#I’ll get wasted in a while~

[o-phreneticum]

Me trying to draw Butch and Annabelle and realising that I just can’t draw them well (or AT ALL) because the only thing I’m good at is drawing/painting from reference but not creating new designs 😭😭😭

I HAVE A PERFECT VISION OF THEM IN MY HEAD BUT I JUST CANNOT BRING IT TO LIFE

[hella1975]

ALL I DO IS WASTE AND DECLINE WAITING FOR THAT AGE IN MY LIFE….

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LGBTQ Inclusion Tests Our Christian Virtues

A gentle reminder to those who passionately profess their Christian faith and assert their devotion to the teachings of Jesus: embracing Christianity is not solely about vocal declarations of love for Christ or repeatedly affirming belief in his sacrifice. At the heart of this faith lies a call to embody the virtues that Jesus himself lived and taught—compassion, humility, mercy, forgiveness, and love for others. True discipleship is measured not by how loudly one proclaims allegiance, but by how faithfully one reflects the character of Christ in daily life. Jesus did not instruct his followers to prove their faith through words alone, but through the transformative power of sincere and consistent action. At no point did he condition a swearing of allegiance to him, to loving him or accepting him as your savior as that would have been incredibly narcissistic of him. He simply taught his disciples to follow principles in their day to day lives in order to experience a spiritual awakening.

An awakening which lets us access what he referred to as the 'kingdom of heaven' which he advised was present within all of us. It is not a literal kingdom, as Jesus spoke in metaphors often, so he described the euphoria and ecstasy that is present within each of us as heaven. It was an apt and descriptive term, as it also describes us finally realizing and reestablishing our unity and oneness with the greater universe above us as well as unity and oneness with all fellow human beings which he casually described as our siblings. This description of fellow human beings as brothers was also apt since it emphasizes the fact that we are all inherently and intrinsically family, and not separate like our egos would like us to believe. Finally, understanding that we are all one and family would have a tremendous impact on everyone's thinking and the way we act towards others instead of the current method which has us exclusively and selfishly worrying about ourselves and anyone in our close circle of friends and family.

LGBT Community

That being said, the universe often gives us opportunities to not judge others as being separate or as being inferior or 'sinners' that should be condemned, judged, derided or ostracized by society. The most common/frequent example comes in the form of people of other races or nationalities. It's easy to fall into the illusion that we are different or superior to others, but keep in mind these are egotistically motivated thoughts, and are purely intended to keep ourselves separate from others or to judge others as being inferior. This is completely out of line with what Jesus taught his followers which was to see all others as our siblings (brothers/sisters) and therefore all also our family. The consequences of this contributes to an inability to achieve oneness with all humanity and the universe. These are self constructed obstacles built by our egos.

Many Christians have successfully not normalized judging others with superficial differences like skin color or race. In the past several decades, there has been a substantial increase in the amount of non-binary individuals gaining mainstream attention and demand for equal treatment in society. While many Christians will refer to the old testament and older books in the bible to justify condemnation and very publicized hatred towards people who they feel violate laws in the bible. They are also forgetting that these older verses and laws that mandate hatred, anger and violence towards these people also violate Jesus teachings of expressing non-judgement and love towards all our neighbors and brothers.

These instructions and teachings in the old testament are mutually exclusive with Jesus teachings. You cannot honor Jesus teachings and values while also upholding archaic biblical instructions that tell us to employ hatred, anger and violence towards others. For followers of Jesus, they need to pick which teachings they want to honor and hold.

It is critical that anyone who is saying they follow Jesus teachings actually follow what he taught and not just cherry pick the biblical teachings that are most aligned with their own personal opinions. You've betrayed Jesus' teachings the moment you've upheld biblical teachings you feel justify your hatred and judgement towards others. The fact of the matter is, that old biblical texts that cannot be reconciled with Jesus teachings should be completely abandoned. Let members of the LGBTQ+ community serve as reminders and opportunities for you to not judge others, to bless and help others and most importantly put others before yourself in a true act of selflessness towards egoless consciousness.

As we enter the nonbinary state of quantum reality/society, it's no surprise that we are being tested to see how welcoming we would be to persons who do not easily fit into the binary gender roles.

