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NO YOU DONT the fog is coming đ đ varied lotf doodles I LIKE THEM A LOTTTTT good good book. yesss
design/inspo for the design of roger from mikeru .. the simon says animatic got stuck in my head real bad
som kind of first pass designs .. yess
so insanely self infulgent au bc i want them to be friends but pls believe me when i say I UNDERSTAND THE BOOK i just like to play with them like dolls
this 1 i really have no explanation for i just think hes silly. simon you bugly af
simon sewing project coming soon i just need 2 figure out how to sculp some bugs ON GOD !!!!!!
#lord of the flies#lotf#lord of the flies fanart#im so far past the âooohhh teehee its a classic book im so embarassedâ NO these r my tooys#jack merridew#my goat...#lotf piggy#lotf ralph#ralph lotf#lotf roger#lotf simon#lotf samneric#i need 2 reread the book bc the first time i didnt know who to pay attention to. i missed sooo much abt some of the choir#i have a whole COLORED AND COMPLETED DOODLE PAGE i prob wont post bc it was before i realized i was so wrong on jack n ralphs hair colors#i thought they looked like the 90s movie... ouuu embarassed. i didnt realized jack was ginger until like THE LAST PAGE#thought they were both blonde. was mad about that. tricked myself into thinking ralph had dark hair#i dont wanna talk abt it. i DO wanna talk abt ralph and his god damn HANDSTANDS#headstands. whatever. he does like 12 in the first 3 chapters and gets so sad when he CANT cuz theres not enough room.. bro...#no particular ships here i think theyd be deeply messed up and codependent and intertwined#theyre also 12 so i just dont gaf what they do#actually so little of rogers design is original 1 sec
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extremely important question do any buffy fans here actually like angel (the series not the character) because i swear all i see lately is people saying it sucks and they couldn't get through it and it's like you can't ALL be that wrong
#season 1 is i guess a bit slow if you're not into the initial premise#at least the beginning#and yeah the soap opera dramatics of s4 get ragged on for obvious reasons#but 2 and 3 are insane#and 5 is just a lot of fun indespersed with some of the most devastating shit you'll ever watch. great times#angel has some of the best storylines in the entire buffyverse argue with the wall#it's not as solid all the way through as buffy by any means but the heights of angel absolutely rival some of the heights of buffy#doesn't beat them out though but still#also s4 is way better on rewatches is what i've realised#first time i was like. what#but once you know what's actually causing everyone to act like they are it isn't as crazy as it first seems lmao#still a mess and joss whedon must pay for his crimes regarding cordelia#but it's definitely much better still#i just don't understand how you can watch wesley completely unraveling throughout the show and not agree it bangs severely#the father will kill the son????? peak television i don't CARE#also angel gets sooo much darker and adult than buffy it's so interesting!!#and darla... oh my darla.....#most people hate connor when he grows up and thats fair i did too#i still don't love him but i appreciate his character a looot more on rewatches#and from a psychological perspective he's fascinating#he gets a bit of a dawn treatment from audiences i feel like. like you can call them annoying thats fair#but when people claim they're annoying for no reason im like lets look at their lives so far please đ#anyway. regardless of your opinion on older connor. that initial storyline before and right after he's born#absolutely fucking crazy and also so good#you're telling me you watched darla sobbing being like i won't even be able to remember that i loved it and you felt nothing????#i could go on about this forever probably sorry
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This post is long overdue, but because I promised exactly seven years ago today that I would talk about this âlaterâ, I want to finally do it!
So, prior to annoying everyone here about the Far Cry series, mostly Far Cry 5, and complaining about its nightmarishly-inconsistent lore, I used to annoy everyone with Final Fantasy XV and its... surprinsingly-not-that-inconsistent story. Itâs not perfect, of course, and Iâm sure many people could tell you more about it and its flaws better than I can, but considering it was told in the span of at least three years across four versions of the main game (which was updated several times to add more cutscenes and information), four DLC episodes, two films, two books, one animated series, one multiplayer expansion, as well as a few more spin-off games, demos, and trailers (not all of them canon), I still think itâs impressively coherent and that things could have been way worse.
Despite having never played this game myself (I donât even know if Iâve ever said that), I fell in love with it, and more specifically with a character named Ardyn Izunia, a charismatic antagonist with a tragic past. Yes, I have a type.
