#CRIES AND SCREAMS AND POINTS!!!!!!!!!!!
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400% sure he would love steven universe
#trigun#trigun 98#doodles#art#comic#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#steven universe#anime#my first contribution is an illustration that took me like a whole week to get through#my second contribution is a silly i was up till 6 am for#as god intended o7#hes so pathetic and sad i wanna shake him#^ every character i can say that about is my favorite character in the whole media hands down#we all cried during the bismuth episode dont say you didn't#EDIT IF YOU SEE THIS POST GO LOOK AT MY OTHER TRIGUN FANART FROM A WEEK AG O TOO PLS PLS PLS PLS P#edit 2 - EDITED WW's SKINTONE!!! the color reference i used made him look a lot paler than he's supposed to be. apologies!#i am so glad someone pointed that out before i put my trigun charms into production. i edited the charm too to be more tan#if i put whitewashed wolfwood keychains into production i would have SCREAMED
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i love lego ninjago, it lures u in with a false sense of security with the characters being literal legos and then proceeds to show some of the most distressing plot lines i've ever seen in children's animation
#ninjago#the only thing keeping it y7 or whatever it is is the fact they're legos and can't be brutalized too badly 😭😭#im watching hunted rn and there are not enough characters in these tags to explain how insane this is#i FEEL insane#i remember watching a video abt how the ninja don't talk abt their trauma too deeply and i get why it'll up the age rating#unironically i think the ninja as a collective have suffered more than jesus#at least jesus only got resurrected once 😭#jace yaps#i remember being a kid and me and my 3 sisters would be on the couch screaming at the tv idk maybe it was skybound#the point is we were stressed. i think we cried at the end of rebooted. i know for a fact cole turning into a ghost ruined my week.
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i have to genuinely ask. what is the point of the last episode??? they just. killed dean to make us sad. five straight minutes of dean dying and saying gayer shit to his brother than the angel he was supposed to be in love with. sam being miserable. what. was. the. point.
#s15 ep20#I DONT GET IT#SERIOUSLY LIKE. WAS THIS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE A LAST JAB AT THE FANS??? THERES NO SENSE IN IT???#when the alarm clock rang i was fully prepared to hear heat of the moment. somehow i didnt. nonsense#so what dean’s on an eternal road trip waiting for sam. and cas isn’t even there with him??? whats the point#actively crying over the ending screaming what was the point at my screen#sam had to just?? live his life?? he died surrounded by memories of his family but they aren’t even THERE#they shouldve just killed him with dean fuck off#that was just?? an extended form of torture?? they couldve made the ending about sam but this isnt even really about him#it’s not even about the brothers after dean dies its just. sick. its awful#this is the sort of ending chuck would write. eric kripke i will end you someday#sam lives the rest of his life without his brother dies of old age?? whats the point if HIS FAMILY ARENT THERE#he’s basically dying alone. his son might be blood but his real family is all gone. whats the fuckingg point#devastating i’m gonna watch the pilot to cheer myself up i cant believe i cried over that fuckass ending#supernatural#spn#spn finale#sam winchester#dean winchester#sam and dean#sam yaps about spn
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I have said it before and I am saying it again: Ford should get to be a bit of a crybaby when regressed, as a threat 👏
He can unlearn the shame of crying better (speculation/hc since he's a man in his 60s--or late 50s if you want--that grew up in the 60s with a toxic father figure. I don't have a single doubt that Filbrick would've taught his children that. One way or another, even) when he's feeling small.
Plus, rather than supressing his fears, anxieties and etc he could just, let it out. It would be good for him, me thinks.
Yeah obviously it doesn't mean he would have a 180º change in attitude once he's done, and, hell, I think he would still try to supress it even when he's regressed and such, but I think the key difference is that he would struggle more to do so at that moment, and so he would end up in a puddle of his own tears.
And then later the shame comes since "boys don't cry", "men don't cry" and blah blah blah, but ya know, baby steps.
Or if he's with someone else he gets a nice hug and pets while he lets all the stress out.
He gets to be vulnerable, and soft, and to be the protected, as a threat.
