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Hey!! For your next fic could you do Leo and Mikey angst
It came be 2012, MM or rise
~ย ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šžโ€™๐š›๐šŽ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šžย ~
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๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿข๐Ÿงก ๐™ต๐š’๐šŒ ๐š›๐šŽ๐šš๐šž๐šŽ๐šœ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š‹๐šข: @tmntalways ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿข๐Ÿงก
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™๏ผŠ*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๐™ท๐š’, ๐šƒ๐šž๐š›๐š๐š•๐šŽ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š!!! ๐™ธ ๐š–๐š’๐šœ๐šœ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š‹๐š›๐š˜ โ˜น๏ธ๐Ÿ’”โ€ฆ๐™ธ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š• ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š‹๐šŠ๐š ๐™ธ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ๐š—โ€™๐š ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐š™๐š•๐šŽ๐š๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š›๐šŽ๐šš๐šž๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š— ๐šƒ๐šž๐š–๐š‹๐š•๐š› ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐™ธ ๐š‘๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐šข ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š— ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿฉท!!! ๐™ฐ๐š•๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘, ๐™ธ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŠ๐š๐š–๐š’๐š ๐™ธโ€™๐š– ๐š—๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š’๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š ๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐šŽ๐š›โ€™๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ! ๐™ธ ๐š๐š’๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐šŠ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š’๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ๐š ๐šœ๐š˜๐šž๐š›๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐šŽ๐š›โ€™๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š’๐š–๐š™๐š•๐š’๐šŽ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ€” ๐™ธ ๐š‘๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐šโ€™๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š›๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐Ÿซ โ€ฆหš*โ€ข ฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*๏ผŠยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™
๐™ถ๐šŽ๐š—๐š›๐šŽ: ๐™ท๐šž๐š›๐š/๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š
๐š†๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šœ:ย ๐Ÿน,๐Ÿธ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ
๐™ป๐šŽ๐šŽ: ๐™ผ๐š’๐š”๐šŽ๐šข ๐Ÿข๐Ÿงก
๐™ป๐šŽ๐š›: ๐™ป๐šŽ๐š˜ ๐Ÿข๐Ÿ’™
๐š‚๐šž๐š–๐š–๐šŠ๐š›๐šข: ๐™ผ๐š’๐š”๐šŽ๐šขโ€™๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐š—๐šโ€ฆ๐šž๐š—๐š๐š˜๐šŒ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ๐šโ€ฆ๐šž๐š—๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š’๐šฃ๐šŽ๐š, ๐šž๐š—๐šŒ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽโ€ฆ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜๐š•๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šž๐š—๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š›๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ '๐šž๐š—'. ๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐šœ๐š ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š•? ๐™ท๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—โ€™๐š ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š  ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šขโ€ฆ
๐šƒ๐šŠ๐š๐šœ: @shut-up-jo @someone1348 @saturnzskyzz
@savemeafruitjuice @rice-cake-teen10 @mistyandsnow
@skyloladoodles @itzsana-kiddingmenow @titters-and-tingles
(๐™ฐ/๐™ฝ: ๐š‚๐š ๐š’๐š–๐šœ ๐š’๐š— ๐š–๐šข ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š—๐šœ๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šŠ๐š• ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŠ ๐š˜๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ๐šโ€ฆ๐š‹๐šž๐š *๐™ฐ๐™ท๐™ด๐™ผ* ๐š–๐š˜๐šœ๐š ๐š’๐š–๐š™๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐š•๐šข: ๐™ณ๐š˜๐š—โ€™๐š ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐šž๐šข! ๐šƒ*๐šŒ๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™บ๐š’๐š—๐š”/๐™ฝ๐š‚๐™ต๐š† ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š๐šœ ๐™ณ๐™ฝ๐™ธ!!!)
๐š†๐šŠ๐š›๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ: ๐š‚๐šŽ๐š•๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ, ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šŠ๐š• ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š•๐š-๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐š– ๐šœ๐š๐š’๐š–๐š–๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š˜๐š ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š๐š‘๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š—๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐š”๐š•๐š’๐š—๐š. ๐™ฟ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐™ฟ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐™ฟ๐™ป๐™ด๐™ฐ๐š‚๐™ด ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š›๐š’๐šœ๐š”!!!
๐š๐™ด๐™ผ๐™ธ๐™ฝ๐™ณ๐™ด๐š: ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š˜๐š—โ€™๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐™ฐ๐™ณ๐™ท๐™ณ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š/๐š˜๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šŠ๐š• ๐š๐š’๐šœ๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š˜ ๐š›๐šŽ๐š•๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐šŒ!!! ๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š’๐šœ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š ๐š˜๐š— ๐š–๐šข ๐š˜๐š ๐š— ๐š™๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ๐š˜๐š—๐šŠ๐š• ๐šŽ๐šก๐š™๐šŽ๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š’๐š ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š’๐šœ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŽ๐š—๐š“๐š˜๐šข โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’•
๏ผŠ*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๐™ฐ๐š—๐š๐šœ๐š ๐š–๐šข ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿพโœจ๐Ÿ’ž๐ŸŽถหš*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๏ผŠยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™
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Mikey couldnโ€™t do anything right now. Likeโ€ฆanything.
Wellโ€ฆperhaps he was being aย bitย tooย dramatic.ย He wasย breathing.ย And he wasย fidgeting with his squishy cube.ย So saying he wasnโ€™t doingย 'anything'ย wasnโ€™t entirely true.
Right now he justโ€ฆcouldnโ€™t do anythingโ€ฆproductive.ย 
For example, the box turtleย triedย making his favorite dishes and deserts! Butย thatย endeavor just ended up being aย hugeย messย in the kitchenโ€ฆandย leaving the youngest turtle with aย bunchย of unappetizing food.ย 
Which he fed all to Raph by the way.ย 
Some would call that choice of action cruel but Mikey would just call itย 'using his resources'.ย 
Besides, itโ€™s not like the eldest minded at all. He said, and I quote:ย 'It has a niceโ€ฆcrunchyย feeling to it. Did you put some of Donโ€™s inventions in this?'
Which honestly got a couple of chuckles out of the smallest turtle teen of the bunch.