Anyway, one thing I loved to complain about at the time was the English localization of the game. Although itâs far from being terrible, it slightly differs from the original Japanese version, and while some changes are appropriate and make sense (a localization isnât meant to be a literal translation, after all), others are... questionable. The English version also had the luxury of having its own facial animations, which means the team didnât even have to worry about being 100% faithful to the characterâs original lip movements and emotions. And they werenât.
Some of the choices that were made regarding Ardyn in particular are still upsetting to me. The way he talks about his name is unclear? People get confused. A sentence he finishes in Japanese gets interrupted in English for no apparent reason? That creates a non-existent mystery. A frown is turned upside-down? That erases a rare and therefore important angry reaction. He doesnât chuckle at a key moment? That changes the tone of the scene and his feelings on the whole situationâŚ
So, on March 19th, 2018, I said I wanted to talk about âwhen he sounds mocking and unimpressed instead of surprised and offended in the Pocket Editionâ, so this is what Iâm going to do, at long last. The mobile version of FFXV is interesting because it contains a few lines that were not in the original game and never included in the other editions (unless thatâs changed; itâs been a while since Iâve studied this game). Those lines are exchanged between Noctis and Ardyn during their final battle.
From what Iâve seen and tried to translate thanks to online tools (I still donât speak Japanese), the English conversation is nearly identical to the original Japanese version, but thereâs one thing Ardyn says, and especially how he says it, that is very different to me.
When Noctis asserts he will save him from the darkness, in English, Ardyn replies, âWill you?â in a rather derisive and dismissive tone. In Japanese, though, he replies, âä˝?â (âWhat?â), and it seems Noctisâ words actually affect him. You can hear both versions below. Focus on Ardynâs tone:
Original videos: English - Japanese
To me, the way he replies in English suggests he doesnât take Noctis seriously at all. Itâs like heâs saying, âAw, thatâs cute; as if you could do thatâ. In Japanese, however, I think he sounds shocked, like he canât believe someone would genuinely want to help him despite everything heâs done and the monster he has become.
His reaction reminds me of the moment Lunafreya softly tells him he will eventually know peace⌠and he just slaps her. I could never decide exactly why he did it. I donât know if itâs because he feels insulted and belittled by her words or if, on the contrary, he canât stand the fact sheâs showing compassion, not to mention right after heâs just mortally stabbed her. Does her kindness hurt him because he believes he doesnât deserve it? Does she remind him of the man he used to be, the selfless, naive healer she somehow managed to still see, deep inside of him, despite the many layers of darkness heâs spent ages burying himself under?
In any case, it seems Ardyn is supposed to react strongly and be thrown off balance when someone believes he can and deserves to be saved, so what I wanted to say in 2018 is that I thought, and still think, that itâs a shame the English version of his line in the Pocket Edition doesnât reflect that.
#Iâm also biased about the ffxv lore because compared to fc5 it seems nearly flawless#thatâs right ffxv people who donât know fc5 reading this#we only had like 2 games 4 dlcs (only 1 supposed to actually matter) 3 books and 1 film and itâs already A COMPLETE MESS#weâre talking blatant contradictions and ooc moments#and donât even get me started on the wiki not properly wikiing#ffxv#final fantasy xv#ffxv pocket edition#final fantasy xv pocket edition#pocket edition#ardyn#ardyn izunia#ardyn lucis caelum#noctis lucis caelum#lunafreya nox fleuret#revisiting my ardyn posts and realizing my theory about the name 'izunia' was wrong#ah. never mind.#I donât know if they retconned that or if I was just wrong#itâs probably just the latter haha#I think the clues were misleading though#ffxv spoilers#my videos
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Cinderella's Castle Cast Reveal (Part 2) [Part 1] [Kickstarter]
#jon matteson#lauren lopez#joey richter#mariah rose faith casillas#jeff blim#cinderella's castle#starkid#team starkid#hfgifs#i don't know if i should just add this to part 1 or make a new complete set#it's been 10 days lol#BUT i already made ANOTHER complete cast set from the instagram thank you vid so...#this is a mess#what i did not have in my calendar for April is that I am gonna be promoting one thing or another for the rest of the month#my girl Ang needs some rest lol#because MY WALLET NEEDS A REST hahahaha#this is a rare 3 post day#crumb#sir hop a lot#cc narrator#putrice ashmore#rancilda ashmore
