#我仍然相信你在我身边（I still believe that you are by my side）

[summeramkuv]

I just wanted to eat a yellow mica and drew a picture specifically for it 🤣 Thus creating this product that feels like hell😂

This is our own au, and after the end of the fire, Sun died and became an electronic ghost, watching everything that happened and unable to do anything; And Moon plays two roles alone (himself and Sun), working almost 24 hours a day without interruption (because he has to do both his own work and Sun's work - the upper ups ignore his feelings and make him dress up as Sun during the day, creating the illusion that Sun is still in Daycare and squeezing Moon).

He is already in a state of mental confusion (to what extent? He can already direct and act in front of the mirror, thinking that Sun is talking to him😥)

论我只是想吃一个黄色云母，专门去画了一个图🤣🤣🤣从而做出了这个地狱谷子😂

【这是自家au，差不多就是焚火结局之后，Sun死亡成为了一个电子幽灵，只能看着发生的一切，做不了任何事情；而Moon一个人扮演两个角色(他自己和sun)，几乎24小时不间断工作(因为他既要做自己的工作，也要做Sun的工作——上层不顾他的感受让他白天扮成Sun的样子，营造出Sun依旧在日托所的假象，并且压榨着Moon)，他已经处于精神恍惚的状态了（什么程度呢？他已经可以自导自演对着镜子以为是Sun跟着自己说话😥）】

[thebananatroll]

Chapter 1 (Part 7)

1-9.1 疑似之间 . 故事 众人查验食材之时, 郑春发突然小声将我叫住, 似乎有什么话要对我说-- 1-9.1 Yísì zhī jiān. Gùshì zhòngrén cháyàn shícái zhī shí, zhèngchūnfā túrán xiǎoshēng jiāng wǒ jiào zhù, sìhū yǒu shé me huà yào duì wǒ shuō-- 1-9.1 To be Suspected. Story While everyone is inspecting the ingredients, Zheng Chun Fa suddenly whispered to me to stay back, seemingly having something to tell me--

[太极芋泥] 这批食材也并未看出什么端倪, 请带我去看看佛跳墙所用的食材吧。 Zhè pī shícái yě bìng wèi kàn chū shénme duānní, qǐng dài wǒ qù kàn kàn fó tiào qiáng suǒyòng de shícái ba. No clues can be discerned from this batch of ingredients, please take me to see the ingredients used in Fo Tiao Qiang. 

[佛跳墙] 于师爷, 这边请。 Yú shīyé, zhè biān qǐng. Advisor Yu, this way please. 

[Narration] 正准备跟过去瞧瞧， 郑春发突然小声将我叫住... Zhèng zhǔnbèi gēn guòqù qiáo qiáo, zhèngchūnfā túrán xiǎoshēng jiāng wǒ jiào zhù... Just as I was about to follow to see, Zheng Chun Fa suddenly whispered me to stay back ...

[郑春发] [Player], 我 , 我想跟你谈谈... [Player], wǒ, wǒ xiǎng gēn nǐ tán tán... [Player], I, I want to discuss something you ...

[Player] 怎么啦? 难道你发现了什么蛛丝马迹? Zěnme la? Nándào nǐ fāxiànle shénme zhūsīmǎjì? What is it? Could it be that you’ve discovered some kind of clue?

[郑春发] ....

[Player] 你怎么突然不好意思了起来? 有什么烦恼，你可以告诉我， 我尽力帮你! Nǐ zěnme túrán bù hǎoyìsile qǐlái? Yǒu shé me fánnǎo, nǐ kěyǐ gàosù wǒ, wǒ jìnlì bāng nǐ! Why are you suddenly unwilling to speak? Any worries, you can tell it to me, I will strive my hardest to help you!

[郑春发] ...[Player],明人不说暗话, 您, 您老实告诉我, 食材……是不是您动了手脚! ...[Player], míng rén bù shuō àn huà, nín, nín lǎoshí gàosù wǒ, shícái……shì bùshì nín dòngle shǒujiǎo! ! ...[Player], a straightforward person does not resort to insinuations, you, you tell me honestly, the ingredients ... Was it you who commit the underhanded act!

[Player]  ....!?

[Player] 这, 你怎么会觉得是我动了手脚? Zhè, nǐ zěnme huì juédé shì wǒ dòngle shǒujiǎo? This, why would you think that it was me who committed the underhanded act?

[郑春发] 那天……我们从南后街回来， 我便打算去检查一下货物…… Nèitiān……wǒmen cóng nán hòu jiē huílái, wǒ biàn dǎsuàn qù jiǎnchá yīxià huòwù…… … That day ... when we came back from Nan Hou Street, I had planned to go inspect the goods ...

