#IM SO TIRED ITS 3:30 AM......
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give me something to believe
#persona 3#llemon art#p3 reload#persona 3 reload#shinjiro aragaki#believe: The bravery#the last panel is actual kinda gorey#ish?#so i didnt post it here...#cause im unfamiliar with er.#rules?#etiquette?#idk...#if this doesnt make sense im sorry#im so tired and exhausted...#this was supposed to be 10x happier#but i read these lyrics and and uh. ya#maybe ill make the happy version later 😿#well not happy? maybe hopeful is fhe more appropriate term#i dropped everything to draw this.#its like 1:30 am as of finishing and queuing this.
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ya'll.............



he's so cutie patootie and i luv him smmmm
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In the book of bill(gravity falls) we see the other timelines where dipper and Mable failed and such, right?
In that section you can see a deceased Mable holding a smile dip package. In the end of the book of bill we see the beast from Mables hallucination and he's super powerful(supposedly rivaling bills power).
My question is: did the beast save Mable in the main timeline, OR did the beast kill Mable in the other timeline.
It was 30 years expired and outlawed after all.
#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#mable pines#its 3:30 am#im tired#theory#gravity falls theory#i dont need sleep i need answers#so many questions#quentin trembley#quentin trembley is immune to bill confermed#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#get matpat on this#the great gatsby???
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idk about being the first or the last one to die in a horror movie but I'd definitely be the first one to give up
#idk im just so so so tired#i fall asleep while reading fanfics and not at like 3 am while reading a 30 chaptered one#its at 10 pm while reading a freaking 2000 words oneshot#and yeah i have no energy or motivation left this is so hard#cant create anything cant consume anything god what is this#give me a break#tee.text
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i NEED to get a little treat or ill go insane
#this close to opening the first shopping site that passes me and buying smt i dont need#currently 13 hours into this work shift only got like 2 more hopefully... 3 hours from now i could b sleepin....#and then tomorrow i start early again!#ive been refreshing my artfight all day like art? art for rama? please? that would count as perfect little treat#it would fix me.#its like 2:30 AM so im probably just tired. i wanna go hooome i wanna sleeep but i have to WORK.#god i better get good money for this#in other news i look so good. sure ive been wearing platforms all day. at work. but it is worth it for fashion <3#soapte
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i hate this but i spent an hour on it 😓 (doodle of my oc stéza!)

#my art#aaaaaa#my art <3#oc art#original character#i went to bed at like 7 pm#so i woke up at 3 am and i cant fall back asleep#so its 4:30 am and i dont need to be up until 6#im so tired but i cant sleep#screaming
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i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.
#situations keep happening and i am TIRED#had to restrain a kid at work today which was AWFUL but he was trying to run into the road so i literally had to#almost cried bc of it but got the situation under control#but then when on my way to meet w coworkers to carpool to a meeting#my tire popped#super fun times super awesome super great#i mean my mom helped and we got it all fixed and handled#but basically from noon to like 6pm my mom and i were dealing w it bc everything had to be COMPLICATED#so i only just got home like 45 mins ago ish and i am SO tired holy fuck#but im eating left over orange chicken and then gonna shower and then just gonna be lazy and read and maybe write#if i have the brain power i will work on hb chp17#but i also have a 4 hour training for work tomorrow so yeehaw#its 12:30-4:30 which isnt that bad but still#im also going to my dads afterwards to stay the night and visit him and my siblings#which is a good thing dont get me wrong i love visiting them#it just means i wont have a lot of freetime this weekend to work on writing and cleaning and stuff#not the end of the world and definitely worth it to see my dad and my baby siblings#but i wish it was a 3 day weekend so i could also have a day to just stay home and do things that i havent had the time to do yk#oh well. tis life. adulthood. having to handle situations and finding the best out of shitty circumstances. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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army of ten million ants on their way btw.
