#17.07.2023

[hosgeldinhuzun]

Fakir terapisi 😁

[seanslaters]

[saklinotlarim]

Çocuklar için nekadar güzel açıklamış, MâşâAllah..

[liam-93-productions]

Liam via his IG stories - 17.07

[zaynjmsource]

zayn:

[loveformybelly]

Peanut butter tomatoes stew with tofu, chickpeas, garlic, green onions, rosemary, oregano, basils, green bell peppers, okra and zucchini.

[unkpad]

Сколько раз меня предавали и дедали мне больно. Сколько раз люди говорили мне в лицо ужасные вещи. Сколько раз меня оскорбляли и унижали.

А я, наивная дура, все еще продолжаю любить людей и верить в них... сколько еще должно повториться подобных ситуаций, чтобы я, наконец, смогла избавиться от этих розовых очков, что уже 20 лет так крепко сидят на мне.

Да, я все еще верю в любовь. Верю в то, что ни один человек на свете не желает мне зла своими поступками. Верю, что большая часть человечества спобосна делать исключительное добро. Насколько же я глупа и наивна?

И пусть я головой понимаю, что все это иллюзии и самообман. Что человечество очень давно уже прогнило. Что меня все также будут продолжать оскорблять и предавать... все же, сердцем я все равно выбрала тот путь, что обречен. Самую неблагодарную профессию - врач.

Об этом знает каждый практикующий специалист, все преподаватели ни один раз повторили нам про это. И даже убедившись в этом лично, на производственной практике, которую я прохожу уже не первый год, я все больше и больше в нее влюбляюсь...

Я не знаю, как описать это словами, ведь это действительно не объяснимо. Но мое желание помогать людям просто идет из сердца. И я просто не могу противиться этому. Зная, насколько злы бывают люди, я все равно продолжаю испытывать любовь и сострадание к каждому своему пациенту.

Пусть это звучит сейчас дико романтизировано и глупо. Пусть многие посчитают меня странной. Но я люблю свою будущую профессию. И пока я не сошла с этого пути, я буду любить людей. Несмотря на их озлобленность и чертсвость. Несмотря на их неблагодарность и жестокость. Я несу в себе эту любовь...

[bekindtoyou4007]

A very low stakes day. Back to the gym for the first time in a week. Will need to build strength back up. Getting to stretch properly and foam roll again was great. Asparagus and salmon rice salad for brunch with a protein yogurt and then out to run errands and do some emails at a nice library. Only did that for just over an hour before coming home and slow cooking a bolognese. Groceries arrived so H unpacked and changed bedsheets while I sat with a hot water bottle. Sadly burnt myself and also had a series of PF cramps so took painkillers then felt quite dizzy as a result. Was very glad to finally get some food into me. I think as nice as the fancy herbal tea has been that I've ordered, I'm not sure it's remarkably better than store bought enough to justify being double the price (and harder to buy mainstream)... We've been spending a lot of money recently on small luxuries so will need to think about expenditure. In saying that I've earned something like double what I was predicted the past 3 months... but we are fixing the house up etc. I feel like I need to calm down a bit with worrying about money. I had a weird out of body moment earlier today when someone I follow on social media turned out to be closely linked to a cousin I don't follow. I don't follow any of my extended relatives, to get some distance from the drama. But still ended up seeing childhood photos and wedding photos etc. Just a bit unpleasant to not be able to escape it. Feel like I can't get close with anyone from the city I grew up in, because it's so small apparently everyone will know my extended relatives! Horrible feeling.

