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What happened??

My apologies but I am not planning on sharing the story in a public post as I do not want it to seem like I’m calling anyone out. 

If you wish to know the details, please contact me personally through IMs, preferably on my new account since I’ll be most active on there from now on. 

> @lilstrawbxrry

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ll After thinking about it some more, I have decided to archive this blog and move on to a new one.

It wouldn’t be right of me to simply move on with this one as if nothing happened. I don’t want to erase or overwrite the memories made on this blog either. Instead, I have decided to preserve them and just start fresh on a new blog.

>> @lilstrawbxrry <<

There’s no posts yet, but those still interested in interacting can go follow me there already. I should have a small promo up soon.

I genuinely enjoyed all interactions and threads on this blog. 

However, sometimes you have to make hard decisions. 

I hope you guys can understand.

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ll After thinking about it some more, I have decided to archive this blog and move on to a new one.

It wouldn’t be right of me to simply move on with this one as if nothing happened. I don’t want to erase or overwrite the memories made on this blog either. Instead, I have decided to preserve them and just start fresh on a new blog.

>> @lilstrawbxrry <<

There’s no posts yet, but those still interested in interacting can go follow me there already. I should have a small promo up soon.

I genuinely enjoyed all interactions and threads on this blog. 

However, sometimes you have to make hard decisions. 

I hope you guys can understand.

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ll After thinking about it some more, I have decided to archive this blog and move on to a new one.

It wouldn’t be right of me to simply move on with this one as if nothing happened. I don’t want to erase or overwrite the memories made on this blog either. Instead, I have decided to preserve them and just start fresh on a new blog.

>> @lilstrawbxrry <<

There’s no posts yet, but those still interested in interacting can go follow me there already. I should have a small promo up soon.

I genuinely enjoyed all interactions and threads on this blog. 

However, sometimes you have to make hard decisions. 

I hope you guys can understand.

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ll Does anyone have experience with rebooting/revamping their OC? I’ve been debating about the different options I have to move on with this account. 

I’ve also been thinking about possibly creating a new CMC but I’m quite busy with uni at the moment so I don’t know if I’ll have enough time to really put effort into developing a whole new character.

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ll I made a really big decision today which will also affect this blog, so don’t be surprised if you see some things changing. 

Apologies for the inconvenience. 

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ll I’m totally exhausted after a rough week of uni and internship stuff.

I could barely concentrate during today’s lecture because I had a headache as well. > <

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 Send for your muse to do one of the following to mine. 

Carries, bridal style. 

Kisses cheek.  

Tickles sides.  

Growls at 

Tackles to the ground.  

Slaps.  

Cries in front of.  

Holds and refuses to let go.  

Protects.  

KICKS.  

Bites.   

Holds hand.  

Winks at.  

Steals a kiss.  

Dances with.  

stabs.  

Yells at

stares at.  

Sniffs.  

pats head. 

Pins down.  

Blocks their exit.  

Glares at.  

attacks.   

gives flowers.  

sings to.  

proposes to.  

gazes into their eyes.    

blushes at.  

asks out on a date.  

breaks up with.  

runs away from  (flustered)

chases.   

begs for forgiveness.   

rejects them.   

Sneaks up on.  

gets caught following them.  

Hides from

Scares them.  

comforts them.  

headbutts  

nose boop.  

forehead flick.   

runs away with.  

shares a treat.  

flirts with.   

BADLY,  flirts with.  

breaks down in front of them.   

Cuddles with.  

shoves away.  

pulls in closer.  

leans in to kiss but then stops themselves.    

Tries to confess their feelings but chickens out. 

reads to them

whispers into their ear

Invades personal space.  

tries to make them laugh.  

apologies to.  

trips them.  

catches them.  

eyes them up and down.  

smirks at

rolls eyes at

playfully shoves.  

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ll AAAAAH.

IT BURNS.

TUMBLR WHY.

WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS.