Then, Mikeyย triedย skateboarding! But for once in all his 14 years of livingโ€ฆit was just utterlyย boring.ย 
And after all of that nonsense, Mikey thenย finallyย triedย reading a comicโ€ฆbut he was too unfocused to even get to theย second pageโ€ฆ
But what wasย reallyย new? Mikey could never focus on jackshit even if said jackshit hit himย rightย in the shell.ย 
His brothers and sister would always have to remind him toย stay focusedย orย 'not do this'ย orย 'not do that'.
For example, a couple days ago Donnie had toย kindlyย remind the box turtle (wellโ€ฆas kindly asย Donnie could be anywayโ€ฆ) to brush his teeth.
To. Brush. His.ย Fucking. Teeth.ย 
And honestly? Having to be reminded to do that wasย reallyย embarrassing. And the orange banded teenย knewย his brother didnโ€™tย meanย to humiliate him internallyโ€ฆbutโ€ฆyeah.
And itโ€™s not like the softshell wasย wrongย either! The youngest turtle just couldnโ€™t freaking accept that he himself couldnโ€™t do such a simple task in the morning.ย 
But literallyย every taskย heย completely fails to doย is justย utterly simple ones!
Like cleaning his room or not forgetting things or even keeping track of time!ย 
โ€ฆAnd the sad part about all of it was Mikey justย honestlyย couldย notย understandย how his family havenโ€™t gotten sick of his annoying tendenciesโ€ฆ
And letโ€™s be for real hereโ€ฆthat was basicallyย allย of his tendencies.ย 
The box turtle groaned loudly in his room, slamming his whole body on his bed as heย screamedย into his pillow.ย 
There had to beย somethingย he could do instead of just wallowing in his own self pityโ€ฆ
And one of those options couldย notย consist of bothering his family with his random bad mood. They had to put up with him 24/7โ€ฆtheย leastย he could do was give them some space.
The youngest then glanced at his drawing notebook hopefullyโ€ฆ
โ€ฆOne little sketch of something random wouldnโ€™t hurt, right?
The amber eyed teen reached for his notebook, grabbing a pen from his drawer as he started to sketch his desk becauseย why the absoluteย fuckย not?ย Based on the objects heโ€™s drawn in the pastโ€ฆsketching a simple desk should and will beย easy,ย right? Right.ย 
Thatย wasย until the orange banded teenโ€™s pencil tip broke.ย But it wasย fine!ย He could just re-sharpen it,ย right?ย Right.
Thatย wasย until the youngest realized he had absolutely no clue where his sharpener was due to the fact his room looked like a pig stie. And there wasย no wayย he was looking for it inโ€ฆthat whole situation.ย 
โ€ฆThe situation he created in the first place.ย 
Michelangelo layed on his bed with his face staring at the ceiling in frustration, he ran his fingernails along his arms, not making really deep cuts with them but going deep enough for it to hurt a bit.
Like a reasonable turtle would, Mikey should probably get one of his stress toysโ€ฆor better yet,ย another pencil!
But letโ€™s be for real hereโ€ฆheโ€™d most likely find a way to fuck that up too.
Suddenly, there was a small, quiet knock on Mikeyโ€™s door butโ€ฆin all honesty? He just wanted to crawl into his shell and sob for the next hour and a half. Letting out a niiiiice and quick 'come in' would takeย wayย too much energy.ย 
The box turtle let out a soft grunt, letting whoever was on the other side know it was a-okay to come in.
Abruptly, Leo peeked in the room, a wide smile plastered on his face as he closed the door, โ€œDamn, Mikesterโ€ฆit looks like every single natural disaster went through your roomโ€ฆโ€
โ€œIโ€™m cleaning it.โ€ The youngest grumbled to his brother.
โ€œReally?ย Youย sureย about that, little bro? Because if my memory serves me correctย (which it in-fact does), you said thatย last week.ย And the week before thatโ€ฆand the week beforeโ€”โ€œ
โ€œI SAID Iโ€™M FUCKING CLEANING IT!!!โ€ The orange banded turtle snapped, sitting up on the bed to glare at his immediate older brother before slowly realizing what he just did.ย 
The youngestโ€™s heart dropped as he looked away from his brother. The orange banded mutantโ€™s eyed widened as silent and small tears ran down his face. He covered his mouth as his other hand turned to a fist, his nailsย unforgivinglyย digging into his palm.
โ€œI-Iโ€™m sorryโ€ฆIโ€™m s-sorryโ€ฆI-Iโ€™m so s-sorryโ€ฆ!โ€ He started, rocking himself back and forth before stopping as he was met with a warm embrace. Leonardo hugged him gently but firmly, rubbing the otherโ€™s shell in a comforting hold. โ€œWoah woahโ€ฆ! Bud, you have nothing to apologize forโ€ฆโ€ The slightly older teen said as he rested his chin on the top of his baby brotherโ€™s head.
โ€œL-Like h-hell I donโ€™t. I-I just screamed a-at y-you forย noย reasonโ€ฆโ€ Michelangelo wobbly said. โ€œYou were just trying to lighten the mood but I justย hadย to make everything harder like I-I always doโ€ฆ!โ€ย 
โ€œMikeyโ€”โ€
โ€œI-I alwaysย do this.ย I-Iโ€™m so f-fucking s-sorry Leoโ€ฆโ€
โ€œMikesterโ€ฆI-I appreciate the apology but it seriously isnโ€™t necessaryโ€”โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re probably soย sickย of me and soย angryย at me. I-Iโ€™m sorry I justโ€”โ€
โ€œMikey!โ€ Leo gently yelled to get the otherโ€™s attention, squeezing the smaller turtleโ€™s hands as he stared straight at him with pleading eyes. โ€œDo Iย lookย mad?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆN-No.โ€
โ€œDo Iย soundย mad?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆNo.โ€ย 
The second youngest sadly smiled, โ€œSo what are you apologizing for, hm?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆI-Iโ€ฆdunnoโ€ฆI-I justโ€ฆI just felt I needed to apologizeโ€ฆโ€ The box turtle mumbled as he looked at his hands. The blue banded turtle sighed, slowly getting out of the hug so him and his little brother faced each other. The slider rubbed the other turtleโ€™s palm with his thumb comfortingly, โ€œโ€ฆDo you wanna talk about it, baby bro?โ€
The leader in blue was just met with silenceโ€ฆwhich he could honestly work with.
