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Been playing Stardew Valley with a few friends off and on and it's been pretty fun. I'm currently between going for Sebastian or Shane.

One friend is pushing me to try for Shane because they think I'd enjoy seeing his character development and backstory. The other told me he doesn't want that man on our shared property and is pushing me to go for Sebastian. I'm currently tormenting the latter with the idea of me marrying Shane. So far friend 2 is not impressed and is actively giving Shane trash they fish up to spite him lol.

Having fun in general. It's nice because with these two friends they wanna have a chill slower paced farm life whereas a previous friend who introduced me to it was trying to speedrun the whole ass thing and made it chaotic and unenjoyable.

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Behold my unmedicated 10-14 year old autism writing :D

This is my longest fic (unfinished) - It's the Pokemon / Naruto crossover fic I've been talking about btw x3

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I didn't have a character/NPC in game to ship with my Vulpera who could talk to machines til like last night when I met a character called Firim in game. I love him so much <3

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Just saw a DNI that said "DNI Pro-cringe culture"

My brother in christ you're an account that makes sexuality flags on characters to use as icons... like the call is coming from inside the house lmfao

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Tell me why after seeing the alt sprite for Bar Guy from "No, I'm not a Human" I got stupid obsessed with him?

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1, 7, & 17 for the Blorbo asks plssss <3

Aaaa tyyy for the ask Lo <3

Idr if I've posted about him or not on here but like Vash from Trigun is a big one that I probably don't talk about enough. Its funny because when I first watched the og Trigun I was obsessed with Legato (I mean he hits some very specific vibes shsfdsdf) but like Vash is def husbando levels of vibes for me

7. Oh god theres so many things depending on the blorbo.. I can already feel the target on my back x'D. If we're going with Vash specifically tho I think a lot of people miss when breaking down his character is usually between how/why he acts silly as a cover, just how deep his love runs for humans and how much guilt he carries from everything thats happened / he feels to be a direct cause of and how it affects him internally. Also no one (that I've seen atleast sudfhsdf) talks about how he's like over 100 years old and has probably watched people not only grow up but grow old / die that he's likely grown incredibly attached to and how he must feel knowing eventually everything / everyone he knows will likely be gone long before he is.

17. Suffering for a blorbo is enrichment. Gotta make em bleed, cry and leave em a little broken once in awhile. As a treat. <3 (I do also enjoy giving them happy times but sometimes you gotta fuck them up a bit usdfhsdf)

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Thinking deep thoughts about a very old vampire taking me in as his pet and giving me anything I could want or need and the only thing he wants is to have something to come home to. He doesn't even care if I love him back or like want to fuck him or whatever, he just wants me to enjoy my short life however I please and tell him about things I enjoy or have going on. Every so often he gives me a new credit card to run up so I can buy art of my ocs and blorbos / friends ocs. Listens to me talk for an hour about the intricacies of the furry fandom or how blorbo #765 would be fantastic if they were yandere in a specific setting and why hypnosis is an integral part of the fic I'm working on in regards to this. Like also he has a life and does things outside of this whole thing but just comes back like "how was your day? Did you write about the horny doctor and his medical malpractice? I'm sure you'll finish it soon, dear.". Idk it just hits vibes sdufhsdf.

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When you see something of a character you haven't thought about in awhile cross your dash and you can just *FEEL* the sudden wave of "Ohhh.. I'm about to be so annoying about this" come over you

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7, 11, 13, 42, 69 - as you please or whatever you want to skip ^_^

I was just in the middle of sending you one when I saw the ping x'D

7. Right now I'm in the process of letting it grow out (since I have like no idea wtf I wanna do with it rn and I bleached it within the last month or two lol) so its like a mix of my natural reddish brown w/ the random white hairs I'm getting now and the lower half is like the weird golden blonde I had lol. I'm hoping to dye it again soon when I have the time / money though! :3

11. Its gotta be Tumblr... and this one for the specifics lol. I have the most fun here and its nice to just vibe here and post whatever lol

13. So my mom had two families and I have 2 older (living) siblings and one younger sibling. I don't really get along with the older ones enough to talk with them much but I see my younger one the most and we have similar interests (anime, videogames, furry shit lmao).

42. I take wayyyy too many. Irl I have a lot of like... medical issues and still in the process of diagnosing them. However, after tallying them up I am currently on 12 that I take every day at a minimum of like once a day (some are 2-3 times a day). Most of it is for random ailments but 3-4 of them help with the nerve / muscle issues I have.

69. I actually used to play keyboard and had attempted to play guitar. Admittedly I don't have the hand motion / lack of pain I used to so it's not something I can do anymore but I do miss the keyboard. I used to wanna play flute and violin as well but never managed to get either. I'd like to try working with digital synthesizers in the future on my pc since I think I can manage that but its one of those "wtf do I do / where do I start sort of things" lol. Its weird because some mornings I wake up with tunes in my head and no idea how to jot them down so I can remember / play them properly (since I used to play by ear). I think my general love of music is a part of the reason I fell so hard for Brook from One Piece when a friend introduced me to the series (I know random side thing but it made me think of him lol).

Also thank you so much for the ask <3

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On some positive notes I've been obsessed with Schedule 1 (the game) and have been having a blast playing. In a shocking twist Peter is my favorite customer. It's multiplayer so I've been trying to find people to play it with but like the responses are "I'm not paying $20 for that" or "seems boring". I've been having fun on my own but kinda wish I had someone to talk to about it or someone to watch me play.

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Had my brother over while he was waiting for my mom to finish hanging out at a local bar type deal and my brother reminded me of all the random stories I used to write when I was a teenager (he remembered some I even forgot and it was nice to share the memories again). He helped me with writing a lot and would usually give me lore info most of the time. I told him I was rewriting the Pokemon/Naruto story and he was happy to hear it and we talked over ideas and lore in general for awhile.

But like then he told me that because of my story he was inspired to write something loosely based off my ideas of legendary Pokemon being Gods and using humans as vessels and I was floored. I didn't realize I inspired him. It was such a nice warm feeling knowing I contributed to him writing too. ;-; <3

Like guys I'm fr emotional about that, idk man it just makes me feel so happy <3 ;-; <3

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My mother, upon hearing the price for a pair of people to bowl for a bowling event (which was $40) exclaimed "$40 TO BOWL?? YOU'RE GODDAMN SICK.."

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What if a God was dethroned by being killed and then its soul / powers were released from the body holding them and then went back to its temple of origin and people made a pilgrimage there to gain its power and potentially become the new God by proving yourself worthy before it within its hallowed halls?

This was a theme in my Pokemon / Naruto crossover fic I made when I was like 14. Dude my shit went so hard lmao.

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I need to actually go back and rework the PLA fic I was working on a few years back. Just like... Make it more readable. If I can edit it I can probably consider actually uploading my shit on AO3. I've never uploaded anything of mine anywhere other than like snippets here and there. Terror.jpg moment for me fr. But.. it would also be a shame if I lost it like I lost most of my old work. So.... Yeah.

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Slowly forcing myself to get back into drawing things by making myself do art trades with people

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Suddenly remembering a time when I was like 14-16 and I was constantly spewing out oc x canon stories and would regularly get my friends in on it with their ocs with canon characters

I really miss being able to do that. I don't really have friends who I regularly chat with who are super into that kinda stuff like I am. I feel like if I did I'd be more into writing again since that was a huge part of the fun for me. Both of my longest running fics had self-insert ocs with both myself and my friends. I'd like to revisit them and either rework or finish them as intended originally.