#I'm just goin w the flow

[cavejebus]

my adam playlist is about 20 songs now, so im gonna post it even though it is still a WORK IN PROGRESS!!!! ill add onto it when i wanna ofc, but i just wanna share a lil bit of my visionnn <3 expect a lot of linkin park lmao

some songs might not show up on the tumblr preview so i highly recommend going to the actual playlist if you have spotify!!

and batuta din moldova is there too cuz why not

below is a few categories and explanations for most songs!!!

ANGSTY SHIT

songs I thought either the lyrics or vibe had something to do with his angst... usually has to do with his background, during the trap, after the trap (whether he survived or not), or just headcanons :P

1. paper cuts - nirvana

"my whole existence is for your amusement", "why do they not try to escape?"

i THINK this song is about this dude who is like, in a really shitty kidnapping situation.... or something idk don't quote me on that :P it gives off the vibe of how it must've felt being in the bathroom all alone :( waiting for his boyfriend to save him :(

2. pictures of me - elliot smith

"you'll be the victim of your own dirty tricks", "i'm not surprised at all and really, why should i be?", "so sick and tired of all these pictures of me")

i like the whole pictures tie in.. the song isn't rlly about this, but some lyrics seem like how he would feel about being in a trap. like "I'm not surprised jigsaw chose me for this, my life is shit!!" ofc that would be if he knew who jigsaw was beforehand....... self deprecating shit yknow

3. given up - linkin park

"stuck in my head again//feels like i'll never leave this place//there's no escape", "thought i was focused, but I'm scared//i'm not prepared", "i hyperventilate//looking for help somehow, somewhere//and no one cares"

OK so first quote from this that I chose is like, how he sees his life as some useless "live to die" type thing, then the next quotes are how he realizes that he REALLY doesn't wanna die at the end of the trap. despite his whole "my life is shit I hate my job yadda yadda" talk, he still begs for his life once it's really in danger!!!

4. black heart - stone temple pilots w/ chester benningtion

"rescue me//(If you don't mind)"

lawrence......rescue this bitch....... ok but this song is mostly vibes, it can have angsty vibes :P

5. go with the flow - queens of the stone age

"she said, "i'll throw myself away//they're just photos after all", "i can't make you hang around//i can't wash you off my skin"

MORE PHOTO STUFF!!!!!! love it when it all ties in......... for the second quote its kind of a chainshipping thing... i cant make you hang around, adam goin "don't leave me!!!!" and i cant wash you off my skin, lawrence left his frickin bloody handprint on adams face.... oughh

6. and one - linkin park

"left all alone//far from my home//no one to hear me, to heal my ill heart", "it's too late to love me now//you don't even know me"

this song just generally gives angsty adam vibes, but the second quote is TOTALLY CHAINSHIPPING..... like they literally just met but already have such a connection since they went thru all that SHIT. but uh its too late for them to live a happy normal life together cuz lawrence never came back womp womp!! i can see adam sitting there waiting like "he don't even know me why tf would he come backk"

VIBES/STUFF HE'D LIKE

whether its based off of whatever tf he was listening to in his headphones that one time, or just based off of the time... i think his music taste would generally be pretty vast, while still staying around nu metal and alternative rock

1. one step closer, papercut, don't stay - linkin park

its 2001, hybrid theory has been release and is already fairly popular, i'd assume :P plus I think he'd favor linkin park since they've got a lot of complexity, as opposed to some mindless nu metal around that time

2. guns (are for pussies), down - 311

AGAIN with the rap x rock wtf!!!! he also like, cares about politics and probably trash talks all those gun loving dummies

3. brain stew - green day

who tf doesnt like this song... but it is about rotting in your room and he probably does that often <3

4. break stuff - limp bizkit

DO I HAVE TO SAY WHY I PUT THIS ONE???? ITS BREAK STUFF LIMP BIZKIT COME ON!!!!

5. the fear (flipped) - the shins

honestly have no idea why, but its giving adam!!! dunno what the song is about, but i glanced at the lyrics mentioned a bong and i was like "haha adam smokes weed"

6. tired of sex - weezer

he would like pinkerton, but i kinda only like this song off of it :P i don't listen to much weezer

7. blister in the sun, kiss off - violent femmes

i kinda just wanted to add in the acoustic sounding shit, but i do think adam would listen to violent femmes!! and you should too!!!

8. break it to me - muse

have y'all noticed that he kinda lied a lot during the trap? sure he isn't a good liar, but he seems like he's cool with lying for whatever reason... i just kinda picked this one cuz i needed to add some muse and the song kinda says shit about lying and stuff idk!!

CHAINSHIPPING SHIT

other than the angsty chainshipping in the "angsty shit" category, these just have cutesy lil lawrence x adam stuff <3 sorry to SHOVE chainshipping down your throat but whatever love is love

1. add it up - violent femmes

not specifying which lyric even though there IS one, i'm just embarrassed to say <3 but uh the only thing stopping them from making out sloppy style on top of john kramer was their chains :P

again, i WILL be adding more to this :3 but here's just my thoughts for now. im TOTES not just projecting my music taste onto adam hahahahhhhahahhahahhhaaa he's just so ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry if none of this makes sense!!!

[tainted-liquor]

'Kick The Radio!

Hobie Brown x BlackFem!Reader Ingredients: Sugar, kisses, and a lil bit of smiles! TWs: Chaotic Hobie, Cockney slang LMFAOO, cussin' W/C: 1.3k A/N: British ppl please correct the slang tyvm

"For the last time, I'm a good driver! Swear it!" Hobie reassured as he threw a smaller size suitcase in the backseat of his van. You had reluctantly agreed to go on a road trip with him across the country just a few days prior, but you weren't sure if you wanted Hobie to drive on account of him not having an actual license. "Babes, I can drive. I jus' don't 'ave an official card that says so!" he giggled, grinning ear to ear as if he wasn't just confessing to putting both your lives at risk. "'M not so sure I want you driving, Hobie..." You muttered, throwing your small suitcase in the back alongside his as you climbed into the passenger seat. "Relax, dollface! We'll be alright, jus' need'ta find my daisy roots..." he said, diving in the back seat for his extra pair of chunky black boots and blue laces.

He emerged a couple seconds later, a small grin on his face as he showed you his 'nature boots', the ones he only used for trails or hiking. "Baby, why are all your laces blue?" You asked, tilting your head to the side as Hobie started up the car. "Why do you think I don't have a license?" he 'answered', patting the side of your face gently as he backed out of his parking spot just a few feet away from the dock. You hummed to yourself as you got out on the road, mumbling song lyrics occasionally as you tapped away on your phone. "...I get my kicks on and I wanna start a rager..." you murmured, quickly shutting up when you heard an "Oi! No green day nonsense in my jam jar!" from Hobie.

