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mikeellee · 5 months ago
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IzuMei is my favorite pairing too. There's room for growth and for them both to be challenged in that relationship. In addition, unlike the rest of his "friends", Mei's never done anything bad to Izuku.
It provides Izuku with frequent upgrades and Mei's presence is always felt because he'd be using her equipment in battles. There's far more chemistry between the two of them, thanks to their shared interests and enthusiasm than the other Izu ships.
Hi @lacunammmm
Thanks for the ask and I always like to debate MHA and I'm very critical.
I had a script of my answer in my mind so I hope I didn't forget any detail.
Before I give my answer, let me preface how I do love Yuri. I love stories where girls fall in love, and yes I do love het ships equally (usually is the rare ones in a fandom) but anyway, my point here is I don't dislike togaocha bc is a supposedly Yuri ship, I detest the ship for others reasons.
I mentioned I like Yuri and one of my fav tropes is eldritch being with human. There is a manga with this idea. A outcast girl finds out the most popular girl is an eldritch abomination and....the story can go either they fall in love or the girl is the new dinner. It can go any route here. The point is therea build up.
Togaocha born out of nothing.
Togaocha is just, in my humble opinion, a way to mock Izu with NRT jokes without actually putting the work in canon. Like, no, we never saw Izu and Ochako on a date and later she having sex with BK or toga.
But like...think about it
Ochako has to hide her feelings for Izu for some damn reason (it's fine show feelings for others and hang out, not Izu)
Ochako declares she would be toga's blood bank.
What feels more romantic for you?
Who is the non important person for Ochako here?
I saw a post calling Ochako comphet and....that does make sense. Not saying is canon, I don't think hori cares for diversity that much but it does make sense.
Which feels a ghost of NRT hovering Izu's head.
To be clear, I don't think Ochako is obligated to love him romantically. Nor she own him anything...the problem is how she is supposed to be a friend for Izu, but she is so passive aggressive with him, only him.
If she looks at Izu muttering as if it's the horror. She should look at Mina doing smth in the same way, that way could be a flaw in her.
Nope, just Izu (fuck you, Izu)
My problem with Izuocha, aside the one I mentioned above, it's how...no one wants to acknowledge how sad this ship is. Izu is so touch starved that if Ochako says good morning and smile, he would be stoked. That is sad. If izu had a normal childhood aka without aldera or BK at least, Ochako's attitude towards him wouldn't be seen as romantic or cute.
Izu is so touch starved.
Izu exists soley to suffer. (In canon and the fandom too)
I'll go to IzuMei in a bit.
Another problem in the shipping for Izu is how people are "contaminated" with BK. For example, I cant ship canon Shoto with Izu. Bc shoto thinks BK is the best (you know, a boy that acts just like his abusive father and was rude with his sister. Yeah, bff material) so....how can I ship Izu with a person who thinks BK breaking his stuff is no biggie?
Tododeku could work in an au where shoto can hate bk. Hating BK with a passion that rivalry dabi.
Many ships of A1 are now "dirty" for me.
I mentioned IzuMomo but only in aus. Bc not only she wanted to put him in a straight jacket, not only she was following bk's order bc "he knows izu best" but no one ever bother to want to know him. NO ONE CARES FOR IZUKU, just if he is useful
(8 MOTHER FUCKER YEARS FOR THOSE BOZOS TO SAY HI TO IZU. I HEARD ALL THE EXCUSES AND EXPLANATION. "THEY WERE HELPING IZU GET A SUIT" MAKING SECRET FOR 8 MF YEARS??? NAH, BYE FAM)
Hori has a hate for his mc that frankly we need to study. He was abused in aldera bc ????he exist. There no textual evidence of QUIRKLESS discrimanation. Just izu being abused.
And it's insane bc why Hori made his own mc say he is a loser and nothing change in the end? Why he never let Izu win? Bc this is bakugou's show (I'm shocked he didn't make Ochako and BK be a thing, not gone lie. That would be on par with everything Hori has wrote so far)
Now on IzuMei
First off, I love their color, their pallets complement each other nicely. Mei's pink goes perfectly with Izu's green.
She is quirky like him. She mutters and has no problems in working to the bone to achieve her dreams.
