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Hiii we miss your fics 💔. Will you ever make a comeback anytime soon? Your fics are so unfiltered its relatable 🥰. We hope you will give us something delicious soon when you are free 🥂

hello! i dont really have a big following, but it really makes me happy to know there are people who likes my self-indulgent fics 🥹

first of all, i am deeply sorry for not updating or posting any fics for a long while. in all honesty, i really did have a bunch of ideas for lads, specifically sylus, but i was busy with my personal life, and as time went by, i lost the motivation and inspiration to write. i had one draft for sylus for posting, but i didnt post it because it genuinely felt eh 😭 it felt like i was merely writing it just to have an update, so i didnt post it.

second, guys, i am very into phainon, and phaidei since this whole month, so writing those sylus idea fics will definitely gonna be hard 😭. as for phainon, dont get your hopes up, i do want to write for him, but i am struggling to come up with ideas, and also out of my fear of mischaracterizing him 🥹. so i'm mostly here in tumblr to read phainon fics 😭🙏

third, i do want to continue writing, but tbh again, its not my priority right now. and there's no point in writing if i wont be able to give my all—like my personal delulus hahahaksksk—and it will just end like... eh..

i apologize again for not writing or posting 🥹 i still do play genshin, hsr, and lads, but i'm just super into phainon right now. if you want to be friends, my inbox is always open :3 and if you want to be moots in twitter, you can ask me personally for my @ but NO MINORS PLEASE!

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not an update, but i just wanted to share this! 🥹💖

so i went to a convention weeks ago with a close friend of mine, and i saw a rafayel in abysswalker cosplayer, and i was so so excited so i went up to him to ask for pics, and we did.

fast forward to later, i saw a sylus cosplayer, cosplaying as one from no defense zone ksksksk and he had a chain leash too and for the pics, he gladly knelt down and let me hold his leash too. and because of excitement, i accidentally pulled on the leash, and i said i'm so sorry, and he said "it's okay, i get it" 😭 LMAO KSKSK

then few minutes later, the area was so crowded and that rafayel abysswalker cosplay arrived, so it was so chaotic and everyone was trying to take their turn to take pics with both the sylus and rafayel cosplayer. and ofc i did!!

i took my chance to take pics with both of them. first was i was holding the sylus coser's chin and looking at him eye to eye, and on my left was the rafayel coser and i was holding his hand!!

then next pic was i turned to the rafayel coser and asked to hold his chin, but what happened was he freaking nuzzled his face onto my hand!! i was internally screaming because i had to stay will for the pic.

after that, it became so chaotic and crowded that they had to call the guards 😭 i was so out of it after because the nuzzling part caught me so hard like skksksks

so now its official, i like rafayel now too (he was my second fave LI) but not both raf and sylus hahahaha 🥹🔫

note: if you happen to recognize this event, please dont comment about it! i wish to remain anonymous, but if you want to talk, you can dm me 😊 need more lads friends but i suck at making friends huahua

note 2: lowkey one of the reasons why there are no updates... i cant stop thinking about rafayel lmao 😭 and im also busy with school stuff 🥹

in case anyone will ask if i will write for raf because of this, idk yes no maybe so or when jellyfishes are walking naked 🤓

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push-ups with sylus

note: hello, its been a very long while 😭. tbh this is the only one i have written in the drafts :"). havent had any inspirations to write smth, and i saw the notifications from asks and got me motivated to write another new draft while i can. i’m also very busy with university rn so huehue.

to the person who asked if i got the asks, yes i did 🥹. i’m not sure how to write your request, i have it on my prompt list ideas, but no promises 🥹

Imagine sylus doing push-ups and you are… underneath him. He’s wearing his sports outfit, the one he usually wears when he boxes—a black sleeveless fitting top and those short shorts that always make you feel things. This man’s closet is full of pants and it just makes you feral seeing his exposed legs. Now you are so close to him, literally underneath him, as he does his daily quota of push-ups as part of his workout routine.

