#— dixie. / vis. —

[brckensociety]

[brckensocietyarch]

tag drop | dixie fox

[izzy-art-879]

KND Swap AU: Part 2

The Six-Gum Gang - The Delightful Children From Down the Lane

Vin Moosk - Mrs. Thompson

Windsor - Valerie

Chad Dickson - Cree Lincoln

Numbuh 85 - Tommy Gilligan

The Lovely Children From Around the Corner consists of Runt, Lunk, Goof, Wilbur and Dixie. They are polite and proper to the adults and rude to the other kids, especially to the Kids Next Door (mainly Sector VI). They talk in southern accents in unison, want to become adults as soon as possible and use robots and machines to destroy the KND.

The Delightful Gang consists of Bruce, David, Alessandra, Lenny and Constance. They are a gang of western cowboy robbers who work for the Lovely Children. They enjoying stealing other kids' belongings like toys, candy and homework.

Vin Moosk, better known as Mr. Moosk at school, is the homeroom teacher of Sector VI, the Lovely Children and other classmates at Gallagher Elementary School. He seems nice, stern and kind but is secretly the King of the Weredogs after being given a cursed necklace by his angry and bitter ex-wife. He turned most of his Honor Roll students into weredogs where they eat other students' homework.

Jolene Thompson was once an accountant working at Accounting and Daughter until one day she realized that accounting is boring and hated wearing ties. So she became a Tie Hunter and kicks the butts of ties everywhere. She is a bit eccentric but means well. She recruits Numbuh 362 in her rebellion. Numbuh 362 was at first wary of her but later on, she considers Jolene as a friend.

Windsor is part of the Honor Roll Society at Gallagher Elementary School and is Numbuh 60's school rival. He is snotty and enjoys bragging about his school accomplishments and grades to the other students, specially Numbuh 60. He is a teacher's pet and a favorite of Mr. Moosk. He is also a Weredog who eats homework. He also has a cute pet puppy who he is possessive of.

Valerie is the daughter of Jolene's former boss (who she refers to as Mommy) at Accounting and Daughter who pretended to be a Tie Hunter to make Jolene an accountant again since she was the best accountant at the company. She is a junior executive at the company and managed to fool Jolene into thinking she wants to fight ties alongside her.

Chad Drilovsky (formerly known as Numbuh 274) is the older brother of Numbuh 60 and is one of the most wanted enemies of the KND. He escaped decommissioning on his 13th birthday and joined the Teen Ninjas. He is ruthless, cunning and a skilled fighter. He and his brother are arch-nemesis although, deep down , he misses how close they were when they were younger and slightly cares about Patton.

Cree Lincoln (formerly known as Numbuh 11) was the Supreme Leader of the Kids Next Door before Numbuh 1 and is the older sister of Abby. She was the best of the best but when she turned 13, she escaped decommissioning and defected to the Teen Ninjas. As Supreme Leader she was loyal, humble and mild-mannered. But after becoming a Teen Ninja, she became a jerk and self-absorbed. Her relationship with her little sister became strained and is a cheerleader at school. However, there may be more to Cree than what meets the eye...

Paddy Fulbright is the younger brother of Numbuh 86. He loves to hang out with his sister but often can't due to her being busy with the KND which kinda makes him jealous. He can come off as annoying to others but means well. He was formerly known as Numbuh P (despite P not being a number) but removed his booger from the Code Module to save the KND from being stuck as animals. Due to not being able to re-enter the Kids Next Door, he instead became known as "The Paddy", a vigilante who protects kids everywhere. Fanny and Paddy have a little brother named Shaunie.

Numbuh 2.0 (Tommy Gilligan) is the younger brother of Numbuh 2 and part of Sector W. He is a bit of a slacker and is always goofing off, much to the dismay of his brother. He and his brother have a pretty good relationship but he fears his brother's temper.

[bbrissonn]

𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐮 - 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐫 𝐳𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬 (𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨)

╰┈➤ trevor zegras x fem! singer! reader au

╰┈➤ oc: Alanna Oregon (no faceclaim)

╰┈➤ masterlist

╰┈➤ this is completely made up from my mind, these songs do not exist, i created the titles and some of the verses one night thinking about this. i created these titles and verses for the sole reason of being able to have complete control over what Alanna sings and writes

𝓖𝓮𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓐𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 !

ೃ⁀➷ born May 23, 2000, Kennewick, Wash.

ೃ⁀➷ her best friends since birth is Becca "Becky" Rivera, their dads have been best friends since childhood

ೃ⁀➷ moved to LA in summer of 2019 to follow her music career

ೃ⁀➷ released her first official single in October of 2019 titled Love Message sparking numerous dating rumors, but no one knew who it was about

ೃ⁀➷ her debut album called Obsessed with You came out in summer of 2021, it was composed of 12 love songs, including Love Message, making it pretty obvious she was in a relationship by now, but who the boyfriend was remained a mystery

ೃ⁀➷ November 24, 2021. Alanna posted a carousel of photos soft launching her relationship with mystery man

ೃ⁀➷ January 2, 2022. Hard launch of her relationship with Trevor while the two quarantined together

ೃ⁀➷ April 2023. All posts about her relationship with the hockey player are deleted from her instagram sparking break-up rumors

ೃ⁀➷ Summer 2023, dating rumors between Trevor and Dixie, one of Alanna's close friends, begin

ೃ⁀➷ September 1st, 2023. Alanna announces her new album, Tired of U, coming out on October 14, 2023.

