#✧･ﾟ:*𝒜𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝑒𝓇𝓉*:･ﾟ✧ - ooc

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Hi lovelies. Happy fakest of Nina's birthdays to you all 💜

I know I've been kind of MIA on here & in the chat for a bit now. Tbh I kept trying to figure out how to write this post, rewriting it over and over again because honestly.. I don't think I'm ready to talk about all that's been going on b.ts. Part of me doesn't feel right summing up all that's happened, (all things considering it makes me feel ..gross..) yet that same part of me doesn't feel right unleashing it all here to trauma dump on you all either so.. I guess this will have to do:

July held multiple deaths inside our household for beloved members of our family both four legged and with fins. One of whom was pretty much my shadow, my baby for the past decade who followed me everywhere I went, always cheered me up and rarely left my side. So needless to say... I have been and still am a complete and total.... Wreck.

But I've been trying to throw myself into writing and artwork to get through day by day, (9 replies to post in total today woo~) and I'm gonna try to be on more tonight in other ways for bamco's version of our Assassin Queen's official birthday. – In the meantime however, I hope you're all doing okay, lovelies. Thank you again for being so patient with me, and thank you even more to those of you who checked up on me and reminded me of just how lovely you all are - as if a reminder were ever needed 😭💜💜💜💜

I hope you're all smiling, drinking your water, eating your greens, getting a chance to do all your favorite cozy comfort things, and all that jazz.

Love you lovelies 💜

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Lovelies. Lovelies. Loveliest of lovelies

I managed to finish 2 replies yesterday + I was able to work on artwork for 12 hours straight

IS THAT GOOD? ARE WE SO BACK?

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Update: Amid everything else, I caved & managed to get to urgent care yesterday for this sinus infection I've been suspecting for the past couple weeks. Officially on antibiotics and hope to be back to writing again soon 💜

Take care, and please stay safe, happy & lovely lovelies 💜

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Lucky number 13 replies due~~ Thank you, thank you lovelies 💜

Popping in to say I'm sorry for the bit of a delay, we're getting slammed by wildfire smoke where I live this week and it's had me & my family not feeling great.

Replies are moving along, just slowly. But in the meantime, stay healthy, stay lovely and stay amazing lovelies 💜

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Alright lovelies & lovely gamers, I've wrapped up some art commissions this week which means it's officially sit down and lock in on replies time 💫💜

Replies due count currently stands at: 10

(I'm also debating possibly making a poll to see if I should keep the number of replies I'm currently working on in Nina's pinned as well? To keep people posted as well as hopefully keeping me more motivated to stay on top of things. Still thinking about it but we'll see, stay tuned 👀✨)

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So, in my many ventures of trying to focus lately, I've 100% succeeded in concentrating and planning all out scenes like a movie in my head of everything and anything... but what I actually want to focus on most of the time. c':

So! While I'm away, please take this wishlist containing the stars of my maladaptive daydreams to get them out of my head, and if you see any you'd like, please always feel free to let me know 👀💜✨ :

- Family related plots my beloved (Anna, Steve, Richard, Helena) like I did not pick up Nina as a muse to not bask in family dynamics like a lake

- Found family of criminals and / or partners in crime tropes are both also legit good food

- Assassin meets infamous Mother of All Assassins ( Assassin mentoring? Assassin teaming up w assassin? Assassin crushing on better assassin? Idc please gimme gimme)

- On that note my girl is in fact, an assassin for hire. Hire her. Send her on missions. She's bored and wants her money.

- Enemies to lovers trope hey hi hello

- Bitter exes dynamics are always neat. Combine that with how my girl is still suffering from amnesia and likely has ex friends / love interests she doesn't even remember, then you have a combo of two fun tropes that is an absolute treat.

- Devil Nina & Brainwashed by Ogre Nina not only live rent free in my brain but for whatever reason are usually throwing parties in there w supersonic speakers + Vampire & Angel Nina are also vibing in separate corners of the party somewhere.