You’re so focused on him—the way he goes up and down above you, his heavy breaths (i know he’s doing it on purpose), and his intense stare at you—that you can hear your own heart beating right on your ears. You’re not the one doing the intense push-ups yet your body feels so hot, tense, and sweating profusely.

“Are you alright, sweetie?” you can hear the amusement in his teasing tone, knowing his effect on you.

“Shut up,” you looked away from him, instinctively pushing him away, your hands on his chest, which made you pull away in an instant. That was a mistake.

“Getting handsy, kitten?”

“It was a mistake!”

You tried getting up but he stopped you, holding your hand down, pinning it beside your head. “Where do you think you’re going?”

“Sylus let me go! This is already embarrassing enough!”

He stared at you, smirking, “You’re cute like this, underneath me.”

Your face felt hotter, “stop itttt!!”

Additional slight NSFW

i just know while he does his push-ups with you underneath, he will purposely go so low and let you feel his bulge kskdkskksksksk and he's gonna act like it wasn't on purpose or like nothing happened, if that happened to me i would sprea— 👹🔫

I don’t know how to end what i write as always. Do expect this session is just gonna be sylus teasing you until you are a hot mess.

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Finallyyy took all my savings 🥲🥲 i got xavier’s card first before sy’s but yayyyy 😭🎉

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OMG I LOVE IT 🥰🥰🥰 the moral support while playing a horror game is so real lmaoo 😭 irl i would use him for clout chasing 😌

Live Stream

Sylus x gn!streamer!Reader

Based on a prompt from @syluspen that took me WAY TOO LONG to get around to. This is actually a compilation of all the little things I started for it but never really finished. So, uh, enjoy

Warnings: fluff, silly, established relationship, video games

Word Count: 909

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The first time was an accident, really. He didn't realize you were in the middle of streaming for how quiet you were being and came in to ask you what you wanted for dinner.

From that point on, Sylus was the most anticipated part of every livestream.

You didn't mind it. You love your man, love that he chooses to interrupt even when he knows you are streaming just to bring you a drink or give you a quick kiss just to let you know he's home from "work". You're always a little worried someone will recognize him. Thankfully, no one has so far, and hopefully it stays that way.

The chat's screaming is your only warning before arms wrap around you from behind and Sylus's chin is resting on your shoulder. You lean back into him easily, beaming as you pause in your gaming, letting it sit on a dialogue box, waiting to be read.

"Did you just get home?"

"Mhm." He playfully brushes this side of your headphones back with his nose, exposing your ear and kissing your sideburn. "What are you playing?"

"Dream Daddy." You laugh at the odd look he gives you. You circle your mouse over your avatar in the corner. "Aren't I cute? Think you'd still date me if I look like this?"

He huffs a laugh. "Sweetie, if I would still date you if you were a worm, I would still date you if you were a guy."

The chat is zooming by quickly on the secondary monitor he bought you. A lot of people scream about him being "bisexual confirmed?!?!!" He pays them no mind.

"Is it a dating sim?" he asks.

You nod, turning your head to kiss his cheek. "Awe, guys, he's learning!"

"Any good dating options?" he asks playfully. "My current partner keeps teasing me; I may need to browse some new options."

You laugh and he chuckles by your ear, squeezing you tighter in ardent affection. You open up a browser to pull up a picture of all the love interests lined up. You explain each one to him while he listens patiently.

"Which one are you going for right now?"

"Guess."

He hums thoughtfully. "Robert?"

"Got it in one."

"Well, he's the most like me."

??? Is he a cryptid hunter too????

literally look nothin alike how tf

Istg this guy is in some shady business...

You flip back over to the game. He can tell now that one of the other love interests is who you're talking to. You turn your head so you can whisper in his ear. "You alright?"

He hums again with a small nod. "Just tired. Don't worry, sweetheart."

"Let me finish this up and we can go to bed, okay?" You kiss his cheek to cement your promise. He lifts his chin from your shoulder and kisses your forehead. "I'll only be a minute."

"Take your time." He kisses your forehead again for good measure. "Have fun, sweetie." His arms slide from their place around you as he heads toward the door.