𝓐𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓣𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓸𝓻'𝓼 𝓻𝓮𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮

ೃ⁀➷ the two met in summer of 2019, Alanna had just moved to LA and Trevor was in Anaheim for the Duck's training camp

ೃ⁀➷ Alanna was laying on her beach towel when Trevor walked up to her and the two started chatting, eventually exchanging numbers

ೃ⁀➷ it was clear to the both of them as they got to know each other that they had feelings for one another, but since Trevor was going to Boston, neither of them acting on said feelings

ೃ⁀➷ october 29, Love Message dropped, the lyrics being a letter the girl had wrote to Trevor, but never sent when she saw he had a rumored girlfriend

ೃ⁀➷ the two didn't talk much until Trevor came back to California in September of 2020

ೃ⁀➷ A week before Trevor left for Michigan, November 3rd 2020, he asked her to be his girlfriend

ೃ⁀➷ In summer of 2021, Alanna released her first album, Obsessed with you, all the songs being about Trevor and their relationship

ೃ⁀➷ When the two of them caught covid in January of 2022, the two decided to hard launch their relationship with Alanna posting three photos. One being them watching a Harry Potter movie with only their blanket covered leg in the frame, the other being a plate of cookie, and the last one being a selfie of the two of them cuddling as Trevor pressed a kiss to her kiss

ೃ⁀➷ Their relationship was perfect until the 2022-23 season started, Alanna noticing the boy started acting very differently on and off the ice

ೃ⁀➷ The two eventually split up in April, Trevor calling her after his last away game of the season in Arizona, breaking up with her and hanging up before she even had time to realize what he had said

ೃ⁀➷ Alanna and Trevor never saw or talked to each other after that, all of her stuff being gone from his place when he came back, and all his things from her home being in a box on his bed

ೃ⁀➷ Now, had Alanna announces the release of her second album, all the songs being about Trevor but for not so good reasons this time, the boy has the urge to reach out.

𝓽𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓾

✎track i - 11 feet behind

✎track ii - friend stealer

✎track iii - mascara stained cheeks

✎track iv - killing us softly

✎track v - 30 seconds

✎track vi - sunset chasing

✎track vii - crushed mind

✎track viii - i regret you everyday

✎track ix - i miss u

✎track x - spinning circle

✎track xi - forgive

✎track xii - heist

✎track xiii - heart n soul

✎track xiv - tired of u

[its-to-the-death]

Villain Song Showdown Preliminary Round #2

The top two will make it into the bracket

Sweeney Todd can only have one more spot in the bracket though.

Songs below the cut

The Saddest Song - Villain: Andrew Jackson

Good Doggie, No Bone - Villain: Dixie

Hiyaku no Recipe - Villain: Solcière and Trauuma

Return to Oblivion - Villain: Shiva/Ryne

Unbending Steel - Villain: Ravana

Good King Moggle Mog - Villain: Good King Moggle Mog and his crew

Dancing Mad - Villain: Kefka

Johanna - Villain: The Judge

Pretty Women - Villains: Judge Turpin and Sweeney Todd

[cottontailfariez]

Hello my little fuzzy fairies! Welcome to The Dark Mystical Fairy Garden! ^__^ I am Void, but I'll allow you to call me Mother Voice. My other names are Dixie, ViVi, Kit, Vi, Vix, and Vivo! My preferred pronouns are he/they/it! I like someone but they're very clueless about it even though it's obvious to everyone, but I'm gonna stay delulu for now. >W<

Luvs/<3: Melanie Martinez, Ariana Grande, My Little Pony, Class Of 09, Death Note, Haikyuu, Blue Lock, writing, reading, collecting books, poetry, history, birthdays, RnB, Heavy Metal, Dark Pop, Rap, foods, my heritage/nationality, art, choir/singing, mystical creatures, talking/yapping, MSI, MCR, and more! :33

diagnosed adhd, autism, and bulimia !!!

I mostly post about my day, cottage aesthetic, diary entries, facts about geek gods, quotes, facts on nature, and more. I will be active most of the time unless I don't have my device for time being. If you have any questions or concerns, don't be shy and ask away, I don't bite, my little fuzzy <3

[sohannabarberaesque]

Headcannon vis-a-vis Tom and Jerry ... Pixie and Dixie, even

Imagine the reaction of Jerry and Nibbles (and, in a way, Pixie and Dixie) to the likes of Squeez-a-Snak or even that spray cheese for cheese and crackers.