"Damn nigga, well then turn on the radio!" You giggled, attempting to change the station and turn up the volume. "Y'gotta kick it" Hobie stated as normally as ever. "Huh?" you asked, eyes widening as a confused smile grew on your face. Hobie laughed, shaking his head as he gave the firmest kick to the car radio you'd ever seen him give. The car shook with the force of his boot, eyes widening as music suddenly began to play out of the speakers.

You both erupted in giggles, fighting for your life as you both realized just how bad Hobie's car was. He could always fix it anytime he wanted, he just chose not to. Spewing something along the lines of how it 'gives the car personality' and he doesn't feel like spending time on fixing something when it still...'works'. You let the music invade your ears, feeling your body vibrate slightly with each bass thump. Hobie used one hand to guide himself through the road, and another to drum his finger against your thigh as he found his natural comfort with the music.

"Chain-gang chainmail, I DON'T THINK AT ALL!" he sang, clearly in his own little world as you giggled at his cute self. You nodded your head to the music, staring at the cars and trees passing by through the window. "Hey, Hobie?" You began, slowly facing him as you realized you had no idea where he was going. "Yea, luv?" He answered, keeping his eyes on the road ahead of him as he turned down the radio to hear you better. "Where we goin'?" You asked as you reached back awkwardly into the backseat, snatching the fuzzy blanket Hobie purposefully kept back there for you and throwing it across your body.'

"No idea." He laughed, clearly driving around with no real goal. "We'll find out when we get there!" He smiled, turning up the heat in the car slightly as you nodded in disbelief. You both vibed to the music flowing from the radio, talking about various topics that appeared in your head. "Think 'm just a cat person, luvvie. Dogs get acclimated to a schedule, cats do whatever they fuckin' want, yea?" he explained while he made a sharp right, finding himself parking next to a random city you'd never even seen in your life. "Hobie...how the fuck did you know this was here" you gawked, becoming utterly confused as you cautiously climbed out of the car. "Didn't!" he shrugged, gently grabbing your hand and pretending to help you out of a carriage.

You set off down the unfamiliar city, purchasing various sweets and snacks from small businesses and thrift stores. "Hobie, look!" You squealed as you held up the rabbit plushie, a massive grin on your face as you displayed one of its floppy ears. "Look at tha'! Put it in the trolley n we'll get it, right?" he said as you handed him the small bunny, skipping off to hopefully find more of its variants in a further section. Unfortunately, you didn't find another version. So you made your way over to the counter, paid for your items, and left the store clutching a stitched and stuffed bunny. "Y'gonna name him?" Hobie asked, raising his shoulder as a form of pointing to the stuffed animal.

"Like a baby?" you giggled, rolling your eyes jokingly. "Yeah sure, I'll name our son. Hoppart Jr." You laughed, in danger of losing your footing as you stumbled due to your violent giggles. Hobie gave you a small look of disapproval before bursting out into laughter beside you. "Alright, alright. Your son, you can name him whatever" he shrugged with a toothy grin. "OUR son" you corrected as Hobie opened your car door, chuckling and snorting as he shook his head. "OUR son" he echoed as he dove into the driver seat.

You set off on the road again, conversing and joking about everything under the sun while holding your 'son' on your lap, examining the new plush you'd add to your collection. "I think we should give him piercings" Hobie commented as he drove with...one hand yet again. "WHAAAT!? You wanna give your baby piercings!" You joked, pretending to gasp and cover Hoppart Jr's ears. "People do it all the time! Plus, you can't tell me it wouldn't look cool on that plush" he explained as a smile crept up onto his features. "Yeah, you're right I think I'll put some on him when we get home" You nodded, turning the plush to face you as you mapped out what areas you'd pierce. You rested the plush back on your lap, covering the both of you with the fluffy blanket as you stared out the window.

The sky was turning a sugary shade of pink, the sun hanging low to your left, tucked in between fluffy clouds as you felt yourself mellow out. "Y'alright, luvvie?' Hobie asked, glancing over to see you leaning on the car window, staring at seemingly nothing as you got quiet. "Hmm? Oh, yeah, babe. Just a lil tired..." you answered, voice sounding softer and lower than usual. "Ah, Okay. Can you stay up for me a lil longer? Wanna show you something later" He cooed, gently rubbing your shoulder as you nodded. "Y'can sleep all you want after, dove I swear" he added as he sped up slightly.

You battled sleep for roughly 30 minutes, watching as the sky transformed from pink and orange to dark and blue. "C'mon, luv let's go" Hobie whispered as he scooped you up from the passenger side, parking the car in a random field. You instinctively wrapped your arms around his neck, leaning your head against his shoulder as he raised himself out of the van's sunroof. He found purchase on the roof of his car, turning you around on his lap so you could see the breathtaking view of the night sky with little to no light pollution. You watched in awe as the stars illuminated the night sky, finding refuge perfectly in every speck of empty space around the moon.

"Damn...'s fuckin' amazing, Bee. Can't tell me this wasn't planned" You smiled, staring up at the speckled inky black sky, grinning tiredly as Hobie wrapped both arms around your waist and rested his chin on your head. "This bit was, yeah. I wanted to show you since I know you love staring at the moon...for whatever reason" he sniggered. "Wow! Such a gentleman" you joked, pushing back on his chest to shove him without moving your arms.

"Thank you, my love."

"Ya welcome, lil Dove"

TAGLIST FORM HERE!! NEEDED TO ORGANIZE SOME SHIT MY BADDD

©Talia's Ish! Pls don't be a trifling thief !

[mooodyblue]

Hi lily I'm having a rough night so i was wondering if it was okay that I request something that will make me feel better.

What about cg!e with a little that HATES change (me) And maybe the big change is E has been home for longer than normal and all of a sudden he has to go back on tour and reader HATES THAT so she has a big meltdown when El tells her he has to go back and he reminds her they have a routine on tour too and that it'll be the same as last time (so not a lot is changing) ?

I hope this makes sense

miss you xo - kiwi

hope u feel better :( <3 ty for the request!! hopefully i can cheer u up a bit with this ~~

pairing: 70s!cg!elvis x gn!little!reader

wc: 942

➸masterlist

elvis knew you never did well with change, so of course when he sat through another tedious meeting with the colonel, you wouldn’t be happy with the news he was just given.

he’d been on a break from touring for a little longer than usual, surprisingly due to doctors orders. he spent a bit of time with you in hawaii then flew back to memphis, getting plenty of alone time with you now that he had a bit of time to take care of little you. 

you had a strict everyday routine with him. breakfast together, lunch together, snack time together, and so forth. the two of you always watched cartoons together and he adored watching you play happily in front of him every day. unfortunately, that routine was about to change.

his health wasn’t great, however, it was good enough for the colonel to make him go back on another long US tour. he wished that if he had to suffer through another long, agonizing tour that he’d at least go overseas, but that was just a dream that would never come true. now it left him with the plan of telling you. 

he stepped back into his home, immediately being jumped on by you with an excited squeal. he hated that he was about to crush your spirits. “hey, baby. what’re you doin’, huh?” he chuckled, picking you up and kissing your rosy cheeks. 

