#I write for myself first and foremost. You are not entitled to a work that you ‘get’ that ‘excites you’ that appeases your poor …

[red-dye40]

LOOK EVERYONE BEE'S MAKING ANOTHER LONG TEXT POST!

LET'S ALL READ IT AND REALLY REALLY ABSORB EVERY LAST WORD!

Hello, it's me, Bee. I'm typing with proper capitalization to show you how serious this post is.

Recently, and especially yesterday, I've been getting increasingly upsetting and alarming engagement from fans (it feels stupid saying "fans" but also maybe my overfamiliarity is part of what's biting me in my huge ass.)

I am always of the mindset of letting people do their freak shit, never yucking anyone's yum, etc etc, but I think I have to start being a lot more explicit about where I stand on some things.

First of all, I want to specify upfront that Newfag Runs The Gauntlet is a work of fiction, and what's more, it's very explicit social commentary. You are Not supposed to root for Newf. He is purposefully Not A Good Person. That goes for pretty much everyone in NFRTG in fact; like, yes the CrowdSauce posts are funny and ridiculous, but if you find yourself reading some of the more violent and disturbing parts of those threads and being like "woah that's just like me!" then I urge you to understand that it's not a Good thing.

NFRTG isn't written to be representation for paraphiles or radqueers. I in fact do not use either of those terms to describe myself, because I personally am deeply uncomfortable with how broad and vague and muddy the definitions are, and how it invites and potentially encourages some really unsavory behavior. NFRTG is a cautionary tale first and foremost. It's a horror novel because it is SCARY how willingly all these characters agree to ruin people's lives for a laugh. It's also FUNNY because I am very funny :) and it's HOT and you can think it's HOT because I do! And definitely write parts of it to be hot and horny! That's part of the horror, too! Not knowing whether you're disturbed or disgusted or aroused! But please please please know that these characters are Not the good guys. There are really no good guys to be found. Intentionally. And that's not a Good Thing.

I'm going to take a big big BIG step back from fandom engagement for my own sake. There inevitably comes a point where creators kind of can't afford to keep up intense fan engagement and I think I'm there, so I'm gonna untrack my tags and let you all have your fun without mommy breathing down your neck. If you want me to see something, you can tag me or submit it to the site for sure! I WANT to see your art and writing and theories and all that! I LOVE it! I just don't think I need to be privy to ALL of it.

My closing remark is I am so grateful and so lucky to have gotten such a following so fast. Pretty much everyone I've interacted with has been very kind and sweet and curious, and I so admire that. What a lucky little bug I am! I want to keep feeling positively about my work and the impact it's having on others, so I urge everyone to approach NFRTG with a critical eye, understand that I am very much Pointing Out A Problem when I write characters doing or saying terrible things, understand that I very much Don't want people to kill themselves or each other, that I don't think these behaviors are just things we should turn our backs to. I was once a deeply suicidal, nihilistic, self-entitled channer who frequented gore sites and watched awful shit for fun. That was not good, and it took years of therapy for me to even START to unpack that and crawl out of that hole of self destruction. But I'm so much happier and healthier and better off now that I'm away from all that, and I will always encourage people to do the same. I really really would prefer it if people stayed alive and helped themselves and didn't harm others. That is my ask.

Thank you for your reading and I love you and I LIKE you. Please be safe and good :)

[lilithprincessofdarkness]

⛧On a Lonely Lilim Embracing her Creative Spiritual Side♡⛧

By Leala Daigle

⛧First and foremost, I am a creative writer and aspiring author and artist. I don't sell anything on this account, nor do I promote anything. I share my creative work for free to get in touch with like-minded adults like me. I cannot be anyone's consultant and am not a professional anything. All that I can guarantee is that I am punk rock.⛧

Welcome to my blog ^__^ I am a Lilim (Lilit-Witch) and a Romantic LaVeyan Satanist, or simply a Lilit Satanist or Lilim

I am here to speak of Lilithian Magick

Lilithian Magick can help guide one towards one's personal magick and self-love, as Lilith authentically is the love goddess Venus.

Lilith is an embodiment of the Morningstar and spirit of spiritual freedom. SHE DOES NOT WANT YOU TO WORSHIP HER. SHE WANTS YOU TO WORSHIP YOURSELF!

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⛧Disclaimer: If you do not ask me for permission to publish my work on your website, do not use my proper name Leala Daigle as the author, or if you do not correctly source me when using my ideals/writing. I will be personally reporting your website to your domain and placing it in a copyright infringement report. If you go as far as publishing my work without sourcing me and crediting me as the author, be it literature you publish or a college essay, I will be suing you with a copyright attorney. If you use my ideals in a college essay without crediting my work or ideals, I will not only sue you, but you will be reported for plagiarism.

Colleges and universities take plagiarism very seriously. You could be placed on academic probation or have even more severe consequences. Don't discredit me as a writer just because you find my material on Tumblr. I will catch you eventually. Is it worth being arrested, having academic consequences, or having your website shut down for plagiarism? Doesn't hurt me any. I take it as a compliment and that you absolutely suck at writing. You are only hurting yourself in the end.

If you would like to know how to properly source me, please click on my first following article entitled 'Lilith is Not Just a Goddess of Sex.' At the footer of this post, you will see a link to my post 'How to Properly Source Me.'

⛧Listen, I do not mind if you want to message me and tell me you like my writing and you would like to post it on your website.

⛧But please make me aware of it before you go to take my literature and post it. If I give you permission, Property source me as the author. My name is Leala Daigle.

⛧And I don't mind you using my ideas or literature as well in your creative writing or religious essays if you give me credit for my literature or ideal properly, which source me as the author Leala Daigle.

⛧If you disrespect me as an artist and the original creator of all the material listed here, I have all right to take legal action against you. My older material listed here has been sent to the American Copyright department, and all my newer blogs are gathered and sent to the American Copyright department every month, as warning it would be stupid to steal from me. I have the links to ALL my blogs. I use AI and search up sentences in my blogs to see if anyone plagiarized me. I keep note and have the number to a copyright attorney.

As a humbling gesture, I don't have a grandiose view of myself or my writing. I know there are much more talented writers than myself. Other people see my ideas and writing highly and steal it. This is why I have to protect myself.

⛧My name is Leala Daigle. I am Lailith Hazot Venus, and all literature listed here on my blog:

Lilithprincessofdarkness.blog,

I Leala Daigle have the legal copyright of.

Copyright © 2025 Leala Daigle. All rights reserved.

I am not looking to promote witchcraft, Lilim, or Satanism. ❤️

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Copyright © 2025 Leala Daigle. All rights reserved.

Hello, my name is Lailith Venus, I am a witch, and I want you to know. . .Witchcraft is a serious practice. . .

☆If you are new to my blog, please read this! My blog is 21+ only due to sexual themes (the concept of sex magick). . .