@funtasticworld @indigo-corvus @groovybribri

[coffee-n-ocs]

Onyx Soul: Phoenix Carson, Pure-Blood Werewolf (2001)

The middle Carson-Harlow sibling, and usually the strength of the trio. His parents were both white wolves, and neither led their own pack.

"Hey buddy, good moon last night, right?"

Name

Full Legal Name: Phoenix Nālani Briar Carson First Name: Phoenix Meaning: From the name of a beautiful immortal bird that appears in Egyptian and Greek mythology, derived from Greek 'Phoinix' meaning 'Dark red' Pronunciation: FEE-niks Origin: English Middle Name(s): Nālani, Briar Meaning(s): Nālani: Means 'The heavens' or 'The chiefs' from Hawaiian 'Nā', a definite article, and 'Lani' 'Heaven, Ski, Chief' Briar: From the English word for the thorny plant Pronunciation: na-LA-nee, BRIE-ar Origin: Hawaiian. English Surname: Carson Meaning: Meaning uncertain, possibly from the town of Courson in Normandy Pronunciation: KAHR-sen Origin: Scottish Aliases: None Nicknames: Nix, Nala, Lani, Bri Titles: Mr

Characteristics

Age: 23 Gender: Male. He/Him Pronouns Race: Werewolf Nationality: American Ethnicity: White (White Wolf) Birth Date: April 30th 1978 Sexuality: Bisexual Religion: Wiccan Native Language: English Spoken Languages: English, French Relationship Status: Single Astrological Sign: Taurus Face Claim: Tyler Labine

Geographical Characteristics

Birthplace: Gravesend Current Residence: Gravesend Have They Ever Been Beyond The Veil: Never

Appearance

Height: 6'0" / 182 cm Weight: [Data Redacted] Eye Colour: Blue Hair Colour: Blonde Hair Dye: None Body Hair: Hairy (Technically Fur) Facial Hair: Full Beard Tattoos: 2 (on his lower back) Piercings: Ear Lobes (Double, Both) Scars: None Clothing Style: Loose fitting clothes (Work gear: tank-tops, jeans, high-vis jackets, steel-toed boots)

Health and Fitness

Allergies: Avocados, Grapes/Raisins, Silver Alcoholic, Smoker, Drug User: Social Drinker Illnesses/Disorders: 'ADHD' Medications: None Any Specific Diet: Usually raw food

Relationships

Affiliated Groups: Carson-Harlow Family Friends: Dana Carlisle, Hayden Harlow, Navy Carson-Harlow, Harley Yancy Enemies: None, though the town doesn't trust him Mentor: None Significant Other: None Previous Partners: None Parents: Regulus 'Rex' Carson (Missing, Father), Dixie Carson (R.I.P, Mother, Née Jacobsen), Candace Harlow (Missing, Step-Mother) Parents-In-Law: None Siblings: Hayden Harlow (27, Step-Brother), Navy Carson-Harlow (21, Half-Sister) Siblings-In-Law: None Nieces & Nephews: None Children: None Children-In-Law: None Grandkids: None Other Notable Relatives: None

Note

Occupation: Construction (He & Hayden own his (P.C) father's company) Tropes: (Purely Speculative)

Animorphism: From a Human to a white wolf at will

Body Horror: His full moon transformation, especially because it's against his will

Fangs Are Evil

Forced Transformation

Glowing Eyelights of Undeath: his eyes glow blue in moonlight

Healing Factor: double the speed of a normal human

Human-to-Werewolf Footprints

Involuntary Shapeshifter: Under the full moon

Lunacy: Especially beneath a full moon

Nighttime Transformation: Usually voluntary, unless it's a full moon

The Nose Knows

Personality Remnant: Always stays a gentle, friendly werewolf

Shapeshifting Excludes Clothing

Transformation Horror

Werewolves Are Dogs

Wolves Always Howl at the Moon

Wonderful Werewolf

Voluntary Shapeshifting

[gutters-mouths]

!!! Media Call !!!

Imprtnt Info b4 da List —>

[[[ •All listed are seeking either /p or /r

•The body is 21, turning 22 this year, so this is directed at 20+

•Their source mems don’t have to align, connection and community is the most important part

•All mediamates are fine to reach out, if there are painful source memes it’ll be mentioned. And if that alter still wants to reach out, that’s fine!!

•Some Listed use different names and pronouns, their source names/etc are used for simplicity.