He knows quirks, must be the only mf who is curious about the quirks and Mei, who has to make support for all quirks, could use someone who knows what he is saying.
Also she has never been mean or passive aggressive with him. Which is such low bar but Ochako still dissapoints.
Funny enough, Ochako calls Izu plain. She is the most plain girl I ever saw in my life. Izu has way more interesting design than her and Hori openly admits Izu is not a Ikemen, he is a joke of design.
So yes, I like IzuMei. It is way better than IzuOcha. Bc if the standers for fans to go "this girl didn't deserve this random Shonens boy who ignores her to fight X" then we can say "Izu really doesn't deserve Ochako. A girl who is so passive aggressive with him for no reason and ditches him to be toga's blood bank"
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mikeellee · 1 year ago
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Hi @bibibbon reading all this it make me think of two things
1) remember infinity stones movie? The last one (as if MCU would stop) well ...the scene with cap is still one of the best and I think Hori mau have trying to replicate such idea but failed miserable bc he is incompetent.
Like imagine this. Izu is facing afo, afo taunts him saying how he is alone and no one will ever help a deku like him yada yada villain stuff.
Izu says "I can do it"
And a voice reaches to him 'and who says you are alone?" Izu turns to see all his friends, and allies on his side. They ask "you look like you need help" and well, Izu beats afo thanks to the power of friendship
Note for this to work ...Izu would need to have genuine friends. Which he doesn't.
But the whole idea of the payoff. All the people IZU (in a kinder au or written by someone competent) helped in a way or another joins forces to retribute and help their friend and hero.
He is not alone.
2) we never left chapter 1. Never, Izu is perpetually the odd duck and gains nothing here. His failing as a gag it's just so sad...Hori clearly gives no fucks to his character...look I'm ok with humour, I'm ok in characters having a funny flaw like "Bob can't see fish bc he makes a big comical disgusted face" like Oda does things like that.. .it can work
But not here.
Not when Izu is the punching bag forever.
Also FUCK YOU SERO. Look he is not bk. I give that, but he is a nothing character and him saying cool lines as if he is the mc is ....insulting
Tell me how much you dislike your mc, hori, without telling me you dislike your mc
Also probs to hori to not put bk in this....for now
MHA CH 421 rambles
Ok so this was a chapter ok. Iam personally not a fan of what happend here but you do you.
I hated AFO's little monologue. introspection thingy and to be honest sukuna does it better. Look Iam critical of both jjk and MHA as they fail in their own aspects on certain things but dam I couldn't care less for AFO and his monologue I seriously couldn't. Yoichi as already dead and if AFO's goal was to be a supervillain from a comic and to reunite with yoichi then why not just idk get the doctor to do it for him or just die to reunite with AFO 🤷‍♀️. His whole thing about tragedy making people stronger or him not feeling anything didn't even hit well because his development sucks and him coming back feels repetitive anyway
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Sero getting to respond to the things about tragedy felt so underwhelming I didn't like it. Sero throughout the whole and entire series lacked any screentime and development for him to be getting a big moment that should be given to another character feels like a horrible move. We seriously don't know of anything that has affected sero aka hurt him directly in the manga (aka something just him) so it all feels underwhelming and disappointing. Unironically, I feel like sero should of been one of those characters who left the story or just stayed as a minor character because hori is trying to develop and give him importance way too late into the story.
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Where is inko?!?!?! So we see everyone heck we see the civilians, gran Torino, Kota and Eri all comment and hope for izuku to do something but inko his own mother isn't present. Now this probably means something bad is happening or will happen to inko but if nothing happens and she isn't present then dam classic neglectful inko strikes again ig or if they make it a gag that she fainted out of stress i will just hate it even more
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I hate that this is something out of the endgame and if hori was trying to be like gege by making everyone join it felt rubbish. Iam not a fan and I mean it I HATE the whole everyone joining in to fight AFO together type thing and I just do. To me it's Izuku's time to shine and people take down villains and do their jobs in other areas at this point everyone is doing more damage to AFO than Izuku who hasn't even landed a hit on izuku. Also why is it that character like Todorokis who have had their big moments here?!?!? It seems like this is a fight where hori is trying to make everyone have a moment before Izuku lands the final hit which doesn't sit right with me. Like there are characters here who have already had their moments like jirou, camie, yuuga, asui, mina and way more but they're here to ... Assist in the fight have another big moment and make AFO more of a potato character then a proper scary villain
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present mic is back which I love. One of the good things is that present mic is alive, it's good to have confirmation of that
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Even though I think erasers writing is heavily flawed at least someone is holding Izuku. At least izuku is getting something , some comfort out here at least someone is holding him but dam this seems like a disservice all of this seems like a disservice to izuku. Like I wonder do the civilians feel guilty does anyone feel sad or guilty for having this 16 year old child fight something way bigger than him in the name of peace and other peoples safety?
