#I am not that way I can’t bring myself to do that 😭💔💔 most of the stuff I indulge in are stuff I’ve liked for sooo long yknow

[cupiidzbow]

OH AND LET ME SAY please don’t worry when I show interest in another character and think I don’t care abt the others!!! i don’t have hyperfixations my interests are very much long term and usually my love for a characters will stick for YEARS 😭 I just like a bunch of things at once and the characters I f/o are usually from games/shows I loved for a long time!!!! sure I may not focus directly on them the whole time but when it comes to characters from my main 3 they will never ever go anywhere I promise you that! I just want to say bc someone on Twitter try to make an unfunny joke abt stealing funky like i lost interest in him bc I made ONE post abt storm i do nawt play around about my wives relax ✋🏽, I am capable of liking multiple series at a time so please be mindful 😭 okayyy thank youuu smile! <3

[romanayov97]

SERIOUS TALK ABOUT HOW TO GET MY HUSBAND ON MY SIDE AND Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo.

WARNING: I’ll be discussing about Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo’s manhwa’s mainly her most famous one & some suggestions about her other ones.

PURPLE: is the real discussion if you wanna skip the stories, lol I don’t mind but let’s stay respectful because I’m tired of arguments I get.

I decided to take out the story too lol.

END OF STORY!! REAL DISCUSSION BELOW!!! ⬇️

I want to ask everyone, how can you feel complete when I write exactly how I feel about Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo’s stories. I want to say I hate Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo but I can’t stay that. The anger wins this time. I know many people love the novel but I can’t help but feel bad for the dead characters. They were killed or traumatized for something, brother isn’t the message supposed to be happiness, this is a nightmare, you can’t just hide and pretend we didn’t witness that. Leave revenge in God’s hands and it’s what the Roman Catholic Church taught so I am so bothered by this manhwa and novel. It’s so wrong in many ways, I’m saying the incest is so wrong too. Why couldn’t you be normal and leave everyone at peace? Too boring? You know so called “good endings” are boring too. I mean put yourself in the villain shoes. They were realistic. Freya wants wealth, attention and power, who doesn’t? Name a single person who doesn’t, the poor probably do as well as the rich want power. Let’s put Trump as an example, he wants power not peace? Let’s be real, girls want attention from a handsome man like Izek mainly how they draw him. And cesare? He’d very realistic since rapist we’re a big thing in the Roman Catholic Church, yes we can’t ignore that but we don’t have to bring it up, it was a big mistake and still happens but less than likely to happen to YOU. What about rabbis, Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo? Do you really hate Roman Catholics that you didn’t even get it right? Or maybe it’s not about the religion but atleast learn about it. I’m sure a Roman Catholic wouldn’t write about the worst things so that’s why I’m saying you are. I can’t do anything about the situation unfortunately, I’m not some murder nor evil. I’m only saying the truth. People are probably going to go at me and attack me like if it’s wrong but I want it off my chest.

The author makes me hate the characters and even the actual people. She makes me sick to my stomach as well as step mother marchen with the inbreeding? Then people say they don’t support it then don’t make edits, you make us think you are supporting. Not to mention the Roman Catholic Cardinal obsession things? Got a fetish or something? I am not satisfied with the manhwa at all. I can’t do it anymore, I can’t act like it makes me sick to my stomach every night. It’s not even a good thing to see me cry every night over this thinking about it because it’s so bad, I can’t even lie to myself to help myself. I don’t like happy endings that’s probably why too, not to mention how good the characters look then boom the fl is always looking young and so sweet, it’s so annoying, it’s like Hinata from Naruto 😭 bro I can’t act like it annoys me so much seeing people in this fandom. Most of the chapters are just porn or sexual things it’s so disgusting like sex every night? That’s not even healthy atp and I heard that Izek gets jealous over his own son? Ts mid fr. Like how low are your standards?? I think most of the fans are middle eastern or Slavic because I see a repetition of this. Slavic people love Erwin Von Dräger and I do love him but I don’t support.

RUBY DE BORGIA:

lol I dislike Marina and the jewels too, that’s why I dislike Ruby, Ruby reminds me of Marina and into a lot of power like if the women should have more power but what happened to equality? Did it leave the room 💔😭 also she doesn’t do anything like she weak asf. It’s easy to like women who stand up because it’s right, I mean if you sit there to suffer then you want to, I was in that position too, I didn’t want to post this but I forced myself knowing I’d get so much hate. She’s lowk relatable and deserves someone better who wouldn’t ignore even if he gets better like bro it’s some My beloved oppressor shi, I’m starting to think everyone liked Leon Winston and Matthias etc. She’s pretty NOT beautiful because respectfully she look like a child and nothing like her in real life 🥀 I was so disappointed. I know I would not be friends with this girl, personally, I’m only around strong women since I really like how strong they are and they motivate me to be like them, no I don’t idolize them.