•Kinnies and IRLs are completely fine to reach out, but we do not support endos

•Dm us with who you’re curious about if interested :} ]]]

Da List —>

Stu Macher {Scream 1}

19-26 || Seeking> Billy, Randy, Syd

Pinkie Pie {MLP FIM}

21 || Seeking> Mane Six, Discord, Sunset, Spike

Max Goof {Goofy Movies}

19-23 || Seeking> Bradley, Pj, Bobby, Goofy

Alice Angel {BATIM}

28-58 || Seeking> Buddy/Boris, Sam/Bendy

Dixie Grim {Daddy I’m a Zombie}

18-21 || Seeking> Goner, Isis, Piroska

Brittany Matthews {TMPGIS}

18-23 || Seeking> Trisha, Mckenzie

Chucky {Child’s Play Franchise}

28-44 || Seeking> Tiffany, Glen, Glenda

——————

[Arcane]

Jinx || 18-23 || Seeking> Silco, Vi, Isha, Ekko, Vander

Silco || 45-52 || Seeking> Vander, Jinx, Vi, Sevika

Mel Merdada || 32-38 || Seeking> Jayce, Victor, Ambessa, Kino

Vi || 23-37 || hasn’t forgiven her mem’s cait who is source aligned || Seeking> Jinx, Vander, Ekko, Sevika

Sevika || 32-41 || Seeking> Silco, Vi, Jinx

Jayce Talis || 38-42 || Seeking> Mel, Victor, Ximena

Ambessa Merdada || 55-66 || Seeking> Mel, Kino

Ekko || 19-24 || Seeking> Jinx/Powder , Firelights

[Soul Eater]

Crona Gorgon || 18-22 || Touchy about his mem’s Medusa who is source aligned || Seeking> Maka, Soul, Stein, Blackstar, Kid, Tsubaki, Liz, Patty

Ragnorak ||Crona’s Age|| Seeking> Same as Crona

[Creepypasta]

Nina Hopkins || 20-26 || Seeking> Jeff, Jane, Natalie, Ben, Toby, Tim, Brian, Smile, Helen, Puppeteer

Jeffrey Woods || 19-28 || Seeking> Liu, Nina, Jane, Ben, Ej, Tim, Brian

Ben Drowned || 19 -21 || Seeking> Toby, Jeff, Nina, Jane, Natalie, Ej, Helen, Tim, Brian

Jane Richardson || 23-31 || Seeking> Nina, Natalie, Tim, Jeff, Brian

Tobias Rogers || 19 || Seeking> Ben, Tim, Brian, Jeff, Nina, Jane, Natalie, Lyra

[Hazbin Hotel]

Angeldust || 24-35 || touchy about his mem’s Valentino who is source aligned || Seeaking> Charlie, Vaggie, Husk, Alastor, Sir Pentious, Cherry

Alastor || Ageless/Ancient || Seeking> Angel, Husk, Charlie, Nifty, Vaggie

Nifty || Ageless/Ancient || Seeking> Alastor, Charlie, Husk, Angel, Sir Pentious, Vaggie

[Morel Orel]

Bloberta Puppington || 22-56 || Touchy about her mem’s/our Clay alter who is source aligned || Seeking> Orel, Shapey, Blockey, Nursula, Christina, Clay

Orel Puppington || 18 || Seeking> Bloberta, Joe, Doughey, Clay

Joe Secondopinionson || 18-20 || Seeking> Nursula Bendy, Orel, Bloberta

[JJBA]

Guido Mista || 19-23 || Seeking> Everyone from Team Bucciarti

Kujo Jolyne || 19-25 || Seeking> Emporio, FF, Ermes, Jotaro, Weather, Anasui

Kujo Jotaro || 25-47 || Seaking> Stardust Crusaders including Ziggy, Jolyne

Pucci Domenico || 20- 23 || Seeking> Jolyne, FF, Ermes, Anasui, Enrico

[Sally Face]

Travis Phelps || 18-24 || Seeking> Sal, Larry, Ash

Sal Fisher || 18-21 || Seeking> Larry, Ash, Travis

[Life is Strange]

Chloe Price || 19-23 || Seeking> Max, Warren, Nathan, Rachel

Max Caulfeild || 18-21 || Seeking> Chloe, Warren, Rachel, Nathan

[BNHA]

Bakugo || 18-21 || Seeking> Anyone from class 1a

Mina || 18-23 || Seeking> Anyone from class 1a

Kirishima ||18-22 || Seeking> Anyone from class 1a

[Due to being a large system, we have many more introjects unlisted, and simply caNNOT list em all. Feel free to ask if we might have anyone you don’t see listed here]

[blog-aventin-de]

