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permadating · 5 months ago
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hi sillies!!
I’m shrimp, a multiself transmedian girl in a (cis)DID system, and um!! I’m looking for friends!!
I get very dysphoric saying my chrono age so I’m only going to say I’m a young chrono adult. Despite this, I am NOT an adult and do not refer to me as one /srs!! I’m an ageless transage kodo ^_^!!
I’m not looking for anything romantic,,, if it happens, it happens, but I don’t seek out romantic relationships. I just want friends!
My pronouns are shi/hir, and while my selves all have different pronouns, shi/hir is always okay to use for me/us(?).
My biggest interests are okegom/funamusea (special interest brrrrr I really like The Gray Garden in particular), homestuck (another SPIN), music (I love all kinds), and various indie horror games (like Hello Charlotte and It’s Not Me It’s My Basement)
Some important stuff: I have NPD and other disorders, and I am very high maintenance! I crave attention and affection and validation, and I might be annoying about it </3 I don’t mean to. I also have MSN/HSN autism and brain damage so sometimes things are hard for me.
I don’t give out my discord user in any public spaces, so I’d prefer to talk in tumblr DMs, and if you seem cool, I can send my discord user through DMs. Antis follows my disc so I keep it private from my RQ stuff.
Anyone can interact ^o^
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vampzity · 4 months ago
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stray kids twitter links!
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★ BONUS DAY: SKZ HYUNG LINE TWT LINKS ★
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[ DISCLAIMER ]: the following links contain PORN which is only suitable for mature audiences!! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+!! all links contain hetero content! some dont have any sound :’)
[warnings]: porn… duh!, fingering, restraints, riding, cock warming?? oral (f. rec), rough sex, anything else i missed!
⭐️: author’s favorite
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[ BANG CHAN ]
eat like a animal: bangchan is definitely pussy hungry. when he eats it, baby he EATS it. like he hasn’t had a proper meal in weeks!! he definitely does it for both of your pleasures. his tongue flicks your bud intensely, forcing multiple orgasms out of you as he’s licking up your arousal.
sloppy kissing: chan loves to touch you. everywhere. he’s all hands on deck when you too have heated make out sessions. he’s fondling with your tits, pushing his tongue into your mouth as you grind your clothed pussy against his cock. don’t even think about keeping your shirt on, he’s just gonna take it off immediately, there’s no point! he’s kissing you all around your neck, on your chest, anywhere possible!!
deeper: what did he say in railway? ah yes— rough ride… hold on tight? he’s practically fucking you into the bed, one hand behind your back as his angry cock is slamming into your poor hole. “take it like a good girl for me, yeah?” how can it sound so sweet yet so cruel at the same time? he’s pushing you into the mattress, groaning at the sound of your poor whimpers as he fucks you into oblivion. you can’t take it, but you will. bc you’re his little slut after all.
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[ LEE MINHO ]
⭐️ lesson learned: minho never liked when you were rude to him. he especially hated that little attitude you gave from time to time. he surely made you pay for it everytime too. making you lay with your hands around your back as he spread your legs apart, he’d stick his fingers in your cunt as he played with your clit furiously. “you wanna act out, huh? well this is what that earns you.” every time you get too loud he’ll smack your mouth, stuffing a small handkerchief in it to shut you up. it’s not like you’d be able to talk while being stuffed with his long fingers anyway.
use your words: does minho really like pleasuring you, or does he just love to tease you for his own pleasure? his fingers will run themselves across your clit as you moan out in pleasure, squirming at every moment. “i know you can be louder baby, you sing my songs all the time.” he’d touch you faster, harder with every whimper, asking you if you like being touched like the whore you are.
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[ SEO CHANGBIN ]
warming me up: something about cockwarming made changbin fall at your feet. but it wasn’t just him sitting inside of you, oh no. he’d sit his big cock between your thighs, pushing it between your warm folds as you squeezed your legs shut. your back to his chest, keeping each other warm as he pushed himself in between your legs. his cum would cost your thighs, moving against your clit to lubricate his cock perfectly. and it felt soo good.
⭐️ through the clothes: did i mention how much of a tease changbin was? he loves wrapping his tongue all through your folds, but he loves especially when your panties are still on. hell drag his tongue against your clothed clit, sucking on it gently to get a reaction out of you. his swirl his tongue around it, watching as your arousal seeped through your panties in where could taste it— until you were practically begging for him to rip them off.
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[ HWANG HYUNJIN ]
⭐️ titty galore: hyunjin loved your tits. he loved to touch them, swirl his tongue around them and suck on your skin gently. at any chance he could, he would get you naked in his arms and rope his tongue around your nipples, sucking them until he earned sweet moans out of you. sometimes that’s all he needed to do to get you off— watching as slick formed between your thighs. he would speed up his tongue, flicking your tips as you shook beneath him.
sensual riding: hyunjin was always so sweet to you. he was really for the rough sex, the loud moans. it was something about it all that he just wanted it to be you two in that moment, and he always got the most out of it from you riding him. Watching as you ran your folds amongst his cock, savoring his sweet moans as he ran his fingers across your body. and he always made it a habit to tongue kiss you, it was always sensual. your lewd moans would mix into each others mouths as you rode his cock. if there wasn’t proof he loved you, this definitely shows it.
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back to valentine’s masterlist
a/n: i wanna say these have my favorite links but… the maknae line may take the cake..!
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dollyswishingwell · 7 days ago
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girlie, can you please write when li, mc and their daughter went to beach and the li is smitten seeing mc in her cute little bikini? THANK YOU SM! ❤️
ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ Mama’s Princess P.19
𝒲𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 ˙⋆✮ Rafayel, Zayne, Xavier, Sylus, Caleb
𝒢𝑒𝓃𝓇𝑒/𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 ˙⋆✮ so cute i love this, the hubby and babygirl fangirling over reader, i still can’t get behind the science of skyhaven
> ࣪𖤐.ᐟ Beach day
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𝙍𝙖𝙛𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙡 °‧🫧⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
The seaside estate is glowing in the early sun, all warm marble and fluttering sheer curtains as ocean wind rushes through. The private beach below is quiet, just yours. Yours and Rafayel’s. Yours, and your babygirl’s. Not a soul dares trespass.
You’re standing by the edge of the pool terrace in the cutest frilly lilac bikini, high-waisted, sweetheart neckline, complete with heart-shaped sunglasses pushed up on your glossy head. And Rafayel? He’s sat back in the cushioned lounge chair, legs open, robe undone over his sculpted chest, watching you like a man possessed.
His fingers are slack around a crystal glass of champagne. He hasn’t taken a sip in the last ten minutes.
Because you’re just… that pretty.
“You’re going to kill me like this, baby,” he says hoarsely, the words lazy and full of awe, “Walking around in that little thing with your hips swaying like you know I can’t handle it.”
You giggle and do a twirl for him, letting your sheer sarong flutter dramatically.
“I bought it for you, didn’t I?” you tease, flirty and smug, cheeks flushed and glossy lips smiling.
From behind you, a delighted squeal,
“Mamaaaa!” Your daughter waddles across the sand, her chubby little legs struggling in the powdery softness, her arms lifted. She’s got matching purple water wings and a sunhat that keeps slipping over her eyes.
She looks exactly like Rafayel, his violet-pink eyes, soft lilac curls, even a little pout. But her devotion? All yours.
“Mama sooooo pretty today!!” she gushes, clapping her sandy hands. “like a pretty mermaid! Papa, wook at Mama! She da prettiest in da whole world!!”
Rafayel actually groans, drops his head back and covers his face with his hand.
“She’s not wrong,” he mutters, then peeks at you between his fingers, eyes dark and shining. “You’re gonna make me start worshipping you right here in the sand, sweetheart.”
You roll your eyes, cheeks glowing, but he’s already getting up, dropping the robe entirely. He’s shirtless, lazy and built, his violet hair ruffling in the breeze.
And then,
He scoops your daughter up with one hand, kisses her cheek, and with the other arm, grabs you by the waist, pulling you against him with a grin.
“Two of my favorite girls. One I’d die for, and one I’d do… very inappropriate things to if our child weren’t here.”
You swat him with your sunglasses, squealing, but he’s already chuckling.
“Fine,” he hums, “I’ll behave. But only until bedtime.”
And all day, he doesn’t let you out of his sight. Not when you bend to help your daughter build a sandcastle. Not when the sea foam kisses your calves. Not when you pout for more sunscreen, and definitely not when your daughter praises you for the fiftieth time:
“My mama’s da cutest and da softest and she gets all da kisses!”
Rafayel grins behind his sunglasses, brushing a kiss to your shoulder.
“You heard the princess. I owe her mama more kisses than the stars.”
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𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙣𝙚 ⋆꙳•❅‧*₊⋆☃︎ ‧*❆ ₊⋆
Zayne’s vacation house is clean and crisp, white stone, glass railings, warm neutral linens, and medical journals tossed onto deck chairs he’s clearly ignoring. Because the moment you step out onto the private beach, all he can see is you.
You’re wearing a pale pink two-piece bikini, ruffled at the hips, with a little satin bow between your chest. Your glossy hair is up in a loose beach bun, oversized sunglasses sliding down your nose as you apply your shimmer body oil.
Zayne, in his black linen shirt unbuttoned halfway, stares from the edge of the cabana with his jaw clenched tight. His arms are crossed, hiding the way his hand keeps flexing like he’s trying so hard to stay professional.
Until your little daughter, his clone, comes tumbling out after you, chubby and giggly in her tiny pink rash vest and sunhat. She’s got Zayne’s green-hazel eyes, his sharp lashes, his serious pout… but right now she’s babbling so fast she nearly trips on her own feet:
“Mamaa!! Mama you so so so soooooo pretty!!”
You laugh sweetly, reaching out to steady her, and Zayne’s throat moves visibly as he swallows.
“She looks like you, but she worships me,” you say smugly over your shoulder, and he finally lets out a quiet, shaky breath.
“You’re…” He moves forward, slow and purposeful, tugging his sleeves up. “…completely indecent.”
You blink innocently. “It’s a bikini, Zaynie.”
“It’s a weapon,” he says flatly. “You already distract me enough every day, you want me to have a heart attack now?”
Your daughter gasps, grabbing your leg.
“Nooo! Don’t hurt Papa’s heart, Mamaaaa!! He needs it for surgery!!”
That makes Zayne exhale a quiet, helpless laugh. “Exactly,” he says, walking over, crouching down to kiss her forehead gently. “Thank you, my darling. Only you understand me.”
You sit on a towel, propping up your knees, tilting your head. “Do patients know how easily the brilliant Dr. Zayne is brought to his knees by a bikini and a toddler’s praise?”
He looks down at you, sunlight hitting his sharp cheekbones and tousled black hair, and gives you the smallest, most dangerously heated smirk.
“They don’t,” he says, voice low. “And they never will.”
Then he drops to his knees next to you, cups your face in both hands, and kisses you slow and deep, even as your daughter throws handfuls of sand at both of you, yelling:
“NO KISSIES!! Mama is MINE!!”
Zayne grins against your mouth.
“You heard her,” he murmurs. “You’re hers right now. I’ll wait ‘til bedtime to have you for myself.”
But all day long, you catch his eyes darkening every time you walk ahead, every time the sun catches your soft skin. He wraps a towel around you after you swim like he’s hiding you from the whole damn world, even though you’re alone on your beach.
And when your daughter announces proudly during lunch:
“My mama’s da prettiest mama in da whole galaxy!!”
Zayne only sighs, lifting his iced coffee to his lips.
“She’s not wrong. And I’m in serious trouble.”
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𝙓𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙧 ⋆⭒˚.⋆🪐 ⋆⭒˚.⋆
Xavier’s vacation house has astretch of sea beyond the glassy edge of your home, lined with pale alien coral and glittering black-silver sand unique to this area. It’s quiet, just the gentle rush of waves and the sound of your little girl shrieking in joy as you run after her.
You’re in the cutest silvery-lavender bikini, all shimmery and dainty, with strings tied at your hips and a gauzy wrap trailing behind you. Hair up in a soft bun. Glossy lips. Pink nails. You’re glowing.
And Xavier? He’s sitting on a lounger under the shade, legs stretched, oversized black hoodie half-sliding off his shoulder, silver hair tousled from a nap he just woke up from. His hood is half-up, eyes still a little sleepy and glowing faintly blue as they follow your every move.
He doesn’t say a word at first. Just blinks slowly and keeps watching you like you’re not real.
Then:
“…You’re going to kill me,” he murmurs.
You flash him a grin. “You always say that.”
“Because it’s always true,” he deadpans, voice slow and soft like velvet, still half-asleep. “I wake up and you’re sparkling in the sun. I think I’m hallucinating.”
Before you can respond, a delighted babygirl barrels into your leg, arms lifted. She looks just like him, silver-white hair, glowy blue eyes, pouty mouth, and a clingy habit that defies physics. She’s in a ruffled one-piece and sun hat, clutching a shell in her hand.
“Mamaaaaa,” she coos, grabbing your face with both hands. “You soooo pretty. Pretty like da stars!!”
You giggle, kissing her cheeks. Xavier exhales sharply and rubs his eyes like he’s malfunctioning.
“I’m done for,” he whispers.
Your daughter runs up to him and shoves the shell in his palm.
“Papa!! Mama da most beautiful girl in da galaxyyy!”
Xavier picks her up gently and presses his cheek to hers, but his eyes are still locked on you. He mutters into her curls:
“She’s not wrong. You’re… dangerous.”
You approach slowly, smirking. “Dangerous?”
“You shine like a siren, sweetheart.” He slides his hoodie off and drapes it over your shoulders. “I’m supposed to be the Lightseeker. But you’re the only light I follow.”
He pulls you close and kisses your forehead gently. Your daughter smacks his chest.
“Noooo! Noooo kissies! Mama is mine today!!”
Xavier chuckles under his breath and steps back, raising his hands in surrender. “Understood. I’ll wait ‘til bedtime.”
All afternoon, he’s soft. Gentle. Following the two of you like a shadow, trailing behind with your daughter on his hip and you wrapped up in one of his robes when the wind gets strong. He keeps trying to sneak kisses. She keeps smacking him away. He lets her win, barely.
And when you stretch under the sun later, your wrap falling open and your soft thighs glowing in the light?
He covers his face with one hand, whispering, “Oh, I’m so done. I’m so done.”
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𝙎𝙮𝙡𝙪𝙨 ✮ ⋆ ˚。𓅨⋆。°✩
Sylus’s private beach is all jet-black volcanic sand, stark white cabanas, and solar-shielded towers rising in the background. One of his estate armories overlooks it, just in case. This entire coast is owned by him. No cameras. No satellites. No intruders.
Just his wife. His baby. And him.
You come strutting down the sun-warmed steps in the most sinful little bikini imaginable, black and cherry red with golden hardware, dainty little straps, and a barely-there wrap knotted at your hip. Sunglasses on. Hair down. Lipgloss glistening.
And Sylus?
He. Stops. Breathing.
He’s already shirtless, lounging in a designer chair with a sleek drone hovering nearby carrying cocktails. His crimson eyes trail down your legs and do not return.
“…You trying to start a war?” he murmurs. “Because that’s exactly what this is, sweetheart.”
You smirk, fixing your wrap just to tease him. “I’m trying to look cute for my husband.”
“Hm,” he hums. “Well, congrats. Now I’m considering canceling the rest of the day so I can bend you over one of the chairs right here.”
Before you can sass him back, your babygirl comes toddling up in her tiny black ruffled swimsuit with red bows, matching yours. She looks exactly like Sylus, from the sharp glint in her red eyes to the little smirk she gives when she sees your wrap fluttering.
“Mamaaa!” she shrieks. “You’re the prettiest in da whole beach!!”
“There’s no one else on this beach,” you laugh, crouching to pick her up.
“Exactly,” Sylus mutters, already getting up and moving toward you, towel in hand like he’s about to wrap you up just to hide you.
He crouches next to you and your daughter immediately climbs him like a jungle gym, grabbing his face.
“Papa! Mama da cutest, da shiniest, da best one!!”
Sylus raises a brow. “She is,” he agrees smoothly, brushing his fingers down your waist. “And she’s mine.”