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I think the whole thing with Izuku getting that guy's shirt is rubbish and underwhelming. It just doesn't sit right with me, that guy's shirt would of probably been dirty as hell considering it's the only thing we have seen him wearing. Like @mikeellee told me it would of been more impactful if the shirt was given to izuku and that guy had a healing quirk or helped izuku more directly. Now I get that this is supposed to make the guy more likable and show that he ahs developed which we can see and dam hori can actually give some decent development when he wants to but it all falls flat and doesn't do much for me. Also I have seen someone say that izuku wearing this shirt and it covering his upper half is showing how he is losing his ability to be a hero and dam that breaks me.
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I can't with the Izuku running to the battlefield and the parallels kill me (we haven't really developed/moved on from chapter one considering the story just loops around itself). Izuku running towards danger quirkless thinking that it's his job because people who were supposed to help and protect him failed. Izuku now quirkless with only the tiny and fading embers of OFA thinning trying to defeat OFA with the damage of kudos quirk still effecting him. All of this to protect others to help them something he never got during the past. This fight will probably parallel all might but all of this happening and I feel nothing all of it falls flat and I feel bad for izuku that's it.
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It was a chapter and considering how I hated previous writing decisions I was also gonna hate on the developed/expanded writing decisions either way
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talkingbl · 2 years ago
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Hi....If you don't mind, can I ask, what are your top 10 (or top 7) favorite media (can be books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series)? Why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....
I've actually never answered this ha!
Top 7 BL media, in no particular order has to be
MDZS/The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation/Mo Dao Zu Shi Novel + Donghua + Chibi Donghua
Excellent story that has all the ingredients I enjoy (fantasy element, strong characters, mystery plot, romantic and sexual tension, erotica, my favorite tropes, hot characters, etc.).
Painter of the Night
I just love the art style of this one. Like the art is so good that I can get past the fact that the story isn't as engaging as, say, Cherry Blossoms After Winter or even BJ Alex. I also think Yoon Seungho is an excellent character with intricate motivations and character traits.
TGCF/Heaven Official's Blessing Donghua (Season 1)
I LOVE this character dynamic!! Hualian is probably one of, if not my ultimate favorite BL ship. Plus, the writing (for the donghua, at least) is just excellent.
HIStory3 MODC
While it's flawed at moments, there's a great story here with strong acting. I especially respect it for doing the thing most shows would run far away from.
ITSAY
This one is just technically brilliant. The mise en scene captivates the imagination and BK's acting is so good that I'm constantly engaged throughout the runtime.
Not Me
This one manages to be equal parts entertaining and educational without being handfisted. The idea of making the main characters revolutionaries fighting for civil rights was genius. It's a genre-bending BL that makes me feel good about watching it outside of its entertainment value.
The Love of Siam
This one is just sad as fuck tbh but it's such a beautiful coming-of-age narrative that does subtext better than anything else on this list. The acting is phenomenal (which stands out so much because the main actors were both teens at the time). It gives you a glimpse of a modernizing Thailand as well which is fun in itself. And I love how real it feels--like I could travel back to 2007 and Thailand would be just the same as it is in the film.
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anti-katsuki-lounge · 3 years ago
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Not sure when you will see this ask (if is an ask at all) but one person said how the villains are humanized- in the context of how UA is too realistic and thus wouldn't expell Mineta or BK which I agree sort of I will go in details on that- I disagree on thr hunanized villains.
My opinion here. Keep in mind.
The villains in MHA dont have redeeming or positive qualities. I go as far as to say "LoV is found family" is bull. The villains have sad backstories but that's it.
"Poor shig....his backstory is awful" it is. But that's it. He never tried to conect or reach anyone else, not even villains (he sort gain LoV and later the meta army bc hori says so) we never saw him."off" the villain hours if I'm making sense.
