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The Runaways Episode 13

                                          *Important Note*

              This Episode has a lot of Adult topics and Mature themes. This is the Uncut extended version of Episode 13. The PG family friendly one is located on my Sims Amino account, I will leave the link down below. This post is for ages 18 and older. Strong language is used in this story, and also talks about mental health. Read at your own risk.

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                                     ~~~~~2 Years Later~~~~~   Time... Time is the only thing that goes on, it never stops counting down the seconds, minuets, and hours. It was time that Dustin had lost with Angela. After the events that had taken place that lead him to attempt to take his own life, Dustin was put into a mental institute against his free will.   It was better for him that he was put into the institute. His mom didn't know any other way to help him, she had to think of the challenges that would occur trying to take care of Beau and the new edition to the family. She couldn't manage making sure that Dustin didn't try something like that again.   Angela was against Dustin being locked away, even if it was for his own good and well being. She was pregnant and would have to go through raising a baby all on her own without Dustin. And that was something that she didn't want.   As hard as she fought for Dustin, Brandi's mind was already heart set on making sure that her son was safe and taken care of.

Well that's what Brandi had thought, but hidden within the walls of the institute was a horror that no one knew about. The very doctor's that were supposed to be helping those that were being cared for were doing the exact opposite.  Most of the time the patients never were fed at all, or they were miss treated or worse.   There was no use in looking for help because help wasn't going to come. The entire staff made sure of that. Dustin was able to make at least one friend, but making at least one friend wasn't enough to stop the abuse that was going on both mentally and... sexually.   Dustin wouldn't allow it to happen to him, but it was hard to fight someone off when you hadn't eaten in days. So having the strength to fight someone off was hard to do.   At least there were days when he was able to avoid that kind of stuff. Most days Dustin would just lay there on the stone cold floor, thinking to himself. More often then he liked to admit the voice inside his head would find it's way back every now and then and talk to him.

Voice: Still alive I see.. Dustin: I'm in no mood to talk to you. Voice: You look like you could use some company. Come on, its me you're best friend. Dustin: You tried talking me into killing myself, some friend you are.   Dustin knew that no one would hear him talking out loud in response to the voice inside his head talking to him. It became a normal thing and Dustin didn't really seem to think it as odd to reply out loud to the voice from inside his head that was talking to him. Voice: I said that I was sorry... Come on can't we leave the past in the past? Dustin: What is it that you want now? I'd rather be left alone. Voice: You're planning something aren't you?

 It was true, Dustin had been planning a way to escape this neverending hell. He had talked this plan over with his friend Bradley. Bradley had agreed that he would figure out a way to get a key card from one of the tending doctors.   Though it was really risky asking Bradley to help him out with this. Mainly because Bradley wasn't level headed at times. There was an incident that involved a game of go fish. The other guy was cheating and that caused Bradley to snap and lead him to snap the other guys arm. Dustin: I'm not planning anything. So fuck off. Voice: I know you, so well in fact that I know you're up to something. Dustin: Damn it... Just get lost would ya? Voice: I can tell you if you're plan will work or if it will come back to bite you in the ass.  At this point Dustin had stopped talking to the voice that was talking to him from inside his head. He didn't feel like going into detail about his plan.   Besides telling it to a voice that wasn't even real, seemed pointless. Dustin: If things get out of hand... I'll have to fight or even kill to get out of here. Voice: Oh? Is that right? Tell me what are you're plans once you do get out of here? Angela has surely moved on by now, it has been two years now after all.   Dustin sat up and bowed his head so that he was looking at the floor. He hadn't really thought about that. For the first time ever, the voice inside his head was probably right.  What if Angela had moved on? Then escaping would all be for nothing if he couldn't be with her. "Damn it, I really fucked up two years ago." He said to himself in a low voice.

Dustin: If she did move on, then so will I. Voice: Are you sure? If you move on then what will you do?    Aside from saying that he would just move on, he didn't know exactly what he meant by that. But getting out of here away from the mental and sexual abuse that was being done behind closed doors.   He just wanted to be free of this place, even if that meant that he would have to start over again in both life and love. Dustin: I will just have to start over fresh. Start a whole new life somewhere, where no one knows me. Voice: Interesting, I wonder how long you'll last outside these walls before you try taking your own life again. Dustin: That's never going to happen again. I will make my life work outside these walls.    The voice laughed as it started to fade away from his thoughts. Finally Dustin was alone with just him and his own thoughts without that annoying voice talking to him.  "This plan has to work, I have to get out of here.." He said to himself. He could only hope that Bradley could pull it off and steal that card key.

                                          ~~~~~Meanwhile~~~~~    The head doctor's that were in charge of the mental institute were hard at work, working on this new drug that could help those with an mental illness lead normal lives.   But there was some disagreement on weather or not they should send it to the FDA to be approved. If thy did send it out to get approved that would mean that mental institute would be forced to shut its doors. Thus losing their jobs due to this cure.   Though there were the risks of it not working and causing more problems than good. There was the possibility of getting cancer and other complications. Then again there was the other possibility that none of those complications would happen. 

