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@swahnn.

devotion that corrupts is my favorite btw there's nothing wrong with it ever & it should be encouraged

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Please bare in mind, this contains spoilers for 3.2. Do not read beyond this, if you don't wish to be spoiled - otherwise, I hope you like my little idea I got going on. (Adjustments shall be made at a later date, likely in a month or two... who knows, I like a little divergence.)

As I mentioned to Boss a bit ago, I've finally figured a way on how I want to go about Acheron's interactions with the Chrysos Heirs, Amphoreus as a whole & how she is to interact with Trailblazer. (With Stelle, it's entirely romantic, as that's her pookie. However, with Caelus roleplayers, it will be entirely platonic & she sees him as a best friend, or brother, at most.)

So, Acheron drifted upon Amphoreus due to an invisible force drawing her there. While she can't entirely remember, there is a HOLE in her chest. She is to guide the souls of the dying across the River of Sorrows, to help them move on. Although, she doesn't let this happen with Trailblazer. They aren't MEANT to pass, it isn't their time. Which is why she can finally reach them - in the Garden of Souls. She urges them to fight on, to live, to come back to her & their friends. Only for a moment

She continuously looks, sticking to the shadows. Acheron didn't like having so much attention on herself, to begin with & she's caused quite a commotion amongst the people of Okehma... Bringing herself to the Heirs, eventually. Again, she can't fully remember what's going on, the whys or hows. Though, the ever lasting sense of DOOM & its dangers prick at her skin. She cannot see or hear her beloved Trailblazer. There's been a rift caused in the balance, in regards to the Trailblazer - the savior of the cosmos. She does assist the Chrysos Heirs in their duties, albeit lightly.

She becomes slightly more involved in regards to Castorice - the bringer of both life & death. If anyone knew, or possibly knew, what was going on with Trailblazer, it'd be her. Acheron happens to pursue her more - regardless of the fading & bits of memories the Emanator retains during their interactions. The sense of nostalgia & scent of Trailblazer alone is enough to bring her back to this woman.

Eventually, reaching the end, her beloved Trailblazer's essence is beginning to fade rapidly - causing a bit of a panic & aiding in removing of the Black Tide & its monsters.

During the last few moments, Acheron finally sees & reaches Trailblazer. Albeit only a flash, she urges them to continue on, to fight, to come back to the mortal world & be with her again, their friends & family.

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𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒.

name: Raiden Bosenmori Mei.

nickname: Acheron.

gender: AFAB, (a female at birth).

romantic orientation: Demi-romantic, Hyperseuxla, Lesbian, Polyamorous.

preferred pet names: Pet names aren't in her strength, however, referring to her partner(s) as my love or my darling are most common.

relationship status: Taken, with multiple individuals. Her most prolific relationships are with Black Swan, Kiana Kaslana &. Stelle.

opinion on true love: Love has always been threaded through destiny, a fate yearned for. It's one of the very few things that make herself feel whole again - thus the reason for partaking in such a life style of being non-monogamous. Every partner she has is considered her true love - Acheron does not just get into relationships for the fun of it, however.

opinion on love at first sight:  It is true, it is real. This is how she had felt upon meeting Black Swan &. Stelle in Penacony. Their dynamics blossoming into something completely ethereal. Something she wouldn't trade for anything.

how ‘romantic’ are they?:  Acheron can be quite the sap - often opting for bringing around flowers, chocolate, small gifts in remembrance of her lovers. She still cooks, albeit not for herself much anymore, rather for those she cares deeply for instead. Physical touch &. gift giving is her love language.

ideal physical traits: While Acheron does not have bodily preferences, she does quite enjoy a woman who's fuller. Thicker, if you will. The handful of meat in her hands is quite satisfying. Which brings her back to the love of cooking for her partners &. morbid as it may, it makes for satiating her appetite where it calls for it.

ideal personality traits: Someone kind, blunt, smart &. excels in nearly everything the average human does. She's a softer spot for those who show true kindness toward children - a heroic type. Perhaps this is due to wishing someone could save her - from herself. The life of a self-annihiliator is ... daunting.

