#Btw had a new possibly split; a traumaholder bc ofc =w=;; And they erm kept getting attached to doll symbolism and stuff bc of work ig
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AGH WATCHING A VIDEO ON OSDD1B IS MAKING ME DENIAL SPIRAL
Specifically bc of the misconception over acting different with different emotions
And I thought "okay well explain this dumb british man" (/t), and I proceeded to assume that I am in fact gaslighting myself
SIGHHHHHH
Hi I'm back after like minutes of irl existing lmao
And I just dont have those feelings anymore rn but only bc adhd made em go away /silly
But erm uh yeah, sucks
#sepiasys.txt#It makes me rlly sad to not have total amnesia but still definitely have amnesia and have the fun experience of remembering stuff between#//I'm back :3 guess whos back; back again#So yeah uh. Its sad to not feel totally like a system. It's sad to believe it's osdd and yet due to the nature of it; it's not rlly easy to#discern/figure out if thats the case. depending.#Btw had a new possibly split; a traumaholder bc ofc =w=;; And they erm kept getting attached to doll symbolism and stuff bc of work ig#Security doll. Hidden camera in the eyes /silly#But yeah no uhm. We do in fact use emotional baseline as a MAJOR indicator of who we are? <:3#Like even now I'm not rlly sure who I am but ik I've gotta be solidly enough one person#So I just kinda. Call myself 🌼 but not the typical 🌼🍪? Bc usually as 🌼 we be silly and little and stuffs#But. Yeah idk. I don't even know if its true tbh <:3 The concept of ages isn't smth we rlly go into. Just maturity and other id stuff ig#Usually 🌼 is a little tho; like the high energy and innocent baby duck behaviors XD But then theres ME#I don't even know if I'm ALSO 🌼 or just someone else?? Idk. it's funky and weird loll
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