#@me you're trans bby. that's it. that's the answer
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A younger me when a show has "switch bodies" or "pretend to be another gender" plot: Why does it compel me so much?
Me now: Ah, that's why
#avery.txt#the answer has been inside of you all along#@me you're trans bby. that's it. that's the answer#Mulan She is a man Маргоша and любовь-морковь didn't have to rock so hard yet they did
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Full Disclosure
Pairing: Trans!Din x Trans!Reader, reader's specific gender is unmentioned just that they are transgender
Word Count: 700+
Warnings: Illusions to transphobia, concerns about romantic rejection, coming out
Summary: After you profess your love for each other, Din is holding something back from you. Turns out you have something to disclose too.
A/N: T4T love bby!!!! Anyways yes...I was really excited to make this version for other trans people <3 the original GN!reader version is still available here if you're interested
Trans!Din Masterlist
"Cyar'ika, I don't think I'm what you want…"
"I know what I want Din. I want you."
Even under the beskar he still felt your heavy gaze on him. Like you were peering through his soul and knew all his secrets.
"No I'm…I'm not like other men." He says avoidant of your gaze.
"I know about your creed. You can tell me more … if there are rules or anything." You sigh out dramatically "Din, I don't care if I never see your face…I just want to be yours!" You ramble on-
He hadn't had to say it aloud since he was a teen. He held no shame about his identity; it simply was a non-problem in his life. It didn't matter to the Mandalorians. It didn't matter at work. It didn't matter to the bounties, or his bosses, or acquaintances. Besides, who would challenge a fully armored Mandalorian?
"No- you don't und-"
"You said you loved me, right?" Tears prick in your eyes. "Don't you want to be with me?"
"Of course I do, but-"
But he never thought he'd get this far with you. Never knew how much could be at stake. He didn't know how to tell you. Knowing you might not like what you hear.
"Then why are you being all weird? Do you already have someone? Are you engaged or something? Is this a Mandalorian thing? Is it Gro-"
He'd seen it before…heard tales of it. Of how fast the heart can turn during this kind of disclosure. Fear filled every crevice of him, his body preparing for rejection.
Din puts his gloved hands on your shoulders, drawing your racing mind back to him. "I'm transgender." He says bluntly. He slowly pulls his arms back down to his sides, expecting you to walk out on him.
"This is when you run" he thinks. This is when you ruin him.
A silent pause sits between you two as Din awaits for the worse.
"Oh- Din…is …is that it?" You make a curious face at him. Any fear or anger at him gone, and replaced with empathy. "You think I wouldn't want you, because you're trans?"
The Mandalorian lowers his head in a nod.
They're not gone yet?
"Din, you know? You know I'm trans…right?" You ask, anxiety lacing your own voice. Unknowing of how he'll accept that information. It was no secret...just evidently not something that'd ever come up in your time together.
His brain freezes over. A million stars falling into place. "Of course you are…" that's why you understand him so well.
His head hangs a bit in embarrassment, blackened T pinned on the ground. "No…I didn't know."
Of all of the ways he's analyzed you. Digested you. Taken every last bit of you in…he missed that part of you. The part that made you so much like him. Though he's never felt a particular "pride" about it, on you it looks so beautiful.
"Cyar'ika?" Din repeats, slowly lifting his visor to you. "Tell me…" he reaches out a gloved hand, catching yours in his. "Tell me more?"
Despite a rush of heat flooding your face, you answer him. You could never deny him if you tried.
He clings to every word. Of your experience. Of how you felt. Your version of that too familiar tale. And in that moment he falls just a little more in love with you.
"That doesn't change anything for you? Does it?" You ask, a light waver in your voice. Though you were still assured of your own feelings, you couldn't read the mind of the man behind the beskar.
"No." He affirms, gloved hands encasing yours. "This changes nothing."
"How could it?" He thinks. When you're this daring. This brave. This beautiful. How could such a thing ever make him turn away from you?
