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The feels, the doing the planning
Its 2 days before I have to go back to MA. I feel funny I think its sadness. I'm going back to not an ideal situation but still I am grateful for. The fight for my life continues. I have to push I just have to push. The organization I need to not waste any time. Am I afraid of greatness? Just thought Am I afraid of greatness because I have a hard time socializing? Is it because I know that when I succeed I have to show more of myself and I don't know how to do it without being awkward? But I want to socialize and I want to learn. If I go out and push myself to socialize and I get comfortable then I wouldn't have to be afraid of greatness. I would welcome it because I would have conquered a fear already. So I need to get an ADHD assessment to see if I have it. Which im convinced I do have. I have a plan for it though 2 plans. Ill reveal them at a later time but I will keep you posted in the meantime of my progress. Gonna keep the exercise going to conquer myself little by little.
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My Life keeps going back to square one
Allow me to introduce myself, my name is Synko. I'm starting this blog to keep track of my life and my personal development. As of now, I struggle with mostly myself. I don't live life. I'm just existing and been existing for too long. Its like survival mode. Each day, I'm mostly inside my own space where I feel safe. Hiding from the world, taking everything life throws at me and trying to dodge it while wishing for a better life. I know that in order for me to have a better life I need to design it otherwise it will be done for me and so far I hate how its become.
I lack self confidence, social skills, will and purpose. To try and combat this I watch self help videos and try to understand the psychology behind why I am the way I am. I also read books on how to improve. Still I take minimal action or at least I have taken minimal action because I've decided now to take life by the fucking horns and direct that bitch to where the fuck I want it to go. But where to start there is so much to do and improve on.
I think the best thing right now is to work on my self confidence. So I'm going to start with that. Ill work on my body and watch what I eat to then develop better eating and exercise habits. The focus will be maintained on exercise. Just that because that way I wont feel overwhelmed. Ill be on the lookout for people who I can consider a role model and try to befriend them.
The battle for my body is important to me because I don't want to feel sluggish anymore, its like carrying extra weight around that's unnecessary. I want to feel sexy as fuck too. It'll be a great boost of confidence. Also, Learning how to dress myself to always look and feel amazing! Teach myself to always be groomed. There's a lot of work I need to do and as I keep blogging about it Ill try to organize it as best I can so that any readers can easily understand what I'm trying to do. And if you also need to start improving yourself then come join me and lets live a fulfilled and abundant life!
9/10/2021
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If you dip your face into freshly-fallen snow and take a picture of the imprint with your flash on, you’ll likely end up with a 3D image of your face. Source Source 2 Source 3

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She drank hard liquor, smoked cigars, carried a 10 gauge shotgun and a .38 Smith & Wesson, gambled, fought duels, punched out men as an old woman, and received special permission from the mayor of Cascade to be served in any bar. She broke barriers of race, gender, and age during her time, and let no one stop her.
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In 2009, the attorney general for the island state of Tasmania stated that Australian wallabies had been found creating crop circles in fields of opium poppies, which are grown legally for medicinal use, after consuming some of the opiate-laden poppies and running in circles
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