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Louis Tomlinson, FITFWT23: Birmingham [18.11.2023] 📸 91annawilliams

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Liam yesterday at Disneyworld in Florida - 18.11

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so thats why we are losing

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hello little princess ♡

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Добро. Свет. Покой. Безмятежность. Безвременье.

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FEAR OF ADVANCED LEARNING

Date: 18 November 2023

Duration: 55 minutes at 11:24 PM

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Last night’s meditation was spent in a shallow mind space. In my experience, our shallowest is our waking, remembering and analysing conscious mind. The conscious mind does not dream. Over the years that I have meditated regularly, my subconscious seems to have lost its tight grip over my conscious mind.

There was a time when only certain memories would take up my attention during meditation. The temptation that I have spent many early meditations fighting, was the temptation to indulge in analysis of memories. All analysis would be with the purpose of finding solutions to one problem or another.

Allow me to rephrase the last paragraph: That’s me being distracted during meditation with thoughts of furthering my unacknowledged subconscious desires.

There wasn’t a trace of analysis during last night’s meditation. However, I was unusually aware of my immediate surroundings and any associated memories they were bringing to the fore. Peace is probably trying to minimise my mistrusting analysing self to oblivion, by developing my intuiting inner silence further.

No, my attention doesn’t want to venture into another new lesson on concentration. My attention will not be seen anywhere close to the intuitive mind where a new lesson on inner silence awaits. Oh! The uncertainty of it all! After all, memories are known to my attention but greater inner silence is an unknown part. My attention refused to budge any deeper than what it can handle. With great uncertainty comes great reluctance.

I know the need of the hour. It is patience and diligence. From experience, I also know that those two are made easy by Peace.

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Louis Tomlinson, FITFWT23: Birmingham [18.11.2023] 📸 ementicknap

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Liam in Florida yesterday (x) - 18.11

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I never managed to finish this on FF.net, but had been recently thinking back on this particular story.

I honestly would love to read a few more chapters of their post-war lives, but it was indeed a good ending point.

Characterisation was spot on (save the one differing act in the beginning), the changes were believable. Only the pacing was a bit hurried.

9/10

Chapters: 24/24 Fandom: Gone With the Wind - Margaret Mitchell, Gone With the Wind - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Rhett Butler/Scarlett O'Hara, Ashley Wilkes/Melanie Wilkes, Carreen O'Hara/Brent Tarleton Characters: Scarlett O'Hara, Rhett Butler, Carreen O'Hara, Brent Tarleton, Rosemary Butler, non-canon characters Additional Tags: What-If, Major Departures from Canon Summary:

It's not Charles Hamilton's proposal that Scarlett accepts on the day of the barbecue at Twelve Oaks, unwittingly changing all their lives. A story of growth, survival and love in the shadow of a changing world.

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JULIAN ARE WE GONNA FUCKING DO SOMETHING OR WHAT?????????????

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From: Natalie Ginsburg <natanyag@gmail.com> Sent: Saturday, 18 November 2023 12:50 To: Zianda Goldstuck <Zianda.goldstuck@gmail.com>; Warren Goldstuck <warren.goldstuck@gmail.com>; Amy Stein <amylaurenstein@gmail.com>; Ros and Jack Todes <jtodes@hotmail.com>; Arthur Goldstuck <arthur.goldstuck@gmail.com>; Jayna Goldstuck <goldstuckjay@gmail.com>; Natalie Ginsburg <natanyag@gmail.com>; Shirley Goldstuck <goldstuc@iafrica.com>; Charles Goldstuck <cgoldstuck@gmail.com>; Daniel Goldstuck <daniel.goldstuck@gmail.com>; Daphne Miller <milstein@worldonline.co.za>; Glenn Stein <glennmarcstein@gmail.com>; Kelly Goldstuck <kelly.goldstuck@gmail.com> Subject: the march, sara Netanyahu, a rabbi who predicted, Netanyahu and the Hamas