Tabula Smaragdina

Tabula Smaragdina · Hermes Trismegistos · Smaragdtafel

VERUM SINE MENDACIO, CERTUM ET VERISSIMUM: QUOD EST SUPERIUS, EST SICUT QUOD EST INFERIUS, ET QUOD EST INFERIUS, EST SICUT QUOD EST SUPERIUS, AD PERPETRANDA MIRACULA REI UNIUS. ET SICUT OMNES RES FUERUNT AB UNO, MEDIATIONE UNIUS, SIC OMNES RES NATAE FUERUNT AB HAC UNA RE, ADAPTIONE. PATER EIUS EST SOL, MATER EIUS LUNA. PORTAVIT ILLUD VENTUS IN VENTRE SUO. NUTRIX EIUS TERRA EST. PATER OMNIS TELESMI TOTIUS MUNDI EST HIC. VIS EIUS INTEGRA EST, SI VERSA FUERIT IN TERRAM. SEPARABIS TERRAM AB IGNE, SUBTILE A SPISSO, SUAVITER, CUM MAGNO INGENIO. ASCENDIT A TERRA IN COELUM, ITERUMQUE DESCENDIT IN TERRAM ET RECIPIT VIM SUPERIORUM ET INFERIORUM. SIC HABEBIS GLORIAM TOTIUS MUNDI. IDEO FUGIET A TE OMNIS OBSCURITAS. HIC EST TOTIUS FORTITUDINIS FORTITUDO FORTIS, QUIA VINCET OMNEM REM SUBTILEM, OMNEMQUE SOLIDA PENETRABIT. SIC MUNDUS CREATUS EST. HINC ERUNT ADAPTIONES MIRABILES, QUARUM MODUS EST HIC. ITAQUE VOCATUS SUM HERMES TRISMEGISTOS, HABENS TRES PARTES PHILOSOPHIAE TOTIUS MUNDI. COMPLETUM EST QUOD DIXI DE OPERATIONE SOLIS. Wahr ist es, ohne Lüge und sicher: Was oben ist, ist gleich dem, was unten ist, und was unten ist, ist gleich dem, was oben ist, fähig die Wunder des Einen auszuführen. Und wie alles aus Einem stammt, durch das Denken des Einen, stammt auch alles Gewordene durch Angleichung aus diesem Einen. Die Sonne ist sein Vater, der Mond seine Mutter, der Wind hat es in seinem Leib getragen, die Erde ist seine Nährmutter. Dies ist der Vater aller Vollkommenheit oder die Vollendung aller Welt. Ohne Grenze ist seine Kraft, wenn sie sich der Erde zuwendet. Trenne die Erde vom Feuer, das Feine vom Groben, sanft und voll Sorgfalt. Von der Erde steigt es zum Himmel empor und fällt wieder zur Erde herab, um die Kraft des Oberen und des Unteren in sich aufzunehmen. So wirst du die Herrlichkeit der ganzen Welt erlangen und alle Dunkelheit soll von dir weichen. Hier ist die Kraft der Kräfte, die alles Feine überwindet und in alles Grobe eindringt. So wurde die Welt erschaffen. Davon kommen die wunderbaren Angleichungen, deren Wesen hier mitgeteilt ist. Darum nennt man mich den dreimal großen Hermes, der ich die drei Teile der Weltphilosophie besitze. Es hat sich erfüllt, was ich über der Sonne Wirken ausgesagt habe. Tabula Smaragdina · Hermes Trismegistos · Smaragdtafel Read the full article

[sweetabout1000kita]

2024 = 8 Transformación y lloradera total.

Enero Me corté el cabello, y siento que encontré mi estilo, donde dejo ser a mi cabello chino, crespo y que se acomoda solo. Siento que son palabras de una señora pero ya a los mid 30's ¿Qué se puede decir? Que soy una chavita? pues no... Vino Idaly de El Paso y fuimos. a Garibaldi, hacía años que ni siquiera pasaba por ahi, y fue mi primera vez en el Tenampa. Por otro lado con mi familia seguimos viendo pisos y losetas para que Tlateyork quedara on point.

Febrero Fui madrina de galletas de la fiesta del primer año de Elisa, me lancé a Queretaro con mi perro, mis galletas y mi coche acompañada de mi partner Olayin Visitamos a Meli, fuimos a un lugar reggaetonero, conocimos a su amiga que se sentìa la mas experimentada de la vida, fue tierno y muy divertido.

Fui a la expo de Vivian Maier y vi las fotos que conocí en la prepa y fuí con la persona más increíble del universo.

Marzo 3 de marzo Me fui de Giorgione, viví de una caja de ropa mi compu y mi perro. Ya no podía con tanta confusión, incongurencia y pocas posibilidades para actuar. Estuve con mis papás viviendo la escasez de agua, estuve con Olaya llevandome a tomar una bebidilla para entretenerme, y me rompió el corazón que mi hermana no me apoyara. Celebramos el cumple de Andre, vino a CDMX Despuès me lancé a El Paso a estrenar mi visa, con mis amigas, la mitad de mi estancia me quede con Idaly y la mitad con Andrea, pero como decía Jim Morrison, the west is the best (me lo dijo mi persona más favorita).

Abril Me despido de Mi Dixy Lohan, ya estaba muy malita, muy flaca, muy débil. Estuve en casa de Minji, perdida, enojada, castigándome todo el tiempo fìsica y verbalmente. Estar sola conviviendo solo conmigo, sin mi perro, tratando de re-balancearme, no estar en los bordes. Volver a mi centro. Era dificil, me alcanzaron muchas cosas inconlcusas, proyectos, quejas de mis clientes, trámites del banco y mi nueva hipoteca, entre otras... pero después del castigo y la frustración, siempre tratando de buscar solución, con fe y esperanza y sobretodo con un plan de lo que podía controlar que mitigara mi estrés. De lo otro que no se controla solo esperar... confiar en que valdrá la pena.