The whole "Izu will save shig" is a responsability that falls only on Izu. Same wih Ochako.
They never show any positive quality. Hell, Toga is taking a drug AFO gave her knowing Shig is a meat puppet literally.
Dabi is so beyond saving that...I doubt even death can redeem him. Hell, he doesn't want to be saved or redeem. Hell, does Toga want that too?
As for UA...ok let me talk about Xmen for a hot moment. One thing I hate about Xmen is when they try to make some powers work in a realistic way. "Dude who can control fire would have health problems bc of that" I think the whole point of heroes is seeing them having cool powers and have an escapism...I don't want to read "Jean Grey has brain cancer bc of her power"
Now back to UA...I think UA (aside being a terrible written school) wants to he fantasy and realistic at the same time. Teachers have cool powers...but the students still do exams. It could work...if the intention of the school was clear.
Answer me this: Is Izu learning anything in UA?
I don't think so.
So UA letting BK run free and same to Mineta, while can be realistic (especially as BK is from a rich family) also harm the story. And if UA is to be "realistic" they would have addresed Mineta or BK.
Again my opinion.
I definitely agree that most of the villains aren’t as deep as people make them out to be. They’re kinda just destructive forces. Sure they got their backstories, but they’re pretty standard ones in the grand scheme of things. Now I don’t blame them for not wanting to reach out for help as it is society as a whole who failed them.
Twice and Himiko are the only ones I consider deep. Himiko’s a story about how mental illness (her quirk being the metaphor for it) can twist a person and if shunned rather than helped, they can lose themselves in their impulsive thoughts. Twice, as said by Hawks, is a good person. Out of everyone in the League, he cared the most about them. And that’s why he was willing to die for them. The world never gave him a home, in fact the world was responsible for shattering him even further than his own quirk did. The LoV did, and as such, he was willing to give his life for them because he genuinely cared about them. I will stand by the claim that Twice is MHA’s best written character. How the same author is able to write someone complex like Twice and someone so one dimensional like Katsuki is something that I’ll never understand.
Sorta related, but thing I will ask is does anyone really remember when Tomura and Spinner got close to each other? Cause to me it’s something that kinda came out of nowhere.
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edwardslostalchemy · 5 years ago
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the thing that kills me about bakugou is when the plf go "having a powerful quirk means i'm better than you"and basically advocate for eugenics, it's horrible and corrupt, but when bakugou does it, it's lol funny and 'oh that gremlin.' in a recent chapter he made fun of the past OFA holders for having 'weak' quirks and dying and he said these things in front of Toshi, who has himself given so much. just...what was the point of him knowing about OFA if he was just going to be a disrespectful ass?
I have no idea why it was necessary for him to know, tbh. I think it was a waste of an opportunity to give him growth by NOT telling him. And honestly, I agree that k*tsuki and the plf have similar ideals because they’re elitists. :/ They think they’re better than others. Unironically, the lov wanting k*tsuki on their side would have been like, them all sharing this same thought. Idk, I just don’t like him. The things he says and does are played off as comedic relief now and it’s honestly so annoying. He needs to be brought down from his pedestal. 
(I have multiple messages so I am putting them all in one post under a read more, I hope it works, but if somehow it doesn’t, I’m really sorry. My computer says it works, but mobile doesn’t show it. This will be a long post.)
Anonymous said:
You know... I wouldn’t mind Bakugou winning vs Ochako so much if his blast had simply redirected enough rubble for him to make it though the pelting, and the fight had ended with an actual visible inflicted injury on his part, like a cut on his face, that stuck around for the rest of the tournament. Make the close call have more concrete, visible consequences for him then his arms aching a bit.
I agree with this completely. That thing about his arms aching doesn’t show much of the consequences at all. And he gets over it rather quickly. I hate that he has so much plot armor.
