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guess who just finished kpop demon hunters and is currently hyperfixated hahahha! anyway I love baby saja so here’s some brain food from yours truly.
tw: spicy food, pinch of yan. possibly ooc :( spelling errors wc: 637
thinking about…baby saja who loves his hot sauce and when the saja boys aren’t performing, goes to nearby mini marts and convenience stores to buy bottles of hot sauce to devour at the shared apartment he has with the other boys.
Baby saja who posts reviews of different hot sauce brands online and becomes an internet sensation overnight thanks to his trademark sass and deep voice voicing in all his videos and streams. (who knew hot sauce was such an interesting topic?)
Baby saja who meets you one day, you the clueless human staring at two bottles of hot sauce like you were about to make a life-altering decision.
Baby saja who stares at your focused expression and suggests the bottle in your left hand as his favourite and you, instead of freaking out over a member of THE saja boys speaking to you, nod and walk off with the bottle in hand. (though he does look familiar, you think to yourself as you stroll past a billboard with an up-and-coming boy band including a vaguely familiar member with mint blue hair.)
Baby saja who meets you again entirely by chance at a street food market while he was trying all the spicy food and spots you, the odd human in that mini mart.
Baby saja who offers to walk around the food fair with you.
Baby saja who recommends all his favourite spicy food.
Baby saja who purposely picks the spiciest food to have you try just to see your cheeks flush with heat and your lips pucker from the spice.
Baby saja who makes fun of your red face but finds it cute so he continues to give more spice.
Baby saja who ends up eating all the food you find ‘too spicy’.
Baby saja who walks you home after eating with promises of treating you to more spicy food.
Baby saja who makes sure to keep in contact with you by visiting you or texting. (how did he even get your number anyway?)
Baby saja who grows close to you over the course of a few ‘spice dates’ as you would call it after he keeps bringing spicy food whenever you meet him.
Baby saja who will sass you into oblivion yet steal your heart with his devastating face card.
Baby saja who despite telling himself he’ll steal your soul soon, just can’t seem to do that after seeing you smile sweetly at him.
Baby saja who despite knowing that all demons feel are their past feelings of regret and grief, he knows that what he feels for you a simple human isn’t hunger for your soul but desire to see you at his side.
Baby saja who spots you in the crowd at the saja boy’s live performance of ‘Soda Pop’ and makes sure to keep eye contact with you as the song ends.
Baby saja who after the performance assures you that he’ll still visit and offer you buldak no matter how busy he is with idol things (or stealing souls for gwi-ma).
Baby saja who quite literally lives up to his namesake behaving like a baby be it for the fans or for you. (but he is softer with you ehehehehehe)
Baby saja who hates aegyo with all his demon life but will still begrudgingly do it for you if you ever asked just you.
Baby saja who gives you saja boy merch after seeing how you decided to support them. (how come all of them are all of him though?)
Baby saja who is a little spoon and likes to snuggle into your chest like a baby.(pun totally intended.)
Baby saja who eventually tells you about him being a demon sent to steal human’s souls but he won’t ever steal yours! Just say the word and he’ll spirit you far far away from all the pain with his embrace so please just believe in him only. ♡
a/n: this was super rushed but i hope you like it! :3 might make more of this haha.
as for my jinwoo fic will be temporarily paused due to my laptop giving up on me but it will be continued!
buldak: korean spicy chicken
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Can I get like a familial or platonic headcanon with Dorian? Like yeah he’s fine but he’s also like my dad fr fr trust
you are so real for that anon congrats on such an amazing dad
i'll do both cuz its dorian and all love/like him
like always, these are my headcanons and personal thoughts! if you don't like them make your own! :D tumblr could always use more lol
Platonic Dorian/Reader Headcanons
familial at 'read more'! also more door puns sorry not sorry
= Becoming friends with Dorian was surprisingly easy, given his closed-off personality and behavior. He's a little open, making basic conversations and such, but you're the one who has to put in a little more work during the start of the friendship.