Mayo Me hacen un pedido de galletas gigantesco. 18 : Mi persona más favorita del universo me retiró la palabra, me retiró de su vida, renunció a mi para siempre. Ahora lo entiendo, tuvo muchos puntos, pero jamás apoyaré la forma de hacerlo. Esa forma suya, taaaaan particular de tirar la piedra para echarse a correr que me revienta. Me quedé con miles de cuestionamientos y con un sentimiento de injusticia por haber hecho conjeturas completamente erróneas (me juzgó en su último mensaje de cosas que NO HICE) jamás me compartió nada ni me dio chance a nada, traté de ser lo más clara y transparente a mis posibilidades y nunca fueron suficientes. Como siempre estuvo del lado de la desconfianza, de no creer, de no sentir. Intenté repararlo, le marqué, iba camino a su casa y mi papá me mandó fotos. Todo lo que le había dado en el pasado o en esta nueva temporada, todo estaba afuera de casa de mis papás. Se acabó. Me quiso probar en todas sus formas (literalmente), siempre estuve bajo lupa, en observación, a prueba y pues reprobé... No fui clara con él, no fui buena al hacer el amor, no la armé en nada y no di el ancho. Para mí siempre será un cobarde, llorón, espantadizo. Siempre llega a moverme, a molestarme para después echarse a correr. Nuestra historia apenas se reescribía pero no se quiso. No lo culpo, yo hago lo mismo, no me quedo a ver como fracasa algo, que a la primera no esta claro para uno mismo. Cada quien tiene sus parámetros y estándares. Muy respetable, eso es subjetivo. Bye para siempre Angel Adolfo Hernández Camacho. Gracias siempre por todo y siempre deseo que te vaya bien.

Junio Mi mamá se rompió la muñeca de una caída muy tonta pero su osteoporosis y sus ganas de hacer todo al mismo tiempo la llevaron a una fractura de radio en la mano derecha. Me asustè muchísimo. La casa se inunda horrible, se pedió todo. refri, lavadora, camas, todo. Mi papá estuvo solo. Mi mamá conmigo con los minjis porque las citas médicas estaban en el sur, y sobretodo porque mi mamà desconfìa de la atención y cuidado de mi pa. Regresan a casa los minjis y literal pues estábamos damnificados. Tlateloclo lento con los trabajos de pintura, pisos etc... sin luz, sin agua. Estabamos damnificados literalmeente Tuve que tocar puertas nuevamente, reclamar lo que era mío para poder estar con mi mamá. Y lo mejor de Junio fue ver a Camera Obscura por primeera vez y llorar como loca en todas las rolas. Desahogo machín con mi eighties fan porque yo soy una eighties fan.

Julio Sin cumpleaños, me rompí. Pero aferrada a que la angustia, pesimismo, dark side de mi mamá no me consumiera. Me fuí, la dejé sola. Me abordó un señor, me leyó un poema que estaba vendiendo y no entendí porque me leyó ese poema (quizá son mensajes clave del universo, era demasiado para mí, faltaba dedicatoria). Se lo compré. El orgullo de mi papá de mi hermana y de mi papá no les permitieron llamarme y mi mamá parecía que la mano le discapacitó la boca para desearme algo bueno. No había nada de luz en ella, nada de optimismo. No dormía, no tenía hambre, no podía hacer del baño y era un disco rayado de su mano su mano su mano. La ansiedad la estaba rebasando, solo existe ella. La frustración a mí me jodía, todo tenía que resolverlo yo. E impotencia también porque mi papá suficiente tenía con lo de la casa, mi hermana con Luciana y yo pues con mil mierdas encima. En fin...

Agosto

Planeo mi viaje a los países escandinavos que había comprado desde hacía rato. Lo planeo con mucha angustia y pesadez de irme. Pero con el mantra de life goes on, y seguir aún con las circunstancias. Duermo y convivo con mi mamá día y noche. Su ansiedad me esta enfermando. Psiquiatra1, psiquiatra 2, psiquiatra 3, medicamentos: TODOS, ansiolíticos y antipresivos: TODOS, subamos la dosis, subamos la dosis. Ya no es un ser indepentiente, no camina, tiene vertigo todo el tiempo. Su rehabilitación se ve comprometida. Tenemos platicas fuertes, me desahogo con ella. Es mal agradecida, todos hemos hecho demasiado y no lo ve. Soy su porrista numero uno y ella es la primera en auto-sabotearse. Esta esperando una pastilla mágica de algo que puede ir trabajando ella. No hay remedio mágico es mi respuesta. Ella espera que si y lo deja todo a los medicamentos.