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powder keg (full under the cut)

#wip success story!!#for a bit there i expected it to be a wip failure but i think we turned it around boys#arcane#arcane jinx#isn't it kinda cool how vi and powder don't. have last names. do vander or silco have last names#this thing has 49 layers and 1 of them is completely unrelated#approximately 8 of them are lineart#so it took 40 layers to color this.......#most of them are hidden too it's cuz i am so indecisive and afraid of messing stuff up so i just duplicate the layers and keep going#this is not a great art philosophy but it is what it is#eyestrain#my eyes got fucking STRAINED while working on this#but i love bright colors </3#the evidence of duplicating layers is in one of my shading layers called Layer5-1-2-1-1-1-1-1-2-2-1 or something like that#i went into overdrive lowkey bc i was like this Has to be finished before arc 3 (uhh very mild act 3/trailer spoilers to follow ig)#bc i Know her look changes and god knows i was NOT gonna erase those braids i painstakingly outlined (over a year ago)#it's the principle of the thing. i basically redrew half of it anyways but only because i could not stand it if i did not#i was already feeling like euhhhhhhhhhh abt the whole composition bc when i originally drew it it was kinda half based#around her league personality#so working on it now felt like it was just. Quite ooc for our current moment in the canon timeline#well. whatever. i think she looks cool enough. character notwithstanding. i just hope she is happy after saturday </3#jinx#jinx league of legends#felt like i should tag that on bc the personality thing lol.... lol#i just went through the jinx tag and reblogged a whole stream of super sentimental and super angsty jinx stuff#and now i am posting what i post best. moderately cool poses and mildly affective expressions :)#my art
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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
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âĄBack when it was just usâĄ
đTeam Paperđ
Splatfest World Premier 27-08-2022
[Master Post]
#aaaaand just one more left to go!#what was a truly terrible mistake of mine became quite poetic in the end#in several ways actually#1. Being that. After all these events we go back to the beginning one last time to where it all began#when it was just the three of them#for one last time before the big event#2. This just further solidifies my pick of team future#Why? Well#because I messed up big time in the past and only realised in the middle of the event and freaked out about it.#But I had to keep going#I came this far why give up now? So I pushed forward and here I am!#Also the origamis being shiver and fry was completely unintentional on my part#đđ#I just thought it be funny to also add one on her head and then I realised while coloring that I could make it symbolise them đ#Anyway#looking back with the first drawing.... HOW DID I IMPROVE SO MUCH IN 19 DAYS WHAY?!?!?! HOLY SHIT THE DIFERRENCE#frye fest#frye onaga#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#splatfest world premiere#team paper#rock vs paper vs scissors#my art#saltys art
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just a v e r y rough tl of lxl honeymoon 2: collab boogaloo
be sure to check out the anime (which hails from the ultimate box of the album) if you're able to!!! and support the official release!!!
all screenshots in here are from the trailer btw

Aizo: Hi Julieta! Iâm Aizo!
Yujiro: Hello Julieta, Iâm Yujiro.
Aizo: Today, the two of us, LIPxLIP, are on a trip.
Yujiro: Weâve come to Izumo as a reward for completing our album.
Aizo: Weâll be sharing a little glimpse of todayâs trip with you guys, so enjoy!
Yujiro: Weâve been here since yesterday, but letâs start off with our wake up call!
Aizo: Youâre showing them that?!

Yujiro: Good morning, everyone. Itâs 6am. Itâs still too early to have breakfast, but Iâm going to show you Aizoâs sleeping face.
Yujiro: He sure is asleep, hm?
Yujiro: Heâs drooling.
Yujiro: Aizo, youâll be late. Youâll be late, you know?
Aizo: Eh? What?
Yujiro: Itâs already 9 oâclock, hurry! Get up!
Aizo: Ah? Itâs 9?
Yujiro: Youâll be late for work!
Aizo: Whyâre you filming me?! Youâre lying for sure! Stop it!
Yujiro: [laughs] And that, Julieta, was Aizoâs sleeping face!

Aizo: And here we are at the breakfast table. Weâre about to have our breakfast.
Yujiro: Aizo has woken up too.
Aizo: Wow, Yujiro, youâre having Japanese food as expected, huh? Ooh, isnât that Izumo Soba?
Yujiro: And you, Aizo, are having Western food as expected⌠Wait, what the heck? Youâre having pasta first thing in the morning?
Aizo: I just felt like having it today. Even you feel like having Western food in the morning sometimes, donât you?