#writing in my diary hii. i have coeliac disease also possible gastroperesis or gastric.dumping syndrome lol#havjng a gastric emptying test next month to see what da hell going on.. im so unwell#i think i habw not realised how much i have deteriorated#just like mentally and physically ohhh i am so tired all the time. and im so weak#but its ok only up from here ☝️🥸#on a diet that makes me eat like a little bird which has been good ive been feeling a bit better from thag :3 its just 4-6 small meals a day#as opposed to 3 normal meals. but i also cant drink anythint 30 mins before an after a meal wjich is hellish
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what is my family going to do about the dishes when i move out. like this is insane.
#purrs#i understand that because im not contributing as much financially to the house + am not home most of the day doing dishes every night is a#fair reasonable way to expect me to contribute. but also i come home every day fucking exhausted and basically have to clean an entire day’s#worth of dishes (not allowed to leave them out to dry either i have to both wash and dry) for 5 people + put away all the food and#appliances + wipe down all the counters. like i clean up 5 peoples mess completely by myself. and it’s a lot and i constantly go to bed at#lkke 1:30-2am or later because im stuck doing dishes. my mom and siblings cook but they almost always do it together so it’s 3 ppl and then#i do this by myself and sometimes my dad helps me but he’s working all the time and all of his money is going to all of us so it’s fair that#he doesn’t have to help but. god. i have to be at work at 9 every day it’s not enough sleep and i am constantly late and so so so tired.#its 1:19am and i still have 2 sink fuls of dishes to do at least + have to put away all the food etc and it’s 1:19am. my body is screaming#at me to sleep but i am not allowed to leave it less than spotless. awesome#delete later#anyways yeah what i was saying initially is like.. what are they going to do when i move out and they can’t just leave the mess to me at the#end of the night. someone’s gonna have to stay up just as late to clean it all. lol#it takes me at least an hour every night to do all of this
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school madness
#drama is happening in the school AND I AM IN ON IT RN‼️‼️‼️ /POS IM ABOUT TO RALLY WITH THE ADMINS RAAAUUAWWWWRR#OKAY SO LIKE?!?????!!!!!!!!#our exams are on monday#but not all of the teachers really had their chance to cover all the lessons for us to tackle for the reasons being:#1) the school loves extracurricular activities#2) national holidays (but this is understandable)#3) THEY WANT OUR FUCKING CLEARANCES SIGNED!!!!! SHOULDN'T THAT SHIT BE DONE /AFTER/ EXAMS?????#MF NO CLEARANCE NO EXAM EXCUSE MEEEEEEE YOU EXPECT LIKE 1K STUDENTS TO GO SCRAMBLE AROUND THE SCHOOL ASKING FOR SIGNATURES#youre pushing them to finish getting the admin signatures first RATHER than telling them to study for the exams??? and you tell me#OHH FINISH THE CLEARANCE FIRST BEFORE THE EXAMS#anyways the students and my class adviser (not an admin) are rallying to reschedule the exam for another week because this is bullshit#last school year our exams were transfered to january!!! why cant we do that last time!!!!!!!!!!#and it was okay!!!!!!!!#im like#mad and tired and fuckin OAUUAAHH#usually i feel thr urgent need to study to be prepared for the exams BUT I DON'T FEEL THE URGENCY BECAUSE WE WERENT TAUGHT PROPERLU 😭😭#my complaining isnt even filled to my satisfaction i still have so much more to complain about ohmymgoiooodd#eugh whatever i literally walked out today to get my clearance signed (30% complete 😭 its not easy to get signatures) im gonna go write#absolute bullcrap i tel you#this week has been hell
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they need to make a way to not feel bad when it is night and you are tired
#i swear#day 3 of the horrors#its not even that that bad. just enough to make it so hard to sleep#i can already tell tonight is gonna be a hard to bed night#cause ive been trykng for 30 minutes#i had to have help getting home yesterday because of how bad it got. im just. so tired#i also forgot to message gastro doc today so. thats fun#like please- i at least was able to walk around today but. i would like better to not feel bad thanks-#very very tired of this. plus i should be better. i am taking the meds that should fix me. wny am i still doing bad