IZEK VAN OMERTÀ

Izek looks so hot and I’m not even jealous any more of Ruby, he’s a piece of trash. He doesn’t even look good in real life either. Lol making him look so handsome lowk makes me jealous she gets his last name so I feel Freya on this one. Lowk he deserves better than Ruby because she kind of brings problems for him, yes suffering is life but..brother don’t you think that’s a lot Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo? Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo isn’t the perfect author but girl..at least research things, please babe. I don’t even know her but I know she would NOT be my friend. Izek, eh i probably would’ve dated him even if he hated me, he’s lowk like my ex, my ex never liked me until the end but i left.

CESARE DE BORGIA/CARDINAL VALENTINTO

Cesare, he’s hot and at this point I feel bad for his future ahead of him. He doesn’t deserve death at all, maybe prison for the rest of his life or being excommunicated from the church. Yall, no one deserves his future at all, that’s what makes me think Izek and Ruby are ugly as well as their supporters NOT fans. Izek and Ruby’s beauty is taken because of the things they do, okay maybe they didn’t decide Cesare’s future but the Bible literally teaches us to leave enemies to God, uhh..guys isn’t Izek a holy knight? 😞 did we just forget that, and Ruby is from Romania which was like close to the Vatican kingdom. I probably would know him but he would be the weird kid to me.

FREYA VAN FURIANA

Okay, now Freya. This girl is NOT entirely innocent but neither is anyone else in the novel 😒 so she gets traumatized by her brother’s death then becomes a nun?? That’s so wrong whoever killed her brother tbh, like mainly traumatizing her, babe there’s other ways to make someone believe or serve the Lord. Honestly, this girl is real to love power, wealth or even Izek’s look or attention, we literally can’t blame her. I don’t know how you guys put yourself in Ruby’s position because I cannot 🥹 it’s like I have to be a different person but always a villain because you want their man. Back to Freya tho, like let’s be real, I’m sure some of you can relate to my girl here, she literally feels jealous, it’s totally normal, well maybe I’m normalizing it but let’s say this instead, her actions were very bad well maybe for yall but I’ve seen worse but not like it matters cs it’s all equal, it’s still bad but anwww I feel her, I’ve been in her position before with my ex because I wanted his attention before I met him and I loved his looks and he was RICH, but he was so cold and pushed me away as well as other girls until this one girl came, now my friend named Leo helped me get with him but he was so cold so I relate at Ruby at this point, he would ignore me and hate me until the very end when he started actually liking me but I broke up with him because I’m crazy I guess, like lowk my villain arc never actually came, I’m truly a very quiet and antisocial person but I cannot keep this anymore ?? NOW FREYA AGAIN, I get so side tracked I know this girl wasn’t raised a villain by her self, my story I wrote kind of explained how villains are made even by the smallest thing, it may be small to you but not for them.

I get literal threats and that. Half of yall don’t know me nor what I went thru nor do I know you. Honestly, we should all respect but I’m judging everyone including myself for judging today. I couldn’t help but judge because let’s be real, it’s hard to have self control with these mid things. Love you all, even if yall don’t agree, even if yall enemies like do stay safe because wars and all the drama happening. I’m not the greatest person but I’m not entirely bad. I understand others and I understand characters but some of them are useless. 😞 I tell you read the bible, it’s not only to be a believer but truly, being a holy person is the definition of a good person in general bru. Like seriously. So please everyone stay safe and that’s all I need to pour because I can’t handle all this.

Thank you, if you read the whole thing or not even a piece of it. If you do agree, please let me know, I can’t be the only one in the world to think this. I might have the wrong audience too 🥲 I’m so exhausted writing all this and rereading at it from 12 am to 4 am 💔 I know I’m gonna be attacked and I better brace myself because I’m asking for the devil here. Please try to stay respectful 🥹

Ya no puedo con todo q pasa, los mensajes q recibo de todos.

S’il vous plaît rester respectueux!!

