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  ❝  The world would be so boring without idiots like you to amuse me —  ❞

     @voiivode​  ||  Highly Private & Selective Alucard.      @frcmshadcws​  ||  Highly Selective & Private Multimuse.

       «  —   Written by Mythos &  Adored by Ray  —  »

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❝ We will always be family. ❞

   «  —  Alucard & Seras: A Vampiric Family  —  »

❤︎  ‘Trick Or Treat’ Gifts:  @voiivode  ❤︎

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Me:  perpetually sad, low-key stuck in a depressive trauma spiral, abandonment issues through the roof, overwhelmed as Hell, questioning if people genuinely give a damn.

My Mutuals, somewhat out of nowhere:  Loving Ray Positivity Hour ❤︎

@voiivode  /  @theabandonedones  /  @fckdcrry  /  @maggiestein  /  @magatsv

I don’t know if you sweethearts have some kind of sixth sense for me being sad or what, but thank you all so much. This mini dash-spam was the silver lining that I needed this month. I don’t have enough words to describe how grateful I am for everyone’s comments tonight, but seriously, it all means the damned world to me. Thanks lovelies, I adore you all  ❤︎

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Ruffle's Seras' hair. //me finally? sending in an ask? ic? look at me go.

Unprompted Asks  ||  @voiivode

Vibrant eyes are quick to widen with surprise, and she nearly flinches back from the touch before it occurs to her that there  ( likely )  isn’t malicious intent to be found in it. A series of blinks, her head inclines to peer up at the elder vampire, subtly leaning into the cold hand that ruffles through blonde hair.

❝ Master — ❞   It’s a brilliant smile that curls across her lips, filled with warmth and genuine happiness that touches the rest of her features. Familial affection, perhaps pride, she can’t quite decide what to call this, but it reminds her distantly of her human father, and her undead heart warms further at the thought.   ❝ — May I ask what that was for? ❞

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He's discovered a box of strange objects-bath bombs? He has no undeadly idea what these are but the word 'bombs' made them sound entirely intriguing. Especially since they require water and well, he loves weapons. So cue him dumping all of Seras' bath bombs all at once into a tub of water and creating a bubbly disaster. That screeching? That's him swearing out he's finally dead for real, that this is how his unlife ends.

Bath Bombs  ||  @voiivode

The sudden noise from the washroom may have been ignored, if it wasn’t for what follows. Distant tearing of plastic, the haphazard sloshing of water, and then what she swears reminds her of bubbles popping  —

And then her Master’s screeching, more emotional than she’s heard him in some time. Is he talking about dying? Actually dying? No, that isn’t something she’s letting happen any time soon. What in God’s name is going on?! On her feet without a moment’s hesitation, she darts through the hallway and into the connecting room  ——  

   ❝ Are we under attack again — !? ❞

——  only to find an absolute mess of spilled, vibrantly hued water, bubbles filling the majority of the stone-walled room, an assault of various scents flooding her senses. It’s a total disaster zone, she’s fairly certain she’s swallowed soap just now, and Alucard looks… less than alright, with the current situation. He’s also the only other person here, so she must assume that he’s the cause of this bubbly nightmare. Eyes wide, it takes her a moment to connect the dots, and then she’s raising her voice over the sound of her sire’s own.

   ❝ Master, what in the bloody Hell did you do? ❞

Her bath bombs. They must be the culprit here. Though why anyone in their right mind  —  does Alucard count as being in his right mind?  —  would have thrown this many into the tub, she has no fucking idea.

   ❝ They’re bath bombs, you daft fool! They’re for relaxing in a bath, not for combat! ❞   A wild gesture around them, and now there’s definitely soap in her mouth. Love that for her, really.

      ❝ — They’re just bubbles, Master! Honestly, what were you thinking!? ❞

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🍌 - What drew you into the fandom in the first place?

Still Want Fruit…  ||  @voiivode  ||  Meme Capped

🍌 - What drew you into the fandom in the first place?

See, I’ve been in this fandom for a quite a while  &  got into it for a collection of reasons; so there’s actually a lot of explanation behind it at this point  —  story time, yeah?

Let me take you back, all the way to when I was notably younger  &  even more stupid. I had already been through Hell in life by that point, and much of the situations hadn’t come to any real ‘close’ yet. It’s not too long after a messy, complicated, upsetting break up  —  though I struggle to call the situation a “relationship” looking back on it now. I’ve recently ‘ghosted’ my original Tumblr accounts, in the hopes of entirely restarting  &  avoiding some other personal bullshit that had went down. Life is weird.

So my eldest brother hits me up, asks if I wanna go to an anime convention with him  &  spend a couple weeks out of state, at his place, with himself and his girlfriend. Of course I agree; he’s a wonderful guy, he hasn’t been out of the Navy long at this point, and I’ve missed the Hell out of him. Besides, it’ll be my first con! My first time getting a chance to cosplay! That vacation as a whole, is still one of my favorite memories; it’s definitely one of the best ones from that time period in my life, to say the least. But the weekend of the convention, that’s where Hellsing comes into the story.

It’s Thursday night and we are all fucking exhausted, hanging out in the hotel room the night before the con starts. In classic con fashion, we are unprepared  &  my brother’s cosplay isn’t entirely finished. His wig will not cooperate to save our lives. It’s like 2am, we’re hyped up on a collection of con-crunch nerves, not-great hotel coffee, and energy drinks. It’s a wreck, but everyone’s having a blast. It’s gotten to the point where I can’t really be helping much, but like Hell was I going to sleep when there was so much going on. So my brother loads up YouTube on his phone, and tells me to watch this series.