Modern Christian "compassion" in effect:

Source: LGBTQ Inclusion Tests Our Christian Virtues

[loderlied]

here’s my veilguard companion tierlist about 50 hours in lmao

[seilon]

i really wish i could donate my old binder(s) now that I won’t be needing them but. they’re pretty much all raggedy as hell now and wouldn’t be worth much to anyone. shame

[deus-ex-mona]

looked through my gallery and found these two images next to each other… w h a t in the world happened in 2k22 man

[samuraisharkie]

I! HATE! CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME!!!!!!! THIS SHIT IS SCARY AND LIFE RUINING!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!

[uchiha-gaeshi]

Mental health is reaching new lows rn ngl

[saras-almanac]

Gonna fuck around and write a season 8 rewrite that actually develops everything we thought they were going to focus on… cause the wasted potential is actually killing me…

[the-real-couchrat]

You know when you’re feeling pretty good, but technically it was or is a bad day?

I’m feeling good, I’m not angry or sad, but today has kind of sucked (and will suck more)

For the past few weeks I’ve been getting over a (mostly annoying) sickness, and I finally got better. I got sick again, but now it’s a fever and I’m too cold to leave my bed (it’s also a beautiful day and I was hoping on enjoying the outdoors bc I’ve been stuck in classes for 15 hours a day all week).

About a month ago, my cousin had a baby, but I haven’t been able too meet him yet because we didn’t want to risk getting him sick. I WOULD HAVE been able to meet him tonight at the family SuperBowl party, but I CANT BECAUSE IM SICK.

Said cousin is married to a man from Ukraine who was living in America for school when the war started. He managed to bring his mother, sister, and niece around the start of it. (This was three years ago btw) a few months later the sister WENT BACK TO THE WARZONE (WITH HER DAUGHTER) because she MISSED HER BOYFRIEND (who no one likes and everyone thinks he’s bad for her) and lost both their green cards in the process.

After 3 years (last September) we finally managed to get them back to the US. She is may favorite kid in the whole world. I’ve been trying to learn bits of Ukrainian so I can talk to her a little more, but we usually just figure it out with body language. We draw together at family dinners. She’s been working really hard in school and I’m excited to see her grow up.

She and her mom left for Ukraine today to see her boyfriend again. I never got to say goodbye, and I’ll probably never see her again. It was already super lucky to get them back without their green cards, and we won’t be able to do it again. A few weeks before they came back, they had been at a playground ten minutes before it got bombed. She might die there.

I take back my later statement, after typing all this I’m crying.

[mccoyquialisms]

not to sound like a podcaster with a sponsor, but if you’re someone like me who finds cooking healthy meals very overwhelming/too much of a mental load and have some extra cash, I would seriously consider HelloFresh. I truly haven’t eaten this well in a long time.

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

I need to buy things today :(

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LGBTQ Inclusion Tests Our Christian Virtues

A gentle reminder to those who passionately profess their Christian faith and assert their devotion to the teachings of Jesus: embracing Christianity is not solely about vocal declarations of love for Christ or repeatedly affirming belief in his sacrifice. At the heart of this faith lies a call to embody the virtues that Jesus himself lived and taught—compassion, humility, mercy, forgiveness, and love for others. True discipleship is measured not by how loudly one proclaims allegiance, but by how faithfully one reflects the character of Christ in daily life. Jesus did not instruct his followers to prove their faith through words alone, but through the transformative power of sincere and consistent action. At no point did he condition a swearing of allegiance to him, to loving him or accepting him as your savior as that would have been incredibly narcissistic of him. He simply taught his disciples to follow principles in their day to day lives in order to experience a spiritual awakening.

An awakening which lets us access what he referred to as the 'kingdom of heaven' which he advised was present within all of us. It is not a literal kingdom, as Jesus spoke in metaphors often, so he described the euphoria and ecstasy that is present within each of us as heaven. It was an apt and descriptive term, as it also describes us finally realizing and reestablishing our unity and oneness with the greater universe above us as well as unity and oneness with all fellow human beings which he casually described as our siblings. This description of fellow human beings as brothers was also apt since it emphasizes the fact that we are all inherently and intrinsically family, and not separate like our egos would like us to believe. Finally, understanding that we are all one and family would have a tremendous impact on everyone's thinking and the way we act towards others instead of the current method which has us exclusively and selfishly worrying about ourselves and anyone in our close circle of friends and family.