I have a very bad feeling about the hostages. I think I wrote that I was scared that the children would be given to Moslem families ...not over the news they said that Hamas has said it will maybe not return the mothers with the children.....not clear if they would separate the mothers from the children or would keep them both. There is said to be a woman who delivered while in their hands and I keep wondering if she has kept the child. Nothing more has been written about her. All that we don't know is so frightening and also that the government is hiding facts from us. I realise there may be a good reason for that but nevertheless it is as if we are in a world on a cloud somewhere. Ihope there will be thousands marching with the families. I intend to go to the entrance to the city to meet them and walk with them to the demonstration. I am so tired of hearing planes going over. I think that they may have lost support as at the tent city they have signs calling for the dismissal of Netanyahu. And there is still such support for him. |They should all read this. 

For years, Netanyahu propped up Hamas. Now it’s blown up in our faces

The premier's policy of treating the terror group as a partner, at the expense of Abbas and Palestinian statehood, has resulted in wounds that will take Israel years to heal from

I put on the news each morning praying not to hear of more soldiers who have been killed. I listen to the names praying not to hear a name I know and think of those who have already received the dreaded  knock on the door. I guiltily  wonder if those who still support Netanyahu will still feel the same if it comes for them.

I also wonder if it would be better if we did not receive the hostages back...for their sake and for the sake of the families. God knows in what state they will be returned to us ...especially the women. I wish I did not have an imagination.  And at such moments I have to hold on to my humanity to feel sympathy for those in Gaza. But I know I must not allow that to happen to me. 

Over the news they are warning people about the use of drugs of all sorts at this time. I take a pill at night to sleep but I have such weird dreams not connected with the situation. 

I hope that the families of the Thailanders who were killed and the foreign helpers will receive help from the government .

I think something has happened to my head as I think of something I wanted to write to you about and then the next minute it has gone. I have learned to make notes. 

The news said there would be rain. Once I waited in winter for the rain but now I think of our soldiers, I think of those in the tent city, I think of the Palestinians here in Israel whose homes we have destroyed or rather the settlers have chased from their homes. Last night the daughter of my friends told us that she has been buying slime for the children at the hotel where she is volunteering  from her own money so Sarah Sherman and I gave her a contribution and told her to contact us if she needs more. At least for donations there is no scarcity. Sarah says that so many people want to volunteer...it reminds me of the saying in Hebrew that more than the calves want to receive milk , the cow wants to give it. I think I have that correct. 

The Rabbi who warned Israel about future dangers    https://www.ynetnews.com/magazine/article/bkypnmrnp?utm_source=ynetnews.com&utm_medium=Share&utm_campaign=mail&utm_term=bkypnmrnp&utm_content=Article%20Top

 and 

 And this is Sara Netanyahu at the best. We have heard since that date that she met with some of the families but only those who were checked out as supporters of Netanyahu and who had not taken part in the demonstrations and that she also warned those whom she met that if they wanted their kidnapped families to be first amongst those who are returned, they should refrain from demonstrating against him or criticizing him...you can't believe it.....I saw a video where her spokesman denies it absolutely  but cannot find it now. But you can believe me I saw it. There are no dregs of the sewage to which that family  will not descend. I checked on Google and did not find it there. But I know I saw it. 

Mother of Gaza hostage: Sara Netanyahu came to our meeting with PM and praised him

Just one thing to show why I can still believe in our people. Earlier on on chat an appeal to bring  lunch for the families. Someone had let them down and they needed 200 food packages. As I intend walking, I cannot carry with me as I have enough problems walking without weight. I phoned my friend, Yehudit, at Nofim who was driving there later by car to ask if she could take it for me and she said that within about an hour there was another post to say that the problem had been solved. We do not have leaders but we do have a people who take their place. 

I will send this out  hoping that this time it will go out to you. My correspondence lists disappeared from my chat and I hope that Avner will be able to come tomorrow as there are people on it, mainly the Israeli list who do not receive my emails.  I wonder if I have been hacked. 