โ€œAngeloโ€ฆyou know you can tell meโ€ฆanything,ย right? Likeโ€ฆanything.ย Although, it doesnโ€™tย haveย to beย meย you talk to about it. It could be Raph or Don or April or even Dad or Draxum! I justโ€ฆdonโ€™t want you sitting here and bottling up the way you feelโ€ฆโ€ย 
Silence. Leo continued.
โ€œYouโ€™re always there when we need you, Angel. Whether itโ€™s to vent or to just ramble about shit, youโ€™re justโ€ฆalways there.ย We donโ€™t tell you this enough but we appreciate you always being someone we can lean onโ€ฆโ€
Silence. Leo continued.
โ€œButโ€ฆyou do know you can lean on us too, right?ย Comfort goes both ways and I can see youโ€™re hurting, buddy. Soย pleaseโ€ฆif you need to talk to meโ€ฆIโ€™m right here.โ€
Mikey sniffled, squeezing Leoโ€™s hand, โ€œI-I d-dunno. Today is justโ€ฆweird.ย This wholeย weekย has just beenโ€ฆweird.โ€ Leo nodded, giving his brother his full undivided attention, โ€œHow so?โ€
โ€œI justโ€ฆhavenโ€™t been able to do anythingโ€ฆโ€ The smaller teen admitted.
โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€ The taller teen inquired.ย 
โ€œI havenโ€™t been able to doโ€ฆanything.ย Like, I canโ€™t draw, cook or even skateboard!ย Me!!!ย Not being able toย skateboardโ€”ย isnโ€™t that crazy?!โ€ The amber eyed turtle laughed bitterly.
โ€œAnd itโ€™s not like Iย canโ€™tย do it. Iโ€™m perfectly freaking capable of doing it in the right amount of time I want but my brainย just. wonโ€™t. let. me!โ€ย 
โ€œI keep procrastinating and not doing the stuff I want to do and I have no ideaย why!ย Iโ€™mย tiredย of just putting things off and being this way! I want to do thingsย withoutย having to ask you guys for help or to remind me or to relate it with a hyperfixation that I have!โ€ Mikey hiccuped, a new wave of tears rolling down his face as his hands shook.ย 
The amber eyed teen sniffled, refusing to look at his immediate older brother at all right now becauseโ€ฆholyย shitย he just overshared a whole lotโ€ฆ
Likeโ€ฆaย whooooooooooleย freaking lot.
โ€œโ€ฆThat sounds like you.โ€ Leonardo shrugged.ย 
In a state of just shock and confusion, the box turtle pulled his hands away from his brother, looking up at him as lime green eyes met amber ones. โ€œIโ€ฆwhatโ€ฆ?โ€ Michelangelo murmured.
โ€œIย saidย that sounds like you.โ€ Leo said again casually as Mikey glared at him, โ€œYeah. Iย heardย what you said but that isnโ€™t helpful.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m just being honest with you, Mikester.โ€ Leo said, โ€œJustโ€ฆlet me explain, okay?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆYou have five minutes before I kick you out of my room.โ€ย 
โ€œDeal.โ€ The lime green eyed mutant commented, โ€œYou canโ€™t draw, cook or skateboard right now. Youโ€™re procrastinating and not doing the stuff you want to do in the time you plannedโ€ฆis that correct?โ€ย 
Michelangelo sent deathly daggers to his brotherโ€” which the other wasnโ€™t phased by at all. This time was probably theย best timeย to crawl in his own shell and just sob his eyes out becauseย what kind ofย dumbassย question was hisย dumbassย brother asking him?!
โ€œโ€ฆYes.โ€ The orange banded teen mumbled.ย 
โ€œAndโ€ฆwhy are those bad things?โ€ย 
โ€œWHY?!โ€ The box turtle huffed out a laugh of annoyance, โ€œPfftโ€”ย youโ€™re asking meย why.ย Maybe itโ€™s because itโ€™sย annoying?!ย Maybe because itโ€™sย frustratingย to deal with and Iย donโ€™tย want to burden you guys withย myย problems?! Maybe because I donโ€™t want to fucking feel orย beย this way?!โ€ The youngest shouted, breathing heavily as he finished his rant.ย 
The box turtle looked away again, silently cursing at himself for getting annoyed so easily. โ€œMikey.โ€ Leo started again, โ€œYour being too hard on yourself, okay? No one is expecting you to be at your 100% all the time.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat you just described to me; you being able to not focus or you getting bored easily or procrastinating with stuff isโ€ฆliterally you.ย Youโ€™re just being you.โ€ The slider explained as he held his baby brotherโ€™s hand in his. โ€œAnd I get it.ย Itโ€™s hard to deal with it sometimes and itโ€™s going to be hella frustrating. Likeโ€ฆsuper borderline frustrating.ย But you canโ€™t shun them away and justโ€ฆtry to ignore them, bubsโ€ฆโ€
โ€œLetโ€™s takeย moiย for example. Iโ€™m impulsive, I talk loud and lose thingsย daily.ย Those three things donโ€™t make up my whole personality but it would be super weird and off-putting if I justโ€ฆdidnโ€™t do or have those three things, right?โ€ย 
The youngest giggled wetly, โ€œYeahโ€ฆit would. A-And by the way, Iโ€™m still waiting for you to find that glittery pen kit I gave youโ€ฆโ€
Leonardo groaned loudly and dramatically, causing the other teen to giggle louder, โ€œIโ€™mย lookingย for it, okay?! Itโ€™s in my roomโ€ฆsomewhere.โ€ The taller mutant mused, โ€œBut anywaysโ€ฆback toย you.ย You procrastinate, you relate things to your hyperfixations and you canโ€™t do some of your favorite tasks from time to timeโ€ฆthose are some traits that make up you, is it not?โ€ย 
Mikey sniffled, rolling his eyes playfully due to the fact he knewย damn wellย where this was going, โ€œYeahโ€ฆโ€ย 
Leo smiled softly, seeing his younger brother was starting to get his point, โ€œI wouldnโ€™t change a single thing about you, okay? I know sometimes itโ€™s hard to deal with the things you described but you haveย usย for that.โ€ He said as his smile turned to a grin.ย 
โ€œYou can come toย meโ€”ย toย usโ€”ย anytime.ย We love you for who you areโ€ฆyour flaws and all and we justโ€ฆI-I need you to know that we love you so so muchโ€”!โ€ The slider was cut off by a sudden abrupt embrace from the box turtle. The orange banded teen sobbed into the otherโ€™s shoulder, clutching the taller turtle like a lifeline.ย 
โ€œT-Thank youโ€ฆโ€ The box turtle wobbly said through tears.ย ย 
โ€œOf course, Angel.โ€ Leo said as he hugged his baby brother back, โ€œI love you.โ€ He said as he kissed the other teen on the head.