Frank: Although this newly developed drug isn't a sure thing there is still so many other factors to take into account. Babe: But from what your showing me, it seems like its working. Who's been the test subject so far? Frank: No one yet, this is just an example of how it should work.    Babe looked at the image on the moving picture frame that was hanging on the wall. She didn't really understand what she was looking at. Babe: Can you explain it to me?   Frank pulled up his notes and made sure that he had everything that he needed to explain this image to her. It was a complex thing to talk about, so he had to explain it in simple terms.

Frank: You see the four cells inside that big cell. Well that's not supposed to be like that. This new study if I'm right is showing us that these brain cell forming together is what causes mental illness. Babe: Impressive, although how can you be sure that what your looking at is correct? Frank: These are Dustin Broke's brain activity. And here are mine. See that my brain cells are not as cluttered as his. Babe: Well what is it that this new drug is going to do, exactly?   He was pleased to see that she was taking all this in, he wasn't so sure that she would be this open minded with everything that he was showing and telling her.   The board of directors was a whole other story, he hadn't had time to show them everything that he's been working on let alone what this drug could do. Before he could show his findings, he wanted to test it on someone. Someone like Dustin Broke. Frank: The drug will hopefully take out the extra cells leaving only the healthy ones. Think of them as a cancer and the drug shrinks the cancer cells throughout the whole body so that no tumors can form.

Babe: You actually seem to have found a once in a life time cure. That's why I wouldn't submit it to the board of directors.    He looked at her puzzled. He could tell that she was up to something, he just wasn't so sure what that something was. Frank: Um, why? We can't keep this a secret. Even if we lose our jobs, we owe it to the mentaly ill to allow them to live normal healthy lives. Babe: Just hold off until you run a test. To see if this drug actually works. I know the perfect person to try this drug on. Frank: We can't do that with out getting the FDA involved. We could get face a lawsuit! Babe: I don't care about that, we need to test it before you show it off to the higher ups. Give the drug to Dustin Broke.

                                      ~~~~~Meanwhile~~~~~

    Bradley was already working on his plan to get a card key from one of the tending doctors. He knew exactly how he was going to get his hands on one, though he wasn’t at all happy with the idea of how he was going to get it. He was the one that one doctor always seemed to abuse more so than the others.   

    He made his way into the laundry room acting as if he was going to be washing his clothing, when in reality something much more morbid was going to be occurring. The door opened, Bradley turned and knew that it would be Dr. Shaw. “Right on time.” He said to himself. This was something that he didn’t like and he knew that this was going to be his only way at getting his hands on what he wanted.

James: Hey there Bradley, I’ve missed you while I was away.

Bradley: I wish that I could say the same. Just leave me alone.

   He said trying to sound like he didn’t want to see him, when in reality he was just the person that he wanted to see.

James: Oh my, seems like you have a little fight in you. So tell me, what has my favorite patient been up to?

Bradley: Bite me.

   That got Dr. Shaw to smile. This was just all one big game to him, playing mind games with Bradley. Trying to work his way over to him, trying to smooth talk him before he tried to seduce him like he always did.

   Bradley knew in his heart that he didn’t like doing what Dr. Shaw wanted to do, but there was no other way that he was ever going to help Dustin in getting a key card that would help him escape. Dr. Shaw walked closer and closer to him, Bradley couldn’t help but start backing away from him.

  From the first time that Bradley had stepped into this place when he was just 17, this was how it all started. Right here in this same room, he hadn’t seen it coming it all happened so fast.

James: My my, you’ve put on a little muscle since the last time I saw you. 

Bradley: D-don’t come any closer. Find someone else to..

  His words trailed off before he could finish what it was that he was going to say. He couldn’t really find it in himself to finish what he was about to say. Telling him to find someone else to pray on. No one deserved to be sexually abused, he hated himself for allowing it to happen to him.

   Even thought it wasn’t his fault he still couldn’t help but blame himself for allowing this asshole to have that kind of power over him.

James: I could find someone else, however you’re my favorite person to talk too.

Bradley: Whatever you think is going to happen here, get off somewhere else and leave me alone..

  Dr. Shaw stood there and smiled at Bradley, as if he liked it when he talked back to him. He turned around to face the door, seconds later there was this loud click. 

   It was at that moment that Bradley knew all too well what that sound was. The door had been locked like all the other times, so that no one would come in to stop what was about to happen. Fear washed over Bradley like a tidal wave. His stomach started to twist and turn. His heart started to be fast his breathing got heavy.

James: No we can be alone, with no interruptions.

  Everything was going as he planned, only there was one part that he had planned himself. He knew that Dustin wouldn’t approve of what he was going to do so he kept that part hidden from him.

   Dr. Shaw slowly walked behind Bradley and places his hands on his hips and pulled him closer to him. Bradley knew what was going to come next, as much as he hated it he knew that this was the only way to get what Dustin needed.

“You so owe me for this Dustin.” He said in his head.

                                      ~~~~~To Be Continued~~~~~

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Desire Part Three

                                                     *WARNING*

Talk of strong topics and other Adult/Mature content. Read at your own risk!