Fue su cumpleaños y fue horrible tmb. No sabía que hacer con ella, su cabeza sentía que iba a explotar, que se iba a quedar cucu. Mi abuela buscando psiquiatrico, yo igual porque nadie había podido ayudarnos

Septiembre Inmobiliaria preguntándome sobre la entrega de mi departamento más añorado, el cuál he trabajado y ahorrado como loca. (Proyecto mío solo mío donde el dinero que está ahí es producto de mi trabajo y de nadie más.) Siempre soñé con un lugar mío, mi lugar seguro, donde abundaría paz, tranquilidad y comida rica, lugar donde llegaras y te sintieras a salvo. Yo no tuve eso y mi deseo viene de ahí, de la carencia y ausencia de eso que añoro. 3 SEPT Me entregan mi título y me recibe una pintura que estaba próxima a conocer fisicamente en Orsay. Me rompió. No me lo esperaba. No me pude contener. Lloré como un bebé, me hubiera gustado poder darles las gracias decentemente y solo lo tomé firme, con mocos en la mano y me fuí. Mi mamá me estaba esperando en el coche, no quiso acompañarme hasta adentro. Veníamos de firmar mis escrituras. Fue un día importante.

9 SEPT Me entregan Irolo miamor.

Es hora de repartir todo, mi mamá con mi hermana, el resto de mis chivas a Tlatelolco y a empacar que me largo 1 mes del otro lado del charco. 11 SEPT Viaje viaje, a conocer nuevos lugares dejándome sorprender porque no hubo mucho tiempo de armar itinerarios decementenme. Llegue al aeropuerto y mientras esperabamos el abordaje platique de todo lo que había pasado en meses a Olaya, ya mis ojos no tenían agua de tanto fucking sentimiento y emociónes ahi atoradas.

Que locura que a los días siguientes estaba en bici feliz en Copenhague, Estocolmo, Oslo y Bergen. Puta locura todo.

Octubre

Paris, Edinburgo, Glasgow y Londres.

Cada paisaje, poster en la calle, canción, sabor nuevo me llenaban de melancolía densa. Estuve muy sensible todo el viaje, mis defensas estaban bajas, me sentía mareada. Asumía que era el putazo que te da por el cambio de horario y no. (A la fecha sigo asi que he estado a punto de desmayarme dos ocasiones). Conocí a Dolly, mi personaje favorito a mis 6 años que me impacto saber que fue el primer mamífero genéticamente modificado. En realidad me daba miedo pero había sentimientos encontrados porque siempre me han gustado las ovejas. Y bueno tmb me dió mucho sentimiento conocerla. Hablaba con mi mama algunos días y no la escuchaba nada bien. Lo cuál me hacía sentir muy angustiada y con algo de culpa por estar en otro lado. 20 OCT Mi primer noche en Irolito Nota: Olaya me toma las fotos más culeras que me hace pensar que lo hace a propósito. Como mierda no me puede tomar una foto chida frente a las obras de mi pintor mas favorito o frente a esa pintura que le dije que había visto al entrar a firmar mi título no se.... Y en su único post de instagram ni una foto de nosotras jajaja que pedo. Se me hace muy raro. En fin... desapareció en Degas y Aqui la foto de Renoir.

Un viaje precioso, gocé todo, cada dolor, tos, reuma. Todo exquisito. Regresé a mi trise realidad.

Noviembre Mi mamá estuvo peor, tirada en cama, le quemaba todo por dentro, le vibraba todo el cuerpo, le molestaba la luz. Sentìa que la perdía. Meeses antes me habían mandado una recomendación de otro medico Mi perro se enfermó, estuvo hospitalizado 1 semana, lo operaron, lo castraron y sentí que se me moría y yo junto con el. Oficialmente me mudo a mi nuevo hogar. No tengo ni madres, no tengo cortinas, todos me ven. Estoy muy cansada, aturdida y mi pelo se esta cayendo y sigo con mis ganas de desmayarme. Es momento de llevarmela mas relax pero nel. Yo vivo al pinche límite.

Diciembre Pues desmadre siempre. Que les digo pero al menos estoy tranquila de que mi mamá esta mil veces mejor aunque ella no reconozca los avances y progresos. Y contenta de que mi perro esta conmigo vivito y coleando. Trabajo en ser una buena anfitriona. Hice romeritos por primera vez.