I understand, Egyptian, Spanish, English, Italian, French, Portuguese, Greek Kyrgyz, German & Russian so please excuse me for the language barrier. THANK YOUUUU!! 🩷🩷 literally love you all, I started writing this crying but now I’m so happy, I’m so crazy, and I’m probably not talking to anyone because my organization skills aren’t the best. But anyways thank you all. For even existing, truly, please stay kind to others no matter how hard it is, remember, there’s something always good in the future, or maybe not? Some live a tragic life and unfortunately I made my own fate a short one. I know im writing this for no reason but I wanted someone to know.

lol im crazy too tho, like i literally can’t handle any 2021 or ahead romance cs its bs, like I need actual love, where respect is, I get life isn’t perfect but isn’t love? I mean if you truly know love. Love doesn’t boast, it’s doesn’t hate, it’s not possessive or jealous, it’s NOT IZEK. Yes, delulus, I mean it. I’m part of yall bc of love men who don’t love me, I have a history w cold men who are actually cold unlike Izek. Izek is just..idk himself, nonchalant but no cold, he’s lowk disrespectful. Like id prob break it off from the start but I don’t have self respect. I mean I’d rather not have it. It’s like choosing selfishness over selflessness. Not to mention he acts like he supports female rights like abortion, we like forgot the Roman Catholicism, it just left the room or is at the end of the class holding a gun or being held hostage. And Ruby, I know she’s a big feminist. I ain’t into feminism much but more equality, like bro, please just bring peace back, America ain’t even close to peaceful, I’m ab to go to Antarctica and hope that place gives me amnesia for the most part because these manhwas are pure trash or evil 😭

Basically it’s all about how me and Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo have some drama, she don’t know me but I know her, I don’t know her past if any of all do, please do send. Maybe she’s Solche’s twin with that abusive husband whom they call loving 🤨 possibly Leon Winston as husband.?? I don’t know. Twin, just know I hate everything with a happy ending except Step mother marchen. Also how like Roman Catholicism really just left the room, like I expected the religion 🥹 I have to get over these manhwas some how. Ima be like the authors and act like amnesia is the only solution when I can literally go and get rid of any electronics but likeeeee I love to suffer obviously guys 🦀 I js have some issues with bad habits exactly like yall with possessive men obsessions. And it ain’t only Nyangi-wa Hyangsinnyo, like I mean How to get my husband on my side is exactly like RIFTAN AND MAX from under the oak tree 💀 ptsd is coming. I won’t be sleeping tonight.

BYE LOVELIES!!! I’ll pray for you all even if I don’t know any of you, I still love you even if you hate or disrespect me.

FREE ROMAN CATHOLICS & OTHERS. Yvette signing out.

[missgabs05]

OMG! Hi Gabby, are you ok? (If you don't mind me asking)

Omg Sam, hi! 💕 I don’t mind you asking at all, I’ve missed talking to you so much, and I hope you’ve been doing great! :D <3 If you, or anyone else who is reading this for that matter, ever want to talk, then please, feel free to send me a dm :D I’m sorry for suddenly becoming inactive on here and leaving without explanation :( Sometimes when things just get too hard for me, I can’t even bring myself to talk or interact with people, both irl or online, so I just end up leaving, usually intending to take a small break, but I actually just end up staying away for several months without saying anything :( especially when I’m taking a break from drawing and I don’t have anything to post. I literally did the exact same thing like 3 years ago on Instagram and I have not talked to most of my friends on there since 😭😭😭💔 I keep letting them know that I’ll be active again soon, but since I’ve been taking a break from working on art and stuff, it’s really hard to find motivation to go on there when I have nothing new to post :’( Which sucks, because I really miss talking to all my friends there😭😭😭💔 (God, I really need to start being active on all my social media accounts again lol I don’t have very many but still lmao)

As for how I’ve been, I guess I’ve just been good :D I mean things can be kind of bad every now and again for my personal life but I’m graduating this year so things will most likely be a whole lot easier once I’m out of school, but even while I’m still in school everything is still pretty chill most of the time :D

But as for today, I’m sure you know what my new post is about :((( 

And you know what, while I’m here, I might as well say what’s on my mind.

(LONG POST)

This is all just so mind-boggling.

I mean, I never really was a big fan of YandereDev, I was always more interested in his game and there were times where I was able to talk about it without bringing him up at all, just because he wasn’t relevant in whatever I was talking about.

I was neutral for a very long time, and I was, and still am, completely against people going out of their own way to harass him, trying to tell him how to make his game, send him pointless pictures/videos to waste his time, send him intense nsfw content, whether it be gore or something else, etc.