Anonymous said:
Ngl i dont ship Todo/deku (dont really ship Izuku with anyone lol) but its such a nice ship like?? People can ship what they want but why ship Baku/deku when Tododeku is RIGHT THERE. I would rather have todo/deku be the twin stars like.. Todoroki having to overcome his fathers legacy and be a better hero then his father ever could be while Izuku perpetuates all mights legacy and carries the legacy of One For All?? Poetic cinema
+ I SENT AN ASK ABOUT PREFERRING TODO/DEKU TO BAKU/DEKU AND I WANTED TO ADD SOMETHING SKSKS. we could totally have an "its your power" moment. Izuku getting Todo to accept his left side and Todo getting Izuku to remember that OFA is his power now.
Todo/deku is really the poetic cinema we need and deserve. Idk why people like b*kud*ku, that’s what they prefer, but the ship itself is not healthy in the slightest and I find it pretty disturbing. I agree with you, nony. Everything you said is correct.
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If I'm gonna be honest the whole "he was raised in a household of screaming and abuse" isn't a good enough reason as to why Bakugo has no chill. Like we've seen people like Todoroki raised in a household much worst but he didn't come out as a jerk or bully. I'd like to see more of Bakugo's interactions with his parents but for the most part the dad seems like a pushover and his mom is just loud at times. But no where close to Endeavor. So yeah Bakugo shut up challenge
Yeah, idk how their dynamic works, it’s just mitsuki screaming at k*tsuki while his dad tries to intervene, but doesn’t do a good job about it. I don’t like that she smacked his head. But I think people really stretch it to give him a tragic backstory when in reality, he doesn’t have one. He is a spoiled brat. Shouto has proven how to be a better person. He’s just a better character in general.
Anonymous said:
This might be long but I want to get something off my chest and I love your blog so I used to like bk//dk. If you asked me why. It's because I was enamored by the fanon ver of this pair with a better bkg and the whole appeal of childhood 'friends'/reconciliation trope it had going on and some fans have convinced me that their relationship wasn't as bad as it's portrayed before UA and that bkg was only like that because of society and thinking Izuku was "looking down" at him. 1/3
Thinking about it. it's really stupid and the verge of victim blaming but anyways. What stopped me from liking it and instead hating the pair is that after dk vs kc 2 I was expecting the improvement in their relationship, for a moment I thought we got it. But in reality it's just bc we haven't seen them interact much after the overhaul arc and before the joint training arc.Then the joint arc came and the 2nd internship arc came and whoo boy, I feel like I was cheated on. 2/3
Rather than making bkg's behavior improve towards Izuku, He's still as much of an asshole who belittles him, mocks him ,acts like he can't stand him but less threats of killing him combined with Izuku who just takes it because he's a nice person. But the narrative acts like their good friends now and I have been feeling so frustrated with this, I wanted a mutual relationship with mutual respect on both sides and bk//dk hasn't reached that part and it shouldn't take this long for it to be. 3/3
Thank you for sharing this with me, nony!! I appreciate it. It’s really sad that their relationship hasn’t improved at all. It’s so long overdue and now things are played as comedic relief like him hurting Izuku with his spike and also being extremely disrespectful during the ofa meetings. Their relationship isn’t healthy and it isn’t friendly, no matter how canon wants to paint it that way.
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the only reason bkg gets to know OFA is because he guilted Izu into telling him a half truth in S1 then guilted AM and Izu with his tantrum in S3 He also had the privilege to know Izu since childhood and saw AFO so he had the advantage Izuku would have never told him otherwise. Same time Izuku's friends don't "deserve" to know about OFA, rather, Izuku deciding to tell them himself will make the revelation to them more special since its Izu deciding to tell a piece of himself than being forced to
HOT TAKE
@havocsss said:
i just wanted to say i appreciate your opinion on bnha about bakugo (bc someone finally said it 👀) and you put into words for me how i feel abt that character - and that's partly why i just can't watch it. he's the bully that everyone idolises and gets let away with murder and naaaah mate that's not how it works
Thank you, I’m glad to hear it. I don’t like that he, a literal bully who has suicide baited Izuku and has hurt him with his explosion quirk, is the fandom’s favorite and the most popular character. Literally any other character would have been better to stan than him. He’s everywhere and I can’t enjoy part of the series because of him always being there. It’s so annoying. I will continue to yell about why he is not a good character until horikoshi gives us the development he desperately needs AND an apology to Izuku for being so abusive to him. And yes, bullying is abuse.