Yujiro: I guess so. I wouldnât eat pasta in the morning, though.
Aizo: Iâm sure the Julieta watching this will be like âI just knew Yujiroâd be eating Japanese food and Aizoâd be having Western foodâ, huh?
Yujiro: Maybe they will. We do give off those impressions, donât we? Just like how weâd have either coffee or cocoa respectively.
Aizo: I got it. Wanna change the impressions we give off by trading our breakfast meals?
Yujiro: I donât wanna. I want to eat my soba.
Aizo: Yeah, yeah.
Yujiro: Julieta, which do you prefer? Western food? Japanese food? Tell us, okay?
Aizo: Yum!

Aizo: We donât usually shoot vids all by ourselves, huh?
Yujiro: Though you say âusuallyâ, this is the first time weâve done it, right? The staff always tag along with us.
Aizo: They plan all kinds of programmes for us too, right? Yeah. So, where do we go now?
Yujiro: Ehh, I donât know. You decide, Aizo.
Aizo: Me? You decide, Yujiro. I dunno where to go either.
Yujiro: You decide, Aizo.
Aizo: Eh?! Youâre kidding! Hmm⌠I canât think of anything.
Yujiro: Planning ahead sure is important, isnât it?
Aizo: Yeah. Letâs just walk around for now.


Yujiro: And so, weâre now at the footbaths!
Aizo: Phew, itâs hot in here!
Yujiro: We came here too last time, didnât we?
Aizo: Yeah, back during our live tour, right?
Yujiro: Oh right, Aizo, how do you feel about the release of our second album?
Aizo: Of course Iâm happy âbout it. I mean, releasing even just one albumâs already pretty amazing.
Yujiro: Yup. The fact that weâre able to release a second album is all thanks to our Julieta, right?
Aizo: Yeah. Weâve gotta try even harder to meet their expectations, huh? How do you feel about the album, Yujiro?
Yujiro: I guess I feel differently about it than I did about our first album.
Aizo: Eh? How so?
Yujiro: I feel as though I wouldnât have been able to do it alone. Itâs all thanks to the support and expectations of our Julieta that weâre able to stand on stage. And, as that stage grows bigger and bigger, I get the feeling that I wouldnât have been able to respond to the size of the stage all by myself.
Aizo: Yeah, I feel the same way. Iâve had thoughts like âWhy are there 2 guys in LIPxLIP? I could do it by myself.â before. But this has made me realise once again that going at it alone would just mean halving our power.
Yujiro: Weâre able to develop better together as a pair than we would have on our own. I'd say that weâre indispensable to each other for sure.
Aizo: Yeah, we are. Plus, things would sure get boring without a rival around, huh?
Yujiro: Yup. Aizo, the friendly rivalry between you and me⌠Wait a sec! This is going to be a bonus video! Isnât this conversation getting embarrassing?!
Aizo: Yeah, it is. But isnât it fine for us to talk about our true feelings when the two of us are on a trip together?
Yujiro: I guess so. Weâre alone on this trip together, after all.
Aizo: Yeah. Aight then, letâs end this off with a word of thanks to our Julieta.
Yujiro: Thank you for getting our second album, Julieta.
Aizo: Thanks, Julieta.
Yujiro: This album is packed with our thoughts and feelings. It'll make us happy if you listen to it many times over.
Aizo: Youâll listen to it, wonât ya? Weâre going to keep growing from here on out, so follow our progress, yeah?
Yujiro: Follow us, okay?
Aizo: Till we meet again, Julieta!
Yujiro: Bye bye Julieta. See you around.
Aizo: See ya!
#no im not subbing the anime i dont have windows movie maker anymore :(#but hmmmm ig this can be used as a very rough reference for those of y'all who have the anime but can't understand what they're saying?#may delete this post later idk that's future me's problem#some lines are prettyyyyyy iffy bc 1: my ears are complete and utter rubbish#and 2: i was relying heavily on autocaptions for this to compensate for 1 and it messed up on occasion#and ofc 3: some overcompensation was done in an attempt to make the lines flow decently sooooooooooo~~~~~~~~#in any case thank you autocaptions for making this possible. genuinely couldn't have done it without you#fingers crossed that a better tl will manifest someday~~~~~~#ok that's enough lxl for one week gnnnnnnnnnn#ćBODY ONCE TOLD MEâ#lxl tl things
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Possibly cw for ed, sorta numbers (steps), also fit check. Not body

Knives knives knives knives (in tune of something i think is by bo burnham) also idk why my middle finger looks like that it aint cut or anything.
