#I am a Good Girl... (musings)
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Had to fight god to go to sleep at a time that will allow me enough sleep for this possibly-a-date rather than manic cleaning the kitchen or smth
#musings#i am going out tmrw w a girl i like tremendously!#mentioned this to no one bc it snuck up on me. and is terrifying#we will see how it goes every1 send good vibes etc
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I love the rhyming on ttpd. can only think of two examples currently but I know there’s more.
#the dancing phantoms on the terrace do they get second hand embarrassed#is e v e r y t h I n g#but also I can’t stop thinking about:#you. look. like. taylor swift. in this light—we’re lovin’ it#like just the flow. the cadence. not even just the rhyme but#her ease with language and playfulness with it and all the little pockets and corners of so many songs#even ones you think you don’t like. settle in with time!#like the thing about taylor is that she is VERY much a poet#in that some of her genius/way with words is innate#and the images and stuff she uses the turns of phrase can feel so garish and embarrassing on first listen#they JAR#but honestly I think it’s because she is truly …. new? she is doing something NEW#and the shock and outrage that always goes with new things is always present with a Taylor album#and I think she’s drawing on so much from the past to write but she is so deeply rooted in the present cultural moment#so it’s so easy to dismiss her writing on first glance as like. idk a college girl’s idea of poetry#as being too Stark or Melodramatic.#she loves OBVIOUS imagery and extremely dramatic ones too#but she isn’t actually just throwing stuff at the wall#because pretty much always. it starts to land and soften and settle#and the image she’s chosen has done its job of drawing you into a world#and/or communicating an emotion#and sometimes it’s so upsetting. like. get me out of the bedroom with Matty Healy taylor!!!!!!!!!! but. the art is art-ing!#I guess is what I’m saying. she’s good at this it isn’t just hype#but some of it really is that she’s taking us places we might not want to go or are so quick to pass judgment on#as being unworthy of a song or more importantly a poem. but present art HAS to do that#and does do it!!!!!! idk I am just. musing
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If "Lonely is the Muse" fits your OC, they may be entitled to beat your ass! 😀
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#lonely is the muse#halsey#the great impersonator#oc inspo#muse inspo#I am so sorry to the following babies 👉🏽👈🏽🥺:#aren’t all the pretty girls happy? ☆ madison hunter.#(Oh God this hits even more for Maddie now that she is literally a model. 😐 SHE'S INSPIRED BESTSELLING ROMANCE NOVELS!!)#i'll do this my way; i gotta be on my own ☆ ryland allerdyce.#never not the nice one; mustn't be a bitch hun ☆ petra maximoff.#verse: marvel#it's just not my year but i'm all good out here ☆ caroline schneider.#verse: scream#sugar in my teeth demons in my dreams ☆ luna koval.#starved it till it died and i did not cry ☆ hayden crane.#verse: dc universe#♫ music.
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mmm... victoria taking after her father and wanting to grow up into a gentleman rather than a lady versus the expectation that she becomes the woman of the house after her mother dies..... something in that i think
#second doctor#don't mind me it's 12:07am and i am just musing gfdjk#also then victoria being left with the harrises#who seem like a pretty ordinary 60s couple#& who most likely know Nothing about where she's come from#they just see a young girl who probably comes off as very naive about the world#what happens when they start trying to prepare her to grow up into an ordinary 60s woman.#nothing good for her i think lmao
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Guess who's getting ✨comfortable✨ with their artstyle agaaaain
#sham's art#shamsbabs#iliana#fable#izraedira#nudity tw#artistic nudity#however it's cropped because i am still very shy#also i don't want to get nuked for some practice doodles-#anywho!!! been experimenting a lot with anatomy as of late just cuz i want to make it look better#plus i'm tryna get comfortable with doing some bodily studies for a later part of my reference project#alas my muse is my girls as always but that's because i want to perfect her unconventional trans girl energies#otherwise! i just wanted to draw izraedira for funsies and i'm in the process of redesigning fable for the first time in about 5 years ish#making her more bird esque as well as trying to perfect her frame so she looks more fable#i've always puctured her as rectangular so that's what i'm aiming for-#hi i'm sham and i love women of all shapes ♥ i just need more women of various shapes in my roster#i've got tons to redesign so hopefully i can get even more good shapes as i go#later me problem tho i've rambled long enough-#digital doodles#kingdom hearts oc
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So, all usual concerns and subject matter aside, I think there is one very important aspect of Eöl's character that I rarely ever see touched upon, and that is the fact that he is, objectively, a horse girl.