= It starts off with *very* simple hellos and hi's ending at one-word answers and responses, on his end anyway. Asking how his day was results in, again, one-word answers. But, in time, he slowly gives more information.
= Dorian is quick to realize you really do want to be friends with him and taking time out of your day, and a slot out of The Datviators proves to him that your feelings are genuine. He talks a little more when you greet him and eventually starts asking about your day or what you plan to do, depending on when you speak to him.
= After a few days, he asks you if you genuinely want to be friends with him and want to know about him. He smiles happily when you say yes and apologizes for being so closed off. Dorian admits that his past interactions with friends and lovers weren't the best, leaving him closed off and almost scared to talk about his real feelings, but you've proven to him that you can be trusted.
= You both talk about anything and everything when you can. He'll listen to your current hyperfixations or interests, asking questions about them or nodding along and listening. Dorian might not understand much if it's about an anime, TV show, movie, or something else in the latest times, but he'll try his best.
= Dorian is very smart and knows nine languages aside from English (according to his description on his page), so if you need help with history or a language class, he'll do his best. He won't give you the answers but gently lead you to them. Very patient and understanding if you get stressed or frustrated.
= He'll comfort you if he sees you feeling down, ask what's happened, and if he can help. He hates seeing his friends uncomfortable and sad. Dorian understands if you don't want to talk about it and just need someone to stay with to take your mind off things. If one of the objects in the house made you upset, he'll speak with them himself to try and work out what happened and get them to apologize for mentally hurting you. Physically is another story. If another human upset you, he may or may not let himself hit them on the way out if they ever come to visit.
= Overall, a great friend to have! Will comfort you in the worst times and celebrate with you in the best. Even when he's Realized, Dorian will try to take time to visit you now and then to make sure you're doing alright.
Familial Dorian Headcanons (Dad ver)
so i'm kinda making two here where you're an actual door like dorian and another where dorian is realized and has a kid with someone (me/j)
Door version!
= You are Dorian's only child, cut from the same piece of wood, leaving him a little (lot) protective. You are also a door, taking place in the kitchen, where a tiny Dorian should be, but he trusted you enough to get your own spot in the house after a while of preparing.
= Dorian is very hesitant once the human comes around, trying to romance everything, telling them to stay clear of you until he's figured out if the human is safe to trust or not. He tells you to stay silent and locked up, but it's your choice at the end of the day to talk with the new human.
= If you do talk with the new human, Dorian will be... disappointed but also a little proud for showing confidence and telling them they couldn't open you just yet. If you're nice, Dorian tells you to be safe and to not tell them too much about yourself.
= If you don't talk with the human, he's proud and tells you that you did a good job.
= Dorian doesn't want to smother you, but doesn't want you to make harmful mistakes like he did when he was younger. Yes, you can make mistakes, but ones that harm you would be too much for him to bear. He'd never forgive himself if you got hurt.
yea that kinda sucked sorry anyways onto the better stuff wahoo
Human version!
= Dorian never thought the day would come that he would have a child of his own, finding himself to tears as he holds you for the first time, promising himself to be the best dad and protector anyone could ask for.
= Once again, protective. Always checking in on you mentally and physically. Someone's bullying you at school? A stern talk to the parents and the principal is in order.
= He teaches you how to defend yourself both with words and fists. Dorian constantly tells you to try and use your words first and fists for last if things get ugly. If you use this to bully others or for evil, instantly grounded and disappointed; he taught you better than that.
= Onto a lighter note, he gives the best dad hugs. One arm wrapped around your shoulders, the other placed on the back of your head, holding you close to comfort if you're having a bad day.
= If you are upset, Dorian sits down with you, offering his shoulder to lean on and an ear to talk. He'll listen and try to help you through your problems, offering solutions and answers. He will stay silent and listen if that's all you need, though. Will take you out for ice cream or sit down and watch Tv/a movie/anime/whatever with you to help cheer you up.