Anonymous said:
I know that feeling. I also greatly dislike Bakugou. He almost ruins the manga for me at times. I can't even think of a plot with Izuku where Hori won't try to include him in some way. I tried reading metas abt him, tried to look at him in a different light but I realised that I really hate his personality, combined with his overhyped popularity just makes me can't stand him. I wish I could even just be neutral for him but that's being a challenge.
Yeah, he’s not a good character. Very infuriating and annoying. We do not stan him in this house.
Anonymous said:
I feel like if Aizawa actually knew that Bakugou used to bully Izuku he'd probably whoop Bakugou's ass
OOF I’d like to see him expel him.
Anonymous said:
I like how it's framed like I'm supposed to feel sorry for Bakugou because he feels manpain for not being the strongest in the class. Like the dude went from a regular school to the best of the best and he still expected to be the strongest person there is with no challenge?
Awww, is the spoiled brat sad? Good. He can die mad about it.
Anonymous said:
If Aizawa did the combat training instead of All Might he would've stopped Bakugou the first time he used his gauntlets and automatically failed him and I really wish that would've been the outcome
Tbh he should have been expelled for trying to kill a classmate.
Anonymous said:
Oh yeah I remember that character entrance when he just basically I insults his partner for training. Look I love the kid but if I was a teacher I would've flamed him so hard like there could've been a hostage, that weapon could have went off, his partner could've been captured. That's how you ended up failing the license exam
OOF. When will he learn.
Anonymous said:
Um excuse the ever living fuck out of me but I just saw a fic that was bakugou/consequences where Izuku attempted suicide and you know what the ship was?? My pure green son who deserves the world and his literal bully/abuser are you SHITTING ME???? I try very hard not to hate ships I do really try but I just CAN'T with this ship it disgusts me
It's not a healthy ship. I am disturbed by this fic and I don’t even know what it’s called and I don’t want to know. Eww.
Anonymous said:
I see myself as Izuku cause I relate to him a lot and I just read something where Bakugou does what my abuser did to me to Izuku and now I'm having a very hard time stomaching the thought of him and like I really loved kiri/baku too but now I can't even think about it cause someone who shipped my notp thought it would be a good idea to make Bakugou an abuser and give Izuku Stockholm syndrome ☹
Oh nony…I’m so sorry to hear about that. That really sounds rough and I hope you’re feeling better. That sounds awful. I’m just…I’m appalled. Also giving Izuku Stockholm syndrome with this ship is just. Wow.
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bearpillowmonster · 2 years ago
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You know what? Screw it, let this post be a testament of time for me.
So, it was another slow day at work today so I couldn't help but feel that I was wasting my time but I came up with a few good ideas for my story so that's cool.
I looked outside and saw how sunny it was. Wow, good weather, a shame that I can't do anything with it. Again and again, I ask myself "What would I even do out in the weather if I wasn't here?" and again and again it's the same answer 'nothing' I just don't have anything to do. But today, that answer came back different. An image popped in my mind of Memorial Day, which just so happens to be around the corner, but I remembered we'd go over to my grandparents and sit outside, cook some burgers that you put on rolls that you wouldn't normally eat because that's too high class, you eat everything on bread, but you always see them at the store for special occasions and they taste so good when you do. Then some potato salad on a paper plate, maybe some snacks in those fruity colored bowls. There's nothing like it, except, you know, actual holidays.
The last time I had that happen was, oh, so many years ago that I couldn't tell you. Year after year after so many holidays, July 4th, Memorial Day, Labor Day, whatever the occasion, all missed. The thing is, that's not possible for me now and I'm scared that I may never see it again.
The reason for that being is that nobody else will do it. My grandpa is gone. My grandma is remarried and off somewhere on some beach. My parents can't afford to celebrate holidays like that for various reasons that I won't get into so we don't have a grill, we don't have other places to go, we don't have anybody else that we care for and care for us. Even if I had my own house and grill and all the materials to make it happen, it wouldn't be worth it if I was alone.
I have Memorial Day off of work and everyone I work with has something to do. While I'll be at home distracting myself and trying to convince myself that it is indeed just a normal day and I don't see otherwise.
It's so simple, it's so easy. It's NOTHING. But I still can't have it. Do you have any idea how frustrating that is? But I keep holding myself back because then I get angry and I can't allow myself to resort to that. I can't let myself be sought with jealousy, only sadness.
