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HULLO, is there anybody out here on this blog still? if so, miss u!!!

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hi i am not sure if anyone follows this blog anymore so here i am making an ugly mobile post! im ellie and used to be v active on this blog… i miss writing and would like to do some small things - either mobile (somehow, someway?) or discord? idk lmk bye!!

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here is my biyearly check in for anyone still following this blog... hope u are doing amazing

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should i try and make a comeback? the answer kind of feels like yes

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hi hello i hope u all are doing ok

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if I got online rn.... would someone write with me? The muse is HERE

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psst...... hello all you party people

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i would… really like to start writing again so follow me at nightswcy to hold me accountable (also i’m bringing more muses over there i just… am slow)

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i would… really like to start writing again so follow me at nightswcy to hold me accountable (also i’m bringing more muses over there i just… am slow)

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i would... really like to start writing again so follow me at nightswcy to hold me accountable (also i’m bringing more muses over there i just... am slow)

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hi friends. my new blog is almost set up. i can’t guarantee i’ll be active on it, but i will be happy to have threads with anyone who can put up with my astronomically slow replies. like this if you’re interested and i’ll follow u

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here’s another I miss y’all post from ya girl

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hi I miss u guys and I miss writing

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my whole life consists of animal crossing and i’m not mad abt it

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I miss writing n being online :/

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Source: This

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holly + nicolas‌.

she doesn’t know the extent of her actions. the consequences that will arise as a result of this. perhaps it is his fault to think that he can involve a woman seventy-five percent of the way. that he can tell her the things he wants her to know and withhold the others. other things like the fact that his ex-wife, paola, has run off into the arms of the rivals. the protection of her and her unborn child for information. an easy trade that the others are willing to make. and now she’s provided enough information to render his organization vulnerable. but nicolas is a fool. he thinks, what holly doesn’t know won’t hurt her — that less is more. but he’s wrong and sorely so. “ you been doin’ this, what? two, maybe three months? ” he’s lost count. but what he does know is that she’s been around long enough to find that tender side of him — the one that is all too attracted to her mind and body. the one that rather find himself complicit in murder than to allow her to suffer the consequences alone. he’s sure she doesn’t see it that way because he’s good at hiding such things. “ i’m just coverin’ myself, sweetheart. so don’t flatter yourself. ” he huffs. “ you’re lucky i don’t put a bullet in your head right now. ” idle threats are all that tumble from his lips now. they’ve been there before with nicolas half considering whether it was best to end her life. and he could have but didn’t. instead, he’d found her lips in a heated kiss, sealing the course of their fates. and now she’s one of his. one he’ll protect until the end. he’s panting, looking towards her as he positions his hand over the body’s forearm and he pulls back with insurmountable force. a loud crack ripples through the room. you have to make him as small as possible, mathias said. 

the last thing she wants to experience right now is a scolding from the male. holly’s jaw sets, gaze unwavering as it stays focused on the male before her. of course she’s brought this on herself. she’s bit off entirely more than she can chew, but all she wanted to do was to provde herself. holly knows she’s already made herself a liability for nicolas. he’s got to expend his resources in looking after her like she’s some child who’s parents have gone out of town. she wanted to prove herself to be an asset to the male, but instead, the femme’s dug herself an even bigger hole... and by now, she’s certain the term is probably literal. “ shut the hell up, ” holly breathes, snapping out of her daze for just a moment. it’s not the first time he’s talked about wanting her dead, and she’s sure it won’t be the last. at this point, the femme wishes he would just do it if he felt so inclined. maybe it would stop the lingering feelings between them — the feelings that made things that much more complicated. holly’s mouth opens to speak when the crack reverberates through the room. instantaneously, the feeling’s back. her hands drop from their clasp at her chest, one making it’s way to cover her mouth and the other resting on her suddently upset stomach. feet quickly carry her towards the restroom for the second time, and the femme takes a few minutes to collect herself once her stomach settles. holly returns to the corner where she’d stood previously, gaze shifting around the room to settle on anything but nicolas. “ what... are you doing? ”