โ€œI-I l-love you tooโ€ฆโ€
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โ€œTell your thoughts to shut up.โ€ Leo said as he lightly poked Mikey in the forehead numerous times. The two were sitting on the box turtleโ€™s bed just simplyโ€ฆrelaxing and enjoying each otherโ€™s company.ย Michelangelo was sitting in between his older brotherโ€™s legs as he had his shell to his brotherโ€™s plastron.
Leonardo hugged his brother protectively, resting his chin on the top of the box turtleโ€™s head. โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€ The youngest giggled out. โ€œI canย hearย your thoughts, man. Youโ€™re not bothering me or disturbing me in any way, shape or form, alrightโ€ฆ?โ€ย 
The amber eyed turtle nodded, squeezing Leoโ€™s hand, โ€œY-Yeahโ€ฆI know...โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™mย choosingย to be here becauseย I love you.ย I donโ€™t feel obligated to be here, okay? Youโ€™re not annoying and you, neither your problems are a burdenโ€ฆokay?โ€ The slider said reassuringly, โ€œItโ€™s okay to ask us for helpโ€ฆand we donโ€™t mind reminding you to do thingsโ€ฆokay?โ€ย 
โ€œYouโ€™ve said โ€˜okayโ€™ like,ย fifty timesโ€ฆโ€
โ€œMikey.โ€ย 
โ€œMhmโ€ฆyeah yeahโ€ฆI gotchaโ€ฆโ€
The elder looked at his brother skeptically, resting his chin on his little brotherโ€™s shoulder so they made solid eye contact, โ€œI want you to say it.โ€ย 
โ€œโ€ฆSayย whatย exactly?โ€
โ€œI want you to say that you are anย amazing personย and you donโ€™t need to change aย single thingย about yourself.โ€ย 
โ€œYouย are an amazing person andย youย donโ€™t need to change a single thing aboutย yourself.โ€ Michelangelo grinned smugly. Leonardo glared at the youngestโ€™s interpretation to his statement, โ€œMikey, you know exactly what I meant.โ€ย 
โ€œI said what you wanted me to sayโ€ฆsoโ€ฆโ€ The amber eyed teen trailed off.
โ€œMichelangelo.โ€ The slider said in a warning tone as he poked the otherโ€™s side. The box turtle squeaked at the unexpected touch, trying to stop his immediate older brother from doing it again but his brother had a strong but gentle grip on himโ€ฆ
Then the smallest turtle came to recognition that he was stuck in aย potentialย tickle hug with no way outโ€ฆ
โ€ฆHow wonderful.ย 
โ€œL-Leeheeoโ€ฆdoohooย nahat.โ€ The orange banded mutant warned through his giggles, said warning not seemingย tooย threatening due to the fact he was already laughing up a storm. The leader in blue raised a brow, poking the otherโ€™s side repeatedly, โ€œI just want you to repeat what I saidโ€ฆin theย first person.โ€ The taller teen specified.
The smaller turtle squirmed in the hug, small frantic giggles pouring out of his mouth.ย Thisโ€ฆreally wasnโ€™t how he was expecting his day to go.ย Just about an hour ago, he was wallowing in sadness about the stuff he hated about himself, toย talking about itย with his brother, to now gettingย tickledย by his brother.
โ€ฆSo could heย reallyย complain about how things turned out?
โ€ฆYes. Yes, heย absolutelyย could.ย ย 
โ€œLeeheeon!ย Plehease dohonโ€™t!โ€ The youngest squealed as one of his brotherโ€™s hands hovered over his stomach. Mikey held onto the otherโ€™s wrists, trying to stop his elder brother from tickling him but his small attempts ending up to be all for nothing as Leo effortlessly tickled his stomach with one hand.
โ€œLEEHEEHAHAHA!!โ€ Michelangelo laughed wholeheartedly, swatting at his brotherโ€™s arms. The lime green eyed turtle cooed at the gesture, now using both of his hands to attack the youngestโ€™s plastron, โ€œD'awwโ€ฆlook at you giggling your head off~! Youโ€™re my adorable little bundle of amazingness, arenโ€™t you~?โ€
The smaller teen shook his head, a faint blush appearing on his face, โ€œSTAHAโ€” squeal N-NAHAHA!โ€
โ€œWhat~? What was that?โ€ The blue banded mutant asked as he kneaded the box turtleโ€™s hips. โ€œGYAHAHโ€” squealย SHIHIHIT!ย COHOME OHAHAN!!!โ€ The amber eyed turtle cried frantically as he kicked his legs on the mattress slightly.ย 
The youngest squealed with laughter, curling in on himself as he slumped in his big brotherโ€™s hold. Leonardo just sighed fondly at the action, wrapping the other in another hug as he raspberried his neck. โ€œLEEHEEHEE!! PLAHAHโ€” squeak NAHAHAT THEHERE squeak PLEHEASE PLEHEASEโ€” squeak!!!โ€
โ€œNot there~?โ€ The elder lightly mocked, โ€œWhat aboutโ€ฆhere~?โ€ He mused as he used his hands to scribble all over the younger turtleโ€™s ribs. Mikey cackled, shaking his head to try and atย leastย subside the tickly feelings.