He pulls you into his lap like it’s the most natural thing in the world, balancing his baby on one knee and his wife on the other. He tilts his head, brushing his lips against your shoulder.
“You know, I’ve razed whole territories for less than the crime of you walking around like this in public.”
“But this isn’t public,” you remind him sweetly.
“Exactly,” he murmurs, fingers skimming under your bikini strap. “I’m the only one who gets to see. The only one who gets to touch.”
Your daughter shoves her face between yours and Sylus’s.
“NO KISSIES!! Mama is MY wifey today!!”
Sylus stares at her. “Wifey?”
“She mine!! We play shell shop and I marry her!!”
He snorts, a rare, amused sound, and ruffles her hair.
“Fine. You can borrow her ‘til sundown.”
The rest of the day, Sylus doesn’t let you out of his sight. He watches you build castles with your daughter, smiling so smug every time she shrieks how beautiful her “wifey mama” is. He fetches drinks for you both, wraps you in towels, and kisses your temple when she’s not looking.
But when she finally naps under an umbrella?
He’s behind you in an instant, breath hot at your ear.
“Beach day’s over, kitty.” he growls. “It’s my turn.”
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𝘾𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗 ⋆。 ‧˚ʚ🍎ɞ˚‧。 ⋆
Caleb’s Skyhaven vacation home sits at the top of the coast, carved right into the cliffs with panoramic windows that look out over your private beach. And today, he’s watching the two most precious people in his world: his gorgeous little wife, and their daughter, his clingy, chubby, mini-me.
He’s lounging in his uniform pants and a black tank, dog tags hanging over his chest, hair tousled from the ocean wind. There’s a little smirk tugging at his lips as he watches you down below, because you? You’re in trouble.
That baby-pink bikini with little bows on the hips? The one that ties at the back and makes your chest look so sweet and soft? Yeah. That one.
He knew you packed it. He just didn’t think you’d wear it without warning.
“You tryna kill me, pipsqueak?” he calls lazily from the deck.
You look up from where you’re crouching beside your daughter, smoothing her curls under her sunhat. “What? I’m just being your cute little wife on the beach!”
Caleb chuckles. But it’s low. Dark. And hot.
“Cute little wife’s gonna get dragged back inside if she keeps lookin’ like that.”
Your daughter shrieks, clapping her sandy hands.
“Nooo!! Mama stay with meee!”
She throws her arms around your legs and smooshes her cheek into your thigh like she’s trying to defend you. Caleb watches the scene, his spoiled, glowing wife all dressed up like a snack, and his daughter looking like a protective lil puffball, and he actually groans, tipping his head back like he’s in pain.
“I got two clingy girls fightin’ over me,” he mutters. “One I’ll marry all over again. One I’d die to protect. What the hell did I do in my past life to deserve this?”
You shoot him a grin over your shoulder.
“Maybe you were a really handsome colonel.”
He grins right back, teeth sharp.
“Maybe I still am.”
He eventually comes down to the sand, lifting your daughter effortlessly with one arm while his other hand snakes around your waist. And then? Then he pulls you in so close your nose brushes his collarbone and murmurs low in your ear:
“You wear this to anyone else’s beach, I swear, I’ll burn their whole coast down.”
You roll your eyes, blushing as your daughter tugs at your face for kisses.
All afternoon, she makes you and Caleb play little games with her, sandcastle competitions, shell hunts, making “flower soup” in a bucket, and the whole time she keeps grabbing your cheeks and saying:
“Mama like a PRINCESS. Da best one.”
Caleb sits back at one point, legs stretched out in the sand, sunglasses pushed up in his hair, watching you laugh with her.
And then he murmurs, mostly to himself:
“I locked her away to protect her. Spoil her. Keep her safe. And she’s still… this perfect.”
You catch him staring, cheeks flushed, and he only gives you a small, crooked smile.
“You really want me to wait ‘til tonight?” he asks under his breath, like a warning.
You smack him with a sand shovel.
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thedilfdiaries · 7 months ago
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Vicious
Dbf!Joel Miller x f!reader
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Masterlist ★ Wordcount: 1.8k
📽 —★ Summary: In the quiet solitude of your own home, you revel in the rare freedom of an empty house, indulging in forbidden pleasures on a hot summer day. The unexpected arrival of your dads buddy Joel turns your casual rebellion into something far more thrilling.
📽 —★ Warnings: 18+, mdni, reader is in college but is called a "school girl", wears a uniform that has a skirt. Joel and reader are both kinda assholes to each other. Mentions of smoking cigarettes and drinking beer, age gap (reader is early 20's, Joel is whatever you would like but in my mind 40's or older) p in v, uses of slut and whore, in this world and my daydreams Joel is able to get off multiple times without a break (I am not going for supreme accuracy I am going for porn), if I missed anything please let me know
📽 —★ Notes: Hello, welcome to my comeback fic. Please note that I am very rusty since posting my last fic in July 🫠 but I am very excited to be back writing, reading and posting once again! I hope you enjoy. I've missed being here with all you lovely humans so much 🥹
📽 —★ A big thank you to my wonderful friends for reading/hyping me: @milla-frenchy @evolnoomym @thundermartini and @syd-djarin who also helped me with the mood board 💋 love you all so much. And of course @saradika-graphics for the lovely divider
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“I’m home!” you shout the second you walk in the door. Dead silent, no response. You shrug as you make your way to your room but pause halfway up the stairs. No one. That means you can do whatever the hell you want. You walk back down, throwing your backpack to the floor an head to the kitchen, grabbing one of your dad's beers from the fridge, taking it out to the deck. You retrieve your hidden cigarette pack taped beneath the table outside. You grab a cigarette and light it up as you lean back in the chair, opening your legs until your feet rest on either side of the lawnchair. After a stressful day at school, you need some kind of relief. Plus, your schoolgirl uniform is much too uncomfortable on a hot summer day, causing you to undo the top few buttons of your white blouse, allowing the small but cool breeze to graze your exposed skin.
“I always thought you were a bit of a slut.”
You look up to see your dad’s buddy Joel leaning in the doorway, a lit cigarette hanging from his mouth as well. Instead of jumping up, snapping your legs shut, or covering your chest, you give him the finger. That guy can go fuck himself.
“And so polite too.”
“Joel, the last thing I need right now is you and your opinion. School sucked, and I don’t give a shit what you think of me.”
“Christ, kid, I was only fucking with you. I mean, you do look trashy as hell, but that’s okay. I like trashy.”
“Are you hitting on me now? Really? You’re like seventy.”
“Try again sweetheart,” he says, stepping out onto the deck. You try to ignore him as he walks closer until he stops directly in front of you.
“You like the view, asshole?”
“I don’t know,” he says, leaning down and tilting his head. “I wouldn’t have guessed white. I mean, you don’t seem like the innocent type. More like a black satin sort of girl.”
“Oh, don’t you know?” you reply, taking a drag from your cigarette. “We have to wear white panties too. They check us every morning. We line up in a row, and they make us lift our skirts so they can see what we have on under them.”
“I’ll have to see if they have any openings. Sounds like a good job.”
“Oh fuck you. Besides, you wouldn’t know what to do with one of us, let alone three hundred.”
The bastard sinks down until he’s squatting in front of your now wet panties, still smoking as he admires the view. You finally reach down, open your legs wider, and give him the finger with your hand right in front of your cunt. If he wants to look, he can fucking look at that.
“If you didn’t want me, you’d be in the house already instead of sitting there with those pretty legs open.”
“Is that what you think?” you ask, trembling in spite of yourself. He’s a huge dick, but he’s also right. You do like teasing him, and the thought of him going home and jerking off over you is fun.
“I know it,” he says, sitting down at the bottom of the chair.
“And what would you do with a girl like me? I’ve probably had more sex than you’ll ever have. Better sex too.”
“What, with some stupid school boy who fucks like a jackhammer, hoping he’s found the right hole?”
You look at him, rolling your eyes and shaking your head before butting your cigarette.
“Why don’tcha unbutton that shirt some more? Let me see how you’ve filled out.”
“Jesus Christ. What do you think my dad would say if he saw you eyeing his daughter up and down like a piece of meat?”
“What do you think he’d do if he saw you sitting here spread eagle, smoking a cigarette and drinking his beer? His sweet little angel, showin’ off for his friend?" he responds playfully, raising his eyebrows.
You sit up in the chair, never breaking his gaze as you undo the next two buttons of your blouse, revealing your naked chest.
“You’re not going to do a thing,” you say, reaching down and opening your shirt just enough for him to get a glimpse. “You’re going to sit there and drool over my body.”
“Is that whatcha think?” he chuckles. “What's actually going to happen is that I'm going to bend you over and fuck you until you cry.”
“You’d probably come the second you got a glimpse of my pussy. I bet you’re so hard right now you can barely think."
“Try me,” he says, moving up between your legs. His hand now under your skirt.
“Let go and I’ll show you,” you say, your voice nearly catching in your throat. He moves his hand in an instant. You reach down, gently touching the lips around your clit through the thin white fabric. Joel watches the entire time, never taking his eyes off of your hand. “Is this what you want?” you say, pulling the white cotton to one side, exposing your pussy to his greedy eyes.
“It’s a start,” he replies as he moves closer. He lifts your legs up over his knees. You are silent as he unzips his pants, and as much as you try not to watch, you can’t help yourself. He reaches in, and in one fluid motion, his cock juts out of his boxers.
“Jesus,” you say as he begins to stroke himself slowly. He’s only partially hard, but his cock is big and thick, and you are on dangerous ground.
“Just like those high school boys?” he asks, reaching out, grabbing you around the waist. Before you can protest, he pulls you up onto his lap, his hard cock stuck between your pussy and his stomach. His other hand joins the first until his fingers dig into the cheeks of your ass. His face is inches from you.
“You don’t have the nerve,” you say, not willing to look away.
Joel wastes no time as he tears your blouse open, the last remaining buttons flying off as he pulls it down over your shoulders, your bare breasts now fully visible. He tugs it down even further until it slides off your arms, leaving you topless.
“I’m going to fuck you, baby. I’m going to push those panties to one side, shove my big cock in you, and then listen to you scream.”
“I’ll tell my dad,” you whisper.
“No you won’t,” he says, sliding his hand all the way beneath you. As he holds you tight, he slips his fingers beneath your panties and then inside your now soaking wet pussy, working them in and out for a few seconds before bringing his hand up to your mouth and pushing his fingers between your lips. You gladly lick your excitement off his thick digits, feeling his large cock grow against you.
“You’re going to come in seconds," you whisper. “If you even make it inside me. You have no idea how sweet my little cunt is."
“Guess we’ll have to find out. But first, let’s see if you’re right, or if you’re just a filthy little slut who needs another dick.”
Before you can think of a response, he lifts you up, pushing your panties to one side, and then guides his large cock into you. In one swift motion, he’s deep inside of you, and you are on his lap. You try to suppress a moan as he pulls you closer.
“You knew this was going to happen the second you saw me. And so did I,” he adds.
He begins to move slowly, feeling him slide in and out of you each time you tighten your grip. Fuck, he feels good; his cock hitting your walls in all the right places. It’s not fair.
“And you’re a whore,” he says, moving his mouth down your chin, making his way down your neck.
“You’re an asshole,” you mutter, causing him to thrust harder.
“Which is why you’re letting me fuck you.” His hands run through your hair, gripping it in his hand as he continues to fuck you. You moan louder, trying to hold back a scream as his fingers grip tighter and tighter around your hair. You can feel his balls throbbing against you as his breath quickens. You are on fire as his cock pumps into your wet, hot, sensitive pussy, causing both of you to groan loudly. You can tell he’s close to his own release; you can feel your pussy convulsing, and you start moving on him harder. He grabs your hips, holding you still as he pounds himself into you. His balls clench tight as he groans loudly in ecstasy, his breath harsh with lust. His climax soon follows after, rope after rope of hot liquid exploding inside of you. He stays buried inside of you as the orgasm takes over him completely. After a few moments of catching his breath, Joel looks at you and mutters between breaths, "Just because I came doesn’t mean I’m done with you.”
And then he pulls out of you, flipping you over, pushing you down onto the deck chair and your panties to the side so you can feel him against you, his cock still dripping. But then, somehow, he’s back inside of you, fucking you into the fabric of the chair. “You might be cute, but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna stop.”
“Oh fuck,” you gasp, feeling his weight against you, pinning you down. When he reaches an arm around your neck, you begin to moan. Oh god, don’t stop Joel. Don’t stop fucking me; I’m gonna come.”
“That’s right, baby. Come for me. Come like the little slut you are.”
“Fuck!” you cry out, feeling yourself let go completely. You shake and tremble as you clench around him. His breath picks up as he’s close to his own orgasm.
“I’m going to come in this pussy one more time.”
“No!” you beg, needing to at least pretend to resist when in fact you don't want this to ever end. The thought of him coming in you again makes your pussy tighten in anticipation. Then finally, when it seems he won't ever come inside of you, he does. Your entire body begins trembling, fighting against another orgasm. As you feel him pull out of you, he turns you over, putting his hand in your panties and cupping your cheek. Your eyes open wide, and you can feel the warm liquid dripping from your thighs. He looks down at his own cock. It too has started to twitch.
“Look at the mess you made," he whispers, placing the tip of his cock into the wetness. "You'd better clean this up before someone sees. You're going to lick every drop,” he commands. You nod. "Good girl."
As you place kisses along his cock, licking away any remaining semen, Joel watches in amusement. You stand up, looking up at him.
“Are you satisfied?" you ask.
“For now," he smirks, turning towards the house. "See ya tomorrow." With that, he goes up the porch steps, his back to you and makes his way home, only to be back tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after.
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jan-likes-jam · 1 month ago
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Hc's of One Piece Men as dad's / having a pregnant S/O
Reader could be any pov. We support M!preg ♡
List of characters: Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Law, Ace.
Tw: Pregnancy.
Fluff, a bit of angst.
Go check part 2
My first ever post about headcanons, please, if you enjoyed this silly thing, vote. Even comment suggestions ♡.
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Monkey D. Luffy:
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★ Yes. He knows how children are made.
★ He probably didn't understand at first what it trully meant to become a father though.
★ Responsability striked probably way too late.
★ He realised when he saw you not being able to defend yourself. Probably in danger.
★ After that, he would try to be more careful, when he fights, he asks the crew to take you away or shielding you from any threat.
★ It amused him nonetheless having a child on the way, and asked a lot of questions, even if you yourself didn't know how to answer.
★ He gets really frustrated seeing you in trouble during pregnancy, like cramps, morning sickness, cravings and trouble handling emotions.
★ He is poorly socially aware and an impulsive talker. Probably would accidentally make rude or out of pocket comments that don't suit your delicate situation.
★Wouldn't know how to properly show you support when you felt your mood swings and have self steem issues. Tends to say dumb shit to make you laugh though.
★ "It's okay to be fat, you are eating a lot!" ... "Wait, why are you crying more?!"
★ At the end of the day he is excited to meet his child.
★ Everyone hopes the baby doesn't take after Luffy. One is enough.
★ Doesnt know anything about children. But is willing to try his best and learn.
★ Will give you heart attacks at seeing him holding the baby wrong or playing with it like a toy.
★ Would 100% stretch his arm from the crib to the bed as he placed the baby and now had his hand trapped under it's tiny body, too scared to remove it and wake the poor thing up.
Roronoa Zoro:
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★ Couldn't believe it when you announced it to him.
★ Lowkey was affraid at first. Didn't feel preppared for a responsability like that
★ Felt actually bad as he thought how to break the news to you about how he "wasn't ready" when the baby was already on the way.
★ The first time it kicked he was napping. You yelled across the ship for him to come feel it kicking.
★ Since that momment he fell in love with his unborn child.
★ Doesn't like to show how excited he is. Always trying to act nonchalant and tuff before the crew and other people.
★ In private likes to speak to your belly like the baby is a complete functional person.
★ "It's a restless one" you say, an uncomfortable smile on your face as you caress your swollen belly. "Yo, little rascal. You are not even here and you are already causing trouble?"
★ Zoro cracks a smile every single time.