- Interrogation plots / interactions interest me like?? Profile her? Let her profile you?? Either or, tension????

- I want to add Nina saving someone she cares about plot to this list so badly, but like... she needs someone to care about first. Where are they? The myths? The legends?

- ^^ Ummmm Zaibatsu Trio reunion when? As of T8, the same assassin who was seemingly the glue holding this trio together has defected to the enemy side and somehow Eddy's the only one to react in game, when we in fact need two to hold up the "Welcome Home Cheater" banner in purple glitter. Thank you.

- One night stand that turns into something more plots are so valid idc who says otherwiiiise 👏👏👏👏

- Nina was born for the arrogant and coy "So you have no one else to turn to" trope. Tbh most villain tropes for that matter. Where is her crown? Where is her evil cloak?

- Genuinely just want more tournament shenanigans plots tbh. I want that behind the scenes tournament tea, the usual domestic office like happenings, the shady under goings behind the scenes of this enterprise, the secret friendships or otherwise between fighters that have to be set aside in the ring, newcomers navigating it all + trying to interact with the veteran fighters, kindly shut up and take my metaphorical money.

- And finally, listen.... She hasn't backstabbed anyone in awhile, her knife's getting dull.

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Hey uh new general rule I think the rpc should consider: no judging me or any other lovelies for feeling rusty af as we try to get back into writing.

The worlds a living nightmare containing myriads of terrors atm, it gonna show from time to time and that's more than fine because the fact that we're still working our writing magic and being our amazing creative selves at all with everything going on is itself a miracle.

Keep doing miracles lovelies 💜

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Strat guide January 23rd > Harada's July 26th supremacy my beloveds 💜

💜❄️🗡️Happy Nina Williams day to all 🗡️❄️💜

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Your girls finishing 6 replies by her birthday. She trying. Oh she determined.

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For purposes of desperately needing a boost with everything going on, self care and hopeful bit of fun, can I just.... can I just post space stuff I think is neat for a couple days? Is that a thing? Is that a thing I can do? My hub blog my rules?

Genuinely don't know. But how bout I do anyway, send 🪐 if you want some space stuff that I find cool

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🥲

The menace + life existentialism have been teaming up on me this past week and have me more shaken up than coca-cola and mentos atm. I'm going to keep trying to push through & work on replies, but in the meantime if anyone wants to help ground me a little, I like asks, plotting, hugs, and knowing you're all good.

Stay safe out there lovelies 💜

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Currently fighting off an advanced sinus infection 😷

Also currently having a heckin day

But Anna was teased for season 2 last night, and I wanna keep the hype going

So if it's cool imma try to be on my soapbox and random nonsense for a bit until these antibiotics kick in and I can coherently write again. Love you bb's 💜

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Heads up: we trying to deep dive into writing & video games today, bc tomorrow I have a doctors appointment that's had me preeetty freaked out ever since I made it a couple weeks ago.

While the trouble concentrating w the flu is mostly gone now, I've been having some other concerning stuff going on health wise the last couple weeks keeping me occupied, and I'm going to be getting some tests done to hopefully get some answers to it all so um.

Positive thoughts & wishes please if you can? Yeh? 🙏💜

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Posts I plan on getting up & posted over on Nina's blog in the near future so I don't forget lol :

🪐 - More Devil Nina Verse headcanons

🪐 - "Nocturnal Oizys"

🪐 - Richard centered headcanons / bio

🪐 - Helena centered headcanons / bio

I also plan on reblogging some old headcanons over there at some point too since it's been a hot minute lol. I hope you all look forward to allll the thiiings 💜

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muse-borealis -> @muse-stellium *:･ﾟ✧

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Just a heads up for lovelies both new and long loved, I'm going to be out of town for a few days later this week, and I have family staying over until then, so activity with threads and messages is gonna be kindaaa wonky

But w one bar and a dream I do hope to still be around for plotting and such when I can, and I'll be doing my best to get as much done as I can between entertaining guests and until then 💜💜💜