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Captain America: Brave New World (CABNW) analysis
This movie is all about themes of rehabilitation, hope, and not allowing your past to define your future.
Sam is redefining the mantle of the shield, and reclaiming his independence. Since reaching adulthood, he has worked as part of the military, or in a major team, and always besides super powered people (not that he was the only regular human in the Avengers, but you know). And now Sam gets to herald a new age of modern values of rehabilitation.
Steve was also a man of hope, but he (as a white man) fought the Other: fascists and aliens. AKA, unredeemables (in the short term) and nonhumans. He was from WWII; while the full truth of the matter is that the USA did not join the war out of altruism and a wish to save oppressed peoples, I personally feel glad that the USA was able to help out in those matters. I feel our part in the war was justified when it came to stopping multiple genocides. Many people also feel this way, and hold WWII up as this bastion of ‘justified’ wars. Many feel it’s okay that Americans went to Germany and Japan and started killing people, because they were doing it first.
Same thing with alien invasion storylines. I love Steve, but the only person he is MCU-canonically pursuing rehabilitation for is Bucky. He has different values as both a survivor of WWII, a witness to the explosive growth of fascism in the early 1900s, and a white man. Sure, Steve grew up disabled and Irish(-American) in the early 1900s, but he was also a blue eyed blond haired American man who shows no trace of an Irish identity on screen. Steve is a hopeful, principled and angry man.
Meanwhile, Sam grew up being othered as a Black child and then man, joined a war that was never justifiable (never confirmed what war he was in but no war the USA has perpetuated in the 2000s, if not even earlier, has been justifiable), and then continually had to be an examplar wherever he went. Except for possibly War Machine (I’m not sure where he fits in), Sam was the ONLY Avenger of Color. Ever. (And the only one from a more rural area)
And yet Sam always chooses hope and kindness. He has it rough - as the only Avenger of Color, he had to always choose others needs over his own. He and Isaiah Bradley (another person restored by Sam’s rehabilitative justice <3) discuss the weight of that. Bradley points out time and time again that Sam doesn’t owe the world his kindness, his willingness to be a hero, his health and well-being. After all, Bradley got fucked over for doing the right thing, a Steve-type thing, in a Black body. But Sam decides to push on anyway.
I’m not saying Sam isn’t angry. He deserves to feel angry, he has as much right to the emotion as any other human being. But every single goddamn time he can, he chooses to be kind. He chooses to believe that people can find worth again. And that takes a strength of will that is frankly insane. PLUS he does it without a consistently optimized body.
And he chooses to be kind to Ross, of all people. Ross, who is clearly trying to be a changed man in the events of the film - but still a man who imprisons innocents and whose first instinct is to pick fights with nations who own nuclear weapons.
But Sam still reaches out to him. Still helps Ross meet Betty while Ross is in prison. Is the better man, every goddamn time.
Hell, they even represent what changes Sam could herald for the fate of the United States, and even the world, visually. In Ross’s panic as the Red Hulk, he destroys the White House*, a symbol built by slave labor. And under Sam’s tenure as Captain America, it will be rebuilt - along with what a hopefully better United States of America.
I love Sam Wilson, and I am SO excited to see his future as Captain America.
*and possibly also the Washington Memorial? I know he goes by but the detail slipped my mind. It also was built with slave labor. Some might quibble and try to claim that the obelisk was built by skilled stonemasons, but many many many enslaved people were extremely skilled laborers. So there is a huge chance that the stonemasons were enslaved. And even if they used completely white/free Black stonemasons, the quarried stone was mined by enslaved people. So yes, it was built by slave labor.
(Also I think it’s cool that Sam’s getting his own villains like Serpent and Leila Taylor made an appearance? She was basically his only canon love interest EVER**, and she hasn’t appeared since the 1970s. I think it’s still possible that he might be given a male LI or they just never pursue that angle of the character, but at least she and Sam have a relationship built on at least some respect and personal chemistry. Unlike Steven and Sharon.