★ When the time for your delivery was coming closer, Robin made him scared saying how living in a ship and the stressful life of a pirate ship could make your water broke at any time.
★ Since then, he can't nap properly, high alert all the time and tense.
★ Once born, the restless nights made him literally his sleep schedule even more chaotic than it already was.
★ You found him once asleep on the Galley, empty baby bottle in one hand, your child in the other cuddled against his chest, both heavily asleep.
★ That image was the cutest thing you've ever seen.
Vinsmoke Sanji:
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★ Oh, he passed out.
★ He got so shocked and excited he cried like a baby.
★ After crying his eyes off, he hugged you the strongest he has ever held you.
★ "I love you so much... thank you for giving me this chance. I promise I wont dissapoint."
★ Kisses your forehead good morning and kneels down to kiss your belly, even when the bump was barely noticeable. Every. Single. Day.
★ Tried to stop smoking. He doesn't want to intoxicate the air you're in.
★ Now he only smokes late at night on Sunny's deck, alone with his thoughts.
★ Usually catches himself smilling at the idea of having a gorgeous baby girl, to raise her like a princess (he doesn't mind a boy, he just rlly wants a girl)
★ Cooks you ANYTHING you want, ANYTIME you want.
★ Top listener and comforter.
★ Whenever you are havin self steem issues he knows exactly how to comfort you.
★ "No, no... My dove please don't cry. You are the most beautiful creature I have ever laid eyes on." ... "Don't be rough on yourself, in my eyes you are even more gorgeous than ever." ... "Of course I would still love you, you are carrying now the All Blue of my heart in your womb."
★ Everytime you do something that takes an extra effort (like step on a ladder, carry a lot of bags, or play rough with Luffy), Sanji is already there, softly guiding you to take a seat and lecturing you on not being too rough on your precious body.
★ Held your hand throught the whole delivery, didnt complain a single time.
★ Had the sweetest, most calming aura ever. Helping to ease your stress.
★ He held your guy's baby and silently cried, hoping not to wake up the poor child nor you, as you rested.
Trafalgar Water D. Law:
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★ Tbh he has mixed feelings.
★ Even with the baby already delivered he wasn't excited. It was bittersweet. You were fine, that made him feel at ease. But now he had to take care of a new life with you. Each time he thought about it a lump got stucked in his throat.
★ Not like he doesn't love you and the child doesn't make him happy. He is proud of how for you both have come, and the fruits of your labor.
★ He just felt a huge unease at the idea of becoming a father.
★ After all he's been through, and all he's seen, it felt almost like a sin to bring such innocence into a cruel world like this.
★ However, when he steps into his private quarters to see you feeding your guy's child, all the guilt dissapears.
★ He didn't really feel touched during the whole pregnancy, usually occupying himself with work. It wasn't until he actually held that tiny baby, with it's chubby hands held his finger to try and suck it.
★ After a while the baby was there, and everything just... settled down, he couldn't speak about how bad he felt for being so distant during the pregnancy.
★ One day you found him changing a diaper and softly smiling as the baby looked at him with a funny face.
★ "Look what the sea brought in." You teased. A grin on your lips, but your eyes filled with love.
★ Instead of getting annoyed or ignoring he hugged you, pulling you into a warm embrace.
★ "Hope one day you can forgive me..." Is all he said before kissing your temple.
★ He is not a very affectionate dad. But expresses his love the best he can.
★ The crew loves that baby, they play with it every time they can. But pannick the second it cries.
★ Surprisingly clingy to it's papa. Law's calm aura makes the tiny thing get at ease.
Portgass D. Ace:
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★ You tried to keep it a secret fro a while. But of course he noticed something was wrong and you had to tell him.
★ You hoped he would comfort you and tell you something like "We'll get through this together."
★ He pannicked with you. Both of you sitting in the Moby dick's bathroom having a shared meltdown.
★ After a while decided to keep it. Tough decision. You guys were still too young.
★ Ace felt guilty. Having the blood of Gol D. Roger, and having a child on the way made him feel like he was repeating the story. But this time, he was going to make it right.
★ Went to talk to Marco about it. Expecting guidance, got his ass whooped instead.
★ Later that day, both of you were getting the biggest lecture about safe sex.
★ Whitebeard wasn't particularly happy, but refused to lecture you and Ace about it.
★ A couple of months later everyone was overjoyed. Ace being the happiest. Throwing celebrations, plans, a baby shower even.
★ He took this opportunity as a life mission to prove himself that, even if his biological father was never there, and probably never even cared about him, perhaps not even his mom, he would be different. Better.
★ Tried to learn his best about babies and parenthood. Even asked all pirates he knew that had children for advice.
★ Everytime he had to leave, he hugged you tightly and kissed you until your lips were tired. He caressed your belly, even pressed his forehead against the bump.
★ Always offering a big smile, he said "Don't bring trouble. I'll be back soon. Stay safe."
★ Sadly, at his excecution whitebeard absolutely forbid you to be any close to Marinefort. You were in no state of stepping into the battlefield.
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kelltonic · 1 day ago
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Defences ★彡
Mickey ‘Fanboy’ Garcia x Reader
Description: While at the hard deck with the other daggers, Mickey - your boyfriend - get’s heavily flirted on by a stranger when you’re not around, and he is never more committed to shut someone down.
Warnings: Alcohol/Drunkenness, very light sexual harassment (fem on man). Canon-typical asshole Hangman. I love Reuben. Fanboy is a sweetheart. Other than that it’s just an established relationship and fluff. No use of y/n.
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WC: 1,500
A/N: Guys if you want more Mickey (or any top gun) PLEASE request - I have been struggling for ideas lol - even if it’s just another version of an already made fanfiction with a different character, or a headcanons prompt!! - ALSO for anyone who read my prev a/n on my other fanboy ff, I GOT 100% ON MY ENGLISH EXAM!!! I actually started tweaking out (it was creative writing). We don't talk about my other exams though.
“Oh come on!” Mickey groaned while throwing his arms in the air, physically complaining over the miss he just hit in pool. “The tables gotta be uneven or something.” He said, mostly jokingly.
"Don't be bitter that I'm just better." Reuben shrugged, flashing a cocky smile to tease his best friend with.
After a long day of flying, most of the squadron retired to the most familiar place on base, the Hard Deck. A comforting yet bustling bar that welcomed naval aviators with open arms.
"Now that's funny-" Fanboy was about to start, but was quickly cut off by that oh so familiar southern drawl.
"Boys, boys, let me show you how a real man shoots." Hangman mocked, condescendingly snatching the pool cue out of Fanboy's hands while simultaneously shooting a wink to one of the many attractive women scattered around the bar. Payback's face formed a frustrated expression as he leaned back to watch what Hangman would do. Hangman did this more than anyone would like. Preferably, he'd never interrupt the games for some silly flirting exercise, but something about Jake couldn't live without the thrill of the tease.
Fanboy was about the opposite, despite what his callsign may allude. Sure, before he met you, he would throw around a few pick up lines and enjoy the spotlight whenever a pretty girl noticed him. But now? He is duller than a rock if someone tries to get a piece of him. You're his favourite person in the entire world, and he makes sure you know it - as long as you promise not to tell Reuben. He can't have another passive-aggressive flight because Reuben decided to teach him how significant of a role he plays in Mickey's life. He would rather jump out of his plane mid flight than let you think you meant anything less to him.
So when the girl Hangman had been flirting with had finally approached him with her friends who had been giggling like hyenas at the squadron the entire night, he just went to get another round.
He looked back from the bar to see the girls clinging to various daggers while waiting for the drinks, chuckling at the sight of Reuben getting surrounded. He didn't think anything of it until one of them separated and began approaching him.
But he didn't want to assume anything, she may just be coming to do the same thing as him.
"Hey handsome." She giggled, leaning against the bar next to Fanboy. Welp, there goes the lack of assumption.
"Hi." He responded bluntly, giving a brief polite yet not hinting smile. All that warranted was a giggly and flirtatious response.
"Come here often?" She said, clearly a little tipsy if not anything further. She scooted closer to him, practically brushing him. As much as he wanted to make space between him, the bar was particularly crowded and he honestly didn't want to bother the aviator directly behind him.
"Yeah a bit, most of us frequent this bar the most." He said with a dry sigh, averting eye contact. He couldn't help but wish Penny sped up with the drinks, but he would never in any lifetime say that to her and face her (and Maverick's) wrath.
"Come on pretty boy, loosen up." She giggled while gripping his arm, trying to push their bodies flush together.
"Okay no thank you." He quickly spoke, lightly pushing her away. He was uncomfortable, and couldn't help but feel guilty despite the fact he had done nothing wrong. "I have a girlfriend." He stated, easily plying her hand off his arm.
"Is she here?" She said while staring into his eyes playfully, unbothered by the physical signs he was presenting.
"No?" He said, puzzled by her persistence.
"Then she doesn't have to know." She responded while trying to close the distance again.
"Here ya go." Penny interrupted with a small smile, placing a tray of various alcoholic beverages in front of them before dashing off to another patron. all Mickey could think was 'oh thank goodness' as Penny saved him from this uncomfortable and awkward encounter.
He grabbed the drink tray and flashed the girl a small, awkward smile as he sped walk to the full group again.
"Ayy!!" Reuben and various others bellowed, grateful to see another wave of drinks. "Our saviour." He joked, taking a beer.
"On land and sky." Mickey responded, placing the tray down while grabbing himself a beer. It only took a few awkward shuffles from Mickey for Reuben to detect something was off, despite his current state.
"You good?" He asked with a smile, tilting his head as he carefully watched Mickey's reaction.
"Yeah, yeah, I just feel... dirty." Mickey murmured, the guilt of another woman's attraction to him weighing on him like an elephant.
"Dirty? Or like.. dirty." Reuben repeated, shifting from a playful to serious tone.
"Dirty." Mickey echoed, reaching for his phone in his back pocket. "...One of the girls was flirting with me. Hard." He elaborated.
"Since when was that a bad thing?" Reuben scoffed, before a wave of realisation hit him. "Ohhh... right, okay." A neutral tone flowing through his voice. It only took a second for a puzzled expression to take over his face. Mickey had to admit one thing, Reuben was one of the most expressive people he's ever met.
"So... why do you feel bad?" He mocked, a slight laugh leaving his mouth. "You didn't flirt back.. right?" Reuben questioned. He knew how utterly enamoured Mickey was with you, he had to get his callsign from somewhere. But he couldn't help but seek clarification.
"No!" Mickey swiftly reacted after taking a gulp of his beer, a frankly offended expression covering his face.
"...." Reuben just stared, a little dumbfounded at Mickey's loyalty policies. Despite a hint of respect also developing, he couldn't help but laugh at Mickey's commitment to you. And his standards for what counts as something he should feel guilty for or not. However, Reuben was also observant. Even if he wasn't, it would still be easy to tell how sad the thought of someone else flirting with Mickey made him. Someone other than you. But his trance was interrupted by an exaggerated sigh.
"Okay, look. I'm only ever going to say this once, so listen up." Reuben began, placing his beer down as he forced eye contact with Mickey. Landing a hand on his shoulder, he groaned as he realised what he was about to say and the possibility of Mickey never letting him live it down. "You're attractive. Really damn hot, man. Both physically and personality wise. You have good energy and people are naturally drawn to your confidence and kindness. So you're gonna have to get used to the idea of people, women included, approaching you and flirting." Reuben stated, more teaching than hyping.
Mickey was conflicted between smiling and teasing Reuben. "Come on man, that's the nicest thing you've said to me." He said with a chuckle as his shoulders dropped and his gave Reuben a quick hug before he potentially got bitch slapped by him.
"Okay off." Reuben scolded, pushing Mickey off of him with a forced groan.
"...I'm still gonna call her though." Mickey quickly ushered while typing in your contact on his phone, which just elicited a 'why do I even try' motion from Reuben as he walked away.
Your phone rang a couple times before you got the chance to pick it up, busy with an email.
"Hello?" you spoke seriously, forgetting to check the caller ID.
"Babe!!" Mickey spoke, excited to hear your voice. He always sounded ecstatic whenever you two spoke.
"Hey baby, what's up?" You spoke warmly, a complete shift from your initial greeting.
"I just wanted to tell you I love you more than anything in the entire world. Even flying." Mickey spoke quickly, not for a lack of authenticity.
"I love you too... why are you calling to tell me this?" You said with a small chuckle, it wasn't uncommon for Mickey to randomly declare his love, especially over the phone due to distance. It was however rare for him to do it at this late hour.
"Some girl was flirting with me. BUT! I didn't at all entertain it for a second." Mickey emphasised, he was only slightly tipsy but the honesty made you giggle. You would never in a million years have to worry about his loyalty, and this is one of the reasons.
"Well I appreciate that." You responded softly, the yearning for his presence briefly satiated by his voice. All you could hear on the other end of the line was a low giggle, as far as you could tell he could very well be twirling his (non-existent) hair and kicking his feet.
"I miss you sweetie." You whispered with a gentle desire from the heart.
"I do too, but you'll never guess what Reuben said to me." Mickey said with a chuckle, you could practically hear his smile, and his longing.
A/N: Bit of a corny ending but I didn't know what else to do lmao.
Started: 12:00am Sunday 22nd of June Ended: 8:00pm Thursday 26th of June
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illusioninfnty · 8 months ago
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The Sea's Delight
જ⁀➴ Mermaid & Pirate : Day 25
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feat. Rhaenyra Targaryen ᯓ★ Rhaenyra is the most fearsome pirate on the seas...and the most glorious lover in the bedroom.
warnings! : NSFW 18+, top!Rhaenyra, cunnilingus, fingering, praise, Rhaenyra got that strap, penetrative sex with dildo, semi-public sex
ᯓ★ kinktober m.list || read on ao3
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“Nyra, we can’t keep doing—ohh,” your protests escape you as the pirate captain licks on your cunt mercilessly.
“Says you.” Her voice is rough and gravely as she talks, muffled against your pussy lips. The vibrations against your most sensitive area sends waves of arousal through your system. Captain Rhaenyra was as calm as ever, and her charm was no doubt what enraptured you in her web.
A moan leaves your lips as you arch your back up, desperate for more of her mouth. “Your crew is bound to find out. What will they think, seeing you slobbering over a mermaid’s cunt?”
Rhaenyra glides one of her hands over your tail, her calloused hand caressing the iridescent scales that glow in the moonlight as the two do you lay atop the deck. “Let them. Maybe they’ll learn how to finally pleasure a cunt like this properly.”
You sigh hopelessly, knowing you’ll never get through to her. 
Pirate Captain Rhaenyra Targaryen was fearsome on the seas, one of the few female captains who gained some respect in her travels. She was so well revered that even you had heard of her, whispers from other mermaids and mermen in your village of the lady pirate who actually respected your kind.
Those rumors led to how you met her. The idea of a lady pirate attracted you, knowing there was a strong woman amongst the filthy, disgusting men that love to leer at and prey upon mermaids. It’s what finally encouraged you to show yourself to the surface, something that mermaids were not all too privy to do given the attitude of the pirates that traveled the seas.
You’re brought out of your thoughts as Rhaenyra slides two fingers into your cunt, the sensation causing you to gasp as your attention is back on your lover.
“What’s on your mind, love?” she asks in a murmur, her curled fingers hitting deep inside of you. “Keep your eyes on me.”
“Thinking about when we first met,” you answer, “when you fucked me in your quarters.”
Contrary to popular belief, mermaids were able to go without water for up to a full day. Rhaenyra tested this out with you by carrying you to her room and fucking you there through the whole night.
Her eyes look up to meet yours as she sucks on your clit. “Want me to pull it out for you, baby?”
Your eyes practically roll into the back of your head imagining the pleasure that was about to come. Rhaenyra was talented on the seas but in the bedroom, too.
“You know, I’ll never say no to that.” Your tail flicks in excitement, a mild thump heard on the wooden floors.
Rheanyra gives you a toothy smile as she picks you up easily, one hand around your shoulders and the other around your tail. The muscles in her arms flex as she does so, easily seen in the tight white undershirt she’s wearing, and you hide your face in her neck to conceal the heat that rises to your cheeks.