On Sex Magick:

Out of respect to my beautiful Goddess Lilith and the concept of sex magick in a nutshell, please read this article:

Sex magick is a serious spiritual practice that needs to be done with respect between two consensual adults or alone. It is not a fetish. It is meant to be a practice that brings you closer to the spirit. It has been called vampirism and succubaism throughout the years. But it is just a darker form of green earth magick.

Disclaimer:

I cannot be anyone's consultant. I am not a professional anything. I came to Tumblr to find individuals with like-minded spiritual ideas because I felt isolated in my predominantly Christian city.

My Views:

☆I am a nonviolent Satanist, I do not permit hatred towards Christians, Jews, or Muslims only respect for different religions. I condemn Antisemitism, Islamophobia, and Neo-Nazism. I condemn racism, abuse and all forms of bigotry. ☆

I have nothing against Christians. I don't believe what I do because I hate Christians. The Pagan Gods have been blamed for evil for a long time. Mars slowly became Azazyl when the fight for the ideology of only one God emerged over time. All my Gods were thrown into Hell and made into demons. Blamed for all of humanities' downfalls.

A Theistic Satanist isn't evil; a Theistic Satanist is a Pagan. I have compassion for Christians because they only fear what they do not understand.

Facts from Anton LaVey's(the creator of Satanism’s) Satanic Bible:

Abuse is against the Satanic Bible because it takes away the free will of another, Satanic Sacrifices, selling your soul, it's all lies the Catholics make up about us, while Priests have gotten away with horrible crimes. Yes, there are cases of horrible violent so-called Satanists like Richard Ramirez, but there have been a thousand times more violence within the Christian Church. Never once has the world gone to war in Samael's name, oh no! Samael has been a kindhearted gentleman and loving and this Tumblr is dedicated to him and his Queen of Hell, Princess of Darkness: Lilith.

It's time that the Pagan Gods stop getting blamed for mankind's bad deeds.

DEMONIC DISCLAIMER: Your contact with either Lilith or Samael cannot replace actual psychiatric advice and therapy. However, these deities are meant to be combined with therapy.

Short Bio on myself Lailith Venus:

Please understand that I understand people take comfort through religion, and I am a Lilit Witch. This is why I will provide certain sigils and prayers for free because all religions need certain prayers, symbols, and meditation for guidance. All this lies below in my index.

My Spiritual Belief Lilim (Lilit-Witches): or those who exonerate the Goddess Lilith is not a new belief. My belief has been around for hundreds of years. Throughout all these years, many have not admitted to being Lilim out of fear of religious persecution. I still do not know if Lilim, who are commonly called daughters and sons of Samael and Lilith, is a religion or spiritual belief because I do not study religion. I'll call it a spiritual belief based on gnosis, alchemy, and compleat magick. I don't know if per se you can be a Christian and Lilim or another religion and Lilim. Like you can be a Luciferian Christian. I know if Christianity had a goddess, she would be Lilith. Lilim were made into vampires by folklore and Hollywood, but we are just simple peaceful people who love Lilith. If you would like to know more about my views of Lilith, please read my posts 'Lilith the Midnight Venus', and 'Rehash on Lilith the Midnight Venus: Non-Violence Policy: located in my index below.

I am not a professional anything I wrote a book of shadows since I was 12 (2002). I abandoned it at 18 and recently picked it up again at 34. I realized I had very peaceful Satanic views as a teenager. I considered myself as a Neo-Pagan witch as a LaVeyan Satanist with a focus on Lilith as well. I called myself a Lilit-Witch, Lilit-Satanist. A more compassionate version of a Satanic Witch, I guess, with more positive undertones. A true focus on Satan and Lilith who can be found together in the Kabbalah (The Book of Enoch, The Necronomicon, there's endless books I want but can't afford The Kabbalah I have yet to learn about but want to. Once I abandoned my Book of Shadows, I also abandoned the need for these books back in 2008. I was manipulated into thinking my Satanic views were evil when they weren't they were just different.)

I do not mind at all that you use my ideals or take comfort in my ideals. I understand there are not many Lilit Witches out there to share information with, but please understand that most witches charge for even a slight interaction with them. I don't believe in charging people. I believe the spirit, especially the spirit of Lilith, should be free. This is why I have placed some of my gnosis in literature here for free in the hopes it gives someone comfort.

All I ask of you is if you use any of my ideals, please reference me, because you wouldn't know about any of my ideals without my blog and it's proven by the blog. If you steal my ideas without referencing me, you are going to work for me baby! Cha-ching 💰

Thank you for understanding,

-Lailith Hazot Venus (Leala Daigle)

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On Communication with Satan:

By Lailith Hazot Venus (Leala Daigle)

Witchcraft is a serious practice that needs to be respected. Dealing with any of the spirits living, dead, demonic, angelic, etc., cannot be taken lightly. You are dealing with energies that can feel pain and emotion like yourself, demanding that a deity help you through a witch without showing it any appreciation is very disrespectful. The spirit is a playground of love, not a playground of tyranny, Satan himself wants everyone to be free. The relationship you form with your own spirit and the spirits of others are a result of the work and energies you put into these spirits.

Please understand that most LaVeyan Satanists are not theistic and do not practice or believe in witchcraft. Most Satanists are not witches and do not believe in magick, and most Satanists become Satanists to escape religion and scientifically unproven beliefs, Satan is an ideal to most Satanists that represents freedom from suppressive authority especially religious authority. Don't take me as an example of a good Satanist.

I am both a witch and a theistic Satanist who believes in both the LaVeyan idea of Satan and a spiritual Satan. My belief in Satan comes from a combination of Romantic Paganism and Judaistic beliefs. My concept of Satan may be completely different than someone else's concept of Satan. To me, he is the Jewish Archangel Sammael, who in Jewish Folklore is also the Roman God Mars, while Lucifer was the first man Adam to me personally.

I am not a priestess, and I understand people love Satan, and I may explain ways in which one could create their own relationship with the theistic Satan, but it's up to oneself to personally engage with Satan and find the correct rituals to do so. I very much want Satan to reach out to you, and I want Satan to feel loved by people. He deserves it and loves it when you communicate with him. Nevertheless, I cannot do this for you, I can tell you how I personally connect with him, yet your journey with him may be completely different.

I will not speak to Satan for you. If you would like to talk to him, he's like anyone else you need to open your mind and heart for him to enter it ❤️

ALL HAIL LILITH GODDESS OF SEX!

QUEEN OF DEMONS AND WITCHES!

BRINGER OF LUCIFERIAN LIGHT AND FREEDOM!

LILITHIAN LIGHT AND LOVE ❤️

Follow me @ tumblr.com/lilithprincessofdarkness

~Lailith Hazot Venus (Leala)

Sigil: 'The Sigil of Baphomet associated with the Church of Satan' I added the Mars and Venus signs, respectfully attributing them to Lilith and Satan.