[brckensociety]

tag drop | diesel morgan, dixie fox

[quellostrano-1980]

Pioveva oggi, una pioggia fitta e costante. Ho acceso la moto in garage ed ho subito capito che era il momento di uscire, di prendere un'inzuppata andando chissà dove. La Harley borbottava, la zip del giubbotto è arrivata fin sotto il mento, i guanti che di impermeabile non hanno niente si sono bagnati appena ho messo le ruote fuori in strada. Il rettilineo, il traffico della città, poi un pezzo di tangenziale e poi stradine di campagna e dopo una cinquantina di chilometri mi sono fermato in un paesino in cui non ero mai stato. Il classico piccolo paese sperduto nella pianura padana, dove sono tutti concentrati a lavorare. La chiesa con la piazzetta, il parcheggio davanti al bar tabacchi. Fermo lì la moto, scendo e dopo averla spenta pare sia tornata la quiete in paese (sì, se passo se ne accorgono tutti). Il signore anziano col bastone che attraversa sulle strisce pedonali si volta a guardarmi. Entro nel bar, si voltano a scrutarmi come fossi E.T. ma va bene così, so che succede sempre. Mi siedo e dopo un attimo arriva la ragazza che prende la mia ordinazione. Un the caldo. Cazzo ridete? Sì, lo so che vi aspettavate la birra media, ma sono zuppo, gocciolo dai vestiti e ho le mani intirizzite dal freddo. La tazza fumante attorno alla quale avvolgo le dita è una manna dal cielo. Sorseggio il the e intanto mi guardo intorno. Al tavolo in fondo, in disparte, c'è una ragazza, avrà forse l'età di mia figlia. È avvolta in uno sciarpone color mogano, jeans ha e anfibi ai piedi e gli occhiali troppo grandi per il suo visino continuano a scivolare giù dal naso. Sta leggendo, non so cosa sia ma l'ha presa completamente, tanto che è stata l'unica che non si è voltata a guardare quando sono entrato nel bar. Fa sempre gli stessi 3 movimenti: tira su gli occhiali col dito medio, sposta la ciocca di capelli castani dalla fronte fin dietro l'orecchio e gira le pagine del libro. Io la guardo e lei gira le pagine. Mi sto rendendo conto che per lei l'intero universo è racchiuso in quel libro. E la invidio. Non so perché ma il suo faccino assorto nella lettura è l'essenza stessa della calma. È bella, di un bello che sa ancora di quella innocenza che non è stata ancora intaccata delle cattiverie del mondo.

La signora che entra col bambino urlante che cerca di svincolarsi dalla mano della madre mi fa smettere per un attimo di osservare quella attenta lettrice. Quando torno a cercarla con lo sguardo ha chiuso il libro, l'ha infilato in una enorme borsa a tracolla, si è alzata ed è andata dritta dal bimbo, lo ha preso per mano e l'ha portato verso l'espositore dei pacchetti di patatine facendolo smettere di urlare in me che non si dica. Poi ha dato un bacio sulla guancia alla madre del nanetto che nel frattempo ingurgitava le dixie. Per un attimo negli occhi di quella donna ho visto quelli di mia madre, calmi, pieni d'amore, stanchi. Mi sono alzato, ho pagato il conto anche per il bimbo e la ragazzina che leggeva, uscendo le sono passato accanto, mi sono fermato davanti a lei e alla madre e sorridendo ho detto "signora, non faccia mai perdere a sua figlia la voglia di leggere".

Me lo diceva sempre mia made. Sarà per quello che non ho più spazio nelle librerie di casa...

La cinquantina di chilometri del rientro col diluvio in atto hanno avuto un sapore diverso, di speranza. Sì, perché non ho trovato una ragazzina fissa sul cellulare, ma una con lo sguardo avido di sapere. E questo mi fa sperare.

[ufochasing]

I have so many drawings of my ocs just. Standing

[firebuug]

give a Rlly Bad Summary of ur ocs' characters arcs >:3c

thank u this question is great ill put it under a cut bc i have a lot of ocs skskjsksdjjf

buggy: Salem Man unlocks secret emotions, destroys 20000 different Massachusetts towns, and gets away with it because he’s Baby, but dies anyways

gene: stressed college student manages to becomes stressed doctor, gets his rights taken away by the mayor, so he goes “fuck the government they can die” and heals people anyways. Marries a dead dude 

oz: Local boy spends entire life training to become a bodyguard but dies to a dog anyways

mendel: Edgy teenager commits crimes against god and will do it again, does it again and causes state of emergency in the entire state of Massachusetts, becomes dad

juggy: angry 1 year old baby who legally cant die destroys entire state of massachusetts but its also okay because theyre baby

rascal: weeaboo who thinks hes independent moves to a hell town, realizes he isnt but is now contained in said hell town, accepts his fate and witnesses brutal murders every night for a living

farrow: Teenager with daddy and mommy issues magical girl transforms into dead person with everything issues, is revived later on but literally cannot live for more than 5 minutes without trying to find a way to die again or do something stupidly impulsive to assert dominance over literally everyone else in the room

simon: I’mma be real with you us government, I’m not ever fighting for a fucking oil company ever again

vi: salem man gets run over and becomes a motherfucker

dixie: sorry i cant come my dad says i have to stay home and experiment on people against their will. wait what the fuck is a rebellion? you can DO that? ok *breaks out and runs away with a dog*

k9: vibe check *falls into pit of radioactive waste and becomes a sparkledog*

[dixieandherbabies]

Dixie and her babies.

Waking up with some purrs & a nice big stretch!