                                          ~ Oliver's p.o.v ~   Both Andy and I left the bar a little earlier than Nanako and Ryo. Andy had a little too much to drink and couldn't hardly stay standing up. The entire way back to the house, Andy fell a good bit. He was singing and laughing, he was a completely different person than he was a few hours ago.   It was hard to believe that he had said that he had thought about drinking and never waking up. I wish that I knew more about his story, about his life. I know it sounds crazy, that a guy like me who doesn't even know Andy wants to know more about him and his life.   We had finally reached the house, I was honestly happy that we had finally reached the house. Because Andy weighed a lot, it wasn't because he was fat. It was because of all the muscle mass that he had on him. Got the smell liquor hung heavy on him.    I was just happy that neither of us drove because honestly I was feeling a little drunk myself. Thankfully I wasn't too drunk to where I couldn't function.

Andy: Wh-why are you taking back to the ho-u-se! The party was just ge--tting started!   He slurred his words. I didn't know what to say, after all we weren't even friends and I was already trying to take care of the guy. Oliver: You've had a little too much to drink Andy. Andy: Who are you my father? Oliver: Dude, you kept falling on you're ass. Besides you were making a fool of yourself with this one girl.   I said hoping that he wouldn't continue to argue with me any further. We made our way up onto the porch. I dug the key out of my pants pocket while my other hand held a firm grip around Andy's waist. Andy: Why is life so hard!  He yelled out while crying at the same time. I was starting to see that whatever he was going through was really hard to deal with. Without any self control I asked him what he meant by life being so hard. Oliver: What do you mean? Life isn't that hard.    He didn't say anything else after my question. I suppose he was still somewhat there, so that he didn't let his guard down with me and let out his secrets or his feelings.  We made out way into the house, I was walking him to his room that was on the main floor. Thank god his room wasn't upstairs. But we didn't make it to his bed room. Instead he started to fall onto the couch that was off to the left of him. As he fell he pulled me with him. Well that was my fault I hadn't had time to let go before he pulled me with him.   Then he pushed himself up and placed his hand on the side of my face. He then stared directly into my eyes never breaking eye contact.

Oliver: W-what are you.. Andy: Shh.. Oliver: Andy you need to get some sleep your not thinking clearly..   I said as he continued to rub the side of my face. I didn't know what to think, this had to be a dream. Yea, that's it a dream. I must have been dreaming this whole thing, maybe I had passed out somewhere. Andy: Don't go.. Can I tell you something? Oliver: Andy, you're drunk and you're not thinking clearly. You have a girlfriend and I'm straight. Andy: Don't fight it. Just look into my eyes and tell me that your straight... I thought so, you're the same as me.    Okay I was definitely not dreaming, this was actually happening. Was this what he was keeping hidden from the world and from himself? And was his cheating on his girlfriend with another man?   I sat there looking into this man's eyes, I could see all the hurt in those big brown eyes of his. He started to pull me closer to him. I closed my eyes not sure of what was going on.

Oliver: Andy I can't... You have a girlfriend. Andy: Tell me you don't want me to kiss you.   He said as his thumb rubbed under my eye. His touch sent chills up and down my spine. I couldn't believe that this was happening. Oliver: It would be different if you didn't have... Andy: You're a good guy, unlike me. Oliver: Don't get me wrong I do want to kiss you. I just can't get involved with someone who is lying to himself and his girlfriend. Andy: She already knows, she caught me and her step-brother together.    So that was his secret, he had slept with her step-brother and got busted by her. I could see why this secret of his was eating him up from the inside out. But something told me that there was more to the story than just that.   I had a feeling that he wasn't going to share much more than he already had. While I was thinking about what he had said to me, he pulled me in even closer to him. So close in fact that our lips met and locked in a full on kiss.

I couldn't believe that this was happening, never had I thought that I would be kissing Andy on this trip. I knew that it was wrong of me to be kissing a guy that already had relationship.   But even if I knew that it was wrong, I didn't pull away. Instead I just kept kissing him. Sparks were flying and it felt as if the world had stopped. After a few more moments he pulled away and passed out. I stood up and picked up his legs and placed them on the couch with him.   Once I made sure he was all good to go for the night, I took a seat on the other couch across from the one that he was asleep on.

 I didn't know what to think about what had just happened. A thought did cross my mind, I knew that there was a slight chance that when he did finally wake up that he wouldn't remember the kiss that he and I shared.   To be honest I think that it was better off that way. I didn't want to be caught in the middle of him and his girlfriend. Clearly they were trying to work things out, but it seemed like he didn't even want to work things out. I know that I should have probably went up to my room, but I felt this need to stay with him to make sure that he was going to be okay.   So I stayed awake a little longer, but eventually my eyes grew heavy and in a matter of seconds I was out like a light.                                                 ~Nanako's p.o.v~   I honestly couldn't believe that I was up this early making breakfast. Both Ryo and I got in late and I was able to get up and cook. Nothing even happened between us, we just talked and laughed while having a few more drinks.   It was actually really nice to have had spent time with Ryo. It had been far to long that we've seen each other. I just wish that I could just tell him how I felt about him.

While I was thinking about the fun time that he and I had last night just talking, I about caught the kitchen on fire. Thankfully I was able to save the food. It was the first time that I have ever cooked for anyone other than myself.   I just hope that it tasted good than it smelled. Eggs and toast with bacon. Normally I would just have some fruit for breakfast. Only it wasn't just me in the house all my friends were here with me.  I couldn't believe that Oliver hadn't been up before me, seeing as though he hadn't really drank that much last night. Then again that was always like him to sleep in as late as he could.   After all that's how he spent his time when he wasn't with me. He preferred to sleep the day away. I reached over and grabbed a plate and placed the food on it. I was so ready to start eating this food. It was hard to think that I was able to stay this thin, with the way that I eat.   Once my food was on my plate I headed over to the table and took a seat and began stuffing my face with the food that I had made. Not a even a moment later Oliver came into the kitchen and took a seat across from me.

