#I have been itching to write with u EEEEE

[rvengance]

@wnterslder it’s time , let’s make them besties.

[sincerelyverena]

HII if you feel like writing this, could i request a charles/genderfluid reader in which the reader comes out to him ? and with other fluff xx

no worries if not though !

⟡⁺ INDECISIVE

thank u anon! <3 i luv this req eeeee

. . . CHARLES ROWLAND X GENDER FLUID!READER ‘there is a difference between body and mind.’ @andforthecoating

inbox is always open for requests!

in whichꕀ

✦ ﹒your trust in charles is put to the test when you come out to him.

tagsꕀ

✦ ﹒fluff ﹐amab!reader﹐established relationship ﹐charles being the supportive partner he is ﹐reader is a lil anxious

THANK YOU TO MY WONDERFUL BETA READERS: @arthursdonkeyears﹐@deadshowsagency﹐@no-baths-for-stan

You didn’t know how to tell him. But it hurt not to. It had been plaguing you for days, and you held it tightly to your chest. Internally grimacing every time you were referred to wrongly, even though you knew it wasn’t his fault. He just didn’t know.

And over the past few days, Charles had been oblivious to it all. Every time he picked up on your shift in energy, you lied through your teeth, ignoring every single opportunity to sit him down and tell him.

So you shouldn’t have been surprised when the universe thrust you into an awkward position that night, virtually giving you a decision to tell your boyfriend once and for all.

You had picked up a wig from a store downtown the day prior and were itching to try it on. You had followed every instruction you watched from your phone, laying down the wig onto the adhesive you had applied to the wig cap. 

Brushing the hairs out with the pad of your fingers, you stared into the reflection of the mirror in front of you. Your lips upturned, feeling positively elated at the sight. You were so caught up in gender euphoria that you hadn’t realised that Charles had drifted into the bathroom, as casual as Charles could be.

‘[Y/N]?’

Oh, shit.

You slowly turned around at a comedic pace, and met Charles’s eyes with a plethora of anxiety that suddenly grappled at your throat. He wasn’t supposed to find out in this way, was he? And his look of confusion was enough for you to blurt out the one thing that screamed out in your mind.

‘I’m genderfluid,’ you said without a second thought.

Realisation seeped into Charles, blurring out the prior confusion. His shoulders slumped, and his lips quirked upwards. He was… smiling? Nevertheless, he didn’t say anything and just stepped towards you, slipping his arms around the curve of your waist and pulling you into him.

‘Why didn’t you tell me?’ Charles mumbled into the top of your head.

Your arms were draped around his shoulders, you practically inhaled him. You had zero idea how his clothes still carried the scent he wore when he was still alive, but it served to be a comfort in that moment. ‘I was scared.’

At the hue of your words, Charles pulled away momentarily to look down at you. His lips were pressed together, presenting a look of seriousness that rarely shone through, except in times like this. ‘You thought I’d judge you? That’s bollocks.’

You looked away. ‘No, I— I didn’t  know how to explain it.’

Charles reached upwards. The pad of his thumb met the bottom of your chin, and his eyes softened incredibly. Lips parted. ‘I’m always going to be yours, love. No matter who you are.’

The intensity and the emotion in his words brought you to tears in a literal sense. Relief flooded throughout you and you ducked your head, feeling your eyes sting with unshed tears. The action of telling Charles something of this extent had become such a burden for you, that it felt as if you could finally breathe again.

‘So I’m assuming you’re my girlfriend right now, right?’ Charles added on, causing you to blink back your tears and look up. He was admiring you. A stark opposite to what your anxieties had whispered to you moments prior.

You smiled, absentmindedly running a hand through the wig you had installed. ‘Yeah, I am.’

‘In that case, you’re the fittest girl that I’ve ever laid eyes on.’ Charles’s serious tone slipped back into the similar flirtatiousness he typically used around you. He lowered himself to press a singular, long kiss at the top of your head.

That same elated feeling you had experienced after you saw yourself with the wig on returned tenfold at being addressed in that manner, and a laugh slipped from you. Staring up at your boyfriend with all of the love and light in the world, gender euphoria warm and honeyed in your veins.

‘I love you,’ you murmured.

‘I love you too, sweetheart.’ Charles pulled back, hands still propped on the hitch of your waist. He smiled down at you. ‘Now, there’s a little charity shop a block away and I’m positive there’s an outfit there that’ll look brills with your hair.’

Take that, anxiety!

WORD COUNT: 781 MASTERLIST REQ ME!

[mochiwrites]

minorly obsessed with songbirds blood, i’m in love with ur subtle world building, ur rlly good at suggestion thru actions/interactions, so it works rlly seamlessly with the plot, ur show don’t tell is great (and if u do have to tell u implement it in a fun and interesting way!) how long have u been writing for? do u have any primary inspirations for ur writing style, or any inspirations for songbird? i’m super interested lol

uwahhh thank you sm!!! 🥹💕world building is definitely one of my favorite parts of writing songbird <333 and because the world is so big it kind of never stops? which makes it super fun :D

I've been writing for like,,, about ten years now???? I started writing when I was in middle school :D I don't really have any inspo for my writing style, but I do have inspirations from different anime I've watched over the years that I pull from for songbird :D

but eeeee thank you!! :D I'm really glad you've enjoyed it so far !!!! I'm itching to get back to writing it, chapter 3 of good intentions is staring me in the face. waiting very patiently

[nellycanwrite]

NELLYYYYYYY OKAY SO KWENTUHAN TIME

Was looking through IG reels and came across one of a fil celeb that threw papers in the air when a 'fireworks' thingy happened when he crossed that part of the carpet (think smoke machine but sparklers) AND THEN WHEN I SENT IT TO MY FRIENDS THEY WENT: well what if that happened to u and crush swooped in and saved you