[郑春发] 待我走到后院, 我发现您跟胡庚公子…… 还有一个��一个手上长着蟹钳的怪物在一起... Dài wǒ zǒu dào hòuyuàn, wǒ fāxiàn nín gēn hú gēng gōngzǐ…… hái yǒu yīgè…yīgè shǒu shàng zhǎngzhe xiè qián de guàiwù zài yīqǐ... When I walked to the rear court, I found you and Hu Geng-Gongzi... Together with another ... a monster with crab claws on his hands ...

[Player] 原来是这样! 你误会了! 其实-- Yuánlái shì zhèyàng! Nǐ wùhuìle! Qíshí-- So it’s like this! You have misunderstood! Actually-

[郑春发] 不! 我还偷听到您跟福公还有金丝少爷说的话! 您说要带着他们回…回……什么空....对, 空桑! Bù! Wǒ hái tōu tīng dào nín gēn fú gōng hái yǒu jīn sī shàoyé shuō dehuà! Nín shuō yào dàizhe tāmen huí…huí……shénme kōng.... Duì, kōng sāng! No! I also overheard what you said to Fu Gong and even Young Master Jin Si! You said you would take them back ... back ... something Kong ... That’s right, Kong Sang!

[郑春发] 聚春苑若是没了福公， 必定是要垮的! 您处心积虑撺掇福公和金丝少爷离开聚春苑，又设计陷害聚春苑…… Jù chūn yuàn ruòshì méiliǎo fú gōng, bìdìng shì yào kuǎ de! Nín chǔxīnjīlǜ cuānduo fú gōng hé jīn sī shàoyé líkāi jù chūn yuàn, yòu shèjì xiànhài jù chūn yuàn…… If Ju Chun Yuan has no Fu Gong, it is bound to sink! You schemed to urge Fu Gong and Young Master Jin Si to leave Ju Chun Yuan, and so designed to make false charges against Ju Chun Yuan...

[郑春发] 您又是位厨师, 还对佛跳墙的烹制方法如此熟悉....您...! Nín yòu shì wèi chúshī, hái duì fútiàoqiáng de pēng zhì fāngfǎ rúcǐ shúxī.... Nín...! You're also a chef, and even familiar with the cooking method of Fo Tiao Qiang... you ...!

[郑春发] 难道您想让聚春苑倒闭，好另开一家用佛跳墙作招牌菜的餐倌! ? Nándào nín xiǎng ràng jù chūn yuàn dǎobì, hǎo lìng kāi yī jiāyòng fútiàoqiáng zuò zhāopái cài de cān guān! ? Could it be that you want Ju Chun Yuan to close down, so you can open another restaurant that uses Fo Tiao Qiang as a signature dish!?

[郑春发] 您接近福公和金丝少爷, 寻求机会逗留在聚春苑, 热心协助办寿宴…… 都是因为这个目的对不对! Nín jiējìn fú gōng hé jīn sī shàoyé, xúnqiú jīhuì dòuliú zài jù chūn yuàn, rèxīn xiézhù bàn shòu yàn…… dōu shì yīnwèi zhège mùdì duì bùduì! You approached Fu Gong and Young Master Jin Si, looking for an opportunity to stay in Ju Chun Yuan, enthusiastically providing aid in setting up the birthday banquet ...... Isn’t it all just for this purpose?

[郑春发] 寿宴那日您在后厨给我当帮厨， 将聚春苑做佛跳墙的技法全都摸得清清楚楚! 只要没了聚春苑, 您就没了竞争对手了! Shòu yàn nà rì nín zài hòu chú gěi wǒ dāng bāngchú, jiāng jù chūn yuàn zuò fútiàoqiáng de jìfǎ quándōu mō dé qīng qīngchǔ chǔ! Zhǐyào méiliǎo jù chūn yuàn, nín jiù méiliǎo jìngzhēng duìshǒule! You were in the back kitchen providing me assistance on the day of the birthday banquet, fully understanding all the techniques without exception to Ju Chun Yuan’s method for Fo Tiao Qiang! As long a there’s no more  Ju Chun Yuan, you will have no competitors!

