#I’m thinking shit will really kick into gear as the preop rolls up cause I’ll have to start physically preparing
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top surgery in exactly a month. that’s crazy
#preop is next week dude whatttt#it actually genuinely does not feel real#I think maybe it will start to when I go to the preop#medical clearance call is on thursday and im hoping they don’t ask me for More labs cause i literally just got the ones my doctor ordered#done two days ago. so like it depends on what exactly they wanna know re: my blood#my mysterious vitamin B deficiency has cleared up literally 6fold since January which#????? I have No idea why that deficiency happened and just like that it is Gone#but uhh yeah everything looks good so like. hopefully that’s all they need. we’ll see ig#(technically my co2 was abnormally low but I’m 95% sure that’s just cause I did those labs right after speed walking like two miles)#exercise/heavy breathing will do that#ahsghhdhhh I still haven’t talked about it with my mom though so there’s. that#I’m gonna have to eventually especially considering I’ll have to explain my friend and I going to SF next week#I’m not as anxious as I was before I guess because it’s just inevitable that this Is Going To Happen even if she’s displeased#but idk. the anxiety will probably come back up again sooner or later#I know it largely feels unreal because I only have one friend I can really talk to about it and obviously I don’t see him all the time#I can’t talk about it at home and it’d be kinda weird to at work so. it mostly feels like. intangible#one of my friends I haven’t talked to in a few months surprisingly agreed to drive me on my actual surgery date#and I don’t wanna be ungrateful but since there’s a month til then I’m not like totally totally secure that she’ll pull thru#just cause of her track record when it comes to cancelling things and whatnot. but it’s fine it’ll be fine#I’d ask to hang out more before that point but she rarely responds to texts and even more rarely agrees to hang out#raggshhhh anyway idk my thoughts are all over the place rn#kibumblabs#I’m thinking shit will really kick into gear as the preop rolls up cause I’ll have to start physically preparing#but who knows
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