= Dorian goes into full protective dad mode when you talk about a crush or date, asking for their phone number, address, what they look like, SSN, etc. They will have to meet him first before anything official happens. He trusts you to an extent and only wants the best for you. He immediately tells you no if it's one of the objects from the player's house.
= If you get upset over this, and if you're old enough, Dorian tells you his own experiences with love, telling you about Keith and Reggie and what they did. He tells you that he just wants you to be safe and not have your heart broken like he had at one point. It's up to you if you want to understand him or not.
= Dorian couldn't care less about the gender of your partner. He does give you *the talk* when you're old enough and explains to you the birds and the bees... and the bees and bees. And birds and birds.
= On that note, if you tell him you want to transition and go by a different name, he'll support you 100%. It might take him a minute for pronouns and the name change, but know he's trying.
= At the end of the day, he's a father who loves you very much and is happy to have you in his life.
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i was gonna put here that i was writing this at a reasonable time but i looked down and saw it was 2am lol
hope this was alright, not very good at familial/platonic so I'm sorry if i fucked it up
thank you for reading! mwah!
#devv's writings#date everything#date everything game#date everything dorian#date everything x reader#date everything dorian x reader#dorian date everything#dorian date everything x reader
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epilogue: i hate u i love u
the whole house was quiet. jaemin’s snores were abnormally loud and even louder during summertime, even with the air-conditioning on, which meant haechan’s hopes of sleeping tonight were completely ruined.
summer vacation, before a whole new beginning for everyone, had just kickstarted but haechan couldn’t find the tiniest bit of joy to fully immerse himself into it, even if he was currently sleeping in a multimillionaire’s house, on a beyond comfortable mattress with the air conditioning on full blast.
he just couldn’t.
plus the fact that it was impossible for him to sleep off his thoughts, as jaemin’s snores grew even louder, made haechan groan and jump off the bed to head to another room.
chenle had given him full access to a ginormous room where haechan conveniently put all of his stuff in, in case he couldn’t sleep or wanted more peace.
even if he doesn’t act like it, chenle was very observant and caring towards all of his friends and recently, especially to haechan as he noticed the shifts in his behavior ever since all of them graduated.
he knew he was going through it, immensely, and the only way he could cheer him up was by shutting up and giving him the peace and quiet he needed sometimes.
so that is where haechan heads off to, his footsteps barely audible on this very shiny floor, as he made his way towards the end of the hall.
it was very quiet and smelled like expensive lavender, if that was even a thing.
he genuinely loved this room and its huge and bouncy duvet, as haechan spent most of his time here, listening to music and looking at your instagram account.
yes he was very much stalking you and he would rather die than have his friends find out about this new hyperfixation.
but tonight he had different plans as he finally eyes that small black and very worn out object sitting on top of his laptop.
mark’s usb.
i mean it was about time he finds out what’s in it and get it over with and he was obviously not enjoying this vacation, so whatever that usb holds, it had no hopes of ruining his already very monotonous and rotting summer.
so he sits down on the desk and plugs that usb in, without a second thought.
he just wanted it to be over.
but that usb had other plans as it took forever to load its files onto haechan’s computer, making him close his eyes and sigh in despair.
nothing about mark came on easy and it was genuinely making him loose his mind.
but then finally, the 3 files had loaded and haechan’s heartbeat spiked.
why the hell was he nervous?
he eyes them for a good ten minutes before he finally decided to open the first one, on the left of the screen, that was named “read first”
he clicks on it to find a small and simple untitled word file.
so he clicks again.
hey! it’s your markie. sorry you already know that. i’m nervous typing this out when you’re literally a hallway away from me. it’s 4am and you looked exhausted today so i’m guessing you’re sound asleep. i can’t sleep though.
anyways i’m sorry if this was corny or uncomfortable. i’m sure you’re wondering why the hell did i leave you a usb hahah. you probably called me old too, i know you very well hae.