⛧Lailith Hazot Venus Index:⛧

LILITH THE MIDNIGHT VENUS: an explanation of my gnosis on Lilith's Goddess head.

REHASH ON LILITH THE MIDNIGHT VENUS non-violence policy

CIRCLE WITH THE KINGS OF HELL AND DIRECTIONS

LAILITH HAZOT VENUS'S LEFT-HAND LIBRARY

LILITH PRAYER

ON SUCCUBAE AND LILIT WITCHES

ON LILITH WORK

On Samael and God:

Please understand I'm not trying to convert anyone into what I believe, I am just trying to open the eyes of the world to the spirit ☆

Please no more asks to donate to your charities. I have been scammed, and I have a list of legit Palestinians needing aid that I will be donating to.

Do not send messages in my ask box to donate to your charity, I will ignore it and assume you are a scammer.

Copyright © 2025 Leala Daigle. All rights reserved.

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[fushiglow]

A little notice about my fics!

The top/bottom wars aren't as prevalent here on Tumblr (thank god) but I'm going to share this heads up for any fixed dynamic friends here too — just in case!

My nearest and dearest already know why, but I recently removed t/b tags from my works on AO3. I'm aware this is an act of war to some, but I'm tired of seeing people talk shit about me and I figure if I make my stance clear in the tags, no one can complain.

This will come as a surprise to some people, but I truly don't care if this limits my reach. In fact, that's precisely why I've done it. Just because I choose to share my work, doesn't mean anyone is entitled to it. I've never tried to attract readers who choose works based primarily on t/b dynamic.

I write for myself first and foremost, and removing the tags to curate my own experience as an author writing vast amounts for this fandom for free is my right. Anyone who doesn't agree with that probably shouldn't be reading my work in the first place. We are artists, not service providers!

Despite what some people think, I'm truly not out to shit all over fandom etiquette. I'm always kind and courteous to people, even when they don't afford me the same respect. Except for my beloved friends for whom I'll always go the extra mile, I don't owe anything to anyone in this fandom.

That said, I'm genuinely sorry if this choice alienates some of my mutuals. I hope you understand I'm not trying to jumpscare anyone with a "nasty" surprise, and I'm happy to share the sexy intel with people I trust. I really hope you're still interested in my writing, but no hard feelings if not 🫶

[dadvans]

I knew this bucktommy daddy kink thing would be right up your alley and I'm so excited to see what you end up creating (fics, posts, etc.) with it!

“right up your alley” this is the street where i LIVE and own REAL ESTATE. in general the way it came up, the flirting tone of it being silly and tender couched between something heavy is what i really adore about this pairing. and like i said previously, the main fic I’ve been hacking away at for the past two weeks is on both buck and tommy’s relationships with their parents, and the broader dialogue of that scene either matched some of my own dialogue or reinforced it, to which i am THRILLED. i love writing angst and hurt/comfort and am happy going into the hiatus knowing nothing is going to joss this for at least a few months and it feels true and right to buck and tommy as they stand now, and i have a feeling people might really vibe with this when it’s finished the way i’m vibing with it now.

i’m also gonna use this ask as an opportunity to lament that up until last night i’ve been quietly working on some fairly sizable buddie content, and the extremely vocal shippers on here kind of took the wind out of my sails. like, i just don’t want to participate in any section of fandom that comes across so vitriolic and entitled. so, not sure if i’ll put those things on pause, take a break from them, or walk away from them completely. i make the fandom content i make for myself first and foremost, and i’m loving what i’ve made so far and am proud of it, but almost to a degree where i don’t want to share it with an audience like that.

[angelremnants]

Hi! I’ve been reading through some of your works and I swear i’m in awe of how you write 🥰 I think it’s really inspired me to try and write my own fanfics, but i’d like to ask (if it’s not too much!) if you have any tips on writing and i’m curious on how the writing process is like!

Nonnie! You don't know how much of a touching and big compliment you just made me! It made my heart thud faster to read your message, thank you so much! 😭🩷

Now, there's no secret formula to writing—it's an art, and art is the expression of a blend of your heart and your mind working together. Everyone's process is different and unique to each, so don't compare yourself to others, your plume is what makes you entitled to your style. That being said, here are some tips and advices I can give you based on how I proceed:

First and foremost, it's really important that you're in a good headspace—so make sure to be hydrated, nourished and overall physically and mentally prepared to write. Motivation is key, but if your brain isn’t cooperating, that’s okay! Sometimes your body just needs a break, and forcing it won’t help. It's not wrong to not write or be able to write, it's natural and human. I took years off from writing at one point, and honestly? It was definitely worth it, and I would do it all over again. You can always find another hobby or activity to entertain yourself. If stepping away for a while means coming back stronger and more inspired, then go for it. Don't stress yourself, you’re not racing against time, and no one is pointing a gun to your head and forcing you to write.

I like to keep at least two Google Docs open—one for brainstorming and one for actual writing. Sometimes even a third if I’m working on something big. It helps me to have the base and the foundation that I can switch to and get side by side while I'm writing. On the brainstorming doc, I mark down words or short sentences that sometimes wouldn't even make sense to anyone but me. It helps me keep track of my ideas without stressing about perfect sentences, as long as I can still understand and remember what ideas I came up with. The writing doc is where I put everything together.

Personally, I tend to write for hours straight, sometimes even forgetting to eat or sleep because I don’t want to lose my flow. Not the healthiest habit, I know—I do that because I know that the moment I stop, I won't get any further and it'll be it for the day. I'm also insomniac, so if I don't force myself to take a melatonin pill to sleep, this is what you'll find me doing. What I would recommend instead is to take small breaks, even if you have to force yourself and get a good night's sleep. Writing takes time, and some of the best fics I've read took years to be completed.

Thesaurus is and will always be your best friend. Though I do have a preference for that Hippo website, but it's basically the same. Sometimes I get stuck on a single word and overuse it without realizing, so I write a basic paragraph first, then go back and swap out any repetitive words for better synonyms—that way, it doesn't feel heavy to read. I also do this with character names, replacing them with descriptors like hair color, titles, or nicknames to keep things fresh. You can also use a grammar checker, but I find myself to generally use some words or a certain spelling that the checker would replace or suppress.

If you’re stuck on any part (whether it's about an opinion on an idea or your progress), getting feedback from others can be really helpful. Beta readers are great for an outside perspective. I don’t usually do it because I like surprising people with my stories, but sometimes I just wish I had someone to talk to about my wips.

