#[[ forgot how much monoma really hates... the idea of fate... ugh ]]
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.08.03
11:03 AM
@ua-kazutomiki
...Monoma, I...
I don't know what to tell you. I think I simply wanted to talk to you.
Time really passed, huh? Huh. I wish I could have told you before...
ua-monoma
...?
Kazuto-kun... Are you alright?
I hope I'm not making any unsavory assumptions but you seem... rather upset.
ua-kazutomiki
Hahah... it's fine. I'm just, not feeling up to many things. That's all. I've had many off days, although, not like this.
Have you heard about Shinsou? I'm... happy for him. I hope he gets to be happy, no matter the classroom he ends up on...
There are days I wish I were in his place.
Please don't be angry. I, I don't mean it in the way that I hope he dies or something... I wanted to say... that I wish I had his place. But alas, not possible now.
ua-monoma
Ah...
I'm... not angry. Haha. Don't worry about that... It's only natural that you'd feel that way, of course...
I did hear about his placement.
ua-kazutomiki
Yes. It was a matter of time he got in there.
He worked hard, I saw him. Sometimes when he left the gym, at least.
ua-kazutomiki
And... I don't know
ua-monoma
...?
Well... It's very disappointing to hear you won't be getting the same, but I suppose that’s only natural when they only have one spot...
Next time you apply, I'm sure you'll get in!!
ua-kazutomiki
Hahahah... I'm afraid there might not be a next time.
Sorry to break it to you.
I... I will let you use my Quirk if you want, to compensate.
ua-monoma
...?
What do you mean? Are you dropping out...?
ua-kazutomiki
...Not exactly. But it feels as if I did.
ua-monoma
:/...
Kazuto-kun...
ua-kazutomiki
What?
I... it's true, what I'm saying
I... just don't think I'm good enough for Heroics.
Who can I save, when I'm like this?
I'm... not cut out for that shit.
I must look like I'm pitiful, right?
She was right. And that's the worst part of it.
ua-monoma
She...?
ua-kazutomiki
.... My mom.
I think you could see her in the press conference after November.
She even dared to leak some unsavory stuff about her.
So... pretty much... awful.
You don't want to face people like her.
But... sometimes. She tells the truth. Her sister is a seer. Her Quirk is one like Nighteye's
She... saw the future. I tried to prove her wrong...
But. You see how that one went.
I can't fight fate, as it seems.
ua-monoma
...
So you're just giving up...? Is that what you're trying to tell me?
ua-kazutomiki
...
ua-monoma
Clairvoyance quirks can be incorrect... It's not completely unprecedented a possibility... I've used them before, I know for a fact there are loopholes if you try hard enough,,
ua-kazutomiki
...
Yes.
I'm giving up. Thanks for saying it first.
Now you know
No one else does.
So,,, consider yourself special enough for me to tell you.
ua-monoma
...
ua-kazutomiki
I opened up. There. It's done.
ua-monoma
Don't say it like that. It makes it sound like you daring to show some vulnerability is supposed to be some... rare courtesy you're offering me.
Some award for being "special" that I didn't ask for...
ua-kazutomiki
...
ua-monoma
...
Sorry, haha.
ua-kazutomiki
No problem
ua-monoma
It's a lot to think about.
ua-kazutomiki
I know.
ua-monoma
I just wasn't expecting this...
ua-kazutomiki
Whatever I can do to make this easier... just tell me
ua-monoma
I don't know.
ua-kazutomiki
I said it before, no pressure.
ua-monoma
There's nothing you need to do...
You don't need to be comforting me...
ua-kazutomiki
Sorry.
I know it's my problem. So now... I will leave.
Hope you do well on your internship.
ua-monoma
...
Thanks.
I'll see you around...?
ua-kazutomiki
It's nothing.
Maybe.
ua-monoma
Alright...
ua-kazutomiki
I'll see you soon.
#monoma.log#kazuto#dead end.arc#[[ forgot how much monoma really hates... the idea of fate... ugh ]]
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Kalopsia Project [Bakugo Katsuki x Reader – Tokyo Ghoul AU]
Chapter 7 – Cold Villains and Villainous Colds
Chapter Summary: A creeping cold, an unexpected savior, and yet another day of trouble after trouble.