Nanako: Well good morning to you too. Oliver: Huh.., Oh sorry. I didn't mean to sleep in this late. How did things go with you and Ryo? Nanako: Things went rather well, we talked and that was just about it. So I saw that you and Andy ducked out early, everything okay? Oliver: Yea, he was a mess. Think he over did it with the drinking... Hey, how well do you know Andy?     He asked me while I was taking a bite of food. I looked at him while I thought back to when I had first met him. Nanako: A little over two months now I believe. Why what's up? Oliver: N-no reason.    I sat there and looked at him, I knew that there was something that he wanted to tell me. Something that he was dying to get off of his chest. But I wasn't going to push the matter, he'd tell me when he was ready to talk about it.   That was just the kind of guy Oliver was. I suppose that's why we get a long so well. We could never really keep anything from each other.

Oliver: So are you ever going to reveal you're true feelings to Ryo? I don't want you to miss you're chance at happiness. Nanako: Why the sudden interest in my love life? You're starting to worry me, are you okay? Oliver: Honestly no, my head is still beating like a drum. God that food looks amazing!   He said trying to change the subject. There was definitely something that was bothering him. Nanako: Damn it Oliver, just come out with it already. You look like you're about to burst.   He sat there and stared at me with these eyes that looked full of guilt and sadness. I wasn't sure if I was even ready to hear what he was about to tell me.    But like any other time, I was always going to be here for him no matter what it was. That was the kind of bond that we shared with each other

Oliver: It's about Andy... He.. Nanako: Cheated on his girlfriend, yea Ryo mentioned that last night. It's a dick move on his part.. Oliver: Damn it Nanako, it's not just about him cheating on his girlfriend.   He said in an angary voice. That was the first time that I had ever heard him raise his voice to me. That was totally out of character. Nanako: Wait, you knew about that? Oliver: Yes, he told me last night when we got back to the house. Right before he...                                         ~To Be Continued...~

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Desire Part Two

                                        *TRIGGER WARNING*      This part touches base with a very strong topic. This part mentions talk of Suicide. This story is going to talk about not only love and romance but is going to be talking about sensitive topics and strong topics. So if this topic is something you cant read then please back out.

                                              ~Nanako's p.o.v   We arrived Hazakura Lounge the place wasn't as full of people as I thought it would be. The first thing that Ryo did when we walked through the door, was buy us all a drink. I honestly didn't feel like I should, but Oliver had told me that I should take it easy and enjoy myself. Yea, that was easier said than done.    Oliver didn't stick around with me and Ryo, he walked off to do his own thing leaving Ryo and I to ourselves at the table that we took a seat at.    There were so many thoughts going through my head that I couldn't even think of a single thing to say to him. I was finally alone with him and this was how I handled the situation. I could feel my hear beating faster and faster, like it was going to explode out of my chest.   This was crazy he was my best friend, a best friend whom I had a crush on. Why couldn't I just find the words to tell him how I felt?

Ryo: Are you okay? You look like you're about to pass out. Nanako: Y-yes... It's just that.. Ryo: When did you and Oliver start dating?   He asked. I looked at him thinking that he was crazy for thinking that Oliver and I were a couple. Well then again Oliver and I were always hanging out together doing things that would maybe give that impression that we were together together. Nanako: We're not, he's just a good friend. Just because we do stuff together don't mean... Ryo: Right sorry about that... I suppose that if that were the case you and I would thought to be a couple.    He said, I wasn't sure if I put my own foot in my mouth or if he had done it for me. Nanako: So, why aren't you dating anyone? You've never seemed to interested in girls. Ryo: You know it's funny, Andy asked me the same thing before we all left the house. Why do you ask? Do you know someone that is intrested in me?    He said jokingly, before taking a drink out of his cup that sat in front of him.

Nanako: What? No, I was just trying to ask why my best friend never has a girlfriend. You know what let's move off this topic.. Ryo: So how've you been? I haven't seen you in over two years. I thought that maybe you were upset with me or something.    He siad. I understood where he was coming from, I didn't really stay in touch with him after he moved on to college campus. At that point in time it was hard for me to make sure that Oliver was okay and talk with Ryo while he was away at school. Nanako: Well we're here now, it really is good to see you. I've missed our heart to hearts. Ryo: I missed you as well. So what have you been up to? Clearly you're not dating Oliver, any guy that I should know about? Nanako: No, it's just that... These day's I like to make sure that Oliver is okay.  I said before I could stop the words from leaving my mouth. Oliver was so far into the closet with his sexual identity, that he didn't want anyone other than me to know about his secret.    Ryo looked at me as if he was concerned about Oliver. Ryo: Is he okay? Nanako: Yes.. Look he really don't want many people to know, so can we change the subject.   I said in a quick pace to change the subject. He agreed to change the subject. So we started to talk about other things, mainly how his studies were going at Britechester.   It was amazing having to hear how much he has grown, how much we've grown. God I wanted nothing more than to tell him my feeling for him. But this didn't seem like the right place or time to do so. So rather then telling him my feelings we ordered a few more drinks, and for the first time in a long time, I was having fun with my best friend. A friend that I have lost two years with because of taking care of another.  I didn't mind taking care of Oliver, but Oliver had been right I used him as an excuse just to avoid telling Ryo my true feelings for him.                                          ~Oliver's p.o.v~    I had to step away from everyone at the bar. I was having a hard time being around Andy. Besides I wanted to let Nanako have some time alone with Ryo. She needed a break from me and my own personal issues.    I walked out the back door of the bar and headed over to this fenced off area, that had a great view of a waterfall. it was an amazing sight.