Is 5,377 steps in 49 mins good? Bad?? Like i said. Gonna go to 10,000, but uh. God give me a moment im NOT passing out from fucking simple dehydration.
Uavgfns tbh i kinda feel like shit. Like maybe a bit better tho? Proud ish maybe?? Uh. As in âat least im doing somethingâ
(Ok so little edit, i looked it up and it said abt 30-50 mins for 5000 steps so. Eh. But i was just. Normally walking. Nothing intense ish. HOWEVER the road i walk on is weirdly shaped and its ever so slightly curved and goes up and down so. This is why im so sore! Im not kidding. Its not consistent đ (also smth said step length but it doesnt make sense. My step length is 15.4 - 30.3 and it didnt line up so. Eh. Also according to iphone i have no idea bc i dont measure every step i take!)
#jâs a bloody mess#Also nearly fucked my switch again!#Ok so my switch isnt a button one its manual (or whatever) so the bar to close it again/lock it#Moved from the left to center. Like i think theres a rib on the knife. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS WELL LOOK AT A SWITCH#and i dropped it. Bc i was spinning it but was completely fucking zoned out.#It seemed fine but i went to open if after a few mins (like 2) and sometimes if you dont do it hard enough#Its only like half way. (Haha sex joke) but when that happens i usually flick my wrist to open it fully#And i flicked it too hard and the bar went to the right side which it aint supposed to do!#I was havin a convo wirh myself about knife tricks and arguing that my switch is a fixed blade bc it locks before hand. And this mf (me)#Deadass said as soon as it did that âwell i guess its a fixed blade nowâ LIKE MOTHERFUCKER YOURE PAYING 20$ FOR IT.#I got ir fixed. You kinda just have to. Press the bar back really hard. But yk. Not any less scary!#Also. 10.000 spesifically bc i want to surpase my father.#In this week his highest is just under 10.000 so. Also weirdly enough we have basically the same step length??#I say this bc. 1. My mother is wayyyyy too easy to beat. Unlovingly. 2. Im 15 while this man is 60???? He does have a faster speed tho#His was some ungodly like 2-3 mph while mines 1.1 - 2.9#One time my mother checked on life360 when he was broke down and it said he was driving 3 mph#And it was literally him fucking WALKING.#So yeah i want to beat my father in this made up competition! I want to be better than those i dislike. I have to be i have to be i have to
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hey does anyone wanna bounce bellhands/they all went to pirate school together ideas with me? im trying to figure out the missing pieces of my personal set up and it might be easier with someone else!
#if youve never spoken to me before please be aware i will type a whole paragraph in response to one (1) sentence#but if ur down for that! please.#ive got like. the start and the end and a couple bits in the middle fleshed out but it doesn't f l o w#this is the problem with trying to condense more than a years of ideas into one cohesive narrative. i usually swap and change things as#and when it suits so im like. i don't know what i need in this#its just for my silly little tumblr post but#i would appreciate it <3#i can send you what ive wrote and we can go from there or we can start from scratch bouncing ideas or u can just ask me questions#or something to help fill in gaps idk whatever works for u! what ive got is like. a fuckin mess honestly its ramblings and half finished#thoughts and just. its. a complete state and thats not even touching on whats missing (like. anything that matters in the middle basically)#nyxtalks#ofmd#bellhands#sam bellamy#izzy hands#israel hands#if you're unfamiliar with the concept: its Hornigold era stuff; jack + ed + izzy + sam all sailing under him and learning the ropes togethe#im not trying to go into too many details; just the underlying structure that is what I think of when i think of them#its probably not something anyone else cares about but i think i need it for some of the more fun 'what if Izzy went with sam' posts#i realised if i wanted to say what the divergence point was i Needed to establish all this lol#'oh yeah its when izzy chooses sam after the mutiny despite their argument' NYX WHAT ARGUMENT. you need to tell us what u mean
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In the same vein as my last post, I made more of these with my all of my tavs and my one (1) durge!