Like -- my good sir, you live in the middle of what is, by all accounts, a dense, dark, magical forest with all sorts of winding paths and the tallest trees in Beleriand; it sounds like an absolute nightmare for any kind of hoofed quadruped to navigate (except perhaps deer and goats, but they are insane and therefore outliers, so they don't count). What do you need all these horses for??
He never really leaves home, other than occasionally to visit the dwarves; I can understand having maybe two or three horses, for travel and as backups. And yet, he has enough of them that -- with Maeglin on one, Aredhel on another, and himself on a third -- he can not only change his out for a fresh horse, but also have his pick of "the swiftest that he had," implying that, even with those three absences, there is still a sizeable group remaining at home in Nan Elmoth.
Clearly, there is but one answer here and, personally? As a horse girl myself? It explains so much about him.
#eol#silmarillion#tolkien#silm musings#also having 'many horses' as tolkiengateway puts it goes a long way in his favor with me#(and probably with aredhel too XDD)#i was editing some writing and realized that i unintentionally peppered in horse girl eol throughout the entire thing lmao#and subsequently realized that i've never really seen anyone talk about it or incorporate it anywhere so#here i am releasing it out into the world#do with it what you will#i'm just doing my fandom duty XD#(and procrastinating bedtime. for absolutely no good reason ^^ )
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Honestly im still thinking about that little pwrfectionism doodle bc im realizing i avoid writing (specifically fanfics) through excuses. I mean, i do this with art too but with writing it's more glaringly obvious. Either "oh i need to replay this entire game franchise in order to get the characters properly" or "oh the base concept for this fic is too similar to this diff fic i should ask the author before beginning (wont ask bc that'd be cringe)" or "oh i cant play this game by myself and i'd miss details here and there better wait 285929 years until i can experience it properly". Like i said this happens to me with visual arts too (and with reading and... tbh with pretty much anything i need to do) but seeing it happen in front of you is an experience
#me rambles#quite literally this time#girl who has executive function struggles: wow i am avoiding doing all this stuff i wonder why#(i guess this is also a good moment to apologize for all the stuff i say im gonna do and then dont#i try to use the accountability to help but. yea this isnt working and its just rude to talk to ppl abt stuff im gonna fail to do#its a fault of mine i need to (truly) work on)#delete later#<- idk maybe. the musings got real tonight
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To my fellow authors,
You know when you're in first draft writing, and you're basically just word vomiting it all out, and it sucks SO BAD, and you can't find your usual groove, but you keep persisting and going back but NOTHING is coming to you in editing to make it better?
I'm there, friends. I have all the ingredients, I know where I'm going with it, but yeah. In my mind, my WIP looks like this -

HAHAHAHA!
I'm not even in a rush to share either, but yeah. It's making me twitchy that there appears to be something missing, and I can't for the life of me figure out what it is. Le sigh.
Rio is supposed to be a good muse, but he's just sitting up in the creative space in my brain shrugging and looking at me like, "Bitch, you gotta write it. I'm just here 'cuz I'm here."
THE AUDACITY.
#fanfiction writer#fanfiction#good girls fanfiction#rio good girls fanfiction#manny montana fanfiction#why is he like this?#WHY AM I LIKE THIS?#damn muses
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99% just my autism speaking here but something ive been noticing lately that im sorta kinda 😶 about is when ppl are like "I think you'll like this" but not bc they ACTUALLY think you'll like it, rather they just got into it and want you to also get into it so "I think you'll like this" is a nice personal hook. i love chill stuff as much as any other person ofc but given i don't divulge that EVER, what makes you think my berserk reading, made in abyss watching, drakengard playing ass would like YURU CAMP????