but yeah, other than this file you’ll find two other ones, one named haechan and the other named tunes. open them both.
the haechan file has all the demos we recorded almost three years ago. yeah i kept them and i listened to them almost everyday. it also has demos i recorded later on and thought they’d only sound good with your voice in them. i don’t know if you’ll like them or even listen to them but please consider them as an apology. i would love for you to grace them with your voice haechan.
the tunes file has all of my unreleased songs. i’m still waiting for the approval of my label but there’s one song i’ve been waiting to release — i hate u i love u. i don’t care if my label says yes or no but i need your approval first. i’m sorry but it’s a song about you and it’ll mean the whole universe to me if you’d listen to it and tell me if i can release it, i won’t do it without your approval.
please let me know, please.
before you close this file, please let me say;
hae… i’m sorry for everything. i was scared because i felt myself feel too deeply about you and i had to choose between you, my career and another person who i’ve come to realize that i just ruined their time and made them believe in something that was never meant to go further. for some reason, i always loose my words when it comes to you but i think my song will explain it all: so again, please listen to it. i won’t release it unless you allow me to.
bye.
- mark minhyung lee





click here to listen to mark lee’s latest single — lyrics down below
Feeling used, but I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If u wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
coming soon, in september: i hate u? i love u? season two — don’t
new scene, new people and old appearances. will your relationship with haechan hold strong or will you both go back to old habits? don’t get tempted.
prev — m.list
taglist: @bbykaixx @alwayswonbinning @weepingsweep @dudekiss3r @kukkurookkoo @hoeingthefuckup @gomdoleemyson @haeclips @luvvhaechan @hsified @heegyuwrld @lubunnii @firydst @daengiez @nahyuckers @httpsxnox @n0hyuck @hi00000234567 @scoobysnackszoo @minkyuncutie @yuthabitz @haechology @neogotmysam @sanniekook @kisseokiss @nqyzhuo @kooookie @lovenha7 @andassortedkpop @jising-jisang-jisung @markleesleftpinky @ourbeautifulaffair @dilflover44 @nctdreamchaser @leehaechie @nosungluv
a/n: and it’s overrrr
yes this smau was inspired by the song — i hate u, i love u
i was obsessed with this song when i was younger lmao.
anyways. thank you so much guys! seriously!!! you’ve made my experience of posting my first smau on tumblr so good and fun i will never thank you enough.
i’m still gonna spend more time focusing on this story and universe so please interact and come to my asks with anything you’d like to say. i’d be beyond happy answering you.
also it’ll make me very happy if you guys would tune in for my next series which i’ve already spoiled the title of (reflections). more infos about it will be posted soon hehehe.
again, thank you and i love you all!!!
see you soon for the second season.
mwah!!!!
— ruby.
#nct dream smau#i hate u i love u#nct dream au#nct#nct smau#nct au#nct dream#nct dream x reader#nct x reader#haechan smau#haechan x reader#haechan fluff#haechan angst#haechan au#mark lee smau#mark lee x reader#haechan fake texts#mark lee fake texts#nct dream fake texts#haechan#lee haechan#mark lee#doyoung
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Fandoms: (Purple = currently very hyperfixated on Blue = used to be hyperfixated on (still enjoys) Red = casual enjoyer Pink = special interest (has been heavily fixated on for years) Orange = getting into/meaning to get into Green = VERY VERY VERY VERY HYPERFIXATED ON RN)
Epic the Musical
The song of Achilles
Class of 09
Welcome to Night Vale
South Park
Aristocats
Cookie Run Kingdom
Genshin Impact
Greek Mythology
Project Sekai
Vocaloid
Percy Jackson
Bluey
Doctor Who
Angels of Death (anime)
Hamilton
AmRev
Heathers musical
Beetlejuice musical
Beetlejuice movie (both of them)
Legally Blonde musical
Ride the Cyclone
Dear Evan Hansen
The Odyssey/The Liliad
Omori
Danganronpa
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Thrifting
Cosplaying
Writing (fanfiction mostly) (I mean kind of) (writer's block go brr though) (I will not show you my writing) (unless we're close ofc)
Making OCs
Drawing (I do digital art) (a lot)
Animating (when I can) (its mostly short animatics) (For my OCs)
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I am a yumeshipper! What that means:
A yumeshipper is someone who ships themselves with a character, or someone who ships an OC of theirs with a character. It could also be a platonic/familial thing, like you're saying a character is your family! Sometimes this uses a self-insert or persona, or sometimes it's just yourself. (Feel free to ask additional questions about this in DMs or comments! i'm happy to answer as long as you're being respectful!)