You return his gesture with a smile. Glowing at his acceptance. "I love you Din." You peer up into the dark T of his helmet.
Din tilts his head, gripping onto your hand still in his. "And you still want me?" He asks, needing to hear your affirmation.
"Of course. You are the man of my dreams. Just as you are." You raise your other hand to his helmet. Your fingers tracing along the tip of his helmet.
The man of your dreams…just like that again. You peer through the beskar and see him as he is. You see him as a whole.
You swear you hear his voice crack through the modulator. "If you'll have me, Din Djarin. I'll be yours forever."
#trans!din my beloved#am writes#trans!din#trans!reader#trans!dinxtrans!reader#the mandalorian fanfiction#din djarin fanfiction#the Mandalorian fanfic
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34 and 35 but more t4t please <3
OH MY GOD THESE ARE SO HARD FOR ME BUT I WILL TRY also don't worry sweet bby you're safe here, there will literally never be content on this blog that isn't intended as t4t
34:What I find attractive in women
I like when women tell me what they like about themselves and explain why. I like their laughs. I think it's hot when a girl is just like. Incredibly autistic (I am autistic do not be weird). Or when they have like. A bunch of little trinkets and knickknacks. I'd also do literally anything for a woman who was clearly feeling gender euphoria. Idk if this actually answers the question but they are so beautiful and they're always so sweet to me. Their voices... please talk to me forever
35:What I find attractive in men
VOICES AGAIN. I don't give a fuck if you're on T or not please talk to me. I like the way men mess with their hair. When they squint their eyes to smile. When they emphasize parts of their bodies that they like with their outfits or their makeup. When they grab your hand. sjjdskjdmdnd
I'm adding non-binary people to this but it's attractive when non-binary people hit on me. I find it hot when non-binary people ask me out and take me on a trans little date. Non-binary people are cute when they call me on the phone.
#asks#thanks for asking!#ask meme#t4t#im pan but im also t4t but im also nb4nb does that make any sense
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Hey! love ur work, nice to see a fellow trans guy writing fics on here as well I was wondering if you could do an ateez reaction to their bf not wanting to bottom because they aren't comfortable with it, either cause of past experience or just not being comfortable. It comes from a feeling I've had myself as I'm called a bottom by irl friends even tho I'm uncomfortable with that stuff, I hope that you're comfortable writing this, if u aren't u don't have to do it🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Omg bby them’s some shitty friends! Dump them sir!!
And hello fellow trans I see we are multiplying.
Also i’ve never written a reaction before and I dunno what format I like best so pls bare with me.
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Hongjoong: It’s in the middle of a heavy make-out session when you say it. Hongjoong had been seated on your lap after crawling over the couch to climb on top of you and you had a moment of panic that things would continue with him on top. ‘’Do you- mind if i’m on top?’’ You ask shyly, Hongjoong eagerly nodding as he attempts to roll you both to change positions on the couch, but you both fall on the floor instead. ‘’Well hello prince charming.’’ He jokes with a grin from under you.
Seonghwa: Seonghwa likes to do things properly in this relationship, or at least as properly as he can. So when he asks what position you prefer during sex, he’s already prepared to hear any answer, so you saying you were uncomfortable bottoming as something he was already ready for and accepted. Though he admits that it’s also new to him to be the one on the bottom. ‘’It’s a new experience, but It doesn’t mean I’m opposed to it. Who knows, I might even end up preferring it!’’
Yeosang: Yeosang is a hard switch, so he didn’t mind at all when you told him you preferred to top. What did annoy him however was the fact you waited until after your first time together to tell him. He thinks that’s totally ruined it and now declares that next time is your real first time together, this was just a trail run to see what you both liked. (It absolutely was not, but the sentiment was appreciated anyway)
Wooyoung: ‘’Bold of you to assume I’d top anyway. Everyone knows I have the brattiest bottom energy out of the whole group!’’ Wooyoung would declare upon being told you’d prefer to top. He really hadn’t been planning on being on top in the first place and jokes that if you’d wanted to bottom he’d have had to break up with you. (He wouldn’t actually, he’d just have had to get a little creative.)
