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So, I had to get my meds adjusted AGAIN! So during a a psychotic episode, I streamed for like two minutes yelling and shit. I haven’t been back to delete it but if you were ever wondering what manic psychosis looks like , there you go .

I will be coming back, but I just don’t know if I’ll be consistent like I was before I need to get a job and really focus on myself . Which I can do and do twitch but I also just seem so tired lately. I’m sure everyone can relate to being tired well with that. I say,

STAY GOLDEN,

Tia



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The woman who raised me

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What do people even use tumblr for anymore? *sigh*

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Happy 20th Anniversary of The Sims 2!

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Saw Say Anything on a Wednesday night. Thursday was ROUGH but it was 1000000% worth it. I had such a blast and looked so fuckin’ HOT BRO 🔥

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I had to recieve impatient mental health treatment, again.

If you’ve been my follower or friend for a while you know I’ve been vocal about my mental health struggles. In January I was hospitalized for a week after being in mania induced psychosis for a week before intervention.

This treatment center ignored my cries for them to consider my diagnosis from 2021, schizoaffective bipolar disorder. Alas, I was labeled as “substance induced mood disorder” by a nurse on a sticky note before being discharged with no diagnosis.

Unfortunately, I just had to go into treatment for another week at a different facility. My family was able to intervene promptly to me slipping entirely from reality. I requested to go to the facility that gave me that diagnosis and it was accompanied.

The ER staff were the sweetest ladies I have ever had as a 1 on 1. They called me their little contortionist and rubbed my declared “glass bones” to relieve tension from my body. Something I struggle with the most when I’m in that state of mind is my medical persecute delusions. I’ll share my entire story in a video sometime.

It’s been hard to accept being schizophrenic.

But now, I know what I’m dealing with and am now on the proper medication regimen to manage and excel in my life. I’m sad I missed my streamerversay due to my hospitalization but I’ll be back soon. Just gotta caught up in school first.

Love you all.

Fun projects are coming and continuing 🫡

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@nobrainpaige this is my failing art tumblr cause ya know schizoifed. Lmfao

Step by step…

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Ya lay off my wife pal

Are you single

Happily married 😊❤️

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I love how I spelled sight. >.> lmfao

Beautiful site

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Some of the newest community builds with their owners, Alex Moon of Black Mesa and Paris Capulet of Veronaville 2.0 🖤

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I will be beginning my new bi-weekly stream schedule tomorrow Jan 6, 2024 at 3pm-7pm est at twitch.tv/t0xictia ✨ we left off in my Uber hood with the Sousa family and I cannot wait to finish their introductory round. 🖤

I miss spending time with you all through my neighborhoods. Your patience and understanding of my personal struggles and demands are appreciated more than you know.

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Finally releasing the newest episode for Xmas! Will be seeing yall on twitch soon. 🖤

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America would be NOTHING without black people.

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I need to stop dragging my feet and get behind my pc like Annie here. I miss you all so much. I don’t think I’ll be consistent until the new year however; I am going to stream once this week.