I like to switch up my writing style depending on the mood and/or theme of the story. If you compare my two recent writing projects, the Stuck With You fic to the His for the Season series, one is super simple while the other has a more intricate and flowery style. To me, writing is storytelling, and I picture myself reading my work aloud to a group of people. How I write depends on how I want people to feel while reading, and what effective way would it be to immerse themselves in it.

I always, always go back and read my story from the beginning, even before it’s finished and even after posting it. It helps me refresh my mind, check for errors, smooth out the flow, and make sure everything makes sense. Keep in mind that other people will be reading your work, so think about how it’ll come across. But don’t be too hard on yourself—nobody’s going to care if you use the same word twice. You don’t have to be the next Mark Twain. A lot of nowadays bestselling books have really simple writing styles, and they still make the New York Times list. That's because everyone is here to have a good time, relax and enjoy the creativity of others.

My final and most important advice is to always make sure that you're your biggest fan and supporter. At the end of the day, if you’re not enjoying what you write, then what’s the point? I like to think of myself as my first reader, and if I’m not satisfied with my work, I can’t expect anyone else to be. So write for yourself first before you write for anyone else.

The beauty of writing is that it isn’t just about putting words on a page, it's also a kind of game that has no limit for your creativity and your imagination. Think of yourself as the architect, builder, and decorator of your next big building. You set the foundation, shape the structure, and add the details that bring it to life. Could you imagine what the world would be if some of the greatest inventors weren't passionate about their projects? That's how you should think of writing.

There’s no limit to your imagination, and no “wrong” way to tell a story. Even if your idea is a cliché trope, even if people don’t agree with your headcanons, ships, or plot choices—none of that matters. There's always the golden rule that tells you not to read a story if you don't like it. It's okay if it doesn't appeal to everyone—what matters is how you feel about your work. If you can look back at your story and think, "Hey, this is actually pretty good", then that’s all the validation you need.

You're not a professional, you're not paid to write and you don't have a deadline—you do it all for free! So at the very least, enjoy what you're doing, do it your way and do it because you want to and because you like it. That is essentially what makes you a good writer and storyteller.

If you ever do start writing fanfics and post them, I'd be happy to read what you came up with! 🩷

[separatist-apologist]

With all the rudeness and entitlement going on in your reviews, I just wanted to pop in and say that I love you and appreciate you! Also wanted to ask about swamp safety 👀

People forget that my gwynriel fic is a gift for @talons-and-teeth first and foremost. And if she's telling me I'm fine to take my time, then everyone else is, too.

It's not even just rude- it's demoralizing because historically, when I feel good, I update a lot and I feel like it just never buys me an ounce of goodwill- just this feeling of like, "as you should, now get back to it."

I know the vast majority of people get it- we all have periods of time when things feel harder and you need to be able to step back. You DESERVE that. And I feel like when I say this, a lot of people feel they have to rush forward and let me know that it's not everyone. I hate that everyone else is feeling punished/penalized but I also need people to hear me say (over and over) that I am only one person who is, also, not unlike a car. My check engine light is on- I am broken down on the side of the road with a tow sticker on my back windshield or whatever the metaphor is that I'm trying to make work here.

My point is that I think I would like people to extend me the same grace I offer when I'm updating twice in a week because I'm excited. Average it out. Writing 5k chapters is a lot of work. No one is helping me. I do it by myself. If I've abandoned it you'll know because I'll take it off Ao3 so I don't have to look at it anymore.

[lynnettys-world]

UPDATE MY LOVES!

Hello, dear followers and readers,

First and foremost, I want to thank you all for your unwavering support. Your kindness and encouragement mean the world to me, and I’m truly grateful for every single one of you.

I have some exciting updates to share! I’ve managed to update my account, and all the links are now working perfectly. I’m thrilled to announce that I’ll be resuming my writing journey soon. On top of that, I’ll be bringing fresh, new content that I hope you’ll enjoy as much as my current work.

Additionally, I’ll be creating some interactive polls soon! These will not only allow for reader-author input on my stories but also serve as a fun way for us to connect and get to know each other better.

Now, on a more serious note, I want to address something important. A few days ago, I came across a post that shocked me deeply. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions and preferences—that’s a given—but having the right to express yourself doesn’t mean it’s okay to abuse that privilege.

I deeply respect other authors and their unique styles, as I know how challenging writing can be. However, I won’t stand for negativity that brings others down simply because their work doesn’t meet someone’s “standards.” If you don’t like a particular style or categorization, it’s simple—just move on and find something that suits your tastes. Spreading hate is unnecessary and unkind, and being insensitive doesn’t make you a star; it only reflects bitterness.

Remember, everyone is different. Some writers are more cautious about their work, while others are more confident. Hurtful comments like “I hate them,” “they should stop writing,” or even worse, “they should die,” can have devastating effects on someone’s mental health. These words are not constructive; they’re harmful.

I consider myself a kind person, but I can also be a bitch and I won’t hesitate to speak out against such behavior. Respect is essential, especially in creative spaces.

Lastly, I want to clarify something about my fanfiction writing style. Just because I give the main character a name and identity while labeling it as “x reader” doesn’t mean I misunderstand the concept. I have immense respect for authors who write “x reader” stories in the traditional sense—kudos to them! However, I choose to write in a way that feels right for me. It’s unfair for anyone to demand I change my approach. If you don’t enjoy it, you’re free to explore other works that align with your preferences.

Fanfiction is meant for entertainment. Whether the main character has a name or not shouldn’t stop you from imagining yourself in their place. The same applies to original fiction—many of us envision ourselves as the protagonists, so why should fanfiction be any different? It’s important to remember that none of this is real. Fanfiction is a creative outlet for both writers and readers, not a substitute for reality.

Reading is a wonderful way to relieve stress, and whatever brings you joy is perfectly valid. However, let’s ensure platforms like Tumblr remain a safe and positive space for everyone. If negativity takes over, we risk losing these havens of creativity and community.

On my account—My Space—I strive to create a safe, welcoming environment. If you ever find anything problematic, please feel free to reach out to me. But for those with only bitterness to offer, I kindly ask you to save your energy and move on. Let’s respect each other’s time and efforts.

To my fellow writers and readers: you’re doing amazing. Don’t let anyone make you feel otherwise. Keep shining brightly—you have my full support, and I can’t wait to see the incredible things you create.

That’s all for now. Have an amazing day or night!

Goodbye for now, my loves! 💖

[shujishakes]

🖤Rules and BYF🖤

My biggest rule

❥ I mean it with my full chest. If you are a minor or don't have your age in your bio you will be blocked without hesitation. ♡As well as blank blogs. If you're a new user, please do the bare minimum of looking not like a bot. ♡This is not an empty threat, I will check and block. ♡I don't care if you're a minor that writes fics, you are not exempt from this rule.

❥ This is a sideblog attached to my main. I don't follow or like from this blog. I can not be mutuals with you from this blog. If we form a friendship I'd love to be moots from my main blog. Please, do not ask to be mutuals. Don't be afraid to start a conversation though. I love to talk about mutual interests.