unattractive traits: Anything that embodies the sins of greed &. pride. Jealousy, unnecessary cruelty toward others, villainesque types.

ideal date: A trip to the bakery, to the clothing &. make up stores ... A normal, comfortable lunch between she &. her partner(s).

do they have  a type?:  Hm ... *looks at people such as Kiana &. Stelle* the self-sacrificing Hero. Also, white/silver hair.

average relationship length: When Acheron enters a partnership, it is to expected to last for an eternity. However, she has had relationships that didn't last - most notably during her teenage years back on Izumo. Unfortunately, Acheron had been a heart breaker - due to upholding family traditions &. her status of a warrior, rather than some rich, spoiled Daddy's girl.

preferred non-sexual intimacy: Appreciating the art of life - anything that can breathe sunlight into her veins to compensate the darkness creating an un-ending hole in her chest.

opinion of public affection: She pays no mind to it, however, holding hands or clinging to each other's arms are the most she'll do ... sometimes a kiss to her partner(s) cheek, were someone not looking.

tagged by @striador. thank you x taggin, @kiaslana, @trlblzd, @ohleiohlai, @multimall, @memoryextrction &. anyone else! ~

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I was having Shower Thoughts & was playing around the concept of Acheron's newly made Aeon body. She basically takes on the similar form of IX as it is, however.... however! Due to this absence of light, the void of nothingness, she can be ANYTHING. She can be EVERYTHING. Thus, granting her the power of shape shifting. So to the human eye & she does appear as Raiden Mei, though still remains with her Acheron name & attire. The better image description is that of the art i posted. She has yet to show anyone her FULL true form, there is no real desire to. Not yet, anyway.

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A disease that plagues my dreams, Lurking in the deepest parts of my mind. Ghosts of your touch stir a sickening heat, And frustration leaks down my thighs. There's nothing left, only the loss of self. Panicked, distraught, alone. In this bed, I am alone. I am... I... am? Who Am I?

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Born of that which shouldn't exist.

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› @swahnn, @ruaimei, @trlblzd, @kiaslana. ♡

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    ✱˚｡⋆    ↪    𝐓𝐖; 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐦, 𝐚𝐛𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲.

Acheron has always had conflict in dealing with emotions - even before being a chosen of Nihility's IX. She's always been built up to be this stone cold exterior, to remain professional &. serious in a majority of her childhood - more so, in regards to events of being abducted &. watching her family, her friends perish to the Oni in later years. Nihility preyed upon this sense of loss, the lack of emotion behind it - hardening her into what she is now. While Acheron can recall these feelings that were buried, if she feels it too intensely, it has the potential of sending her into a downward spiral. Unable to control these emotions. It could put not only herself at risk, but those around her, too.

This is especially difficult with her lovers, Black Swan, Stelle, Ruan Mei, Kiana Kaslana. This feeling she's not familiar with, is confused with hunger. Due to the Nihility's influence &. upbringing as an Emanator / Self-annihilator, the increase of appetite prevails. Acheron remains with this empty belly, struggling to control herself when it comes to consuming parts of her lovers. While it's consensual, she tends to feel horrible during such things - she struggles with differentiating LOVE &. STARVATION. Often mixing the two together, often spouting nonsense about becoming whole with her partners. However, this is what makes her current partners, ideal, to her situation.

Fortunately, the control &. understanding of these wants, these feelings, correct themselves in later years - after ascension. Initially, once taking her rightful place as Nihility's TRUE Aeon, everything that she's had taken, or locked away, comes back with a vengeance. Flooding itself into her mind, heart, soul &. body, entirely. Causing a crack in her perception of reality for some times - it takes about six months to one full year until Acheron's fully adjusted.

These craving still reside, however. She's become so accustom to such behaviors, it's hard to shake off - instead, feeling a little less guilty about the actions taken &. fully embracing who she is, what she's become.

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(Makes a THIRD playlist for my queen.)

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This is one of my favorite ship songs for Acheron.

@kiaslana, @swahnn, @trlblzd. ♡

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