“My tongue was in your cunt mere seconds ago yet you still blush at the smallest things.” You can hear the amusement in her voice as a small chuckle leaves her lips.
You huff. “Let’s go already.” You flick your tail to hit her side gently. “In case you didn’t notice, I haven’t cum yet. Don’t want to leave me unsatisfied, do you?”
She hums assuredly. “Never.”
Rhaenyra isn’t quiet when she slams the door open wide to her quarters, slamming against the wall. You cringe at the noise, which is guaranteed to wake her crew members up.
Well if that doesn’t wake them, your screams sure will. 
She drops you on her bed, your back hitting the soft, plush mattress. For a pirate, she sure loves her comfort. It was a major plus for you.
Rhaenyra crawls on top of you, bending over and kissing you so hard it nearly takes your breath away. Breathing without your gils always feels strange, and you can feel them flutter as Rhaenyra’s captivating kiss replaces your source of air.
You preen as her soft lips cover your own, the two of you moving your lips in sync with one another. The kiss soon becomes sloppy, both of you becoming more feverish, and Rhaenyra’s tongue slips into your mouth, sucking on your tongue and swallowing up your moans.
A thin line of saliva connects the two of you as Rhaenyra eventually pulls away, chuckling as you whine and buck yourself up into her, chasing after her lips.
You stare up at your lover, her flushed cheeks and swollen lips making you swoon. Only you had the privilege of seeing this vulnerable side of the fearsome Captain Rhaenyra, and you would drink up every moment of it you got.
The weight of Rhaenyra leaves you as she moves off the bed, lowering herself to fetch a chest underneath it—her collection of the toys you used together. Given that you were the first mermaid she’s been with and her your first human, it made sense for the two of you to experiment during your midnight romps. 
“I want to try the ribbed one tonight.” You say. You hear Rhaenyra pause with her search. “The biggest one,” you add.
“Think you can take it?” She asks, a smirk adorning her features as she looks up at you.
You smirk back, matching her own. “I don’t know, but I do know that you can make me.”
A deep chuckle leaves her lips as the rustling continues. You can feel yourself getting wetter by the minute, your tail fins fluttering in anticipation.
Rhaenyra emerges in front of you with the strap on, already fastening to her body. The large piece suits her, you think, and you can’t help but shy away from her when that thought festers.
“Don’t hide from me now, love.” Rhaenyra holds your chin between her thumb and forefinger, turning your head to meet her gaze. “I haven’t even stuck my cock in you yet.”
“D-don’t word it like that!” You playfully slap at her forearm in a hushed whisper. “Gods, you’re so embarrassing sometimes.”
“You wouldn’t have me any other way.” She presses a kiss to your cheek and aligns the dildo with your dripping slit. “Ready?”
You nod wordlessly, and a gasp leaves you as the head enters you. Your back arches as Rhaenyra slowly inches her way into you.
“So good,” you murmur into her neck, wrapping your arms around her broad back.
“Yeah?” She begins to kiss your jaw, moving down to your neck, and you shudder. “You like being stretched open?”
“Y-yes!” You answer breathlessly, gasping as Rhaenyra begins to stroke your tail.
“My pretty mermaid, laid out just for me to see.” Her hands brush over your scales as her eyes gaze upon your tail.
“All the other pirates wish they could have such a pretty mermaid with them. To look at, to kiss—” she thrusts the entire length of the dildo into you at once, and your back arches into her, your breasts pressing into her own. “—to fuck.”
Her words are all jumbled in your head as the pleasure takes over. Your nails claw into her back, the sensation of her thrusts and the strokes against your tail combining in a way that makes your brain practically melt.
“Let those pretty moans out. Sing for me, love.”
“Uh, uh!” Your moans are loud and unabashed, and Rhaenrya thinks that she could get lost in the sounds you make. She was never one to be gullible enough to be entranced by the sounds of mermaid’s voices while out at sea like other pirates were, but now she knows it was just because no other voice could compare to your own.
Drool drips out the side of your mouth and she takes a swipe at it with her thumb, bringing it to her lips.
“Well aren’t you being such a good girl for me?” The squelch of the dildo thrusting in and out of you permeates through the air, only second to the sounds of the moans tumbling out of you.
“Y-yes! Please, more!”
Rhaenyra happily complies, pounding even harder and faster than before. The ribbing on the dildo hits your walls so nicely, and the stretch of the girth is so wide that it feels like it’s practically changing the shape of you.
Both you and Rhaenyra moan in sync. “Cum for me,” she whispers in your ear, and the tickle of her breath sends shockwaves down your system as your orgasm hits you. Your tail beats against her as your body twitches with your release, grabbing onto her as if she was your life line. 
Tears bead in the corners of your eyes and Rhaenyra kisses them away. She shutters as her own release hits her, her movements inside of you halting. You moan as the dildo leaves you, the odd sensation of emptiness falling upon you.
Rhaenyra runs a hand up and down your side in a soothing manner as you come down from your peak. “Think they heard me? you joke with her.
The sounds of grouchy men’s voices echo from above you, on the ship’s deck.
Rhaenyra smirks and kisses your cheek. “I hope so. Then they’ll know not to fuck with you lest they face my wrath.”
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vampdes · 3 months ago
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DES says . . . love when he looks at me w love in his eyes euugh. feeling romantical bc of my boyfrie!! heehhehehe, i love him omfg.
ANYWAYS, kudos to my bf for inspiring this: how my MHA faves catch themselves falling in love with you ft. bakugou, deku, todoroki, iida, & kirishima. | masterlist : ★.
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bakugou catches himself thinking about you at night, in the hours where he’s supposed to be sleep in order to have enough beauty rest for class tomorrow. not like he’ll be able to focus anyhow, not with you passing him notes, repeatedly clicking the heel of your shoe against his, humming the song which gets him humming—he groans in frustration, fights against his duvet that usually lulls him into a peaceful sleep, and tosses onto his side. he should, very much so, be asleep. but then, his phone begins to vibrate against his nightstand. it’s 1:34am, as his alarm reads in vibrant, red numbers, so it could only be you texting. against his better judgement, he picks it up, grimaced at the blinding white light that greets him, immediately turns down the brightness, then opens his phone, which immediately opens your text thread to him—most left unanswered due to the fact that reacting to your messages with a thumbs up or down is more than enough in his mind—that’s all about whether or not you should buy yet another plushie to add to your growing collection of mini-katsuki’s. he catches himself smiling against his better judgement. you send him a picture of you, decked out in a hoodie, his hoodie that he’d known you had ‘borrowed’ (stolen) from his wardrobe but had yet to see until this morning, shorts that have ‘B.K.’ printed on the side in chunky, block formatting, and with a plushie, the size of an extra-large squishmallow, of him in your lap. you were making a hand-heart above the plushies chest. whilst his thumb was hovering over the image, he accidently hearted it. you immediately responded with an uproar of shocked emojis and exclamation points. jesus, he let out a soft chuckle, you’ll be on his ass tomorrow. he wouldn’t want it any other way, though.
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deku catches himself enthralled in your laugh. he’s funny, sure, but not that funny—you think so, though. you cackle, you snort, you howl, you slap his bicep with the back of your hand and double over with short, stuttering exhales of breath leaving you. he finds himself laughing with you, his shoulders bouncing with ever soft, breathy laugh that leaves him, and, at that moment, considers you contagious. everything you do and everything you’ve done, from pulling him up the ranks like a rocket, creating the funniest, silliest, cutest inside jokes that only the two of you get, to hugging him with your arms in a way that makes him feel comforted and sheltered and at home when he finds himself in a rut of emotions, and buying him new, hand-decorated journals whenever you catch him running out of space in his current ones, is undeniably contagious. he’s utterly happy to have stuck by your side during all of U.A., becoming a hero, and earning the spots the two of you have come to be in today, because if he didn’t, he’d never have fallen quite so deep down the rabbit hole of love you’ve led him through. he blinks, mentally surfacing from the pool of love he was utterly drowning in no matter the time, and there you are: smile on your face, your glossed lips spread wide, your body leaning forward, practically pressed against his side, and your head tilted. you say something, most likely another fact to add onto his many ones, and he does his own head-tilt, furrowed eyebrows, and somewhat puckered lips. he says what, you giggle and poke the tip of his nose with the tip of your finger. you say pay attention and he, even though he finds himself lost in you, says he will from here on out.
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todoroki catches himself adoring you from afar. funny thing is, he doesn’t need to. you’re, just like with the rest of your shared friends, friends with him. you greet him in the morning with a personalized handshake, a newfound, yet always confusing in the first few seconds, nickname, and a gorgeous smile. you wave to him in the hallways everyday no matter what, because you, as you’ve said, found yourself interested in him. he never asked you to elaborate for his brain began to override itself with ideas of what you could’ve meant by such a thing. you share your homemade lunch with him everyday, yet again, in order to ‘gossip’ about the ‘certified underdogs’ at your agency. you, with lunch, bring him dinner. todoroki finds himself not wishing to cook most nights nor having the time to do so when he finds himself wanting to be with you instead of continuously eating whatever fills his cabinets. all in all, you consider yourself rather close to him, but he cannot, for the life of him, consider himself close enough to you. not even when you’re nothing but a touch away, close enough to where he could trace his hands against the swell of your food-filled cheeks, or when you’re cuddled against him during your rare night-outs. he wishes to melt away your worries and warm you on the coldest of nights. he wishes to kiss you, to hold you, to love you. even though he finds himself surrounded with your presence every waking moment of every day in which he yearns for you, and he could never want it any other way. yet, he finds himself doing so from afar. he wants to be within the bounds of your heart and never leaves—he burns with the heat of an overwhelming amount of volcanoes when he finds the realization of your evergrowing crush on him.
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iida catches himself loving the newfound version of himself that you bring out of him. you are the direct opposite of him—brash, loud, outgoing, personable, carefree. you, as per what you told him, consider him a tiny, miniscule triangle inside of a hexagonal cage that has no way out. very specific, yes, but you told him that to his face, and he couldn’t find himself more offended. you told him he’s a rule follower, a goody-two-shoes, a certified square for goodness sakes! you promised to change that. you made that promise years ago during your shared time in U.A., and you continue to bring him out of his hexagonal cage everyday. at first, it was hard. he wouldn’t join you for midnight karaoke in your dorm, he wouldn’t respond to your text past 8pm, and he wouldn’t sneak out no matter what. but just like a flower, iida grew continuously. you presented him with something more interesting than those boring books he had stuck up his ass, you presented him with adventure and danger. going out of your way to trick him in order for a night on the town was the only way. outraged, upset, disappointed were the emotions he felt brewing inside him at the time where he met you in the courtyard. those emotions grew into a storm of something he’d never felt before. that night grew into nights which grew into days which grew into months which grew into years and years and years of fun. a tradition was created. a foundation was formed. a sheltered, shielded heart was melted. he is different, he is everchanging, and he has you to thank for it—he only wishes the status of friendship changes go something more. . intimate. maybe that’d be the first thing he changes for you.
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kirishima catches himself falling for the way you dote on him no matter the situation. he’s a pro-hero with his own agency and an on-deck medical team for whenever he is fresh out of a fight where his ass was handed to him. he knows of his medical team, he knows they are professionals, he knows that glittery band-aids will not help the scars heal. he knows all of that and a bag of chips, but he, instead, allows you to dote on him like a puppy. he enjoys you worrying over him, fretting about his newly born scars, and hand-feeding him food. you coo at him, you braid his hair, you cradle his face, you kiss the tip of his nose, you cuddle him. even when he’s at the top of his health, you dote on him in other ways. you buy him gifts, you hold his hand whenever you wish, you invite him over for weekly dinners, you let him stay over in order for the time to roll over into breakfast, and you hold him. frame-wise, he is bigger than you. yet, when you cuddle, you’re big spoon. he’s stronger than you. yet, you never stop to prove that you can carry twice your weight (he ends up carrying it in the end, but he’s continuously amused by your efforts). he finds himself wanting you to be soft with him even though you treat him as though he’s as light as a feather. when you hold him close, he presses impossibly close against you. even though it is somehow intimate, it is otherwise platonic. friends. friends who. . do this, dote and love and care and craddle and do everything, with one another and share this amount of chemistry. out-of-this-world intimate, considered to be romantic, not at all platonic. kirishima has so much on his plate, but he would rather die than have you consider him as just a friend.
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g1rld1ary · 6 months ago
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christmas eve - sirius black x fem!reader
wc: 2405
cw: pure fluff, swearing, you meet sirius' friends on Christmas eve
me: happy christmas eve chickens!!!! hope u r all staying safe and happy and enjoying the holidays!!!! xxxx
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If you had been asked in school if you would ever fancy Sirius Black, you would have said never in a million years. Sirius Black was a loud-mouthed, annoying, entitled son of a bitch. However, many years later, you would only say your boyfriend was a son of a bitch — you hated that woman.
If either of your respective groups of friends had been asked the same question, you were sure they would have given identical answers. In school you were quiet, polite and stayed under the radar. And Sirius was, well, Sirius. There was no way the two of you would ever get along.
Admittedly, you still didn’t exactly look the pair. Sirius and his dark silky hair, electric silver eyes and intimidating worn leather jacket, and you with your muted colour palette and unassuming appearance. Yet, you thought you went together pretty well. Still, you could both understand that even time and maturity didn’t make your get together more expected. In fact, you were probably the last person the marauders expected to show up to their Christmas Eve dinner.
When Christmas Eve finally came, Sirius and James were busy setting up his and Lily's dining room for the perfect holiday event. Decked in horrendous matching Christmas jumpers with terrible puns stamped across the front, each boy broke into laughter whenever they caught a glimpse of the other’s across the table as they lay down the fancy cutlery. Remus and Lily, cooking in the other room, had opted for more neutral red and green jumpers as a tribute to the season.
“Come on, mate, we’re brothers yet you’ve kept this girl hidden for months now, can’t you just tell me?” James begged, arranging the centrepieces to be spaced how he knew Lily liked.
“Patience, Prongsy, you’ll meet her soon enough. Promise you’ll be nice to her?”
“When have I not been nice?” James cried, hands up in mock offence. Sirius just shook his head, turning to arrange some pillows.
James cast him an inquisitive look, protective wasn’t usually Sirius’ style, which meant that something about you was really different. He’d been considering that for a while, and his suspicions were only confirmed with every passing day.
There were three main reasons that James thought Sirius was (for lack of a better word) serious about you. Firstly, Sirius was healthier. With the family he was born with, it wasn’t surprising that Sirius had a host of trauma and mental health issues. And though he’d tried therapy and meds a handful of times the habit had never really stuck and he’d always had a level of discomfort in his own body. Lately, though, Sirius had seemed more relaxed and in control. James wasn’t stupid, he knew that a partner couldn’t fix anyone, but he was absolutely more inclined to approve of one who made his best friend feel like himself again.
Secondly, Sirius was more private. Sirius had always had an outrageous sense of humour, uninhibited when it came to sex jokes or sharing conquests. But recently James had noticed that while Sirius still made jokes they were aimed at other people, he’d almost completely stopped talking about his own sex life. Of course, when prompted he would boast about how sexy his girlfriend was and how incredible and active your sex life was, but it was never Sirius bringing it up, or making gross comments about your body and what you could do with it.
Finally, Sirius was gentle. He’d always been charming, but the unfiltered adoration in his eyes when he spoke about you took James aback — he’d never seen it in his brother before. It was so pure and well-intentioned that James knew in his core that Sirius was head over heels and the fall was not coming to an end any time soon.
As the clock ticked by the gang all trickled in, the dining room filling with warmth and laughter. At five minutes past nine, you rang the doorbell.
“Is this the girlfriend?” Lily clapped with delight, jumping up and down with Mary.
“I’ll let her in. Play nice,” Sirius said with a stern sweep of the room, satisfied when his friends all played along, nodding solemnly.
Standing on the Potter’s doorstep you were ball of anxiety. You hadn’t seen any of the marauders — apart from your boyfriend — since you finished school, taking a muggle job. Thankfully Sirius opened the door, greeting you with his toothy smile.
“Hi, lovely,” He said, engulfing you in a bear hug. You giggled, wrapping one arm around him, the other holding up a purple umbrella.