 Mt. Komorebi was such a beautiful place. This was the place that I would love to settle down with the man of my dream's, maybe even raise a family with. However I knew that, that was never going to happen. No guy would ever find me attractive. If they did it was just to use me for one thing, a quick one night stand.   I honestly didn't know what I was thinking having a crush on a straight guy. I knew that it would never ever happen. Though I suppose that I wasn't to only gay man in the world to fall in love with a straight man.

 I wish that I knew what I was doing with my life. I never went back to school. I have a dead end job, and I was a hopeless romantic. Suddenly out of nowhere Andy walked up beside me, taking in this same breath taking view that Mt. Komorebi had to offer.

Andy: There you are, I suppose that the whole bar scene isn't you thing? Oliver: I just figured I'd let Nanako and Ryo have some time alone to catch up. Why aren't you inside? Plenty of girls in there for you to talk to. Andy: I've already got a girlfriend... Well if you can call her that.  He said sounding down about having to think about his so called girlfriend that he had back home. I didn't want to pry into his life, however he seemed like was just waiting for someone to talk to.    So I took in a deep breath and started to ask him why he didn't sound at all happy about the girlfriend that he had back home. Oliver: Do you want to talk about it? Andy: Bro, I barely even know you. Why would I talk to a complete stranger about my love life?   He said defensively, trying to act all tough on the outside. But I could tell that he was dying on the inside. Oliver: Because I can tell that it's killing you not to have someone to talk to about whatever was going on.

Andy: Well if you're willing to listen..   He began, while he slowly took in a deep breath. Andy: She... She caught me in bed with someone else. It was a really shitty thing of me to do but.. Oliver: You didn't want to hurt her by saying it's over, so you thought that sleeping with someone would mean you didn't have too? Andy: Not exactly. It's much more complicated than that. Look I'd really just rather drink and forget about it.   I could see that whatever this something was that it was something more than just cheating on his girlfriend. But I wasn't going to just give up on him. Something was telling me that I just needed to be here for him. I couldn't explain it, it was just something that I felt I had to do. Oliver: Drinking isn't going to make everything go away. It'll still be there the next day. Andy: And that's just it, no matter how much I seem to drink... I can never stay sleeping.     It was those words that he said that sent this rush of unexplained emotion. But mainly it was fear. He was talking about committing suicide. Oliver: Killing yourself isn't the answer.. Andy: Have you ever though about it when life started to become too much to handle?    I stood there and actually remembered that I had thought that. But I had Nanako there at my side to help me though the tough time that I was going through. I was lucky to have had her in my life.    But Andy on the other had sounded much more lost than I had been when I first came out to my parents. But I wasn't about to tell me that I had. Instead I lied. I was able to convince him to join me back inside with Ryo and Nanako. We all continued to drink and have a good time. Both me and Nanako took a seat in front of the stage while both Ryo and Andy got up there and made a total fool of themselves.

I wanted to tell Nanako about what Andy had said to me. I was worried about him, I couldn't bare the thought of him hurting himself or worse over something so stupid. I just don't understand what could be so bad that he had to cheat on his girlfriend. And why he couldn't just walk away from the relationship.   Though despite what he had told me over a half hour ago he seemed normal up there on stage playing the piano. One thing was for certain, I was going to keep a close eye on him. Just to make sure that he didn't do anything stupid.  Because if anything were to happen to him and I didn't do anything to help him after he basically said what he had to me. I would never be able to forgive myself. So for the rest of the vacation I would watch him closely, but once the vacation was over... That's when I was going to worry.                                  ~ To Be Continued ~     Even though that this is just a story, suicide is very real and is something that some think about. But if you or someone you know has ever had these thoughts, please know that taking your life isn't the answer. You have people in your life that will listen to you and will always be there for you to help you through the bad times. Remember that you are loved and you are good person and that thinking that way isn't the right thing to do.                                      ~ SuperSimmer~

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Desire Part One

           This is something new that I wanted to do. I had this story in my head and wanted to make it into a mini series I hope that you all like it. Happy reading and stay Super!

                                            ~Nanako's p.o.v~    This was just what both Oliver and I needed, we just needed to get away from life, from everything. But that wasn't possible, because the very thing that we were trying to get away from had came with us.  Well that wasn't exactly true I had invited them to tag along with me and Oliver.   Ever since we were kids I've had a crush on my best friend Ryo. Though I kept it to myself and drowned in my feelings. However when I was going to tell Ryo how I felt I was stopped because something was going on with my other bestie, Oliver. I could never forget that day that Oliver came into my room tears streaming down his face, and falling to his knees with his hands covering his face.   Come to find out that he had came out to his parents and they didn't take well to the news about their one and only son being gay.  So I put my own life on hold for about two years to make sure that Oliver would be okay. It took him a long while to accept himself for who he was. He thought that there had been something wrong with him, I had told him that there wasn't but it took him a while to believe in what I was saying. From then on we never left each others side.