Personally I’m more of a fan of Samsteve or even SamJoaquin than SamBucky, but that’s just mostly because while he’s grown on me in the last few years, I’m not really a Bucky fan. Samsteve probably won’t happen because of the stupid time travel thing (though who’s to say they didn’t at least have a fling? Plz?) but SamJoaquin could happen! I wasn’t sold on Joaquin right away - his sunny personality was tripping my betrayal alarms in my movie expectations brain - but I am glad to be wrong. I’m excited to see him as Falcon again once he heals up!
**There was a werewolf princess lady? But she literally never came back. Which disappoints me because I thought she was funny (I read her issue) and really unique. She was human but had a device to specifically control werewolves? And they do exist in the MCU, thanks to Werewolf by Night…
I LOVED the dogfight scene. Great body work on Anthony Mackie’s part, interesting background, awesome moves (cutting through a plane with a wing? Punching and pulling a pilot out of their plane and letting the rest of it just fall?? Sam and Joaquin together???) and fucking BOMBSURFING
#Captain America#Sam Wilson#MCU#anthony mackie#captain america brave new world#Captain America: brave new world#Cabnw#ca:bnw#also there’s one scene where Ross is getting infuriated by sterns and they actually use killer lighting and it’s like whoa#someone used a little cinema and lighting knowledge here!#the cgi of the cherry blossoms was startlingly bad but I still really like this#also the flashing was really clever in connection to the advertisements?#I’m not epileptic but I get really annoyed by flashy lights like that unless I’m prepared#so I hadn’t really enjoyed the trailers for this film because of that?#but they were so plot relevant and weren’t *just* an eye catching tactic#so I really admire that advertising choic#I saw the 3D version so many the cherry blossom cgi was less bad in the normal version#in any case I hav#have a painting idea of Sam#it technically never happens during the fight so it’d be *representational*#but he’s hovering over Ross (human form) with his wings spread#sun behind his head and sparks and cherry blossom petals surrounding him#reaching a hand to Ross#it’ll be titled#He is Not Icarus#because Sam can fly however high as he wants and will never sink down to your level#(you being villains general)#he will never fall#agh also Anthony Mackie has such a cute smile and I love his front gap. his cheeks draw up just so and AGH. so handsome#I think I’m getting sick so please excuse any grammar mistakes good night
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= y'all are not surviving this
#im already dead actually so it's fine for me#but y'all might want to prepare yourselves#unless you are dead too#in which case good for us!#ofmd#our flag means death
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What you refer with "Cassandra's misinformation"? The source clearly mentioned that she was cursed by the god that "loved" her. She was his loyal priestess and he punished because she rejected him or just because she promised and then broke that promise, but is pretty normal to not want to slept with him....? Apollo is clearly bad and problematic here so i don't know where is the "misinformation"?
Besides, Apollo is one of the most cruel gods, so is normal... And his relationship with women aren't the best. Aren't you read the Oresteia? What a mysoginist... But he saves his mother one time and "Oh, he is feminist", no... Don't try to defend a god who did many bad shit.
awwww look who’s never had a critical thought in their life, let alone applied it to another culture’s mythology!! ❤️
�� it’s you anon!! :DDDDD the egg is on your face!! Lmao show me your sources before talking shit about another culture’s god, a god you clearly have zero understanding or knowledge on :DDDDD
#anon you made me laugh so hard ty <3#“wHaT a MiSoGiNiSt!” you spelled misogynist wrong btw#I’m not a misogynist for actually educating myself and others on another culture’s religion and philosophy lmao#is this what you do all day anon? hide like a coward behind the anon and try to talk big game? 🧐#pathetic.#you want me to give you an actual answer and explain what the hell I’m talking about (look at you making assumptions 😘) say it to my face#or are you too scared? 😏#“aPoLlO dId BaD sHiT!”#lmao who hasn’t in Greek mythology? if that’s what you’re crying over what the fuck are you doing here lol#don’t engage with stuff you don’t like. easy :3#now run along anon ❤️ unless you’re prepare to be respectful now and politely ask me to lay it all out because I am genuinely willing-#-to explain the nuances here. I’m always happy to yap :D#I even have sources if you’re hung up about it#anywho i have things to do today but thanks again for the laughs 😘
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✨~【 💙🖋 Thank you, Ike Eveland 🖋💙 】~✨
I hope that you are doing well and taking care of yourself. Please remember that you've inspired so many, and you are loved by many. You will always be cherished by those who remember you.