f/o list: (all familial yumes default mean my children and i'm sharing with all of them!)
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Twitter (@Evelynshitposts)
Discord (@Night_vale8)
Spotify (can't get on rn but I'll link it tmrw)
I also have pinterest but unfortunately I cannot make that account public until i'm sixteen, so cannot share that yet!
I love to talk to people, so feel free to leave anything in my inbox, dm me, whatever! I usually follow people back :3

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ok poll time i need answers
#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi show#guys if i add campaign tags will you be mad at me#promise you wont okay#hold my hand#promise you wont be mad#ok im doing it#jrwi riptide#jrwi pd#jrwi bitb#<- Hate that one. <- currently hyperfixated#jrwi apotheosis#bitch i cant spell apotheosis#jrwi fated#Does anyone even check the fated tag anymore....#sigh. feeling like shit just want bra'ad back#um#what am i missing#is there any point putting it in the judgement tag for the 3 total judgement fans#jrwi judgement#WONDERLUST OH SHIT#jrwi wonderlust#thats all of them i think.#not putting it in oneshot tags thats doing too much#polls#br'aad not bra'ad. dont fucking look at me
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It's 3.29 am and I can't sleep cause I'm hyper-fixating on microcontrollers and fans so here goes a question for my autistic humans.
What's your current hyper-fixation?
#autistic can't sleep like normal people#I can't sleep like normal people so I'm hyper-fixating on fans#I bought an Arduino board and my social life has vanished like Aziraphale's farthing#Two farthings = One Ha'penny. Two ha'pennies = One Penny. Three pennies = A Thrupenny Bit. Two Thrupences = A Sixpence. Two Sixpences = One#or Bob. Two Bob = A Florin. One Florin and One Sixpence = Half a Crown. Four Half Crowns = Ten Bob Note. Two Ten Bob Notes = One Pound (or#if you know you know#good omens#david tennant#good omens 2#michael sheen#crowley#aziraphale#good omens memes#but still#probably#i guess#need a coffee#yes brenda coffe makes me sleep#currently sweating#hot as hell#bloody summer#I hate you#bored#autistic experiences#autistic hyperfixation
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I still think of her sometimes....
(The FUCKASS bullSHIT motherfUCKING UGLY ASS GASTON BOOK that just periodically MATERIALIZES at my local Barnes & Noble where the cover is just black with half his face on it and he looks like a FUGLY vintriloquist dummy)
#i need it.#i want it so bad#itd be so funny you dont get it#but also i HATE him and hes UGLY#1991 Gaston. specifically#live action is a very different story.#but anyways yea thats why hes a woman in my Other Than Human au thingy#as they say#the ugliest men make the most gorgeous women♡#fictional ones. and whatnot. tbc. im not That kind of weirdo#jus the kind of weirdo whos brain makes the center of its current hyperfixation a char it can barely stand to look at any official art of.#mentally throwing 17000 rocks at him#bcuz i hate love-hate him#if that makes sense#save my soul I need OUT of the mind prison#gem stop yapping in ur tags#batb#Gaston#batb gaston#?? what other tags r real#idk. sorry lads.
