#Im back to my oversharing

[petercushingscheekbones]

idk this is probably a very personal experience but I find it so annoying that every therapist, counsellor I talk to just seems to go ‘oh looks like you can deal with it’. Like I know enough tricks to be productive, I fucking understand why I’m failing and I intellectually know if I don’t procrastinate I’ll get so much more done. I get it’s probably meant as empowerment but it feels dismissive I don’t keep going to appointments for fun.

like this is not even blaming them idk if there is anything they can do other that encourage me but with study related stuff specifically they give the impression of not caring if you’re doing okay academically. Like I know my grades indicate I’m doing decently but I’m not even doing as half as well as I could and it’s killing me

[xxplastic-cubexx]

i keep accidentally making it look like im eating lunch with this menace i may as well atp

[bittsandpieces]

im supposed to be productive today but instead im trying to get the guy I went out with last week to send me a dick pic

[august-anon]

me: look at all these prompts to choose from, I have so many things to work on, I should make prompts my priority because these wonderful people are waiting on me

my depression brain, returning with a vengeance: comfort fic or nothing. take it or leave it.

[the-oracle-of-the-lost]

i know it's a running bit that people treat their tumblr blogs like diaries and overshare and i don't have a problem with that (i overshare myself once in awhile) but i really think people, especially young people who grew up with social media, need to understand that not every thought needs to be a public thought. sometimes you need to work through shit on your own. you don't have a keep a formal diary – you can write stuff in a note and delete it or throw it away, you can keep things in a private conversation with a friend, you can use drafts to type up a thought and not post it, anything that doesn't involve broadcasting your innermost thoughts so anyone with an internet connection can see it.

it's not healthy and it shouldn't be the norm to broadcast Every Thought in public (and as much as you can pretend social media accounts and blogs are private, they are still public places) especially if you're working through a mental illness or trying to unlearn bigotries or something. it's a pretty common OCD thing to feel like you need to "confess" or publicly admit to "sinning" (talk about cultural Christianity...) and you really don't have to do that. if anyone gets weird about needing to know personal info or your "true" private thoughts to prove that you're not a bad person, then that should be a major red flag and they either need to work through some stuff too or are trying to glean information to manipulate you.

[neonsbian]

got a pap smear today and it was truly humiliating how long it took to get the thing up there 😭

[alcyneus]

as i am entering my final 3 days of the semester and my final exams start the 8th of may, i will be less active (probably completely inactive) from the 6th to the 14th.

the chances of updating soft blocked within the scope of those days are extremely low. i will try to update over the weekend, but again, i cant guarantee anything.

however after the 14th, i will be back full swing in posting :) hopefully

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[number1luciferfan]

[janeways-coffees]

I??? Just got offered a job??? When I went to ask a professor about potential work??? With potential to make into a degree???

[froget-me-nots]

butterflies in my stomach spinning around all my friends are so beautiful. not even in the sense that i've always thought they were pretty but. once someone is my friend i just want to stare at them and listen to them talk forever. smiling until my mouth hurts

[sickfreaksirkay]

gotta go to the hospital tomorrow to get my heart checked out 🫠🫠 fuck my life

[a-girlsdigitaldiary]

finally starting therapy cus i gaf too much

[solar-halos]

WAIT HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY HELLO

thank youuu!! dw i made sure to drink enough for all of us

[lunadivino]

Probably not good to think about how your stories are going to be Perceived before you know actually putting them out there but out of all my thingies LEE ummm might have the strongest Teenager Came Up With This stink. Which I don't necessarily think is a bad thing so long as it finds an audience that it can resonate with but ah wow it's a bit embarrassing.

[im-still-a-robot]

Really burnout doesn't get enough credit for fixing interpersonal issues by just making you stop caring

[coulsons-left-arm]

Never wrote for Fitz before, but writing him sometime after his brain injury actually feels a lil cathartic for me??? Bc sometimes (thank goodness not all the time) my brain struggles with putting words to different things (naming objects, naming feelings), and its such a frustrating thing. And it's even more frustrating when I can visualize the object I'm trying to name, but the words for it aren't there and they're just out of reach??? Not saying I'm blaming my concussion from high school, but... Maybe that didn't help things, along with having repeated minor blows to the head bc I'm just generally not careful and don't have spatial awareness... 😭💀