Thank you Ikey
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#chibi#traditional art#graphite#fanart#artists on tumblr#Ikenography#アイク・イーヴランド#nijisanji EN#nijiEN#nijisanji#luxiem is always 5#i just want him to take care of himself and that Im glad that he's taking these steps for his own health#its also understandable that he didnt let everyone know and only ones who hes comfortable talking to about the struggles hes talking about#ike eveland will always be part of luxiem that helped the male!EN vtuber side...#never ask a vtuber fan what happened on april and may 2025 unless you are prepared for the water magic that will happen
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You know like that microphone feedback sound, specifically the really high-pitched part? I think it'd be so funny if the Hollow Heads could make that sound, like a shriek or smth. I think it'd be funny if the Hollowheads could make various technological sounds in general. I think I already mentioned Alan's footsteps sounding like the clicking of a keyboard. Also- Victim [Talking to Alan]: "You cannot be trusted with creating life." *Tries to pick up SC* Alan: "Wait no don't-" SC: *Aggressively high-pitched microphone feedback sound aka angry baby sounds*
HONESTLY THAT'S AMAZING......... considering i've already mentioned the selkie au hollowheads being able to do scroll noises i think it'd make sense yeah <3 i don't think they'd typically do it unless v v upset though
and also YEAH....... i love the idea of victim trying to take SC and immediately getting their eardrums busted kldgslkgjdslkgmdsk
#tommy's foolery#do Not separate selkie!SC from Alan unless you want to die a thousand deaths. most of them being your ears#i feel like SC also just Wouldn't Like victim. bad vibes or what have you#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#selkie sticks au#it's also really funny to imagine that just. being the last thing victim expected#was prepared for anything EXCEPT the possibility that maybe sc DOES want to be around alan#although if chosen is around they're probably not prepared for that either LKGJDSGLSDG-
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THIS IS A CHANCE TO SHOW YOUR OUTRAGE AT LEGISLATION BEING PUSHED WITH INTENT TO HARM AND DISCRIMINATE AGAINST QUEER PEOPLE.
Show up (as you're able) and help us to show Senators how angry we are!
#remember to be safe and follow propper protest etiquette#be smart too#don't go in with the intent to get arrested#fuck cops but also dont break the law unless you're prepared to pay your bail b cuase shit can get fucked for you#but like just dont get arrested#that said make fun of politicials as much as you want!!!#west virginia#protest#lgbtqia#2slgbtqia+#womens rights#queer rights#trans rights#lgbtq#lgbt#queer#protests are meant to be disruptive#we can at least give them a fucking headache
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A friend of mine (from Spain) went as a teacher/coordinator to the US with a group of 10 year-old kids from Spain in some kind of exchange program. He was careful not to be physically close with US kids, but he also was very clear that he would not have those boundaries with his Spanish students (they were, after all, in a far away country for the first time of their life, far from their parents, for 2 months, and this teacher was their only contact/point of reference from before). It was a bilingual school with some Latina teachers, so it was ok and understood as a cultural difference: he would hug and hold his students, he would speak to them in a way that the US teachers don't.
