#*ap calc exam i didnt fail the class

[moreaujeans]

the amount of ppl on the physics ii waitlists rn that absolutely were not there a week ago 🤡

[nutmegalomania]

Aaahhh so God saved my ass 😓😓 we had a design and technology assessment exam and I missed half of the classes but when I got the results today I got my Expected results and exceeded it over just by 10 more points :))) 😬👏👏👏 so I don’t have to worry bout that anymore anyways how was your day today bestie ? 💕

im proud of you for exceeding your expected results bestie😩🙏🏻💕💕 that always feels great when you do better than expected 🥵cant say i had the same luck tho🧍🏻‍♀️ i had an AP Calc exam this morning at 8, and i had to wake up 7 am. thing is, i was cramming the night before and stayed up till 4 am (thanks to a bang coffee energy drink i bought at work), meaning i only got 3 hours of sleep, and all my cramming was for nothing because what i studied didnt help with any of the questions for the free response questions aka the ones where i cant check if my work is right because theres no answer choices💔 so most DEFINITELY failed cuz the FRQ questions were 50% of the grade, and i only did 6 out of 21⚰but i went to a nice coffee shop and treated myself to a milk shake cuz i deserved it after all that stress, and now im playing video games🛀

[nyegi]

junior and senior year of high school are weird to remember bc it was the happiest ive ever been in terms of my friend group and social comfort but. i was also dealing with hurting myself and suicidal thoughts bc of classes i wasnt doing well in (ap physics and ap calculus) making me think i wasnt going to graduate or get into any colleges. didnt help that my calc teacher was a shitbag who hated me and kept threatening to fail me because he didnt think i was trying (because on several occasions i walked out of his class to have panic attacks). but at the same time i had a lot of teachers who i liked and trusted. like one time i walked out of a practice ap physics exam to have a panic attack in the bathroom. and my mom was on the phone because i was trying to tell her to come get me but i wasnt coherent and she couldnt figure out what i was trying to say. but then my apush teacher heard me and came in and said "dell honey is that u?" and i just wordlessly gave her the phone and she helped with telling my mom what was going on and letting her come to the upstairs bathroom (usually not allowed). dunno why i remember it almost like...fondly? because she was so nice and understanding which doesnt usually happen idk im just rambling. i miss some of my teachers and my friends but i dont miss being absolutely paralyzingly terrified for my future 100% of the time because i had no concept of anything