Because the way I see it, it’s completely pointless and time-wasting to focus on something you clearly do not like. And if you can’t talk about something you like without always bringing up the thing you hate about it, then chances are you’re just more interested in the thing you hate than the thing you “like.” And I would constantly see people who could not even talk about YanSim without mentioning how much they hated YandereDev. Specifying that you do not support him is one thing that I can understand, but constantly having to shit-talk him and his game at any given opportunity just got so old. (I may just be biased, however, because I just really hate having to read/see negative things, especially about my interests, just because it messes with me very mentally and emotionally.)

So in that case, I never interacted with hate posts, and I never tried to talk too much about any drama, especially because in most cases, drama is not really anyone else’s place to talk, since it involves other people and their opinions, experiences, feelings, etc.

I just wanted to focus on what I liked and share my interests with other people :) And at one point I truly hoped that everyone would leave him alone and let him work on his game, because up until this point, he hadn’t ever actually done anything extremely bad. (At least as far as I know, because even though there are so many videos about him and things he’s done I’ve never really watched any of them because like I said, I was just trying to avoid anything negative.)

I really enjoyed talking about the things and characters I liked, I had so many plans to make new art, concepts, and I even wanted to make art of my own takes on new uniforms, rooms, areas, and characters, just because that’s how much I loved this game. I made a lot of new friends because we both shared an interest over this game, and overall, I really just enjoyed being in this community. It made me so happy.

But I mean wow, he really fucked up. Sooo many people, volunteers, and workers have left. The development for the game was already incredibly slow, but this is just going to slow it down so much more. And what makes it so unbelievable to me, and to everyone else, is that none of us actually thought that he would stoop that low and do what he did. I actually thought that he knew better. I actually thought he was smarter. After all these years of people trying to take him down with false accusations, and with me believing that this would just be another example, I truly believed that he was not the person that so many people were falsely painting him out to be. (Because yes, all of those old accusations were not true.) But I was wrong. I was so wrong. I really really do feel so embarrassed that I actually believed that he was innocent all this time, but I mean, can you blame me? Like I said earlier, so many people made so many false claims about him, and they were never true. (As to my knowledge.) I remember he had even said that his house had been swatted before at least once, and that was what really made me believe that he truly was innocent, because I always thought that if he did actually have some gross stuff they would have found it right? I guess not. To be honest, I always just thought he was just this kinda weird dude with a weird sense of humor. I actually just thought that he only had very intense anger issues. (Which I still believe he does.) But we all know the truth now.

I’m so sorry to everyone who tried to tell me about his true self. I should have believed you.

I know I said that it’s not really my place to talk about drama, but as for this situation, all I can say to the victim is that: All of us who were in the fandom are so terribly sorry that that happened to you. Please take care of yourself and be safe. 

And to YandereDev: I, and so many of us are all so unimaginably disappointed in you. I will say, however, that I am glad that you actually apologized, and took accountability to what you did wrong, but it doesn’t change and cannot change the fact that what’s happened, has happened. You are disgusting beyond belief, and you’ve let everyone down. The only thing I believe that you can do now is to just bow out gracefully. This is just something you cannot come back from.

I was surprisingly able to stay reserved throughout the day, despite hearing about everything literally just after I woke up, but just a few minutes ago I decided to check out some of my favorite YS YouTubers to see whatever input they currently had on the situation. Reuben W and Shinah Hoakin have already posted their goodbyes and have let everyone know that they are officially moving on. ReubenThePig080 has posted some information about the situation, but it doesn’t seem like he’s planning on leaving, or at least not yet. And Akira Shimizu hasn’t said anything about the situation yet, in fact I’m not even sure if she’s aware of it because it seems that she hasn’t been online on her YouTube channel for a few days now. Kubz Scouts hasn’t said anything either, but I know that he is eventually going to say something, and I am truthfully not prepared to hear what he has to say. And those are only a few YouTubers within hundreds who have been in this community. After seeing all of that, all of a sudden, all the realizations just hit me harder then I was ready for, and my emotions became uncontrollable. As ridiculous as it may sound, I just couldn’t help but break down into tears.

People who haven’t been fans of the game/in the fandom may not realize this, but everyone is so fucking shocked. This is like one big nightmare. None of us were expecting anything like this. None of us wanted something like this to happen. All any of us ever wanted was to have our cute little anime game full of our favorite characters and silly tropes. And now what’s going to happen? What’s going to happen to the story that has been being planned this entire time? What’s going to happen to all the characters that we’ve all grown to love over these several years? Especially the ones that only have a few sentences of personality? We were all so excited and prepared to see the characters develop and hear how the story would end. But now it just seems that all those years of work are going to fade into obscurity. This might really be the nail in the coffin. We are all so objectively heartbroken. My god, I still can’t believe this. I’ve been following the development of this game since I was young, and I’ve been trying to wait patiently all these years so that I could finally play the game. It can’t possibly end on a note as terrible as this. It just can’t.