#gu6chan's musings#am i just taking the phrase too literally???? like i appreciate the thought but also.... what agitates me is the fact theres not any#when i say something among the lines of 'i think YOU'LL like this' or 'This made me think of you' like#its bc i think of THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR or think THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR would like it#again it's probably just autism brain taking figures of speech too literally but i HATE it bc it just makes me feel like#all the times i shared my interests meant nothinggggg typically i just ask 'neat; what makes you think ill like it?' and ppl start stumbling#and im like :(#whats rlly funny in this case is not only the fact i had only ever established my love of dark fantasy and mystery to this person#but they also flatout asked 'youre not really into modern media much are you' to which the answer was 'not much lol'#and i said the reasons i dont care for 'cute girls doing cute things' anime (re: k-on) is bc if i have the time to watch it then i at LEAST#wanna spend it watching a series that's???? not 'the point of it is to relax :)'??? i can sleep for that#anyways like 2 days later they said they said they think id REALLY like this new anime they've been watching lately and I was like 'oh?'#and it was yuru camp.... and internally i was like 'are you fucking kidding me' but on the outside i was like 'oh sweet what makes you think#id like it? id love some new media recommendations especially if they're newer shows bc ive been having SO MUCH TROUBLE trying to find#something interesting that isn't from 2008'#and they sent me a picture of the most generic anime girl ever and they're like 'it has really cute girls' and then i just wanted to kms#like.... this isn't bc you thought id like it; is it.....#wanted to die internally but i played it cool and was like 'oh no; i appreciate it thoughtfulness and all but i don't think this is for me'#also the time where someone recommended signalis to me and i was like 'oh?' and they were like 'YEAH its SO good the people who made it#were even INSPIRED off of Nier' KNOWING FULL WELL I DIDN'T LIKE IT AND THE AMOUNT MY ENTHUSIASM JUST DIED... i was like#'oh. well that will be a pass then' and they tried backpedaling like 'well it's not SUPER inspired; i didn't know you HATED nier :(' like#my past 15 posts on my twitter werent me realising that the game was absolute garbage and calling it the most regretful thing ive ever spent#money on during my attempted playthrough 😭 i was like 'thanks; but I'll pass' to which they then responded by promptly sending me#signalis memes i had absolutely no idea how to respond to WITHOUT making it seem like i was super annoyed so i was just kinda 😶 and didn't#reply and they were like 'sorry :(' and i was like 'haha it's okay! i just have absolutely no idea how to respond to this joke i dont#understand at ALL'#was probably one of the more awkward interactions ive ever had but genuinely speaking i was so INTERESTED until they brought up that it was#inspired by nier i literally psychically felt all the enthusiasm leaving my body from 'damn; i might actually have to look into this' to#'oh well that's a bullet dodged' did not trust the backtracking either....
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@yukikorogashi || liked for a starter! [Blood // Water – grandson]
“Look me in my eyes,” he demanded, what could've been something soft and concerned from most anyone else coming out like the crackle of ice in too warm of water. Kaz dipped the crow's beak of his cane beneath the girl's chin, steering her wide and youthful gaze up to his. He surveyed her face in a breath of silence: the indomitable spirit she exuded, the convincing front. His head tilted, next words lower and quieter than before: “Tell me everything's not fine.”
#yukikorogashi#〣♚{ v: main }#〣♚{ prose }#am i blessed every day i get to write something for any of becky's muses? u-u mORE LIKELY THAN YOU THINK#but omg i was about to say that apparently ur muses are the lucky winners of the “manhandling” aspect but uhm#i guess this wouldn't REALLY COUNT since it's not rough and he's not actually touching her#just kinda... :|c still asserting his dominance in some way--#dfhnjaodga REGARDLESS... 8')#he sees through your lies itsuki u-u he knows you're out here putting on a very good show of strength#aND GIRL IS STRONG AF LBR BUT YKNOW ;;#everyone's gotta break down eventually--#aaaaa ty for sending this in my bestie! ;w; i appreciate it!