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Dating Saeran (after explosion incident) headcannons

✾ Once you guys actually start dating he doesn’t enjoy going out much

✾ He prefers to stay home

✾ You try your best to encourage him to go out more 

✾ He doesn’t understand why you date him

✾ Believes that you deserve better

✾ Thinks that he doesn’t deserve your love

✾ You remind him that you love him no matter what, that his burn marks wouldn’t  change how you feel for him.

✾ It takes him a while, but he finally does come to realize that he can maybe also be in a beautiful relationship with you despite his features

✾ You help him go out more and explore

✾ When you guys get intimate he tries his best to stop you from taking his shirt off since he still embarrassed of his marks

✾ Again you have to reassure him that it’s ok

✾ He enjoys it when you give him kisses on his cheeks (especially his left cheek)

✾ “Can I get a kiss on my left cheek please?” “Anytime sweetie”

✾ You help him apply medicated cream on his burn marks 

✾ Sometimes he stares at himself in the mirror and stares at his body especially where he has his burns.

✾ Whenever you see him do this you run to hug him from behind and tell him that you love him.

✾ The first time you guys had sex Saeran was embarrassed of showing his body to you but you showered him kisses and reminded him of how much you adored him.

✾ “You love me? Even if I look like this? “Saeran how many times do I have to tell you that I love you no matter what?” “ Probably a million times”

✾ Doesn’t care if people stare at him anymore

✾ The only thing that matters to him is you

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— nsfw sentence starters.

warning  :  these  are  nsfw  and  very  smut  related.

❛  what’s the matter? can’t keep up?  ❜

❛  am i going too fast for you?  ❜

❛  raise up some, i can’t breath.  ❜

❛  wait, you’re going to go down there?  ❜

❛  please, no, i just want to hurry up here.  ❜

❛  well, what do you think? you like?  ❜

❛  are just going to stand there the whole time?  ❜

❛  my tongue is all for you.  ❜

❛  where did you learn that from?  ❜

❛  oh, i’ve got a new trick i want to show you. ❜

❛  i know exactly what you want and how you want it. ❜

❛  you’re the best i’ve ever had. ❜

❛  just kiss me, touch me…  ❜

❛  just touch me here..  ❜

❛  i want to touch you.  ❜

❛  hey, do you feel that?  ❜

❛  you always make me get horny.  ❜

❛  this isn’t what i had in mind but okay.  ❜

❛  this is nice, wow, feels nice.  ❜

❛  i got a bed in the other room.  ❜

❛  just kiss my lips.  ❜

❛  i want you to hold me when we’re done.  ❜

❛  take me and don’t have mercy on me.  ❜

❛  make love to me.  ❜

❛  you never want to change things up.  ❜

❛  what is this? is this what i think it is?  ❜

❛  so, do you like it cold or hot?  ❜

❛  keep on touching me there.  ❜

❛  go down a little further.  ❜

❛  what? are you scared?  ❜

❛  keep going, make my legs shake.  ❜

❛  yes, that feels good.  ❜

❛  you do magic with your tongue.  ❜

❛  i like your fingers and your tongue.  ❜

❛  use your fingers and tongue.  ❜

❛  i think i’m going to cum..  ❜

❛  oh, don’t tease me now.  ❜

❛  i enjoy teasing you.  ❜

❛  beg for it.  ❜

❛  i’m ready for you now.  ❜

❛  you make me so … ready.  ❜

❛  can’t hardly contain getting aroused when you’re in my presence.  ❜

❛  do you live to arouse me?  ❜

❛  well, let’s do this instead.  ❜

❛  you screamed the whole time, not sure if that’s good or bad.  ❜

❛  make me scream, come on, let’s see if you can. ❜

❛  i just wanna have some fun is all.  ❜

❛  don’t forget who taught you that.  ❜

❛  make me quiver and shake.  ❜

❛  mmm, yes….. that feels nice.  ❜

❛  give it to me rough.  ❜

❛  you don’t have to be so gentle with me.  ❜

❛  mmm, let’s take things slow tonight.  ❜

❛  let’s make each other last all night long.  ❜

❛  what’s wrong? never slept with someone before?  ❜

❛  why are you so nervous? don’t tell me it’s your first time. ❜

❛  just close your eyes and kiss me…  ❜

❛  just touch me where you want to touch me.  ❜

❛  what if i just dropped to my knees now.  ❜

❛  undress me.  ❜

❛  slipping right out these for you now. ❜

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“Does this feel good?” { From Saeran! }

Ultimate sinday meme ;; @complures-aspiceres

ー What to do?