Kalopsia Project Masterpost
***
“No, no, no – this time I will get it right, I promise!”
“You sure, [Y/N]-chan? You’ve been saying that for the past three days.”
“W-well… I… I’ll try my best today!!”
“Hmm, I’m sure Recovery Girl-san will be pleased to hear that!”
“Huh? Recovery Girl?”
“Oh, yeah – I forgot you probably didn’t know,” Uraraka chuckled, motioning for you to come inside, as the two of you finally finished cleaning the outside tables. Opening time was soon, but you seemed to be ahead with the routine preparation today, so you had a few minutes left to simply chat away.
You both moved to put on the aprons of your standard Yuuei uniforms, and sat on two of the bar stools, as you excitedly awaited Uraraka’s story.
“You see, the old lady whose order you’ve been messing up for the past few days-” The remark made you blush a little but Uraraka only giggled and patted your shoulder. “It’s okay – she said she didn’t mind, remember? Anyway, you know how the CCG gives ghouls nicknames? Well, hers was Recovery Girl!”
You paused, trying to connect the dots in your head. You failed though. That old lady with that name? You’d heard of a handful of ghouls from your parents, but Recovery Girl was an unfamiliar name to you. It didn’t sound all that threatening, so perhaps that was the reason why.
“Yeah! And you know why she was called that?” Midoriya chimed in, emerging from the back room. “Her regenerative abilities were crazy fast! Like, the fastest we’ve ever seen! Of course, that was back in her prime.” He paused to stack a few trays on the counter. “Now she mostly avoids hunting by herself. This is why we help ghouls like her here at Yuuei by providing food!”
“I see… Hey, have you guys been given fancy nicknames by the CCG too?” you perked up, curiously glancing at Midoriya and Uraraka. The two looked at each other, but laughed and shook their heads.
“Nah, we’re pretty careful with not drawing attention to ourselves. A lot of ghouls at Yuuei are. We’re just trying to blend in with society – we don’t wanna have some hunters on our tails all the time.” She briefly paused, and looked around the room, as though to make sure someone wasn’t within earshot. Then she leaned in, lowering her voice to a whisper. “You know who here does have a nickname though? Aizawa-san!”
“He does!?” you exclaimed, but Uraraka motioned for you to keep quiet. You cleared your throat and asked again, this time lowering your voice like she had done. “He does? What is it?” Uraraka grinned.
“Eraser Head! And they called him that because-”
“The people he attacked always seemed to vanish without a trace, almost like they’d been completely “erased” out of existence,” a new voice interrupted, and both of you turned to see Bakugo walking through the front door. He moved to close it and looked at you. “Ya know, you’re not quiet at all. Be grateful Aizawa ain’t around.”
“Ah, sorry,” you mumbled, and, seeing as how the time had passed by pretty quickly, you stood up and went to turn around the front door’s sign, officially signaling the start of the work day. With that, you opened the door and the chilly air that suddenly hit you made you sneeze a few times.
When you turned around, you found all eyes were on you.
“What? The weather’s been all weird lately, I’m fairly certain I’ve caught a cold…” Bakugo cocked an eyebrow.
“You should just take the day off then?” Though you only shrugged.
“I’m fine and I promise not to get anyone else sick. I’ll manage for today. I can always rest tonight and take it easy for the next few days, I guess.” Bakugo didn’t look convinced, though before he could retort anything back, the sound of someone making their way down the stairs caused all eyes to snap in its direction.
He probably knew everyone was staring at him, not to mention the sudden awkward silence that had come along with his arrival, but he seemingly pretended not to notice.
You honestly couldn’t believe you had to go along with this. No one really asked you if you agreed or not but…
The moment Monoma’s eyes briefly glanced at you, you immediately looked away. No way were you going to get caught staring at him. He let out a chuckle.
“What? Is that the warm welcome of Yuuei’s staff? I’m not so sure about this idea anymore.” You could practically hear Bakugo gritting his teeth beside you.
“I never agreed either so here’s what I say – let’s just settle this here and now, huh?” The two took a step towards each other, twisted snarls on their faces. They were just about ready to throw hands.
