#Barnesposting but the sentiment goes for a few of us

[stacksolotl]

We started this and then haven't been using it for some reason... I guess it's kinda my fault. I ain't sure I've really recovered from the last time I tried putting myself out there. Having supposed friends/people you admired laugh at you blows.

Being an old fuck who grew up in fandom spaces trying to come out about/stop masking about diagnoses and shit you can't change is hard to begin with, but these days between purity culture and online ableism-disguised-as-inclusion it's basically impossible. We always get sick over what people are going to think, which ain't normally how we are. There's just something about the internet that don't help matters. Funny, considering IRL we don't give a fuck.