“Hi,” You smiled back, “Sorry I’m late, all the houses look the same.”
“What are you talking about? You’re right on time.” A lie, but a kind one so you let it be. You shook the water off your umbrella before stepping inside.
Safe in a warm home you leant up on your tiptoes to plant a kiss on Sirius’ lips as he slid the coat down your arms, hanging it up on a hook beside you. You were half-tempted to just stay in his arms for the rest of the night and abandon the dinner altogether, but you figured that wasn’t possible while you were inside someone else’s house. It seemed like Sirius had the same idea, pulling away with a groan.
“Come on, everyone’s waiting to meet you.” You followed him out of the entryway, calming yourself with a breath.
“Ladies and gentlemen, may I present my girlfriend.” Sirius revealed you dramatically as you waved shyly, shifting in your small brown heels.
“Uh, hey—”
“Holy shit, it’s you?” Marlene slammed her hand on the dining table. You jumped slightly, squinting to figure out what was going on. Your mouth dropped open as you connected the dots and looked up at Sirius.
“Do they not know we’re dating? Sirius!” You scolded him, smacking him on the bicep. Sirius floundered for a moment, struggling to summon the charm that usually got him out of trouble.
“In my defence,” He preached, “Would they have believed me?”
“I would not have,” Peter put in helpfully. You laughed, putting a hand to your forehead in exasperation.
“I guess I don’t blame you. It’s nice to see you, Peter, by the way. Long time no see, I’ve heard so much about you all.” The group all shared a look, something akin to guilt growing that they hadn’t seen someone they graduated with for years.
“And we know nothing about you,” Lily said with an expectant look to Sirius, “Since your boyfriend was so insistent on keeping you hidden away from us.” Sirius just shrugged, lifting his hands in surrender.
“Oh, baby, are you ashamed of me?” You teased with a dramatic pout.
“What’s there to be ashamed of? You’re perfect.” Sirius swooped down to press a kiss on your cheek. You grinned subconsciously as Mary and Marlene mirrored your expression. Sirius had dated a lot of people but they’d never seen him be so gentle.
“Is anyone else scared of Sirius being a normal human being?” James stage whispered and the others all agreed, joking at their friend’s expense.
“Enough gossiping about me you heathens, I’m helping Lily serve up some food. Right, Lils?” Sirius made a summoning motion and Lily followed him, a small smile still on her lips. He’d chosen wisely, Lily was the least likely to tear him to shreds about his behaviour.
You sat shyly on one of the couches in the Potter’s living room, studying your nails as you tried to come up with conversation.
“So, are you working, studying?” Remus asked kindly, putting you out of your awkward misery.
“How’d you and Padfoot meet — again?”
“How’d a twat like Pads score a girl like you?”
“I’m working, I run a muggle bookshop. Sirius came in one day by chance and just kept returning until eventually we started going out.”
“Sirius reading?” Mary asked incredulously, drawing laughter from you. You nodded happily, glad to talk about your boyfriend.
“Surprising I know, but he’s been really into it over the last few months!”
“Can I just defend myself and say that I was shopping for Remus’ birthday gift the first time,” Sirius popped his head through the door, “I didn’t start reading until I wanted to get her to like me.” You shook your head with a smile, rolling your eyes playfully.
“I was going to say I couldn’t imagine Sirius perusing a book store for fun, but it makes a lot more sense when you say it’s for a girl,” Marlene teased, popping up to help Sirius bring the dishes to the dining table.
“Hey! I’m an intellectual now, you arse.” Sirius pulled out your chair for you as the group migrated to the dining table.
“Yeah, okay, Padfoot,” Remus snorted and Sirius scoffed in false annoyance before you all fell silent, devouring the meal.
You ate and shared stories for hours and you felt strangely at home among the group. At some point Sirius, sitting beside you, threw an arm over your shoulder and you cuddled into his warmth.
You loved learning about the Marauders, you only remembered fragments from school since you were never close with any of them. James being an auror made perfect sense when you remembered his amazing DADA performances, and Remus becoming a teacher was a wonderful sequel to his long tutoring sessions in seventh year. Lily expecting a baby so young had shook up their home life but the house had clearly started getting child-ready even though it was months away. Regardless, the group welcomed you warmly and you felt immediately at home.
“I just can’t believe that you of all people are together. I mean after all this time, how you both were in school… what are the odds?” Peter asked, reaching over the table to take another scoop of vegetables. You bit your lip and tried to control the heat creeping up your neck.
“I think we balance each other out,” You reasoned, “Sirius is such a… distinct character that he needs someone boring like me to bring him down.”
“You, boring? You’re the daughter that everyone wants!” Marlene laughed, sipping a red wine.
“I couldn’t function without her.” Sirius laced your fingers together, gaze heavy on you. “She reminds me to take care of myself, go to bed before three A.M., and of course, is hot and sexy as fuck.” That was the Sirius his friends all knew, but the school-era immaturity was gone. No longer was it the ladies-man Sirius Black trying to get into someone’s pants, instead, it was Sirius making a dumb joke with someone he loved.
“Sirius!” You cried, covering your face with both hands, including the one Sirius had attached to yours. Times like these you could feel the differences between you — Sirius was known for his crude humour, you would never bring up how sexy you thought Sirius was, joke or not, especially not in front of people you didn’t really know.
The night progressed with more reminiscing and storytelling, and you listened enraptured as they told story after story of pranks and parties, a life you were unaware of being led right beside you at school. You all ended up tipsy, an embarrassing stack of empty wine bottles building up at the end of the table.
As you were told was a common occurrence, the group all decided to just stay over at the Potters, pulling out mattresses and spots on the sofa with practised speed. You took the place they gave you, grateful to still be welcome.
Swaddled in blankets, Sirius was the first asleep, dead to the world in a matter of moments. For someone who stayed up half the night, he really did pass out as soon as his head hit the pillow. Whenever he was with you, anyway.
Someone across the room called your name in a whisper, wand faintly illuminated. You sat up to look their way, finding the rest of Sirius’ friends looking at you.
“We just wanted to say we really like you, and we’re really happy for you and Padfoot, even if we were weird at the start,”” Mary said and you couldn’t contain your grin.
“And why weren’t we friends in school? We would’ve gotten along great,” Remus added, rubbing tired eyes.
“I would have been putting a target on my own back,” You confessed, “You were all in the same house, confident in yourselves and could defend yourself against the bullies. I was alone in my house and deeply insecure. Even if we were friends I would’ve gone back to my common room at the end of the day and been vulnerable. It was easier to just be alone.”
“You thought that through.” James nodded appreciatively but you just shrugged, a fact was a fact.
The conversation moved away from you for a while, whispers and stifled giggles bouncing across the room.
“You know that Sirius is in love with you, right?” James blurted out of nowhere, slapping a hand over his mouth.
“What?”
“Isn’t it obvious? He looks at you like he’s your whole world. He raves about you all the time; how great you are, how he’s so glad he met you. He’s my brother and I know him better than he knows himself; he’s mad for you.”
You took a moment to let that sink in. You hadn’t put too much thought into whether Sirius loved you, you’d always just been happy with the way they were going.
“Oh,” You hesitated. “I hadn’t considered that. Well, um, I should probably get to sleep, I have a lot of family to see tomorrow.” It was a poor excuse, you knew, but that was a big word.
You bade the group goodnight once more before snuggling into Sirius, and he instinctually wrapped his arm around your waist. As you drifted off to sleep, the thought crossed your mind that maybe, love wasn’t so out of the picture.
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illbegottenfaith · 3 months ago
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BAD REVIEWS (a Bad Reviews by Sabrina Carpenter inspired fic)
you've heard more than your fair share of bad reviews about theo nott. that doesn't stop you from becoming the newest addition (theo nott x reader) [best viewed in dark mode]
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a/n - i did NOT realise this fic was turning out this long which I think speaks to how much fun I was having writing it, planning it out carefully and setting the slow burn justtt right ahh I truly think this is one of my best pieces of writing ever? at least I rlly like it hahah so enjoy :))
tropes/warnings - tw toxic r/ship descriptions, lovebombing, unhealthy possessiveness, angst
word count - 6k! whoo!
taglist - @kandralice @justme989898 @iamheretoread1234 @allie-sturns @hzdhrtss @friedfreyfries @bushnellswife @rose-of-the-grave @thaliashifts @pariahsparadise @babene-e @fratbrochrisgf @user089167
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Little Miss Formerly Delusional ★★★★☆ He’s charming. Too charming. He will reel you in just so he can ruin your life. I gave him my time, my life, my youth, and where do I end up? Crying in his shower - NEVER. AGAIN. He's so good at making you feel special. Scratch that - he's so good at getting what he wants.
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It started at a picnic.
The kind that got cobbled together last minute with leftover snacks and a secondhand deck of cards, bodies strewn across the grass in lazy clusters, all chatter and sunshine and no plans beyond the hour.
You hadn’t planned to stay long. You almost left twice. But then someone pulled out a pack of cards, and everyone had gotten paired up for a game - you with Theo Nott, of all people - so you stayed.
You were seated opposite each other, cross-legged on some thin picnic blanket, knees knocking every so often every time one of you leaned over the card deck between you. Some slap-happy mess of a game that had rules no one followed properly but left everyone’s hands red and stinging from all the shouting and reflexes gone wrong.
Theodore Nott - teasing, long-limbed, annoyingly pretty - watched you with his sleeves rolled at the elbow, tie loosened. His eyes locked on yours with a lazy kind of intent. You'd seen him around plenty, and heard about him even more, but this was the first time you'd actually talked to him. Up close, he was worse. His vacant grin too self-assured with a rich, arrogant voice that promised all sorts of unscrupulous things.
Theo flirted, of course, in the way boys like him always did - bold, rehearsed, shameless. Fixing you with unabashed, unrelenting eye contact. Leaning over to you closer than what was strictly necessary. Playing the role of injured loverboy for every round he lost.
You rolled your eyes through most of it.
You'd heard the stories. Everyone knew the way he moved from girl to girl, leaving miserable shells in his wake like it was nothing. That boy didn’t even have a heart to break.
Three rounds in, he spoke up when you won. Again.
“You’ve got quick hands.”
You shrugged, sweeping up the cards.
“You’ve got a slow reaction time.”
His grin widened. “So modest.”
You finally deigned to return his gaze, your face as impassive as ever. “I don’t usually play nice.”
“I don’t mind,” he said. “I like girls who make me work for it.”
You suppressed the urge to roll your eyes. Was that supposed to flatter you? Impress you?
"Do you?" you mumbled instead, dealing the cards out once again. When Theo didn't move to pick up his, still intent on watching you, you gave him a look and sighed.
“Look. You don’t even know me.”
“I’m trying.”
You looked bored.
“And why is that?”
“Because you look like you’ve already decided I'm not worth your time.” He rested his chin on his hand, unbothered. “Now I need to know if you’re right.”
You hesitated. That was...unexpected.
But you recovered almost immediately.
“Well,” you said, eyes flicking to the deck, speaking quickly, “I'll have to warn you. I’m not the kind of girl who gets affected easily.”
“‘Affected,’” he echoed, amused. “That's adorable.”
It wasn’t what you actually wanted to say. What you meant was: I’ve heard what you do to girls. I’ve seen the aftermath. And I’m not anywhere near stupid enough to be next.
But you didn’t say any of that. You just kept her expression level and glanced at the cards, seeing what Theo had missed. You slapped your hands on his.
“4 - 2,” you said, with a thinly veiled smugness.
Theo looked at your hands, then up at you, and smiled slow.
“You like this, don't you?"
“I like winning.”
He didn’t let you win the next round. Or the one after that. Or the one after that.
Later, when everybody was cooling off with some iced butterbeer, peeling grass off their sleeves, Theo glanced your way with a look that gave you a bad feeling in your gut.
He raked a hand through his hair with a careful air of nonchalance that was fooling no one, and said offhandedly, "You know, I let her win one of the early rounds, by the way.”
For a moment, you gaped at him and his slimy audacity. Then you sat up, affronted, nearly upsetting your butterbeer. “You what?”
He gave you a lazy blink. On another day, you might have considered him somewhat endearing. Today, he was getting on your last nerves.
“Thought it might soften you up.”
“You did not let me win," you said hotly, a strand of hair stuck to your uncomfortably sticky cheek. "You just couldn’t keep up.”
“Didn’t say you weren’t good. Just not as good as me.”
Oh, you could punch him. “The score was six to three - ”
“Yeah, and that third one? That was a gift.”
You turned to the others, scandalised. “He’s l - liar. Liar. He’s lying, I sw-.”
Theo just sipped his drink effortlessly. “I thought you didn’t get affected easily?”
That shut you up immediately. You turned away, face hot with something dangerously close to flustered. You'd walked into that one. Hard.
They'd only formally met a couple of hours ago and he somehow managed to already get under your skin. Just a little.
And he knew it.
When he leaned in a little closer to murmur something to someone beside him, you swore he was still smirking.
You weren't supposed to be caught off guard. Not by him. You knew boys like Theo Nott. Knew their tricks and charms and the revolving door of names on their lips.
Unfortunately, knowing didn’t make you any less curious.
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Little Miss Territorial by Proxy ★★★☆☆ He’ll be possessive. And you'll like it. It feels flattering at first. I mean, why wouldn't it? Who doesn't luvvv being loved? It's always nice to feel wanted.
That's not what this is, though. Theodore Nott, erm, 'wants' in the way a hunter 'wants' a deer head stuffed and mounted on the wall.
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The courtyard had that lazy kind of energy that lingered on warm afternoons - bodies stretched out, butterbeer bottles dusty and half-empty, faint music straining through the thick, heavy afternoon air from someone’s wireless. It was easy. Drowsy. Like no one wanted to be anywhere else.
Theo was already there when you arrived.
You noticed him from across the throng, lounging in one of the stone archways, a little separate from everyone else. He met your gaze. You looked away. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to.
Eventually, someone pulled out a deck of cards again. Out of the few of you who could tolerate the smacking and getting smacked on such a hot day, you partnered up with a Ravenclaw named Liam - broad-shouldered, painfully chatty, cursed with the unfortunate affliction of not being as funny as he thought he was.
When you beat him - again - he let out an exaggerated groan and slumped back dramatically.
“Alright, alright. Clearly I’m no match,” he said., as he poorly reshuffled the cards. Over the deck, he shot you a smarmy look that left you feeling icky all over. “Maybe you could teach me sometime.”
The line was lame. And obvious. You picked up the cards he dealt, not bothering to look up.
“Sorry. I don’t usually train the hopeless.”
Liam winced. “That’s cold.”
You shrugged. “It's true.”
Laughter buzzed through the few who were listlessly paying attention. Theo didn’t laugh. Didn’t move. Didn’t blink. Only stared.
His eyes had sharpened the moment Liam started talking. He hadn’t said anything yet, but you could feel the heat of it - the weight of his stare digging between her ribs.
You shifted slightly. You took a sip of your butterbeer to cool off and calm down. The saccharine drink had begun to sour in the relentless heat.
Liam nudged your foot with his own - light, playful. Theo straightened and sat up.
“Careful, mate,” he said, voice steady and too smooth. “You’re one bad joke away from a nosebleed.”
A few chuckles sputtered. Nervous ones. It didn’t sound like a joke. No one knew whether to laugh or move on.
Liam blinked, uncomfortable now.
“Relax, yeah? Just playing.”
Theo tipping his bottle at him languidly. “Just warning.”
Before it could stretch into something uglier, he abruptly shifted focus.
“I’m in,” he said suddenly, "the mood to play now.”
There was a shuffle as the group moved up a little to make room for Theo where they were all scattered across the floor.
You didn’t hesitate. You switched your partner to Theo before anyone else could move. Your knees bumped. His smirk twitched higher.
The game began. Slaps. Feints. Barely restrained grins. She won the first round. He won the next. By the third, she was half a beat faster. Or maybe he was just a beat slower.
He let her win. Or maybe she let him.
When he looked at you afterwards, head tilted, lashes low, he gave you a look of some quiet approval. Like you’d passed a test you hadn't even known you were taking.