-

Sylus loves watching you like this. Usually, he would wait somewhere else in a manor, tending to product for buyers or going over contracts. Tonight, however, you'd promised your viewers that you would play a horror game, and you needed him there in the room as moral support.

Which meant he got to tend to his guns (being off-camera as it were) and watch you panic over a haunted bear that wanted to kill you.

"Fuck fuck fuck, where's Bonnie?!" You jump with a startled cry, nearly flinging your headphones off from the fright. You lean back into your chair, hands on your head, as you read chat and try to calm your racing heart.

"You alright, sweetie?" he calls, trying to hide the amusement in his voice.

You're either too dazed to notice it or ignoring it altogether as you hum noncommittally. "The rabbit got me," you murmur.

The chats start flooding in out of nowhere. A few donations, a lot of screaming...

"Oh, I forgot to tell you guys that my partner is here for moral support." You giggle breathlessly. You look over at him with a smile. "They got jumpscared by your voice."

He chuckles. "I suppose I should be flattered to be on par with the monsters in your game."

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Headcanons:

He supports your streaming without hesitation

Top of the line monitors, ergonomic chairs, cat ear headphones - name it and it's yours

But he doesn't show up during your streams very often

Really you're the one who insisted he stay out of sight, given his work and the possibility that someone may just recognize him

He likes to play your livestreams in the background while he works

When you excitedly ramble to him about what happened later, he already knows, but he loves to hear it from you

If you mention craving something, he's there after a bit with exactly what you wanted, whether it's a drink or a snack

Understands completely if you don't want to eat on camera, and just saves it for you for after

Maybe sticks his head into the room to show you what he got, or messages you saying it's waiting on the table

Very very rarely is he ever in the room while you stream, but it does happen

He scared your viewers when he suddenly spoke up from the sidelines

They thought he broke in or something

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HOW ARE WE ALL DOING WITH THE NEW QUAD BANNER!? IM GOING INSANE RN 😀😀 PRAYERS TO ALL OF US ESP TO US F2P PLAYERS!! 😭🙏

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Tattoo me! FLUFF <3

꒰ ♡ ꒱ imagine having a bad day so you insisted to Sylus that it would cheer you up if you stuck cute sanrio tattoos on his back. Reluctantly he finally allowed you to do so not knowing you'd stick on too much....

"Kitten, are you done yet?" "Nearly! just trust me" you said as you stuck the final one on his back before you got off his back you decided to stick more on his abs and arms. “Even more?” Sylus sighed before he shifted for you as you nodded, “okay baby cover my arms and abs too yeah? I’m all yours kitten” he watched you continue you to stick on the tattoos as he wondered what Luke and Kieran would think about this.

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I have two sides:

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came here to say i finally have him 😭💖💖💖

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Beauty of 4⭐ cards

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when sylus found out months before your birthday that you have never tried being surprised on your birthday because no one really made such effort, he made it his personal top priority mission to surprise you.

preparations are already made months before. on the day of your birthday, you're going to be extra showered with attention, gifts, foods, anything. you just woke up? expect an already made breakfast in bed prepared and cooked by sylus himself. the side of your bed is already filled with gifts and shopping bags. sylus has prepared everything: down to what clothes you are going to wear, places where you will go to, and a small dinner party along with the twins.

"thanks, sy. i'm so happy and i had so much fun."

"anything for you, sweetie. happy birthday," he greeted for the second time, planting a kiss on your forehead.

super quick writing lolz im bad at surprises but i had to write this 😭

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Most wanted criminal in two planets btw

I love him sm

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Sylus is for the people that rarely speak out their minds.

Sylus is for the people that somehow always get blamed for other people problems f.ex. “Ex friend: You never asked me how I felt when I had that physical relationship with my ex roommate!” WELL, BITCH YOU NEVER TOLD ME YOU HAD A THING GOING ON WITH YOUR ROOMMATE!

Sylus is for the people that always fantasied scenarios that would make them cooler.

Sylus is for the people that feel they can never be enough.

Sylus is for the people that lie that they don’t care but the truth is, they care A LOT!

Sylus is for the people that look intimidating but the moment someone talks to them, they overshare.

