#( zaiiins. )

[giihadids]

khai has been chatting nonstop about this special blanket. she's been talking to the horses about it, bella, my mom, everyone. is this special blanket with you? or has this child actually lost her mind? @zaiiins

[noitstaylor]

tay: so biden (obviously, we’re playing off the meme here, and i don’t think you’ve got a grey combover… yet) what’s the plan for keeping me in pennsylvania after the brit awards? figured you wouldn’t let me out of your sight just yet. / @zaiiins

[madsxclinesx]

I started playing old videos of your band for my kids just to get them away from like...the baby shark of it all, and we have dance parties all the time, now upon request. Usually its "booful", which is what my oldest calls What Makes You Beautiful, but I figured I would just let you know you have two new teeny fans. @zaiiins

[unochase]

Bruh, how'd that head tattoo feel? I've thought about getting one before, but that shit look like it hurts. @zaiiins

[sweencys]

okay, malik, i hope you know that i plan on suing for emotional distress over you singing night changes on the anniversary of you leaving one direction. @zaiiins

[joeburrcw]

How've you been enjoying yourself so far on this trip, bro? It's nice getting away for a little bit without having to worry about any other responsibilities. // @zaiiins

[sunsetblvdhq]

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[reputationshqs]

zayn is at @zaiiins :)

[shamemp3]

Happy birthday zaiiin!!!!!

AHH thank u lee!!!! 💌💌💌

[scandalshq]

its an avocado

[hollywoodland-hqs]

zayn !

[noitstaylor]

if you were to ask taylor, she’d probably wave it off, maybe toss out some self-deprecating joke—but everyone knew the truth. her relationship with london was complicated, a push-and-pull she couldn’t quite escape, no matter how much she tried to control the story. the tabloids had done their part, splattering her history across their pages in bold, salacious headlines, but she wasn’t exactly innocent in it, either. she had written ‘so long, london,’ after all. it was a strategic move as much as it was catharsis—making sure that when people searched her name alongside the city, the song would be the first thing to surface instead of those old, painfully familiar photos. joe alwyn. not that she really needed to say his name. you knew. everyone did. 

so, naturally, coming back for the brit awards wasn’t high on her list of things she was eager to do. she’d skipped last year for a reason. but maybe, just maybe, something else was pulling her back this time. or rather, someone. she shifted, stretching her long legs before tucking them in again, her arms lazily draped over her knees as she perched comfortably on zayn’s couch. the short skirt she had thrown on earlier tented slightly, but she was too at ease to care. they’d been like this for at least an hour, trading jabs and teasing remarks, their usual rhythm of conversation veering, for once, outside of harry potter debates and ridiculous hypotheticals. “you think i can bribe you into watching me lose an award?” she nudged his shoulder with hers, a smirk playing at the corner of her lips. “you skipped the grammys, so it’s only fair you get to witness that humiliation on your home turf.” / @zaiiins

[sophiet-x]

💕 late late appreciation post  💕

I know I’m a little late for appreciation posting, and it’s just because I’m very awkward and anxious about expressing feelings, but I feel like true real friends and family don’t need a reason to say I love you, so here it goes. 

I feel like through all my life, at some point in time, I was told that my feelings don’t matter or what I have to say isn’t important, won’t matter or isn’t worth sharing, so thanks to that, I’ve become a very closed down when it comes to my opinions. I have the constant feeling in my head that I’m a bother, that I shouldn’t be saying things to either people in general (like posting in the OOC) or particular people (like IM messaging) because they either won’t be taken into account, won’t be even seen or, if they are seen, will cause me big trouble, and since I hate confrontation, I stay away from even the smallest chance of that happening.

That backstory really does lead into something, and it’s mainly to a big thank you and a big I’m sorry to everyone. The I’m sorry part goes to anyone who’s ever felt like I’ve personally ignored them or haven’t been interactive enough with, if you feel like I don’t connect enough, it’s because of that. In my head, if I send too many messages or links, or headcanons, I’m being a huge bother and I will either get excluded or reprimanded (remember, big confrontation avoider, huge fear). I love everyone here, everyone here has been in my mind at many points of the day because something I’ve seen has reminded me of them or their character, something they said, something we talked about. I’m just anxious about sending it, and I most likely won’t because I don’t wanna get into trouble. I truly do love and appreciate everyone here more than I can explain, you all are the biggest family I never got to have with people who understand, care and worry about me even if they live a billion miles away. WHICH LEADS ME TO...