That's us relaxing in the sun in the back yard of my families vacation home in Mt.Komorebi. We were trying to keep ourselves distracted from the distractions that were in the house behind us. Oliver: Why is love so complicated? Better yet why is life so complicated?  He said calmly while looking at the pond in front of us. Nanako: It's just the way life is... I'm sorry that it's not just the two of us. Oliver: No, it's okay. Actually I'm kind of glad you did, it's about time you tell Ryo how you feel about him before you lose him forever. Nanako: Easier said than done. Kind of hard when Andy tagged along. Oliver: Speaking of Andy is he... Well you know?..  He asked while never making eye contact. If it was one thing that Oliver wasn't and that was subtle. He may try to be subtle but he wasn't good at it.

Nanako: You like him don't you?! Oliver: Shh, they'll hear you! And yes I may have a slight crush on the guy. Though it'll never work because he's straight.   Being friends with him as long as I have, I was able to pick up on these kinds of things. He was the same way with me. That's why we got along so well.   I felt bad for Oliver, as hard as he tried to find love nothing ever seemed to workout for him. There was this one guy that he was talking to that seemed sweet and caring. But he only wanted nothing but a quick hook-up and nothing more. It crushed Oliver to think that no one wanted to be with him, if only to be with him for a one night stand. Nanako: I don't know he's, oh what's the word I'm looking for. Oliver: Well dressed? Nanako: No, but let's just go with that. Why don't you just talk to him, you never will know if you don't get to know him. Oliver: Is the one that is avoiding Ryo and her feelings for him, giving me advice? Girl if I was you I'd be all over that in a heart beat.    We both looked at each other and laughed at nothing. This was what I loved about our friendship, we could sit and talk about anything and everything. There was never a single secret between us.

Oliver: You know what we need to do? Nanako: No... What?   I asked nervously, unsure of what he was about to suggest. Oliver: The four of us should go out and get some drinks. I mean we can't just spend this whole get away doing things apart. Nanako: I don't know... I'm not the drinking type, besides drinking doesn't seem to be such a good idea. What if one of us does something that we'll later regret.    I was more worried about Oliver saying or doing something that he would regret. That was the last thing that he needed. Oliver: You know Nanako, you've put you're life on hold because of my problems. It's time that you get out and start living for yourself. Nanako: You say that as if you're holding me back. Olive: I am holding you back, no matter how much you try to say that I'm not, I am.   Maybe he had a point, not the part about him being the reason for holding I've put my life on hold. But right about getting out of my shell and living my life.    I agreed with him and we both decided to go out to a bar and have a few drinks. Maybe that was just the thing that I needed to get out there and make my move on Ryo.

                                                ~The Boy's~  Both Ryo and Andy were sitting in the house playing a game of chess. Andy was trying his best to beat the pants off of Ryo, but Ryo was unbeatable at any game. He was just that good.    Andy tried to distract him by keeping him engaged in a deep conversation, but that didn't seem like it was going to be enough to win this game of chess.

Ryo: Is that all you've got? Andy: What?! You can't make that move!  He yelled as looked at the chess board. Then again he knew that he knew very little about the game to be saying things like that. Ryo: Actually I can and I did. So, how are things with Kate? You two finally getting, well you know.. Andy: I'd rather not talk about it.. But since you asked, no we haven't taken that next step. Though you really should stop living vicariously through me and find a girlfriend of you own.  He said as he made his next move on the board. No one really knew why Ryo never had shown any interest in any girl. It wasn't like he wasn't good looking. Because he was. Ryo: I don't have any interest in relationships. It would just get in the way of my school work. I need to focus more on college then girls.

Andy: Since when are you worried about getting good grades? Ryo: Since my dad started pushing me to become a doctor. So med school come's first.  It was true, Ryo's father was uptight when it came to him getting good grades. There was a time when in his fist year of high school that Ryo had failed his first math test that his father grounded him for months, making him study.    Like his father and his father's father, it was something in the family that expected each generation to become a doctor. Though Ryo would be just fine living his own life, going to parties and dating girls. Andy: I don't see how you can live like that. I would go completely nuts. But I suppose it would be better than being in a relationship. Relationship's are over rated. Ryo: Is there something going on between you two? Andy: I'd rather not get into that. It's nothing, we're just going through a rough patch. Ryo: Did she cheat on you? Also that's check mate!