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Oh hello extreme insecurity, unwelcome back
#my writing isn’t terrible#I am as good and kind a person as I know how to be#I do try to get better#I do have value#so why do I feel like this#musings of the girl from outer space
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it's coming up on that time of year where I rewatch Samurai Jack in its entirety...
#I'm excited but also...#idk I feel like when I get to s5 it's gonna break me#Jack has been my guide my comfort my muse for YEARS#plus the art is just so. fucking. good.#but mannnn when he's down bad it makes my brain so sad 😭#and I know when I see him feelin defeated I'm gonna draw parallels to my own life#and I...whewwww am I ready for that??? idk#I usually start watching in October and finish around December#I am a slow tv watcher and I find it actually v difficult to marathon shows 😭#my brain needs breaks and my heart needs breaks and it's like#??? ok all movies are like 4 hours long now but they used to be 1.5 and that was perfect!#but my cousin will marathon a show that's 12 episodes each 25 minutes or even shows that have HOUR LONG EPS#and idk how she does it#but um yeah#another chii fun fact I guess#samurai jack is one of my favorite pieces of media of all time it's nostalgic and inspiring and so very beautiful#chii talks atchu •.•#samurai jack#for a while I even contemplated getting a tattoo based on the show like oooooo I'm glad I didn't but I was CLOSE#I know a girl who got one of Aku and it looks fuckn SICK#ok bye I have to work now :-((
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"Give me pancakes and I will spare your life."
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#I am a Good Girl... (musings)#Performer Pearl (self)#Attention & Presents (likes)#Never Touch the Ground (headcanons)
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❄️ @ta1is Continued from Here! 💕 ❄️
THE POOR BRO really did seem like a FISH OUT OF WATER, as he tried to navigate his way through the UNDERCITY. And of course, making it this obvious that he wasn't from around here hardly made his situation any better. Especially when there were just so many folks that would take advantage of one such as him.
Not all of them, mind you. But even one was certainly more than enough to make one wary.
And so, after noticing him passing through these streets for the umpteenth time, and just barely dodging the attention of one too many pushy vendors, Itsuki had decided to step in. Offering up to him some much needed aid, so that he may finally get to where he had wanted to be hours ago.
And well, count yourself lucky, bro. That she had come along before any of the other kids did.
Though, even she had to remind herself after awhile that he could not traverse through this area as easily as she herself did. For besides her own familiarity to this place when compared to this visitor from up above, there were just some shortcuts that were just too low or narrow for him to follow through after her. And so, when he had begun to voice his doubts and uncertainty about all of this, Itsuki would simply offer an apologetic little grin and a rub to the back of her neck.
"Aww don't worry, bro! We're almost there!" She would assure in a loud whisper, with a single hand rather pointlessly lifted to the side of her face then. "There's a faster way, but ah think stayin' on the streets' safer, bro. 'Specially if ya ain't one fer jumpin' across roofs~"
#ta1is#❄️ queue ❄️#(Girl the way you make me EXCITEDLY VIBRATE WITH ANY MUSE YOU WRITE FOR TAT)#(I am already so crazy excited to see more of your Jayce!!!)#(ALSO YOU BLESS ME-- YOU BLESS ME AND ITSUKI ALWAYS AAAAAA TAT)#(BUT YES OMG-- in the wittle Arcane verse I quickly made for her waaaaay back-- she would live there and totally know her way around there!#(AND YOU'RE LUCKY JAYCE she won't swindle ya LOL!!!)#(And MAN if that won't be me in Italy in a few years time AWHEUAWH)#(BUT YES HE'S GOOD HE'S SAFE B^)))#❄️ THREADS ❄️
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i decided i'd attempt the pit of 100 trials in the ttyd remake today. got 11 movers and thrashed bonetail so hard that she didnt even get to her second phase
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