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"yOuR trAuMa mAde yOu sTroNger" no bitch it made me prone to disassociation and afraid of loud noises

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The only child I have the capacity to take care of is my inner child. I do not currently want children, and I may never want children. My wounds are too deep. The amount of healing I need may take a lifetime, and I refuse to put any child through that.

Children deserve happiness without conditions. My health, both mental and physical, are conditions I WILL NOT subject any children to endure.

To the children I will probably never have, this comes from a place of love and selflessness. I just hope the world can understand.

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I never want to have kids because I'm scared I might hurt them the way my parents did to me, but also I do want kids so I can give them all the love I never got.

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toxic parents will traumatize you and act surprised when you act like you've been traumatized

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Will forever be jealous of people who have a healthy relationship with their parents and siblings like damn wish that could be me

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One of the worst realizations that I have ever made is realizing that all I ever wanted was to be loved by my parents. I never would've turned out like this if they just loved me unconditionally.

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Parents really do traumatize you and then force you to reparent yourself instead of being a capable human being who can contribute to society like a normal person. Sorry I can't get a well paying job right now I'm trying to learn coping mechanisms.

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3:13 pm at home

“Being around my family for an extended period of time makes me physically ill. I don't know how else to explain it…”

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I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into

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You deserved parents who encouraged your dreams.

It wasn't your job to make their dreams come true for them, or to live the life they dreamed up for you.

Your life is yours.

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