Then I printed them out on sticker paper lol. Gotta find a place for them all, but I've put these two on my pin board. My printer messed up their colors, tho :(

#yes i have nine goddamn saves in this game#only two of them have gone past act 1 but the others are getting there !!!#baldur's gate iii#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 tav#small edit: I tried drawing my half-orc from memory and completely messed him up lol
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Having a 9am class and an 8 hour shift the same day I have an assignment due so I haven't slept, is a recipe for disaster. Fingers crossed I don't bodily attack a customer đ¤
#ace is a mess#Uni shenanigans#work tag#told my boss i was available 1-9 as thats the usual weekday shift he gives me he approved it then scheduled me for 12 đ¤¨#hes lucky my ciass finished on time cus i wanna throttle him hes taking the pss lately#im running on 3 hours sleep cus i had to try get this assignment finished before i went to sleep cus i have class and work today#its due at 4pm and i was not gonna risk tryna get it done on my break when he never sends us for breaks anyway#im so sleep deprived lately i cant wait for assessment season to be over so i can stop making stupid decisions about my sleep habits#when my stress imduced insomnia is already kicking my ass as it does every season and yet i never learn#i love working in customer service with useless managers when im feeling homicidal#hopefully i manage to get through the shift without completely losing it praying i wont yell is already a losing battle#customers are always at the most stupid when you dont have the patience for it though
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what is my family going to do about the dishes when i move out. like this is insane.
#purrs#i understand that because im not contributing as much financially to the house + am not home most of the day doing dishes every night is a#fair reasonable way to expect me to contribute. but also i come home every day fucking exhausted and basically have to clean an entire dayâs#worth of dishes (not allowed to leave them out to dry either i have to both wash and dry) for 5 people + put away all the food and#appliances + wipe down all the counters. like i clean up 5 peoples mess completely by myself. and itâs a lot and i constantly go to bed at#lkke 1:30-2am or later because im stuck doing dishes. my mom and siblings cook but they almost always do it together so itâs 3 ppl and then#i do this by myself and sometimes my dad helps me but heâs working all the time and all of his money is going to all of us so itâs fair that#he doesnât have to help but. god. i have to be at work at 9 every day itâs not enough sleep and i am constantly late and so so so tired.#its 1:19am and i still have 2 sink fuls of dishes to do at least + have to put away all the food etc and itâs 1:19am. my body is screaming#at me to sleep but i am not allowed to leave it less than spotless. awesome#delete later#anyways yeah what i was saying initially is like.. what are they going to do when i move out and they canât just leave the mess to me at the#end of the night. someoneâs gonna have to stay up just as late to clean it all. lol#it takes me at least an hour every night to do all of this
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Every time with PPPPPP I keep thinking "am I reading too much into this" (-> probably -> who knows! -> no way to confirm now!). Today, I'm really impressed with how much the volume extras of volume 7 & 8 pack a punch despite them being really really simple. So I'm going to read (too much) into it again x_x
Volume 7 covers the end of the 4v4 piano battle, Chocho's death and its direct aftermath (ch 53 - 61).
After each chapter there's an extra page that's blank save for a stave with a single note like this, similar to the rings the sextuplets wear/wore:

(excuse the crappy phone quality, this twitter thread by @/ppppppupdates has the extras from all the volumes pulled from the digital versions which are much clearer. I've linked to a few of them here and there).
The first note is C (Do) and the note moves up the C major scale with each chapter. To me, this came off as "very ominous countdown". You reach the end of the chapter, turn a page and BAM, the note's crept up again. It took me out of it for a second while still building suspense and still maintaining the flow of the story. The last note is B (ti/shi). This happens after chapter 59, which is when Chocho dies. So the scale was counting down (ok, up) to Chocho's death, where the chapter ends on a "pi-----"/"beeeeep" sound effect.


I know the fact that the scale doesn't end on C probably has more to do with there only being 7 siblings + only 7 chapters preceding this moment, but I also like how the scale remains unfinished. Since the last note (B/ti) is the very unstable 7th degree in the scale my brain automatically wants the melody to resolve to C but it's cut short like Chocho's life is
(There are still two chapters in the volume after that but the extras are more like the previous volumes: Most of it is Sadame-centric, like the cover (little graphs depicting his ability, the acknowledgment page is a warped version of the electronics shop where Sadame and Meloli and the inside back cover is of Meloli and Sadame). Also, there's a conductor's baton for Furusu and the results of the popularity contest)
Volume 8 already immediately sucker punched me by having no one on this page. Then, in a break from the small drawings between chapters from previous volumes, each of those pages has a full-page portait of each sibling, starting with Reijiro, Mimin, Fanta (all smiling), then Sorachika, Don and Shikato and finally, after the final chapter-- a smiling Brilliant (?) Lucky dressed in the clothes he's wearing on the cover of volume 8.
