#ᶠᵒʳˢᵃᵏᵉⁿ ᵐᵉᵃᵗ & ʳᵘˢᵗʸ ᵗʳᵃᵖˢ . — ( amanda young )

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@t-errifier asked. Which of your muses is the most sociable?

the answer varies on if it is ' enjoyable ' or ' forced ' socialization in the first it would be Muse. they have never been the one to hold back in sharing his ideas much less so with the art pieces themselves , it wouldn't do. it always in his nature to show what others tend to miss or take forgiven , they NEEDED to know as much as he did.

the second would be Amanda , while an extrovert in nature her distrust to anyone but the man who saved her causes her to act otherwise. much similar to a stray snarling , biting to get you to leave even with food within reach.

she's always only had ONE savior , one she shared despite her own deepest wishes.

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emotions has always been something uncontrollable to her , one of the reasons she fell into addiction but with john this way of controlling it wasn't acceptable. as such her attempts to quell the overwhelming emotions she ends up causing mutilation to her own body but this only works to a point. once the pain settles and the numbness goes away that 'calm' she so desperate wants but can't have.

her negative emotions such as anger , betrayal , sadness does flame up like attempting to put out a oil fire with water , only rising higher every time engulfing nothing short of an incinerator all logical thought. the only thing able to lower the heeding flames being john , the fear overwhelming the rest , the mere thought of disapproval from those eyes and the cycle beings anew.

with this in mind i will hc amanda with BPD ( Borderline personality disorder.

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@carnagewed this post

Amanda : I think Hoffman would be a good fit for that...

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random hc time but the man who attempted r* scene in saw x ? he is deceased , amanda simply took care of capturing first as her main mission the other ? she wouldn't waste a trap on him but to say it would be painless and quick would be the furthest from the truth.

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tag dump.

working on those bios and coding as well , will work on my oc's as well

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Headcanon Generator

allow me to cry a bit the second one doesn't HELP

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@bells-of-black-sunday cont.

headlines huh

❝ i guess ? ❞ she shrugged , it was her genuine response , unsure what would pass as ' interesting enough ' while johns work was spoken of in print as well not that it mattered much now.

❝ if not just because of the clean up ― ❞ a kick was added , splashing some of the fluids in his general direction.

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@bells-of-black-sunday cont.

a huff hung in the air accompanied with a roll of eyes ❛ should be glad i brought anything at all ❜ honestly getting anything around here was a pain ❛ if you don't want it give it back ❜