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sorry that i keep rbing posts that contradict each other i just agree with both points🙏🏻
#like yes i do think fandom in general keeps that woman relevant but hp is not popular because of its fandom and one less fic does. nothing#when hp is literally the first series librarians suggest when you ask what to gift your 9 year old for christmas#parents who know absolutely nothing about her will keep gifting children hp books even if everyone currently in the fandom stops posting#tomorrow#but also i get the not wanting to be associated with her . i’ve always hated it and it feels way worse right now#but that might also be because of all the ‘if you still Think about these books kill yourself’ posts going around#that said i don’t think everyone who stays is a bad person the same way i don’t think leaving makes you better#because you (we) were still comfortable here before it got ‘real’ when jkr has always been like that#comfortable is a huge word actually i don’t think anyone was completely comfortable i think we were all feeling some type of guilt#anyway#my hyperfixation is mostly gone so i wouldn’t be writing anything new anyway but still. i’m going to finish my wips and move somewhere else#<- if anyone cares
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Me looking at my current interests knowing full well that one day the fandoms will die out and be forgotten, new content won't be made of it anymore, and that I'll grow out of my interests one day and forget that I've ever had interests in them to begin with:
#This keeps coming back into my brain like a burning memory and I hate it#Like wdym one day I'll just randomly stop liking my favorite cast of spooky hedgehogs and plumbers :(#Idk I feel like I'm hyperfixated on them?#Sometimes I think back to times when like#Sonic.Exe was just a poorly written creepypasta#And how Mario's Madness didn't exist yet#And I wonder what I'll be like today if they never existed#And honestly I really don't wanna grow out of them#Im scared I'll find something new to like and just forget them entirely#I don't want that to happen#I hate the thought#I also hate the idea that one day the fandoms I'm in will die out#I kinda just don't want to be in a fandom where it's just like 5 people#I want to see content of my favorite characters get made by other people#That aren't just the creators#And I don't want them to be forgotten either#Especially with what's going on with MM rn#Man...#Sorry for the long rant/vent#I needed to get my thoughts out#Also sorry for putting the Sonic.Exe and Mario Madness tags#I know this isn't directly referencing them but they are my current interests#Nvm#They were here before but I deleted them#I found it unnecessary
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desperately need The Batman Part II's main villain to be Roman Sionis/Black Mask, please. I'm on my hands and knees, begging for it
#this thought kept me up at night btw (I wish I was joking but nope I was awake from 2am to like 5am mostly because of this)#currently trying to think of potential actors that would fit the role in Matt Reeves' Batman universe#which is not that easy because I realised that I barely know any actors under 50 lol oops#and he would have to be between 35 and 45 (preferably anyway) because he and Bruce should be around the same age right#unless we'd give him a whole different backstory and what-not#then any actor could play him and boy oh boy do I have dreams#i would prefer keeping some of his original comic elements tho like yeah he has around 50 different backstories now but still#him and Bruce growing up together and Roman hating his guts esp. later on just hits different#especially with Battinson#like can you imagine??? because I can and i need it so fucking badly FUCKKK#my number one choice (for somebody in Battinson's age range) is Finn Wittrock. my goodness he'd be PERFECT#been vibrating out of my skin with that since i realised it today omggg i'm in need#but alas! who knows who the main villain is gonna be. there are a ton of Batman villains to choose from#Twoface would be cool too but is also very common like the Penguin and the Joker and the Riddler and the Scarecrow#and technically Black Mask is common too but also not really because he's barely shown up in any live action stuff yet#and all the ones he was a major part of weren't exactly Batman related (Harley Quinn BoP and Batwoman)#so i'm in desperate need of the actual Bruce Wayne and Roman Sionis thing PLEASE#i might publish my list of potential actors i've thought of so far idk just for fun ya know#also just realised that it's around 2 and a half years till the movie will come out and i'm in shambles#i know it was postponed and stuff but i never quite registered that fact#my Roman Sionis hyperfixation is back in full swing btw rip to meee#like yes it's a constant interest of mine and has been for a little over 5 years now but damn#the fixation has been pretty dormant for a while until recently#can't complain tho because i lovelovelove this character so much i love spending my time and energy on him <3#anywayyy#i need to shut the fuck up omg#roman sionis#black mask#the batman#jesse.talks