❥ If you get off on spreading hate and discourse just go somewhere else, like outside into nature. I won't tolerate literally any of it, so don't bother. Anon ask feature stays off, cause if you want to start shit don't hide behind a gray icon, let me toss you the block. ♡This includes y'all with 'what about me' syndrome.

❥ This space is for fandom and writing. I chose to keep it free from politics and drama. Please, do not try and change that or bully me for that. This is my escape from my life.

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[effygiraffetalks]

RUMOR: 'End of Everything' Ends Due To Singles Underperformance

On twitter (now X rather?), I've seen some posts indicating my long anticipated comeback album has been put on hold due to three underperforming singles. I'm here to provide what's really going on.

First and foremost, the three lead singles have underperformed. Which is disappointing, though expected. My last entry into the music world was 2014 release Out of This World, which was a massive hit. Unfortunately, the album served as my farewell release. So instead of riding the high I decided retiring was best if I left on top. It felt satisfying. Never did I expect I'd make a comeback.

In 2019, I flirted around with the idea of a comeback album. I found myself bored, and throughout those four years in-between I was constantly writing music. So it made sense. At that time a lot was going on in my personal life, so I decided an album just wouldn't be possible -- though I released a one off single with a different style I've tried before. The single , titled I'm Alive, was such a personal song. It was raw. It was honest. It was honestly therapy for me. I was very happy with how it turned out.

Months later I followed the song up with a very personal single. The song was initially titled Alone. It was written with the intention of being the second single to an EP I was hoping to push out under the name I'm Alive. Though life was very hectic for me and I knew I wouldn't be able to record a full EP, so we modified the lyrics and pushed it out as a Christmas single entitled Alone This Christmas.

The song was similar in style to I'm Alive. I was riding the synth WAVE for sure. Which is why four years later I wanted to continue that same style for my come back album. I wanted it to feature I'm Alive. I wanted it to feature the original version of Alone. I had so many plans. So many in fact I have been constantly offline for long periods of time, not updating you guys.

So, this brings us back to the rumor. Am I in fact scraping End of Everything ? The rumor is FALSE. I know I promised the fourth single would be releasing this summer, but summer is quickly approaching an end this month so what's up you ask?

I want my new release to be my best work yet, so we aren't rushing ANYTHING. On more single is expected to be launched this year, with the albums release coming sometime in the next year.

So just hang tight! More is coming and I think you'll all be blown away!!

Love you

Effy xx

[talkfantasytome]

Listen girl, we get that you don’t have a plot or motivation or something but please please update the Connor and Bryce fan fic. We’ve been waiting forever and I get it, you’re trying to make it good for us but surely as a reader you can understand the utter disappointment when it’s not updated, come on please!

I could just take it down, if you'd prefer. 😒

I've tried to be nice about this, but since that's not working, let me go with blunt honesty:

This is the LAST way to get me to update the fic. In fact, instead of speeding me up, this has delayed me further. Well done.

Clearly you don't get it, or you wouldn't be asking me this. I am a fan fiction writer, I do this FOR FREE. I write for me and I write to de-stress. And if you actually remembered my update notes and cared, instead of so obviously dismissing some of my reasons, you'd remember that I said that this fic was beginning to stress me out, and I needed to take a break for me, for my wellness.

I have a day job, and I also work on a website as a hobby that takes up a solid amount of my time. And recently both my work and said hobby have been far crazier. Last week I was working 11-12 hour days when you combined the two due to a number of things all happening at once on the website. That doesn't even take into account other stressors I currently have in my life.

It's a lot, so when I write, I am writing first and foremost for me as a way to unwind. And writing something that has been stressing me out WILL NOT DO THAT. I understand it may suck to see me put out so much other content, but that content is the stuff that's currently giving me what I need in a de-stressor.

I will not apologize for people being disappointed that I haven't added an extra 6+ hours of stress to my life recently for one chapter, because that's essentially what you're saying you're disappointed with. I will continue this fic, but I will do it on my terms because it is my fic, and I will not hurt myself and put a fic I write over my own needs, because that's a sure fire way to ensure I just stop writing fan fiction all together. And I don't want that.

I love this fic. And I am honored by the love it's been given. But that only adds to my desire to make sure I end it right.

If you really want me to update this fic, then stop fucking asking me when I'm updating or for an update. Instead, comment on the fic, tell me why you love it, what it means to you, what drew you in, what chapters you love the most, how it makes you feel. Tell me you actually understand, that you support me, that you want me to take my time and do this my way because you know that this is my fic and it's something I care about, and that you'll be here when I come back.

Don't dismiss my struggles and try to GUILT me into updating, because all that's done is make me want to update less.

You want me to update? Remember that I am a real person with real feelings who has been under so much stress and frustration over the past week (that I did not get a break from this weekend) that the entitlement and disrespect of this ask had me on the verge of tears. Understand why I - and most of my fellow fan fiction writers - write. And that I write for me, and choose to share it.

Remember that I, too, may be disappointed I haven't been able to get back to this fic, and sending me something like this will only add to all the stress I already feel about it. Remember that you don't know what's going on in my OneNote, or what I have. You don't know that I have, in fact, started the next chapter and have been doing my absolute best to try and write a bit more for it whenever I can. And remember that an ask like this, has truly delayed my continuing of that chapter because you've just undone a solid amount of the work I've been doing for my own wellness and de-stressing of this fic.

[lokisprettygirl]

Wanted to ask if you'd finish the new series? I only want to read if you intend to finish it

Dear circle in the box ,

I'll finish it in my own time, I'm legit on a break currently. I was just talking to someone here about how I have been feeling guilty about leaving my fics unfinished and people like you do not help. I have finished 5 series so far (not even counting GAWG because it was like 5 chapters) and they have been my best works because I got enough inspiration and encouragement from the readers to do so. That's like more than 150 chapters. Unfortunately for the bodyguard and hear me now (the possession will never be continued) I don't feel that inspired anymore but I do intend to finish them or conclude them especially hear me now since bluey is my favourite jotun Loki I could ever make again.

TNSATSI is still in works (because of people who wait for the series to end, it's hardly getting any interaction other than my regular readers which I'm super thankful for, but that also kills my motivation to write and update here), next chapter is half written but I don't want to burn myself out, I write for myself first and foremost, that's why I started.

Read whenever you want to read that's not my call. But Don't get all entitled, my fics my rules. I work like 14 hours a day and it's a miracle I still find some inspiration to write. I'll decide when or whether I intend to finish them or not.

[wisteriasymphony]

Okay, I've had some time to mull it over and—for nobody's sake but my own—I got curious as to why TMHtS didn't work for me. Clearly, if anything, this shows me that an exploration into a darker look into Adrien's life alone isn't enough to sell me on a fic, which surprises me!