 Andy quickly looked down at the chess board. He couldn't believe that he had lost, well he knew that he would lose but he thought that he would have had a better chance this time around at beating him.   He threw his hands up in the air and shrugged his shoulders. Andy: I suppose that's the match. How are you so good at this game? Ryo: Talk to my father and get back to me. Andy: Hey, I have a question for you. I know that you're way into you're studies. But have you ever noticed that Nanako seems to be into you? Ryo: She's just a friend and nothing more. Besides I think she's more into Oliver then she is me. Those two are always together.   If only Ryo knew that Nanako was totally into him, he was just to oblivious to realize it. Before they could continue talking about weather or not Nanako was into him or not she and Oliver walked into the room. Nanako: Hey you two, so Oliver and I were talking and we thought that we should all go out for a drink. Oliver: Well it was my idea, but how about it guys? Andy: That actually sounds better than sitting here trying to beat Ryo here at a game of chess. Oliver: Well, how about you Ryo?   Ryo took a moment before he answered Oliver's question. With a small sigh he finally agreed to tag along. He actually had never drank before, so he thought that this would be as good of time as any. Besides he was on vacation, there was no harm in having a little fun. Ryo: Okay, I'm in!   The four of them went to their rooms and got ready to go out and see the town of Mt. Komorebi. Once everyone was ready they locked the door and off to the bar they went.               ~To Be Continued...~

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The Chae & Zhao Legacies Ep#1

*WARNING* There is mature content in this story nothing to be alarmed over, there is some strong language in this episode. Above all this story hasn't gotten to that dark place yet.

                              The Chae Legacy, Episode #1

                                                ~Pilot~

It was late Saturday night, that was the night that my life had changed forever. I had it all, a place to call my own and the hottest girlfriend who I've shared everything with since the time we were kids. We were so much in love that at the age of 16 we've decided to get engaged.

  Of course we knew that we should wait until we were a little bit older to actually get married. Life was good, except... I had a secret that nobody else knew about. After moving into our own place I started to get more and more depressed. After a while I did turn to drinking, it helped keep me from losing my mind.

  Through the course of my drinking it had also lead me to drugs. I was really good at hiding that part of my life. That was until my girlfriend accidentally stumbled upon something that I had left open on my browser history on my laptop. She had found messages and pictures, not to mention videos of things that I so carelessly left open for the world to see.

 After finding out that she had found those things on my computer it of course lead to a fight. I tried to tell her that I had no idea on how those things had even gotten on my computer. But that was a fail, so I did what any guy would do. I simply just grabbed my car keys and left.

So of course I went and had some drinks at my buddies houses. Shortly after having one too many, I somehow managed to drive myself over to my best friends house. But before I get into that, lets take it back a few months before all hell broke loose.

                                               ~3 Months Ago~

It was early Monday morning the sound of the alarm had jolted us out of a deep sleep. There was nothing like waking up to the most beautiful girl in the world. Never would I have thought that Carelis and me would ever be a couple, much less having our own place to call our own at the age of 16.

 Of course none of our parents loved the idea of their children living on their own. But that never really stopped us from doing what we wanted. Carelis was a very strong outspoken person that voiced her opinion's. Of course we both knew that the real reason why our parents were so upset was because of the whole sex part of our relationship.

Carelis: Mm, good morning.

   She said in a moan, as she stretched as she rolled over to face me. Gently I place my arm over her looking at her with a smile.

Niko: Good morning to you too. How'd you sleep?

Carelis: Like a baby. I suppose we should get ready for school.

She said as she rolled her eyes while lacing her fingers between mine.

Carelis rolled over to get herself up out of bed, but before she could I pulled her in closer to me as I kissed her neck. She hated when I did things like that.

 After kissing her neck she had let out a soft little laugh that was muffled by a moan. Sure school was important to us, I just couldn't help myself. After all I was a 16 year old.

Carelis: Stop it, we have classes to...

Niko: Umhm...

Carelis: Niko, we can't be missing school.

Niko: Whats one day going to hurt? Hmm?

 I said as I whispered into her ear. I knew that I about had her convinced.

Niko: We can stay home, and watch movies... I'll even cook us some breakfast.

After had said that she finally caved and agreed to skip school just this once. It was nice having someone to have and to hold. Someone to talk to and come home to everyday.

  She was what made my life worth wild. There was nothing that could ruin this perfect day, or so I thought. Moments later there was a loud knock on the door of our apartment. Carelis turned to face me yet again stopping me from getting up out of bed.

Carelis: Don't answer it, maybe they'll go away.

 She said with a laugh.

The knocking only got louder and louder. Carelis rolled her eye's moving off of my chest so that I could answer the door.

Niko: I'll get them to go away my sweet.

 I said as I kissed her on the forehead. Before getting out of bed I through up my arms in the air and stretched before standing on the cold wood floor.

Niko: Chill the hell out I'm coming!

 I yelled.

Making my way down the hall, I knew that I was about to go off on someone. It was early in the morning and someone was already pounding on the door. The morning had started off in a good way only to end up going south already.

 As I made a fist with one hand I reached out and opened the door with the other had. My fist was already raised in the air ready to make contact with the persons face.

Niko: Have you any idea what time it is!

I shouted. I opened my eyes in time to see that I was about to hit one of my best friends, whom I haven't seen in years.

Eli: Bad time?

He said as he scratched the back of his head with that kid smile of his.

Niko: Eli! Good to see you, please come in.

  Eli made his way inside, I closed the door behind us. I haven't seen or heard from Eli in many years it was amazing that he was able to find where I lived. Eli had moved away with his family when his father got that job up in Sunset Valley.

 It was hard to lose a very close friend, he and I had grown up together as babies. Both our parents all meet in the same college many years ago. If it wasn't for our parents, we wouldn't have became the best of friends.

Eli: Wow, what a place you got here. You living alone?

Niko: N-no, actually I live here with my girlfriend.