You looked away first. Unexpectedly, you felt a flicker of pride. From there sparked an obsession with this most cursed type of validation, one that you had never known to be greedy for.
You took another sip of you drink, relishing the way your face warmed in the heat of the day under the intensity of his stare. Still, you should have known what you knew now - those days in the sun would only last so long. Not even a week later, the fights began.
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Little Miss Made Excuses For His Anger Issues ★★☆☆☆ He plays dirty, so it's only fair you do too. When the fights begin - god, they'll never stop. He'll never listen to you, you'll go blue in the face trying to get him to change, he'll whine about you never getting off his back, you'll snap at him for breathing too loud, it's nuts.
Okay, fine, the last one wasn't exactly provoked. He was just in too good of a mood that day and it was pissing me off. But honestly? I was so valid for that. He needed to learn to shut the fuck up once in a while.
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It wasn’t even about the cigarettes.
At least, not just about them.
You were poring over your books in the deserted Slytherin common room, trying not to think about Ivy had been telling you about a girl Theo had been getting pretty close to - some Romilda Vane. He lit one the second he walked in - like it was a reflex, like he was doing it on purpose. You could feel the now-familiar irritation bloom in your chest the moment the smoke hit the air, bitter and acrid and reeking of bad memories.
“Really?” you muttered, not bothering to look up from your notes. “In here?”
Theo exhaled slowly, deliberately.
“I'll open a window.”
“That’s not the point.”
He leaned against the window frame, posture relaxed, jaw tight.
“Then what is?”
You huffed irritatedly and slammed your book shut.
“The point is, you said you’d stop. Five days ago. In the hallway. After that disaster of a duel. Or did you forget that too?”
He had the audacity to sigh like you were being difficult for even bringing that up.
“For fuck's sake, Y/N, it’s one cigarette.”
“It’s your third.”
Now he looked at you properly, something dry and tired in his gaze.
“You're keeping count now? Are you keeping tabs on me?”
Maybe I should, the angry thought flashed in your mind. Who the hell was Romilda Vane anyway? You gritted your teeth. “I wouldn’t have to if you didn’t go through them like water.”
“It’s not a crime,” he muttered, but he stubbed it out anyway - carelessly, more like a challenge than a concession. “There. Better?”
“Sure. Until the next one.”
He laughed humorlessly.
“Sorry, Mother.”
That did it.
You stood suddenly, the legs of your chair scraping piercingly across the floor.
“Don’t do that.”
“Do what?”
“Turn me into some controlling shrew just because I care about your health - ”
"Oh, so now I'm supposed to thank you for breathing down my neck all the time?"
You seethed. “Is that supposed to be funny? Because it isn't. It's not. It's really not.”
“I’m not the one making a scene over a cigarette.”
“Forget the bloody cigarettes. That's not the point.”
“No,” he said, standing now, tone flat. “I think I get the point just fine. You’ve had a shit week, and I’m the easiest thing to pick on.”
The corners of your mouth tightened.
“You think I like picking fights?”
“Sure seems like it.”
You could hardly hear or think coherently over the sound of blood roaring in your ears. “You’re unbelievable.”
“And you’re relentless,” he shot back. “It’s always something with you. First it’s me leaving my notes in the common room, then it’s how I ‘don’t take things seriously,’ and now it’s - ”
“Oh, I’m sorry - am I not supposed to care when you act like nothing is worth your attention?”
He scoffed and looked away, as if dismissing you, as if you weren't worth any more of his Wednesday night. You gathered up your books with more aggression than was strictly necessary, feeling embarrassingly close to tears with how crazy Theo drove you.
"I don't know why I bother with a degenerate like you. You always do this. I bring something up, and you turn it against me, or you twist it into me being dramatic, or overbearing - ”
He exhaled a cloud of smoke.
“Well, if the shoe fits...” he muttered.
“God, fuck you.”
He never seemed more unattractive you than he did in that moment - caustically insensitive, sarcastic and selfish. You spun on your heel, grabbing your bag off the floor before storming out of the room without so much as a backward glance.
Theo didn’t follow. He just stood there for a beat, unmoving in the silence of the night. Then he leaned against the windowsill and lit another cigarette.
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Little Miss "He Knows I Can Take It" ★☆☆☆☆ He'll Make You Feel Special Enough To Tune Everyone Else Out The man's arrogant enough to act like he's God's gift on Earth and he's shameless enough to act like the yelling and the screaming and the shit he gives you is a blessing. But after a while, if you're not careful, you'll go right on believing him. Twisting his abuse into some fucked up declaration of love because man does he sell the pipe dream of being his favourite punching bag well.
And the thing is - you're not his favourite. You never will be. That won't stop you from making an arse out of yourself trying anyway. The things I did? Ugh, embarrassinggg. Skipping parties, for what? Giving him all my time, for what? Cutting out the friends he didn't like, for what? A guy who needed a training broom till he was ten?? Be soooo fucking for real right now.
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You didn't notice the glance Ivy and Melissa exchanged when you walked into your dorm. Your bag slid off your shoulder with a dull thump onto the floor, your shoulders aching.
“Hey.” Melissa said from her spot near the desk. “You missed lunch.”
You distractedly tucked a lock of hair behind your ear. “I was revising,” you muttered, toeing off your shoes. “Didn’t realise the time.”
Ivy wrinkled her nose from where she was sprawled on her bed. “Merlin, you’re one of those. Don’t go all Ravenclaw on us now.”
You gave a faint smile. You hadn't realised how little you had seen of your friends over the past week. You missed them. “Too late.”
There was a pause. Melissa twirled a strand of hair between her fingers. You stilled, recognising that nervous tic of hers.
“Were you with him?” she asked casually. “Theo?”
You hesitated. So what if you were? “Yeah. So?”
“Right,” Ivy said, not unkindly. “He wouldn't have anything to do with you disappearing every other day now, would he?”
You were at a loss of words.
“...I’ve just been busy.”
They didn’t say anything.
You glanced up, feeling the air shift into something more worried, anxious.
“I don’t want to do this right now,” you muttered.
“We’re just talking,” Melissa said gently.
You shot her a look. You weren't dumb. Ivy sat up a little straighter. You could feel the both of them closing in on you.
“Look,” she said carefully, “I know you don’t want to talk about him. But Melissa and I think we should. You’ve changed. And it's...not good.”
“I’m fine,” you said tightly.
“You say that a lot lately,” Melissa said sadly. You scoffed. “It’s getting harder to believe.”
You exhaled sharply, massaging your temples.
“Can we not do this now?”
“You never let us do this,” Ivy said, brows drawing together.
Your stomach twisted.
“Because it’s none of your business,” you snapped. Your friends looked taken aback.
“I just - ” Ivy blinked. “We're not trying to - ”
“I know what you meant,” you cut in, voice rising. “You don’t like him. You think he’s bad for me. You think I’m stupid for being with him.”
“No one said that,” Melissa said slowly, frowning. “No one's saying that. We’ve just never seen you like this. We're not the enemy, Y/N.”
It sure felt like it. Melissa reached out, and in that moment of blind rage, you couldn't tell if it was to hug you or hurt you. You flinched out of her reach. You didn't miss the brief flicker of hurt that passed over her face. Even Ivy looked mystified.
“Y/N," Ivy said, getting up now. "Enough of this. We’re worried about you. He’s getting to your head, and you're so wrapped up in him that you can't even see it.”
You crossed your arms.
“I'm not a child, for Merlin's sake. I know he’s complicated. I’m not blind.”
“Then why are you defending him like he’s perfect?”
“Because you’re making it sound like he’s evil,” you snapped. ��Like I’m too dumb to realise I’m being treated badly.”
You opened your mouth to continue, but no words came. Just heat. Frustration. Guilt twisting into something bitter.
“I’ve never seen you like this,” Ivy said quietly. “Not over anyone.”
Looking at your friends, their hostile postures and mutinous faces, you felt terribly alone. “Well,” you said, “maybe I’ve changed.”
Melissa stared at you, looking angrier than you had ever seen her. “Yeah. You have.”
You sighed.
“I don’t need a lecture right now.”
“And we’re not trying to give you one,” Ivy said. “But you’re making it really hard to not say something when you’re hurting yourself like this.”
“I’m not - ” you started, but stopped short.
Because you were hurting. You knew it. You’d known it for a while now. But hearing it sfrom someone else's lips made it feel like an accusation.
“We’re just trying to help you,” Ivy said, quieter now.
“I don’t need help," you said, chest tight. "I need you to back off.”
A listless kind of quiet descended in the room. Melissa’s jaw tensed. Ivy uselessly smoothed down her sheets.
“Well,” Ivy said, voice flat now, “I guess that's we’ll do then.”
Melissa wasn't as forgiving. “Whatever. It's your life to ruin, L/N.”
She drew her hair up into a ponytail. "Dinner, Ivy?"
The silence they left behind was deafening. You refused to dwell on the fight. You refused to acknowledge how damning their condemnations felt.
And still - when the dust settled, like a woman possessed, your thoughts drifted back to Theo. To that lopsided grin. That lazy smirk. Pulling you in, and in, and in, and in.
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Little Miss Fool Me Twice, Shame on Me ★★★★★ He always knows when he's about to lose you And that's when he's the sweetest. He'd have to be - it's his last ditch attempt to distract you. He'll have you wondering how you could ever think of him as selfish or mean-spirited or anything other than the world's most-loving, most-devoted boyfriend. Boyfriend? HA!
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It started the way most things with Theo did - loud, dramatic, and entirely unnecessary.
You stepped out of the Transfiguration exam room, clutching your wand, still mentally arguing with yourself over you shaky answer to question seven, when someone near the doors let out a sharp, disbelieving laugh.
“What the hell - ?”
Students were crowding toward the entrance of the castle, whispering, staring. You followed the noise, shielding her eyes from the sudden sunlight. And then you saw it.
A car. A bright red, shiny Muggle convertible, parked just off the stone steps, looking entirely out of place in front of Hogwart's gothic architecture. And leaning against it like he'd walked straight off the poster of some pretentiously obscure, too-slick indie film was Theodore Nott - sunglasses perched cockily in his curls, sleeves rougishly pushed up, charm turned on.
“Oh, my god,” you muttered under your breath, walking faster now, heat creeping up the back of her neck.
He caught sight of you and grinned. Not a smirk, not his usual self-satisfied half-smile. A grin.
Like he hadn't been a complete dick to you just two nights ago.
“What's all this?” you asked as you stepped up to him.
Theo straightened with a practiced laziness. “It’s a getaway car.”
You blinked at him.
“Weekend trip,” he clarified. “We need a break. You need a break.”
“I have two exams left.”
He shrugged. “Two is practically nothing.”
“Theo.”
Before you could continue your protests, he took your hand and kissed your knuckles in full view of half of your year, completely unbothered.
“Your stuff’s in the boot. Packed it this morning.”
Your mouth dropped open. How did he manage to get into the girls' dormitories?
“You what—?”
“There’s snacks,” he continued, unrepentant. “I even charmed the glove compartment to keep your disgusting fizzy drinks cold." Traces of the Theo you knew started resurfacing. He sounded pretty damn proud of himself. "You’re welcome.”
“You’re mental.”
“And you’re exhausted.” He leaned closer, lowering his voice. “Come on, Y/N. You can revise in bed with me and a view of the sea. There’s a fireplace. I booked the biggest suite they had.”
He pressed a chaste kiss to your palm. Your face burned.
"Please? For me?"
You should’ve walked away. You meant to walk away.
But he had that look again - the one he used to reel you in after every fight. The one you couldn't bear to tell off. That soft-eyed, unwittingly innocent look like he wasn't even capable of doing anything wrong, let alone on purpose. Behind him, the sunlight hit the car just right, glinting off the chrome like some surreal, too-good-to-be-true movie scene.
It was stupid. And ridiculous. And maybe that was the point.
So you went.
On the drive down, Theo's hand casually resting on your thigh, wind whipping through your hair, you told yourself you weren't impressed.
But then you saw the room - two floors, a balcony, a charmed bath bigger than her dorm - and you maybe slightly let it go to your head.
He ordered room service like you were royalty, feeding you chocolate-covered strawberries by the tray, worshipfully kissing the tips of your fingers like he’d never once raised his voice or made you feel small.
He lit candles. Bought you a new jumper at one of the quaint, homey shops by the pier when you'd offhandedly mentioned feeling a little chilly. Got up to make you tea in the mornings and made it right - not the way he liked it, but the way you always complained about no one ever remembering it.
He let you pick the station on the wireless. Spoilt you relentlessly. Had the nerve to call you pretty in the midst of you lounging in the utter bliss of what was turning into the most indulgent heaven.
Maybe it was the wine. Or the way the fire flickered inches from you where you laid tangled up on the rug, breathing slow and even and in sync, like the world where you were constantly at each other's throats never existed.
Or maybe it was just the way he was looking at you again. Like you mattered. Like you were special. Like he was choosing to be good. Like he was choosing to be good for you.
You caught yourself smiling at nothing. You let him pull you into his lap. Let him press kisses down your neck, murmuring all the right things.
On the last night, your head was resting on his chest, his fingers tracing slow, thoughtless circles into your back. You should've been long asleep, but you couldn’t stop thinking about how different he felt like this. Like this version of him had always existed, but you were only just now being allowed to see it.
“I don’t get you,” you said, barely above a whisper.
Theo glanced down at you.
“What’s there to get?”
You propped yourself up on your elbow, looking down on what little you could see of his face not obscured by the dark or his soft curls. You tilted your head, considering.
“You’re just…different, sometimes.”
His hand paused.
Then he shifted, rolling you both over gently, lips brushing against your jaw, collarbone, shoulder.
“Maybe you just make me better,” he murmured.
You almost laughed.
Because it was such a good line. But that's exactly what it was - a line.
You drew Theo closer to you almost anxiously. He obliged, hands wandering to your hips. Distantly, you wondered if you carved open his heart, would you find anything remotely genuine inside?
It was late. You were tired. It made your head hurt to think of such depressing things.
So your eyes fluttered shut, and you let yourself succumb to Theo's ministrations. Let yourself believe it.
For one more night.
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Little Miss Egg on My Face ★★☆☆☆ It Never Lasts It's almost a slap in the face, really - he could do it all for you, and more. He just doesn't want to. He doesn't care enough to even be halfway decent, especially once the glow wears off. So a week later, he goes back to his old ways, drinking and philandering, and you - well, you stayed, didn't you? Now who's the idiot?
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For a few days, it almost felt like things truly had changed.
Theo had stayed soft, sweet, attentive. He sat with you during meals without you asking. Laced your fingers together under the table in study hall. Let you sleep in his bed, no questions asked, when you showed up exhausted after a double-length Potions exam. He even gave you his last chocolate frog during a study break and shrugged, saying you needed it more than he did.
And you started to believe it. That maybe the trip really had saved their relationship from ruin. Maybe this time, he meant every kiss, every touch.
But, like all good things, it didn’t last.
By midweek, you started noticing it again, despite your best efforts.
The way he brushed you off in the corridors with a distracted nod, not even slowing his pace. The way he left your group hangouts without saying goodbye. The way he started treating you like an accessory he wanted only sometimes.
It was subtle. Like he was slipping out of a persona.
One night, you watched him lean towards another girl a few tables over, heavily wrapped up in whatever riveting conversation they were sharing, all low laughs and half-lidded glances, his mouth tugged up at one side. The same smirk he’d used on you—only now it felt recycled. Contaminated. Revolting.
He didn’t even glance your way as you left the Hall.
You waited until you were alone. You found him near the back stairwell, the one they used to use to sneak up to the Astronomy Tower. He was lighting a cigarette. Of course. Something about this was beginning to feel destructively futile.
Your voice was quiet at first.
“Hey.”
Theo glanced over, eyes unreadable in the gloom of the night. “Hey.”
You hesitated.
“Can we talk?”
He exhaled a thin stream of smoke, then shrugged. “Sure. Talk.”
There was a beat of silence. Then she said, softly, almost apologetically, “You’ve been different. Since we got back.”
Theo looked away.
“Have I?”
You could feel him beginning to shut you out. You panicked. “I’m not trying to start anything," you said, hurriedly. "I just…noticed.”