[Narration] 郑春发激动地抓住我的双肩将我晃了又晃, 看似瘦小的他没想到竟有这么大的气力-- Zhèngchūnfā jīdòng dì zhuā zhù wǒ de shuāngjiān jiāng wǒ huǎngle yòu huǎng, kàn shì shòuxiǎo de tā méi xiǎngdào jìng yǒu zhème dà de qìlì-- Zheng Chun Fa grab my shoulders in agitation, shaking me back and forth, he unexpectedly has such great strength despite being slender--

[Player] 郑春发! 你先冷静冷静! 我慢慢给你解释-- Zhèngchūnfā! Nǐ xiān lěngjìng lěngjìng! Wǒ màn man gěi nǐ jiěshì-- Zheng Chun Fa! You should calm down first! I will explain to you slowly--

[郑春发] [Player]您好狠呐! 聚春苑是我与福公的心血! 您怎么能这样呜呜呜呜-- [Player] nín hǎo hěn nà! Jù chūn yuàn shì wǒ yǔ fú gōng de xīnxuè! Nín zěnme néng zhèyàng wū wū wū wū-- [Player] You are too cruel! Ju Chun Yuan is the heart and soul’s work of Fu Gong and I! How can you be like thiiiiiiis--

[Player] 郑春发!  郑春发-- Zhèngchūnfā! Zhèngchūnfā-- Zheng Chun Fa! Zheng Chun Fa--

[佛跳墙] 春发? 放开[Player]-- Chūn fā? Fàng kāi [Player]-- Chun Fa? Let go of [Player]--

[Narration] 佛跳墙从旁走来， 将郑春发拉开， 用身体护在我跟前... Fútiàoqiáng cóng páng zǒu lái, jiāng zhèngchūnfā lā kāi, yòng shēntǐ hù zài wǒ gēnqián... Fo Tiao Qiang came from the side, pulled off Zheng Chun Fa, and stood in front of me to protect me...

[佛跳墙] 春 发， 你怎会怀疑[Player]? 她好心助聚春苑举办寿宴, 众人有目共睹, 你是不是误会[Player]了? Chūn fā, nǐ zěn huì huáiyí [Player]? Tā hǎoxīn zhù jù chūn yuàn jǔbàn shòu yàn, zhòngrén yǒumùgòngdǔ, nǐ shì bùshì wùhuì [Player]le? Chun Fa, how can you suspect [Player]? She helped Ju Chun Yuan hold the birthday banquet with good intentions, everyone could see it, are you sure you haven’t misunderstood [Player]?

[佛跳墙] 无凭无据指责他人, 并非你往日的作风.... Wú píng wú jù zhǐzé tārén, bìngfēi nǐ wǎngrì de zuòfēng.... To denounce others without proof, this is unlike you...

[郑春发] 连福公你也被蒙在鼓里!? [Player]你...你...! Lián fú gōng nǐ yě bèi méng zài gǔ lǐ!? [Player] nǐ... Nǐ...! Even you, Fu Gong, are also in the dark !? [Player], You ... you ...!

[Narration] 郑春发的脸涨得通红，一甩袖子就冲出了聚春苑-- Zhèngchūnfā de liǎn zhǎng dé tōnghóng, yī shuǎi xiùzi jiù chōng chūle jù chūn yuàn-- Zheng Chunfa's face swelled by a rush of blood, leaving Ju Chun Yuan in anger with a swing of his sleeve--

[Player] 郑春发--! Zhèngchūnfā--! Zheng Chun Fa--!

((scene change))

[Narration] 我跟着郑春发追出大门， 人群熙攘的街道上早已不见他的身影... Wǒ gēnzhe zhèngchūnfā zhuī chū dàmén, rénqún xīrǎng de jiēdào shàng zǎoyǐ bùjiàn tā de shēnyǐng... I immediately chase for Zheng Chun Fa pass the main entrance, but his figure is long gone and can no longer seen among the crowded streets ...

[Player] 是我不好……让他这么难过... Shì wǒ bù hǎo……ràng tā zhème nánguò... It’s my wrong ... making him this upset... 

[佛跳墙] 这并非是你的过错， 他总有一日会经历这样的挫折。 Zhè bìngfēi shì nǐ de guòcuò, tā zǒng yǒuyī rì huì jīnglì zhèyàng de cuòzhé. This is really not your fault, it’s inevitable that one day he’ll experience these kinds of setbacks.

[Player] 佛跳墙，谢谢你! 愿意相信我... Fútiàoqiáng, xièxiè nǐ! Yuànyì xiāngxìn wǒ... Fo Tiao Qiang, thank you! For believing in me...

[佛跳墙] [Player]， 我虽然已经没有往日的记忆, 但那些记忆给我带来的感受, 似乎仍停留在这副魂体之中…… [Player], wǒ suīrán yǐjīng méiyǒu wǎngrì de jìyì, dàn nàxiē jìyì gěi wǒ dài lái de gǎnshòu, sìhū réng tíngliú zài zhè fù hún tǐ zhī zhōng…… [Player], although I no longer have memories of the past, but I can still feel the experiences of those memories, seemingly lingering in this spiritual body...