โ€œNAHAHAโ€” squeal AHAHAHA!! NAHAHAT THEHEHERE EHEโ€” squeal EHEHEITHER!!! LEEHEEO!!โ€ The orange banded turtle squeaked as Leo stopped for a second, โ€œIโ€™ve triedย soooooย many spots, buddy! How many times are you gonna say not there, hm?โ€
Mikey genuinely squawked louder than a firefighter siren, squirming so much it looked like he was actually being electrocuted. โ€œPLEHEHAHA LEEHEEO NAHAHAT THEHEHE RIHIHIBS!!!โ€ He cackled.ย 
โ€œNot the riiiibs~? Why~? Is it because itโ€™s yourย tickleย spot~? Yourย tickletickletickleย spot~? Because youโ€™reย ticklish~?โ€ Leonardo asked as he lightly nibbled the crook of Mikeyโ€™s neck.ย 
Michelangelo screamed in laughter, scrunching up his shoulders as he dug his heels on the bed, a couple of his plushies sadly falling on the floor (R.I.P. manโ€ฆ) โ€œEEEHEEHEEP!!!ย S-STAHAP BEEHEEING MEEHEAN!โ€ Mikey said as he thrashed on the bed.ย 
The slider said nothing, his hands sneaking up to the box turtleโ€™s underarms. โ€œAAAAHAHAHA!ย OHO NOHOHOโ€” squeak SHIT! SHIHIHAHAT!โ€
Happy tears slowly begin to appear in the smallest teenโ€™s eyes, he weakly hit Leoโ€™s arms as a last attempt to be set free, โ€œLEHEHEMME squeal GOHOHOHO!โ€ย 
โ€œOhonly if you sahay it, bubs.โ€ย 
โ€œIHIHIโ€” SQUEAK!! LEEHEEHEEON!!!โ€ย 
โ€œYeeeees, baby brother~?โ€ The elder dragged out as he kneaded the otherโ€™s hips.
โ€œIHIโ€™LL SAHAY IHIHAT I-IHIHIโ€™LL SAHAHAY IHIT!!โ€ The amber eyed teen squealed.ย 
โ€œAnd you promise not to be a sassy little shit about it~?โ€ The older teen asked.
โ€œSQUEAK YEHAHAHAโ€” SQUEAK YEHES YEHES I-I PROHOHOMISE!โ€ย 
Leo stopped tickling his little brother, hugging him protectively as the youngest caught his breath slowly but surely. โ€œW-Wahaitโ€ฆwhahat squeak wahas ihihat yohou eeheeven wahanted me squeak to sahay again?โ€ย 
The taller turtle pondered for a bit, thinking to himself before loudly groaning, โ€œThatโ€™sโ€ฆa good damn question. I donโ€™t really remember exactly what I wanted you to say in the first placeโ€ฆโ€ The lime green eyed turtle sighed, โ€œForgetfulness at its finest...โ€ย 
The red eared slider adjusted himself, making sure the other was comfortable before starting to speak again, โ€œWellโ€ฆbased on what we talked aboutโ€ฆcould you maybe justโ€ฆy'knowโ€ฆโ€ Leo gestured with his hands before groaning, โ€œDo you get what Iโ€™m trying to say, man?โ€ย 
โ€œโ€ฆI thihink I have ahan ideaโ€ฆโ€ Mikey giggled as he fiddled with his hands, โ€œI shouldnโ€™t beat myself up so much because of some of my traits or quirks. And Iโ€™mย allowedย to feel frustrated and/or upset because things donโ€™t go my way because of them. Butโ€ฆI shouldnโ€™t allow those things to put me down...โ€
Michelangelo smiled softly, rubbing his palm with his thumb, โ€œThey donโ€™t define me as a person but theyย makeย me a person. I donโ€™t need to be at my best 100% and Iโ€™mย allowedย to have bad days. And if things get too overwhelming or difficult I can just go to you guys.โ€ย 
Mikey hugged himself, letting out a small laugh as his happy tears welled up in his eyes, โ€œIโ€™m justโ€ฆbeing me.ย And thereโ€™s nothing wrong with that.โ€ Leonardo teared up at his brotherโ€™s words, hugging him tighter than he ever had before and burying his face at the back of the youngestโ€™s head.
โ€œNever forget that, Miguelitoโ€ฆnever forget that.โ€ย 
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™๏ผŠ*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๐™ต๐™ธ๐™ฝหš*โ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™โœฉโ€ขฬฉฬฉอ™*หš๏ผŠยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ™ย 
(๐™ฟ.๐š‚.: ๐™ธ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŽ๐š—๐š“๐š˜๐šข๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š๐š’๐šŒ, ๐š™๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š›๐šŽ๐š‹๐š•๐š˜๐š!!!)
#Rottmnt tickle#Rottmnt tickle fic#Rottmnt tickle fanfiction#Lee!Mikey#Ler!Leo#MWYAHSHSHHSAN#This is actually so silly I love this ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—#I hope you guys enjoyed the angst ๐Ÿคช#ADHDERS AND PPL WITH ADHD TENDENCIES UNITE ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’—โ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ#Adhd is a bitch ๐Ÿ–คโ€ฆ#Leo can be an asshole at times but he doesnโ€™t mean to I swear ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”#My boy just copes with jokes but he has a hard time understanding that not EVERYONE copes like that#So when Mikey snapped at him and started breaking down he was like: โ€œ๐Ÿ˜ -> ๐Ÿ˜„ -> ๐Ÿ˜€ -> ๐Ÿ˜ -> ๐Ÿซขโ€#I HATTTEEE forgetting to brush my teeth ๐Ÿ˜Ÿโ€ฆitโ€™s so damn nasty man#AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DRAW LIKE YOU USED TOโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธ GRAUGHHHH REAL SHIT#I care about these two sm omfg#I need more content with these tWO LOOK AT THEM ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿงก!!!#โ€œTell ur thoughts to shut up ๐Ÿ˜’โ€ msndhjsjss peak sibling comment#Also I changed my writing style a TEEEEENSY weensy bit if you havenโ€™t guessed#For a whileโ€ฆI havenโ€™t like the **โ€™s I put at the noises that characters made when they laughed :/#Soooo I tried just doing it in italics and AHHUUGHFHS ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•#IT LOOKS SM BETTER#I just wanted the laughing to seem more natural#Your just being you guys ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿพ#DONโ€™T BE SO HARD ON YOURSELF PLEASEEEE#Eat some snacks!!! Drink some water/juice!!! Exercise!!!#Your allowed to feel the way you do so just take it easy โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ#Iโ€™M RUNNING OUTTA TAGS BUT IF ANYONE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT THE BEHIND THE STAGE WORKS ON HOW I MADE THIS I CAN ALWAYS YAP TO YOU ABT IT ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐ŸคŒ๐Ÿพ#I donโ€™t think I implied this very well but Leo feels the same way Mikey feelsโ€ฆso thatโ€™s why he was so PERSISTENT on making sure Mikeyโ€™s alr#But Leo take his own advice challenge GO ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ Maybe a pt. 2 ๐Ÿซข??? Idk yet lolololololol
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sugarpasteltmnt ยท 1 year ago
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realizing i never posted this here but whenever i see artists/writers with their unique AU Leos follow me please know it feels exactly like this
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whyamistillawake ยท 24 days ago
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need to decide which heart emoji i like best out of all of them. some occasions require more decorum than the rustic handmade implication of <3
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Thank you thank you thank you @babysgarage for this STUNNING holiday gift! ๐Ÿ’™ Usually I just hoard Ana's amazing art for myself but she kindly gave me permission to share this and I simply had to because Look At Them!!!