The final extra pages are small items representing members of the Otogami family

Rejiro and Mimin
Fanta + the three pairs of polyhedron earrings might refer to Sorachika, on an Shitako?
Sorachika (scarf), Shikato (apple) and Don (score)
Gakuon, though I think it also could be referring to Brilliant Lucky as he's also associated with the necklace and his portrait has him wearing it while Gakuon/Sorachika(?)'s hand reaches for it
Lastly, there's a melancholic acknowledgments page (a room almost completely empty except for a piano) and the back inside cover (depicting the end of a measure, quite a definitive "the end" imo)
Interestingly, none of the extras depict or refer to Mediocre Lucky (unless the final portrait is what would have been Lucky's final form after, idk, he and Brilliant Lucky accept each other). Maybe this is fitting because his only appearances in volume 8 are 1) passed out in the cemetery in chapter 64 and 2) in that rigid, almost caricature-like form in chapter 70 where he's banished to the darkness by Brilliant Lucky.
All in all I think these extras make the volume end on an even sadder note than chapter 70 did on its own. A lot of them just remind me of stuff that we won't get to see: A happy Brilliant Lucky never appears in the actual story-- the story ends with Brilliant Lucky lashing out in anger and rejecting Mediocre Lucky. And if that final portait is (Mediocre) Lucky himself, then it's also a version of Lucky that we never got to see-- Lucky didn't get this good ending. Even the personal items on the extra pages are split between "siblings Lucky has saved" and "siblings Lucky has not saved" (& Fanta): Arcs that we got vs. arcs that we never will get.
#pppppp#i always feel like that pepe silvio conspiracy meme from it's always sunny in philadelphia when it comes to pppppp#âi wonder why reijiro was the first sibling to show up and not don even though the manga went re-mi-fa-so after that.."#âomg does fanta's earring placement mean his arc wasn't complete?#(i mean it probably doesnt but vol6 also made a point of doing a 2-1-3 sibling split in the extras->that was /during/ fanta's arc so hmm)â#âperhaps i need to revisit that draft on the otogamis' earrings even though it was a conclusionless mess..â#<- see this is what i mean =_=#mmnmmq.txt
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Amazing how it took the developers of Poppy Playtime two whole chapters to finally make a bare minimum of a functional game
#like yeah its leagues above the previous chapters but thats because the previous chapters were a hittily put together sloppy buggy mess that#shouldnt have been released in the way that they are right now. Chapter 3 is what chapter 1 should have been like#and yeah it's still a cashgrab at heart. its so distateful that they already made merch for chapter 3 that you could buy BEFORE it even#released. theyre 100% money driven. but at least if chapter 4 improves even more on what was in chapter 3 i think it can be a decent game#i dont think it can ever be a GOOD game because of what a disaster of two first chapters it has. not unless they completely rework them. and#with its story reaching its end slowly i doubt there even is time to make it a good game even if the last chapters are amazing in quality.#even if the last chapters are GREAT (which i doubt) it will never be anything else than a highly mixed medicore at best game. because it'll#always have this shitty developer studios' greed and the shitshow that were the first 2 chapters weighing it down#honestly. if chapter 3 or something akin to it was the first thing that was released of this game i would have actually liked it. yeah it#wouldnt be GREAT but it'd be decent and enjoyable. but instead it has its garbage first chapters staining what it could have been. it's#insane that I even have to praise a developer studio for delivering a BARE MINIMUM of a game. what the fuck is this. what happened to the#state of games. its shameful that releasing a barely functional nothing burger and charging for it became acceptable in any way#that aside even chapter 3 could improve in many areas. it feels more like a puzzle game with horror elements rather than a horror game with#puzzle elements. every time you get to a puzzle the game just halts to a complete stop. all the suspence they could have gotten just#completely dies on the spot. ive played and watched many horror games with puzzles in them and i like them a lot but this is just not how#you do that. it feels like youre walking from puzzle to a puzzle and all the interesting things that happen with actual substance happen in#between puzzles but instead of focusing on that it feels like the game focuses on the puzzles. it should be the other way around damn it#but i think if chapter 4 keeps the overall quality of chapter 3 and ups the scares while dailing down the puzzles or incorporating them#better into the atmosphere and story it might actually be a good horror game. well that chapter at least.