THANK YOU! I can’t say that enough, I can’t say thank you enough to the people who get me through the shitty days, who make me want to stay up and get online to talk to them, even lurk and see what their characters are doing, it’s a constant reminder that things are tough but they can be better and that even though my surroundings aren’t the nicest at times, I can find a new smaller better version of reality in here with all of you, even if it’s just for a couple of minutes. You guys have also made me a lot more sociable than I usually am, I talk to some of you more than I talk to the friends I’ve had for 20 years because you don’t judge me and you just get me and my interests and what I like better than they do. It’s probably my fault, seeing as in my mind I’m already living with habits and customs from a place that’s not where I am and the people that surround me perhaps can see that, but you guys... You guys really do push me forward on the crappy days and talking to some of you has been very very helpful most of the times.

To my ship partners: Thank you so much for putting up with my mood swings, my headcanons, the way I reply so freakishly fast (I’m seriously so sorry about that, I’m sure it’s so annoying), when I’m around 24/7 and all of a sudden I disappear, how I bombard you with random messages throughout the day. All my ships present and past have been incredible and it’s all because I had awesome people to bounce ideas back and forth with and your writing capacities are over the top amazing. 

To all my friends, old and new: Some of you I’ve known for like, 2 or 3 years, some for 1, some for months, but it feels like I’ve known all of you for my whole life. Some of you know shit I didn’t even know about myself because as much as the internet can be a really mean place, it’s a great place for self discovery, especially if you’ve got people on the other side who won’t judge you and encourage you to keep going, to better yourself every day and to not stay sitting inside the box your family or the people around you want you to sit. You guys are amazing, thank you so much for putting up with me and loving me for who I am.

To the admins: When we left from a previous roleplay because shit hit the fan, I had no idea where to go. Tumblr was like a safe heaven for me, none of my friends knew what it was, so it was a good place to be the person I wanted to be, unconditioned by any social queues or environmental factors, and especially with the people I wanted to stay in contact with but couldn’t. My world was really starting to crumble, I had no idea where to go, and when I think Becca or Katie or Bonnie or Jaq told me that this place was happening, I didn’t doubt it for one second. This place has seen me through real highs and real lows, and it wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you guys. Thank you for creating a safe space for all of us, I love you so much for it. 

To everyone here: If you didn’t feel identified in either category because you’re new, or I haven’t spoken to you before, I LOVE YOU! The admins don’t take admissions into this group lightly, and the ones who don’t feel at home in the group tend to be fickle in it, but that’s because all of us are one big family and, old or new in it, we all love each other like one. So thank you, for choosing to become part of it, for being in it with us and adding to the diversity and love we all share. 

This was extremely long, but I needed to get shit off my brain and I’ve been meaning to write this for a very long time.

THANK YOU.

Love,

Charlie xx

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[zainbap]

Zaiiin, I got Yongguk's new album last week (finally) and I'm totally in love with it! It's one of if not the most beautiful album I own. Every photo of him smiling/laughing made me feel?? super warm and?? soft?? I'm just so happy he's happy now. 💗💗

Aaahhhhwwww :D I’m so happy for you!!! It looks like SUCH a well made and gorgeous album, from what I’ve seen of it. Sadly I don’t got the money to buy it myself at the moment, but I plan to do it this summer! I really really want it <3

[saltwatermartini]

y3ni 168?😂😂

Eee zaiiin inmasheeha😂😂🤪

[mkg64]

Zaiiin ashwa wayed ista’3rabt inta sh6oolik w sh3irthik 3abaly ilfrash nafsa is 3ala racing car 3arafthum malot ilyahal😂😂😂

Laaaa waiiin😂😂😂😂😂😂