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bobeaubow ยท 1 year ago
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ermm what the flip guys,,
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ponke ยท 4 months ago
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omg look is that Isaiahโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธ
HEHEH HAPPY VALENTINE'S AGAIN
AAAAAAA?????? MY LOVE????? OMG HE LOOKS SO CUTE!???????? THANK YOU SO MUCH???????????????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
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Iโ€™m going to try to do a few of @black-salt-cageโ€™s 25 Days of Stimmas.
Day 4: Favorite Christmas outfit / skin / look for any character.
Two of my favorites are Jonah Vasquezโ€™s Workaholic Pyjamas and Feng Minโ€™s Workaholic Pyjamas. They are both their Christmas pajamas from the Cozy Break collection in Dead by Daylight! Itโ€™s a tie, so I think that doing them both is good. (I even giffed them in their outfits from the Cozy Break trailer!)
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Chapter 8: 34-35
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buckingham-ashtray ยท 8 months ago
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everyone is spiraling into seasonal depression meanwhile Iโ€™M FINALLY BACK IN MY FUCKING ELEMENT
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chanagun ยท 11 months ago
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I thought my heart was already filled with so much joy and then they gave me a BLOOPER REEL
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klavery ยท 11 months ago
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NO FUCKING WAY
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therewillbenoromance ยท 7 days ago
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๐Ÿซต๐Ÿณโ€๐ŸŒˆ
I'M GONNA GET UO
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Finally. After four months, I completed a new gift drawing. This one is for our dear @lastofautumn. Autumn ๐Ÿ‚, THANK YOU SO, SO FREAKING MUCH FOR LETTING ME DRAW YOU AND YOUR BELOVED BABY PUMPKIN MARIE ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—! I am so unbelievably sorry this took for-fucking-ever to finish ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ, but I really hope you enjoy this.
@weaselnerd, @spookiifi, @amberfox232, @heartsissopure, @imaginarytoon1, @just-kit-ink A.K.A. @thatnerdgirl7, @basiabd, @marinerainbow, @trashogram A.K.A. @mantisandthemoondragon, @los-angeles-toon-patrol, and @slashingdisneypasta A.K.A. @wicked1will0sparkles, I have a huge favor to ask. Marie sadly passed away this January of 2025, and I think we can all agree that Autumn needs a lot of comfort right now. Autumn, I am so, so sorry for your loss ๐Ÿ’”. It is truly a horrible, tragic and unfair way to start a new year, so I have high hopes this long-overdue gift drawing gives you a sense of solace. You bring a beacon of light into our lives, and Iโ€™m absolutely certain Marie knew that herself ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
She will always be with you forever ๐Ÿซ‚โค๐Ÿซ‚
And if anyone else has gone through this heartbreaking experience too, please accept my deepest condolences ๐Ÿ™. I also wrote a drabble because I felt like the twins should do something special to help Autumn heal.
Autumn and Marie belong to @lastofautumn (A.K.A. herself)
The Twisted Toonz Twins belong to me
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The night was usually so comforting. While the days of gold bring long hours of sun-basking warmth and clear blue skies painted by iridescent beams of rainbow renewal blessed by the first few drops of spring rain, the night brings solace in its own way. The sky is a canvas of deep blue ink, providing a sense of serenity for weary travelers and lost souls lingering and seeking a restful slumber. True, one must never forget the foreboding tales of darkness, mystery and the unknown lingering in the shadows once the last few rays of light vanquish. However, words cannot describe the celestial wonders this world is blessed with.
The night is a black velvet curtain, studded with diamond stars and the moon is a glowing pearl. Like specks of fairy dust, the stars twinkle and shine miles beyond the limits of the sphere, radiating the immense, endless galaxy. Moonlight shares the same symbolism of a rainbow; renewal, beauty, and the unseen bridge between the earth and the divine. And the stars symbolize hope and light, as well as guidance during times of conflict and grieving.
And yet, there are no stars tonight. Not a single one.
Autumn sighed, โ€œFigures.โ€
She had been standing out in the terrace of Bistro de Lumiere, an exquisite restaurant located in Uptown Toontown hosted by Lumiere himself, which included a lovely view of the lake on the second floor. The charming candlestick has really put in a lot of thought to ensure the guests feel welcome, she had to admit. Everywhere she went, the bistro was top-notch in not just having friendly staff, excellent food, music and chic dรฉcor. Candlesticks from all around added a touch of warmth and hospitality illuminating the establishmentโ€™s bright prosperity. Even the pillars were decorated with glimmering, silver gems of diamonds and pearls.
But despite their best efforts, it wasnโ€™t enough.
It had been four months since the tragedy that completely shattered her life. Four months since Marie. And it had been the worst few months of her life.
Tears pricked the corners of her eyes, but she quickly sealed them shut and veiled them with her palm. Her throat hurt, even now after the champagne, and she struggled to take a calm, steady breath. It sounded shaky and heavy like the weight on her shouldersโ€ฆand her heart. It hurts. Everything hurts so fucking much. No matter what sheโ€™s done, no matter how many days she spent trying to heal, it would never go away. The despair, the anger, the loneliness, and the pain. It felt like her heart had broken into a million pieces, their sharp shards stabbing her soul over and over again with merciless intent.
โ€œItโ€™s not fair,โ€ she choked, wincing at how hoarse she sounded. โ€œItโ€™s just not fair.โ€
โ€œGriefโ€™s a bitch, ainโ€™t it?โ€
Scared out of her wits, she turned her head so fast she could have gotten whiplash. For a moment, she panicked at the thought of coming across a stranger only to instantly felt at ease upon recognizing the newcomer.
