#IM . AAHAHSHSHSJNDSNND

[madaqueue]

HI QUINN!! IVE GOT DAZAI BRAIN ROT?!?! AND ITS YOUR FAULT! SO SUFFER WITH ME! 😃 ILLYYY!!!

So I saw a thing and it worked itself into my brain and just uh... imagine kidnapping Dazai. He thinks it's because you want to weaken the agency for some attack. He tries to question you, cocky as usual because nobody out smarts him. Except he comes to learn you aren't working for anyone or with anyone. That this isn't related to the agency at all. That you're simply, head over heels in love with him. Now he's confused of course because why would anyone love him?? let alone kidnap him for it. But your obsessed, hell you've got files dedicated to research you've done on him, favourite food, color, music etc. Folders of categorized candid photos youve taken. And Dazai doesn't know if he should be flattered or scared. It doesn't help you're really pretty, that you sit beside his tied up body and hand feed him, kissing his cheek when he's done. Praise him for being a good boy. He even doesn't mind when you try to dress him up like some doll, telling him how pretty and cute he is as you clip some bows into his hair.

Aaahhhh okay I could keep going and get very nsfw bc DAMN. Your forced fem thing absolutely ruined me and then seeing a thing about kidnapping and Stockholm syndrome fics had me thinking and just... 'you're such a blaring red flag but he doesn't mind because he's never felt so loved??' Like??? That's such a Dazai trope imo ugh god I forgot how much I loved him Quinn!? You've broken my brain! He's stuck in there and I can't pry him free!! 😔 atleast he's cute I guess *sighs*

DJEKFKEKKFKEKXK SKEOODODKD WHAATAATTXHEJD THE FUCKFKDD ARE YOU IN MY HEAD ????? AND SOMEHOW CONJURING UP THEEEEEEE HOTTEST MOST PERFECT FUCKING THINGS EVER??????? OHHHH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHHH MY GODDDDNDKDKDKDKDKDKDKD

HIM STAYING BECAUSE HES NEVER SEEN SOMEONE BE SOOOO UNASHAMED IN THEIR LOVE FOR HIM…… and maybe you start slow with tiny little changes, calling him ‘your girl’ but just as quickly correcting yourself with a giggle….. or his clothes are in the wash so all you have clean is a little skirt, but doesn’t he just look so cute in it? and he realizes it makes you happy to see him like this; then, he realizes it makes him happy to see you happy. and it’s not like it’s really hurting anyone, right? so he lets you do his hair and tie little bows on him and put him in all pink, lets you call him your pretty girl and you even kiss him when he’s wearing lip gloss (he ignores how awful and sticky it is because you like it, and that’s worth the sensory nightmare of the whole thing, and it means he gets to kiss you, god he gets to kiss you!!!!!) and…he likes kissing you…he likes when you praise him, even if it’s a little twisted, even if you tell him he’s a ‘good girl’…maybe he likes this whole thing…it’s not like it’s hurting anyone…right?