#ever cried so hard you suddenly feel like you can breathe again? yeah he would benefit from it me thinks#what would make him cry I don't know#or maybe since he's not in adult mode he could get a bit more overwhelmed with things too#like multiple nightmares in a row#there comes a point where you just want to scream because you want to sleep!!! fuck you brain!!!#and him being little might have a bit of a hard time processing/rationalizing it#if I think about him too much I will be the one crying ough#he should get to be soft and pampered and spoiled a little#he deserves it#I also thought Fiddleford could help him too?#like Fidds is like “it's okay to cry hun just let it out” and so and ough#that could be for another work#I kinda started a series I think so I'm slowly introducing stuff#like in the next one Ford finds out that Stanley knows about his regression and such#Fidds will appear in a future work and etc#agere#age regression#fandom agere#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#gravity falls age regression#gravity falls little space
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update watched yuri on ice eps 5-9 and im freaking out cause:
YURI ACTUALLY SAYS ALL THIS IN CANON???:
“I want to be hated as the man who took Victor from the whole world!”
*touches foreheads together* *intense eye contact* “Don’t ever take your eyes off me”
“I’m the only one who can who can satisfy Victor. I’m the only one in the whole world who knows Victor’s love”
“With my coach, Victor, I’ll win with the power of love!”
“I’ll show my love to the whole of Russia”
THEN THERES ALSO:
Victor half naked slumped on yuri cause he had too much to drink...then the pic being posted everywhere LKASJDF
Victor hugging yuri while watching performances
Victor FLOPPING ON HIS BED WITH YURI TAKING A NAP TOGETHER??
VICTOR SHATTERING YURI’S HEART AND THEN ASKING IF A KISS WOULD MAKE IT BETTER IM-
-YURI JUST ASKING FOR HIS SUPPORT AND PRESENCE IN RESPONSE AHH <333
YURI SLAYING THE PERFORMANCE, GETTING AN INSANE HUG THAT KNOCKS HIM OVER, AND WAS THAT AN ALMOST KISS/REAL KISS AINT NO WAYYYYY
YURI SLAYING ANOTHER PERFORMANCE, VICTOR KISSES HIS SKATE ON CAMERA?????
THEY LITERALKU HAVE A COUPLES REUNION AT THE AIRPORT???
Then…then…THEN Yuri asks Victor to be his coach until he retires AND AND ANDDDD VICTOR TAKES HIS HAND OFF HIS SHOULDER…me expecting him to let go and then he HE FUCKING KISSES YURI’S HAND AND SAYS ITS LIKE A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL??? Then he says “I wish you’d never retire” HELLO???? WHERES THE RING??

#blu liveblogs#yuri on ice#yoi ep 5-9#guys im head in hands /pos cause this cannot be real like#i saw everyone saying it gets gayer and i was like ok bet right#then i was like#jaw drop after jaw drop AFTER JAW DROP BC. HOLY SHIT.#oh my GOD#i just#i cant even form coherent thoughts rn#not yuri having a breakdown and feeling pressured by the world hating him for “stealing” victor away from the world and then#gets an instant boost by empowering himself cause damn right he DID steal victor implying victor is HIS then he fucking goes and#and makes intense eye contact with victor HRAJNSLDAKJF#literally mentions victor's love or some variation of it at least 5 times#then omg the part where he cried i was like omg yuri you poor baby#then victor fucking says WOULD A KISS MAKE IT BETTER? a kiss GUYS a KISS???? yes because thats totally nformal for a coach#yuri just asks for his support and presnce and i was like omg lovee that part#yes yuri you go slay that program after crying it does in fact feel better after you've had a good cry#then THEN thennnn HOLY SHIT VICTOR JUST. KNOCKS HIM DOWN WITH A HUG AND THEN TEHRES FUCKING SLOMO OF AN IMPLIED ALMOST MOUTH ON MOUTH KISS-#SCREAMS#does victor just lose it anytime yuri pulls some move that he would do too#THEN HE PULLS VICTOR IN BY HIS *TIE* TOO AT SOME POINT IDK I FORGOT BUT OH MY GODD#and also VICTOR. KISSING. HIS. SKATE. oh my god. my dude. ON CMAERA??#i need a better phrase than the 'gay sex is less gay than whatever the hell these two have going on' but its literally the whole show like#oh my god and when they were running with each other with the glass in between them at the airport...and then yuri runs into victor's arms.#then they have some sort of indirect gay af marriage proposal holy shit im#i need a moment#i also love that russian yuri gave yuri the katsudon pirozhki that was so sweet#and v thoughtful of his grandpa too#also the classical music fan in me is happy with the music xD
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I don't think we talk about xiyao exes to lovers enough. I understand that in canon the "breakup" ended with death and imo it was never going to end any other way (I have a lot of feelings about how jgy is doomed from the start) but even in aus where survival is an option I barely ever see their full potential realized. The fact that there is this heartbreaking gap that is between them now, and yet that, despite it all, they can't stop loving each other. When you have drama this good, why is the conflict relegated to outside threats and we end up with little to no exploration of internal strife, of the fact that these guys have been living a domestic lie for a decade (I cannot stress this enough, the amount of parralels between xiyao and jgy's marriage to qin su are staggering.)