“can we play now, daddy? please?” you begged, giving him sweet, puppy dog eyes.

“ah—darlin’,” he sighed, putting you down and crouching down to make you appear smaller. he took his glasses off and hung them up on his shirt, taking your hands and looking you straight in the eyes. “baby, this is real hard for me to say. i need you to be big ‘n strong for me, alright?” 

the look of worry on your face broke his heart. “the colonel says he’s sendin’ me out on another tour. daddy’s goin’ away for a little ‘while.”

you felt like your whole world was about to collapse. an ache in your chest as you realized your life was about to change up again. you loved the routine that the two of you shared. you didn’t do well when things had to change. “no.” you shook your head, “no, daddy. no.” you said sternly. 

he wished it was that easy to just say no to the colonel, but he couldn’t. he squeezed your hands again, giving you a sympathetic look. “baby–”

“no!” you pulled away from him, “change is bad, daddy! it’s bad!” you hugged yourself, shaking your head again. “y-you hafta stay! you-you’re my daddy, you can’t….no!” you dropped yourself to the floor, the waterworks already flowing down your cheeks as you began to kick your feet angrily like a helpless toddler—but that’s exactly what you were in your state of mind. he knew it too. 

elvis was at a loss for words, unsure of whether he should attempt to calm you down or to let you ride out this meltdown of yours. he got down on the floor with a soft grunt, “hey, hey. c’mon, honey–look at me, look at daddy for a sec.” he cooed softly, trying to take your hands again. your eyes met with his, full of tears and sadness. almost fear, afraid that once the routine changed, everything would just go bad. 

“you remember the last time daddy went on tour?” he asked, getting a nod from you in response. “daddy didn’t leave you alone at home, did he?” 

“w-well….no…” you muttered.

“that’s right, honey. he didn’t.” the corner of his lip perked up, bringing you close to him as you leaned against his chest. he rocked you on a soothing motion, trying to calm you down to the best of his ability. “you think daddy’s gonna let ya sit at home by yourself this time around?” he shook his head, “ain’t no way, baby.”

he pet your hair gently, pressing a soft kiss to your scalp. “we always have the same routine when we go on tour, don’t we? you just gotta let daddy do what he’s gotta do durin’ the day before we can get to playin’ and snoozin’ all day.”

“b-but i won’t see you as much…” you pouted, looking off into the distance.

“i know, angel. i know. that’s the sucky part, but we get through it every time, don’t we? hm?” he kissed your scalp again, smiling softly. he turned you to face him, using his thumb to wipe the tears off your cheeks. “it took us some time to get into the routine you and i got goin’ on right now. we just gotta get back into the old one. then once tour ends, we come right back to this ol’ routine. think you can handle that?”

you sniffled, wiping your snotty nose with your sleeve as you nodded slowly. “it’s hard.”

“it is, baby. i hate it too. but we gotta do things we don’t like.” he frowned, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “can daddy get a big kiss?”

there was hesitation in your eyes, clearly grumpy and unhappy with the situation. he sighed dramatically, forcing a pout on his face. “c’mon, honey. you that mad at daddy, huh? that mean you don’t love your old man, no more?”

you gasped, “daddy!” you pecked his cheek, cupping his plush cheeks with your small hands. “i still love you, daddy! i promise! i promise!”

he chuckled softly, returning the kiss and ruffling your hair. “that’s my baby.” he grinned, “now, lets get up off this dirty floor and have a lil’ snack.”

[yuukimiyas]

hello choleヾ(≧∇≦)ゞ dnt mind me i’m just trying to break the ice hehe :3 but where do your f/o’s take you out on the first date? ^_^ do they plan meticulously for it, or do some of them go with the flow of things instead? wishing you a wonderful thursday new friend >ᴗ< !!

hello hello new friend everly!! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა sobs i do apologize for getting to this so late :'< but its so so lovely to get to meet you!! i hope you & your faves have the v best time here in the city of lovers!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა ooo!! this is such a cutie lil question!! well def some of my f/o's plan for dates hehee ૮꒰⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝꒱ა reo plans v meticulously!!! he's a perfectionist by trade so ofc everyth has to be PERF for his best girl hehee ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ always so so lavish & expensive w him!! i swear!! & kenyū is also a v well thought out planner!!! even though i'm always tryin to get him to live a lil!!! go w the flow!! :3 but ofc shinya & kaeya on the other hand...oh boy...໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა kaeya def tries to plan but smth always beckons him away regarding the calvary ugh!!! & ofc shinya lives a v unplanned/unexpected lifestyle so planning isn't rlly his style hehee but all of our dates are always SO memorable & special to my lil heart <33 hmmm as for locations, it just depends on the time of day rlly!! i go on lots of lil bookstore dates w my faves!! as well as late night walks/drives, goin to the movies & getting some yummy treats!! ☆૮꒰ˊᗜˋ* ꒱ა eep!! this q was so CUTE!! tysm for stopping by lovie!! i hope we get to interact more as mooties!! im sending nothing but love & light your way! MWAH!! (˶˃̶ ᵕ ˂̶˶)

[c0zy-fluff]

OH HELL YEAH T4T STARSTUDENT LET'S GOOOOOOO-

I LOVE THE TRANSFEM HC W/ BUBBA FEELING SELF CONSCIOUS ABT HERSELF AND KICKIN BEING THE BEST BF HE IS TO CHEER UP HIS BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AJDJWSJSHBSHS

I'd honestly like to think that Bubba would feel self conscious about how she looks in public, like her overthinking if she's 'overdoing' how she looks. However, Kickin would reassure her that no matter how she looks or how self conscious she is about herself on the inside, he'd still love her the same way (considering if Kickin would be Transmasc, he could tell that Bubba was dealing w/ the same difficulties that he was dealing with when still discovering who he was, now that he felt more masculine than feminine)

I feel like it'd go like this:

Bubba: Hey, Kickin... Can I ask you something?

Kickin: Sure, Bubs! What's goin' on?

Bubba, starting to slightly get upset: ...My appearance isn't bothering you, is it? Not too much? L-Like, I'm not trying to overdo how I look nowadays, b-but- But-

Kickin, obviously worried about Bubba: Hey, hey, hey! Your appearance isn't bothering me, not at all! You look absolutely perfect the way you are!!

Bubba: R-Really??

Kickin: Of course, Bubba...

Bubba: *sigh* Thanks... I'm sorry, I'm just scared I don't fit as well with the girls like I thought I would...

Kickin, placing his wing on Bubba's cheek: Aww, Bubs... Let me tell you something; out of all of the girls in the group, you're the most precious and prettiest girl that I've ever met and despite what you're feeling inside about yourself, you've always been the most beautiful and adorable girl to me... And you'll always be, Bubba...