LGBT Community

That being said, the universe often gives us opportunities to not judge others as being separate or as being inferior or 'sinners' that should be condemned, judged, derided or ostracized by society. The most common/frequent example comes in the form of people of other races or nationalities. It's easy to fall into the illusion that we are different or superior to others, but keep in mind these are egotistically motivated thoughts, and are purely intended to keep ourselves separate from others or to judge others as being inferior. This is completely out of line with what Jesus taught his followers which was to see all others as our siblings (brothers/sisters) and therefore all also our family. The consequences of this contributes to an inability to achieve oneness with all humanity and the universe. These are self constructed obstacles built by our egos.

Many Christians have successfully not normalized judging others with superficial differences like skin color or race. In the past several decades, there has been a substantial increase in the amount of non-binary individuals gaining mainstream attention and demand for equal treatment in society. While many Christians will refer to the old testament and older books in the bible to justify condemnation and very publicized hatred towards people who they feel violate laws in the bible. They are also forgetting that these older verses and laws that mandate hatred, anger and violence towards these people also violate Jesus teachings of expressing non-judgement and love towards all our neighbors and brothers.

These instructions and teachings in the old testament are mutually exclusive with Jesus teachings. You cannot honor Jesus teachings and values while also upholding archaic biblical instructions that tell us to employ hatred, anger and violence towards others. For followers of Jesus, they need to pick which teachings they want to honor and hold.

It is critical that anyone who is saying they follow Jesus teachings actually follow what he taught and not just cherry pick the biblical teachings that are most aligned with their own personal opinions. You've betrayed Jesus' teachings the moment you've upheld biblical teachings you feel justify your hatred and judgement towards others. The fact of the matter is, that old biblical texts that cannot be reconciled with Jesus teachings should be completely abandoned. Let members of the LGBTQ+ community serve as reminders and opportunities for you to not judge others, to bless and help others and most importantly put others before yourself in a true act of selflessness towards egoless consciousness.

As we enter the nonbinary state of quantum reality/society, it's no surprise that we are being tested to see how welcoming we would be to persons who do not easily fit into the binary gender roles.

Modern Christian "compassion" in effect:

Source: LGBTQ Inclusion Tests Our Christian Virtues

[coffeecupandcorgi]

what would the butterfly effect be if we went back in time and made hawkeye share the spotlight enough with trapper so wayne rogers didn’t leave m*a*s*h. like bad bad?? or just inconvenient?

[classyrbf]

prisoner!geto who gets sent to the infirmary after getting into a fist fight with another prisoner. His knuckles and lip are bruised and busted and he’s doing the walk of shame down the jail hall. But he doesn’t expect a pretty young woman to be running the infirmary, nearly drooling at the sight because it’s been almost 3 whole years since he last laid his eyes upon one. He’s eyeing you up and down look a piece of meat while you tend to his wounds, completely ignoring his advances because it’s unprofessional. Though, you do find him quite handsome with tattoos all over his arms, a muscular build and his long silky black hair, his smile adding the cherry on top.

“You new here? I’ve never seen you around before.” He watches you put some gloves on, grabbing a roll of small bandages. “Pretty brave of you to be working in all male prison, don’t you think?”

“You must end up in here quite a lot if you know everyone who works here,” you sigh, grabbing his hand and wiping down the dried blood from his knuckles. “I transferred from another prison. It’s nothing I’m not used to.”

He smirks, narrowing his eyes at you. “Oh, yeah? Must be used to all the flirting then.”

“Wow! How could you tell?” You say sarcastically and toss the dirty wipe into the trash beside you. You wrap his hand up with the bandage and toss your gloves into the trash. “You’re all set.”

“Did I mention my head is killing me?” He winced.

“If you’re trying to get pain killers prescribed to you, it’s a whole different process. So I suggest you stop lying and wasting both of our time.” You place your hands on your hips, staring at him.

“Fine.” He stands to his feet, tall stature shadowing over you. You step back a little the more he steps closer to you. “I’ll cut to the chase. I haven’t properly fucked someone in nearly three years, and I’m dying…dying to get a feel of your sweet, sweet pussy.” He backs you into a corner, neck craning down as he whispers in your ear. “Think you can help me with that, doctor?”