Caveat: I realized TMHtS was probably not for me after finishing Chapter 5, so if anything I say here contradicts later scenes, please please please correct me. I am well aware I am working with a fraction of the original work and that there are nuances I will not get as a result of that.

Also, none of these elements are inherently bad!! A lot of them can be positives for other people, in fact!!!

Reason 1 - Element of Agency

After the first five chapters of TMHtS, the biggest example I can think of of Adrien displaying agency is drinking the rest of Chloe's Cabernet, which he is immediately punished for narratively. Beyond that, Adrien takes on much more of the passivity that is closer to canon, which sends the message to me that this might be what happens for the rest of the fic.

Conversely, by Chapter 5 on TWEoS, Adrien has quit a toxic work environment, is still able to sneak out of the house as Chat Noir, and even elects to go home from a meeting with his friends early to escape an awkward situation. While none of this is terribly far from canon (the first point being derived from a Kuro Neko esque situation), it still gives me the hope that, if push comes to shove, Adrien will do shit about his situation!

Do a lot of his choices better his situation? Fuck no. But I think the whump is easier to process when he gets the right to be an asshole once in a while. It starts with walking out on his friends, it escalates to cussing them out, it escalates further to outright manipulating others to get his way, etc etc

Reason 2 - Handling of Antagonists

For lack of a better term... a lot of TWEoS antagonists are kind of caricatures. This is intentional, in a Menippean Satire-esque sort of way!

Gabriel Agreste is first and foremost supposed to be a stand-in for capitalist exploitation. Tomoe Tsurugi is supposed to be a reflection of how supposedly feminist beliefs still uphold patriarchy if they are bioessentialist in nature. Marinette is a look at toxic fan culture and romantic entitlement (and, to a lesser degree, a satirical depiction of what Marinette salters think she is). Tikki and Plagg are meant to poke fun at The Lovesquare's handling as a whole, as well as the pitfalls of canon's writing.

By contrast, the main antagonist we've seen so far in TMHtS, Gabriel Agreste, is... a lot less cartoonish. (Adrien certainly isn't having dreams of him blowing people's heads off with a double barreled shotgun, that's for sure.) He lets Adrien get away with a lot less, and if the tags give any indication, will not let up for a moment. So much of TWEoS's exploration of CSA is spoken of in hindsight, meant to inform readers of Adrien as a character, and any indications of future abuse are reflections of Adrien's own paranoia and relegated to his own inner conflict about his worth as a person more than anything.

Also—and I'm being uncharitable to myself here—I worry my less severe reactions might be in part because most of the perpetrators of sexual abuse in TWEoS are women, which... might make my own point about why I'm writing it for me? Hopefully that's not an actual factor.

Reason 3 - Suffering Slowburn

TMHtS does not pull its punches with getting right into the issue of Adrien's sexual exploitation as a model at the beginning of Chapter 1. Clearly, it's a fic that is already willing to throw you into the deep end, and I respect that. For TWEoS, even its first appearance of Gabriel is tame, since at that point in time Adrien is not in deep shit with his father the way TMHtS Adrien is. It's only in part 2 of TWEoS—or 50 chapters in—that the plunge into anguish really starts.

I think the handling of the suffering's pacing sets much different tones, and even the new additions of initial emotional whiplash at the start of TWEoS are brief and meant to spark intrigue more than anything. TWEoS loves to dabble in dark comedy and absurdism, which softens the blow a little.

Reason 4 - Support System

I didn't really get the impression in TMHtS that Adrien's friends will ever be in any position to help him. This isn't necessarily out of any malice on their end, just a lack of understanding regarding his situation, in addition to distance being forced between them by Gabriel. This worries me, because Adrien is going to be treated horrifically by the story and have nobody to talk to about it!

By contrast, in TWEoS, the "support system" that is provided by Adrien's tenuous relationship with Claudia is arguably more of the narrative focus than any of Adrien's actual abuse is. Hell, I'll admit there are even points where Gabriel's surveillance over Adrien is left out for the sake of giving him and Claudia time to bond. Insecurity-driven setbacks aside, them bonding together is what will help him escape, and this is a story that wants him to escape.

Of course, it is worth mentioning that Adrien's canon friends are lackluster in their support for him, but this is done intentionally to drive home a sort of isolation between Adrien and the world he is "supposed" to be a part of, as well as—going back to reason 1—being partially caused by him intentionally pushing them away.

I think you would like ‘Teach me how to sing’ ( by an anonymous) trigger and content warning though for the heavy matter

conceptually/thematically, it looks like it has a lot of stuff close to what i tend to work with agreste-family-wise! in practice... i'm a lot more squeamish with what i can take vs what i can dish out (i tend to HEAVILY work in implication and dread after all), so i might have to DNF if it gets too graphic.

[lemmetreatya]

hii:) do you plan to continue the landlord series? its my favorite not only from you but from the AOT fanfics just wondering! obvs we aren't entitled to your work and you probably have other ideas you are or want to work on sakdjahskfs

so….it looks likes my sins have caught up with me…

JOKES ASIDE, THANK YOU FOR ASKING!! 🥹💖 first and foremost!! the series is not abandoned! i deffo intend to finish it for you guys but what’s in the drafts rn feels really ooc and so i told myself to step away from the work and come back to it once i have time to refresh myself and write it properly!

its also a big body of work and it takes me longer to sustain a big quality idea over a long period of time as opposed to short sporadic new idea ones on here every 2 seconds! BUUUT?! its also so nice to know people are anticipating it’s comeback so that’s deffo spurred me on 🥹💖🫶🏾 to know it’s someones fave series is SOOOO heartwarming!! its the kinda stuff that pushes writers and so thank YOU 🫵 anon for even reading in the first place and checking up on it 🥺🫶🏾

[hiraya-rawr]

Hira, I’m gonna let you in on a secret. Don’t feel the need to cater to everyone. Some people (actually a lot, especially on this hell site) feel entitled to things. Especially when they demand authors to change their works to cater to their wants/needs. I want to remind you that you should write for yourself, first and foremost. Write things that make YOU happy and content. Sometimes, the audience is irrelevant. But as long you’re satisfied and happy with your work. That’s all that really matters.

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hnnndhdhhc thank you, you helped me realize something

this is so sweet, taking a step back I do feel like ive been pushing myself to make the entire blog inclusive, it's been rewriting much of my content lately. I still want to be an inclusive blog for everyone but I guess what I'm saying is that I'll be making mistakes along the way and as much as I want to, not all my fics may cater to everyone... thank you for understanding that! it's really comforting and I'll keep this in mind as i write, anon 🤍

[chemicalpink]

JK's Birth time analysis

First and foremost, I’m just doing this to occupy my mind in something else while I go through some stuff, I will continue to use the general consensus of the community for my astrology readings, I’m just doing this for fun, remember that we as fans are in no way entitled to know JK’s exact birth time, these are just fun educated guesses on some alternative that has arisen.

