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This is an out of character post

Recently mod made little clay sculptures of Sasha and Heinz, and since I am really proud of them I thought it would be fitting to show them off here!

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They're finally done! ^^

The red one isn't as pretty, but it was my first try after all. I'll wear them anyway.

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i was cuddling with my boyfriend last night when his shoulder started tensing up (like he was readjusting or gently pushing me off) and when i asked him if he was okay or needed me to move or something he went “no you’re fine, i was just imagining myself pulling a large rope. i didn’t even realize my shoulder was doing that lmao” then refused to elaborate and i have never been as attracted to him as i was in that moment.

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yesterday for April Fool’s my workplace had a short training article on recognizing computer-generated faces from real ones and one of the tricks mentioned was “count the teeth” and I just wanted to say that it’s both ironic and kind of horrifying how society has unwittingly cycled right back to IF YE MEET A MAN ON THE ROAD, COUNT HIS FINGERS LEST YE DEAL UNKNOWING WITH A FAE 

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people who are nice to me in online games even though i suck: i owe u my life

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Idk how to take good pictures of myself, but I was REALLY feeling this. Hehe

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OAL’s stressful pushing of high performance content is going to drive me to quit before I said I would.

It’s true that I don’t owe them anything, and that I’ve been doing nothing but helping them and getting nothing in return. It’s not worth it even though I enjoy casting to be constantly stressing out about one thing or another for an organization that isn’t paying me even below minimum wage.

I’m just so tired of OAL. I need more time off, away from it.

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Wanted to draw this extremely cute 1930s postcard I stumbled across earlier

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"Pride month is over"

WRONG! Your pride month is over! Me and all the other disabled queers are having pride month two: disability edition

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Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!

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It’s so hard to not be checked out of OAL stuff because I’ve decided the organization isn’t one I want to represent nor is it one I have fun with anymore.

I’ve had a lot of negative history with the organization, and while some of it was complicated by my own feelings and priorities at the time, most of it is just because the organization is barely an organization, and it should not take a handful of people to keep it from dying.

Taking away my individuality as caster by stating that not only did I have to change my background for the 2% of time that I’m on screen at all, and then not immediately offering to provide the materials when I’m doing all this as volunteer work is LAUGHABLE. You want to be a real organization? The least you can do is pay me.

I’m done putting in effort that I get zero recognition or adoration for. I’m sick of this welcoming grassroots organization turning into the same old top 500 only organization that other Overwatch leagues are. And I’m pissed off that as a caster, I wasn’t included in any of the important meetings necessary for the upcoming season.

Fuck you, OAL. You get one more season out of me because I need a good reference. And then I’m out. Thanks for stressing me out so badly that I had constant panic attacks. Thanks for making me work so hard for zero recognition. And thanks for abandoning your mission for…

Well, I can’t even say what you abandoned all that for. I just hope it was worth it.

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Period emotions plus the world turning is actually SUCH a bad combination.

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I think on Father’s Day there should be a duel tradition called No Fathers Day where you take your friends with no dad/terrible dads to go do something someone’s dad would take them to do. Fishing, Colonial Williamsburg, maritime museum, car show, etc. Similar thing with Mother’s Day.

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Assorted Furby sketches.

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