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#im gonna get existential here and then reblog a bunch of shit so that neither myself nor anyone else has to see this#if any of my buddies happen to see this#this is your warning#i wouldnt wosh this mental spiral pn anyone#you eber think about how one day yoir eyes are gonna close for the last time and thats it?#no reincarnation no waking up in a new world even any dreams of a fictional reality will end once braon activity dies#and that list blink cojld happen at any moment#because i think about it! i never want to its practkcally intrusive thoughts at this point#but i do! against my will!#kinda makes it hard to sleep cause im suddenly too scared to in case i sont wake up!#and what have i even done with my life? not a whole lot#im never gonna leave my mark on history or even on my family tree#i am utterly average and ghats pkay not everyone ks gonna be exceptional with a story#but god damn ive really not done much and theres things ive wanted to do and havent and i coukd easily get on with ot#if i wasnt such a procrastinating pussy#also probably cant get legally married cause unofficially disabled people cant get married unless they want to be financially fucked#so yknow just trying to sleep so i can enjoy my date tomorrow with my fiance and my brain is pulling this shit#likely because ive been in canada nearly 7 months and i still have found a job and probably wont#and also i turn 30 in 3 months#i know i know 30 isnt old but my brain gremlins are rioting and im having a jard tome wrangling them#its hard being away from my support system#im across the world from the people i could seek a hug from#fiance fights this with logic but thag gends to just make ghis worse#and we both run warm so we cant really cuddle for long without bkth of us overheating#so yeah. brain is braining and im tired but cant sleep
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pls let this backpacker hostel I'm staying at in a couple weeks be nice so I can go to more gigs in [redacted] and not have to worry abt how to get home from them bc I can just stay there... 😭
#its only like 10 mins away from most of the venues/clubs etc i used to haunt when i lived there itd be sooooo convenient#last trains are only like 10:30 and most sets dont finish until after that. let alone walking to the station from there#and there ARE night coaches but theyre always solidly booked up months in advance#and hotels are INSANELY expensive. but this place is cheap n looks nice + lots of female solo travellers left rly +ve reviews so 🤞#its noisy until 2am apparently cuz they have a bar and live music until then. but that doesnt bother me bc ill be pumped from my gig#so i can just join whatever they have going on. or go straight to bed ill take earplugs lol#and if it sucks..... well its only a night nothing to lose#ahhh.. ive organised so much shit today ive been putting off for ages. v satisfying#im gonna change n get my shit ready for work tmr. and then maybe play half an hour of smth and go to bed early im so tired#and then work tomorrow sigh.....its alllll good tho i dont think im doing anything too complicated#but i am working half hour overtime every day for the next 3 weeks. sigh......#.diaries
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i Need to go to bed but im so perplexed that dear sweet cicero is not winning the evil clown poll . cicerofuckers we need to band together for this
#Statement.txt#its 3:30 am and im not very tired but i need to be up at 8. but its so fucking cold AUGH. cruel world.
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I've seen a bunch of ppl on here calling Palestinians indigenous lately and it strikes me as very weird for reasons I can't articulate
Like we don't call black south africans indigenous do we? Even though they also experienced settler colonialism
Like it just seems like a very American centric way of viewing the world like. Not every marginalized and colonized group is the same and lumping them all together like that seems weird
And you wouldn't call any of the other groups around them indigenous even though they share a lot of things (language, culture, history of being colonized up til now) like you don't say people are indigenous Syrians or indigenous Lebanese so it's just really bizarre to me for people to apply that label to Palestinians. And def none of the people I know from Palestine have ever called themselves like native or indigenous
Anyways America isn't the center of the world and you can't take the issues facing native Americans and just act like they're the exact same as other groups like please learn about the world
#i cant get this out of my head enough to sleep so maybe posting this will help#its 3:30 am dont take this as like anything serious#god im so fucking tired of my whole dash being all abt war ITS BEEN MONTHS
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