โ€œTom!โ€ she exclaimed agitatedly, her heart thundering and her cheeks flushed with embarrassment. She cursed, โ€œMaldita sea, you scared the hell out of me! Was that really necessary?โ€
โ€œNice to see you, too,โ€ the gunslinger greeted her, chuckling. He unzipped his jacket pocket and grabbed a lighter while digging out a small cigarette box from his pocket. Autumn caught a glimpse at the small black box labeled with white lettering contrasted by a bright red triangle for an A. She recognized the brand name. Djarum Black.
Tom caught her looking and politely offered the box. โ€œWant one?โ€
She blinked back into consciousness and wanted to facepalm for zoning out. Her sleep schedule is off the rails, and itโ€™s high time she gets some time-off. โ€œSure, thanks.โ€
She took one and like a gentleman, Tom lit the tobacco base for her. Autumn took a slow drag and exhaled a puff of smoke, and her lips pursed as her tastebuds adjusted to the flavor. Indonesian cloves; a subtly sweet flavor paired with other rich, sweet spices such as cinnamon, nutmeg and allspice. Added with a touch of bitterness, the flavor is intensely aromatic. Her nerves slowly but surely began to relax, and felt some of the tension leave her shoulders. Damn, Tom surely knows his smokes.
She exhaled a puff of smoke and talked.
Although it was nice to share a smoke with a buddy, her chest still felt sore from the immense waves of anguish flooding her heart with such intense force and pressure. She was parched, not from thirst, but from the endless hours of despair. Everything she shared brought a sense of relief, knowing that getting it all out helps tremendously, but at the same time it was torture feeling the claws distress and sorrow tearing at the heart piece by piece, relentless and constant. Grief really is a bitch, huh?
Her sweet little Marie. She rescued her when she was a kitten. A fuzzy little seedling, as small and adorable as a Jack-Be-Little. The moment she looked at her with eyes as wide as a doeโ€™s and as radiant as jades, emeralds, aventurines full of love and innocence, Autumn knew she could give her the life she needed. The life she deserved. Life was nothing short of bliss, many years of endless joy, warmth, and companionship. Everything was perfect.
But nowโ€ฆ
She hates how this year started. She hates it and its guts with a burning vengeance.
Autumnโ€™s frustrated venting dried up, and sheโ€™s left with Tom staring at her. Cigarette limp in hand, and his eyes were solely fixed on her, not a single word spoken since she began sharing her grief. His eyes, known to pierce the hearts of even the coldest bastards and as black as the inky void, were so soft itโ€™s almost hard to believe a feared horror Toon like him would ever allow himself to express a rare moment of sympathy. She ducked her head. โ€œS-sorry, itโ€ฆit just hurts.โ€
Tom stared a moment longer, then took a slow inhale of his cigarette. Autumn chanced a glance and the Twisted Toon Gang leader seemedโ€ฆthoughtful, if not pensive. He slowly nodded, gesturing for her to go on when she was ready. ย 
She blinked, surprised. Then began to feel at ease knowing that she doesnโ€™t have to mourn alone.
Turns out that despite being infamous for his reputation as a vicious vigilante with a fearsome temper (not to mention, a brutal kill count), Gunslinger Tom Toonz was a young man of humility and compassion. He hasnโ€™t told her to stop. He never even interrupted her, not once. All he did was listen and provide a literal and metaphorical shoulder to cry on.
So Autumn continues to talk without a filter, and the constant shores of relief and heartache continue to flood over her, the waves rising and crushing. By now, her cigarette had reached half its course, but she really needed something to help her cope. And besides, it was sweet-flavored.
โ€œThis is so fucked up,โ€ she said, her throat burning and her voice low and raspy. A gulp of fresh air could only do someone so much good, yet her lungs still felt constricted. She dabbed her eyes again with the handkerchief Tom offered, continuing, โ€œItโ€™s so fucking unfair. I mean, what kind of New Yearโ€™s is this?โ€
She gritted her teeth hard, her heart inflamed by thousands of fiery, angry embers. Her shoulders rolled, shuddering as a breeze of the evening spring wind blew past her as if attempting to help soothe her grieving. โ€œI justโ€ฆโ€ she breathed out, mentally and physically exhausted due to fatigue. โ€œI just want her to know that I loved her.โ€
โ€œShe does, Autumn.โ€ Tom finally spoke for the first time.
The brunette turned to him again. His expression was grim and stoic, but the gentleness in his eyes never wavered. He took another deep drag, and exhaled, โ€œThatโ€™s the thing about grief. It hurts like hell, but grief is a great act of love we give to those we loved. Where there is deep grief, there was great love.โ€
He caught Autumn glancing at him, and he instantly clicked his tongue, cursing. โ€œShit, sorry. Got a little sentimentalโ€”โ€
โ€œNo, no,โ€ Autumn shook her head and smiled, โ€œPlease. Iโ€™d like to hear it.โ€
He was still for a moment, then elaborated. โ€œWhat I mean to say is, just because her soul has moved on doesnโ€™t mean sheโ€™s not here with you anymore. You gave her everything she needed; food, shelter, a place to call home, and above allโ€ฆlove. Your love for her gave her the strength and happiness she deserved in life, and she knows that to this very day. To her, you were her life, her happiness, her everything. Thatโ€™s why sheโ€™s not really gone.โ€
Not really gone? Autumn titled her head, confused. โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€
He let out another puff of smoke, chuckling sheepishly as he rubbed his nape. โ€œIโ€ฆIโ€™m not good at this, so I think itโ€™d be better if Twyla takes over the reins.โ€
Autumn blinked. โ€œTwyla?โ€
โ€œHi, Autumn.โ€
โ€œAAAHHH!โ€ the human woman shouted, her heart pounding so loud she couldโ€™ve gone completely deaf as she palmed her chest, feeling the repetitive beats thump against her hand. She aimed her cigarette at the possible foe like a sword, only to groan exaggeratedly as her sleep-deprived brain recognized the second newcomer. โ€œTwyla! Youโ€”ohhh, yyyooooouuu!!!โ€ she wiggled her index finger at both of them, making them both laugh. โ€œYou guys donโ€™t just sneak up on people! Whatโ€™s wrong with you?!โ€
โ€œEverything, apparently.โ€ The ravenette shrugged, smirking. Her ears lowered, and her smile dropped at the sight of the Latinaโ€™s state before she placed a comforting, sympathetic hand on her shoulder. โ€œI heard what happened. I am so, so sorry.โ€
โ€œThanks,โ€ Autumn thanked her, but then raised a brow. โ€œWait. How do you know that?โ€
Twyla chuckled, pointing at her ear. โ€œNo man nor mouse gets past a wolfโ€™s ears. Or even a minkโ€™s, for that matter.โ€ย  ย ย ย ย 
She carried on before Autumn would pry further, โ€œSo listen. I know this sounds silly, butโ€ฆโ€ she trailed, โ€œI know how to help you with your grieving.โ€
Autumn blinked, more perplexed than ever. Bewildered was an understatement. Twyla can help her?