At this point, my biggest hope for the future of this game is that YandereDev will just hand the game over to a different team, company, person, or anyone else that has more experience so that they can help take care of the much bigger responsibilities/problems that the game still currently has, and get this game completed. It would still be his game, kind of, but it would have new people in charge of it. It’s a slim chance, but maybe, just maybe if the game was under new control, some of the volunteers, artists, voice actors/actresses, etc. would be willing to lend their iconic talent and support to the game once again, since it would no longer in the hands of YandereDev. The game could also even be given better mechanics and models, it wouldn’t be so low-budget anymore, and it would most probably get competed much, much faster.

And who knows. Maybe with just enough luck, and by some crazy miracle, Yandere Simulator can be revived and be turned into a full, enjoyable, and successful game.

Like I said before, I’ve been taking a break from art for a while now, and I don’t plan on starting up again for a while, but when I do, I am still planning on making fanart of Yandere Simulator. Not only because it’s my art, and I get to draw whatever I want, but also because I should be allowed to continue drawing something if it helps me improve with my artwork. (Which Yandere Simulator has.) And I’m still so attached to the game’s characters, aesthetics, environments, etc. and I’m not sure how much longer I will be, but I still want to make art of the things I like. Also, just because I’m making fanart does not instantly mean that I’m supporting YandereDev. I haven’t given him any money ever in my life, and you don’t even give him any money when you play the game. (And I’ve never even had a chance to play the game anyway, and now, I may never get the chance.)

I know that it may seem as though I’ve been focusing more on the game then I have on the victim and what happened to her, and like I said, we all feel sorry and wish the best for her, but I believe that I and all the other fans of this game are allowed to grieve the very possible loss of something we were all so enthusiastic over, and something that was a big part of many of our lives.

Well, that’s all I have to say. Thank you to anyone who reads all of this I know it’s a lot lol

But I have to go now.

Stay safe everyone and take care ✌️<3

[tsunonotarou]

When it comes to writing, I completely understand that feeling of lacking something in comparison to others, but I'm glad that you have it in your mind to try and avoid comparing yourself—we all have our own uniquely wonderful writing style after all! But the feeling is inevitable, yet at the same time it somewhat helps us grow(?). Like, it drives you to push yourself and test the waters for new things, and expounding and further progressing the skill you already possess! But while doing so, please be sure to not over exert yourself!

The consistency of your posting does not matter that much so long as we're aware that you're doing well! Your well-being and personal enjoyment is the top priority! You go ahead and write whenever and whatever you're able to do so and feel like it, please never feel immense pressure to constantly appease your audience :((( (besides, just seeing you on my dashboard whether it's a new story you posted, an ask you answered, or just you screaming is more than enough for me :> maybe you can keep it in mind that there's someone there who appreciates even the most random things you post —aka me <33)

And I'm glad that my words were able to uplift you in a way! I also wanna say that seeing your responses also always makes me smile !!! I don't know what else to say but reading your responses never fails to bring a wide smile to my lips and I just...my mind just melts as I try to process the words, and then it goes blank (but in a very good way?? If that makes sense??).

I've also mentioned that I am your hype person, no? So that basically means that I'm now here to hype you up—whether that's with a certain lion or regarding your mood :>>

And to answer your question, I'm doing great. My day's going smoothly, though not much is happening, but it's how I wish it to be :D

I'm wishing you the very best as you work on those anniv requests! Always remember to take care <3333

-Ly <3

Seriously, what did I do to deserve you ☹️☹️☹️

Thank you so much for your words Ly 😭💛 I’ll be looking back to this the moment I start feeling bad about myself and remember that Ly will kick my ass if I keep moping like this 🥰 thank you for taking the time to write me all this, words cannot explain how grateful I am to have you 🥺 I love you <33 you honestly make me feel so loved 😭

PLEASKEOSJDS IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY YOU OFF ANON SO THAT I CAN SEND LOVE IN YOUR INBOX/PMS EVERY DAY SKXJSKFJDKF I just 😔💔 can’t wait to finally see you sweetheart hehehe

I’m so sorry for answering this late :( I didn’t have the time to and I had to think of a good reply to your wonderful message </3 but I’m glad you’re doing good! I will work hard on the anniv requests 😚 please take care of yourself as well~