[佛跳墙] 身体和直觉都在告诉我， 我可以绝对信任你... Shēntǐ hé zhíjué dōu zài gàosù wǒ, wǒ kěyǐ juéduì xìnrèn nǐ... Both body and intuition are telling me, I can absolutely trust you ...

[Narration] 面对佛跳墙温柔的笑意， 我感到很安心， 一阵暖意从心底逐渐升起... Miàn duì fútiàoqiáng wēnróu de xiào yì, wǒ gǎndào hěn ānxīn, yīzhèn nuǎn yì cóng xīndǐ zhújiàn shēng qǐ... Facing Fo Tiao Qiang’s gentle smile, I feel so relieved, a warmth gradually rising from the bottom of my heart ...

[Player] …快去把郑春发找回来吧! 任他一人在外头流连也不是个法儿。 …Kuài qù bǎ zhèngchūnfā zhǎo huí lái ba! Rèn tā yīrén zài wàitou liúlián yě bùshì gè fǎ er. … Let’s bring back Zheng Chun Fa! Letting him loiter alone outside is not the way either. 

[佛跳墙] 好， 美人， 我去去就回。 Hǎo, měirén, wǒ qù qùjiù huí. Okay, Fair lady, I will return.

((scene change))

[太极芋泥] 空桑少主， 在想什么呢。 Kōng sāng shǎo zhǔ, zài xiǎng shénme ne. Kong Sang’s Young Miss, what are you thinking about?

[Player] 哦! 是你! 吓我一跳…… Ó! Shì nǐ! Xià wǒ yī tiào…… Oh! It's you! You startled me ...

[Player] ……咦? 你已经知道我的身份了? ……Yí? Nǐ yǐjīng zhīdào wǒ de shēnfènle? ... Huh? You already know my identity?

[Narration] 太极芋泥笑而不答， 我借机追问-- Tàijí yù ní xiào ér bù dá, wǒ jiè jī zhuīwèn-- Tai Chi Taro smiles but does not answer, I seize the opportunity to get to the heart of the matter--

[Player] 太极芋泥， 你有通天学术， 想过到空桑来施展你的才华吗? Tàijí yù ní, nǐ yǒu tōngtiān xuéshù, xiǎngguò dào kōng sāng lái shīzhǎn nǐ de cáihuá ma? Tai Chi Taro, you have exceedingly high in academics, have you ever wanted to put your talents to good use in Kong Sang?

[Player] 现如令空桑重建， 除了需要能干体力活的人, 我们还需要像你这样能干脑力活的人呐。 Xiàn rú lìng kōng sāng chóngjiàn, chúle xūyào nénggàn tǐlì huó de rén, wǒmen hái xūyào xiàng nǐ zhèyàng nénggàn nǎolì huó de rén nà. In the midst rebuilding Kon Sang, in addition to those capable with physical strengths, we also need people like you who are capable with intellects.

[太极芋泥] 空桑少主这番说辞让于某十分心动， 不过可惜了， 于某已有归处, 就不劳您费心了 Kōng sāng shǎo zhǔ zhè fān shuōcí ràng yú mǒu shífēn xīndòng, bùguò kěxíle, yú mǒu yǐ yǒu guī chù, jiù bù láo nín fèixīnle The plea of Kong Sang’s Young Miss is quite moving, but unfortunately, I already have a home, so I will not be troubling you.

[Player] 你说的归处是…… Nǐ shuō de guī chù shì……  The home you’re speaking of is...

[Narration] 我内心一沉， 脑海里浮现出一个可怕的猜想…… Wǒ nèixīn yī chén, nǎohǎi lǐ fúxiàn chū yīgè kěpà de cāixiǎng…… My heart sank, and a terrible guess came to mind ...

[太极芋泥] [Player]你会是一个很有意思的对手, 我很期待。 [Player] nǐ huì shì yīgè hěn yǒuyìsi de duìshǒu, wǒ hěn qídài. [Player], You will be a very interesting opponent, I look forward to it.

[Narration] 少年策士仰天大笑, 兀自离去, 徒留我僵立着, 反复琢磨他话中之意…… Shàonián cèshì yǎngtiān dà xiào, wùzì lí qù, tú liú wǒ jiāng lìzhe, fǎnfù zhuómó tā huà zhōng zhī yì…… The young strategist faces the sky with a laugh and left, leaving me standing rigidly, mulling over the meaning of his words repeatedly...