It didn’t feel bad or painful, but it wasn’t quite as enjoyable as she imagined. It is her first time so perhaps it is normal for things to feel a little weird and unfamiliar at first? It doesn’t help that her nerves were at a breaking point, heart hammering against the inside of her chest. 

Sharon knew how difficult it had been for Saeran to take this step and she got so caught up in wanting it to be perfect, stress got the best of her and now things were just awkward. 

However, she couldn’t bring herself to tell him that. He would most likely blame it on himself and his lack of experience and they’d be back to square one.

“Y…Yeah! It’s fine! Don’t worry…” She reassured him, forcing a small smile.

No good. 

He’ll see right through her lies.

“…Is it okay for you as well? You have to tell me if you feel uncomfortable. We can always stop.”

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“ Don’t worry! I’m glad, whenever I have a normal visitor for once. “

As busy as he was. He may had also been a bit envious, when it came to Saeran. He had an assistant. Someone, who helped him, who would distract him from the loneliness, which was common in some tasks. Sehun may had patients coming and going, but he never really considered them as something, that would give him the opposite feeling.

“ Just make sure to stay away from this room. “, his finger pointed to another door. One, which was actually always closed, but never locked. As it lead to his own, rather small, bed room.

 “ …else, you’re welcome to roam around, wherever you want to. I have nothing to hide! While I try to figure out, how we best get him out of here. “

Hazel hues drifted towards the closed door, head tilted to the side. When someone says you to not go somewhere, it just piques your curiosity, don’t you think? Despite wanting to know what was on the other side, Sharon respected his boundaries. She was grateful for being able to stay here, so she would be a good girl and obey by the rules.

“Don’t worry! I won’t go inside! If you need help with any of the preparations, I’m here to help as well. There might not be much I can do, but I want to at least provide some moral support.”

If she hadn’t met Saeran first, perhaps she wouldn’t have been so bad of an assistant nurse. While she never studied medicine, her warm and comforting aura could definitely provide some “healing” for the broken and mentally unstable believers.

“Oh! But first things first...It’s already way past dinner time! You haven’t eaten anything yet, right? I’ll make you something! What would you like?”

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“Does this feel good?”

Ultimate sinday meme ;; @lucielchoi-707

She responded with a muffled moan, pressing her face against the pillow. She wasn’t fond of questions during intimacy, knowing it would be difficult to keep her voice down while answering them. However, Sharon did find it sweet how he was looking out for her, his touches very gentle.

“Mm…”

Her small frame twitched, another gasp slipping past her lips. “I…It feels good but…” She stammered, propping herself up on one elbow. “Shouldn’t I…You knowー Return the favor for once? I feel a little bad for hogging all the pleasure like this…I’ve actually been doing some research on my own and I…I’m confident enough to give it a try now!”

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Did he truly suffer more than other Believers here though? The hacker seemed rather dear to the head of the cult.

“ Making a batch isn’t as easy as it sounds. “, starting to think, with his eyes closed, Sehun rested a hand under his chin. Days, if not even weeks had passed by now. The blonde knew, that they wanted to use a higher dosage for Saeran. Which needed time as well. Which they clearly had. So…

“ …considering, that they already started preparing. In two days? “

All those days he had made sure, to find out more. Yet, he hadn’t found time to ever go down to the prisons. Whenever he tried to, a Believer came in with more work for Sehun to do. “ It would be dangerous, to send you down to see him. Sending you alone somewhere, isn’t the best idea neither though. The Believers only didn’t do anything to you, because they feared Saeran. “.