Bubba, tears starting to flow in her eyes and she leans into Kickin's touch: Y-You mean it...?? You really think that I'm a beautiful girl?

Kickin, smiling: Of course, Bubs... And hey, I also had a few ups and downs with discovering who I was and how I felt about myself... We can discover ourselves and how we're feeling, together.

*Bubba then lunges forwards and hugs Kickin, surprising him, as tight as she can as she softly tears up into Kickin's shoulder*

Bubba, crying: T-Thank you, K-Kickin... So m-much...

Kickin, hugging Bubba back and softly smiles: *chuckles* Anytime, Bubs... Anytime...

(I'm so sorry if this came out wrong ;-;)

Heyyyyy since it's Pride Month, why not some more StarStudent hcs coming from me??

- Kickin would absolutely flaunt off and brag about his relationship w/ Bubba, including during Pride Month. Like, he'd go out of his own way and shout into the public, "I'M NOT ASHAMED OF MY BEAUTIFUL BOYFRIEND!!!" and Bubba's reaction to that would either be him being adorably flustered and embarrassed by what Kickin just did (with the addition of him covering his flushed face w/ his ears) or he just wouldn't mind Kickin doing that at all cuz he'd expect that kinda behavior from him.

- Bubba n Kickin would DEFINITELY have matching accessories/outfits when going out together. Like, they'd have matching bracelets, matching clothes (hoodies, sweaters, etc.) and both wouldn't even care/mind about what someone would say (negatively) abt them, keep holding hands(?), move on w/ their day, and not without Kickin flipping them off as the both of them walk past the person.

- Kickin n Hoppy would absolutely 1-up each other w/ who has the better partner, being Bubba and Bobby, in this case. Kickin and Hoppy would both talk extremely positively abt their partner, but be aggressive towards each other and try to say that their partner is better than the other's partner. Meanwhile, Bubba and Bobby would ironically be interested w/ the convo between their respective partners abt what their partner finds cute abt them.

AKSOCHWKAKWJEDHFOYXOGZJTSHFPUDTIDCYODYOCOY I LOVE THEM SMMMMMMMM IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEMMMMMM

[99marzo]

R u bi or les ?

Yo no sé

[shandidellamorte]

Shandi’s Writer’s Month Prompts!

Day 9: Word: Echo | Setting: Future AU/Post-Canon

UGH I know I haven’t worked on a lot of stories for my KISSteriaverse in a LONG time but @misslivvie and I have already put a lot of thought into this so I’m just going with it~ I hope you enjoy! <3 (if you’re confused please feel free to ask any questions~)

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“I never expected to see you back here.”

Nikki kept his eyes on the floor. He couldn't even look into Michael's eyes. He felt he didn't deserve to. “I probably got no right to ask..but I need help.”

“Nonsense. You have served your time. You are allowed to seek help here if you wish.”

That was a bit of a relief at least. He relaxed his shoulders. “Thanks.”

“So what is it you need from me?”

“A way to forget.”

Michael looked at Nikki silently for a long time. “I see. This is about Prince StarChild, yes?”

A nod.

“I sense it. Your heart hurts still. Even now..so long after your separation you cannot let go.”

“It's not fuckin' fair..” The words were spoken through clenched teeth. “He's happy with his new boy toy. He doesn't care that he's left me broken like this. I want to be angry..but I can't..”

“Because deep down something inside you knows that part of this was your own doing.”

Another nod.

“Do not despair. I say this not because I wish to do you harm, but because you must face the consequences of your actions if you are to move on from them. You should not use magic to just take away your pain. You cannot grow that way. When you dealt with me..you saw first hand where that path could lead.”

“But I walked it anyway. I willingly took a Demon into my body and put everyone I knew in danger.”

Michael's eyes widened. “I was unaware of this. I see now where this stems from.” Nikki finally looked up. “You do?”

“Indeed. When you take a beast of darkness into yourself, it leaves part of your soul poisoned..even after it has been driven out. I learned this during my own recovery. Part of the reason why you cannot heal is because the poison still remains within you. You must be cleansed, my friend.”

“H-how..?”

“Nicholas will guide you. He knows the forest far better than I. I will fetch him. Wait right here.”

Nikki clenched his fists tightly at his sides. It was almost too much to hope for.

~*~

“Where're we goin’?”

“We're goin’ to the lake!”

“Oh fuck no! I'm not gonna let those damn Nymphs turn me into a brainless toy!” Nicholas laughed as he led Nikki deeper into the forest. “Oh no, mate they're not what y'need! I'm takin' you to the waterfall!”

“What's there?”

“You'll see~”

Nikki stayed quiet the rest of the way, taking in his surroundings. Was everything getting..brighter? Through the dense trees the waterfall came into view. The water seemed to glow as it rushed over the rocks and down into the river below. It was..ethereal..and beautiful. “Quite a sight eh~? He always puts on quite a show at night~”

“Who?”

Then he heard it. A soft, melodic voice singing to him. Beckoning him. “W-what is..?” Nicholas shook his head, still smiling. “No more words. Just go. He wants ya to hear his song~”

“Yes I..I must hear his song..”

In his trance, Nikki walked until he reached the bank of the river. At the bottom of the glowing waterfall streams of water rose up, coming together to form a human shape. The shape of a man with skin as pale as the moon. Eyes as blue and clear as the water that surrounded him. Flowing tresses of golden hair. As Nikki stared in disbelief, the man smiled and held out his arms. “Come..come. Join with me just as the river meets the sea.”

“Who..are you..?”

“I am the Undine..and I will set you free.”

Without another word Nikki stepped into the river. The water seemed to pull him closer to the being. Closer. Right into his arms. When they enveloped him, he felt as if his lungs were filling up with water, but he remained still. “You are not afraid. That is good~” Nikki found it difficult to speak. He uttered only one word as he slipped into unconsciousness.

“Help..”

~*~

He was floating. Floating in an endless dark space. Was he in water? He couldn't tell anymore. Suddenly there was a light above him. A bright, golden light. He reached for it, and a hand reached out and grabbed his. He could see the being's lovely face smiling at him. “So much sadness. So much pain. So much torment. The Demon's darkness still feeds well upon you, but I am the light that will cast it away. I will heal you..if you will let me.”

Nikki pulled the being into his embrace. It was warm..so very warm, and he felt safe. He felt the being's lips touch his in the briefest kiss. Too brief. He claimed those lips again for another kiss. Deeper. More passionate. It was a taste he would never forget. The sweetest honey. As the kiss was returned he began to feel lighter. That sharp pain was gone from his chest. The gentle heat from the being's light seeped into his skin, swallowing the Demon's remains inside of him and shattering it into oblivion.