And let me be clear I will NEVER begrudge anyone their hurt/comfort and wanting their faves who are denied happiness and peace at every turn to find it. god knows I need that sometimes. Or even the less healthy but so emotionally devastating fics where the caring isn't good, and it doesn't fix anything- might only make things worse, actually- and xichen ends up recreating his father's fate. I love all of those things. But. Man. This divorce was over 11 years in the making it should take AT LEAST that long to resolve. What do you do when the person you trusted the most lied to you for years? What do you do when the only person who's ever believed in you loses that faith so completely they'd hurt you over a lie without hesitation? I need me some xiyao who try to get over each other for 20 years and fail. I need them to meet after not seeing each other for years and have it hurt like no time has passed at all. I need arguments where no one raises their voice but that feel like a screaming match anyway. Do you see my vision?? Do you see what we could have?
(if fics that do exacly this are out there, recs are of course welcome)
#mdzs#meng yao#xiyao#lan xichen#jin guangyao#rs: i wish it could've been you#this might make some people really mad#at the idea that jgy has any right to have grievances with xichen but uh...#i'm not interested in arguing with jgy antis. go scream at a wall#or a different camp who DO like xiyao but who are like 'but xichen was lied to jgy wouldn't blame him'#the fact that it was a lie makes it WORSE you guys know that right?#some of you have never been the proverbial boy who cried wolf#and had people assume everything you say is a lie because you've lied in the past#and good for you! You SHOULD be honest with those you love i'm very happy for all of you#but also. lmao. you have no idea how that feels.#i have read aus where they break up and get back together of course#but i always end up feeling like people see the conflict as an obstacle? a thing to get past so we can get them back together#and not.. you know. the most interesting part. the selling point#I think in a slightly lower stakes au xiyao should wait a few years get back together because they love each other and then break up AGAIN#when they realize that the old relationship they had with that easy trust is gone forever. love isn't enough to bring that back#you can build something new. including a new kind of trust just as potent. but that old easy kind is gone.#and i think they should try to get it back because it was the best thing they ever had#and get fucked up about it when they realize they can't#and it should take them well over a decade to mourn it until they're ready to let it go and try to make something new of it#PLEASE let me talk about the xichen qin su parralels please let me talk about how rusong is nmj-coded#not in personality but in the function he has narratively as someone that can never stop haunting jgy.#the fact that nmj's death and rusong's birth were likely extremely close to each other timeline wise LET'S TALK ABOUT IT
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Hello! Update from me!
In order to not get burnt out on drawing, I like to work on whatever I feel like each day. However, I REALLY want to work on part 2 of the Earthspark comic, BUT it has alot of moving parts and I want to do it right the first time.
So while yes I'm working on it lowkey in the background, there shall be more fun things/non-Piston things in the meantime. Example: I got something going live tomorrow stay tuned!
I'm going to LA TFCon in March and my outfit isn't done yet so I have to work on that as well! It was going to be more elaborate, but, Piston. (If you see me say hello! I'll post what my bag looks like and also I'll have Piston with me)
Also I would like to be emotionally vulnerable for a moment, I never thought people would like Piston so much and it makes me tear up a little bit. No really! Thank you so much, I genuinely mean it! The first time I drew Piston I didn't like it at all and was going to quit but then I drew this on their reference sheet and it changed everything:
I hadn't drawn in years and always wanted to and this little bug got rid of my artist block. So I pursue! Yet, sometimes, I get nervous bc I have some serious not fun story related things planned with them and I don't want tomatoes thrown at my head. Plain to say, no matter what continuation, The Last Mile Marker, Earthspark or TF One, my goofy lamb gets hit with a hammer and has to recover from it, somehow. Piston is my pride and joy and I love them with all my heart, they too shall pursue to stay goofy!
To see such a kind and welcoming embrace from the Transformers community makes me so happy! I love each and every one of you thank you for being so nice!