“I honestly don’t think they would let me, even if I wanted to.” While her chances to speak with other believers had been limited, considering she had been stuck in recovery over at the medic ward. It was quite obvious they were keeping things from her. As naive as she may be at times, there are times when even she can tell if someone is lying or not.

“...But you’re right. There’s a few believers in particular who would be all too happy to hear Saeran is out of commission at the moment. Let’s say they have a bit of history.” 

Sharon never quite thought about this before, but she had been relying on her boss a lot. He might be a grump at times, snapping at her or prioritizing his work, but he was always there to protect her when she needed it.

“Would it be okay for me to stay here for a little longer? Ah...I understand if you need the beds for other patients. If need be, I can just sleep on the couch in your office! I just...I don’t want to go back to an empty suite. It feels weird without Saeran there.”

There’s too many reminders of him ー Making her want to go see him even though she knows that’s asking for trouble.

“I won’t interfere with your work either! You’ll barely even notice I’m here!”

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“ But I… “, Sehun stopped talking. Sighed. It would only take more time. Time, they didn’t have. She didn’t have to know, that he didn’t plan to get out of here. Nor, why this decision was made. Indeed, here was better than being out there. It wouldn’t feel right, nor comfortable to him. “ …after I made sure you two are safe. “.

Which was easier said than done. The medic seriously had no clue yet. They needed a car. Else it would take too long to get away from here. Saeran’s mentality was still rather unclear as well.

“ You understand it wrong though. I’m not helping you, because I worry about Saeran. ”,  actually the reason was, because he worried about both, “ I simply don’t want to see more people die. “

Sharon couldn’t quite tell if his words were genuine or if he was simply trying to come up with an excuse. Either way, she could imagine that as a medic, he is the person most close to death in this entire building. While her surgery was definitely an extreme case, others must have surely gotten injured before her ー not to mention the awful effects the elixir brought forth.

“That’s what I would like to avoid as well. Saeran has already suffered so much...He doesn’t deserve to die here! Not in such an awful way!”

It was tempting to not go and confront the Savior herself, but that didn’t seem like a very smart thing to do. She had only seen the woman a couple of times, mostly from afar. Her facial expression seemed gentle, yet there was something extremely intimidating about her.

“How much time do you think we have? You mentioned something about the next batch of elixirs...When will they be ready?”

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“ Recleansening happens either in the prisons or in the ceremony hall. The big room where… no, you probably never were there. “, it was better, if she didn’t know too many things. If she didn’t even know, what recleansening meant, Saeran surely didn’t tell her all too much neither. It honestly was the first time, Sehun could understand him.

“ …it’s a torture and really painful. Physically and mentally... “, realizing, how his own voice started trembling, the blonde cleared his throat. Tried to catch his breath. It honestly weren’t… nice memories.

“ People getting recleansened, either get more devoted to the savior, to Mint Eye or die, from the high amount of elixir. “

“ I fear, that least will happen. So we need to get him out as quick as possible from here. What happens afterwards, will be mostly your choice… but I didn’t figure out yet, how we could get you two out safe. “

“Die...?”

Sharon couldn’t understand. ー Why would Saeran - or anyone really - continue to stay at a place which does such horrible things. She knew mental wounds could cut deep, but there are certainly other ways for them to cope with their struggles than to join a cult which could possible lead to their own demise. 

“That can’t happen...! We have to get out of here...You too! I don’t know what lead you to joining Mint Eye in the first place, but I don’t think you belong here.”

By helping her and Saeran escape, he would be going against the orders of the Savior, breaking every law of loyalty. Then what is the point in remaining in this place anymore? There will surely be a place for him in the outside world. 

“You know...At first I really thought of you as a jerk. You were always talking badly about Saeran. I hated it.” She admitted, clenching her fists. “...But now I’ve come to realize that deep down, you must care about him as well. Otherwise you wouldn’t be saying all of this. You would just let him die at the hands of this messed up cult.”

Her boss hadn’t been very friendly to the medic either, so it was honestly a miracle he was willing to help. If they make it out of here alive, she’ll have to make sure that both parties set their bad records straight and apologize to each other.

“That’s why I want to say...Thank you. For everything.”