I AM NOT A WEAK WOMAN PERO LIKE???? imean mageemcee kami together this month for an event and like 🥺 alliwantforchristmas CHOS BYEEEE

HOW ARE YOUUUU I HOPE NA YUNG SNACKS MO MASHARAP

Note because I am an idiot: OH MY GOD I FORGIT TO POST THIS AND JUST FOUND THIS ON MY DRAFTS OH MY FUCKING GAWD IM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY BESTIEEEE EEEEE😭

Omg bestie?? The confetti fireworks visuals and your crush on that stage or podium together?? ABSOLUTE WATTPAD MOMENT AND I AM LOVING THIS FOR YOU OMGGGGG💖 As a former emcee head and event manager, that is definitely the most kilig moment ever if you and your crush are literally up there while mingling like old flirty friends EEEEEEEE. USE THAT AS A CHANCE BESTIE IT'S YOUR TIME TO SHIIIIINE

Also I am super duper okay thanks to your ask bestie😤✨ It's finally the start of break and I got to have more time to draw! I would say I would love to write more stuff but I'm literally wracking my brain for a good enough plot to satisfy the Namor fluff I've been itching to satiate😤 EEEEEEEEEEEE

[inkykeiji]

hiii omg i just stalked ur recent posts and have so much to say!! I have been a long time fan and recently worked up the courage for anon asks :) First, it seems like you’re maybe doing a lil better!! I am so glad! And also, I think I can speak for most if not all of us that you can def post about whatever you want and we will ravenously consume it hehe <3 BUT ALSO omg. Bmb-ish whiney dabi as romeo😭😭 if you did that it MIGHT top bmb as my number one fave fic ever 👀 Moving on...have you ever had a kofi or patreon or anything?? I hope this isn’t too forward since it’s money, and i don’t think i have ever seen you say anything about this, but i just feel like you just give us all of this for free and its simply too much!! I would def support if you were to do that!! Your writing is invaluable. But you could buy even more tomagatchis (which also I think u have convinced me to go get one LOL love this healing of the inner child !!) OKAY now that i have gotten alllll of that out...i just wanted to say i would love to be your friend and this makes me feel silly but could you explain how the anon club thingy works? Bc i would love to interact with you more but im SHY and INTIMIDATED bc you are so sweet and talented 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 okok goodbye now lol im sorry this is soo much haha but thank u for all that u do!! <3 please stay safe and healthy!

eeeee oh my gosh hello!!!

first of all, please let me just say that i am so glad you worked up the courage to send an ask!!! i appreciate and value your interaction so much and i love to hear what you have to say!! <333 also, thank you so much for your continued support!! it means the absolute world to me <3

i am certainly trying!! just taking it slow n all that, trying to live one day at a time and focus my energy on doing things that make me happy and that i find meaningful <3 AWWW hehehe you’re super super sweet, thank you for saying that <333 tbh i’m still kind of torn on whether i want to use this blog for personal posts as well or whether i want to use the personal blog i made a while ago :( but i’ll figure it out!!

YES I KNOW HE WOULD BE TOTALLY PERFECT AAAAAAAAAAH just like whiny and moody and Sad but also such a fuckboy and so in love and obsessive and infatuated and i just !!!!!!!! i’m entirely in love with the idea!!! OH GOSH hehehe really!? that’s interesting to hear!! I mean my Romeo and Juliet adaptation would definitely be lighter than bmb that’s for sure!! I’ve kind of been itching to write something a tad bit lighter lately tbh!! I just want to write something a little more fun and a little less heavy, you know??? The heavy stuff is fantastic and I absolutely love writing it, and I know it’s good for me about 90% of the time just to express/work through emotions etc but!!! Finishing bmb, while incredible and such a feat for me (my first time ever writing something that long and that massive!), took a lot out of me, and I think I’m just craving to write something a hint more comforting. I’ve actually been working on an old touya-nii piece lately just because I find him so incredibly comforting to write!! but r+j would totally be a blast to write!!!

i have considered a patreon, actually!!! and i nearly did it, in the summer, but my mental illness got extremely worse as the summer progressed, thus leading to a steep decline in productivity, and that’s what really scares me. i’m terrified i wouldn’t be able to keep up with the rewards for each month, and that would be extremely unfair and would make me feel absolutely horrid. at the moment i am just too sick to start anything like that :/ maybe in the far future, when i’m much more stable and further into recovery, as well as back in the habit of writing and releasing multiple pieces per month (especially since i had something SUPER cool planned for my pateron and i had been working on it for months :(( ) but right now it just isn’t feasible for me! i greatly and sincerely appreciate any and all support i receive (whether it be in the form of likes, reblogs, feedback in comments and asks, and even those who simply visit my blog to read my work and nothing else: it all means so much to me) and i want you to know i think it’s so unbelievably sweet of you to let me know that you’d support me if i were to ever make one in the future, that is so special, thank you so much <33

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE GET A TAMAGOTCHI AAAAAAH please omfg i would LOVE to hear about ur tama updates and all of that!!!! so far i’ve ordered the connection v3 and the ON (magic edition!) and i cannot wait for them to finally get here!!! OKAY please you’re the cutest hehehe joining the anon club is super simple!! all you have to do is pick an emoji or a name that isn’t already listed on the list + tell me which one you’ve picked/the name you’ve chosen and bam you’re in!!! very easy!! <3

thank YOU for reading my work and taking the time to send me such a wonderful ask!!! i hope you are staying safe and healthy as well sweetpea <3 much love to you!!!