I think I have a name for her”

“What is it?”

“I like Morgan or Diana”

“How about Diana Morgan Reid”

“I like that”

“Look who it is!”

You looked up to see Garcia walking in followed by the team. They all surrounded the bed making you smile and Spencer got up walking towards the group

“Hey guys, we want you to meet someone”

As the group crowded him to look at Diana

“Oh god, it’s a little girl”

Penelope said looking super excited

“Yeah, I was just about to cal you guys but I just can’t put her down yet”

“I can’t blame you she’s precious”

“I called Morgan to let him know about today so he should be here soon”

“Thanks JJ”

“I’m not late am I?”

Morgan walked into the room with a smile on his face. He said his hellos to the whole team and then made his way over to you

“Hey little mama, how are you doing?”

“Tired but I’m doing good. How’s baby Hank and Savanah?”

“Doing great, now let me see that little girl”

Derek walked over to Spencer and he handed your daughter to him. Spencer walked back to the bed and sat next to you again

“So does she have a name?”

“Yeah, Diana Morgan Reid”

Derek looked up

“You guys named her after me?”

“Well yeah, one you’re one of our closest friend and two of it weren’t for your persistence in Spence asking on a date then she probably wouldn’t be here today”

He smiled and looked back down at the Diana

“Your welcome little one”

You laughed as the rest of the team did. Spencer kisses your forehead as you laid your head on his shoulder

“Go to sleep, she’ll be here when you wake up”

You closed your eyes and we’re instantly taken over by sleep