You blink at him, your throat feels dry and your heart is pounding against your ribcage. “That is very, very unprofessional.” No matter what words come out your mouth, your body is feeling the complete opposite. “I’ll call the guards right now—”

“C’mon, pretty please?” The corner of his lips tweak slightly. “I know you want to. I seen it on your pretty face since the moment I walked in.” He raises his bandaged hand and runs his thumb over your plump bottom lip.

“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” you sternly say. Oh, but he does. He’s reading you like a book right now and that smug look on his face knows it all.

“Okay,” he chuckles, stepping away from you. “Just know I’ll see you around.” He turns to walk out the infirmary and let the guard know he’s all set, but he suddenly turns back around. His eyes look at the name tag pinned to your shirt. “Such a beautiful name.” He teases. “Bye, doctor.”

[laceyfaeryy]

MDNI 18+

filthy older bf simon riley

—ㅤ ꒰ྀིㅤ simon riley x reader ಿৎ

mentions of: oral (m) receiving, vaginal sex, age gap (legal - simon in his early-mid 30’s reader in early 20s), slight breeding kink, unprotected sex

older! bf simon riley that’s just disgustingly filthy when it comes to you.

older bf simon would have no shame in grabbing your ass or tits, his large tatted hand giving your perky ass a harsh slap, or shamelessly squeezing the fat on your tits. “come on, ‘m just appreciating my girl,” he grunted whenever others stared.

he loves a good quickie.

having your moans muffled by his large hand as his cock splits your glossy cunt in half, the lewd squelching sound filling up the small room. “hear that luvie? yer pussy luvs this.” the room would end up smelling like sex and sweat, the two of your body’s glistening as simon rutted into you. simon never missed an opportunity to tease you about the age gap, “love gettin’ fucked by a man a decade older hm? getting dumbed out on his cock.”

simon absolutely loved watching you drool all over his cock.

he could coo at the sight of you all messy and dumb, your pink glossy lips smeared with your mascara running down. simon would spit in your mouth beforehand, ensuring that you had enough slobber to drool all over your chin, making a sticky mess on your hands. “‘s a messy girl luvie.” he would shove his fingers inside your mouth, making you gag slightly,

his tone soft and teasing a he tapped on your cheek, “make sure yer breathing yeah? can’t have you passin’ out on me.” you nodding slowly as your nose was nestled into his messy pubes. once he comes down your throat he would make sure that you swallowed each drop, forcing your head down all the way, “don’t be wasteful yeah? need to fill you up.” after simon would pry your mouth open with his fingers, making sure that you obeyed. “‘m just checkin’ luvie”

simon loved covering you with his cum he would come on your face, gluing your lashes together as his large hand smears it all over your cheeks. same went for your tits, coating them with his sticky cum as he continued fucking them, your skin glistening whilst making the most wet and squelching sounds with simon’s cock sliding in between your breasts. “they’re so damn pretty baby, ‘m luv em so much.”

simon loves the idea of breeding you, the thought of you all round and plump whilst carrying his own child made his ego swell. he would beg to come inside, “please luvie? you’d look so perfect all round, i’ll make you my sweet little house wife yeah? lookin’ all pretty while i work.” as an extra precaution he would come multiple times, enough where it made a sticky mess on your inner thighs and it leaking out even with his cock stuffed inside you.

[ruesol]

Boxer!Sukuna who makes you kiss his gloves before his match for good luck.

masterlist

His team had left the locker room and it was just the two of you now. You were sitting on a bench while he organized his bag. “I didn’t know you got so many freebies from your sponsorships.” In your hand, was a brand new boxing shoe that he received from UnderArmor for a sports shoot campaign.

“Eh, they’re not really what I need in the actual matches but I use them during training cause I don’t wanna waste ‘em,” he mumbled. He seemed to be more on edge than usual. During his last match, he lost by a landslide, having a sour taste in his mouth from the experience. He blamed you because you weren’t there to kiss his glove prior to the match.

You turn to look at him staring down at his gloves.

“Sukuna.”

“Yeah?” He turned to look at you. No smiles, just a deadpan expression. You walked towards him and held his face in your hands. You could tell he was nervous about the fight even though he had won so many before.

“Honey, what’s on your mind?” Your voice was sincere and comforting for him. “What if I’m in a slump? My last match was so bad. I’ve never lost like that. What if I’m on a losing streak now?”