Now, I must say, when I first started the astro part of my bts blog I immediately thought 1 pm for JK’s birth time, I don’t have any factual backup on this one, I’ve talked about it before, I am kind of a human tarot deck lmao things sometimes just come to me. So I started roaming around and I found that JK’s libra rising made sense to me, and it was a general consensus for his readings so I said sure let's go. You know that I endorse and adore having conversations with you guys, my craft isn’t perfect and no one else's is so it is great to hear every opinion to forge our own judgement. I do only present to you information that I can back up, which is why as much as I’d love to I won’t be taking into consideration my own personal hunch on the info I’m about to present you, although you can read it as subtext when it is in italics like this hello this is an inner thought of marinette’s.

SO the big deal: Is JK a libra rising or is JK a sagittarius rising? General consensus says 8:04 am as speculated time of birth, some others say 1-2 pm.

Either way, JK’s sect remains nocturnal so there’s not much to go from there.

When it comes to appearances, I’ll update what I said before.

Libra rising appearance:

Very youthful look that it seems like you don’t even age

Gentle smile

Charming demeanour that makes people obsessed with you

Very symmetrical features

Fit body

Contagious smile

Put together look/ clean look

Dimples

Dark hair and dark eyes

Tall

Oval/Round face

Think Harry Styles, Beyoncé, Niall, Britney Spears

Sagittarius rising appearance:

Bulky thighs

Horse like face

Big forehead

Incredibly tall or more than average tall

Gain weight easily

Not really athletic

Pretty full lips

Think Kim Kardashian, Elvis, Jennifer Lawrence, Paris Hilton

Evidently, other aspects in astrology and genetics can alter these, but it is mostly true.

Now, I am not that well versed in vedic astrology since I stopped studying it due to lack of time BUT the infamous thread that looks into the possibility of JK being a sag rising is pretty elaborate, although it does run more on intuitive processes and symbolism, which are of course, valid, and it really is up to both the analyst and the ones reading the analysis to determine the weight of it. My craft is more oriented towards intersectionality so I don’t like to go by what we are able to see about him as an axis, more like confirmation about it. Idk if it makes sense. I just don't trust seemingly scripted content that much to run my analysis based on it. Everything mentioned about JK Jyestha makes sense when looking at the content presented, and it will make even more sense once we take a look at some other non western astrology systems. Again, I am not well versed in vedic astrology so right off the bat I would fight the conversion system rather than the information presented.

Regarding that thread, some of the keywords used to conclude JK’s Jyestha are as follows:

King, Winning, Ambitious, Passionate, Skillful, Eldest, 1st, Seniority, Expertise, Sensory indulgence, Celebration, Bravery, Heroic, Dragon Slayer, Warrior, Rain, Thunder, Umbrella, Protector, Provider, Scandalous, Impulsive, Bunny, Deer, Earring, Eye.

In western astrology, a general comparison on placements would look something like this.

Sun in 8° 33' Virgo

Moon in 27° 20' Leo

Mercury in 7° 49' Virgo (r)

Venus in 16° 58' Libra

Mars in 11° 7' Scorpio

Jupiter in 14° 15' Aquarius (r)

Saturn in 19° 35' Aries (r)

Uranus in 5° 28' Aquarius (r)

Neptune in 27° 33' Capricorn (r)

Pluto in 2° 55' Sagittarius

North Node in 20° 11' Virgo (r)

Chiron in 29° 45' Libra

Ascendant in 4° 20' Libra

MC in 4° 46' Cancer

1st House starts at 4° Libra

2nd House starts at 1° Scorpio

3rd House starts at 2° Sagittarius

4th House starts at 4° Capricorn

5th House starts at 7° Aquarius

6th House starts at 7° Pisces

7th House starts at 4° Aries

8th House starts at 1° Taurus

9th House starts at 2° Gemini

10th House starts at 4° Cancer

11th House starts at 7° Leo

12th House starts at 7° Virgo

In here, the main aspect I can relate JK to is Cancer MC, MC represents your public self, as well as the success level you might experience. Cancer MC is all about taking care of others, yet it can also point towards a career in arts, especifically singing and writing, it also indicates a strong possibility of psychic abilities which have been widely discussed in JK with his readings and such all while having the main troubles of being an impatient person and sometimes getting self conscious which we have heard him say before when he refers to himself knowing how to do stuff yet he doesn’t think he’s good at any of them, or his letters to himself about having to love himself more.

Another pretty JK thing I’ve noticed is his Virgo Stellium in the 12th House, which shows struggles with identity JK has, once again, being vocal about him growing up within BTS and how that has shaped him and how he has constantly been looking for himself. They often absorb the struggles of people around them. Does anyone else remember him saying he’s okay as long as his hyungs are okay? Also, singing and dancing are very powerful manifestation tools for these people huh maybe that’s why he writes and sings love songs. This aspect also indicates him having the potential to amass a large amount of wealth, some astrologers think about this stellium as an extremely karmic one, which can be translated into the whole JK’s soulmate narrative.

When it comes to his 5th house, it indicates him being a hell of a creative person, especially in a somewhat rebellious sense which I interpret as him getting a sleeve tattoo It also talks about not being traditional in relationships which I believe has come out a few times in his tarot readings.

With Sag rising, his chart would look something like this:

Sun in 8° 45' Virgo

Moon in 29° 46' Leo

Mercury in 7° 37' Virgo (r)

Venus in 17° 12' Libra

Mars in 11° 15' Scorpio

Jupiter in 14° 13' Aquarius (r)

Saturn in 19° 35' Aries (r)

Uranus in 5° 27' Aquarius (r)

Neptune in 27° 33' Capricorn (r)

Pluto in 2° 55' Sagittarius

North Node in 20° 10' Virgo (r)

Chiron in 29° 46' Libra

Ascendant in 5° 28' Sagittarius

MC in 18° 28' Virgo

1st House starts at 5° Sagittarius

2nd House starts at 7° Capricorn

3rd House starts at 12° Aquarius

4th House starts at 18° Pisces

5th House starts at 19° Aries

6th House starts at 14° Taurus

7th House starts at 5° Gemini

8th House starts at 7° Cancer

9th House starts at 12° Leo

10th House starts at 18° Virgo

11th House starts at 19° Libra

12th House starts at 14° Scorpio

In this case, his MC is in Virgo, it mainly indicates a tactful and slow success in someone’s career, these MC Virgo people are often regarded as overly responsible and as people that like to get recognised as people to whom nothing is hard enough for them to call it quits. While they openly seek perfection which ofc JK has always talked about improving himself they often love to do the stuff that others despise to do like countinc, calculating and organising.