It’s the first few episodes of Hellsing Abridged. From moment one, I was in love with it, and my sleep deprived ass couldn’t stop laughing. My brother’s laying on the floor off to my side, his girlfriend is still trying to figure out what to do about the wig situation, and I’m on the ground - cackling at this damned abridged series. And… for the first time in ages? Everything’s okay, everyone’s happy, and it feels like life might finally be looking up. It was a moment.

After that vacation, when I got back home, I did exactly what you’d expect. I immediately got settled to binge-watch Hellsing Ultimate. And let me tell you, I fell in love with the characters all over again. After that, I immediately watched the Gonzo anime too. I was getting everyone I knew, to watch these series with me; my father’s seen the entirety of them both, twice, because I asked him to.

Between how much I adored the series itself, how hopeful that moment in the hotel had left me, and how many ways that I ended up relating to some of the characters traumas… It wasn’t just an anime that I adored; it was coping, it was finding a silver lining in life, it was finding ‘imaginary friends’ for a traumatized teenager that hadn’t known I needed them.

When all was said and done, I added some Hellsing muses to my multifandom multimuse that I’d been writing on back then. I think my mains were Alucard, Seras, Schrodinger, and the Captain, at the time. From there, I made some damned good friends, and… Well, the rest was history, for a little while.

You would think that this would be where the story ended, but it really isn’t. While this tells the tale of me getting into Hellsing, having Hellsing muses, and being a part of the fandom, it wouldn’t be genuine to say that it’s the end of the story. After all, this was a long while ago, and it doesn’t tell you how I got from there, to here. And let me tell you? There’s a lot more that’s happened, there’s far more reasons for why Hellsing is so close to my heart now, and life was definitely not done going to Hell.

But I do believe that this has answered the actual question: what got me into the fandom originally, that is. It doesn’t explain how I got here now, by any means, but that wasn’t the question  &  this has already gotten pretty extensive.

If anyone wants the rest of the story? Let me know. I’d be more than happy to tell the rest of it, as I think it gives a lot of context to myself  &  how I operate in the fandom. But I don’t wanna spam the dash with a story nobody wants to hear, either.

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Blasts have you seen the marvelous breadfish over top Seras' coffin for a wake up call.

Unprompted Chaos  ||  @voiivode

♫  ♪ ♫  —  “Tell me, have you seen the marvelous breadfish, swimming in the ocean waters? Have you seen that marvelous breadfish?”   —  ♫  ♪ ♫

She’s going to kill him.

( Let it be noted that Seras isn’t particularly convinced that her sire can die, and she certainly doesn’t think that she could manage it. Nor would she ever actually want him gone again. )

But she’s going to kill him. Metaphorically, or something.

The lid of her coffin is abruptly flung open, a distasteful squeak mingling chaotically with the beginnings of what was meant as a growl, but came out far more childish than intended. A fledgling disturbed from her sleep, no matter the years that have passed.

     ❝ Master, why — ❞

Nose scrunched up, she sits up in her coffin, hair a mess from slumber still. Crimson eyes narrow at the elder, arms crossing over her chest.

     ❝ I’m up, I’m up! Why did we ever let you start using the internet? And what the Hell is a ‘breadfish’ — !? ❞

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♨︎♕♋︎∞ anon is for the weak we send our asks off anon like men. sdgdf

(Anonymous) Impressions  ||  @voiivode

♨︎  you seem really chill and I can’t wait to start writing with you!

♕  I’m impressed with your writing!

♋︎  I feel like we’re really similar and would get along well.

∞  I hope we write for a really long time!

   //  Anon is overrated, we appreciate our mutuals off anon in this house sdfkjas —

Real talk though, coming from someone whose writing I enjoy as much as I do yours? This means the damned world. Thank you so much, dearheart!!

Ngl I’m glad that you agree on the similarity bit; you’ve definitely seemed like someone that I’m gonna be able to get along with really well. It’s already been a treat getting to talk to you in DMs, and I look forward to getting to know you better  ♡

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"Do you like it when I call you Police Girl? Or have you given up on correcting me otherwise?"

Unprompted Asks  /  Always Accepting  ||  @voiivode

❝ I wouldn’t call it ‘giving up’ exactly. ❞   The response comes in a thoughtful murmur, giving the inquiry every bit of attention it deserves. Her posture shifts, arms crossing loosely beneath her chest; closed off, perhaps, but not overtly tense.   ❝ It’s more that I’ve realized that correcting you, doesn’t do any good. You’ll call me whatever you please, no matter what I say to the contrary. ❞

That vibrant gaze flickers, glancing up at her sire.   ❝ It doesn’t bother me, the way it used to. All I really wanted was for you to acknowledge that I had a name  —  and you have, once or twice. ❞   Maybe not often, but that’s not the point.

    ❝ I didn’t ‘give up’, Master. I just realized that me telling you otherwise, wasn’t going to change much. So… why waste the energy, I suppose? ❞

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   //  @voiivode​  Are you trying to make me cry, you absolute sweetheart??? Hell, thank you so much Mythos, you’re an angel  ❤︎ ❤︎ ❤︎

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Alucardxseras

Ray’s Ship Ratings  ||  Accepting!  ||  @voiivode

Alucard / Seras

NOTP  |  Not My Kind Of Tea  |  Indifferent  |  Interesting  |  Cute  |  Nice  |  I Ship It  |  My OTP  |  I Will Go Down With This Ship

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