“You always do,” he muttered, flicking ash onto the stone floor.
You frowned. “I’m not accusing you.”
“Not yet, you're not.”
Something about the way he said it - flat, unaffected - made you feel ridiculous. A laughingstock. Overly emotional. Wholly irrational.
Still, you pushed on. “You were great this weekend, Theo. Really. Till now, I didn’t want to say anything because I liked that. I liked you. And now - ” You swallowed. “Now I don't."
He raised a brow.
“Because I sat at a different table?”
“It’s not just that.”
“Then what is it?”
You worried your bottom lip.
“You’re pulling away again.”
Theo laughed condescendingly.
“Well, forgive me if I don’t feel like being your emotional support boyfriend every minute of every day.”
You stared at him.
“Is that what you think I want?”
“Sure seems like it.”
You stepped back, your frustration mounting.
“God, you’re unbelievable. I’m trying to talk to you, and you’re acting like I’m some clingy, nagging -”
“Well, aren’t you?”
Your mouth dropped open. “Are you serious?”
“I’m serious that this, is getting old,” he said, not even bothering to look at her now. “The whining. The melodrama.”
You hated the way your voice was beginning to shake.
“You always do this, Theo. Every time we get close, you run the other way. You pretend none of it ever happened.”
He turned to you now, finally meeting your eyes with that cold, dead gaze of his.
"We had a nice weekend. We had one nice weekend. Newsflash, princess - it's not that deep."
Your chest tightened, your breath catching in your throat.
He didn’t stop there. “You act like I’m supposed to worship you like some lovesick puppy all day every day. Don't you get exhausted by how much you want all the time? Do you really need to be wanted that badly?”
There was a long pause.
Then you exhaled, sharp and cold.
“Fuck you.”
He didn’t blink. “That’s more like it.”
All this while he'd been trying to buy your infatuation. Meanwhile, you couldn't pay him to offer you a shred of respect.
You shoved past him, your nails digging crescent moons into her palms as you walked far, far away from him. The echo of your footsteps hit the walls too loud, too fast, like you couldn’t get away from him quickly enough.
He didn’t follow. Not that you expected him to. But the worst part was that it hurt exactly the way she knew it would that afternoon you first laid eyes on him. Because he didn't care - not really. Not enough for it to actually mean anything.
Still, some sick part of your heart pulsed with the worry that you'd go back. That you weren't strong enough to truly stay away from him. That you'd go crawling back to him on some cold, miserable night.
When your hands stopped shaking. When your voice stopped cracking. When you convinced yourself again that maybe he half-meant it that one time. That maybe he could change. That maybe he already had.
But for now, all that you could do was walk, and walk, and walk, until the halls swallowed you whole. Until he was little more than smoke curling in the wind.
The only thing heavier than your silence was the weight of still wanting him.
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It’s always worse at night.
When the castle halls are quiet. When your bed’s too big. When there’s no fight left in you to battle the waves of want.
It was late—so late that even the stars seemed like a distant memory, hanging somewhere far beyond reach. It was a stupid hour, one where you should have been asleep, or at least pretending to be. But you weren't. You never could sleep the same without him anymore. Not when he’d been the one to fill the void inside you, even if it was with something corrosive. You hated it. And yet, there was no escaping it.
You missed him. How could you not? Despite everything, despite his flaws, his temper, his habits you loathed, you missed him. Even when he was the last person you wanted to think about, your mind wandered back to the way his lips felt against your neck, the way his eyes softened when he thought you weren't looking.
That stupid half-smile. The ominous smell of smoke clinging to his collar. The way his voice softened when he said your name like it was something precious meant only for him.
It was exhausting. This back and forth. The way he could make you feel like the most important thing in the world one minute, and a burden the next. Every time you thought you had him figured out, he flipped it. Changed the rules. Changed the game.
And still - still, you chose to love him.
You were too tired to care about what was “right” anymore. You'd been walking around in this fog of longing and resentment, trying to convince yourself that you deserved more, that you needed more. You needed to be more.
But you weren't. Not without him.
You'd told yourself you wouldn’t do this again. Had said it out loud, even. Had whispered it like a promise into your pillow the night you walked away. But the resolve didn't hold under the weight of your chest caving in from the loneliness.
You tried everything - busy days. Cold showers. Long walks. None of it worked. You couldn't help slipping.
And tonight, you're slipping fast.
Your bare feet carry you down the corridor before you can think. You don't react to the chill of the floor. Your head is vacant of any plans, any rational thought - just the sharp pulse of want, of need, of him.
You hesitate outside his dorm. But it's too little, too late. The time to turn back was months ago, when he was little more than a stranger on a picnic blanket you had enough sense to not get involved with.
The door creaks open.
He’s awake. He doesn’t say anything. You don't leave. He doesn’t ask you to.
He lifts the covers. Makes room for you without question.
You climb in.
His arms wrap around you like muscle memory. Like forgiveness he didn’t earn.
And you let him.
Because the thing about loving someone like Theodore Nott is, it’s never a fair fight. It's an affliction of the worst kind. It's a habit you can't quite quit. It’s knowing better. And choosing him anyway.
You closes your eyes and shift closer, pretending you don't know how this ends.
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Little Miss Disillusioned ★★★☆☆ Would Not Recommend But Merlin...I always come back.
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permadating · 6 months ago
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hi. i'm avery. im a radqueer veteran and the current owner of a server called " radical crossing. "
i'm not looking for anything romantic, just platonic connections. i'm chrono 16, but i don't care who responds to this regardless of age.
i like homestuck, south park, warrior cats, wings of fire, watership down, madoka magica, and steven universe. (+ minor interests)
i use she / her pronouns mainly, but i also don't mind any pronouns.
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# LETTING IN WHITE HEAT ✶ abby anderson!
❝ vision go black, blood, letting in white heat.❞ ft. brakence
★⠀warning y disclaimers — eighteen+, f!reader, wlw sex, poc!friendly, labeling this as dubcon bc abby is mean but she’s sweet after, mean!abby, top!abby, bottom!reader, sub!ellie, loser coded!ellie, voyerisum, kinda mean rough sex, jealous!abby, slight nipple play, strap use r!recieving, abby has one filthy mouth, mommy kink, aftercare, abby is kinda really mean
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her jealousy is soft at first, small ticks easily missed if you weren’t looking. the way her blue eyes would become cold like the atlantic, void of any warmth anytime another girl hugged you for a little too long, lingering touch your smooth arms, or the one time at a frat part this ellie chick your hair wrapped around a slender finger. she wouldn’t really react, besides pulling you closer to her, resting her chin on your shoulder, abby’s long fingers intertwined with yours. she knew you were gorgeous, anyone with eyes could see it, people were going to hit on you and it maybe it was annoying at times when abby just wanted you to herself, but she ignored them and just focused on you. but tonight? god, she couldn’t control it. she was failed miserably to keep her cool. it was happening right in front of her, and you weren’t dismissing ellie’s advances like you normally would. no. not at all. you were encouraging her by batting your long, luscious eyelashes at her emerald eyes. leaning away from abby and into her, letting your fingertips grazing the tattoo on her forearm as you giggle, fucking giggling, at a lame joke ellie was telling you. abby would deck her if you wouldn’t get upset about it. you’d forgive her, eventually, but abby knew some groveling would have to happen on her end. no, she wouldn’t have it this way. still, the situation nagged her in way she despised. apparently abby wasn’t giving you enough attention you had to seek it elsewhere and god, abby was going to make you regret it. baby let’s go somewhere more quiet, yeah? your little friend can even come, quietly she whispered in your ear.
it’s how you ended up in this position, getting fucked within an inch of you life, on all fours and your delicate fingers gripping the railing of the frame at the edge, headboard crashing against the wall the abby’s thrusts. lamely, ellie was fully clothed sitting in a velvet green chair placed next to the mirror, not like she could move. abby made sure of it. her brown leather belt bound ellie’s wrist so they laid flat in her lap, lust building up in her eyes as she took in the scene before her. abby’s pierced nipples on display, burly arms flexing as they gripped onto your ass, slapping every few thrusts, letting her meaty hands smooth over the sensitive area. all ellie wanted was to be in the mix, but abby would not let her. every grunt from abby’s lips made ellie’s dripping pussy clench. it wasn’t fucking fair, her keeping you like this, all to herself. the recoil of your ass and abby’s moans mixed together was enough to make ellie cum just from rubbing her thighs against each other, but the blonde’s filthy mouth only made matters worse, pushing her to the edge quicker than she would have liked. really, even expected.
“what you think she could fuck better than me, baby? is that why you were flirting with her? huh? what? too drunk on my cock you can’t fucking talk?” abby laughed before picking up her pace, a light mumble of mommy slipped past your whimpering lips, but it was loud enough for them both to hear. “that’s right, baby. mommy always has to punish you when you’re being a spoiled brat. what? you think she can fuck you like this? she’s half my size. couldn’t even pick you up even if she tried.”
ellie felt humiliated but she couldn’t stop herself from the pressure building up in the pit of her stomach. “c’mon ellie, i know you’re close. show me what a fucking loser you are and come for me. right now, baby. yeah, just like that. ruin those pretty boxers for me.” it doesn’t take anything else ellie to squirm in the chair, spurts of white, hot cum flooding her boxers, pretty eyes rolling into the back of her head as she slumped in the chair.
abby could fully focus on you now, all the attention she could give fully on you.she slipped her the strap out of your swollen, puffy pussy and made you ride her. intentionally, she wanted to punish ellie. she wanted her to see the pussy she would never have, gush over abby’s cock. your beefy girlfriend watched as you bounced on her cock, the swell of your tits bouncing rapidly as you fully sat on the girth. abby could feel the base nudge against her clit each time, her breaths becoming more erratic, watching her stupidly pretty girl chanting out mommy mommy mommy as her hips jerked sinfully. abby decided to help you, even if you didn’t deserve it.
she met you halfway, bucking her hips, meeting you with her strong thrusts as she bent her head down to suck on the perky bud. “mommy, fuck, please can i come?” but it seemed abby still had a bit of cruelness left in her. she released your nipple with a soft pop! she shoved her middle finger and ring finger into your mouth, before instructing you “suck.” abby chose to ignore you, but you obeyed. continuing to ride her cock as she made you practically gag on her long digits. when she felt like you had enough, she circled them on your clit. “you tell me, baby? do you deserve to cum?”
abby smirked as your eyebrows furrowed, trying to concentrate enough so you wouldn’t come without her permission. she’d only punish it for you later when the two of you were back at home. “i think….” abby slapped your ass with her free hand, letting her blunt fingernails digging into the delicate flesh. “you’ve been a bad girl tonight. haven’t you? what have i told you before? c’mon, let me hear it.”
“mommy only lets good girls cum.” between every word, abby delivers cruel thrusts to your cunt, making your pussy clench around her cock.
then abby was whispering in your ear, “but since we have an audience, i’ll just punish you at home, yeah?” she pauses, before she applies more pressure on your clit. “now, ride my cock like you mean it, baby.”
once your pace quicken, abby could feel the pressure build up, could feel her clit pulsating. she was close, but she needed you to cum first. need more than the air she breathed. god, she knew you were close too. you were slamming on her cock, chasing the high you could only get from abby and she knew exactly what you were craving. she removed her grip on your ass guiding you and wrapped it around your throat, applying just the amount of pressure you craved.
“yeah, is this what you needed? just needed mommy to choke you? i know, babygirl. are you going to cum for me? yeah, you are aren’t you? cum all over my cock. fuuuckkkkk, yes. yes. good girl, such a good girl for me.” you practically screamed out her name as you squirt everywhere, abby finds her release with you. abby’s thighs, yours, the sheets beneath you drenched in your sweet slick. and all ellie could do was watch as you collapse into abby’s body. your entire body shivering as you seeked comfort in your lovers’ arms. she watched as abby soothingly rubbed your back from the tip of you spine to your lower back. whispering sweet nothings in your ear, but ellie couldn’t hear them, intentional by the blonde for her not to. abby nearly crumbled as she watched abby take care of you, cleaning you up and assisting you with putting on your clothes. you sat on the edge of the bed, completely in a daze, waiting for abby.
once abby was dressed, she walked over to ellie, towering over her, sitting or standing didn’t really matter. with a mean grip, abby held ellie’s chin, applying enough pressure to get her almost bruise. “next time you flirt with my girl, it’ll be you getting fucked an inch within your life and unlike my beautiful baby, i’ll leave you alone like the dirty slut you are, unable to fucking walk, talk, move. got it?” abby left with you in her arms, but to ellie it sounded more like music to her ears.
pathetically, ellie watched as the couple walk out of the room, abby whispering in your ear as abby kissed your temple, shutting the door behind them. and then it dawned on her. she was still fucking tied up. fucking anderson.
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an: yeah.......so this is a thing. hope you enjoyed it as much as i loved writing it! god do i need a blonde girl to fucking rail me
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muxshwriting · 1 year ago
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almost (sweet music)
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Bradley Bradshaw x reader
summary: a summer where you and Bradley remind Maverick of Goose and Carole || warnings: literally one swear word, mentions of pregnancy, childbirth (mentioned) || word count: 793 || masterlist
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You had Bradley had met at the Hard Deck and hit it off instantly. You were charmed by his carefree attitude and charisma, and he was charmed by your kindness and your heart. Both of you had found the perfect person to spend the rest of their lives with, to be yourselves with. Bradley had never been more sure about anything in his life when he thought about marrying you. Your family loved him and, in turn, the squadron and especially Maverick, loved you.
Maverick viewed Bradley like a son, and was very particular about the girl that had captured his heart. However, the second he saw you, he was pulled in my your very soul, the pureness that was simply you. Bradley was lucky to find someone so well matched for him. There was something else, though. There were moments where Maverick would glance over to you and Bradley and see Goose and Carole staring back at him.
It began the night you and Bradley got engaged and went out to the Hard Deck to celebrate. As all good nights at the Hard Deck do, it ended with Bradley at the piano. Despite being at least eight beers in, he was rather coherent and playing a recognisable tune. Patrons and other people all joined in on the fun, crowding around the piano. You, smiling unabashedly at your man, were standing directly next to Bradley, leaning against the piano, glass in hand as you sang to whatever he was playing. Bradley had reached up, pulling you closer and down onto his lap. He kissed you passionately, laughing with you as he continued to play, choosing to stare lovingly at you instead of what notes he was hitting.
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Then came your wedding, a beautifully private affair with a few friends and family members from both sides. Your vows were perfect, encapsulating your love for Bradley in a few short words. “Bradley, there are no words to fully describe how I feel about you but I will say this: I’ve never felt as much comfort as I have whenever I hear your name. It’s so bizarre to have a word that can make you feel so much in a second, and I wouldn’t trade that for the world. I love you.”
Maverick was thrown backwards to Goose, drunk on his bachelors night out, leaning against Maverick and rambling about his soon-to-be wife. “She’s like the wind beneath my wings. It’s so weird that her name makes everything feel alright whenever I hear it. God Mav, she’s perfect.”
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Maverick will never forget the day that Rooster came to him with the amazing news that he would become a Great Uncle. Or a great, Great Uncle as he reminded Bradley. He had had a few beers in the back garden, talking about everything and nothing going on with life. “Gods Maverick, I’m gonna be a dad. That sounds terrifying, a good kind of terrifying but still terrifying.”
Goose had come onto base, a giddy grin plastered onto his face. “Carole’s pregnant. We’re gonna have our own little bird in the nest.” His eyes widened as he sighed. “A kid Mav, a whole entire human. That’s crazy.” He had hugged Goose, giving him his congratulations for him and Carole, wishing them the best for the future. Goose had stayed ecstatic for a week after the news, nothing could bring his mood down. “I’m gonna be a dad!”
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He had gotten the call from Rooster that you’d gone into labour and that his son had been born (his son!), inviting Maverick down to the hospital to meet his great nephew. He got to hold him in his arms, a newborn baby, so small and innocent. “What did you name him?”
Rooster had smiled proudly, “Nick Bradshaw.”