“It is done~”

~*~

When Nikki awoke he was lying on the side of the river..with his head in someone's lap. He looked up to see that same beautiful man smiling down at him, his face partially obscured by waves of hair. “It..it wasn't a dream..”

“It was not~”

“You're real..?”

A soft laugh. “I am. See for yourself~”

Nikki reached up, running his fingers through hair as fine as silk. “I feel..”

“As if a weight has been lifted from your chest~?”

“It does..feel like that, yeah.”

“Good..but that was only the first step. Now you must complete your journey of healing on your own.”

“But..I can come back right?”

A frown. “I am afraid I cannot--”

“No..I..I just..wanna see you.”

“O-oh.” His pale cheeks bloomed with color. He could sense the memory of their kiss still fresh in Nikki’s mind. “I certainly..would not mind a regular visitor..”

“Glad to hear it. What do I call ya?”

“I have no name. I am only known as the Undine--” A gasp escaped his lips before Nikki kissed them again. "Mm..how about I just call you..Sweet~?"

“I-if that is what you wish~”

“Then I'll see you around the Cosmos, Sweet thing~”

“And I will be waiting, Nikki Terror~”

~END~

[tommyssupercoolblog]

Okay I took notes in real time, so if this sounds disjointed as FCUK it's because I'm rewriting my word splurge from my notebook to here. I just went feral and had all my thoughts. Also I did pick all of them!!!

I started w option 3 bc three is a funky little number, and I wrote:

"I feel like I'm on a road trip in a coming of age movie to Las Vegas so I can crash my ex's wedding and do littol shows around the area. Jade from victorious and the guy who played Scott pilgrim are somehow both there??? Would vibe if it was on the radio but idk if I'd turn it on on purpose. Very...forward moving??? Like it doesn't feel like it's "segmented" or cut into parts it just kinda flows. (Reminds me of when Seán showed me SOAD (even though they're SO different) because of that?) Girlie he's GOIN."*

*For further context on that because I'm not sure if I explained it well, sometimes it feels like Seán's music isn't cut into peices I understand and just sort of goes goes goes until it reaches the end, like the choruses and verses aren't put together in a way I can tell them apart and expect what's coming. This song reminded me of that because it felt like one continuous part instead of multiple parts on one song??? I'm not sure.how else to explain that feeling. Brendon Urie would sing something and I'm like "oh this is that part" and then the chorus or verse just ENDS and goes to the next part before I expect it to, if only by like half a second. he is SPPEDRUNNING.

Option one next because number one. "V edgy :00 she's gonna kill me with a baseball bat. OH SHIT PRE CHORUS POG. Okay love the energy TBH. Still more edgy than my normal tunes but maybee next time I'm mad at someone I'll play it. SHE'S A BADDIE?? /POS"

"option two time. OOO. Vaporwave??? Vaporwave core??? (Why does he look like that though. on the cover.) Makes me think of glass animals in the vibes. Woah chill :0. This makes me feel like I should be smoking weed in a basement with blacklights. Some dyed hair lesbian should be selling me edibles rn. Weirdly makes me anxious??? IDK why. It's almost over but I feel like I should be running away from it. My little animal brain says I'm being lured into a cave to be killed by a cooler, bigger animal. I'm gonna be drugged and MURDERED??? OOOH that last little note thing was pog."

"OPTION 4 this is the last one. OOOH The academy Is, I think I heard of them. possible vibe??? Okay yeah this FUCKS (underlined). I am dancing. OOH BITCH whatthatpartcalled? The halftime???? Idk OH SHIT. (Underlined again,multiple times) YOOOO they brought a crowd innnnn

10/10 THIS IS SO POG"

I also doodled myself dancing next to those notes so, solid win!!!

🎤!!!!!! oooh this should be interesting bc I feel like we have diff music taste (I mean I like fall out boy and MCR when they're on (Seán plays them for me and i bop HARD) but generally i listen to like.... M.A.G.S and The Happy Fits. And like... jpop(? If it's indie rock is it jpop because it can't be jrock right?). i'm excited LET'S GO

I mean, yeah lol my music taste is pretty much centered around bandom main bands (Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Used, etc.)

It's kind of all over the place, though! I've expanded, for sure lol

I fucking love The Happy Fits (I say as if I have heard more than just She Wants Me To Be Loved) I'll play a little game with you. I won't tell you what any of these are right out, but you just have to pick one (you can listen to multiple or all obvs.) I'm very curious which you pick and how you like it! One of them gives me Happy Fits vibes a little bit

Option 1

Option 2

Option 3

Option 4

[capnhanbers]

Hey Mod! Do you have any advice for someone like me who wants to write but gets super distracted and/or can't write cause perfectionism is an ass lol

hi lan! :D 👋

HMMMMMM I mean ok i'm not edjumucated so i don't know like REAL advice or w/e but i totally relate on distraction and perfectionism. like boy oh boy. couple things

ONE: write by hand!! like physically write in a journal. i do this for brainstorming and it always gets my juices flowing a lot easier. i also talk out loud to myself as if it's a board meeting haha, all "okay so this is what we covered last quarter, NOW where are we goin w/ it gentlemen." this is helpful on distraction cuz you can better isolate urself w/ that notepad than you can on a computer, and talking to yourself is engaging. i usually do this out on my porch--virtually nothing i can wander off to do within easy reach.

TWO: because yes i suuuuuper struggle w/ like. every few words i'll just automatically pop over to another tab. i'm all over the place. it's awful. programs like FocusWriter really help, makes it slightly harder to pop away (haven't been using it recently cuz my computer's ass about it, but highly recommend)

and THREE the one main advice i have for perfectionism because i don't know an awesome way to combat it: try to stick to deadlines! and here's why i'll tell you why, one perfectionist to another. i think it's awesome to hold yourself to a high standard, but tooo high and you're paralyzed. if you try to adhere to deadlines, you're manufacturing a little pressure for yourself, and the idea is to not give yourself enough time to pick apart every little thread and detail. this is a double edged sword, because being a perfectionist means you might take a missed deadline hard, so the important condition of it is: be very gentle w/ yourself.

(last thing is, of course, Consume Good Writing so you can pick out all the good parts like a creative buffet, but that's just a general rule of thumb haha)

[senashenta]

Wonderful Journey

Title: Wonderful Journey

Rating: G

Warnings: Major Character Death but not in a bad way

Summary: At the edge of a Starfield, the Grove Born stallion and his Chosen say their goodbyes. For the Herald, life is over-- for the stallion, a new one is just beginning.

Notes: The lyrics are to "Wonderful Journey" by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis. Read it on AO3 if you'd rather. <3

WONDERFUL JOURNEY By Senashenta

- We were strangers, starting out on a journey, Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through. Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing, At the beginning with you… -

The night skies were alive with Stars, each one the soul of a Herald—or Companion—each one shining happily down on Valdemar, content to watch from above until their time came to once again protect her with mortal arms—and as she surveyed the star field, she didn't need to look to know he was with her.