Everything I feel joy with, pushes me away. They have that new Spider-Man burger at BK, sure, it's just a red dyed burger, nothing special but I couldn't have it, I can't eat what I want because of my health problems. I want to go see that very movie but who am I going to see it with? I write stories but no artist, no agent, no editor wants to work with me, nobody even gets the chance to read them before I get ignored. I'm a pathetic person right now and I acknowledge that and I like to think the best about the future but it's so hard when there's nobody there with you. The instant answer would be to blame myself, that maybe I'm not good enough to be with, or I need to be better or something along those lines but I can't believe that when nobody has a basis to go off of.
This is why I didn't celebrate my birthday and my parents keep saying "Oh, that's just part of getting older, everything gets duller." But I'm tired of it! That's gotta be a lie because I refuse to believe it. You just won't make that reality happen and instead choose to live vicariously through your children that don't know better and think it's the greatest thing anyway. I WANT to make this happen but I need other people to do it.
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metheyezsblog-blog · 4 years ago
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Noone will ever know this pain. This gut wrenching. This heartache. Tears welling. Throat in a lump. Have cried so much, tears no longer fall. I can't believe it's over, but we're free after all. I'm glad I met you. Yet still sad you left me. Dazed confused "wtf just happened?" I said Where did I go wrong. I could blame, use, excuse, dismiss all other possibilities. The truth. You inhibriated me. W your lies , false promises, & deciept. Burried me alive. I STILL CAN'T BREATHE. In so much pain.....I can't see.
I miss you, the idea of you I guess that blinding me, binded me. You lied to me.
I'm leaving now not looking bk. I don't know her, I don't know her that's that. Please give me strength oh Lord. For I have fallen, I barely see the light oh Lord. I NEVER saw him coming. Take Care of him FATHER. My heart wrenching harder. I wanna cry oh Lord. I wanna say goodbye. I TRUST that you're silence is for my protection. Can't lie wish it had gone another direction. I miss his face, his smile. How he looked at me once.
I can't take this, I just want to love him, see him, hold him. Ask him why.
I don't wanna move on....😔
I miss you Babe, take care my love.
Im.so.hurt & broken. Words left unspoken
#staysafestaystrong
#2317gone
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mikeellee · 2 years ago
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There is so many things to talk about the leaks, about how bad it is and I'm sure people draw their own conclusions aka it sucks that Izu needs to be in extreme pain for a pointless and insane mission.
But I want to talk about something different.
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Many fans do make posts stating how Mitsuki Bakugou is abusive and use the "bump on his head" as final proof for such classification. "She needs therapy" and like...Hori has given a wonderful childhood to BK.
Mitsuki is a good mother just by the little we saw. The bump is a joke, nothing more. Yes. I dont like it but its a far cry from "ABUSE"
She worries for her sociopath son, she wants him to be safe and trusts UA will do that. There a question we must ask:
Did BK cover his tracks so his mom never found out or Aldera cover for him?
Bc BK is loud about his opinions. Extremely so. Tried to kill Izu more than once...and has the parents even heard of that from UA?
I dont believe Aizawa would steal "intership offers" from Izu to Bk. As I mentioned to @doodlegirl1998 but now I think he did hide his murder attempts. Only the best for the future.
Now if you want to harpy "bad mom" I have the solution for you. INKO MIDORIYA canonically is a bad mom. Not in the fanon version some fics use to prop AM or Dadzawa...she is emotional neglectful.
The scene of Izu being happy someone called for him, in the case a girl. Its supposed to be funny but it reads to me how sad it is...did his mom ever tried to reach to him? Did she stayed home crying day in and out?
Inko is a bad mom bc she doesnt do anything for her son nor is curious as why her QUIRKLESS son has such quirk. When Izu is in hospital...Inko left a note sort (unintentionally) guilt tripping Izu. Yes, Izu. You are in pain...but what about your mother?!
Inko is a bad mom...and Hori makes so. Hori even ignores she exists.
But we do see Mitsuki worrying for her son.
Inko? Does nothing. Her son may die and she cant do much
"What she could do at this point?"
Ok. Fair question. But a mother wouldn't sit down and watch her ONLY son die! Inko will. Izu will be quirkless, disabled and possible with a Baby Tenko in his arm.
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