Here is a teaser of the first page of part 2. I stretched out the canvas to fit one of the sketches. Yes I misspelled peace! Right now I'm working with a friend to figure out the perspective on the last page, safe to say, images that go hard I'm cooking i love colors etc etc. I don't know when it will be done, but it will be!
#not going to fully fandom tag this out but thank you!!!!!!#when it comes to Piston I like to zig instead of zag but also in a way that is narratively satisfying#example Piston never cries ever BUT they do scream if pushed to that point and boy does that come back to haunt someone#2 someones :) at different times#my baby is goofy but they want to be like their Decepticon Sire how could it possibly go wrong#a baby with no impulse control and no understanding of nuance or context who does whatever they feel like at any given moment#HOW COULD IT GO WRONG#a baby whom is physically stronger and faster than their creators and doesnt realize it .................yet#also to whomever is in here in the tags: sometimes i feel really bad about how my artstyle constantly looks different (to me atleast)#but my rule is if i draw it i must post it#i wish i was consistent but we get to watch me learn how to draw in real time and the journey of it all#i like Piston bc i get to see how ive improved just by scrolling down but WHY did i give them angled bunny ears#if i were to redesign them id make them moveable so they could emote even more with the wings#transformers#personal#tf piston#piston#maccadam
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Breaking news: a guy is on the brink of killing himself because his flatmate is angry at him because he cannot keep the flat clean.
#i was angry at first at her cuz she pointed it out#then i was a bit more understanding. she was right. it was filthy#then i was angry at myself for not being able to keep it clean#then i was angry at her again because MY ROOM DOESN'T STINK. I LIVE IN IT. IT SMELLS LIKE SOMEONE LIVES IN IT.#then im angry at my brain for not letting me calm down#then i cried#and then i lit an incense#and now im calming down in my bed after rage cleaning everything#and peobably annoying my neighbours with my screaming and swearing#but at least im calm now#and theres incence or however that was spelled idk im dying
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Sonic really going through it after being separated from shadow, and the anxiety of the possibility that Shadow might be gone (either permanently/mentally). Admitting that without him Sonic IS alone and the others aren’t really his friends. But recognizes there is some part of them on each different version like Halcyon.
Then Nine ( who is a version of his brother that never had someone ) loses his actual brother , Prism. A version of Shadow that was there for Nine. And all of this happens while Shadow was away
Sonic went through the horror of almost losing Shadow only to watch someone with his same face be murdered right in front of him. And unlike other instances this isn’t an “almost” , this happened and there is no way to fix it
Like the emotional wreckage of all of this
Anyways, Shadow walks into this mess like “hey guys done with my mission, did u know I’m left handed in another dimension?” Like 😭😭😭
everyone be quiet a true lovelynhead is speaking
#anonymous#YOU. understand me.#10verse is crazy. it's insane. it makes me unwell#prism and nine and android prism i swear to god i will draw you at some point. screams and cries#i loved this ask btw it delighted me. thank you for being a lorehead <3
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i am thinking. about firefly wedding and being a tool v a person. rambling abt satoko and shinpei and throwing ideas at the wall. (some chapter 28 spoilers btw)



they are all tools to something. satoko being a tool to her family and shinpei and kotaro being a tool to her(albeit in slightly different ways).
initially satoko uses shinpei as a means to leave the island and shinpei uses her as a way to feel needed. this ofc changes over the course of the manga and theres alr this post abt how shinpei doesnt see satoko as an object considering the different reactions to her scar i think more obviously is the talk he has with her on the boat as they are leaving the island in chap 16 where he says i want to know more abt what kind of girl you are.

he wants to get to know her more as a person. understand her better. know why she is like this. what kind of girl is she. her likes?dislikes? and its mutual in chap 28


ever since chap 24 there is this explicit mutual commitment because this relationship isnt a short time thing on the island anymore. they’re stuck together now and its ok to have this mutual curiosity abt one another and they’re both able take the time to know more abt each other now. they’re not tools to each other anymore but somebody to have a long term relationship with
which makes me think abt kotaro. kotaro who brings satokos medicine and brings her favourite sweet. he learns these things abt her and obviously sees her as a person but encourages satoko being a tool to her family. its not his fault because its what satoko herself thinks she wants. i wonder if satoko knows kotaros likes and dislikes too. satokos whole dilemma of marriage for her family or for herself. does she want to be the tool or her own person. i think this is something shinpei(and kotaro) have to address in the future too since shinpei thinks of himself as a tool and it hasnt been addressed yet. lots of things to think abt and see what happens this year
#yk i was rambling on disc abt how we actually dont know a lot abt shinpei which makes sense because theres no reason for satoko#to learn that since its short term and how going forward we will learn more AND THEN IMMEDIATELY.#CHAP 28 gave me that i cried#i havent read it yet actually fhese r screenshots from ppl on twitter…#they invented love in 2023 and 2024#firefly wedding#hotaru no yomeiri#claude txt#like im soooo chap 24 was such a turning point#i thought abt how shinpei is just happier after 24 andhsjjssjjdsjjjsjdj#urhgghhh shinpei has always thought abt them long term and now its mutual!!!!!!#and i scream cry and throw up#starting the year right with a cute first date chapter …#i saw the editor say that on twitter i think
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Day 223 | id in alt
Maki thinking some very unsorcererly things over a piece of damn cheesecake.