Evidently there's no 12th House stellium, he would have a 9th House Leo stellium, which is most of the times noticeable at first glance, the moment these people open their mouths, everything is just extraordinaire, there’s a longing to be loved and to be admired in this aspect. They’re inspirational people to be around which JK is, if I remember the members saying that they get inspired when watching him make efforts. They’re also overly curious about stuff around them big doe eyes anyone?

In this case he would have a 5th House aries, meaning that there’s a need to be physically active and being creative on top of that which I mean does check out. They do tend to be openly superficial people and big-headed when they are in a successful position tho.

So okay, let’s talk native astrology, JK’s Tzolkin is Tz’i-Oc, noted by their need of freedom and less traditional relationships, they work tirelessly and have an innate ability to be successful and accumulate a lot of wealth once again, JK’s position in BTS shows up HE’s in a basic need of having a strong foundation, which he will not like to lead but more take the role of a caregiver that can easily turn into the one receiving care. Here’s the thing, there are a lot of Libra themes in his Day Sign and his Trecana Sign, both of them talking about justice, fairness, helpfulness, as well as him being a nomad which I interpret as having a libra/virgo mix that is really hard to miss Now, this is where it gets funny, His galactic tone is 4, which while it talks about balance and calmness and tranquility libra like it also is represented by a warrior, which is part of the twitter thread as one of the symbolisms to think about sag rising

Last but not least, JK’s bazi, since his contextual situation is leaning more towards it. I did a comparion and it caught my eye the next part:

One of the widely talked about symbols in the sag rising thread is the element of water being consistent with JK, and in his bazi, ¾ Na Yin, the element of water came out, however, they came out when his birth time is 08:04 am.

In his 08:04 bazi, some keywords are:

virtue

star

travel

In his 13:00 bazi, some keywords are:

monetary loss

star of arts

heavenly doctor

So really it all boils down to: we do readings for fun, craft is personal and completely valid in any form as long as we aren’t hurting anyone. We do not know his actual birth time and we actually might never know it, each astrologer is free to work with the birth time they consider the best fitting unless a specific time is given. I myself, see a libra rising fitting, perhaps if we were to trial and error it, some other might come out but honestly, these readings are a hobby and while I dedicate myself to my craft, I certainly don’t have the time that it would require to analyze each placement so I can see for myself which I find the best fitting out of 12 signs. But hey, this was a fun educational opportunity to dive into other practices.

[freddie-mercury-rising]

We love Freddie, above all we love his perfect voice, we love his personality, his generosity and kindness, we even love his flaws and we love his delicious, irresistible body. And we love to read and write about him our own way! We are not harming anybody, we are not disrespecting anybody, we are just having fun in a harmless way and whoever doesn't like it can f**k off!

People write all sort of things about their favourite celebrities all around the world. It's something widely accepted and popular!

If you don't like it, don't read it!

When you don't like a book, you don't buy it. Or you read it and throw it away. You don't go screaming at the author for writing what you didn't like. Fanfiction is no difference. Sure, it's about real people, but it's our own version of them. We write about them because we love them not because we want to disrespect them.

Sorry this got long, take care darling.

Keep up the beautiful work!

Yes--100% I love Freddie first and foremost for his music, the legacy I think most of the world appreciates him for. I love Freddie not only for his amazing, ethereal, gorgeous voice, but for his ability to produce music that transcends boundaries and decades and still speaks directly to our hearts. This man was a musician and a creator that blessed our world and united us in a way that not many other musicians ever could.

Then, top it off with the fact that Freddie was such a kind, loving, generous guy (according to those who knew and loved him). It's apparent in how much he cared about his fans and always delivered such joy and happiness during his concerts. He wanted to make people smile and feel happy, even if it was only for the time it took to listen to one of Queen's records or attend a concert. I don't think he even realized how much his music meant to so many people beyond just the momentary thrill, although I hope he did.

Another thing I love about Freddie is that he was not afraid to be irreverent and play with people. Sure, he may not have been open to the press about his private life, but it seems like he never actively tried to hide the fact that he was a gay man. That topic is deep and complex, so I won't get into it, but he said a lot of funny things in public that showed he did not take sex too seriously. Those are the best kinds of people (and the best lovers *ahem*): those who can have fun and play with sex, play with perceptions of sex, and aren't afraid to laugh about it.

When I write fan fiction, I write about my own characterization of Freddie. I know for a fact it is not real, but it is not supposed to be. I am not a biographer or a historian. I write to entertain myself and others, using a man who not only passed away 30 years ago, but who said things like "bigger is better...in everything," with a cheeky little smile, or "four cocks fighting--oh it's getting nice, this"--on camera! He talked about his own cock and the cocks of his bandmates onstage more than once. He said hilarious, sexual things all the time. So one random woman writing smutty stories for fun and for the titillation of other fans is probably not the worst thing .

Also, your main point was highlighted in red. As I grew up, one of the most valuable things I learned in life was that the world doesn't revolve around me. I'm not going to get along with every human I encounter. I'm not going to agree with everyone. And I certainly don't expect the world to curate itself to my preferences and likes. I can decide who I want to associate with in my personal life. I can decide what books to buy and what movies to watch. And I have a right to decide if something is not to my liking and discard it accordingly. What I have never thought to do is to go and take time and energy to try and stop someone from creating content that doesn't appeal to MY personal preferences. I'm not perfect, but that level of entitlement is far beyond my mental capacity.

There are plenty of causes to take up. There are occasions when it is appropriate to challenge or debate or stand up for what one believes. But, some people spend their lives fighting against invisible enemies. In my past, I used to get up on a soapbox at every chance I could. I would fight with people who weren't really against me at all. I would worry myself to death trying to argue so that I could prove that someone was actually against me, so that I could justify my argument. It was a vicious cycle that was exhausting and unproductive. If you're looking to be offended, you will be. If you're looking for negativity in the world, you won't have trouble finding it.

There are times when people's expression seeks to harm others or denigrate groups of people. Those are times for debate or discussion. In my opinion, writing about my imaginary Freddie character having lots of sex does not pose a harm to anyone. Freddie has been dead 30 years. His friends and family would have to log onto AO3 and specifically search for smutty material in order to read it. I am not publishing it in newspapers or magazines or profiting from it. I am not forcing it upon anyone. Even though I don't owe anyone a tag or a trigger warning, I always tag my work or make notes to indicate its content, especially if I feel it might not be someone's cup of tea. In the end, though, what I cannot do is stop writing what makes me happy simply because it is misconstrued by a small subset of people who have sought that material expressly to critique it.

Thank you so very much for your support! It means so much to me. Sometimes, I do let the bastards get me down, but other times, they only inspire me to keep going and to keep pushing boundaries.