He also found himself in an uncomfortable and troubling situation where a US student of about that age told him her mom was abusive. He tried to be supportive while still keeping his distance but, obviously, he wanted to help, so he said "if you want to speak about it, I'm here". She brought him a letter detailing all the different types of abuse and bad treatment she received from her mother, and he inmediately went to the principal to see what the next steps would be. "Oh we know. But now you should keep your distance with the girl, so as to not make people think you are getting too close to her". And he was aghast. No mention of calling social services, or a psychologist or anything. Just don't offer any more support to this kid so nobody thinks you are grooming her. What help is a kid in that situation getting then if no adult can even listen to them just in case they are framed as a pedophile? How is this helping? Who is it helping?
I want to believe that the school did something to help this student, or that there are some protocols in place, but socially speaking what the fuck.
#cultural differences#I also do not know if the school did something or has something prepared for this#but I understand better the strange discourse about age differences I see here#I knew about the “no hugging toddlers in kindergarden” rule which is worrying and inconceivable to any Spanish person#Children are hugged whenever they want to be hugged up to the age when they stop asking for it#and still you see a teenager crying and you bet they are getting at least a hand in their shoulder#we do not leave people who are feeling bad to just feel bad and specially not minors#it still doesn't stop abuse from happening in their families because the law is weird and strict about it#unless they come with physical harm to the school teachers can't call in the social services#so very often teachers are there knowing a kid is struggling at home and offering to listen to them#but that's as far as they can go because they need more proof#so I guess it could be similar in the US??#but at least you don't discourage the teachers to engage with the students
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Big things coming soon? Maybe? Possibly? Could be clickbait? Hm.....
#I WANT TO START STREAMING AGAIN#BUT I'M SO SCARED#AND MY PERFECTIONIST TENDENCIES ARE KICKING MY ASS#I CAN'T STREAM UNTIL IT'S ALL SET UP AND READY AND PERFECT#'oh just do it anyway'#NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAAAAND#It's so hard to do#🥺🥺🥺#Even when I do think 'I should just do it right now. Go live without anything prepared just. Do it.'#I still don't do it#Because like#'Oh well I wanna play my favorite game Funny Fantasy for 18 hours instead :3'#It is 100% a self-discipline issue#Because I could always either play FF on stream (not happening)#Or I could just. I don't know. Play less of it?#Maybe hit like. An hour or two a day?#And spend the rest of the weekend actually working towards my goals?#But I have a disease.#And it's called 'You're never going to be able to make this work unless it's perfect so why even try'#And it eats at me.#Anyway I NEED to quit my job.#So I better get a support net set up quick huh?#I know quitting your job and THEN starting streaming as a career is NOT viable hskdfljh#So.#I have to stream while I still DO have the job#Until I've got a community who I can rely on.#But GOD is it hard#Screaming and yelling into the void
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I am once again absolutely bewildered by how little some people care about education and dont realize how privileged they are
#and by some people i mean my class#and i mean i probably am not without fault here cause i also forget sometimes but#we live in a country where education is free. where higher education is free (unless private uni)#and we have people who are trying to teach us and give us knowledge and some of them are actually passionate about their jobs#and we just fucking disrespect it and dont give a shit#i understand that this or that is not your cup of tea but at least tryyyy to give those people some respect#even if free education doesnt convince you at least have some basic human empathy and respect those ppl theyre alr underpaid#but instead they fucking laugh at them and ignore all their efforts#idk mate im just frustrated how my class is acting#literally half of our teachers want to give us away cause of how we behave#and the worst thing is some of these ppl are actually good teachers and could prepare us for exams rlly well#i feel like such an old annoying person by saying this lmaooo#like 'oh teenagers these days are so disrespectful towards older people' but seriously#i dont even know anymore#leave me alone brb im gonna isolate myself#JD rambles#rant in tags
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i think its so inevitable for the team to take up a 100 yr quest at SOME point in time so i might keep the idea that they're doing it, but i won't involve the story & plotlines in the current series. do u get me.