“You act all high and mighty but a surprise entrance is a cheat, you know? If you wanna beat me, do it fair and square, Bakugo.”
“You wanna go? I still think we should have just killed you in the first place so let me do that real quick, hm? Asshole.”
The two continued arguing for a few more minutes, until the first customers walked in and they were forced to settle for murderous glares instead.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad everyone else is also here this time but… it still doesn’t feel right.
For the remainder of your shift, you remained wary.
He’d gotten the better of you twice, and you weren’t about to let him do so a third time.
***
You mentally cursed the weather and whatever was going on with it these days. Wrapping the jacket tightly around your shivering body, you clutched the small plastic bag of medicine closer.
If you were so insistent on me getting some meds, you should have just come with me, Bakugo-kun, jeez. I am freezing, ugh.
“I hate being sick,” you muttered under your nose, sneezing not long after. You were starting to feel worse and worse by the hour, and at this rate you wouldn’t have been able to get out of bed tomorrow.
I guess I’m pushing myself a bit too much. A lot has happened these past few days, so my body’s probably taking some time to cope. Maybe being around ghouls makes you more prone to colds?
You gasped.
What if every time you get a cold, that’s because you’ve had close contact with a ghoul!? …
You shook your head, chuckling a little.
That’s ridiculous. Seems like the cold’s making me delusional. I promise to take it easy starting tomorrow! I don’t feel like worsening my suffering…
Your thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the sound of whispering, alongside hurried footsteps, coming from somewhere not too far behind you. Upon rounding a corner, you managed to briefly spot the source of it too, and your heart almost stopped.
Great, someone’s following me now? Gosh, how do I keep getting myself in these awful situations!? Okay, okay, calm down – just find a more crowded street to get to Yuuei and you’ll be fine!
I.. hope…
Although, as fate would have it, perhaps you were a tad more screwed than you thought you were. You glanced around, only to realize that there was no way to get to the cafe without passing through some weird dark alleyways from where you stood right now.
Great. If I get myself killed by weird stalkers instead of ghouls, at least that would be a change. Haha, look at me, joking about this stuff…
Your furrowed your brows. Despite playing it as a joke, you were actually scared. It was kind of becoming the norm for you lately, so you weren’t nearly as scared as you had been that first time you’d been attacked by Monoma but… death was still something you feared. You couldn’t die just yet. Or let yourself be attacked by weird creeps following you out of nowhere, for that matter.
You almost screamed when a hand was placed on your shoulder. You could swear the men had been too far away from you to reach you in such a short time, you should have had longer, you would have been fine, you-
“Well, hello there!”
You froze, though the hand on your shoulder ushered you to continue moving forward, forcing you to only gulp as you were lead ahead. He must have noticed how your shoulders tensed up however, and he faked a pout.
“Aw, not happy to see me, hm?” Monoma joked. You weren’t in the mood for jokes though. Or in the mood to see him at all in the first place. Despite his words however, he leaned down and lowered his voice, whispering in your ear. “There are two weird guys following you, you know that?”
You growled quietly and turned to shoot him a glare. Meanwhile, he only looked back with a raised brow. You could swear he was just trying to hide his smirk though. It was almost like he was expecting you to be grateful.
Well, sucks for him.
“Yeah, I know,” you retorted, trying your best to stress how ungrateful and unimpressed you were. “As a matter of fact, I was trying to avoid them.” You made an attempt to shake him off. “Now would you mind getting your hands off me!?”
Monoma shrugged but complied anyway. Even so, it’s not like you could have just run off either. He would easily catch up to you, not to mention that you’d have to deal with three people on your trail in that case. You did have a slight suspicion as to why he was acting the way he was though.
“What, you’re just keeping your prey to yourself then…?” you frowned, turning to look anywhere but him. This time, Monoma remained quiet for a few seconds. You almost had a heart attack, thinking that he was mad now. A single chuckle followed, then he leaned in closer. Only now did you notice the two men were walking dangerously close to the both of you.
“Are you crazy? If that Bakugo guy found out that something happened to you while I was nearby, he might just kill me for real this time.” When the two of you were forced to a stop while waiting at a red light, Monoma turned to look back. Not long after, you heard hurried footsteps rushing away.