From the bed you had perked up, taking your baby back when Pete handed him over. “His full name, however, is Nick Mitchell Bradshaw. We had to fit you in somewhere.” Maverick couldn’t stop the tears from springing in his eyes as he tearfully embraced Bradley.
“I’m a dad!” Goose was whisper shouting through the phone to Pete, trying not to wake his sleeping wife. “Do you want to come meet him?” Maverick was there as soon as he could be, bring in flowers for Carole and patting Goose on the back. “Uncle Maverick, meet Bradley Bradshaw.” Goose was standing there, a shit-eating grin on his face as he wiggled his eyebrows and Maverick burst out laughing, unable to hold it in.
Carole swatted at both their arms, telling them to keep it down for the baby. “Don’t make me regret his middle name.”
“His middle name?” Maverick had asked.
Her expression softened as she glanced over at the baby. “Bradley Pete Bradshaw.”
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kirqro · 1 year ago
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୨୧ ‘ loser els !
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warnings || none !
{ just random head canons of my lil loser :( }
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* loser!ellie ‘ who’s room is decked out in posters and random drawings she did ( SOME OF UU !! )
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* loser!ellie ‘ who said score and pumped her fist in the air after kissing you for the first time
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* loser!ellie ‘ who brings you up no matter the topic of the conversation
“ Oh ya my girlfriend said the same thing..!” “My girl hates .. “
“ Yk my girlfriend and I …”
JS NO MATTER THE CONVO !
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* loser!ellie ‘ who has you scattered around all over her car and room !
Polaroids of the two of you guys kissing In her dashboard
Your rubber bands over her gear shift
Your clothes in her laundry basket
Your hair brush on her desk
AH CUTENESS .
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*loser!ellie ‘ who’s palms are always sweaty and think she’s hot shit when she rests her hand on your thigh..
girl if u don’t get ur clammy aa hands OFF ..
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*loser!ellie ‘ who randomly squeezes your cheeks together
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*loser!ellie ‘ who puts her arm out for you to take when you guys walk together and gets genuinely upset when you don’t hold onto her arm ..
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*loser!ellie ‘ who watches instagram reels and laughs her ass off
she sends you them when you’re right next to her and waits for your reaction
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*loser!ellie ‘ who accidentally calls you bro , brother , and dude WAY TO MUCH. But gets mad when you do it to her :(
“Bro guess what Dina just told me”
“What did she tell you BRO.”
“BRO? WHA. oh!.. I’m sorry my perfect Angel baby cakes please”
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*loser!ellie ‘ who has the weirdest nicknames for you.. girl has once called you acorn and didn’t know why you side eyed her for it after it left her lips
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*loser!ellie ‘ who thinks you are the prettiest person ever on the planet earth .
Sometimes you can catch her staring at you with pure love in her eyes .
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*loser!ellie ‘ who is so baby girl and wouldn’t hurt a fly!! ( she is a mass murderer .. )
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Hii bbys !! This is my first official post :))
I had sm fun writing theses about our silly lil els ! Soo maybe part 2??
Constructive criticism is appreciated but PLSS be nice ..!
TYSMM FOR READIN ILY!
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daily click for Palestine !!
- from the river to the sea Palestine WILL be free 🍉
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aeth-eris · 5 months ago
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★ pac : call out/roast edition ★
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★ decks used : rider waite + rebel deck ★
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★ pile 1 : guy laying in snow ★
★ cards pulled ★
★ “take a shot” & “get the f*ck outside. move your ass.” [rebel deck] ★ 3 of pentacles rv, king of cups, & 7 of cups rv [rider waite]
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★ interpretation ★
★ first of all, the rebel deck said it loud and clear: you’ve been way too cozy wallowing in your little snowdrift of procrastination and self-pity. the universe isn’t asking politely anymore. it’s basically throwing a shoe at your head, screaming, “stop making excuses and do something already.” you’re stuck in a rut because you refuse to pull yourself out, not because the world is conspiring against you. also, "take a shot"? yeah, that’s your reminder to loosen up. whether it’s a literal drink or just taking a leap of faith, stop overthinking and start doing. ★ 3 of pentacles rv: teamwork makes the dream work—unless you’re out here playing the lone wolf and ignoring everyone’s advice. are you being stubborn and dismissing people who are trying to help? newsflash: you’re not an expert in everything, and pretending like you don’t need anyone is why nothing is getting off the ground. humble yourself, ask for help, and actually listen when they give it. ★ king of cups: you’re out here flexing like you’ve got your emotions in check, but let’s be real—are you using that emotional intelligence for anything productive? or are you just bottling everything up and hoping it magically works itself out? spoiler alert: it won’t. tap into that maturity you claim to have and channel your feelings into something that actually moves you forward. ★ 7 of cups rv: the rose-colored glasses are off, but instead of taking action now that you see the truth, you’re just standing there like, “oh no, what do I do?” pick a direction. any direction. clarity means nothing if you don’t use it. stop fantasizing about all the things you could do and just do one of them. ★ you’re like that guy in the snow, lying there waiting for someone to rescue you while the answer is literally right there. stop playing the victim and get up. the universe isn’t going to hand you success on a silver platter, especially when you’re out here acting like you’ve already tried everything (spoiler: you haven’t). it’s time to ditch the pity party, stop crying over what could’ve been, and start creating what will be.
also, go outside. you’re starting to smell like the inside of your own excuses.
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★ pile 2 : guy skating on top of beverage case ★
★ cards pulled ★
★ “be f*cking grateful” & “don't believe every shitty thought you have” [rebel deck] ★ the devil rv, two of wands rv, temperance [rider waite]
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★ interpretation ★
★ first things first, your inner monologue? it’s not the motivational pep talk you think it is—it’s more like a heckler in the back row of your own life. stop letting every self-deprecating thought rent space in your head. you’re smarter, more capable, and honestly cooler than you’re giving yourself credit for. also, the rebel deck isn’t mincing words: be grateful. stop acting like the universe owes you more when you haven’t even acknowledged the good stuff you already have. skating past your blessings isn’t the flex you think it is.
★ the devil rv: congrats, you’ve started freeing yourself from something toxic—whether it’s a bad habit, a bad mindset, or a bad situationship (you know exactly which one). but here’s the catch: you’re still lingering in the doorway, hesitating like you don’t know how to leave. spoiler alert: you do know. the real question is, are you brave enough to actually move forward?
★ two of wands rv: speaking of moving forward… why are you so scared of planning for your future? you’re clinging to the familiar, even though you know deep down it’s not where you want to stay. stop sabotaging yourself with indecision and the “what ifs.” dream bigger, plan smarter, and stop waiting for someone to hand you permission.
★ temperance: balance, baby. you’re all over the place—one day you’re ready to conquer the world, and the next you’re spiraling. temperance is telling you to chill, find your flow, and start pacing yourself. there’s no prize for rushing to the finish line when you’re burning out halfway there. ★ you’re basically that chaotic skater dude on the beverage case—thinking you’re pulling off something epic, but really you’re one wobble away from a faceplant. stop letting fear, doubt, and overthinking control your moves. the devil rv says you’ve already started breaking free, but the two of wands rv says you’re too scared to claim the freedom. temperance is the friend yelling, “bro, slow down, or you’re gonna break your metaphorical neck.”
also, stop whining about what you don’t have. the universe has given you plenty to work with, but you’re out here acting like you’re skating with broken wheels when you’ve got a brand-new board. be grateful for the progress, even if it’s messy, and get your balance before you wipe out entirely.
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★ pile 3 : girl mid-slip near wet floor sign ★
★ cards pulled ★
★ “get some f*cking sleep” & “don't f*cking force it” [rebel deck] ★ the empress, knight of swords rv, the chariot
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★ interpretation ★
★ the rebel deck is tired of your overachieving nonsense. you’re running on fumes, caffeine, and vibes, but guess what? your body and mind are screaming, “can we not?” you can’t hustle your way out of exhaustion, and forcing things to work isn’t going to magically make them fall into place. sometimes, the best move is to just take a nap, regroup, and let things flow naturally. no one’s handing out medals for being a sleep-deprived mess. ★ the empress: you’ve got big creative energy and the potential to nurture something amazing, but here’s the thing—you can’t birth a masterpiece when you’re too busy running around like a headless chicken. slow down, embrace your inner empress, and let your ideas grow organically. also, self-care? it’s not a luxury; it’s a requirement.
★ knight of swords rv: this is you, barreling into situations without thinking, full of chaotic energy and zero patience. you’re rushing so fast you’re missing the wet floor signs in your life. impulsiveness might feel exciting, but it’s not sustainable. pause, breathe, and stop trying to bulldoze your way through every challenge.
★ the chariot: the good news? you’ve got determination for days. the bad news? you’re trying to drive a chariot with one wheel in the ditch. success is yours, but only if you balance that ambition with strategy and self-control. remember, winning the race doesn’t mean sprinting until you collapse—it’s about maintaining your focus and pace.
★ girl, you’re out here mid-slip, ignoring all the signs, thinking sheer willpower will stop you from face-planting. spoiler: it won’t. the empress is screaming “rest and recharge!” while the knight of swords rv is dragging you for acting like a chaotic tornado. the chariot knows you’ve got what it takes, but not if you keep pushing yourself into burnout mode.
so here’s the deal: slow. the. f*ck. down. let things unfold naturally instead of forcing them. take a nap, hydrate, and stop pretending you’re a superhero who can function on zero rest and pure adrenaline. the wet floor sign isn’t lying—you’re slipping because you’re doing too much. trust the process, and give yourself permission to just exist for a hot second. the world isn’t going anywhere.
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★ book a reading ★ ★ masterlist 1 ★ ★ masterlist 2 ★
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milunalupin · 7 months ago
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— five golden rings
james potter x reader ★ 1.4k words
twelve days of nico-mas masterlist
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It was a snowy evening at the Potter household, and the flickering fire in the hearth cast a warm glow across the cozy yet chaotic living room. The group of friends had gathered around a large wooden table, piles of snacks and drinks scattered about, ready for their annual holiday game night. Laughter echoed in the space as everyone settled into their seats, teasing one another about who would be crowned the ultimate winner.
James Potter’s house was big, a sprawling manor on the outskirts of Godric’s Hollow, but tonight, it felt small, filled with the warmth of friendship and the buzz of excitement. His parents were away for the holidays, so the house was all theirs.
James stood next to the table, holding a stack of cards, trying his best not to look nervous. His heart raced, and he stole a glance at you, seated next to Lily on the far side of the table. You were laughing at something Sirius had just said, your eyes sparkling in the firelight. James swallowed hard, trying not to let his cheeks turn red. The Marauders all knew about his feelings for you—hell, they’d been teasing him about it for months—but he hadn’t managed to muster the courage to actually talk to you about it.
Lily caught his glance and raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing on her lips. She knew, of course, but she wasn’t about to let him off easy. Marlene, seated next to her, leaned over to whisper something in her ear, and the two girls exchanged an amused look. James couldn’t help but feel the heat of their eyes on him, but he quickly tried to distract himself with the cards in his hand.
“Right then,” Sirius said, clapping his hands together, “let’s get this party started, yeah? We’ll start with a round of Exploding Snap and see who has the fastest reflexes.”
James glanced over at you again. You were fiddling with your hair, a quiet, content smile on your face as you chatted with Peter about the dish you'd brought for dinner. He wanted to make you smile more. He’d been daydreaming about ways to make you laugh, but every time he tried to speak to you, his mouth went dry.
“James!” Sirius called, snapping him out of his thoughts. “Are you going to play, or should I just call dibs on the first round?”
“Right, right!” James replied, shaking his head. “I’m in. Let’s go.”
The game began, and almost immediately, it was clear that Marlene and Lily were the most competitive of the group, their eyes locked in intense concentration as they faced off against each other. James, however, couldn’t help but keep sneaking glances at you, trying to act casual as he shuffled the deck of cards.
As the game progressed, James found himself in an unusual position—shifting the cards in his hand, acting as though he was focused on the game, but really, he was just trying to help you. If a card came too close to your hand, he’d nudge it toward you just a bit, without anyone noticing. If the pile of exploding cards in front of you looked like it might get out of hand, James was the first to warn you.
“You’re doing great,” he said quietly, under his breath, as the game reached a fever pitch. “Just don’t touch the card on the left, trust me.”
“I knew I could count on you, Potter,” you said, your tone teasing, but friendly.
James felt his cheeks warm, and he looked away quickly, feigning concentration on his cards. He was so caught up in his own internal battle—should he be so obvious? Did it matter if everyone knew he liked you?—that he almost missed the card that jumped out of the pile and exploded in front of him.
“Merlin’s beard!” he yelped, ducking as the card went off with a loud bang, sending sparks into the air.
The room erupted with laughter. Even Peter couldn’t hold back his giggles as he reached out to pat him on the shoulder. “Nice one, Prongs,” he teased. “I guess that means you’re out for the round.”
James groaned, rubbing his ear, and shot you an apologetic glance. “I swear, I didn’t mean for that to happen.”
You just laughed, shaking your head. “It’s all good, James. I think you’ve helped me enough tonight anyway.”
He smiled back at you, his stomach doing flips at the sound of your laughter. As the rounds continued, James found himself increasingly wrapped up in small gestures to help you win, each one carefully subtle—leaning over to fix your cards, tossing you a sweet treat from the kitchen when he thought no one was paying attention, even dropping a little hint about strategy when the other weren’t paying attention. He wasn’t being obvious—at least, he hoped he wasn’t—but he couldn’t help himself.
Finally, after a few more rounds, it came down to the fifth and final game with Marlene, Sirius, Remus, and you left. There would be a prize of 50 galleons for the winner. The group had decided to take a quick break before beginning the finale. James stayed by your side, giving you you an encouraging smile.
“Don’t worry, you’ve got this,” he said quietly, leaning in toward you again.
You shot him a soft grin, one that made his heart race. “Thanks, James,” you said, “I’m going to need all the help I can get.”
James’s mind raced. He wanted to tell you how he felt. Wanted to tell you that the little things he’d been doing all night—helping you with the game, finding excuses to sit near you, passing you bits of food—were all because he couldn’t help it. He liked you. More than he had ever liked anyone. More than he had ever been brave enough to admit.
He looked at Remus out of the corner of his eye, who gave him an encouraging nod. He knew his taller friend was right. If he didn’t do this now, he might regret it forever.
"James?" You glanced up at him, sensing the change in the air. "You okay?"
"Yeah," James managed to say, though his voice came out softer than he intended. "I, uh... actually, I wanted to tell you something. You know, if you’ve got a second."
You looked at him with a warm smile, clearly intrigued.
"You’ve got my full attention, Potter."
James cleared his throat, suddenly nervous. “It’s just… well, I’ve been thinking for a while, and it’s now or never, isn’t it?” He glanced down at the table for a moment, then back up at you, locking eyes with the person who had unknowingly been occupying his thoughts for months. “I like you. A lot. I know I’m not the most... smooth with these things, but I just thought you should know.”
There was a beat of silence. Then, to his surprise, you smiled—the kind of smile that made his heart feel like it was about to jump out of his chest.
“I’m glad you said something, James,” you said, your voice gentle but sure. “Because I like you too. And you’ve been making it pretty obvious all night.”
James blinked, stunned, as the reality of your words sank in. "Wait, really?"
"Really," you confirmed with a soft laugh. "All those little gestures, the way you always look out for me. I wasn’t exactly blind to it, you know."
It felt like the room had faded away, and there was nothing left but the two of you. The warmth from the fire, the laughter of friends, the soft crackling of the hearth—it was all background noise to the quiet, exhilarating moment shared between you and James.
“So, what now?” he asked, a hesitant smile tugging at his lips.
You reached out, placing your hand gently over his. “How about we start by winning this game together?”
James chuckled, feeling lighter than he had in ages. “I think that sounds like a perfect plan.”
Sirius, who had been pretending to mind his own business but clearly listening in, smirked and raised his hands in mock defeat. “Well, I see how it is. James gets the girl, and I’m left here losing fifty galleons. Typical.”
The group laughed together, the atmosphere lighter than ever. But James couldn’t stop smiling—he had finally said what had been on his heart, and it felt like everything had fallen into place.
— taglist ♥︎
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