#ooc.#i kinda had this idea already. like. i just assumed everyone knew what i meant tho and#thats not the case so here i am saying it now.#this is obviously not going to be a BIG thing on the blog unless the thread itself is..#taking place during this unlabeled timeframe and/or involves the quest itself.#this also is me rlly wanting to incorporate a fight / anything that happens during that time that results in erza losing her hair bc i need#i NEED that like. yesterday.#also i think she'd look so cute w/ a lil bob...my wife.#me looking @ girls w/ short red hair on pinterest and inserting erza in my head#clutches heart.. she'd look so cute & itd mean so much#in case anyone was wondering tho no she wouldn't keep it.#as in she'd grow it out to the previous length#know that like 75% of the reason im pushing this is bc of the jerza interactions thank you.#im nothing if not predictable#also small hc that erza would be 100% down 4 a 100yr but shes concerned w/ leaving the guild for#such long period u know. so she has her moment of holding it off bc of that but obvi its resolved#just thinking of the time preparing 4 it ykno...my little babies#erza going to snatch s-class quests is something i miss too. i think it happened literally once but still
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The lil corner of the Good Omens fandom that I generally see is getting more and more into publicly declaring that That Theory I Dislike Is Bad And People Who Ascribe To It Should Feel Bad, and I don't know if it's really new, or if I was just lucky enough to generally be missed with that shit the last four years.
Different people's brains work differently, which means they will notice things, form interpretations, maybe come to extremely firm conclusions, all different from each others'. Different from mine, different from yours.
I get that some people think that they have the brain which produces the Objectively Superior theories (and/or which can easily determine which other people's theories are the Objectively Inferior ones). I just really missed the memo where Your Interpretation Is Not My Interpretation (And That's Okay) was dragged out back and fucking shot.
Anyway this blog is an "I may not agree with your theory but you may trust that I won't publicly heap scorn upon the very idea of having it" zone if anyone was wondering.
#negativity#discourse type stuff#apparently i can't turn off replies to a specific post? but i am Not Interested in discussing why that kind of behavior is okay actually#also Not Interested in hearing about how i'm overreacting#unless you are prepared to prove that you have personally catalogued everything that I have read/seen/etc on this topic#this is not about any one specific post just about the bizarrely judgemental zeitgeist#also not about any of the posts where someone is like 'huh i know people like this theory but i'm not sure here let me tell you why'#i've always seen posts like those and those are great because YTINMTATO remains intact#JUST. yeah. Not Interested in discussing this at all really#but i've seen some posts that made me feel bad for being so unthinking as to ever find merit in this or that theory#and i'm probably not the only one feeling bad?#so you can think x character is fake or y character is secretly running everything from behind the curtain or z object was drugged#(or none of these things at all!!)#and i 100% promise i am not scoffing at the foolishness of falling for such a completely unsupported idea#i PROMISE i am not going to be mean#because if i wanted to *reduce* the amount of kindness in the world then i wouldn't have created the fucking Soft Zone now would I
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a little shout-out to all the watchereenies going to the chicago show today!!! i couldn't make it out there myself, but have the SILLIEST TIME (and tell me everything 😈)
#taking a train all the way from boogland to chicago would be a crazy feat#BUT I WANTED TO SO BAD#BETH I AM COMING ONE DAY YOU CAN'T STOP ME#THE BIRDS ARE ALREADY MAKING PREPARATIONS#if any of you goobers tell the ghoul boys about boog i'll fight you /j#do not ask ryan and shane if they are boogers... unless...