Did… did he chase them off?
“If they see you’re with another ghoul, they probably won’t attack you.” Your eyes widened.
“Ghoul? How would they know?” Monoma laughed.
“Aw, come on – I’ll have you know, I’m quite famous around here. This was my feeding ground before I moved to the Second Ward. Anyway.” The light turned green and you crossed the street. Monoma had let go of your shoulder, though he was still walking practically beside you and casting you frequent glances to make sure you wouldn’t run. “Don’t flatter yourself like that – I just don’t feel like dying quite yet, so we’re heading straight for Yuuei. You can thank me later.” That annoying smirk was back on his face. You scoffed.
“As if.”
The remainder of your walk to Yuuei, however short it may have been, was… awkward. To put it mildly. And who could blame you – getting along with the one who almost murdered you twice in the span of a single week wasn’t exactly possible. You still couldn’t quite place his motives for chasing away the two men from earlier, though you would think twice before easily believing him again. Not after what happened last time anyway.
Even so, he did get me out of potential trouble… However selfish his motivations may have been.
You glanced at Monoma, trying to discern what his reasons were. Before you could look away though, he caught your stare and raised an eyebrow, at which you promptly pouted and looked away.
Walking into Yuuei was not something you were exactly looking forward to either. Especially if Monoma planned to come in with you side by side.
And true enough, your worries turned out to be quite reasonable. Lunch break was going to end soon (you cursed your weird stalkers for slowing you down), and upon opening the door, all eyes in the cafe turned to stare at you. Most took a second to process everything and remained still. You didn’t dare look up to see their reactions. One person however, didn’t even give you time to explain.
In the blink of an eye, he had rushed past you and was gripping Monoma’s collar.
“Oi, you really have a death wish, huh!? The hell were you doing!? Answer me, asshole!!” Bakugo growled, not actually giving Monoma any time to answer.
See, normally you would have rushed inside the cafe and let him handle this. It’s not like you felt sorry for Monoma. But…
Damn it, I’m becoming such a softie…
You cleared your throat and a pair of crimson eyes suddenly looked at you. At least, you assumed they did, since the profanities spilling from Bakugo’s mouth also stopped, though you yourself were looking somewhere off to the side.
“Bakugo-kun, it’s… it’s okay… I- He, um...” You glanced at Monoma, then turned to look at Bakugo, whose eyes were wide and trained on you. “He, uh, kinda helped me? I-I think?” The ash blond stood frozen for a moment, then took to frantically looking back and forth between you and Monoma.
“He did!? You sure!?” he raised his brows. You slowly nodded, first at Bakugo, then an Monoma (this was the best expression of gratitude he was getting from you). Seems like it wasn’t enough for him though, as you watched him stick his tongue out at Bakugo, who in turn pushed him, making him hit his back in the door.
Surprisingly enough however, even as Monoma was busy grunting from the small pain and rubbing at his back, Bakugo stepped back and drove a hand through his hair. You took that as your cue and walked to the counter, finally dropping the bag of medicine and digging through it to find the first vitamins you were taking for the day.
After you fetched a glass of water and swallowed them, Bakugo leaned back on the counter beside you, shooting you a curious look, at which you only shrugged.
“Don’t ask me,” you said, clearly noticing all the questions on his face, though he refused to speak them out loud. “I was just coming back and some weird guys started following me. He showed up out of nowhere, saying you would get mad if I got hurt? I’m sorry, I’m sure that’s probably all too much.”
“You bet it is.” He leaned his head even further back, staring at the ceiling lost in thought for a bit. “Guess we gotta make sure you’re not going out on your own until we figure out what’s up with those stalkers of yours, huh?”
“They’re probably just some random creeps from the streets, don’t worry about it. I’ll be more careful from now on anyway.” The teasing thought of Bakugo being worried about you crossed your mind, though, noticing you going to change into your uniform again, he stopped you, speaking up before you could even bring it up.
“You’re not gonna eat something? It’s your lunch break, you know?”
You shook your head and sighed, frowning.
“This stupid cold seems to have killed my appetite too.” With that, Bakugo watched you with furrowed brows, as you disappeared upstairs.