San: San is the most nonchalant about it, aside from Seonghwa. He asked you one night over a takeout dinner while you binged Netflix on the couch. When you said you preferred to top, the only follow up question was how confident you are in your rope-tying abilities because San had always wanted to try that but never got to bottom before.
Jongho: Jongho was a little taken aback, he has a bit of a weird complex about this because of both his strength, and being the maknae of the group and feeling like he has to prove himself as being mature. There’s a brief adjustment period before you settle on him occasionally topping from the bottom. He still does bottom, after his first time he realised he actually really enjoys it, but much like you, sometimes he just can’t.
Mingi: Mingi was excited about it, immediately bombarding you with questions on what your kinks were so he knew exactly what him bottoming would entail. He probably brags to everyone about how he has such a cool and hot boyfriend who also rails him into next week. Much to everyone else at the dinner tables dismay.
Yunho: Yunho is ecstatic about it. He couldn’t top to save his life! Okay well- maybe then. But he’d not be very happy with it. He just wants to be your good puppy so when you told him you preferred to top, he immediately smothered you with hugs and kisses because he was just so excited! Absolutely no problem with it, 10/10 would not want it any other way.
(Brief edit bc I forgot to bold the names oOf)
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How do you know whether you're gay or trans? (sorry if this is offensive in any way, just trying to understand) btw ily mom!
Hey bby! It’s not offensive! I can only speak to being gay, tho, because I’m not trans.
The way I realized it was by letting myself acknowledge the lack of attraction I had for boys and, after that, realizing the way I felt about girls was how I’d always been told I would feel about boys.
I know that sounds over-simplified, and I personally went through a lot of self doubt and self hatred, and this took me a few years to realize and accept, but that’s the basic summary of what happened. I had this (amazing) counselor during my second year of college, when I was really in am-I-gay hell, who paused during our session and was like “Wow, you know what? I never had to realize I was straight. I just fit the mold people cast me in and didn’t give it a second thought.” That really changed how I viewed my sexuality, like, it was societal expectations that messed with my head.
This is something that I’ve really been working on a lot, tho, and I know this answer might make it sound easy, but it was difficult for me to accept because I didn’t expect it, if that makes sense? But looking back i was only ever interested in girls. I just brushed it off as friendship.
So basically I think the biggest complication to figuring out sexuality is society! I hope this helps, bby! I love you, too, and thanks for the ask!! <333
#sexuality#jessie gives advice#kind of??#i don't know ahahaha!#anon#i love being gay tho#i'm so glad I am#for so long i wanted to change myself and now i would never#it's a great place to be#Anonymous
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Okay, uh mom, if you're still answering, I need some advice? I'm young, but I know in my heart and soul that I am trans. The only problem is, my parents are super homo/transphobic. Like my mom and I were taking about my sexuality n she full out said "I don't support anything like that" n I just I can't do this. I don't want to be at home, I can never be myself, but again stating, I'm young so I can't move out or anything. I just really don't know what to do...
Oh bby, I am so, so sorry you are in such a horrible position :((( <333
I need you to remember one thing, first and foremost: this is not forever. Things are going to get better, even though they’re awful right now. I know it’s hard to remember when times are rough, but this will pass, I promise.
As for how to make the now as much better as we can: can you talk to anyone at your school? A counselor? A trusted teacher? Even if they can’t force your parents to change their backwards views, they can be someone the can offer you the love and support you need and deserve.
Does that sound like a good place to start? Keep me updated, bby?? <333
#young and trans anon#jessie gives advice#i'm sending you lots of love kiddo#please stay strong!!! <333333#Anonymous
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