#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻; 𝗮𝘇𝘇𝗮. ┊ is it me? am i the drama?

[ripcrispyblonde]

I'm thinking about Semyaza a lot okay I've barely utilized her but I love her.

She escaped judgment from Michael so she did not get to the point of falling, but without being connected to Heaven in any way, her grace and powers are weakened to that of a rebellious angel. She was a girgori, with enhanced powers above that even of a seraph, so her weakened state is likely pretty akin to a regular angel. Azza has kept her identity a secret like some of the other grigori that escaped their fates through careful warding, sigils, and spells. Though, as she was a leader of The Watcher rebellion, Michael had made tracking her down a priority for a long while and a few of the other angels fell prey to her angelic sword when they got too close.

Cast away into hiding over enjoying humanity, in her mind at least, she has a strong distaste for the majority of the angels and God himself. She was much more attune to demons, though she believes them to be beneath her. Sympathy for Lucifer caused her to become a bit more involved on the side of Hell to spring him from the cage. While she knew that the reunion with Azazel would be dicey she agreed to help him with his plans to set Sam back into hunting with the same vengeful heartbreak of his father to show her loyalty to her former friend that wasn't able to escape his fate.

After Sam, she's a little bit less tuned to the violence, though she doesn't exactly behave either. Still very against Heaven, she still has her toes in Hell's pathway to spring Lucifer. All the while struggling with feelings of wanting to be accepted, to belong to something again. It isn't until Michael being locked in the cage that she feels secure enough in being forgotten about to be a little bit more lax on keeping herself super hidden.

[letmedeleteitplz]

**partially adapted from lore, subject to change and growth*This information applies to verses In On The Ruse & Those Angel Eyes

Born a seraphim in the ranks of Zachariah and Castiel, Semyaza was not one to mess with in her time as a loyal soldier. However, she grew increasingly irritated with her father and how her siblings blindly follow some of his questionable actions. Eventually, she fell from Heaven due to her fraternization with humanity. She gathered a band of fallen angels and they called the Watchers. Azza’s fall from grace only increased her fascination with humans and procreation and she convinced the other angels in her following to procreate with humans. Many nephilim were born, especially under the male vessels that Semyaza plowed through. In addition to this, she taught the nephilim and humanity alike the art of war, ready to watch chaos unfold across her father’s supposed most sacred creation.

The widespread destruction of the unbridled nephilim, along with the humans becoming increasingly more inclined to start wars angered God. Azza’s sons Hiwa and Hiya were known to each consume thousands of animals every day. To put an end to all of this, God ordered Gabriel to spark a civil war among the nephilim to ensure destruction of the species without God or his angels having to get their hands dirty. Michael is tasked with making sure each of the angels in The Watchers met their own judgment day, after seeing their sons and daughters slain. The Watchers were all sentenced to being torture in Hellfire.

Any angel that sought to help them escape or evade was threatened with the same fate. However, Gabriel, felt partial to Azza and warned her of the incoming punishment under the stipulation that she better behave because he would not risk himself for her again. With a bit of help, Azza was able to fake her own death and escape, evading God and her siblings’ watchful eyes. After the nephilim were all dead and the angels were cast out, God created the Great Flood to wipe out all humans that had been tainted by The Watchers. Afraid to procreate once more and draw attention to herself, Azza took residence in a woman vessel so she could continue to play among the humans, under her own assumption that a female vessel could not fall pregnant.

Semyaza eventually was able to reunite with former co-leader of The Watchers, Azazel, who was now a Knight of Hell along with the other members of The Watchers from their penance in Hell. She became instrumental in his plan to get Sam Winchester back into hunting and off of the soft path he had chosen for himself. At this point, Azza had been inside the same female vessel for millennia, so letting her go proved to be a bit more difficult than she had assumed. Jessica Moore, however, was a rather devout Catholic, and said yes without too much convincing that an angel needed her help on God’s orders.  However, somewhere along the way of getting Sam to fall in love with the girl, the fallen angel grew to care for the boy, given how much love and affection poured out of him for her mortal alias Jessica Moore. Such softness was something she had never experienced in all of her years among the mortals.

She almost backed out of the plan altogether because she couldn’t bring herself to hurt Sam in such a way, even though she could see there wasn’t a way out of the mess she’d made. Brady, however, nearly torched her wings as he forced her to continue along with the plan. Heartbroken herself, Semyaza tried to move on while keeping Jessica Moore as a vessel, with darkly died hair in hopes of evading any sort of recognition. Often, she checked in on Sam and is likely responsible for at least a couple of his moments of unexplained luck. She is always careful to keep herself in the shadows and stopped checking in when Castiel and the others showed their interest in Sam, afraid of what Heaven may do to her evading her punishment after all of these years. Azza also wants Sam to live with his happy memories of his time with Jessica Moore, but perhaps selfishly, does not want to watch his face twist in hate and disgust for her.