#💻 jo yapping

[seongminiz]

kinda tmi but sometimes i'll just sit there n be like man .... i want a dick .

[seongminiz]

the way this is literally me AND 90% of the fics i write 😭😭😭😭 i was indeed not socialized as a puppy

tagging @elifseasonz n tbh anyone who wants to do it idk

[seongminiz]

UHHH EMERGENCY ANNOUNCEMENT SOME OF THE STUFF IN MY NOTES APP RANDOMLY DISAPPEARED ?? im not brave enough to check if any of my drafts r gone ..

[seongminiz]

how bad of an economic decision would it be if i bought a €45 signed minhee photocard when i barely have any money n need to save up for my trip to london

[seongminiz]

the only good thing this fuckass company ever did was create the group . thats it . nothing else remotely good comes from them n somehow they still manage to mess up the one good thing they've ever done .. now this cb feels ruined when the members have expressed how excited they've been about it for months

[seongminiz]

man ....

maybe u r just not into it , n thats fine ! u dont have to be into every kink ever , but genuinely what is the point of complaining abt ppl indulging into a specific kink in the 'wrong' way just bc u personally dont like it ? also what even is the 'wrong' or 'right' way to do degradation ? bc i see u referring to hate speech in ur post but it seems we have different concepts of what that term means (to me , it usually refers to racism , homophobia , ableism etc. n the slurs used in relation to them - sure , one could argue that words like bitch , slut , etc. r also misogynistic slurs , but its still such a debated topic imo it is ultimately down to the individual affected by them to decide how to engage with those words)

warnings n tags r there for a reason , if u know ur not going to react well to specific kinks - especially when it involves name-calling - just dont engage with them . if u r old enough to be on this side of tumblr , then u should be old enough to understand this concept .

at the end of the day we r all losers reading/writing nsfw abt real people , thats embarrassing enough , u dont need to act somehow morally superior on how u engage with said content

also , not rlly aimed at u but more of a general thing , y'all have to stop clogging fic tags with fuckass opinions nobody wants to see

personally, I get annoyed when I read a fic with degradation kink bc if some man starts talking to me about being a slut (I haTE this one) or a whore or being fucking stupid imma have to start talking about his mama too like,,,

bc one thing is degrading dirty talk (when it’s done rIGHT) and another thing it’s sneering words that could be considered hate speech

what do y’all think?

[seongminiz]

should i,, change my theme again,,

[seongminiz]

doing my skincare n going to bed extremely early just to spend 4hrs writing depraved shit in my notes app

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the lady at the chinese store i always shop at gave me a pastry thingy for free but i fear it might be expired ,, since 2024 ,, i also looked it up on google n it might be cheese flavored ???? 😭 insane stuff

[seongminiz]

i need to stop getting motivated to write more bc everytime it happens i get sick .. like wdym i might have fuckass mononucleosis IS THIS THE 1800s

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the 20k words of pure angst in my google docs that will never see the light of day bc its cringey self indulgent self insert fanfiction staring at me like :

[seongminiz]

just remembered when minhee said i have a pretty name .... yeah . im so normal abt that

[seongminiz]

im just a girl (boy ? thing ? person ? who knows) i should Not have to wake up everyday n have to get out of bed n exist when i could just . sleep

[seongminiz]

i think i lost the ability to write smut this is tragic

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everytime i go on a smut tag looking for fics to read just to instead find someone spam tagging their shitty opinion/'discourse' posts nobody wants to see , an angel dies

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minhee brainrot is not going away any time soon :( he has so many puppy-like mannerisms that make my heart genuinely Hurt bc hes the Cutest !!!! ever n i cant handle it (ㅠ﹏ㅠ) n hes so sweet n attentive n patient n kind n omg ik its all fanservice but idccc hes the cutest sweetest puppy to ever exist (𖦹﹏𖦹;)