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researching north korean censorship is so FUNNNN WHY OH WHYYYY DID I CHOOSE THIS FOR AN ASSIGNMENT WHERE IM FORCED TO BOIL IT DOWNNNNNN
THERES ONE BILLION TONNES OF INFO MY BRAIN IS EATING UP LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER AND YALL WONT BELIEVE IT
SO MUCH INFO OUT THERE LIKE HOLY SHIT. CAN YALL BELIEVE THAT NORTH KOREA STILL THINKS IT'S DEAD POLITICIANS ARE "ETERNAL PRESIDENT" OR SOMETHING??? THERE'S A WHOLE YT CHANNEL THAT JUST HAS ARCHIVES OF DAILY NEWSCASTS. AND ENGLISH SUBTITLED. AND I LEARNED ABOUT THE INTRANET (not to be confused with internet) IUFSFHIERUHGFSYFYGR AND THEN THERE'S THE PHONES AND TABLETS WITH SPECIAL SOFTWARES THE GOVERNMENT USES TO SPY ON PEOPLE AND HAVE THEM INSTAL PREAPPROVED APPS AND THEN THERE'S THE WHOLE DEAL WITH THE IDOLAZATION OF THE KIM FAMILY AND KIM JONG UN AND NRGIRDIGSHBFR
saw a documentary that's literally only praising bro. like nothing negative god forbid, but they do shit talk america and shit.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM BLESSED WITH THE RESEARCH AND MEDIA SPECIAL INTEREST AUTISM BUT I CAN'T STOP RESEARCHINGGGGGG
been watching yt vids all the time and doing deep dives and i found an article going in depth about ullim which is a stupid device that acts mostly like north korean phones in how they take pictures of every app you open and only let you have preapproved apps and only lets you open files from either your devie and the government and no one else
depicted below is my mind coping with how i cant yap about only one section of the presentation in length
#posts#autism is hyperfixating on your assignment and raging over how you must boil down your current obesssion into one section#so that i can fit the requirements of the damn assignment and not fail#NO I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT INTERNATIONAL LAW TODAY ALL THAT MATTERS IS A DEEP DIVE INTO NK PROPAGANDA ACTUALLY#praying i can fit in the two minute clip my teacher promised but make it just the propaganda because then i'd be able to just yap about it#in length for 2 minutes more#fuck. fuck fuck ufkc fuck i hate when i get hyperfixated so bad i want to infodump the whole assignment#presentation about censorship and law? noooooo make it a presentation about ONLY censorship where mars yaps for 5 hours (past class time)#about the DPRK and their tactics of manipulation#especially concerning media#watch me crumble as i try to explain without acting excited (this may take marks off because im supposed to be normal)#and cry when im forced to do any other half the assignment#SHFBHEBFHEHFH HELP MEEEEE
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Do I feel a little shitty because I‘m absolutely incapable of writing anything that doesn’t focus on Sherlock and Jon? Kinda. Will this change in the future? Let’s be real, probably not 😄
#i wish i was that kind of a versatile writer#but I really am not#I feed my hyperfixations and currently my hyperfixation are these two#but it is what it is#ngl this event really sucked the life out of me this time tho#I really just wanna go back to my multichapter and not bother with oneshots for a while after this#and it doesn’t help that I‘m like 30% happy with all 3 fics I prepared#I have a love hate relationship with every one of them 💀
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need bocchi the rock season 2 like my life depends on it
#Literally only anime I've been interested in watching for a long time....#And before you say just read the manga I am lazy <3 so how about that#I should really get into dungeon meshi cus no one will shut up about how good it is and I believe them#But unfortunately it does not have enough of the tropes I'm currently hyperfixated on for me to wanna check it out and get invested#That trope being girls who are kinda pathetic and make music together....many of the things I like are this at its core#I hate that my brain works like this too cus I know I would like it but I just cannot bring myself to care enough...I'm sorry
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somewhat nsfw idk im really just complaining
#I can’t be the only one who’s mad uncomfortable with the prevalence of feeding/fat fetishism lately#both in fandom in general but I see it a TON woth bloodweave and to a lesser extent Gale in general#as a plus sized person i find a lot of this to be a bit. idk. insulting?#ik its dead dove territory fs but a lot of people are bad at tagging things#and idk. it feels like plus sized people are rarely depicted as actually attractive or flattering. primarily just disgusting and taboo.#a forbidden fuck if you will.#ive honestly only seen a handful of pieces where fat people are actually treated the same way as straight sized characters.#the rest just feels so gross. the only time plus-sized characters are allowed to exist in fandom is if they’re fetishized or insecure.#rant post#this is not about anything specific btw and im not trying to tell people they cant do anything#i just hate this issue with fandom in general and it’s especially prevalent in my current hyperfixation
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didn't you have a buddy at Team Galactic? i get that Plasma didn't work out, but like... you know.