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Subject: the march, sara Netanyahu, a rabbi who predicted, Netanyahu and the Hamas

I have a very bad feeling about the hostages. I think I wrote that I was scared that the children would be given to Moslem families ...not over the news they said that Hamas has said it will maybe not return the mothers with the children.....not clear if they would separate the mothers from the children or would keep them both. There is said to be a woman who delivered while in their hands and I keep wondering if she has kept the child. Nothing more has been written about her. All that we don't know is so frightening and also that the government is hiding facts from us. I realise there may be a good reason for that but nevertheless it is as if we are in a world on a cloud somewhere. Ihope there will be thousands marching with the families. I intend to go to the entrance to the city to meet them and walk with them to the demonstration. I am so tired of hearing planes going over. I think that they may have lost support as at the tent city they have signs calling for the dismissal of Netanyahu. And there is still such support for him. |They should all read this. 

For years, Netanyahu propped up Hamas. Now it’s blown up in our faces

The premier's policy of treating the terror group as a partner, at the expense of Abbas and Palestinian statehood, has resulted in wounds that will take Israel years to heal from

I put on the news each morning praying not to hear of more soldiers who have been killed. I listen to the names praying not to hear a name I know and think of those who have already received the dreaded  knock on the door. I guiltily  wonder if those who still support Netanyahu will still feel the same if it comes for them.

I also wonder if it would be better if we did not receive the hostages back...for their sake and for the sake of the families. God knows in what state they will be returned to us ...especially the women. I wish I did not have an imagination.  And at such moments I have to hold on to my humanity to feel sympathy for those in Gaza. But I know I must not allow that to happen to me. 

Over the news they are warning people about the use of drugs of all sorts at this time. I take a pill at night to sleep but I have such weird dreams not connected with the situation. 

I hope that the families of the Thailanders who were killed and the foreign helpers will receive help from the government .

I think something has happened to my head as I think of something I wanted to write to you about and then the next minute it has gone. I have learned to make notes. 

The news said there would be rain. Once I waited in winter for the rain but now I think of our soldiers, I think of those in the tent city, I think of the Palestinians here in Israel whose homes we have destroyed or rather the settlers have chased from their homes. Last night the daughter of my friends told us that she has been buying slime for the children at the hotel where she is volunteering  from her own money so Sarah Sherman and I gave her a contribution and told her to contact us if she needs more. At least for donations there is no scarcity. Sarah says that so many people want to volunteer...it reminds me of the saying in Hebrew that more than the calves want to receive milk , the cow wants to give it. I think I have that correct. 

The Rabbi who warned Israel about future dangers    https://www.ynetnews.com/magazine/article/bkypnmrnp?utm_source=ynetnews.com&utm_medium=Share&utm_campaign=mail&utm_term=bkypnmrnp&utm_content=Article%20Top

 and 

 And this is Sara Netanyahu at the best. We have heard since that date that she met with some of the families but only those who were checked out as supporters of Netanyahu and who had not taken part in the demonstrations and that she also warned those whom she met that if they wanted their kidnapped families to be first amongst those who are returned, they should refrain from demonstrating against him or criticizing him...you can't believe it.....I saw a video where her spokesman denies it absolutely  but cannot find it now. But you can believe me I saw it. There are no dregs of the sewage to which that family  will not descend. I checked on Google and did not find it there. But I know I saw it. 

Mother of Gaza hostage: Sara Netanyahu came to our meeting with PM and praised him

Just one thing to show why I can still believe in our people. Earlier on on chat an appeal to bring  lunch for the families. Someone had let them down and they needed 200 food packages. As I intend walking, I cannot carry with me as I have enough problems walking without weight. I phoned my friend, Yehudit, at Nofim who was driving there later by car to ask if she could take it for me and she said that within about an hour there was another post to say that the problem had been solved. We do not have leaders but we do have a people who take their place. 

I will send this out  hoping that this time it will go out to you. My correspondence lists disappeared from my chat and I hope that Avner will be able to come tomorrow as there are people on it, mainly the Israeli list who do not receive my emails.  I wonder if I have been hacked. 

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