(Read from right to left💥)
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#zenin maki#inumaki toge#its always the cheesecake tbh#cheese cake isn't bad i think it depends on the type for me tbh sometimes it takes too....cakey....???#fuck i dont even know#ive had some very good cheesecake in my life and man im trying to rob a relative of her recipe#anyway. Maki had a strict diet because of the clan but because Kugisaki showed up and found out her love of junkfood....#it all came crashing down VERY quickly#Kugisaki indulges Maki and vice versa. its kinda funny how they're both violent enablers of eachother#Not pointing fingers but if you're gonna be vauge in the comments then get out or post up in the asks#tell me what ails you#for the other people#these two are fucking deranged idk what their issue is but im sure ill figure it out sometime#im getting there nobamaki enjoyers im getting there TRUST TRUST#time to get hysterically distracted while i write the description of the images#suddenly everything turns into cocomelon#i fucked up the placement but yknow my ass#Kugisaki and Maki are just too silly they're trying to exist but they're so fucked up#my silliest silly#Maki has only the faintest idea of fucked up connections and nobody talks about how shes absolutely abysmal at it#my brain is envisioning Kugisaki with a brick and that's it rn#Beyonce songs are playing#am i hallucinating#the fucked up spoon....lordt#thought about those wack bitches with those wide ass necks and cried#i hope you all imagine everytime i type shit in the tags that its of those stressed ass evangelion screams
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akira my snookum bookum cookie dookie stinkabutt whhy am i the only one talking ??
#devilman crybaby#akira fudo#ryo askua#ryo x akira#i cried so hard when i watched this#i used to kin akira fr#pointing at the screen and screaming that’s literally me#tw mild gore#ig
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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It
#blue chatter#they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity#I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit#and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned#I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will#I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me#uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight#and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need#to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told#that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily#even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though#I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right#which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing#I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was#definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.
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Waking up to boner inducing information holy shit
#THE LAST POINT ABOUT KNOCKBACK AND WIND MIGITATION#PLEAAAASEE CAPCOM I CAN ONLY BE SO ERECT#SCREAMS CRIES THROWS UP GLAIVE DANCINGNIS BACK
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Hbo fucking useless at this point because how the fuck did they managed to make one of the most horrifying scenes in the whole got universe become so anticlimactic and just boring??
You literally have a book to tell you how to make the scene and them you go and make boring like this is why the red wedding stands superior 10 years later smh
#'did you want to see kids dying?' well yes#and my point is not even that is the fact heleana was got make that decision and then they go and kill the son he choose to live saying#saying to the other one his mom choose him to die and now she has to live with both of these decisions and its such a cruel scene where +#she screams and cries and begs but in the show its just nothing zero like thank god the actress is amazing but still is so bleak#house of the dragon#hotd s2#heleana targaryen#blood and cheese
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I'm going to kill off Raiden once I'm done redesigning them I can't take this anymore explodes them explodes them explodes them
#rat rambles#oc posting#removing them from the comic an action that is both feasible and desirable#everytime I blink I only see them. I see other characters and I see them. and yet I cannot see them they allude me eternally#shakes and cries and screams#ok Im done being dramatic but I am also suffering immensely#Ive simplified things as much as I can so at this point Im left with nothing but the clothes and colors as the problems#which if you know me youd know are both my absolute least favorite part of character design#and Ive been trying so hard dude I've been trying to figure out clothes since the start of this and I cant find smth that works#Ive resorted to drawing them in other characters outfits in hopes itll give me inspiration#but all its done is make me certain they need their colors reworked more and I dont wannaaaaaaa
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