#also ik the monster designs are very...mascot horror and analogue horror cliches but i actually enjoy them. Mummy Longlegs was medicore and#forgetful like the rest of her chapter and her only saving grace was her death scene. Huggy Wuggy's (god what a name) design and animations#and chase sequence were the only good thing of chapter 1 so i think if it was put into something of much better quality then it could#actually hold up. And I really like CatNap's design for some reason. The way he moves is creepy and yeah the face design is goofy as hell#but i can forgive it. i like that the fumes he releases makes you see him as a far creepier monster than he is that took me by surprise.#Also his death scene FUCKED severely by far the best scene in the entire game imo. Also I actually enjoyed his story? i cant believe im#saying this but chapter 3 and analogue horror videos actually got me interested in this game's story and where it will go. Insane.#and speaking of the analogue horror videos they made are good. WAY too good. I dont trust like that. They for sure hired somebody to make#them for them theres no way in hell they didnt. But yeah thats my opinion on this series. Over all not a good game and a complete cash grab#dont buy it there are way better games out there even in the mascot horror genere. But the quality did go up and it gets me hopeful#anyway my impromtu poopy playtime review's over
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#just turning over the idea of executive functioning issues in my head part by part. impulse control. im extremely tightly controlled. im the#best at control. the only times im impulsive is when someone asks me something and my brain doesn't work well in the moment so i tend to b#like fuck it: says something that might fuck me over later bc im like whatever itll prob b fine lol. but mostly not an issue. emotional#control. i dont lash out at ppl except myself i guess. ill sometimes have freak out meltdowns bc i get so frustrated with myself plus mood#weirdness. so not great. flexible thinking. im pretty rigid. if plans randomly change theres like a 1 in 3 chance ill freak out and start#crying and it takes me a long time to adjust to the idea that i have to chsnge something. and things tend to have to b a certain way#not for any reason in particular. thats just how it has to b. i have to eat the same foods. operate at the same times. do thr same things.#thats just how it is. and i find it difficult in social situations to adapt to the flow of convention bc its like but we're talking abt thi#now but something just interrupted and we aren't going abck to that thing. i dont make it other ppls problem but its uncomfortable for me.#working memory. my memory is pretty fucked. self monitoring. im good at that. too good. im pathologically self reflective. planning &#prioritizing. i can plan but i cant prioritize for shit. i will spiral for hours doing nothing bc i can't decide what comes 1st.#task initation. im good at torturing myself into getting things done but i anxiously avoid a lot of things but once i start its like: im in#this mode now. no i cant fucking stop i need this to b done. i need to sit here and finish it otherwise i wont come back to it. i cant do#moderation its all or nothing. all school and nothing outside of that. cant send mail. cant clean sink. i see it and kno i need to do it an#then i just walk away from the disaster area. organization. is ok. it looks a disaster but i only exist in like 3 places so i dont lose#things often but i dont remember where i put things once i put them down i have to deduce where i would have put it. does that paint the#picture of executive functioning issues or rigid and restrictive compulsive behavior paired with self destructive impulses leading to#absolute mental exhaustion which is y things arent getting done? could b either or both. idk my ability to do things 95% of the way and wal#away leaving a mess that ill never come back to strikes me more as the former but what do i#still its worth considering bc i do have an amazing to control myself in a way that's completely out of my control. maybr my start/stop#switch is just fucked idk. slow down and reorient says my counselor u never stop to rest. shes right but also im a grad student stopping#would mean death u gotta keep swimming and doing more than u should. thats how it is#but im so tired and i only get more and more tired. so somethings gotta give eventually#unrelated#i forgot focus. my focus is good sometimes and sometimes my brain is moving too fast and i cant focus at all. its static#but focus is not a thing i cna control
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they should give me a medal for most scared guy alive i think i deserve it
#im sorry. school opens tomorrow. i have a gift box with many gifts prepared for my Friend. i am scared#1) what if she does not like it (impossible(#2) what if i mess it up (hard)#3) what if i forgot something really important despite having made an entire checklist that i completely finished (doubtable)#4) what if i walk into school and Everyone pulls out a Gun and Shoots Me (disputable)#5) i am like if a cat was a prey animal i was not made for this (<-human)#đrambling
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