She could Feel him, as she always could, just beside her. Silent, watchful, comforting—he hadn't always been such wonderful company.

In fact, there had been a time when she hated him, and he her.

But that was a long time ago. Ages ago; a lifetime in the past, and next thing to forgotten by everyone… except for them. She remembered, of course, the righteous anger—the hatred—as if it had only existed yesterday.

:I remember, too, Saet.:

"I'm surprised." She replied with familiar sarcasm, "I figured you'd have forgotten in your old age."

Considering he was ageless, it was a pointless statement.

- No one told me I was going to find you, Unexpected, what you did to my heart. When I lost hope, you were there to remind me, This is the start… -

The lights were calling to her, and yet his presence pinned her where she was, crystal eyes watching the glow of the Havens—which was so close, and yet so very far away. She wanted him to leave, and let her leave as well… but she also wanted him to stay.

She fell into the righteous anger, drowned in it, saw through sapphire tinted eyes how gorgeous her country was, and how horrendous was anything thinking to harm it. It burnt her heart and mind, the cleansing silver fire raged through her, touching everything, leaving nothing but pure white in its wake.

—just as she had the first time she had seen him, a fleeting light in the darkness she hadn't even realized she lived in.

Not that she would tell him that, given the size of his ego already. She figured it was a natural part of being what he was—and what he would always be, no matter how she wished things could be different.

"You can't come with me."

:I know.: Sadness in his voice, :I'm sorry.:

- And life is a road that I want to keep going, Love is a river, I want to keep flowing, Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey… I'll be there when the world stops turning, I'll be there when the storm is through, In the end I wanna be standing, At the beginning with you. -

"It's funny," she commented, "but this is about as opposite as you could get from what I figured my life would turn out like."

He was silent, waiting for more—and there was always more. He had learned to be patient so long ago it was second nature to him now… but she had learned many things along with him, and knew how he hated to be kept waiting.

Almost as much as she hated it.

"Considering the way things started out for me, being a Herald was the farthest thing from my mind."

Her being a Herald had been the farthest thing from his mind as well, the first time they met; foolhardy, stubborn and opinionated were not qualities normally cherished in the Queen's Arrows, never mind the Monarch's Own—and neither were spitfire tempers and an affinity with sharp objects, for that matter.

She was picking up on his thoughts, and he felt the need to say something; :I sure know how to pick them, don't I?:

- We w ere strangers on a crazy adventure Never dreaming how our dreams would come true Now here we stand, unafraid of the future At the beginning with you. -

"Of all the things I could have done, going with you was probably the stupidest."

Coming from anyone else, the sentence would have been insulting. As it was, he could only chuckle at the overtones of amusement and affection that came along with the words—no matter how many times she claimed the opposite, she was truly happy with her life and position. And with him? Surely…

He was happy with her. It was something that had taken time to develop, and quite a bit of prying to get him to admit it, but in the end he was glad to have Chosen her. She was a kindred spirit, after all, and he was probably closer to her than he had been to any the other Heralds he had Bonded in his various lives.

"Give me a break." She snorted, interrupting his mulling, "it's not like you to get sappy."

:Well excuse me for reminiscing.: A mental rolling of eyes, :I happen to have a lot to remember.:

"And I don't? If you hadn't dragged me n' Callie away from the farm, we coulda' lived normally but instead ya' showed up with yer Respect Me For I Am The Grove Born, holier-than-thou attitude and grabbed me up without so much as a—" a frustrated noise and she stopped; she knew better than anyone that ranting at him would get her nowhere, and she had been beginning to lapse back into her country accent.

:You certainly forgot about Callista fast enough in that little tirade.: He said, then added; :what would you have preferred? To have your sister spirited away to become a Herald, but you remain unChosen and have to stay behind?:

Grumpy now. "Of course not."

- Like is a road and I wanna' keep going Love is a river I wanna' keep flowing Life is a road now and forever Wonderful Journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I want to be standing At the beginning with you. -

He moved to stand closer to her. :You don't actually wish I had left you be, do you?:

She glanced at him. "Maybe I do."

:Then you'd be a liar.: He told her cheerfully, :because I happen to know differently.:

"Damn ponies, pryin' inside people's heads." She muttered, but didn't sound angry about it—it was something she complained about regularly, and next thing to a joke between them. "So you think you know me, do you?"

:Being stuck inside someone else's mind will do that to you.:

The fleeting sadness she had felt before was gone now, as the two of them fell back into the familiar pattern of friendly arguing and banter they were both used to, and he could feel her relax—she couldn't know, but it was not him that was holding her back from the star field before them.

Her own reluctance held her where she was.

But once she was calm…

- Knew there was somebody somewhere Like me, alone in the dark Now I know my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's going to tear us apart. -

:You know, I think I'd like to take a vacation after this.: He announced abruptly, catching her off guard. It didn't happen often, and even given the circumstances he found he was pleased when she blinked and looked at him in surprise. :It's been a long time since I had one, and I think I deserve it! You know the kind of things that I have to deal with every day, don't you think it's a good idea?:

It was the wrong thing to say, and he regretted it immediately when bitterness welled inside her to travel along their Bond. "I would… but I can't go with you."

The idea of him enjoying himself right after…

It was a painful thought.

:I'm sorry.: An uncomfortable pause, and he reached to touch her cheek with his nose. :I'm sorry, I shouldn't have… I didn't think.:

"What else is new?"

:If… it makes you feel better, I won't do it.: He added, and gave her a soulful a look as he could pull off. :I'll stay in Haven and work my tail off. I'll deal with the Council in Full Session! I'll…: he couldn't help but shudder, :—babysit—:

- And life is a road and I wanna' keep going Love is a river I wanna' keep flowing Life is a road now and forever Wonderful Journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I want to be standing At the beginning with you. -

Their somewhat mutual dislike of small child-beasts (as he so eloquently put it) was only one of many things that made them so compatible. Strangely, despite initial misgivings and the fighting they had done in the past, there wasn't a moment he would have taken back, given the choice.

She couldn't help but snicker at the stricken expression on his face, "I would never ask you to look after children—I don't condone any punishment of the cruel and unusual variety."

:Oh good.:

"Feel free to deal with Full Council in my stead, though."

:And that's not cruel and unusual?:

- Life is a road and I wanna' keep going Love is a river I wanna' keep flowing on… -

Calling from Beyond.

:You have to leave now.:

"Or I never will?"

:I wouldn't say that… but if you don't I may never be able to let you go.:

She met his gaze, both happy and sad, and it was clear to him how tired she actually was. In a single lifetime, she had been though more than any ten Valdemarians… only he had been though more, and he was immortal. While he didn't want her to leave, he understood that her time had come.

:I wonder…: he whispered, :if I'll ever be able to rest.:

She forced a laugh, "with me gone, you can relax for the first time in years."

