#…. clody is stupid

[clodyghost]

well hello there ⋆｡˚ ☁︎˚☽˚⋆˚

☁︎ my friends call me clody/cloudy/aodh :D

☁︎ my pronouns are they/them :)

☁︎ i am a lesbian and asexual!

☁︎ i’m a minor so no being weird pls!

☁︎ i’m Irish!

♫ and i haven’t quite decided if i’m a boy or a girl ♫

☁︎ married to the lomls @moonandstarshangoutinbars my insane wife and @very-gay-poet my murderous husband <3

☁︎ i love the marauders (though i do not in any way condone jkrs actions or beliefs), dead poets society, derry girls, arcane, carry on, dr who, dead boy detectives, epic, marvel (and a few others)

☁︎ some music i like: boygenius, lucy dacus, taylor swift, phoebe bridgers, noah kahan, hozier, conan gray, suki waterhouse, adrienne lenker, gracie abrams, chapell roan, girl in red, mitski, ethel cain, radiohead <3

☁︎ i have an AO3: cloudy_moons where i have a few fics in the marauders fandom!

☁︎ sometimes i draw things! -> #clody does art

☁︎ my letterboxd is here :) my airbuds is here :) my spotify is here :)

☁︎ posts with #☁️ chatters are fun lil posts where i ramble or rant about things!

☁︎ #cairde <3 is my lovely friends

☁︎ #bestie 🙂‍↕️ is for my bestie @aelia-posts

☁︎ i have adhd :p

☁︎ dividers by @hyuneskkami and @sister-lucifer :)

☁︎ dni: the usual! no transphobes homophobes racists or weirdos

☁︎ please don’t send asks for donations i am a minor and do not have any money to give!

☁︎ i <3 my moots with my whole heart i’m too tired to tag you all but i genuinely care about ye so much!

[clodyghost]

i want to die but just to be dead i dont want to actually go through the effort of killing myself

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how many days can i go without eating before my parents notice….. hmmm…..

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i might die

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lmao juat cried in public for 20 mins

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im actually such an annoying person oh my god how does anyone deal with me

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im so annoying

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yknow sometimes i think omg my mental health is getting so much better! and then my brain says fuck you :D

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i made a joke to my friend about sh earlier and she just sent me a whole ass paragraph about ‘permanent solutions to temporary problems’ and talking about my feelings LMAO how tf do i respond to that

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i actually can’t do this anymore

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i actually can’t do this anymore i’m going to die

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throwing up always makes me feel so icky

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i actually swear to god im going to kms i cant wven say GOOD NIGHT WITHOUT A LECTURE

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why am i up sobbing at 10 past 1 on a school night :|

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i fear it would be better for everyone if i just died

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my sister saw my arms today and asked me about it and i had to make up some weird excuse and she just looked at me and then walked away….. idk what to do