#💕 🌸 relapse 🌸 💕

[duketibbitswaifu]

🌸 HES SO CUTE~!!! WHAT DO I SAY??? >.< 🌸

🌺 Dukey has on been on my mind ALL DAY for the past THREE DAYS. ✨ 💗 I can't stop thinking of his cutey face and his sexy bod. 😊 💕 I'm finally off, I can't wait to be with him again 🎀 🌺

[blushingbubbles]

this is part three to like my guide to becoming a good girl. this part is very simple

💕🌸take breaks🌸💕

take breaks away from kink. take breaks away from tumblr. real life is important too. when kink becomes too much, cut it out for a while. theres nothing wrong with distancing yourself.

mark the day that you went to leave for the break......

......and see how long it takes u to come back

take breaks from kink ofc. because real life matters. but also because relapsing is sooooooo much fun.

standing in the grocery store and getting a tumblr notification is greater than anything

doing normal people things and being subtly reminded that ur nothing but porn??? unbeatable....

part 1 | part 2

[goddessrowen16]

Bullying you piggy fat white losers let mommy cage drain you pigs🌸🌸👑👑🧚🏼‍♂️🧚🏼‍♂️💕💕🍤🍤✨✨✨

Abuse paypiggy bnwo cei walletdrain sissysub forcedintox relapse sexting findom uksub Pyt

[pinksikhewei]

Rules/Req info! 💕

Sending things to my inbox:

💖 Please be careful when talking about sh in my asks! Positive connotation is okay, but please don’t tell me if you’ve relapsed/want to ect. This can be very triggering (requests for a fic are okay, though)

🎀 This one is an odd rule but please do not send images that include a lot of balloons! I don’t think it’s likely to happen, but I’m throwing it out there anyway— I have a phobia of them! It’s not too bad with photos, but sometimes if there’s a lot of them it still makes me a little nervous :)

💕 Feel free to talk about ANYTHING though!! Don’t be afraid to yap :)

Things I won’t write:

💕 smut

🎀 usually don’t write x reader fics, but feel free to drop the req anyway and I might try it!

Fandoms/people I will write for:

💖 Sturniolo Triplets

🎀 Logan Howlett/Wolverine

💕 Heartstopper

🌷 Sam and Colby

🌸 TLOU (can be hbo or game versions, but if you don’t specify I will probably lean toward the hbo version!)

🌺 Spencer Reid (Especially Blue Blanket!Reid from this oneshot universe!)

👛 MCU: Spiderman (Tom Holland preferred but I can also do Andrew Garfield), Tony Stark, Guardians of the Galaxy, Steve Rogers, Bucky !

Other info:

🌸 I’ve been writing since ~2019, and I started out with Markiplier/CGP x reader fics (those will NEVER see the light of day) then upgraded when I made DSMP fics

💕 Previous longform agre fic (Beeduo centric)

🎀 I write angst/comfort and fluff interchangeably— sometimes I’ll do a bunch of angst but sometimes I’m feeling more cheery :)

[fireflykaizoku]

Hey dear! Hope you are doing well 🥺 wondered if I could ask for a comfort letter with Sabo and female reader that is dealing with depression and self harm? Thanks in advance, it would make me the happiest alive 🌸💕

anony, my love, i'm so sorry you've been going through that! know that if you ever need to talk, you can message me! dealing with SH is hard, but every day without is already an amazing step. You're strong and I believe in you! ❤ The News Coo just left with your letter. It'll be there in a minute!

To my princess (Y/N), It hurts me deeply to know that you’ve been feeling like this. You mean so much to me, and I want to protect you from everyone and everything, but how can I protect you from that? It worries me, especially now that we’re far from each other. I need to know that you’re safe and healthy all the time.I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe. You’re the love of my life, my princess, my precious angel and my sunshine.

Please, I need you to tell me what’s happening to you, why are you feeling like this, and what triggered you. Did someone say something to you? Is it school? Or maybe things that you’ve been dealing with for so long? If you don’t want to tell me when I call or if you don’t want to tell me face to face, you can write it.

I also know that recovery is hard. It’s a slow process and it doesn’t happen overnight. Relapse doesn’t mean you failed. So every day without self harm is a victory. Doesn’t matter if it’s one day, two days, I’m proud of you for fighting against the urge to do it. I’m proud of you for being alive, I’m proud of you for being you.

When I’m back from my mission, know that I’m not leaving your side so easily. I’ll hold you so tight that nothing will be able to hurt you, not even the bad thoughts, not even yourself. I’ll kiss you, I’ll kiss your scars and I’ll be watching you to be sure you won’t hurt yourself. I know that I may not be too much help, but I’ll do my best.

