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could be us

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PM ME

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Fuck ok

I have to just let it out.

Soo.. for context , I remain friends with all my exes. We check in on each other from time to time or if one of us needs to talk or even if we're just horny. We take care of each other. Now, this most recent ex, uhmm, let's see... our relationship ened in not the best way possible, but I forgave him.

So we've been sleeping with each other still .

(He also has a gf currently. I feel a lil guilty but that's besides the point. )

Anyway today we went on a date to see inside-out 2.

We held hands & he comforted me while I cried during the movie. After that we spent a lot of time in his car catching up & talking.

Obviously one thing led to another and we fucked. But this time was so intimate & feelings came back. Ahh, sorry, I just had to let it out.

I know with time those feelings will fade.

But it felt nice , you know?

To be like we used to.

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"You're unlovable." WOW CRAZY I DIDNT KNOW.

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sorry I ghosted you I wanted to see if you cared about me and would miss me if I was gone

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“There are some feelings you will never find words for; you will learn to name them after the ones who gave them to you.”

— Maza Dohta

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im a violent dog and i know exactly why i bite

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I need to move to the coast, I need to see the sea every day

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All her life all she has ever wanted is for someone to reassure her that she is worthy of love .

So if you do that ;

She will be good to you. .

She'll take care of you.

She will even overlook all those other things that's also deeply & fucked up about you .

She may also be super defensive & do somethings ..

But she does it because she loves you!

& she will always love you & do whatever you want her too. She's a good kitten 😸

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Well that's how you know things are bad right ?

When you're leaving your ex a voice-mail in the middle of the night on the bathroom floor.

DrUnk 🥴 I may add ..

_____ later !

How are you still in my head?

Where are you ?

How are things ?

You okay ?

You hungry?

Need money, I got you 😉 😏

Do you miss me ?

(Probably not)

I miss you.

I dont know what I'm doing

Shalom

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Nikki Giovanni, from Poem (for EMA)

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All I'm saying is you can't tell people to go

&

then blame them for leaving .

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Mad is a luxury I cannot afford right now.