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when i die my soul will go into this 75 pound 700 dollar custom larger than life size twilight sparkle plushy complete with magnet hooves and tail hole the ritual has already been put into motion
#finally the perfect weight#the tail hole wont be utilized unless its for like smuggling state secrets across enemy lines or something i dont know you just want to be#prepared for anything
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HI my close good friends have been SO very kind to me about the little oc writing practice excerpt i posted, and its genuinely helped me to be less self-conscious abt it (but i am still posting in the dead of night lol) but!!! because of this i wanna post one more today. again, very much not the final product (who knows when that'll be!) but, well, here's what i got i guess!
the needed context for this excerpt is that it happens after a mission which ended with saiph in the infirmary with a broken arm, after al told him not to be rash!!! but the more IMPORTANT context is that it mirrors a scene just before the mission, where saiph refuses al's help with a t shot, laughing off the question and saying he's not scared of the needle like when he was younger. he's been doing this for so long now after all... (also because im not using fantasy explanations for trans stuff here, he does have to have a shot lol)
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The night following a mission's end always proved to be the most exhausting. The adrenaline rush dissipates, leaving only the harsh reality of injury and blood loss. The enervation is an unrelenting burden weighing on the body, and every movement becomes onerous. This is nothing to speak of the emotional fatigue.
Preparing for bed in their shared inn room, neither Saiph nor Al could say a word. A thick, oppressive atmosphere lingered. The dim lamp cast a solemn and hazy glow, adding to the sense of lethargy that seemed to suffocate the air. The cathartic release they had experienced at the infirmary has left a miasma of unresolved tension.
Even in the midst of fatigue and injury, Saiph was determined to do things alone. He managed to change and brush his teeth with his non-dominant arm, completing his nightly routine on his own, without much hassle. Except…
Saiph looked at Al, laying by the lamp with a book, his face partially hidden in the shadows. For a brief moment, the book seemed like a barrier- breaking it felt like a taboo.
Hesitantly, Saiph manages to speak, “Hey,” Al glances up almost immediately, and he continues, “Could you, like…” His words faltered as he gestured towards his bag, finding it hard to look at Al’s face, “I mean, it's just that, y’know, it's hard to do a shot one-handed. So…”
“Huh?” Al furrowed his brow in confusion, before processing these fumbled words. “Oh,” he puts his book down the second he grasps this as a request for help. Saiph hands Al a little pouch, and Al removes a needle and vial.
“You gotta-”
“I know, I've seen you do it.” Al smiles, “Go sit down.”
Saiph nods and takes a seat on his bed.
Al prepares the shot and kneels down, positioning himself between Saiph's legs. He carefully places the very tip of the needle on Saiph’s skin, and Saiph tenses at the touch. The room suddenly felt warmer- too warm. It was difficult to breathe, not just from the physical strain, but also from the intensity of their proximity.
Al stops to focus on the needle for a moment. Before he can press it down, he looks up at Saiph and clarifies, “But still, tell me if I mess up or anything,” with sweaty palms, Al adjusts his grip slightly, adding, “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You're fine,” Saiph replied with an uneven voice, unable to vocalize any further sentiment. Avoiding eye contact, he instead chooses to fixate on the ceiling, trying to gain a semblance of composure. He takes a single glance at Al, before immediately looking away again. He blushes at the sight, and he quietly reaffirms, “You're doing fine.”
With that confirmation, Al looks back down. He rests his arms on Saiph's legs and steadies his hands. The low light is making it difficult for him to focus his eyes, and there's a ringing in his ears that just won't settle. Still, he eventually builds enough nerve to stab the needle in, just the slightest bit.
He feels Saiph twitch. “It doesn't hurt?” he asks without looking away this time, keeping his eyes focused on the tiny little prick he just made.
“No, it's- it's fine,” Saiph is no longer capable of averting his gaze either. He maintains a fixed stare below, studying the image of Al between his thighs. Truthfully, Saiph can't even feel the needle; he's significantly more preoccupied with Al's steady breathing, or the slightest parting of his lips in concentration, or the faint flush on his cheeks. He needs to shake these ideas from his head right now.
At Saiph's confirmation, Al pushes the needle deeper, exhaling as he does so. He feels Saiph slightly, incredibly slightly, jolt at the sensation. It must feel different when someone else does it, Al supposed.