You get on your tippy toes and kiss his cheek. “Sukuna, you’ve worked hard have you not?” He nods. “And you feel like you’ve trained well this time.” He nods again. “Then why are you so worried? Is it because you were distracted last time?”

He sighs and wraps his arms around you, burying his head in the crook of your neck in the process. “Look, I don’t know if you think it’s weird but when I see you outside the ring, I feel like I have a reason to win. It drives me to fight better. I had a really shitty day last time and when I didn’t see you I just didn’t feel like giving my all.”

Your heart felt like it was being torn to pieces after seeing your husband sulk. “I just felt burnt out. I was hoping that once I saw you then I’d feel better.”

You hugged him tighter and kissed his shoulder. “I’m sorry, Sukuna, I promise I’ll never do that again.” You start rubbing your hand up and down his back in hopes to calm him down right before his match.

“Kiss my gloves for me?” he asks as he pulls away. You nod. He takes his boxing gloves out and places them in your hands. You leave a delicate kiss on each of them, your gloss leaving a small sparkly stain. He takes them from your hand and kisses them on the same spots as you did, maintaining eye contact with you throughout. “You’re my good luck charm, you know that?” he says as he strokes your head.

You show him a teethy grin and nod.

“And you’re mine.” Your reply made him smash his lips to yours. “I’ll be sure to win now that you’re here.” He mumbled against your lips.

—

No thoughts. Just boxer!sukuna

[darlingsblackbook]

Zayne x Crush-Ridden Nurse!Reader | Part One

Professionalism is Dead. I Have a Crush. Zayne Edition

Love and Deepspace Masterlist

I | You do not make eye contact with Zayne in meetings because every time you do, you forget what day it is and say “yes, Doctor” to everything, including when he once asked, “Did you get enough sleep?”

II | Zayne once asked you to assist with a minor procedure and you dropped the sterile tools. You apologized so many times, he calmly said, “The patient’s heart rate is more stable than yours right now.”

III | You once panicked and said “Love you—uh I mean... glove you— I mean I’ll get your gloves!”

Zayne: slow blink

“Take your time. I’ll wait.”

IV | Every time he stands too close while you’re charting, you forget how to type. Once you wrote “Dr. Zayne is so—” and caught yourself before you wrote “hot.” You turned it into “so thorough.” You don’t think he bought it

V | You stutter when you talk to Zayne. He never mentions it, but one time he handed you a cup of water wordlessly after you choked on your own breath during rounds.

VI | You overheard some nurses gossiping about how attractive he is and blurted, “He’s probably too focused to notice.”

You didn’t realize Zayne was walking by.

He didn’t even blink. Just said, “I notice more than you think.”

VII | You tried to bring him coffee once but labeled it with “For Dr. Zayne :)” and then panicked because the smiley face was unprofessional. You crossed it out. Then rewrote it. Then crossed that out.

He still drank it. Didn’t say a word.

VIII | One time you were called into his office and rushed into the room out of breath. Zayne looked at you, tilted his head, and said, “You don’t need to sprint through the halls. I’m not going anywhere.”

Cue you passing away on the spot.

IX | You asked him once, very nervously, “Do you ever, like… smile?”

He replied without hesitation, “Only on days you don’t trip over the IV cart.”

(The next day you almost made it. He raised an eyebrow in silent amusement.)

X | Once he handed you a file and your fingers brushed. You squeaked. He stared at you for a full five seconds before saying, “That wasn’t an electric shock, Nurse. You can relax.”

XI | You joked to another nurse, “I’d die if ZaynE ever praised me.” The next day during debrief, Zayne said: “Good job. Efficient, as usual.”

You almost fainted.

He added, “Should I call a nurse?”

You whispered, “I am the nurse…”

XII | You once had to bandage a patient while Zayne was observing and your hands were shaking like a leaf.

Afterward, he pulled you aside and simply said, “Your hands are steady when it matters. Don’t doubt that.”

XIII | He never raises his voice. Never gossips. But the one time another doctor tried to flirt with you a little too casually, Zayne just appeared beside you and said, “She’s busy. Let’s not waste her time.”

XIV | You once caught him looking at you when he thought no one was watching. Just for a second. No expression. But his gaze lingered a little too long to be clinical. And when your eyes met? He said, “You should take your break before I assign you one.”

Part two >

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