There was a weird sinking sensation in his stomach. Something was wrong. Something had been wrong for a while now. Yet he had no idea what was causing him such worry.
Too bad he was going to find out, whether he liked it or not.
***
The day had been pretty slow, perhaps the slowest you’d experienced in your short time working at Yuuei. There were barely any customers, yet most of the staff was there. You mentally blamed it on the weather, convincing yourself that you weren’t the only fool who got sick at such a weird time. Then again, maybe people just had better things to do.
You know who apparently didn’t have better things to do though? Kirishima, Ashido, Kaminari, and Sero. A mere half an hour or so after your “lunch break” (which, let’s be real, had been anything but a break, not to mention that you didn’t even have lunch during it), the four had walked in with wide smiles and taken the same table they’d chosen when you’d first encountered them a few days prior. The inside of the cafe was empty, so it seemed like that was just their preferred place.
You waved them hello and went to fetch their drinks. Much like Midoriya, you already had them memorized. With one last look around the place, you decided you weren’t needed anymore and sat beside the four.
That’s exactly what I need right now. I feel like crap, so hopefully this will distract me enough.
You spent the next few minutes catching up on everything that had happened over the past few days, and, at long last, began making plans to meet up soon. Ashido had mentioned how cool their arcade night had been (of course not neglecting to say how she had been the sharpest shooter out of the bunch, only for Kirishima to lean in and whisper that she had actually been the worst at it), and the thought of going out with them resurfaced in your mind. Even though you had to insist on putting it off a bit, so your cold could pass by then, you were already trying to figure out where you wanted to go.
“[F/N/-san, the hot cocoa is ready!” Midoriya called out, quickly disappearing into the back room yet again.
“Oh, excuse me then, I’m gonna have to bring that over real quick,” you smiled, and walked over to the counter, raising a brow at Bakugo, who seemed to be frowning an awful lot tonight.
Waving a hand in front of his eyes, you called out.
“Hey, you okay? You look more grumpy than usual,” a small smirk rose to your lips. Bakugo’s frown deepened even further and he waved you off.
“It’s nothing, go back to the loud dumbasses.” Your smirk fell in concern. Something wasn’t right with Bakugo, but you knew you had no right to pry. With a sigh, you turned your back to him.
“If you say so. But,” you turned to give him one final look. “If there’s something wrong, please don’t hesitate to tell someone, okay?” He mumbled a small “Whatever”, as you took your first few steps towards the table.
A loud crash came next. Accompanied by the sound of breaking glass.
In the blink of an eye, your vision went pitch black. Your knees gave out a mere moment after and you fell to the floor.
You were vaguely aware of the frantic cries that suddenly seemed to come from everywhere around you. Though even those went quiet in another second or two.
Or so it sounded like to you. After that, you lost consciousness.
***
[CLASSIFIED INFORMATION]
Protocol K78152112
Subject #35
Real Name: Bubaigawara Jin
Background: Volunteered as a subject; Left an orphan after parents were killed by ghouls.
Results: Subject suffered almost unbearable headaches; Personality seems to have been affected – borderline bipolar.
Full sync with the kakuhou was achieved in a few hours. Subject lived and showed no further signs of deterioration.
(scribbled in pen) Two in a row? We’re on a roll this months, aren’t we? This one had severe mental damage, so perhaps we should try and avoid that in the future.
***
Author’s Note: An early update today because I have other things that need to get done during my usual update time! Though I doubt anyone’s going to complain, haha!
Hmm, to those who guessed Monoma was going to join Yuuei – you were right! Aizawa’s much softer than he’d like to think, so they decided to give him another chance! Hope you’re excited to see where this is going to go!
And it’s official now – the real plot begins! I can’t wait, aaah!! Anyway, the Classified Information files are becoming very easy to guess, though a lot of you got last week’s correct too! Thank you guys so, so much for reading! Your support on this story means the world to me, please drop a comment with more predictions or just shocked gasps (I had to make up for the lack of a cliffhanger from last week, after all), I’d really appreciate it! I love you all so much and I’ll see you all next Wednesday! Bye~
(Psst, @afuckingunicornn @creativedogs @chims-kookies - you know the drill by now - thank you for the support and here is the next part!)
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