Sylus is for the people that gets overlooked quite a lot.

Sylus is for the people that get talked over in the middle of a conversation and are forced to shut up.

Sylus is for the people that believe they are the most boring people on earth be because they get overlooked.

Sylus is for the people that can’t handle rejection in their school/work life because they think they are a failure.

Sylus is for the people that now found their worth and stopped toxic friendships which resulted in “I never let people get too close to me anymore!”.

Sylus is for the people that never been confident in their whole lives but still manage to pull through and enjoy it❤️

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weird headcanon but i like to think sylus's karma is fast (i don't know if i worded that out properly 😭), such as when you playfully punch or slap his arms, expect the moment you try to run away, you're going to hit your knee or elbow somewhere ✋😭. and he would laugh at your karma.

"see what happens, sweetie, when you punch me?" cue his affectionate but playful smirk.

but then you flick his arms again to spite him, only for you to accidentally hit your finger on a wooden chair in split seconds.

"sy stooooppp!"

got this idea from my interaction with my dad 😭 i playfully hit him or joke about him but after a few seconds or so, i would hit my fingers or head somewhere ✋😭

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sylus being thoughtful and his acts of service makes me go KSKSODNODSLWPMD

hii i have a few requests i hope you dont mind 🥺🫶 feel free to pick to do any if they have not been done yet, they are kinda mostly prompts though 😭

sylus with a streamer/gamer s/o. like those fics where the fans go crazy when sylus shows up in the camera out of nowhere or hearing his voice. and sylus just being supportive about their hobby 😞❤️

sylus reaction when they have a cosplayer s/o, especially when they come home every day and they meet a new character daily or every other day 😭🤣

sylus reaction when s/o gets period stains during their date

sylus with s/o who cant cook but not the those exaggerated types where they burn the whole kitchen, they just didnt learn how to cook, but can do the bare minimum of helping like slicing and stuff and very easy recipes (projecting because i can't cook but am helpful 😭)

when you get your period mid date

The evening had started off perfectly. You and Sylus were sitting across from each other in one of the fanciest restaurants in town, your skin-tight dress fitting you like a glove. The low lights, soft music and clinking of glasses around you added to the elegance of the night. Sylus looked especially handsome tonight, his gaze on you steady and smoldering and his signature teasing smile made your heart flutter.

Everything was going smoothly—that is, until you felt that familiar pang low in your abdomen. You froze, hoping it was just nerves. But then, you felt a sinking dread as the sensation intensified. Trying not to panic, you excused yourself, offering Sylus a nervous smile. “I’ll be right back, okay?”

“Take your time, sweetie” he replied with a slight smirk. “Don’t go missing me too much.”

You rolled your eyes playfully, giving him a quick wave before heading to the bathroom. But once you were inside, your worst fear was confirmed: a noticeable stain had appeared on the back of your dress. Panic bubbled up in your chest as you stared at your reflection in the mirror, mortified. This wasn’t just any dress, either; it was a pale color, practically a magnet for accidents.

Not knowing what else to do, you took a shaky breath and pulled out your phone, dialing Sylus’s number with trembling fingers. He picked up on the first ring.

“Miss me already?” His voice was laced with humor, but you could practically hear the smile on his face.

“Sylus” you whispered, cringing at how shaky you sounded. “Can you… um… can you come to the bathroom? I need your help. It’s an emergency.”

There was a beat of silence. “Are you hurt, kitten?”

“No! No, not hurt” you stammered, feeling your cheeks heat up. “Just…my period..I’m stained!”

“Got it. Stay right there, I’m coming.” He hung up and you leaned against the counter, waiting anxiously. But as the seconds ticked by, you began to feel more and more self-conscious. What was taking him so long?

After what felt like an eternity, the bathroom door finally opened and there stood Sylus—with a designer shopping bag in his hand. You blinked, trying to process the sight.

“Sylus, what…?” You trailed off, completely baffled.

He smirked, holding up the bag. “What? Did you think I was going to leave my sweetie hanging?” He stepped forward, setting the bag down on the counter. “Got you a new dress. I figured you wouldn’t want to be seen with… you know.” He gestured vaguely, clearly trying to spare you any embarrassment.