With a final push of the syringe, the injection was finished. Al pulled the needle out and set it aside. He, however, stays in place. In fact, neither party makes any effort to pull away. Not even by an inch. The only sound in the room was the quiet hum of electricity, the only movement was in the branches out the window. Was it fatigue that kept them locked in this intimate position? Or something else? That would be too troublesome to contemplate further.
After a long, still moment, Al breaks the silence, “I don't mind helping like this,” His voice was painfully weak, painfully himself, “Ask me for more. I want to help you more,” He declared with more ambition.
“Maybe…”
“Please,” Al lifts his arms and wraps them around Saiph’s waist, still on his knees, clinging desperately, as if Saiph would fall away if he let go. “If there's ever anything… Anything…”
Saiph's free hand warily moved to Al's head, running his fingers through his hair, mixing the black and white strands. “I know,” He said with a faint smile.
Al looked up at him, their eyes meeting for the first time since they entered this dingy room. Al’s eyes were baggy, exhausted, on the verge of tears. Above all, they were begging. For some reason, even in this vulnerable state, Saiph could only think of them- of him, as beautiful. Saiph pushes the thought back and moves his hand to cup Al’s cheek. He tries to give him a reassuring look.
Al closed his eyes at this gesture, leaning into the comfort for only a second. He apologetically stands up, finally breaking away from their entanglement, and returns to his own bed. He doesn’t bother to pick his book back up, making the covers his new barrier.
Saiph remained on his bed, unsure if his reassurance had been received. All he could think to say was a soft, tentative, "Good night."
No, that was a lie. He could think of one other thing, but he didn't say it. It's the fatigue speaking, surely, so he shouldn't say it. It would be inconsiderate of Al too, so he wouldn't say it. Even if it were the truth, he couldn't think it.
Bisected onto separate beds, the room returned to its miasma of unresolved tension.
#finn's ocs#last time i posted abt hungry. this time im posting abt TIRED.#whats next? thirsty? probably not no. join me next time when mira gets kinda parched (not)#but this was kinda my practice for writing any sort of romantic scenes bc even w creative writing i havent really done that before?#so i hope its fine lol#anyway no yeah these dudes are abysmal at talking about their feelings but even worse at just being normal#like your friend asks you for a favor and youre already on your knees#but thered be no scene if they were normal LOL#theyre also so fucking tired and kind of not thinking straight. no straight thoughts in general actually#also i really didnt bother going into detail abt how to prepare the shot and stuff mostly because like. it would just slow down the scene#this is NOT an informative guide youre NOT supposed to be this intimate about it. unless you want to i guess
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The livestream slide I cling to whenever any talk about hrothgals comes up... Though perhaps other folks may find it neat. (Unfortunately I don't recall which LL this came from in specific, if anyone has any clue, it would be appreciated!)
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv hrothgar#hrothgar#hrothgal anticipation station#Direly hoping the devs will stick to their guns.#As the big misstep with female furry(-adjacent) characters is that devs are always too cowardly to make them beastly.#But we ALREADY HAVE humanoid catgirls.#And various fluffy ears to stick on the head.#So they have absolutely no excuse for them to not be properly beastly.#Plus the whole. Character creation consistency thing too.#Ask me my thoughts on hrothgals.#(Don't do this.)#(Unless you want to and are prepared.)
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i want to draw but i have to pass chemistry first!!!! why am i cursed like this!!!!!!
#rhyn rambles#my final is on sunday at least :’)#it’s my only actual exam so the end of the term is within reach#thank god because i. am so tired#i feel like i don’t have a lot of energy to finish any art right now even though i want to..#once i get a couple days into break i’ll be alright i’m sure#i’m gonna finish my origins fic over break (hopefully)#and then start posting it before the end of the month#but no promises!! still only human#gonna be hard at work on my last assignments tomorrow to saturday#and then i’ll be free. ffghhhugghj#don’t take gen chem <3#unless you are emotionally prepared
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