Eli: Ooh? Anyone that I know?

He asked with a smile.

Niko: Actually yes, remember Carelis from grade school.

Eli: Shut up! You two? That's awesome, honestly never saw that coming. And your parents are okay with you two living together?

Carelis: Niko, I'm just going to head to class this day's already ruind... Oh my god, Eli!

 Carelis shouted in a high pitched scream. She was even more excited to see him than I was.

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Eli: I hadn't expected to see you here!

Carelis: When did you move to San Myshuno?

Eli: Actually I didn't. I came back to Newcrest two day's ago, I talked to Niko's mom and dad and they said that he had moved an hour out side Newcrest. So they gave me your new address.

Niko: You better be going if your going to make the next bus. I'm going to stay home and catch up with Eli.

 With that said Carelis walked over to me after giving Eli a hug goodbye, and kissed me before she walked out the door. Today was starting to turn into a really interesting day.

Although I would have much rather spend the day with Carelis, but I suppose that spending the day with an old friend wouldn't be so bad.

Niko: How's about some breakfast, hungery?

Eli: There's no way that you can cook.

Niko: You'd be surprised. Take a seat, I'll get some food going.

 Eli took a seat at the table while I got everything out of the refrigerator to make something to eat for the two of us.

Niko: So where are you attending school?

Eli: Honestly, I haven't decided.. Look we're best friends right? So can I tell you something without you judging me?

 As I continued to cook our food, I was starting to worry that whatever it was that he wanted to talk about wasn't going to be good news.

   Judging from the tone in his voice, I could tell that this was something serious.

Niko: Eli you're like a brother to me, of course you can tell me anything.

 I heard him take in a deep breath before he could find the words to tell me what was going on. There was a long pause in the room.

Eli: I didn't move back here with my family. My dad kicked me out of the house, I literally had to get here on my own. I called your mom to find out where you lived. And well, here I am..

Niko: Hold on... Why did your dad kick you out? You two were always so close.

Eli: I really don't want to talk about it, at least not right now. But I did want to ask you if it'd be okay if I stayed with you? Just until I can get a job and a place of my own.

Finishing up the food, I grabbed us both a plate and we both sat at the table eating our grilled cheese. I could tell by the confused look on his face that this wasn't the kind of breakfast that he had in mind.

 Not that it mattered, after all food was food. He took a bite of his grilled cheese, as he took a bite out of his sandwich his eyes lite up.

Eli: Holy shit this is good! It's no eggs or bacon, but you've nailed it!

Niko: Simmer down, it's just grilled cheese. After all I did make this for us as kids.

Eli: I had forgotten how good your grilled cheese was.

I really didn't feel like bombarding him with question after question, but there was something inside of me that was telling me to get to the bottom of this. Honestly I knew that there was something that wasn't adding up. And whatever that something was I knew that it wasn't good.

 After I finished my food, I glanced over at him only to see him looking down at his plate.

Niko: Alright talk. What happened to have your dad kick you out.

Eli: Not right now, Niko can't you just drop it for now? I don't even want to think about it.

Niko: Do I need to call your mom and ask her? Because I will...

Eli: For fucks sake! Why can't you just not worry about it! I've already been through hell, and I sure as hell don't want to relive that hell again.

I could see the sadness in his eyes, regardless of me wanting to know what went down between him and his father. I could see that now was not the time to keep asking questions.

Niko: I'm sorry, I just hate seeing you like this. Look you can stay here until your able to get back on you feet. I'm sure that Carelis wont have any objections to you staying here.

Eli: Thank you, that's the best thing I've heard so far. I promise you wont even know that I'm here. I hate to ask this but mind if I use your shower? It's been a few day's since I've had a hot shower.

 Right after I had told him that he was more than welcome to stay there was a small smile that formed on his face. Even though I wanted to know what exactly had happened, I would have to wait for him to tell me when he was ready to do so.

Niko: Yes of course shower is down the hall first door on your left.

 Eli pushed himself up from the table and headed down the hall and into the bath room. I was still dying to know what exactly went down between him and his old man, but for now I had no choice but to let it go.

                                                  ~Eli's P.O.V~

 As I walked into the bathroom I clicked the door shut and locked the door. I still felt very lost, having been kicked out of my parents home. I honestly didn't know how my dad could be okay with kicking out their 16 year old son.

If Niko were to ever find out the reason as to why I was kicked out of my parents home...

  " I should have known better than to... damn it!" I yelled in my head. This was all my damn fault, nothing I ever did always seemed to backfire.

Niko: Hey, Eli I'm going to head down town. Would you like to join me?

 I turned off the water to the shower, and opened the shower door.

Eli: Yeah, sounds like fun I'll be right out.

For now at least I will enjoy myself with my best friend. I wasn't going dwell in the past, what's done is done there was no changing anything now. This secret of mine was best kept a secret.

 Though I knew better as to think that Niko was going to let this go. Maybe in time I would feel up to telling him everything, but for now he didn't even want to think about it.

I grabbed the only pair of cloths that I had with me back on, and dried my hair and walked out the bathroom door. There stood Niko standing there by the front door waiting on me.

 The two of us walked out the door and headed to the elevator. I wasn't going to allow this day to be ruined just because of me. So from here on out I was going to be nothing but happy.

                                               ~To Be Continued~

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