[kendimezraporu]

Sabah ablamla ciddi ciddi konuştum. Herkes farklı bir şey söylüyor yoruldum dedim. Benim sadece manevi desteğe ihtiyacım var dedim. Bana yüzsüzsün dedi. Ben her şeyi tek başıma yaptım evlenirken dedi. Tek başınasın napıyorsan yap dedi. Annem yatalaktı ben tek başıma günde iki saat uykuyla hastanede ona bakıyordum. Ona rağmen ona hep yardıma ihtiyacın olduğu an söyle bir yolunu bulur gelirim dedim. O kadar ağır konuştu ki, haklıdır belki bir şey demiyorum. Bir yandan rahatladım belirsizlikten kurtulduğum için. Her saniye annemi düşünüyorum. O olsa beni yalnız bırakmazdı. Neyse sorun değil, tek başıma da hallederim Allah'ın izniyle.

[forestduck]

17.07.2023 - kaila atkinson hat diesen Pin entdeckt. Entdecke (und sammle) deine eigenen Pins bei Pinterest.

[saklinotlarim]

🤏 Güzel bilgiler..

[jokeroutsubs]

[ENG SUB] Jan Peteh and Nace Jordan on Magnet, RTV SLO 2 (17.07.2023)

Original video.

Transcript, translation and subtitles by a member of JokerOutSubs, review by @kurooscoffee, proofread by IG Gboleyn123

YouTube video.

[lottiestudying]

17.07.2023—brb birthing a thesis. currently in a love/hate relationship with the literature review (it’s mostly hate)

[manonim]

It’s 17.07… you know what it means?

Jie’s birthday !

This day, one year ago was the first time I created my very first LMK oc, which is also the very first oc I showed on social media. It’s hard to explain but just as the show Jie became somehow a part of my life, she’s living in my head and I like to improve her whenever I’m bored or when I’m having a bad time. The part of my brain in which LMK and Jie are is now my comfort place. I also wanted to thank you all for accepting my oc and me into the fandom, it really means a lot to me, I love you all ❤️

And now something funny- all the designs Jie had till now!

This is the first one, which I draw on 17.07.2023

The design was so lazy but I’m pretty sure I wanted to just create the image from my head. I now realised that the only thing Jie has since the first design is the Jade necklace. Btw, she was supposed to be a fox demon since the start, this is the picture of her human disguise.

Yes, that’s my drawing. I remember how randomly this one turned out. I realised that I’m not a fan of cold colours so I change Jie’s colour palette but for a long time I didn’t even think about drawing her as Lego. Fun fact!- this one was supposed to be an image of Jie for my fan fiction on Wattpad.

Idk why but I tried drawing her with dark red hair for a while, but soon it turned out to be just a phase.

This one stayed with me for pretty long but I thought her design was too boring

Honestly this would be Jie’s design if only my mind didn’t tell me ‘Hey, now both her and Sun Wukong looks like MK’s parents!’ And since I didn’t want to ship my oc with Monkey King I changed it once again but with heavy heart (the one on the right was supposed to be my fanfic cover 😭 Also the first time I tried the Lego style.

And finally… on 06.09. 2023….

My girl got her first official design. I used Wukong’s colour palette but I got tired of it so I changed her design once again and that’s how you got the current one:

Pretty sure this one will not stay forever though 🙃

[sapientes]

sacrament. aish, 17.07.2023.

transcript:

Hello, good night, are you up— I’m sorry, I have regressed to babyhood and I must wake you up at an ungodly hour. Come here. Give me your hand. My teeth ache and I hunger for something— inarticulable. And, honestly, nothing about this is ungodly. See, come here, kiss me and I kiss you back. The mouth has always been a place of worship. Let me sink my teeth into you— don’t cry, I love you. I do not love my own flesh enough to soothe myself on it, but my teeth ache and I cannot sleep and I am hungry for sensation— satiation. My tears rot in my gums and I need to cleanse them with blood. My teeth ache. Maybe I should swallow them instead. Can I break them against the bones of you? Give me your hand, give me your knuckles— please, so when my softness decays they find my hunger in the hollow of my not-stomach, where it should be. Not in my skull, not smiling, not grimacing in the wake of the aching. Come here, give me your hand. It’s soft, it’s sweet. My teeth ache and I cannot sleep and I will not cry and I love you. Please. I just want to rest.