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DO NOT READ IF REGRESSED! (CW: SLURS)

Small vent because @tfemlamb felt offended by this response I answered to someone’s question. Shi said it was rude and misinformative so I asked how I could word it more kindly.

Instead shi attempted to educate me about endogenic ‘systems’, telling me shi was diagnosed as an endogenic ‘system’ since birth, and specialist have confirmed this. That’s Clinically impossible- But I’m not a system, so I do a whole bunch a research, including asking diagnosed systems from 3 different discord servers I’m in, and they tell me what I already knew. Thats Clinically impossible. So I tell her, that’s impossible and maybe there’s underlying issues, shi’s misunderstanding or misdiagnosed, or maybe shi can’t remember her trauma or maybe shi’s lying. But What do I know? I don’t personal know hir, I don’t know about hir life and what’s potentially wrong with hir and what shi’s lying about. All I know is I had research backing up my claim, and hearings diagnosed people who says she’s possibly lying. The only thing shi gave me to back up hir claim was a link where people who aren’t diagnosed and aren’t medical professionals expressed their thoughts, opinions, and personal experiences, when I asked others about the link, they told me it had to do with a lot of religious stuff as well.

Hir response to all this ended up in her calling me the r-slur several times in the comments. When told hir to stop and that hir comment will be deleted she blocked me so that I wouldn’t access to hir comments and came after me on 2 other accounts. I had to delete the post all together. I messaged hir from another account as well letting hir know hir comments from the two other accounts that shi hasn’t blocked me on will be deleted and that shi will be blocked—denying her access to any of my content.

Shi’s 22 and I’m still a minor, and more educated on the topic then shi is. And you know it’s bad when an AGE REGRESSOR has to tell someone to GROW UP. Hir responses were very immature for a 22 year old and very rude. I’m honestly disappointed that there are people who choose to stay ignorant and can be that grown and be that emotionally immature.  Like- how does one get so angry that someone on the internet won’t believe in what they do so they call them slurs? I know some people have strong beliefs that I can’t change, and I’m okay with that, and I know I wasn’t wrong with my response because I made an effort to educate myself. I may not understand everything about DID and OSDD—and please anyone DIAGNOSED correct me, POLITELY, I’m almost certain I was as clinically correct as I could be as a singlet.

Im not severely hurt or upset by this im just disappointed, especially with the usage of the r-slur. That word was used against people with autism and other physical and intellectual disabilities in hurtful ways. I don’t understand why people use slurs at all tbh. As a person of color I hear my family and peers use (a certain) slur all the time, I understand trying to reclaim a slur to an extent. But why even bother if it’s a word that was used hurtfully. I wouldn’t even want it in my vocabulary.

I do not hate or dislike people who claim they are an endogenic ‘systems’, but I don’t want them interacting with any of my content specifically made for people who really have DID/OSDD. They are free to interact with my agere stuff as they please though. I do not want any endo’s going into my comment section being rude and unprofessional. If you want to discuss, dm me and be polite, respectful, and kind. If you cannot show due diligence don’t interact. If my not being a supporter of Endogenic systems make you angry, block me.