Her heart soared with full gratitude at the generosity of the younger womanโ€™s wholesome offer. It would, in fact, be very nice to have more things to provide the comfort and solace she needed over these last couple of months. And since Tom was being so uncharacteristically nice tonight, whoโ€™s to stop her from accepting Twylaโ€™s suggestion?
She nodded. โ€œIโ€™d love that, Twyla. Thank you.โ€
The strategist returned her nod. โ€œNo problem.โ€ Then, she gently reached her hands up and instructed, โ€œHold my hands?โ€
Autumn lightly giggled but complied. Twylaโ€™s hands held her in a gentle, steady grasp.
โ€œVery good. Now, close your eyes and take a deep breath.โ€
She followed the horror halfie Toonโ€™s instructions and took a slow, deep breath. The moment her eyes sealed shut, the world around her faded into obscurity. A soft wave of calming, tranquil energy slowly but surely began to take hold of her being as the two remained still and serene. Her shoulders, once stiff and rigid due to stress and grief, now fell content without the bulldozing, massive pressure weighing on her back. Every fiber of her, once tied and tangled into messy knots, now broke free and roamed aimlessly as she continued to breathe. And then, she felt a new sensation. Warmth. Now that the first blossom of spring bloomed, the days were much warmer and the nights were much gentler without the ice-cold remnants of snow biting at her skin. The warmth Autumn was feeling right now, it was as if she was lying on the lush, verdant grassy knoll, basking in the golden beam of sunlight blessed by the summer goddesses Aine and Auxo. It was a rare, but unforgettable kind of warmth. The background chatter from inside the bistro ceased in her ears, the remaining cacophony of rushing cars and traffic disappearing into the far corners of the Tooniverse. Everything was peaceful and quiet.
โ€œMeow.โ€
Wait. Does that sound likeโ€ฆ?
โ€œMeow.โ€
Autumn opened her eyesโ€ฆand her heart nearly exploded out of her chest.
Facing her with a pair of beautiful, pearl-white angel wings streaked in luminous streaks of gold, was a smiling, happy little tabby. Her pumpkin fur was as vivid and bold as she remembered, and as smooth and adorable as a baby Jack-Be-Little pumpkin. An intense aura of heavenly, angelic light surrounded her, radiating her celestial presence. Her eyebrows and tiny whiskers were also painted in bright, glimmering gold and every time she blinked, a trail of sparkling golden pixie dust bounced off her lashes. She was clad in a whimsical, but charming and delightful pumpkin-orange outfit decorated with tiny, smiling Jack-O-Lanterns, a satin green ribbon bow accented her neck like a necklace, and a small hat crowned her head, shaped like the stem right below her halo.
Her forehead face and forehead carried chocolate kisses, and her innocent doe-eyes shone as bright and radiant as jades, emeralds, and aventurines.
A waterfall of tears rolled down Autumnโ€™s cheeks but not tears of sadness. Her wobbling lips pulled in a joyous, exhilarating smile as a newfound euphoria washed over her, and her soul ascended to the jubilant, overpowering waves of elation. Her heart, once broken and shattered into a thousand shards of glass, now repaired and held onto each other as she comprehended the fact that this was no joke. This wasnโ€™t a dream. Her little Marie, her sweet little pumpkin, had returned to her.
โ€œMarie!โ€ Autumn cried out, and her darling cat meowed and trilled happily as she was taken in the brunetteโ€™s arms. Her little snow mittens held onto her as much as she could as Autumn embraced her lovingly, her wings fluttering and tail swooshing with equal excitement as she was once again smothered in kisses. Autumn held her with one arm while zooming over to yoink the twins in a one-armed bear hug. โ€œThank you, thank you, thank you!โ€ she thanked them, sparing them no mercy.
The twins gasped out, unable to breathe. She was quite strong for a human. Fortunately, she eventually let them take a moment to regain oxygen as they watched her twirl Marie around, dancing the night away in the light of the full moon as she was cheered on by thousands of sparkling, diamond stars. They sang and danced with her, ringing the bells of heaven.
Tom was unable to hide a smile as he watched their companion rejoice in the joy of her reunion with Marie, playfully elbowing his sisterโ€™s shoulder. โ€œYou did good, Twy.โ€
โ€œSpeak for yourself, tough guy.โ€ Twyla returned the gesture, right in the chest and leaving him gasping for breath as the wind was literally knocked out of him due to her enhanced strength. He nearly collapsed to the floor, hadnโ€™t it been for the railing to grab onto.
The forensics specialist rolled her eyes, โ€œWimp.โ€
Tom glared at her in response, but eventually regained his composure once he was certain his sternum hadnโ€™t been ruptured. While he straightened his collar, he glanced up at the moon shining down on him and couldnโ€™t help but feelโ€ฆmelancholic. Itโ€™s been so long since he gazed at the moon on rarely peaceful nights such as this. Hell, he canโ€™t even remember the last time he did it. It all felt so long ago, the memories buried deep in the shadows of a past that can never truly be forgotten, no matter how hard he tried. The stars twinkled again, albeit sadly as if they could sense his own grief and pain.
The fearsome gangster shook his head, forcing the demons out of his mind before they could rear their ugly, twisted claws into his skull and tear apart whatever remnant of sanity he had left. Itโ€™s over, he reminded himself. Itโ€™s over. Iโ€™m not the scared little runt I was before.
He took one final drag of his cigarette before joining the girls back to the bistro, and turned his back on the world once again. ย 
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tw1nkee28 ยท 2 years ago
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Here's a couple magma doodles from a magma I did with some people!! Thank you all for taking the time out of your day to draw with me, I appreciate it<33 (and I'm not gonna tag the ppl who I drew their narrators because they've already seen and I don't want to bother them again- ;-;)
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stinkrascal ยท 11 months ago
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i should make an edit for my tarnished and ranni yes i think i should
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