I. HAVE A BUDDY AT TEAM GALACTIC?????? ohhh do you mean the bowlcut person. yeahhhhh yeah yeah i get what you're trying to say but like.
A) its The Cosmic Energy Development Corporation. they told me themselves.
B) theyre all the way in SINNOH and i am NOT IN SINNOH
C) i am NOT good at cosmic energy development or anything like that. its too smart for me
D) those uniforms look SO uncomfortable so id rather not!
#briar answers#rotomblr#// this was sent in by me. as a little treat. because. because because BECAUSE BECAUSE TEAM GALACTIC#// and also becauyse WREN <- the “”buddy“” in question#// and like. im gonna rant on main about this ok#// whatever IGNORE ME this isnt relevant to briars career#// like. whatsoever. i just like sticking the Current Hyperfix everywhere#// briar au where he joined team galactic (gone wrong)#// i dont need that. we dont need that au. that needs to stay in my head#// team galactic is not related to his lore at ALL like AT. ALLL.#// you tell him Cyrus he goes WHO? you tell him Dialga and he goes “where can i catch one”. like. do you understand? grips your shoulder.#// ITS NOT RELEVANT#// is anyone still reading this? are you reading these words right now.#// “mod. what the fuck”. is what youre thinking. “mod. dont assume what im thinking?” is what youre thinking#// speaking of galactic grunts i could make a blog for wren but like.... will i do anything with it? i love wren but i have the saturn blog#// and wren is SO unimportant#// okay but back to briar. hes like. he would HATE it at team galactic#// its WAY too intimidating for him. like. you spill something by accident and everyone stares at you with a blank expression#// not even MAD just BLANK and he wouldnt like that
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#neither here nor there#letters to emily#sometimes i hate how easy it is to mimic#a phrase (or wvem the use and re-use of a word; a unique definition) captures me- i use it as a cosmological filter-#im suddenly no longer who i was trying to be. or who i was. whatever.#makes it hard to have held opinions.#sometimes i can take advantage of this! makes it easy to form new habits sometimes. or break old ones#other times- i dont know anymore#clothes are a fairly good anchor point tho.#i am the kind of person who wears *this* kind of clothes sincs thats whats in my dresser#but i dont wear *that*- even if i think i might want to- bc its not in my dresser#easy enough.#its why i like having.... hyperfixations? obsessions? tho. i can mimic a Blorbo and not feel like a complete sham#yknow?#might try to inspire an obsession with Kobra in a few days once ive calmed down about [current base phrase] actually#those kind dont last as long but are a lot... more stable? i guess? cause i know and am content with the source#[i know im not plural so it cant be that but like????? im pretty sure most people dont struggle with mimicking this hard >:/ ]#random musings. whatever. enough complaining.#probably shouldnt be putting this on tumblr where just anyone can see it but WGATEVER
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