Your jaw dropped, both at his thoughtfulness and at the brand-name logo on the bag. “Wait, you actually bought me a new dress? From there?” you asked, pointing out the door, toward the designer store just across the street.

He shrugged, feigning nonchalance. “Seemed like the right call. Plus, I got to take my time picking something pretty for you.” His smirk widened. “Had to make sure it’d look perfect on my kitten.”

You let out a small laugh, overwhelmed with relief and gratitude, though your cheeks burned at the thought of him going out of his way for this. “Sylus, I… I don’t know what to say.”

“How about you say you’ll wear it and let me get back to showing you off to the rest of the place?” he teased, handing the bag to you.

You reached for it, heart racing as you peeked inside. The dress was stunning, a rich, deep color that would look amazing on you, with a soft fabric that looked comfortable enough to help you feel more at ease.

“Sylus” you murmured, looking up at him with wide eyes. “Thank you.”

He leaned down, brushing a soft kiss over your forehead. “Anything for you, sweetie” he replied, his voice softer, his teasing tone gone for just a moment.

You felt your chest warm and you tried to look away, but he gently turned your face back toward him. “Hey, don’t get all shy on me now” he said, his smirk returning. “It’s cute, though. Didn’t know I could get my girl so flustered.”

You laughed, half-embarrassed and half-touched and stepped back toward the stall to change. “I’ll be right back” you promised, disappearing inside and slipping on the new dress. When you stepped out, you felt a little self-conscious, smoothing the fabric over your hips.

Sylus’s gaze met yours, his eyes lighting up with admiration. “Beautiful” he said simply, letting his gaze linger as if he were committing the sight to memory.

You felt your cheeks warm under his gaze but a smile crept onto your face as you looked at him. “Think we can go back and pretend like none of this happened?”

He chuckled, offering his arm with a grin. “Of course, kitten. I’ll even let you hold onto the bag—it’s yours, after all.”

You laughed, taking his arm, feeling a surge of confidence as he led you back to your table. Sylus didn’t just make you feel taken care of; he made you feel cherished, like every little detail about you was worth his time.

And as you settled back into your seat, he gave you a wink. “Next time, just call me sooner. Anything to keep my kitten comfortable, you know?”

You smiled, knowing he meant every word. The rest of the night passed in a blur of laughter, stolen glances, and soft whispers and for the first time, you didn’t feel an ounce of insecurity—you were just glad to have Sylus by your side

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Hii I'm new here and I LOVE to read your fics!! Can you write something more nsfw. I really love the way you keep it subtle.

helloooo thank you 🥹🫶 i can't promise on writing full-on nsfw fics with sylus for a personal reason & because i don't think i can deliver 😭 (for now) but will definitely try to write more subtle ones when i can think of something in the future! 🫶 most of my ideas come at random times, and i'm a bit busy right now with personal matters. i hope you understand 🫶

thanks so much again 🥰🫶🫶

additional note: just came here to reply to this, and for anyone who might drop in my asks to request something nsfw 🙇‍♀️

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thinking about despite how sylus is the most feared figure in the N109 zone, i can't help but ksksks over the fact that he would bend down if it's you. like he is his own boss, but when you come into the picture, all of that gets thrown out of the window and is at your whim.

he entertains your silly ideas, even though it's very out of character for him. i also think he's going to fuel your silly ideas more, such as when you want to do something new that's out of your comfort zone, expect that this man is going to gently encourage you and will be there with you to do it.

"sy, what if we do cosplay in public?"

not another word. he's already on his phone going over your cosplay outfits in your cart and had them shipped as soon as possible.

despite this, he still have that authoritative or dominant aura you know. like in situations where he has to step in and decide for the both of you, especially since it concerns your well-being.

"but sy, i want to have fried chicken :("

"i will cook you a better one tonight, sweetie. you've been feeding off on chicken for days now."

"okay, it better be more delicious than fried chicken >:("

and this man never disappoints.

random thoughts about sylus again before i suffer through my research assignments 🫶