Somehow, he couldn't bring himself to share in the joke. He just didn't feel like laughing. :I should go, so you can be on your way.:

It hurt too much for him to watch her leave—

"I'll… see you again." She promised. "Alright?"

:Yes…:

- Starting out on a journey… -

A mixture of grief and joy…

Sadly, his pulled his mind back from the Havens, leaving her behind; it wasn't the first time he'd had to let go, but it never got easier. It was times like that when he wished he could cry—and indeed, he grieved in his own way.

With hope, his eyes turned out toward the Collegium, where the sun was just beginning to rise over the buildings.

A new day.

And as the Death Bell started to toll and the by now familiar twinge of his new Calling began to pulse behind his eyes, he looked toward the sky, where her Star would shine until the day she was reborn. :Goodbye, Sae.:

:Goodbye Gwydion.:

- Life is a road and I wanna' keep going Love is a river I wanna' keep flowing In the end I want to be standing At the beginning -

He started toward the stables, silver hooves silent in the grass—he had someone to find. The next person he would share his life with—and though they would soon be as important to him as she had ever been, he would never forget…

He would never forget.

And someday, maybe, they would meet again.

- With you… -

[beloskin]

Ngl i have no clear direction for my au fic and its kinda scary lmao

But also if plan it out, i get discouraged from writing it, so I'm just like, goin w the flow

[spector]

Since you write do you have any advice on how to write using they/them pronouns for a character, cause I want to but every time I always end up with it sounding very confusing where it's hard to tell who I'm referring to.

OH i feel u, ive written for some they/them characters and its always so confusing when ur switching from writing abt the they/them character to writing abt two or more characters … but its a similar situation as writing about two characters w/ the same pronouns !! i know the writing advice numero uno is “NEVER REPEAT WORDS!!!! NEW WORDS ALWAYS” but in my opinion theres absolutely nothing wrong w/ dropping the names of characters as often as u want (maybe not in the same sentence but u get the idea). whenever you think its confusing (so for example when youre starting a new paragraph and you reference the they/them character for the first time in this description) just use their name!! i know this is a very simplistic advice but i also feel like its the best one

i used to be so afraid of repeating words and afraid of going he, he, he or she, she, she all the time, id resort to artifacts such as ‘the black haired male exclaimed’ which is just. its weird to read! and everybody knows whats going on, youre trying to avoid repetition bc its been hammered into every writers head in like elementary school and sometimes (NOT ALWAYS but for me most of the time lol) it leads to awkward descriptions that just disrupt the flow  

PLUS you know, english language IS your friend sometimes, when you write a sentence like ‘they shake their head.’ –> its clear youre talking about one specific person and not a gathering bc of the use of a singular noun (unless youre writing about like. a weird amalgamation of humans with one single head in which case im interested and wish to read more)

and ALSO just trust ur readers to like! not be completely braindead and get who youre referring to! when ppl r proofreading their written works they always assume the worst and want to clear up every single possible confusion but most of the time, that paragraph works just fine and the readers can guess whats goin on perfectly !!! so trust them a little bit too !!! 

[weepingstudentnacho]

my favorite rap mixtapes from a time to another time

my favorite mixtapes

based upon influence and mostly from the last gasp of the fire mixtape era, hidden scrolls in here enjoy them and find them on youtube if you want some good recs for great music that i enjoyed as a yuuuuuuute. alright. this is just kind of a freestyle but it has a lot of cool shit in here, im sure someone else knows more, but this is all me.

A$AP Rocky - Live.Love.A$AP (5stars) just changed the sound of the industry and had some of the most legendary songs of the decade fr…cant really understate how this influenced the "lean sound" of the mid 2010s. really brought the aesthetic together and laid the gameplan. just slaps man too. hadnt seen independent dudes w a camera just hustling like this making real classics before here. it was some different shit.

action bronson-blue chips (5stars) super cool sample beats and fun lyrics

freddie gibbs-cold day in hell (5stars) next level gangster rap really

freddie gibbs-bfk (4stars)

currensy - this aint no mixtape (but it was), (4stars)

weekend at burnies and pilot talk 1-2 are great too but not mixtapes theyre albums

rick ross -rich forever (5stars) stay schemin, rich forever, triple beam dreams

migos - no label (bando, versace - invented the flow for a lot of the next 10years)

migos - no label 2 (fight night is an uber banger and a nostalgic song for me personally)

migos invented a whole flow and vibe with their shit and culture series is pretty much hard af, you can even toss that 21/Offset without warning tape on there.

krit- 4eva and a day (5 starsssss) krit - return of 4eva (5 stars) rotation, get right, this is a full banger front to back. this might be my fav of the whole damn group if not for rich homie, gucci, and thug. krit - krit wuz here (4 stars)

danny brown - xxx -(abstract but pretty fire, not fully my bag)

flocka - duflocka rant halftime show (just a sample is sooooo hard)

flocka - lebron flocka james

frank ocean - nostalgia, ultra (influential) 5stars novacaine come onnnnnnnn everyone was having sex to this one fr

Gucci just was releasing hours and hours of quality music on mixtapes and even non-mixtape leftovers. he was just so good during this period, his post prison stuff was good but this stuff was so good. Everybody looking the album was good and his other artists like Scarr, Foogiano, Pooh had a chokehold later but this is from before.

gucci mane - world war 3 lean (activist fire)

gucci mane - trap god (get lost and more)

gucci mane - trap house 1-3 (bangers)

gucci mane - burrprint 2 (everybody lookin)

gucci - mr zone 6

gucci - return of mr zone 6

trap god 2 is pretty good too

2 chainz - TRU Realigion

also his RIP pimp C song was great too

rich homie quan - i promise i will never stop goin in

rich homie quan - still goin in (influential) probably one of my fav mixtapes right here 5 stars easily, investments and type of way omg

young thug - slime season 1+2

young thug - slime season 3 (5stars) come on man this is so amazing

young thug - jeffery 5stars (the 2016 young thug had was like future's 2015 with ds2 and what a time, just fucking insane, maybe even better) five stars for both, two five star tapes same year. right in sequence. melodies insane

gunna - drip season 3 (top off goddamn goat song) jeezy - trap or die jeezy - gangsta party lil wayne could prob make 1 fire dedication tape from the 3 good songs off each of the first 5 dedication tapes wayne - no ceilings yung lean - unknown death 2002 (influential) yelawolf - trunk muzik 50 cent - 50 cent is the future 50 cent - guess who's back dipset - the diplomats vol 1 (influential) tyler - bastard (these were mixtapes bc i got them for free on datpiff, f you) earl - earl (these were mixtapes bc i got them for free on datpiff odd future - radical dj esco - 56 nights dj esco - ET 21 savage - savage mode 21 savage - slaughter king lil b - lots of them: evil red flame, everything based, white flame, i'm thraxx, rain in england [lmfao] god's father i own swag he invented swag, being based, all his digital drip shit was really valuable at the time, best stuff: his 6 kiss album and the song "i'm god" pretty bitch, wonton soup, obviously most of the pack songs, suck my dick hoe, charlie sheen,fuck kevin durant lol

the pack - skateboards 2 scrapers (super classic songs) *

future - beast mode

future - purple reign

future - astronaut status

uzi - perfect love tape uzi - luv is rage 2 future - astronaut status

bankroll fresh - life of a hotboy 2

kevin gates - luca brasi 2 (5stars might be my fav mixtape ever, so consistent so many bangers so much good singing and rapping on this one) kevin gates - luca brasi 1 kevin gates - by any means (****) peewee longway - blue mnm 3 (rerocc is an ultimate fire song) lil bibby - free crack 2

doe b - baby jesus one of my lw sleepers of all time just pure fire. hit you with that thunder, ibaka. god flow is a heater. members only. i was listening to this for days.