I love you too much, and I promise if there’s anything I can do, I ask you to please, tell me. And whenever you feel the urge to self harm, you can call me anytime. I’m never too busy or too tired for you. I love you always,

Sabo.

[soleilnomoon]

Heyy kaia!! How are youuu girlll?? 🥀 You looking nice these days~ (i never met you lmao but i can feel the good vibes 🤓)

Idk if you like them, but I'll give it a go!

Imagine if the Vinsmoke bros get therapy or something of the equivalent 🧐

To be able to have human feelings and so to be normal humans.. like they'll actually feel pity, sadness, genuine happiness... Of course It'll take time and a lot of effort and sacrifices from their part, but I believe that if they're triggered from an outside party, like for example with something that reminds them of their mom, they'll understand that something is wrong at least.

What I want to say is, what if Niji (the blue one lmao) the one that threw the plate of food at Cosette, remembers this after/before/in the therapy sessions and actually feels weirdly "negative and so in order to erase this feeling he'll try to do something for her... (in the most awkward and proud way lol) Or at least he tries lmao but instead just develops the fattest crush on her 😭

She on the other hand knows that they're under therapy or at least to be better, so she's just very proud of him and how he's trying to "apologize" (if that even is what he's doing lol) in the most vinsmoke way possible 🥺 I mean why did he order to bring her a butcher's shop's WORTH of meat at like 4am?

Yeah also Judge is dead, they killed him. sike! (with their uncharacteristic kindness of course lmao)

That's it 🌸 Just a little Niji x Cosette moment <3

I'm from the perspective that YES they did AWFUL things to Sanji and to everyone around them, but at the same time they were practically NOT HUMAN, they COULDN'T feel empathy and compassion even if forced to. They are a result of an EXPERT their crazy and sick FATHER did, not them, imo.

That's why I precise the therapy part in the imagine of Niji and Cosette, because otherwise without therapy it'll be such a toxic relationship if we can even call it one. (They're too violent and angry)

Sorry I run at the mouth when I'm excited to explain something 😭

I hope this doesn't bother you in any way!

Please feel free to contradict me or point out anything that you disagree with <3

Have a wonderful weekend! 💐🌸

hi hiii ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა, well, thank you angel 💕 you've got some good vibes too! so sorry, i’ve been meaning to answer this for weeks omg time is unreal. but yesss let’s get into it.

that’s a really interesting scenario; i can see them making attempts to better themselves after everything that’s happened — or, maybe after seeing how well-adjusted sanji is (or, as well adjusted as he can be 😭) and how sanji very adamantly does not want to be like them. i imagine this could partially be the catalyst where they’d tell themselves that if sanji can manage emotions, why can’t they? or, like you said, maybe there’s smth that reminds them of their mom — maybe those memories that they were forced to bury as children steadily resurface? it’s a solid theory tbh, although i’m not sure how much they can rehabilitate at this point — and if they do, i imagine there will be numerous relapses given the nature of their upbringing. still, effort’s effort right?

niji is so interesting to me (i love him i’m so biased); volatile, headstrong, impatient, cruel — so very un-princely, and yet demands to be treated as such lmao i do enjoy terrible characters <3 anyway, for someone who routinely did vile things to cosette (bc what drove him to go after her so much? he was sf extra and i doubt he even knows why he did what he did, or why her presence just…agitated him) i’m sure if he’s unlocking his emotions one by one, he’d be overwhelmed by them. because now he’d feel guilt and shame, and since remorse is not something he’s familiar with, he’d def try to find a way to get rid of it (like u said maybe trying to do things for her). whatever’s the fastest and easiest way tbh.

and, given cosette’s unwavering loyalty to that family, it makes sense that she’d somehow be privy to that information (of the siblings going to therapy or smth) and probably not healthy, she would be proud of them — or would believe that it was genuine on her end. i think she would end up focusing on niji anyway, which might confuse/annoy him more with how his feelings are making it difficult to function. he probably just gets annoyed whenever he remembers that he likes her and that’s such a problem for him (he has things to do yk) but he can’t bring himself to act out like he used to before (probably even gets teased by the others about it, because they’d def take note of any changes happening even if he tried hard to hide it).

judge should be dead!!! i’m writing a strongly worded letter to oda as we speak <.< but yes, the vinsmoke siblings are the worst but they’re unapologetic abt it and they were designed to be that way. anyway, thanks for sending this in <3 i enjoyed thinking abt it and i love niji so now i wanna write fics for him goshhh

i hope your weekend is going great 🥰️🥰️🥰️