kodak black - lil big pac (this one is a super banger 5 stars) vibin in this bih omg, so many heaters on here

chief keef prob the 2nd most influential of this era maybe most influential, him, lil b, migos all way up there. lil b changed the marketing self promotion video making social media game forever and chief keef changed the sound, the stories behind the music and kind of changed the mold in rap from pro wrestling to real fighting with regards to gang politics.

chief keef - back from the dead 1+2 (influential) chief keef - bang chief keef - finally rich (an album but like mannnnn so good, some trash songs tho with the classics) ****

playboi carti - playboi carti lil ugly mane - mista thug isolation (influential) juicy j - blue dream and lean doughboyz cashout - they have so many good mixtapes spaceghostpurrp - blackland radio 666 (influential) dom kennedy - yellow album (my type of party) young dolph had a bunch….east atlanta memphis, rich crack baby…my favs from him thinking out loud/bulletproof/rich slave are not mixtapes though OG Ron C - Fuck Action Series (all screwed bangers, my favs) Chamillionaire DJ Screw Michael Watts Paul Wall Slim Thug ESG Ferrari boyz was an album but i liked it as a mixtape better lol Not My Bag but generally accepted: wiz khalifa - kush and oj (not a fan but Never Been is groundbreaking af, also ink my whole body is a sick ass classic from another tape) acid rap, das racist (pizza hut taco bell is classic), joe budden mood muziks, clipse - we got it 4 cheap (not a personal banger but a lot of ppl like all 3), jay z - s carter, j cole - friday night lights, joey badass - 1999 flatbush zombies first big tape around 2011 mac miller - kids older DJs and tapes (you can just look up their name and try out any of their shit honestly, very historical shit) Tony Touch - Piecemaker series (all of them are great old school NY jams highly highly recommend) DJ Kay Slay - Streetsweeper series (all time classics really) --i think he had papoose, saigon, grafh, those type of rappers but they did do that paul wall song with papoose and alphabetical slaughter which were good DJ Whoo Kid Mr Cee's biggie mixtape Green Lantern (meh) Flex/Fatman Scoop were important but i dont remember bangers mostly like TV show/media DJs.

--i used to get all my culture from datpiff, livemixtapes, worldstar, worldstar youtube, youtube, soundcloud…good sources. and the record stores and random shit

Soundcloud Era mixtapes are diff but idk… 6ix9ine - day 69 (just too influential to not have, music was not that bad) Lil Pump Xxxtentacion Lil Peep $uicideboy$ Denzel Curry Trippe Redd Juice Wrld Lil Yachty Playboi Carti Lil Uzi Vert Wifisfuneral Xavier Wulf Lil Skies Smokepurpp $not Ski Mask Bones chris travis starfoxlaflare idk lol suicideboys, pouya, fat nick,ramirez weiland - packrunner (weiland taught yeat how to record and is more influential than his music is fire but he has some fire like money fetish with yeat and this one is good too for plug stuff) father - whos gonna get fucked first lil mosey kinda counts too, Northsbest is just still a classic lw shoreline mafia ---- the newer mixtape guys like flint crew with Rio, YN Jay or the BlueBucksClan/Drakeo/03 Greedo etc idk if they count but goddamn they make BANGERS, I kinda cut the shit off around 2015 where the distinction between mixtape/album really stopped overall. Some of the shit is after though, it just depends. Houdini from Toronto had a crazy mixtape too…

i think when u put it all together chief keef, lil b, migos, gucci mane, rich homie, young thug so influential and if there was 1 rapper who could have been way more than what he was it might have been Doe B. i think krit and gates prob had the best shit too.

[pokemoncenterofficial]

oh by the way i have picked out their names! the cleffa will be celeste and the porygon will be named widget :) (pretty substantial ooc below the cut!)

(ooc: hey! i've decided once i do the "they are here" post tomorrow i'm gonna make a trainer card, and if i'm gonna make a trainer card, i might as well just reveal my character's name since it'll be on there anyway, and i kinda rationalized making an actual introduction post for him and his Little Guys. i plan for him to get more pokemon in the future, maybe even take on, like, one gym, but he's not gonna be trying to be the champion. don't want to make him into a protag character, he’s just a guy and that’s okay! this all might change though, for now i’m just kinda goin with the flow and seeing what’s what. WOW this is getting long but i just wanna say i haven’t been here for very long but i love that pkmn irl is a thing, i really like interacting w/ you all, and i want to keep this blog running for a while! ok bye :>)

YEAAAAHHHHHHH

the shelter called back!!!!!! and!!!!!!! the application was APPROVED!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna bring them home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

[cloudedthinker]

Any given day....u the first thought on my mind when I awake. when I lay...you're the only person that i think about. On my mental all day, no matter what I'm thinking bout. sorry shit fckd up rn, forgive ya pops fa tweakin out, now it's been a couple days that we ain't been speaking now. no one else to blame, my tempers a bitch. Just know I love til the death of me, and even after that imma be right to the left of you, guarding ya heart, holding down like I'm posed to, cause im posed to, cause the same blood that flows thru me, flows thru you; I'm starting to think my heart beat, only goes fa you. As cold im getting, imma never be cold fa you, holding you, molding you, tryna make sure that all the shit I had to do, u ain't goin thru. My Dudda My Butters, Lil Bubby, my dawg, it's crazy how you all I can think about w my back against a wall. I love you dawg. Always and Forver. Ya GrandDad made sure I was ready fa war, was bred in it; never wanted you to experience it too, futile attempts to shield u from my wounds. Just know...no matter what. That you MY DUDE. my heart, my soul, my everything. I mean I would trade my everything fa you, my everything. 10/10/17, my world morphed. Now I'm just longing fa the day that I get my boy back.

[blights-manor]

|i literally have no clue anymore

I'm just goin w the flow💔|

SORRY GUYS I WASN’T AT HOME FOR A FEW DAYS FILL ME IN WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED IN THE RPS HAHAHA